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>wanting the community of fandom >not being able to attach to anything deeply enough to write decently for it >sadness
#life is hard for otaku etc etc etc#i wanna go back to d/n but it's still achey to write so...#considering spy x family bc at least rereading gives me Glee but idea generator is Very Quiet on that front#//grumble grumble#hallie memes#anyway if any of my followers have spy x family concepts they want to see#i crave them desperately
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Silly raishura redraw :)
#shin megami tensei#shin megami tensei nocturne#smt3 nocturne#smt3#demifiend#devil summoner raidou kuzunoha#dsrk#raidou kuzunoha#raishura#i crave more of them. desperately.
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We all know Timmy is Wanda’s mama’s boy but we need to keep in mind he’s still Cosmo’s kid too and that Cosmo would love him just as vehemently as Wanda
#fairly oddparents#not that anyone has portrayed him different#certainly not distance he loves Timmy he probably says it the most in the show and in fanon#but still- watching New Wish there felt like there was a disconnect with Cosmos character-like he wasn’t as well defined as he was in OG#that’s in part due to them toning him down from being an idiot plain and simple but I feel like it wasn’t fitted with something else it was#simply taken away#just to say he didn’t have as much of a presence to me in New Wish as Wanda did and I crave spinning Cosmo around in my brain#I want to see Poof being his Dad’s Boy yknow and I want to see cosmo doting and I want to see when he gets like. parental rage for the sake#of his kids#yknow? Yknow? part of him feeling detached in a new wish has translated into him not wanting to get as close to Hazel as he did Timmy-#to try and play it more like godparents are supposed to- just a presence for a couple months#but also because like. he got SO attached to Timmy and he’ll never regret it and he’d never do anything different#but idk. if it were me I wouldn’t have the capacity to go through losing my godkid again after becoming that attached#that’s not even mentioning that they don’t HAVE to be in hazel’s life the same way they were in Timmy’s because Timmy was going through#neglect and Hazel has loving family and friends all around her at all times- her blocks are mental#in that way cosmo and Wanda just have to do the Typical Godparent Job of aiding her- not becoming people she desperately needs in life#which also bleeds into why I think Peri was having such a. difficult time#godparents aren’t supposed to be attached the way his family was to Timmy and that how he learned it#but his first godkid is Not Easy and lends immediately to the issues Timmy was having where he HAS parents he HAS things (though . Timmy#was not rich and would sometimes not be fed… dev’s dad also forgets to feed him but dev is still able to eat you know)#and how he grew up with his parents as godparents and how he’s been taught are conflicting and it’s nature vs doing a good job quoteunquote#I didn’t mean to ramble so damn much in the tags I’m really sorry#told myself if I had more to say I’d write it down and post it later but I must be heard.
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not meant as a direct call out to anyone but sicne it happened a few times in a row now
i dont ... like ... my work being tagged as 'zelink', i do not draw this ship, i have no problem with others shipping it but i personally cannot stand it (i love them as a brotp) and just because i put them both in a drawing when im doing some totk rewritten concepts it doesnt mean its meant as the ship :/
#ganondoodles talks#again im not trying to start discourse or whatever#i just dont like some of my work being tagged with a ship that isnt intented nor liked by me#i know some people use the ship name to also mean it as brotp kinda thing but usually it isnt#im one of those rare (?) people that desperately craves them as a brotp#but you can guess how many people see it as that lol#AGAIN im not trying to hate on anyone who likes it#i just dont#and it feels weird seeing that label on my art
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lol I tripped and fell into the Simon petrikov/ice king enjoyer hole. Anyway, this old man reminds me so much of my of Seville in both appearance and magical memory loss tragedies lmao. They should be friends.
#simon petrikov#seville#ocs#oc#maybe I will draw more of him#when the series ends#and i have prose to captivate me#i have thoughts#mostly about simon and marcy because god we need more of them#yes betty but aufhfhfhd Marceline is going to ve heartbroken#i crave simon and marcy apocalypse fic#his desperation then is so fascinating to read#horrifying and terrifying and gut wrenching
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Hi! You've mentioned that 'What We Want' has a playlist. If it's not to spoilery (and you feel comfortable doing so) could you share some of the songs on it.
I hope you start feeling better soon. ❤️
oh my god im so glad someone asked!!! I'll share some of my favourite songs from the playlist, the ones that i think like... summarise the stories feeling the most. Idk. The ones with the highest vibe quality. Some of these you will actually see referenced in the fic later on lmao.
Here's the playlist for your listening pleasure
If you have any more questions, theories (what song relates to which character, where in the story, etc) please send it in! I love talking about this.
