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lexydakitten · 6 days ago

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hmmmm.. i paused working on it pretty early on but i just got reminded of what the void sea looks like and its cool asf so im debating. do i make a computer background that's nsh and hunter or do i make one with @sparkingcircuits our shared slup ocs resilient and dynamo im stuckk ... because i have had mental image of resilient's ascension while dynamo is too scared for quite awhile and now i have my references. probably also gonna reference a certain screen from monk's intro some too if i do that im not sure tbh

an also hi cuz i ping you. you gona see this ok ? im thinkin /silly

#open for opinions. i could honestly do both cuz you can set slideshow backgrounds but it'd take awhile #the nsh and hunter one would be organized so my icons can go into projections #but the oc one would be banger... oh im Very torn. i might sketch both first #then i get a visual and if im still torn i can show what sketches im comparing between. and i still keep both wips jic anyway

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rosicheeks · 10 months ago

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✨ Friendly reminder - I don’t find spam liking a compliment. If you have a sfw blog or don’t want to reblog nsfw posts for whatever reason then I’d suggest either making a side blog specifically for promoting content creators or send a tip to show love 🫶

#I’ve been away for awhile #ngl I forgot a few of things that drove me a little crazy #(little or a lot depending on what it is)#idk I find spam liking to be like a slap in the face #either I think that person thinks I’m hot enough to keep in their likes (spank bank) but not hot enough to reblog #or they’re ashamed or embarrassed for liking fat girls???#cause I know there’s plenty of those people still out there #I just generally could never see spam liking as a compliment #spam liking along with spam reblogging?#bro go for it #maybe even leave me some cute tags to look at later 🫣#but idk just spam liking and leaving it at that is just rude in my opinion #I know everyone feels differently but that’s just how I feel #anyway if any of you spam likers want to send a tip #my cashapp is still $rosicheeks420 #shut up rosie #rosie speaks

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yuseirra · 7 months ago

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Didn't mention this earlier so I want to in time, thanks for encouraging me when I mentioned I felt a bit unsure about my art (i'm sure everyone who draws or create in general feel that way at some point, it does get to me time to time also) I'm glad there are people who enjoy my art. I believe it when people say they do and I'm really excited! I'm so glad to have met a lot of you and have the opportunity to interact with you through it, for all the time I've been here. That's also one of the reasons why I want to construct and build it in a better way and form, since it's what I can present, I'll be happy if something I make could be intriguing in a positive way! I'm not saying it should though, but I'm excited when it does.

So getting some positive compliments really helped me, I love seeing tags when I get'em and I love all the kind asks I get (it's been taking me more time to get back to them lately) and of course I appreciate the likes and reblogs. None of it's been taken for granted you know? It's something that's came out of free will like how my art is for me. No pressure on any of you, but I'd like to say it really does make a difference when you express how much you like something when you do to those responsible for said thing. They might not be so revealing about it, but it'll surely be their drive. I feel that way all the time! So thanks for being someone's boost and energy. You're always doing something for someone by existing. And I hope you have a nice day. I'm not sure if I'll end up being that super cool artist that everyone admires and all (I think that has its ups and downs because in that case, I feel I'll have to become even more careful with my words and stress more about wanting to meet people's expectations and stuff but wouldn't that be really cool all the same!)but you make me want to do better in general! Makes me think 'oh, this can't be my limit, I'll be able to make prettier things to share to everyone'

interacting with something matters. I've been getting them and I'm grateful for what I have. I'll remember about that. I've liked so many things in my life, it's impossible to predict what I'll be excited about the future (I'll still love the things I've loved but I mean the new fandoms I'll get into) but wherever I go and whatever I got into, I always felt so welcomed. I'd like to make something that feels welcoming as well if that makes any sense. Sure, I might experiment with something dark (I actually want to try drawing some stuff with different tones) or mature themes? maybe..? but I'd still like it for people to be able to enjoy it. I draw what I like, and I don't intentionally draw to please(perhaps I may have improved faster if I worked with that mindset), but.. it'll be great if it could.

So see you all around! :) I'll keep having fun. If you ever care to share me good things you feel about my art, you're always welcome! It adds another year to my life, I get happy so easily you'll be surprised how elated I get! That's how I felt the other day.

