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i could write an entire dissertation on how similar devil's minion are to bella and edward from twilight 😭 daniel would tell armand they NEED to watch these super ridiculous teen romance movies about vampires that his daughters liked back in the day, because he thinks armand will find the vampire lore funny and they can mock it and talk shit together. cut to them sitting on the couch hours later, four movies in, well aware that bella openly loves being stalked by that weirdo, keeps begging to be turned to spend eternity together, how edward feels religious guilt about turning her and tries to erase all physical proof that he ever existed when he dissapears to "keep her safe". armand and daniel keep clearing their throats as the awkward silences grow longer, shifting on the couch and throwing each other quick glances until daniel finally whispers "oh come on! you have to be shitting me!" as they watch edward take bella to a private island for their honeymoon.
#when you realize the universally clowned vampire/human relationship is actually kinda you and your maker coded. uhm. uhhhh-#RIPPING MY SHIRT OPEN SPEAKING MY TRUTH. I think smeyer took waaaaay too many plot points from the devil's minions chapter actually#devil's minion#armandaniel
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me—a lesbian who repressed my identity for over a decade, who used to brag about hooking up with men and even maintained a long-term serious relationship with one, who sought validation from family and society through those encounters and experiences, who thought somehow doing all of that would make me “normal” and “valuable” and “good”—watching dean winchester do literally anything: yeah…that guy’s a fruit. someone should tell him
#dean winchester and comphet go together like fine wine and soft cheese#you can’t prove me wrong#it’s baked into the foundations of his character#i could write an entire dissertation on this#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#deancas#ramblings
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#i could write entire dissertations about their relationship#and how clone/og beth dynamics play into that#truly an insane duo#rick and morty#rnm#rick & morty#rick sanchez#beth#sanchez
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Guys I want her so bad it's not funny
#That montage did things to me I swear#my art#vi arcane#arcane vi#Vi#arcane fanart#arcane#artists on tumblr#OK it's atlas autism time#But I absolutely love when a character arc goes in this direction#Yknow a character that is strong but slowly falls apart due to anything#Stumbling unbelievably drunk to a bad apartment after the most mind numbing night#Only to rinse and repeat#And getting stuck in a loop of self destruction and self loathing only to have everything crumble more than it already has#Like I relate to that in some ways and feel like most people do#And while vi is an extreme I definitely have been there#Plus she's so hot guys PLSSSSS#Istg this season is gonna end me#Id do a face reveal just to show how much it will make me cry werrrrr#I could write an entire dissertation on her character
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Pride Petty Watch (SOTUS) 1/5
The crowd picked two blacklisted shows for me to watch during Pride, which were Love in the Air and The Untamed, and so even though I finished the first, I've stalled on the second, and it's all because of the beast named SOTUS. I watched this show when it aired in 2016, but I don't remember any of it. All I remember is that I'm very mad at it, yet this was the wild card show that was unlocked during the voting, so instead of fearing this show so much that I cannot bring myself to finish The Untamed, I'm going straight to the big boss, and fighting this demon NOW!
It's me and the gear in a battle until the very end, and even though I cannot remember a single thing about this show, as soon as I pressed play, all the hate in my body rose to the surface, so I already know this is going to be a ~journey~
First and foremost, I'm going to give this show and Krist a compliment because I HATE Arthit, which is exactly what I should be doing in the first episode. He is 🎶The Worst🎶 and he leans all the way into it. He snarls. He yells. He forces a girl to give him her number through mere power dynamics and sexism, and this isn't just 2024-me thinking this. 2016-me knows that this character is written well because the worst thing Arthit can think of doing to another man is making him say he is gay.
Then to casually whisper in that man's ear that he could find him a skirt to wear . . .
Arthit really is the epitome of the homophobe-to-homo character and I can't believe that it worked in 2016 since I feel that was late for a character like this to still be a love interest, yet it's still working so well in 2024 because here I am, pissed, pressed, and ready to fuck him up for being the douchiest bro in this damn cafeteria. It's refreshing how much I'm allowed to hate him.