#sophie speaks#sophie answers#series:www#also reader canonically likes bastille i feel its very much her favourite band/singer idk#and what you gonna do??? is like. the anthem for the fic basically#u are in this insane situation your life is changed irrevocably you are sad and miserable and embarrassed and lost#and yet you have the opportunity to do so much good in the world#to change YOUR life the lives of the ones YOU love#to change the city you live in to fix the broken system you suffered through#...to get the revenge you so desperately crave?#ALSO ALSO thelma and louise is dick's fallen in love song and werewolf is jason's fallen in love song thank you all have a good day#both have their own future scenes in www and i love love love both of them. theyre both so filled with joy and hope and feeling UGH#edit: wait tims is coffee i forgot. which is unfortunate considering... the themes of the song...#hinted spoilers my beloved#i want that grovel bby we are working on ourselves for our love <3 <3
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Okay but seriously giggling and kicking my feet at the thought of swarla having back to back flirtatious banter and everyone around them being like so should we get these two a room or
#like i need desperately#them getting together and then wandering around terrorising everyone on the cobbles with their freak#they get a good kick out of it#everyone is just happy that they're both happy#'god this is the first time ive seen either of them that happy in centuries good for them. good for them'#ok but also carla being a little flirt and lisa being flirty back and it just makes carla completely malfunction#like i just crave them being domestic flirtatious little idiots is all i ask#coronation street#swarla#carla x lisa
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rereading the last chapter of 'so mordor it is' for the first time in a hot minute and i just-
Eddie purses his lips, “I mean- Okay, yeah, that’s shitty or whatever. But I get it. I get why he’s doing it.” “Because he’s a dick? Because he’s always been an asshole looking for a reason to pick on you? Like I said, it’s not excusable, Edd-” “Because if I lost you how he lost Chrissy, I’d do far worse.” Willow pauses with her mouth wide open, taking in just how deadly serious he looks at this moment. He’s not even cracking up in the slightest at her insults at the jock who had contributed to being a thorn in their side this past year, focusing on her and only her. “No,” Willow says slowly, “You wouldn’t. You’re a good person with common sense.” “Not when it comes to you,” Eddie rebuttals, “Not when it comes to you getting hurt. If you- If you had- If it had been your body found-” he chokes up, unable to continue the thought without taking a breath, “I’d also have a vendetta out for the prime suspect. Hell, I’d have it out for every possible suspect. Willow, if I lost you, I’d do far worse than some petty rallying against the town’s freak. I’d burn this town down for you.”
what the hell is wrong with me
#eddie munson#stranger things#so mordor it is#mordor#willow and eddie are literally the blueprint for the soft love i so desperately crave#the devotion i seek out in everything#'their incessant need to protect one another had become their greatest weapon - and their greatest fault'#i just want to wrap them up in a blanket and kick them back into the shire days#vecna? no. send them back to innocently holding hands during a stormy night because willow is scared of the rain#i'm trying to be so normal about them so i can write for them again but then i see past me put shit like this in the fic and i crumble#willow wants to be brave for eddie. to be the person he sees in her. so badly.#and eddie wants to be good. to sow whatever seeds she's planted in him. prove that he was worth choosing#anyways im going to shut up and go back to writing
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* wakes up in a cold sweat * kuroba and karamatsu's desire to be relied on stems from a want to feel needed and important in others' lives.
#what they want out of being reliable is completely different though#kara wants the end result of him being reliable to be seen as cool and getting praised / noticed#while kuro gets a lot of fulfillment out of helping others and making others happy makes them happy#they do appreciate getting recognized for how hard they work though#i find it funny that kuroba basically gets the treatment out of being seen as reliable that kara so desperately craves#they get seen as cool and kind ( and subconsciously put on a pedestal which kuro HATES ) while kara gets nothing from his stinky brothers#i do think kuro would pick up on the things kara does for them and praises him accordingly#people don't dote on them often so having someone that'll do small things for them makes them happy#mutual exchange and stuff. that's how they show love for each other...#woke up feeling gay as hell today kurokara save me#ship : kurokara#mj rambles
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me before the 28th july (losing my fucking mind, clawing at the walls, praying for salvation, searching the web like a maniac for spoilers, filling my notes app with debates, analysis and speculations)
me on the 28th july when i see aziraphale give crowley that look again
#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#good omens series 2#help me please oh my god i crave them#i need to hear crowley call aziraphale angel again so desperately
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no u don't understand,,, when i'm back in atinyville chicago, i feel it
#𐀔𓂃 〝 hyde speaks !#got a few asks recently concerned abt me so pls take this as your trimonthly sign of my wellbeing#as always im desperately craving for the drive to create content at the same speed as i did back in 2021#but i fear i am forever destined to be the yg of atinville who locks my fics in basements and sucks at managing them#prepare for a mediocre comeback at some point this year <3
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man I spent all morning thinking about ashe winters and I didn't make a SINGLE post about him and now I'm sitting here recovering from.thinking about and making posts about MALLARD CONWAY OF ALL PEOPLE.
