#i cried my eyes out AGAIN
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finished kiwami 2 and now i am absolutely miserable
#you sick bastards at rgg…. why can’t majima be happy#i cried my eyes out AGAIN#they can’t keep doing this to me!!!!!!111!!11!1!1#rgg#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#kiwami 2#kiryu kazuma#majima goro
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I just have to write about Furuba again 😩
I started season 3 and I can’t believe that the story still keeps pealing and pealing more and more layers I swear I am soooo overwhelmed with emotions at this point I just want to hug all the zodiac members and even Akito 😅 yeah, there I said it, even her, although I’m still far from liking or forgiving her…
I’m crying so much it’s embarrassing please tell me i’m not to only loser to do soooo 😩
#dont mind me i just need to vent#i cried my eyes out again#i swear i need to watch something light after this#fruits basket#furuba
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She gave up her dream, took over her mother's cafe, raised her niece as her own daughter and cared about her brother all this time. I swear if she'll do some stupid little things in the future episodes i'll forgive her for everything
#she's not just female lead she's THE female lead#i cried my eyes out at those flashbacks ngl#i love her already with my whole heart#the female lead we deserve#i just... can't imagine how hard is this i hope she'll find happiness in that future romance with the male lead#and learn to lean on someone else and not to do everything alone#crying again#jey talks#crash course in romance
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I'm not over it, but really, Durgetash is just a story about loss and loneliness.
These two people have lost literally everything, their homes, their families (if they even had one to begin with), their freedom, they even lost their own godforsaken personhood. They were stripped of absolutely everything. They were reduced to less than nothing.
And then they turned around and found each other, somehow, by a twisted blessing of the fates they got to start building a home, reclaiming their personhood, working hard on gaining that freedom. Gortash literally welcomes Durge back home. It's not welcome back. It's specifically welcome back home. They made themselves a new home. Perhaps the first one they ever had.
And then they had everything ripped away from them yet again. Every last bit they worked so hard on crushed and crumbled to nothing with no way to fix it ever again. Because the loss had been so great, there was no way for recovery. No way to repair their little, frail shack they called home. And that loss must've been far more painful, because now, at least one of them, still knew what it was like to have a home. And yet it was taken away from them once again.
But despite that I still think about what would've happened if Durge had woken up with their memories intact. If they had taken on that journey knowing fully well who they were and what was on the line. I wonder if that time could've changed them or if they would've just ran back home, utterly blinded. Because yes it was shit back there. Yes they were doing unspeakable things and forced to do unspeakable things. But at least they had a home. They had someone. At least they weren't alone after decades of having nothing. After years of being so alone they found belonging and companionship in a literal murder cult. I wonder if they would've just hurried back because getting to save yourself is great, but perhaps just getting home a day earlier would be even greater.
Did not mean to post that post from earlier so I actually had to go wade thru my fucking drafts. This is hell.
#also i just watched grave of the fireflies again#mightve contributed to this post#i cried my fking eyes out so ill share the pain#bg3#bg3 spoilers#bg3 gortash#enver gortash#durgetash#bg3 durge#lord gortash#gortash x durge#durge#dark urge
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I would just like to give all ot6 briize a warm FUCK YOU and the same goes to SM.
I can’t even begin to explain how hurt I am from the moment I saw Seunghan’s official statement that he would be leaving RIIZE.
You all know what he did wasn’t even a crime and yet SM enables k-briize to so easily control this group and the members like they’re not even human beings. Global fans deserve as much of a say as Korean briize and the fact that they drove Seunghan out of the group despite the members warmly welcoming him back and wanting him, they still claim to “want the best for RIIZE” when all they have wanted was to be reunited as a group of 7 again.
This is just straight up bullying and these so called “briize” don’t even have Riize’s best intentions at heart, this was all just selfish and manipulative because they didn’t like Seunghan. I hope you guys are happy because you’ve destroyed a young man’s dream and possibly the best thing that’s ever happened to him as well.
We love you so much Seunghan, I’m so sorry your company couldn’t even so much as try to protect you and you had to be treated this way, you deserve so much more support and love and I hope you know thousands of us do and always will.