#random blabbering #I was a bit sorry for posting something a bit down but it'd been a feeling that's been welling up for awhile #so maybe you have to acknowledge these things to keep going #and also #I thought it could perhaps have a good impact for some?#when I've seen my favorite artists or those whom I really respect have these same concerns I did.. I didn't feel so lonely about how I felt #it must happen to everyone at some point... I might end up growing more after this I hope

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tortured-poets11 · 2 years ago

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me hating on the paras that my brain literally MADE UP

#like I could just make them go ✨poof✨ if I wanted to #But at the same time I cannot #So they will stay I suppose #And keep on traumatizing #Or something #yeah #its been awhile since I’ve talked ab madd lmfao #maladaptive daydreaming #maladapting daydreaming disorder #actually madd #madd #immersive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #daydreaming #paras #para #paracosm

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somebodysminecraftidk · 8 months ago

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[What Could Have Been]

After the unfortunate reveal of what kind of person Wilbursoot was, I was unsure whether or not to post this, but I've decided to. Here is my outline for the beginning of a fanfic I was writing...

Note: Everything under the cut was written before Wilbur was exposed for being an abuser, as well as some of the tags

A Modern-Vampire!AU involving SBI and a few other people.

Techno is an aspiring writer that recently moved into a very... low quality aparment. He's taken note of the number of bats that fly around the neighborhood and has developed a habit many people in his apartment complex have; feeding fruit to the bats that hang out around his place.

The place is pretty chill. Techno works at this nice Café. (Whether it's Niki's or not is up to you.) He's developed a small rivalry with this random kid who pesters him for food all the time. Techno usually shares his lunch with the kid. (Techno admits the kid is pretty cute with his squid themed. backpack and hoodie)

Anyway, Techno is doing well, he's adjusting to the neighborhood, his boss is pretty nice, and he even has the free time to write his second novel now.

Time passes and Techno has fully adjusted to the place, getting comfortable until... Tommy shows up! Tommy is a fledgling vampire who recently was given the freedom of going out. (As long as one of the other coven members are with him.)

One day while out, Tommy gets distracted and wanders off, loseing his caretaker of the night. This leads to Tommy getting lost and ariving at an old apartment complex. The place has bat boxes and Tommy prepares to spend the day in one to hide from the sun.

While trying to hide from the sun in his bat form, Tommy finds this weird guy with shitty pink hair who's been trying to lure him inside with grapes. (Techno sees a small pup without it's mother desperately hiding in his very old and falling apart bat box.)

Eventually Techno gets the pup inside, wrapping him up in a soft baby blanket and putting him in a shoe box with a warming pad.

Tommy is scared and confused by the actions of this random human... but he quite likes the warm box he's been put in... it's not his fault if he fell asleep!

Across the city is a frantic Wilbur trying to find his missing brother who disappeared after he looked away for a second! Okay, maybe he was staring at that pretty human running the nearby record store but Tommy had been right there beside him!

Wilbur and the rest of the coven desperately searches for Tommy before being forced to take refuge from the sun indoors.

I'm unsure of what happens next but Tommy eventually makes his way back and is promptly grounded and forced to stay indoors. The only problem is that... Tommy has imprinted on Techno during his time with him and begins sneaking out to hang out with Techno. (Techno is relieved that the little bat he helped was doing well!)

#technoblade #bedrock bros #sbi #sbi fanfic #vampire au #modern au #wilbur is a worried older brother #techno just wants to write his book and vibe with the little bat that keeps showing up on his balcony #tommy 'run away from home to eat fruit with weird man' innit #phil is a old man who cant handle the stress of his kids going missing #kristin absolutely knows where tommy is going and fins it amusing after awhile #if she even exists #squid kid is a gremlin that always eats techno's potato wedges.#philza #tommyinnit #wilbur soot #i actually like this #i may or may not write a fanfic for this au #what could have been #i might still try writing this #i had chapter one half way complete #correction: wilbur *was* a worried older brother #i could try replacing wilbur with someone #like tubbo #or ranboo #I REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING FUN WITH SQUIDKID AND TECHNO #THEY COULD HAVE BEEN BROTHERS #squid kid : turned into literal child

