#i cried myself to insanity that day

[honeyflower-bellybower]

one time I made up this scenario in my head where Remus survived the war and dedicated himself to find any possible way to see Sirius again and he did manage to find a heritage-based spell and it worked too but when the black hair, fair skin, Black family man turns around he's not Sirius. He's Regulus. Remus made a mistake. He spent so long researching and he made a stupid mistake.

Remus is angry and disappointed and powerless, and he starts rambling at himself in his despair, until Regulus picks up bits of it and understands.

This is how Regulus finds out his brother died.

That's when Regulus speaks, and Remus is forced to realize this wrong person is still a person, someone he'd never really talked to but whose story he knows really well. Or at least, he thought so.

This is how Remus finds out Regulus betrayed Voldemort.

He hears it between sobs and frustrated swears, from a barely coherent Regulus. Remus watches him remember his failure, mourn his own death, then get angry, furious, because no, Sirius can't have died, he wasn't supposed to die, he did all that, went through it all, stayed then betrayed, only so Sirius could live, he can't have died. Regulus died with the sole comfort that someone would pick up on his legacy and kill Voldemort in his stead. If Sirius died, if the war carried on, Regulus died in vain.

So Remus tells him. That it was over for a bit and then started again, and that someone came who was able to finish it but Sirius had already been dead by then. And it's not Regulus' fault, but he shouts at him too, because he was supposed to be here right now, not Regulus.

After, Regulus is empty. He's still crying, so is Remus. He's lost all, so has Remus.

After, Remus sobs. Quiet then hard, then he almost laughs, because spells involving death come at a cost and the night is almost over. He almost laughs, but sobs until his ribs ache instead, because this is his last night and he was supposed to spend it with Sirius.

When the sun comes, they are both gone.

[kimmkitsuragi]

ok. short elaboration but. WHAT IF (hypothetically) (surely i won't do this irl) but what if. i bought. plane tickets to. helsinki . for no specific reason ofc

[ironmanstan]

I am coming to the realization i have been slowly killing myself with work i think oops

[lesbianboyfriend69]

my sexual desires are morally neutral and asking people to participate in them is morally neutral and people saying yes or no to those requests is morally neutral. my status as a caring and responsible sexual partner is not compromised by my desires or by people's reaction to or participation in them !!! my desires can exist without being reciprocated and fulfilled, and this doesn't mean i'm wrong for wanting those things. my desires can be reciprocated and fulfilled and i don't need to feel shame about involving another person. i can trust people when they say yes or no and i can take their engagement with my sexuality at face value and in good faith. my desires don't need to be justified and i don't need to apologize for wanting things. as long as i prioritize consent and kindness in all my sexual interactions it'll be ok !! it'll be ok !!!

[cuubism]

that's a metaphor for something i guess

[pepprs]

june 27th give it up for june 27th

[yunogf]

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[florenceisfalling]

don't worry guys if you're ever in a bad place emotionally and seeking guidance some woman with an entirely different outlook on life than you will thrust shitty advice upon you whether you like it or not and then make you feel completely fucking awful about her wealth of wisdom that she is so genuinely convinced she has despite not having any idea . this will make the bad place so much more bad also

[puppmeo]

Have you ever been assumed to be romantically attracted to someone and even just the thought of that makes you want to throw up . Anybody

[starsincline]

Because of Woke, schools now have to ask about your mental health after literally ruining your life.