RIIZE is and always will be 7 <3
< petition for seunghan >
#junnieverse.msg#riize is 7#Seunghan deserves better#cried my eyes out because my bias is gone#once again fuck ot6 briize#I hate sm and k-briize#we love you Seunghan
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MY ARTIST ASS THE SECOND FOUNDERS CUT COMES OUT
watch the speedpaint over on my youtube - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/ozSuzIrUyZA
#im going fucking feral#genloss ranboo#art#generation loss fanart#generation loss#genloss#gl ranboo fanart#gl ranboo#me literally two seconds after i finish founders cut#founders cut#kaeruudraws#ranboo is an evil genius why do they make me feel all the emotions#i cried my damn eyes out when he said “thank you” at the end like whatttttttt#i am feeling feelings and i dont like it#speedpaint#generation loss founders cut#generation loss the social experiments#generation loss ranboo#*dies in now hyperfixating on genloss again*
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doing my duolingo through tears bc the fic ive been reading got very major character death for at least 10k words + a 2 year time skip but i can’t lose my learning streak
#WHAT WAS THAT. DONT EVER DO THAT TO ME AGAIN#AND NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS STUPID BIRD#i cried my eyes out man it was so undignified. my face hurts
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Gotta love when you can tell that a character has absolutely been through/witnessed a form of The Horrors when the metaphorical light leaves their eyes.
#hsr 2.5 spoilers#hsr spoilers#yes this is about Jiaoqiu I am going insane over this man I cried way too much over him already#but also about Aventurine whom I have also profusely cried over and related way too hard back during the Penacony storyline#honestly I love that my Aventurine experience and my Jiaoqiu experience were exactly the same#(already liking them during the first patch and absolutely loving them the next patch and fully willing to give them the world)#the fact that Jiaoqiu's eyes during the first cutscene with Feixiao are lightless just like in his trailer#and then they regain light on the second#and when we find him again his eyes are lightless again because he's at death's door and fully planning to die#and the price he had to pay to help bring down Hoolay is making me sick and insane /pos#or at least as insane as knowing Aventurine only had light in his eyes as a child#gotta commend the writers this one was really good and feels like a more proper conclusion/continuation of the original Luofu storyline#honkai star rail 2.5#I have way too many thoughts about this patch and not enough rest to make them coherent#also love the Yaoqing Trio please do not separate them again after all of this#give at least one group/found family on the Xianzhou Alliance a BREAK darn it I say they deserve a vacation#after Feixiao and Moze gouge out Phantylia's eyes and hopefully find a cure for Jiaoqiu of course
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Pro tip: if you want to beat honor mode, play a Githyanki because this girl carried me through it so easily
#they're badass#also I cried my eyes out bc I sacrificed Gale for the easy end#I will never do that shit again MY HEART#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 screenshots#bg3 fanart#Githyanki#honor mode#honour mode#baldurs gate fanart#baldurs gate screenshots#baldurs gate tav#bg3 tav#ranger#cleric of Vlaakith#mine#oc: ah'zath
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been wanting to draw luis for a while now
(no context re4r spoilers under the cut)
i just really wanted to draw this if im being honest.
#chapter 11 sucks! im not looking forward to replaying it in my future playthroughs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#its lke dmc5 mission 18 to me. the chapter itself is hard to get through both gameplay wise and emotionally.#im not gonna recover from this for awhile. and the games already throwing more things at me. i love this game it might be my fav re game <3#im so close to finishing the game i need more free time soon to do that#resident evil#luis serra#leon s kennedy#allyart#i hope its obvious that i drew that second sketch without rewatching the scene#i cant do that bc 1. im afraid of spoilers and 2. i cant. i physically cant. i cried when i got to that and i will cry again#so if it doesnt look accurate just know its bc i didnt have refs and i was too busy sobbing my eyes out to remember how the scene looked#re4r is a great game it brings me so much pain <3
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in fair faerûn where we lay our scene.......
im a little late heading into wyll week and im so sad but here's an illustration for day 3: modern au!!!!
wyll gives me theater kid vibes and i think modern au wyll would Absolutely be an actor. and i think he'd be incredible in shakespeare adaptations and historical dramas... so i Had to redraw one of my favorite shots from baz luhrmann's romeo + juliet with him. a modern au in a modern au...its perfect 🎭
#bg3#wyll week#wyllvember#wyll ravengard#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#wyllweek#shakespeare#my art#herotune#i replaced the crucifixes with the symbol for tyr btw cries#which is hopefully understandable 😭#i Need to go back n check what wylls reaction to the tyr paladins is again its been too long since i played that part in my current run#so hopefully including the symbol for tyr is appropriate weeps...i tried to figure out if theres a diety he follows n Could Not#so i just went w tyr because the symbol for him had a similar enough silhouette and i feel like gd of justice Very much fits wyll...#although theres also uhhhh helm gd of protection and i feel like that would suit him more i just didnt think the symbol for helm would work#its like. an eye on a gauntlet 😭.....#so uh. i. ended up going with tyr#anyway im so so sad im late to wyll week ;_; i love him and i DO have a lot of sketches ive not published of him yet#but i wanna do the prompts too. i do think ill be posting some of those drawings for the free day but i think im also gonna try to get#stuff out for the rest of the prompts even tho itll have to be after wyll week is over...#wait itd still be wyllvember tho :0#his month...yessss im late but also im not. its fine.