Because even the way he screams Kongpob's name with his student ID every fucking two seconds is setting me off.
And I'm very disappointed in BL Land for only ONE video existing of him screaming Kongpob's name, and it's only the times from the first half of the first episode. Thanks, OP, but we are slacking!
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But, honestly, if I had a boy who looked up at me like this every time I screamed his name, I'd probably be a lot worse than Arthit. You know, instigating fights and hands on me or something like that.
And now I'm questioning this series because if these two would just choke each other out then kiss, I would be fully for it and enjoying all my snacks along the way. I'd be fine with Kongpob telling the entire room he would make Arthit his bitch, but Kongpob instead says he'll make Arthit his wife, and . . . the vibe is not as kinky as I need it to be to support all that is being thrown at me from these two.
Which is why I'm heavily shipping Kongpob with M! Kongpob got in trouble for having two books, one which was M's, and had to say he liked men. Now, they are drunk at this table with homophobe Arthit and the hazers are staring them down while Kongpob is just holding M's face.
But let me actually rewatch this show instead of reflecting on how GMMTV messed this enemies AND lovers premise up twice (looking at you, Dangerous Romance) because right now, this show is trying to make me believe the girls would not wave hello to a babyface Off.
Once again, back to the actual rewatch, and because I don't remember a thing about this, I don't know if Wad is good or bad, but him busting out this move when Prem told him to apologize was equivalent to an older white Southern Christian woman telling someone to have a blessed day, so I felt that shade through the screen!
And I'm not victim-blaming, but I do actually think Kongpob and Arthit are trying to push each buttons to see who will break first and fuck (up) the other one because this is not a sane answer to "why did you stay?" when the possibility of the hazers physically harming someone is extremely high.
I only see my Kongpob and M ship now because when Arthit asked if anyone knew M, Kongpob immediately stood up and knew his entire life story. I have known my best friends for decades, and I still could not recite half of that information. Kongpob, what are the heterosexual reasons for you know any of this information about M?
JAN!
Once again, Arthit is 🎶The Fucking Worst🎶 because instead of just taking his L, he made Kongpob say everyone's damn name, then ripped up May's name tag, only to scold Kongpob for giving her his, and now the kids are passing out from his ridiculous physical activities! As a member of a Greek-letter organization who was hazed because that was the culture of the time period, Arthit is being soooooo messy!
Hear me out - Kongpob and M would be so good together! Arthit is the antagonist. Kongpob is the protagonist who meets a sweet quiet boy on his first day of orientation. He helps the sweet quiet boy come out of his shell and watches over him. He cares for him. THEY FALL IN LOVE!
But instead I'm getting a love interest who nominated Kongpob because he knows he is cute, yet can't admit it because ~internalized homophobia~ Ryan from The OC would have never treated Seth this way, and they were in the early 2000s. What is your excuse, Arthit?! The show wants me to hate you, and for that, I'm thankful.
But I could never hate Minnie! Arthit came up quick like he was protecting the boys from Minnie being a predator, but Minnie would NEVER! I could never fear Minnie with the bisexual scarf? And now MDL is telling me the actor has only acted in one other series and that series is Deep Night. Gold star resume, and I truly mean that.
Look at them. LOOK AT THEM! Tell me they don't look good together. Tell me they wouldn't have wrecked every other ship. This is why I need GMMTV to let these MEN (no longer boys) kiss their homies. Kongpob x M. Singto x New. I ship it.
*punching walls and ripping doors off hinges* Kongpob gets kicked out the group and the FIRST one to stand up for him is the boy he loves (it's canon to me and IDGAF what the story's gotta say about it). Quiet and sweet M finds his voice just so he can ask to have Kongpob back. THEY ARE IN LOVE!