[readymades2002]

im just like spongebob (employee of the month)

[cerberin]

it was a year yesterday since he ended things & i finally feel so much better

[cowardlycowboys]

Do you have any tattoos?

i don't!! I hope to try and at least get one this year tho but I unfortunately deal with a very big problem that is any changes to my appearance and body make me go insane so I have to be like pretty stable to get one

[the-cooler-king]

Yall remember that post that goes like "I told my friend once that when I feel like I'm losing my mind I lay under my desk for a while. One such time I go under there and there is a slim Jim taped to the bottom of my desk with the note, "going insane all alone again?"" I think about it constantly especially when I am going insane

[pepprs]

hi update things are fucking terrible and my eyes hurt from sobbing. lol

[starkeyisthelastname]

OHHH ANOTHER THOUGHT!!!!!!!

idk how the porn community works HALSJKS but if its a thing to like ….. ship them ig??? … how would rafe react to r’s video with another dude being posted on twitter (maybe the first vid she’s made since her vid with rafe) and everyone’s in the comments being like “omg yas this is so hot!!!” “omg this is so much better than her and rafe!!” BALJEKS IDK

the first time someone’s talked negatively about him and it’s actually effected him 😅 he doesn’t like this ego being bruised

It was rare that Rafe checked social media, he just didn’t care about what people thought. He was pornstar and was used to being judged for his career choice and especially for the brutal way he fucked his costars. It was the Twitter notification he got though, with his name and your name tagged along with someone else’s who he didn’t know that caught his attention.

He opened the video, his blue eyes darkening as soon as he saw what it was. It was some nobody with a dick half the size of his, trying to make you cum. He could tell by the moans you were giving that it was all an act, and it ignited something in him he didn’t like. Watching another man fuck you, even if it was your job wasn’t something he particularly was a fan of. He had always loved pussy and money, and never once thought of ever quitting his rather successful porn career for anyone, until you started occupying his mind all day every day. He just couldn’t bring himself to end it yet, his addiction to sex and money way too deep.

As he went to exit out the app, a comment caught his eye. “Wow. She’s a pro at taking dick.” He scoffed as he read it out loud. What dick were you takin? That clown was the size of a pinky compared to him. It was the next one down that had his head raging in a way he had never experienced. ‘Her and @therafecameron video was weak compared to this. 🤣’ He seethed, these stupid idiots comments getting to him and bruising his extremely high ego. His knee bounced rapidly, thumb at the edge of his mouth as his mind raced wildly.

It was the phone, turned into landscape mode as Rafe’s long arm aimed it down to let it capture you taking dick. His free hand was wrapped in your hair, yanking your head back as he drilled into you at a brutal speed. The makeup you had on was smeared, tears streaming down your sparkly cheeks as he had some point to prove. He didn’t exactly say what, but it was a chance to get fucked by the man you were becoming obsessed with.

“Who’s fucking dick are you takin?” Rafe asked, his voice dripping venom as he yanked your head to make you look at him. His blue eyes, peered down at you in a predatory manner as he forced you to give him an answer.

The answer you gave was incoherent, your words coming out in babbles as an insane amount of pleasure was taking over your body. Your eyes rolled back, his huge dick tearing you apart as he wrapped his fist around your hair even harder. The phone that was recording the raw homemade scene was now shoved in your face, his hand on your head forcing you to look at the lens.

You were still so pretty, completely cock drunk off his monstrous ways as you were being his good personal whore. He leaned down, mustache brushing over your ear as he looked at the camera. It was quite a sexy sight to see his wild hair and striking blue iris’s making eye contact with the phone. “Tell them who’s dick your fuckin takin.” He spoke lowly, eyes watching your face through the screen. “Don’t make me repeat myself, I swear you’ll fucking regret it.” He gritted out, toned hips slapping against yours.

You cried out, his hand removing itself from your head to force your chin to look at the camera. You had no choice but to let out a loud whine, screaming the man’s name that you just wanted as yours. “Rafe Cameron! I’m t-takin Rafe Cameron’s dick!” Your voice cracking as you clamped down onto his cock.

As soon as heard that, a smirk came to his face and his nuts tightened. He tilted your chin towards him, sloppily kissing you with his tongue as the camera caught something Rafe never did with anyone. If the kissing wasn’t enough to make people a little shocked, it was that he posted it to his Twitter account, caption reading ‘The only dick that can get her screaming 😱 remember the fucking name bitches.’