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#I've read some of you talking about your irls reaching out#Positive and negative thinga#And I'm... In the middle#I haven't hidden my love for 1D since it took over my life 3 years ago#So the people that know me know this about me#Granted they probably know more about Louis but still#One of my closest friends was a bit insensitive at first and I just couldn't reply#She then sort of came through and has been checking in#I don't think she realized how much it mattered to me#Then I told my best friend who's still back home#I also don't think she understood how important they are to me#She hasn't checked in again but she has sooo much shit on her plate that I don't even blame her although it still... A little bit#But I'm also like trying not to think they actually knew how seriously important these bois are to me#Anyway. Another friend... I saw him right after I found so I was still very much in shock and he knows about them and my deep connection#Saw him the next day he hugged me and asked me how I was and this was after the shock wore off and I had cried all night#I almost broke down again... But he hasn't checked in again and I'm a bit sad about it#Someone I met briefly in the summer and got to talking about the bois reached out and asked and I was glad they did#My sister has been checking in which has been very nice#Again... Idk... I don't need them to understand or be all over me asking or anything#It's just... Yeah.#And it just reinforces my gratitude for this space and the friends I've made the past couple of years#I have no idea where I'd be if I didn't have this and you all#But then again... The biggest reason I'm still in this community is the people I've met#So of course I would always have you here#Understanding something that outsiders could never#It's like trying to explain why Louis is so important to me... If you don't feel you won't get it#Rambles ramble#My eyes hurt
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The kg teacher I worked with for less than a week basically just called me neurodivergent (obviously didn't say exactly that but everything she said to describe the whole experience was um.. mhm) and called my personality "unique"
Stop perceiving me, jesus christ on a boat
#'i get the feeling you have this Need to think over everything every detail deep within yourself' ma'am#'you do not react in ways i would expect from most people- but of course that's not a bad thing' ma'am..#'like you have this constant calm facade and don't emote that much' ma'am :((((#'you tend to stick to a routine or whatever you planned beforehand and improvising stresses you out making you lose focus'#AMONGST OTHER THING#LIKE OKAY DAMN 💀#GET KNOWN IDIOT FOR ME I GUESS#THEN POINTED OUT THAT I COMMUNICATE WITH THE KIDS A LOT EASIER AND HOW I GIVE OFF AN OUTSIDER ENERGY TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW ME-#PLEASE STAWP I BEG THEE#random squeak#also once again praise made me almost bawl my eyes out i would have died if i cried after hearing all of that ^
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Just watched "I Saw The TV Glow" in cinemas and boy did I get chest kicked all the way back to my derealisation episodes when I was like 6 years old.
#movies are a crazy concept#oh yeah this 2 hour long montage of pictures makes me want to melt into a puddle and close my eyes#but alas i am exactly like owen and will continue to wake up in this world and pretend im making the right choices#i saw it with a friend but I don't think she fully realised how much the movie fucked me up#cried twice in cinemas#will probably cry again later#got ice cream after#now i feel empty#but im going out again tomorrow with friends so im excited!!#being here and alive is so strange#i feel like im wading through a swamp and slowly sinking#maybe ill also wake up one day#anways!!#probs wont delete :)#i saw the tv glow#movie review#spoilers#cinema
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pretty sure i have a kidney infection but i think everything is gonna be okay
#i called the doctors office neither of my beautiful lady doctors who believe me every time i say i have a problem were there and a guy#doctor was the only person to talk to#and he said PUSSY ASS BITCH TAKE AN IBUPROFEN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP#just kidding he gave me some other symptoms to watch out for and said to go to the er if i get those. but that for now i should just keep an#eye on it. anyway i cried a little bit i called my mom and she said that i should be peeing after sex and i said yes mom i'm a grown ass#woman. i called my bf he had a theory that i am making myself anxious about it and making the pain worse. which may have been true but also#i think he's biased bc he gives himself psychosomatic symptoms of everything all the time.#but i'm taking a bath and watching dumb youtube and i actually feel way better so maybe it's true.#anyway i'm already on antibiotics. i'm going to survive the night. if it's not feeling better tomorrow i can call my doctor again!!! bitch!#like calm down jesus....
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#was supposed to leave for my vacation today but what Actually happened was at 6am I rolled over in bed and twist my neck again#so now I’m in miserable pain and can hardly move Again#yayyyy#cried my eyes out bc I still had to bring my dog to boarding since I can’t take care of her like this and as you can imagine driving was uhh#unpleasant 🫠 and then I saw pigeon get exploded by the car in front of me which was a little cherry on top#anyone know any verifiable ways to get rid of a curse 🤔 cuz at this point I’m pretty sure I have one
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