Arthit is wildin' out here trying to gaslight Kongpob with this bullshit of "if you keep helping out your friends, then they'll never stand on their own." Sir, you wanna fuck Kongpob so bad, you look stupid.
AND KONGPOB SAYS IT!
I cannot stress enough how kinky this is and could have been if 2016 BL Land was allowed to lean into this because Kongpob has already established through his actions that he likes showing up for the punishments, and here he says the quiet part very loudly - Arthit likes punishing him.
Taking a break from the kink to point out that GMMTV was always going to get My Love Mix-Up because in 2016, May's friend said that "In Japan, if you write down the name of your crush on an eraser and use it, that person will love you"
Then we have May asking for an eraser and keeping it just so she can write Kongpob's name on it. But who gets upset about it? M! Because he loves Kongpob and I'm not accepting that he likes May just like Atom realized he liked a boy instead of girl eight years later. M loves Kongpob. That is my truth!
And here comes the kink lite again! Kongpob could leave. He doesn't have to take this verbal abuse from Arthit. He doesn't have to eat that damn spicy ass plate of food. He doesn't have to finish it either because Arthit gets up and leaves, yet HE DOES! Because he likes this treatment. This makes sense if it's sadomasochism, and that will guide me through these next couple of episodes.
Because the decision to make Arthit the one who likes pink milk is a choice, and now I want an entire TED Talk on how Arthit is probably the most well done homophobic bully with internationalized homophobia falling in love with the boy he is bullying.
Because, joke's on him, the guy he falls for is into that kind of shit.
And all of this happens so we can end with Kongpob getting pink milk for himself after he finished an entire spicy meal that he didn't need to since he enjoys being punished should make me so happy, but the show is trying to lighten Arthit's behavior by having him pay for the bill (and get the freshmen food, and having been hazed himself, and blah blah blah) instead of just letting the toxicito be toxic and Kongpob being into it.
I never thought I'd write this, but I don't want Arthit to be tamed. I want him to be so much worse.
#pride petty watch#sotus#sotus the series#I could write an entire dissertation on these first three episodes#I'm very shocked that nothing is coming back to me though#as I'm watching it‚ I still remember none of it#I have no clue how this is going to go#but the rage is still very much in my body#yet somehow I'm appreciating everything about Arthit#except the show trying to make him seem good#just let a bad bitch be bad for goodness' sake!#Kongpob x M
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Hedwig and the Angry Inch (2001)
Director: John Cameron Mitchell Cinematography: Frank G. DeMarco Production Design: Thérèse DePrez Art Direction: Nancey Pankiw
#cinematography#film stills#movie stills#hedwig and the angry inch#john cameron mitchell#cult classic#queer film#i could write a dissertation about this movie and not entirely in a good way#2000 films#early 2000s#2000s movies#2000s aesthetic
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Professor Silco would like to see you in his study now.
@mazikomo and @astudyincontrasts wrangled a handful of us Silco simps and poured so much love and detail and TIME (SO MUCH TIME) into organizing thiS BOMBSHELL 2023 SILCO CALENDAR THAT YOU CAN JUST DOWNLOAD.
FOR FREE.
F O R F R E E
@ink-and-dagger and I got to tackle September together, which here in the states is back to school season and I think it's pretty obvious why we had to run with that
#PLEASE GO FLOOD MAZI AND STUDYS DMS WITH ALL THE LOVE AND THANK YOUS ON MY BEHALF#THEY DESERVE IT SO MUCH#IM SO PUMPED TO FINALLY GET TO SHARE THIS SUPER SECRET HOLIDAY SURPRISE WITH Y'ALL.#I COULD WRITE AN ENTIRE DISSERTATION ABOUT MY LOVE OF THESE TWO AND SILCO AND THE SERVERS#JUST GO CHECK THIS OUT AND YOULL SEE WHAT I MEAN#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#SCREAMING FOREVER#JUMPING UP AND DOWN#SILCO#silco fanart
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{--It should go without saying but inflammatory anons are just going to be deleted. Randoms who can't even stand by their opinions strongly enough to debate them without having to hide aren't worth my time, much less over fictional characters.--}
#ooc#psa#{--Yes I COULD write an entire dissertation on what I think#but then again I could also just do something more productive with that time--}
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one day maybe people will remember rp is a social hobby.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[bishop got me salty as fuck yesterday but it’s time today to be me about it. lmfao the way this entire community will make anything#‘problematic’ is astounding to me. I could write a dissertation about how fucking absurd people can be. if I wanted to rp with myself I’d#write fic. yes I’m being an old man about this.]