#what is WRONG with me#i meed 2 post about ashe more#i also need to keep reading worm bc im desperate to think about nhw ashe and i CANT YET#i need to KNOWWW i need to put him in little SCENARIOS i need 2 imahine him sitting on the couch w the rest of them#and crying and bloody and so so so so messed up#aaugahwaughhghhhghhh#anyway. evildead. remember that one fic i reblogged a while ago about post-trickster ashe craving raw meat. i need 2 read that one again.#i need more shit like that. demonic possession fucked my boy UP i just KNOW IT#blahblahblah
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honestly a big fan of the combination of Classic High-Concept Sci-Fi Horror Idea combined with shitty, unsettling ass CGI body horror
that's a 10/10 from me folks
#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#donna noble#doctor who spoilers#wild blue yonder#also a fan of how the antagonists here were like... on a desperate crawl to Know and Know and Know#the people they were copying#and on the flip side the doctor is just... absolutely craving to BE known#but... by anyone OTHER than themself#(or like. anyone else but a copy. in this case.)#the scene with the doctor and the donna copy where she reveals she- at some point- saw every single experience they had#is the ABSOLUTE most gut wrenchingly vulnerable i think i've seen the doctor since heaven sent#these are all such deep hurts the doctor clutches tight to their hearts#and they WANT donna to know#to Understand without them ever having to explain how it made them feel#but actually having that discussion... is the most terrifying and daunting thing they can imagine in all the universe#so when real donna reveals she couldn't even peer into that vast furnace of chaos#they just crumple#and it's honestly heartbreaking#jen rambles
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skool killing me but I finally get a break next week
give me some doodle/sketch ask requests in the meantime tho and I'll get to them once I'm free o(-(
please I beg I've been waiting to draw stupid robots for so long
#if I get a lot I can't guarantee I'll get to them all but weehee go funky wild with it#i crave sleep desperately
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scrolling youtube. "how to spot someone FAKING DID!!!" heavy sigh.
#1) there is literally no way to spot a faker. none. most likely you're accusing actual people with DID#(subsequently hurting people you're trying to protect)#2) even if a person IS faking DID (very unlikely in the first place and again there's no way to tell from the outside)#there is still something wrong.#a mentally healthy person does not fake a mental disorder. it just. doesn't happen.#they're just doing it for attention? ok attention is a human need i could literally write a whole post on that phrase#theyre doing it to try to fit in? if someone so desperately craves to be plural let them be. yes being plural =/= DID#but i kinda doubt they want the Bad Parts(TM) aka the Disorder Part#and if they do: again. something wrong. a mentally healthy person does not wish for disorders#tempted to watch the video just to see#chaos chitters
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guy trapped in a hell of his own creation: haha ive never done anything wrong in my entire life. and im always right:] anyway. why did my little brother move out:(
its so funny to me that at first glance tashi seems like hed be the most 'normal' out of all the clones but at least all the others are slowly healing n shit while hes just getting more and more insane each day and one day hell snap and explode and maim someone
#my art#my funky guys#HES SO FUCKING STUPID.#tashi im sorry ily but youre literally the dumbes fucking motherfucker ive ever seen. and a cringe loser. never change king<3#like. this guy realised he was a clone when he was a month old and decided to base his new personality entirely#on the idealised version of the original he made up in his head.#like he did this to himself!!! he chose to revolve his entire personality around being a 'perfect flawless mom friend'!!!!!!!#in his head hes like the most selfless & altruistic person to ever walk the earth but in reality hes a sad selfish mess who just wants to#be loved.#he started out as a pretty nice and level headed guy who wanted to help ppl but then it just spiraled when he made that his entire#personality bc of his inability to move on from a lie he really wanted to be true.#he percieves shiro as this perfect flawless leader figure and he wants DESPERATELY to imitate that. deep down its not enough for him to#simply coparent and share responsibility w the others. no no no he has to be The Leader and do everything himself!#this mindset results in him later on starting to dismiss and undervalue his familys work and commitment to keeping them all alive-#esp soup. like sHE WAS THERE W HIM FROM THE VERY BEGINNING THEY ARE EQUALS THEY ARE BOTH EQUALLY IMPORTRANT#AND HES SO FAR UP HIS ASS HE FORGOT. somewhere along the line he forgot. he missed the point. he spiraled too deep.#and he knows. he knows but hes so terrified of change and growth and admitting he CANT do this alone.#he wants to be a cool epic capable solo leader AND he craves family and connection soooo badly he cant live w/o his loved ones.#so yeah. hes an angry little pathetic freak<3 i love him#despite all that hes not a bad person. just a flawed guy thrown into a situation so stressful and traumatising that he clinged to the only#coping mechanism he had at the time and just sorta. ran with it.#dw he gets better tho! it takes a lot and his and sticks relationship is strained for a LONG time but he slowly gets better. good for him
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