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britneyshakespeare · 17 days ago

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I have got to tell you guys some great news. My ebay offer for a Titian Twist-N-Turn Stacey was accepted

#i know i was just talking about the porcelain dolls from the 90s and how i wanna get them but #a titian stacey has been on my to-buy list for months #ive looked at a lot of them on ebay and mulled over the decision for a long time #since getting my titian living action barbie in like october was it?#im like. she needs an era-appropriate friend already #my titian no. 5 barbie and midge have been a bonded pair for awhile now #mod barbie needs a mod friend #they all have red hair bc i have an identity to maintain goddammit #tales from diana #in all seriousness keeping a theme for my modest vintage barbie collection is what keeps me from going overboard #i BARELY can FORCE the room for the dollies that i do have on display in my mess of a room #i think four is a fine collection for now #when im a real grownup that's when i can branch out #like id love to have a francie and a pj someday but those never came w red hair #so it's easy to say nope! for now #id also love some christies or julias ofc and maybe i could make an excuse of getting an oxidized one lol #and be like 'theyre redheads too!!!'#but the secondhand doll market is so so weird about black dolls especially old ones #so they'll likely be out of my price range forever unless i get a rich husband #any rich men following me who secretly pine for me and my eccentric hobbies?

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 3 months ago

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Had an ADHD assessment a few years ago and the fuckwit that assessed me said, as a direct quote, "You're too smart to have ADHD." Like that's not any type of paraphrasing, that stupid fucking statement is burned in my brain forever and has been since I heard it.

I talked to my psychiatrist about getting a referral to a different psychologist for assessment, and she agreed and sent it in.

Today I got a call that said they don't agree that I need reassessment, and I'm welcome to pursue it elsewhere, but they won't provide reassessment. Which is just.

I don't even know where to start with that one. I just needed to get it out. I'm so tired.

#'we really dont think youre adhd so were not even going to let you pay to check again'#WHAT #thats an option?#they can just say that they really dont think its a problem for me so they wont waste their time?#the first fuckwit that assessed me said im too fucking smart to have adhd!!#thats not a fucking compliment and every professional ive spoken to since then has said 'yesh thats not right tey for reassessment'#i just had to write this down because #this morning i was showering before work and they called me and left a message #so i checked the message right before work cuz i saw it was them and i assumed they wanted to set up the reassessment #because i got a referral. but theur message literally just said that bullshit #and because it was right before work i had to pack that away #because trying to deal with that in addition to a shift at fucking mcdonalds wouldve killed me #but because i set it aside i just keep forgetting about it. so i needed to write this down to remind myself #that this is my life and this is the bullshit i get to deal with in this life #im so tired. i dont even know what to say here. what to think or anything #'youre too smart to have adhd. we're so sure of that that we're not gonna check again. waste someone else's time. bye!'#i wish the world worked the way healthcare 'professionals' think it works #what a beautiful world it would be. you could lose weight just by trying and when you lose weight all of your health problems disappear!#you cant have any mental health problems if you are smart or seem kinda normal or are a woman #i am resisting the urge to. i don't even know. i want to do something angry and destructive but i don't even care #at least now i dont have to drive two hours and pay $160 just to be told that i am too smart to have problems #and actually all of my problems are due to my anxiety and the fact that im female #god i wish that was the case. ill go on t if it makes my problems valid. would you like that?#what do i have to do to convince people i have problems? i will fully physically transition to be taken more seriously #would that help?? would that fucking help???????????????#anyway. i was about to say i wish i wasnt mentally ill. but i dont #being mentally ill is chill. its like a roommate that lives up there and weve lived together awhile so its chill #the only problem are the idiots they pay to deal with mental illness. at this point i dont think they have qualifications #theyre just bringing in men off the street. and theyre the real problem. goodnight folks #dont have the audacity to be mentally ill in this economy. its not worth it

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lemontartc · 5 months ago

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You're all going to be best friends

