#i did this instead of therapy
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I'm sorry I made more.
(Accidentally saved over some of the original memes so they aren't all there)
#sega sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shitpost#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#tails the fox#memes#infinite the jackal#sonic adventure 2#sonic 06#sonic forces#uncle chuck#chuck the hedgehog#sonic idw#sonic archie#i did this instead of therapy#whisper the wolf#scourge the hedgehog
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This is so incredibly messy but I couldn’t stop thinking about that frame from the Cass update so I scribbled this down cause I couldn’t sleep unless I did haha
#cass apocalyptic series#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt mikey#art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#my art#fan art#ink and pencil#traditional art#I might clean this up digitally but probably not sooo just take it#I did this instead of doing the work I’m supposed to be doing for therapy lmao
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the werewolf never sees the sun again
#'is this you SAM' it is not a Drawing of me#lowkey doods#personal#anyway. did this instead of asking for another therapy session i already know whats wrong with me
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“I’ll be honest—when Bobby first brought you on board, I told him he should just get a Dalmatian instead.”
#ive had the weirdest day. and my situationship from last summer just got engaged#after ending things w me the day after my dog died bc grief was ‘too serious too fast’ and now she’s engaged !#am happy for her we’re friends glad she found the right amount of seriousness even if it was in under a year but 😭 ow a little#and then my therapist cancelled our session tonight so#instead of committing to hysterics i did this 🥰 and u know what. better than therapy#sorry for that extreme oversharing. it’s been a Day#911#buddie#evan buckley#i love you like a dog#mine
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loop isat you make me so ill
#talk tag#im so fucking sad over them guys i just want them to be happy auwughaghhh#i think abt them and i think abt how they lost literally everything that was theirs literally EVERYTHINGGG and got stuck in some other-#-siffrins time loops to help him instead and they still Did. they helped and they were so so so kind and andawnghufdihjkagkhekfjfuck!!!!!!!#i think abt touch therapy i think abt the convo u can get if u forget miras name i think abt how much they do to make things easier for sif#that goes overlooked SO MUCH because well its just basic video game mechanics right. its just a basic tutorial thats in every single game#its nothing special. but to siffrin it is. all the qol mechanics are in universe. theyre there for him too. to make things easier for them#so they dont have to deal with at least SOME of the things loop had to deal with. so he can save time so he doesnt lose his mind#having to listen to the same conversations over and over and over again so they can choose where to loop to so the partys progress can#be saved so he can equip memories to make things easier. so siffrin wont have to suffer like they did#they care so so so so soso much. im so fucking sad#isat spoilers#isatposting
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I hate that tubbo is my streamer because I can’t ever have a day to catch up on vods because what does he do when he finishes stream?? Go live! And then I can’t even escape him on his own vacation because motherfucker is bringing his PC and would be like “omg flight stream!” Because he’s DONE IT BEFORE
#I love you tubbo haha#*stare*#being an adult is hard and it’s worse when your streamer just doesn’t give a shit and streams forever#get therapy instead of going live to drown out the thoughts like the rest of us gosh#why did I have to get emotionally attached to this one#tubbo
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Finally got around to watching Fangs of Fortune from beginning and not just some broken clips (hurray being sick and getting some time off) and came across Ran Yi describing in pain staking detail how Zhuo Yixuan asked his help in easing his didi’s nightmares and I just thought what if Ran Yi had some place to go to? His death could have been avoided.
This spawned into an idea about how Ran Yi started coming to bureau on Zhuo Yixuan's request to see Zhuo Yichen and Xiao Zhuo gets another gege and after the blood moon and everything Ran Yi kept visiting him even when he was injured which gave him an idea.
What is the idea you may ask?
Establish a Demon sanctuary/therapy clinic!
