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They hugged let’s gooooo ✊
#i also think i may have died a bit inside if they had destroyed that degas#he’s my favourite painter#i couldn’t have handled it#dead gay wizards#the marauders#jegulus#james potter#regulus black
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Yeah yeah yeah, The Boy and the Heron was amazing. The themes, the art, the Robert Pattinson. I AM going to choose to focus on the fact that this guy waited seemingly less than a year after his wife died to get his sister-in-law pregnant tho.
#the boy and the heron#hayao miyazaki#studio ghibli#like what the fuck#I couldn’t get over that#mahito handled that tidbit with a level of grace that I will never hope to have#dad why are you KISSING my aunt
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Being a batfam fan is funny because people will make a post like “here’s my headcanon-“ and it’s just something that’s directly canon to the story then post about major canon events and get everything wrong.
#this post was inspired by me remembering the experience of reading death in the family#after only knowing the fanbase version and realizing oh none of that shit happened okay#like girl you don’t understand it’s so bad#Jason wasn’t even fired as Robin#He’s not accused of murdering anyone by Bruce#He’s not trying to prove himself at all he’s just looking for his mom#The reason Bruce didn’t go after him right away is because he was tracking down a goddamn nuke the Joker stole#Then after he finds it and handles the problem he helps Jason track down moms 2 and 3#Also Jason died in like 20 minutes?? even less??#He died in less time than it took his mother to smoke a cigarette#Bruce literally went ‘wait here I’ll be right back’ and was gone for less time than a trip to the grocery store#and then you go into the Jason Todd tag and they act like Bruce pulled the damn trigger on him#Like besties I don’t know how to tell you this he basically did everything right he possibly could have#Even him benching Jason from Robin temporarily happens so that he can get Jason into therapy about his trauma#Like the whole point is that neither of them did anything wrong bad shit just sometimes happens#That’s the tragedy. The drama.#Bruce couldn’t have made better choices in the position he was in and Jason was never going to make different ones#It was inevitable#Anyway rant over please read death in the family before I lose my mind#batfam#batman#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson#damian wayne#bruce wayne
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‘wow dr minyard how are you so calm and patient even with the insane ones?’
‘i’ve had practice.’
#impressive amount of skill juggling premed with andrew and a murder case and neil fucking josten and kevin mf day and the mafia and#this man has the patience of a fucking saint#patients will tell him the most unhinged disturbing questionable things and he’d go damn u should my brother’s man#stitched up a shot man in the middle of the hospital waiting are because it was urgent and he’d done it twice before w neil#handled alcoholism with such professionalism you’d think he worked in a rehab center (he helped kevin w his addiction)#i’d love to see the cases he can handle with unnatural ease just because of the insane fucking college experience he acquired#i’d write something surrounding this but i can’t write and i don’t have enough med knowledge#i love aaron minyard btw in case you couldn’t tell#aaron minyard#the foxhole court#all for the game#aftg#neil josten#kevin day#tfc#andrew minyard#twinyards#blue's bs
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It will never not be super ridiculous that Buffy had to single-handedly protect the world from demons, raise her teenage sister, manage a household, and work a full time job, all at the age of 22 and everyone around her is like “god Buffy just grow up and deal with it, stop acting like it’s hard.”
#Giles leaving will never make sense#what 22 year old can be expected to juggle all that without support#and someone explain why Willow and Tara didn’t pay rent cause I have questions#she really got no sympathy from anyone they all acted like she was this sad pathetic loser who couldn’t handle being a grown up#but also can you give me any better representation of the reality of your early 20s than that#this show really did the thing#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#buffy#buffy summers
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I’m 100% sure this is already general knowledge but it’s my first time thinking about it and I’m kinda obsessed-
Bc of S2 Ep3 Exs and Ohs we get a small glimpse into Moxxie and Blitzø’s backstory, where we find out that they meet RIGHT after Moxxie’s impromptu “break up” with Chaz
And then based on the trailer we got a glimpse of what is supposedly (and in my opinion, most likely) Blitzo and Millie’s first meeting, based on how young they look and the fact that Millie has long hair.