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full transparency nothing is getting written rn bc,,, well,, my computer ,,,,, she died ,,, dead. and she’s at the necromancer (apple store) rn and will be revived from the dead in a week or two (at least that’s what they tell me) but yeah. sorry. rip my computer. 🪦🥀
#in other completely unrelated news .. am.going. insane.#also so many SO MANY props to anyone who writes fic on their phones. like. y’all are on another level entirely#but a girl can’t do anything rn.#cant watch the hockey. cant write the fics. cant write the dissertation.#i mean i suppose i could if i ~tried~ hard enough but nah#nat rambles
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Wild that Taylor has a song named after my favorite mythological character; Cassandra
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I know I'll sound insane but I think Madonna is so underrated.
like. sure, she is the queen of pop music to this day. but some of her best works are not well known, even by her fans.
all the voice work she has done. not just singing lessons but the way she chooses to sound to convey a specific feeling.
just blows my mind how this woman was type casted her whole career when she has being producing and composing most of her songs since the beginning.
#madonna#i could write a whole essay about this#oh wait#I did#an entire dissertation#this was brought to you by American Life (2003)
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hm. for all my joking sometimes it really does hit that like yeah autism is in fact a disability affecting my fucking brain. but we stay silly!!!!
#VENTING IN THE TAGS IM VENTING HERE. VENTING!!!!!#anyways I’m trying to be normal rn bc if I stew on this it’s gonna be Bad for me so. love and light I just needed to yell into the void#alexythemia + hyperempathy combo I’m gonna start projectile vomiting#ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh my goddddddddd I can write entire dissertations breaking down the emotions of others but the second I’m asked to put my own#emotions into words it is simply 🫥#’what are u feeling rn Adam’ well I simply could not tell you that. ‘are you sad’ yes bc that is the appropriate thing to feel in this#situation. and it’s not like I’m NOT sad or like. it’s not upsetting???? this is an upsetting thing. I’m upset#but within the context of other people? lmao?? I can’t even FEEL MY OWN FEELINGS!!!!!!!!! I need to take steel wool to my brain and scrub#hateful. no wonder I was bullied for being a little freak in high school
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I don't even particularly care for or connect with most modern or abstract art a lot of the time but I'll absolutely defend it when I have to
#i could write an entire dissertation on this im not even kidding it makes me so mad#you people need to take an art history class for once I'm literally begging
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Hedwig and the Angry Inch (2001)
Director: John Cameron Mitchell Cinematography: Frank G. DeMarco Production Design: Thérèse DePrez Art Direction: Nancey Pankiw
#cinematography#film stills#movie stills#hedwig and the angry inch#john cameron mitchell#maurice dean wint#cult classic#queer film#i could write a dissertation about this movie and not entirely in a good way#2000 films#early 2000s#2000s movies#2000s aesthetic
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me @ me: don’t watch the directors commentary for tlou pt 2 it’s just going to make you angry
me: *clicks on a clip in my YouTube feed* oh can’t wait to hear how Neil justifies this bullshit
#yes I did this to myself#the way I fluctuate from pure hatred for this game to semi acceptance….#it’s all over the place again now that the stupid ass remaster cash grab is live and s2 is underway….#I could write an entire dissertation on the complicated feelings I have towards this tbh
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