Much more easier than establishing the hunting bureau because of Chongwu camp and the king cause he doesn't needs military order for this🤗
#fangs of fortune#zhuo yichen#ran yi#establishing a therapy center for demons instead of hunting bureau#Zhuo Yichen collecting geges like pokemons#Zhao Yuanzhou walking into the former demon hunting bureau: ... did I arrive at the wrong address?#ran yi enjoying his fishy life jumping from fountains to ponds in demon hunting bureau whenever his wife is busy with admin business#miss qi looking at all the paperwork: my time has come#that woman will grind every single member and milk their worth in the institution#no free loading on her watch!#fanfic#fanfic ideas#fix it
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"you don't find comfort at the tva" do u get that THIS was mobius' mindset before meeting loki?? that there was no comfort to be had in his life?? that when he wanted to spare an 8 YEAR OLD BOY it wasn't the right thing to do for the system? he carried that burden, the timelines branching and people dying because of it, all the way to that conversation with loki. i would bet anything it was eons ago for him and yet, that one little moment of KINDNESS burdened him. before loki, there was no comfort. then they came along and suddenly, the tva felt like home. it felt new, it felt lively, it felt real, it felt comfortable BECAUSE loki was there. they WERE home to mobius, after all those eons of aching loneliness. i have no doubt he was kind before loki because that's just who he fundamentally is but he LET himself be kind after loki came into his life. because he felt comfortable enough. and then. loki left him. the tva felt empty again. the food and coffee mobius loved so much turned to ash in his mouth. HE felt hollow and empty. home was never a place, it was always loki. the tva suddenly felt suffocating, he HAD to leave, he had to use the opportunity loki gave him, the chance they sacrificed themselves for.
and there – watching what could've been – he felt the sunshine on his face, and something else too. someone else. it filled him with him hope hadn't felt in a very long time.
#guys. GUYS. i love him so much#i cant get that shot of him going to drink from his coffee but dissociating instead out of my head its INSANE#owen wilson u owe me money pls pay up i need it for therapy after what u did to me w those acting choices of urs#do u understand that mobius – kind warm comfortable mobius – didn't think there was COMFORT at the tva before loki. do u understand that.#lokius#mobius m mobius#loki#loki series#loki season 2
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therapy
#personal#vent#comic#im fine rn btw im just reflecting#Working thru all my issues alone is starting to feel like a larger task than its worth though#I was able to largely deal w one big trauma recently after 4 years and I was rly proud of myself for that bc I did it alone#So Like I’m not even saying I can’t work thru my issues by myself#But like. Maybe I shouldn’t have to yk#Like the truth is I like myself a lot and I don’t like watching myself suffering as weird as that sounds#So maybe I need to take initiative for once instead of putting myself thru awful shit waiting to work it out#But also I’d have to talk to my parents bc therapy isn’t cheap and I’m still on their insurance afaik#And everytime I’ve talked to them about therapy it’s been like this 😭 they don’t deal with emotions well at all#And there’s never a good time to bring it up
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yay! I drew these quite literally three years ago. dragonheart!milo and raihan! a knight on a doomed dragon hunt being lifted out of his station by a small village medicine man. together they become magic lawyers and overthrow the government
the main details in these do survive into the iterations I’ve drawn (instead of these actual designs I spent time to make el oh el): the “leaf” diamond quilt/gambeson and the plaited coattail for milo, the “atypical” weapons, long coat, and large number of scattered fake gold trims and accessories for raihan. I think I lost raihan the hat and added a cape for milo further down the line because like this their general silhouettes are too similar for my liking lol
#pokemon#swsh#applinshipping#dragonheart AU#gym leader raihan#gym leader milo#leon is the puppet king in this one (I never made a design for him lol. lmao) (its not about him!!!!) (it is just a tiny bit#sonia actually disappeared out to sea like just the year before raihan got sent off too. and the shows up where raihan and milo are later on#as usual the everything between those three are messy in a way that makes every one of them embarrassed to bring it up lmao#if u remember one of the october pieces I did last year. the applinshipping one. yeap thats from this AU too#lmao. also remembering the swordsman AU. in every AU where I bring up a king you can TELL I cant WAIT to get rid of that guy#(its usually leon)#anyways it's not about him this is about raihan and milo!!! iirc everyone in the village knows milo is Something. bc he has literally not#aged at all for four generations#he's like doing his therapy away from the dragon hierarchy out here and raihan crash lands nearby#laughs this is so hallmark movie romance I just realized. except the city girl is trying to#extract her family from the palace before stealing the declaration of independence#oh yeah the AU is named that Specifically because the 'artifact' the whole plot runs around is supposedly a 'calcified' heart of a dragon#and the magic lawyer part is so raihan will seize the right to the throne by haha. winning a living dragon's heart instead#I'm actually surprised I remember this much abt this AU lmao it's literally been three years! I don't even remember what Im#supposed to do tomorrow#it's gettign a USB stick isnt it. Im doin a canadian horror triple feature with the senpai#I gotta remember that. well I remember This so. maybe there's a chance#man there are actually a number of applinshipping things I wanna draw... theyre my Fuckin BoyS#well! there's this at least. have a good night lads! I'll have cake soon#it's time to put cinnamon in things.