So…
Does that mean Blitzø introduced Moxxie and Millie?
I don’t know why but I’m obsessed with the idea that Blitzo introduced them. I think it’s such an adorable plot line <3 I love the idea of them both being friends individually with Blitzø before they became a couple.
It would also describe why he’s so obsessed with the two of them. Maybe because he’s so happy to see their love bloom, knowing he helped get it there <3
(But maybe it’s also because he had to sit back and watch them get the thing he’s always wanted most in life: unconditional love. He looks at them sometimes and just thinks “why not me? When will it be my turn?”)
#Blitzo analysis is my favorite type of anything ever#they said they wanted complex characters yet they couldn’t handle Blitzo#they could never make me hate you#I also just LOVEEEE Moxxie and Millie fr#they are genuinely the absolute cutest#I’m a m&m defender fr#don’t come near them all froth at the mouth and bite your ankles#I have rabies#anyway#I love blitzo#I love their friendship#helluva boss#blitzo#hellaverse#helluva blitzo#helluva boss blitz#helluva boss trailer#hazbin hotel#blitzo buckzo#moxxie and millie#helluva boss millie#helluva boss moxxie#moxxie#millie#blitzo angst
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Hiiii having like the worst Thursday possible ! We have to somehow materialize like 500$ because our Electricity is on a different date than it has been for the past 8 FUCKING YEARS And we still have other shit that desperately needs paying for like OUR LAST GODDAMN CAR PAYMENT and we’re so close to being ok if we can just make it through this goddamn month.
Commissions are open [here]
My Cashapp is $candycrypt
And the commission post doesn’t say it but if you would like Carbuncle or Minion model edits drop me a tumblr dm and we can talk about what you want and if I think I can feasibly do it and how much it would take (it would vary on complexity obviously. Like, just a hat or something small would be 3$ and something like pants we’d have to talk about cos I’m not 100% I can do it consistently)
Thanks for reading, sorry for wailing, I know everything is on fire for everyone, and the holidays are fast approaching.
#Commissions Open#Emergency Comms#venting-and-loathing#unrelated: the fucking fridge handle broke on the fridge not ten minutes ago#I’m so frustrated I might cry. we only have an Xiv sub cos it was paid for in advance 😞#boosts appreciated- I gotta try to figure out how to fix this cos I can’t rely on this working out#I’d do drawing but I haven’t drawn in so long I couldn’t possibly reliably draw anything Urgh
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I think it’s so ironic that the Pony Express escapes a lot if not all blame in discussion. I can’t even say I am excused from it but it’s just how hard people circle back to the characters alone without considering the environment they were made to be in.
Why would they design a ship where only two of the rooms lock? Not the bathroom? Not the sleeping quarters? We assume that all the companies in the universe are this shallow and careless to their workers but we explicitly know the Pony Express in extra vile. They are fed processed slop pack they can’t even really cook and the ration of those pack is meager at best. They hired and made people with a plethora of conflicting demeanors and beliefs work together on a mission where cohesion is important if not an outright necessity and punish them for not being happy about it. There’s no social protocols, not chain of command other than Captain’s word/choice and the only way to enforce that is with a literal firearm. They don’t allow them to celebrate freely and even took away leisure activities that would make them less stir crazy. They are only allowed a few hours of sleep despite their being no other real responsibilities or work on the ship, no matter the position or its importance. With any crew, with any level of synergy, this was a powder keg waiting for a spark.
I’m not saying characters that made mistakes didn’t make huge ones, but I think part of the horror is that at least for some (this is targeting Jimathan) those mistakes are partly made by a force of the hand. There’s a running theme of lack of choice and being forced into something and the very nature of how The Pony Express expected them to function plays a big part.