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Sonic movie spoilers meme
Walters: Stop! Don’t shoot them, there are children!
Also Walters: So I ordered that Shadow be put into cryostasis to prevent him from causing havoc outside.
#well crap#no wonder Shadow punched “Walter’s without hesitation#Walter’s saw Shadow as a child#but saw him dangerous regardless and instead of giving him good therapy put him to sleep#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#commander walters#I did not hear that part since I was having feels over sad shadow#but it’s now that I got a chance to relisten Walter’s line#sonic movie 3
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“um people are allowed to find the idea of being with a bi person (aka someone who’s been with the same sex because that’s what bi means now apparently) disgusting. that’s normal actually”
hmmmmm you know what.. no. i don’t think they are tbh!!! i don’t think that’s a normal opinion to have, nor should it be an opinion that’s normalized!!! you know what i do think though??? that people who have this ‘opinion’ should be hit in the shins with a comically large hammer!!!!!!
#stop trying to project your own insecurities and bigotry onto innocent bi people you heathen#viewing bi people through this lens of ‘they could’ve been in a gay relationship 🤢’#instead of treating them like fucking human beings#is biphobia and homophobia!!#‘ew i would never be with a bi man because what if he’s been with another man’ that’s homophobia bitch!!!#classic textbook good old fashioned homophobia!!!!#and that’s entirely a you problem!!! go to the therapy!!!!!#biphobia /#homophobia /#also side tangent but ‘asking people to realize their reason for refusing to sleep with x minority is emotional manipulation’#is a take i haven’t seen since the ace discourse days and my god. i did not miss this line of thinking#no denise it’s not ‘coercion’ or emotional manipulation to ask you to acknowledge the reason you’re not sleeping with bi people is biphobia#no one’s trying to force you or guilt trip you into doing anything#get a grip not everything is about you
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As promised, here's the fanfiction that the people in my inbox have been demanding to read. It's already done, but I'll be releasing chapters week by week to avoid dropping a giant cinderblock on everyone all at once. So I guess we're all in this together for approximately the next seven months. Holding hands. Singing songs. I haven't engaged with the source material or with the fandom for literally ten years. I don't know why I did this. I blacked out and came to with a 100k+ Google Doc in front of me. I'm blaming literally everyone but myself.