#like even I forget that all actions taken in the game were people trying to remain in protocol outside of Jimmy#Anya couldn’t have jus stolen the scanner and got the gun cause she’s a sensible person and knows she’d be in legal trouble#or get everyone’s credits docked or just hoping that there’s some chain of command for this sort of thing#Daisuke only really acted in accordance to his direct superiors because he’s an intern he wouldn’t know the first thing about protocol or#what to do in any situation. like this is essentially implied to be his first real job#Curly may be the captain but he still has to follow rules and procedures and we see with the letter the Pony Express likely has very shady#and shitty ones. he gives the best not depressing or totalitarian options he can otherwise everything is just his word which aren’t even his#or like him just asserting his position with the gun which he wouldn’t do#Swansea follows the book begrudgingly because he’s trying to stay right and not fall back into who he once was#I feel like it’s not incorporated nearly enough that the environment they were dropped into heavily affected their actions#say there was a single person higher than Curly or a plan of action when a crew member is considered a danger to himself or others#I think it’s fascinating how people will stick to protocol and break when they get scared or to their limit#cause the game shows how normalcy deteriorates and I think discounting what the characters where put through by the company takes a way a#real and scary aspect of what happened to Anya because as a friend Curly didn’t do enough for her at all his comfort was there and he#appreciated but it was a distracted sort of care but as a Captain he didn’t protect her but he’s was a Captain of the Pony Express like what#if they told him to wait to? he still should’ve done something because Anya was actively suffering and Jimmy should’ve been reprimanded but#he’s a captain with orders like the Tulpar isn’t his ship in the same way like#god I wanna explain this in a way that makes sense but the Tulpar is like designed to breed animosity and work on the bare requirements one#needs to get things done that’s not how people work and if anyone deviates or interrupts that it literally has nothing to handle it#it becomes clear that if any social unrest happens why they just say fuck it and give the Captain the gun because if something happens the#blame can easily be placed on the person they put in charge despite what they put them#in charge of like this is just like work place harassment irl because often the perpetrators are not punished but the supervisors for not#stopping them with meetings or cuts or whatever but the environment the company fostered is rarely fixed or blamed#like why was this allowed to occur? and honestly that is because Jimmy did what he did#ask me about this if this is confusing cause I worded it crazy#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#the pony express
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I painted this a long while ago when the party first split cause I knew I wouldn’t have to time paint anything when the Hells finally reunited cause of my current job. I obviously thought it’d probably be Imogen in a really dark place and Laudna being full of joy etc, when they reunited, but based on last week's episode, it’s definitely going to be the opposite. Makes me want to redo this now and switch them around. Someday when I have time, maybe.
Here have some close-ups too.
Also it’s based on this still from “Portrait of a Lady on Fire”
#imodna#imogen temult#laudna#critical role fanart#cr fanart#critical role art#critical role#bells hells#critical role campaign 3#campaign 3#cr3#i miss them a lot ok and im very excited and super nervous for when they see each other again#also its got my twitter handle on there though idk if I'll post this one to twitter or not but dont worry about it#I struggled so hard with the background too#like I couldn’t decide what to do at all and eventually settled on this bokeh look but I’m still not satisfied#also i finished this wayyyy before imogen got new clothes soooo#and I tried to leave some of the sketching lines in there too to add more texture and have more fun with it
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so let’s get something straight: if i cover my ears because i cannot stand the sound of someone chewing, im being rude. so i don’t cover my ears and instead end up in tears, and im being dramatic and im an attention seeker. so i move away from whoever it is who is chewing, and im being disrespectful and making that person feel bad, so clearly im a horribly selfish person. so i blast music to drown out the sound of somebody chewing, but its rude to listen to music at the dinner table, so obviously i have no manners and im a horrible person. how can i win this???
#personal#vent#the first few times i had to move away because i couldn’t handle the sound‚ my parents yelled at me and i ended up in tears anyway#but genuinely there is no way to win this#there is no way to handle my own issues without being told that i’m a horrible person#i swear i have some form of misophonia because i seriously cannot hear chewing without wanting to kill that person and then myself#misophonia#neurodivergent#anyway i’m defs not neurotypical let’s just say that
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the most frustrating part of being an elle greenaway girlie is having to sit through the rest of the series and watch everyone else do EXACTLY what she did and facing not even a fraction of what she did post-Lee.
AHHHH
#elle is very important to me#and i have many MANY emotions about how she was treated#double standards my ASS#“we need more complex female characters”#y’all couldn’t even handle elle#elle greenaway#criminal minds
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god sometimes it’s so difficult to interact with dragon prince content outside of my little bubble because i cannot STAND the amount of s4 hate there is.
i’m so so sick of the nonstop comments of “season 4 sucked” “season 4 was a low point” “i stopped watching because i didn’t like season 4”
and like sure it’s fine y’all can have your opinions. but as someone who really enjoyed s4 it’s so disheartening to see all the time. and to see so many people saying they dropped the show entirely because of it/telling people not to watch because they think season 4 was bad!!
this is a dragon prince season 4 stan account, and i wear that badge proudly
#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp s4#the dragon prince season 4#there’s so much to love about it#i think a lot of the dislike stems from people being confused about rayla’s choice to leave#which i will say maybe could have been handled better?#but at the same time. how? they only get 9 episodes. they couldn’t summarize ttm in one episode!!#but other than that i truly don’t see what everyone’s problem is with it!!!#we love tdp s4 in this house!
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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I’m not meant to work I’m meant to be part of a werewolf pack and be so very eepy and snuggly with all the other omegas in a big cozy nest all day >:((
#turning my failures into fantasy#im scared im never actually going to ever have a significant amount of income#i make like 20 something bucks a month if im lucky from side hustles#ive worked 2 fast food jobs for a collective 6 days and couldn’t handle it#only hired me in the first place because they said they were desperate for workers#only hurts a little bit#i just wanna move out so im not sensory overloaded 24/7 and my ocpd brain can give it a break with constantly day dreaming about moving out#i finish college this week!!! and have zero experience in anything#don’t go to college kids it’s a waste of time if you’re not doing a trade job#sighh
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Haven’t been living recovery focused/doing the right thing lately n I feel uncomfortable & a bit sad
#My therapist was very concerned bc of my recent actions n now I have to send her updates as to when I’m eating to hold me accountable#and of course using recovery record#sharing here because idk who to tell irl#ed tw#ed recovery#I just laughed bc I couldn’t process the concern and didn’t know how to handle someone being nice .. like wtf is up w that lol
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Getting rejected from an audition sucks guys I’m actually really sad rn ☹️☹️👎
#tell me why I’m actually so upset 😭😭#like crying#I CANNOT handle rejection#I NEVER GET REJECTED ?? :(#like i was so excited to be the bass guitarist for this new jazz band at uni and I auditioned and it went well ??#only to get an email back saying that I didn’t get in bc I can’t sight read 😭😭#THEY SAID IT WASNT A PROBLEM IN THE AUDITION ??#also I can still read music ?!!#I studied music tf#also it’s not like I’m bad bassist lowkey not to flex but I’m so good and can play to grade 8 and my old jazz band was WAY better#and you couldn’t even get auditioned for that one#you had to be invited#not to flex but I was invited#and also sight reading is literally not even an issue bc if you just give me the sheet music before#I can play#and in the audition they literally said it’s not an issue#so why are they bs ing me now#I KNEW THAT PRESIDENT HAD IT OUT FOR ME FROM THE START#HE LITERALLY HATES ME#also it’s not even like there was a better bassist#I’m really sad rn I was looking forward to it so bad#I have no will to live#bro I’m actually so sad rn 😭😭☹️☹️#I miss my old jazz band so much omg I’m so sad#nia rants !
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