#I've admitted previously that a lot of this is based on (unfortunately) true events#so geht das leben einfach#I wrote this instead when I was working garderobe at WKO#I did not go to therapy#come up and see my etchings#schrecken ohne ende#my typewriter was haunted#who the hell is edgar#aph austria#roderich edelstein#hetalia austria#hetalia fanfiction#pruaus
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vg is a game where there a lot of parts I enjoy on paper and then you have to reckon w execution that keeps like. keeps immediately killing narrative tension before it can build
#I love rook as someone defined gy radical hope and bullheaded belief#but so much of what they run up against is just. poorly written obvious shitty government figures#or people who you’re supposed to dislike because they oppose u rudely#instead of being able to take a myriad of approaches to them and try appeal or at least understand their mindset#and then there’s the entirely seperate problem of the game lingering in issues that rook isn’t responsible for (team drama) which! FINE! I#enjoy a bad bitch shouldering responsibility as a way to keep control of the situation#but at the same time the game WONT???? let you linger in the guilt and shame and grief of calls rook literally makes?#I want guilt over weisshupt man! I want people tearing ur throat out over ur idealism ensuring u went in without a plan#how are you here empty chair therapy sessioning yourself over a friend’s death FIFTEEN MINUTES AGO when ur previous shouldering#responsibility for shit u can’t control did not come CLOSE the the magnitude of it costing someone’s life#and then there’s shit like Zara just. up and dying before really doing anything and Lucanis’s arc getting prematurely killed if you made a#critical choice which renders that writing decision even more baffling?#the entire time I was playing the confrontation with Aelia I was like wow this feels MADE for calpernia man this is relevant to her!!!!#tunes talks critical#the Gods’ main instance of vulnerability is expressed in a codex found in like#the second to last mission!!!!#veilguard critical
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it went fine yesterday btw :}
#Robin processes emotions on main#sometimes I freak out like a chihuahua and then actually have a good time. these things are typical in the life of ur local robin#we talked about our lives instead of our Interests and it was fine ! I think I did good. we commiserated about the post-college woes#I got re-reminded how rough my life is right now and cried a little but like in a good way. and I'll make it. we'll both make it#today I made a bucket list of churches to try (By Myself) and places to visit around town#(clutching my head staggering upright) did you guys know th.that childhood parentification can majorly mess you up#man do I need therapy. like. soon I think#also a steady job and my own apartment but let's not get ahead of ourselves. haha. sorry let me rephrase:#I'm GOING to get a job and move out eventually and it will be GOOD. and in the meantime I will make living here good too dangit#anyway so yeah I just forgot that this particular friend is good for Processing Life with instead of Enjoying Stories with#that was my issue last time.#although last time wasn't a Failure on my part. I was just exhausted and I Couldn't process life last time. no energy for that#I didn't feel safe enough to do that so all I had to fall back on was my interests and it just didn't click. such things happen#anyway I'm logging back out now but thank you everyone for the encouragement :') it really helped and I'm gonna keep on truckin'
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maybe this will get rocks thrown at me but i kinda hate when people call the 18+ prisoners "grown adults" as insults and ways to like... shut down any sympathy with them. how because they are "grown adults", they "should have known better". this has just always bothered me. i see it and i have to sit and stare at the wall for 10 minutes.
like. idk. being an adult does not automatically give you skills like Emotional Regulation, Impulse Control, Ability To Learn From Consequences, Ability To Plan For The Future, Critical Thinking, Interpersonal Skills, etc etc. you have to be Taught these things no matter how old you are. if you are not taught these things, and you are not supported in an environment that helps you further develop these things... you just. Aren't gonna be able to do them well.
adults just, typically, have accumulated enough experiences in life to have been able to learn these things. but not every adult has had that privilege. or some adults have had to just shut off the parts of their brain that would allow them to learn these things to be able to function at a basic level.
#milgram meta#when i see someone use the phrase ''grown adult'' in a derogatory way i just. can no longer even listen to them mfkfmsdf#me when no matter how hard i try i cant be a functional adult and then i just get insulted and dismissed instead of helped.#only leading me further into my pit of Despair#like. listen. i get this is a fictional piece of media. and at the end of the day i genuinely dont care That much. but also.#the way ppl think and talk about these things. even if its fictional. usually (but not always. im aware!) still reflects how they think irl#so Thats why i feel genuinely hurt when i see people talk like this.#but alas. i Am a grown adult so maybe i should just suck it up--#i simply should have utilized my DBT skills instead of allowing myself to develop mental illness /lhj#i did not have a good therapy session today (in fact it was fucking awful lol) so now i must Post Online#if you dont see me for a month. its because my traumas and mental illnesses unionized
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