#still missing Entrapta Spinnerella and Netossa I think #that should be everyone??#Clawd disappeared before I could get him for Bow so I might end up not doing him :/#he wasn't in the initial plan because doing a boy didnt sound fun but now im doing the ENTIRE alliance i'm regretting not just grabbing him #oh also missing angela.... on the fence about doing her but i will use spectra if i do #og #my customs #left to right:#custom:scorpia #custom:catra #custom:adora #custom:frosta #custom:perfuma #custom:mermista #honestly im holding out hope they make g3 nefera for netossa LOL so i'll be waiting awhile before getting her #entrapta is going to be SS venus because i'm not keeping that fucking hair come on what are you doing mattel #but i want the outfit and i dont like buying the same doll twice and i love venus too much to not keep one of her base doll #spinnerella IS going to be a rebuy unfortunately unless another catty leaks before she goes on sale lol #edit: just found out EE still has clawd so i might end up grabbing him there if i do an order through them & need free shipping

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greyslates · 1 year ago

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i love your art, your art and teeths art is such an iconic style pls dont get a job just keep drawing forever until you die 👑🪦

i would if i could,, and i totally can im just choosing to work so i dont gotta rely so much on family to help me out, i am reopening commissions tho!

#grey rambles #asks #ask #anon #i could totally move back in with my mom and keep drawing forever but where she lives is so isolating #i was staying with her for like 2 years on and off trying out college staying in dorms but coming back home bc adhd made me fail a lot #it took awhile for me to want to gain back my independence and actually go through with it #so i moved last sunday to a big city (mom lives in a rlly small old town) and im gonna keep pulling through #it sucks being alone but at least im not isolated anymore #ty though i havent rlly been drawing since moving but seeing this ask makes me wanna start again

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aria0fgold · 10 months ago

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Well that was... unsettling...

#ariaplays: isat #isat spoilers #bro i was like wondering where it was gonna go wrong at that part after i beat the king cuz i was like: aint no way its over yet?#and i was having such a good time talking to everyone cuz i thought siffrin gonna get killed by a trap after that room or smth #AND THEN! euphrasie just suddenly looked so devastated and the music got so distorted and she knew siffrin's name (how?)#and like oooooohhhh mygod what was that. and now im at act 3 back in the meadow and siffrin ououououghghgh.......#siffrin telling mira a lie bout a silly nightmare like i legit saw that split second timeframe in which he decided to just lie #ouououghghghg painful bro. painful. but the most painful part is that id have to beat the king again orz......#it took me AWHILE to beat that guy. he killed me like TWICE with his hp down to the quarter and i refused to let that count to the loop #cuz i didnt wanna lose my bomb and yea sure tbf i couldve just equipped the memory for it but like-- siffrin's extra hp tho #and if it was possible to kill the king without having to loop and lose the bomb i crafted then id take that chance #it was a terrible experience tho. i had to exit the game itself to reload a save for that. first defeat happened cuz i THOUGHT #he'd only do that deadly attack ONCE and i had the shield on cooldown when he did it the 2nd time and uuuuggghhhh #2nd battle was the worst my rng during then was ASS everyone was in life support cuz the king kept BUFFING HIMSELF #and i couldnt use the shield cuz i cant count the turns. i dont even know how to and even if i could my memory cant keep up #and with the king buffing himself. the tears reducing my team's def. it was the worst possible combination like bro...#and now im in act 3 and gonna have to fight him again ouououuoghhghghghhg..... ill try and level up everyone before that fight then....#everyone was at 50 by the king's fight (except for siff ofc he was at 59 i think?). i know i can get the others at 52 tho

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 1 year ago

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I am once again BEGGING the sims team to add jewel toned kitchen cabinets

EVERYTHING IS PASTEL

THOSE ARE NOT THE VIBES I AM GOING FOR

#same with the fucking colored hair #WHY is the purple pastel when none of the other colors are pastel #and its got too much pink in it #so it mostly just looks pink if you put it next to anything thats actually purple #i had a color slider mod for hair specifically for awhile but i keep forgetting to find the update for ot #in fact the person mightve stopped updating it #which sucks #and sure i could get cc but ive had a habit of way overdoing it on cc in the past so its just better to not go down that road again imo #also i like to put my builds up on the gallery and i dont wanna have to list out every piece of cc i use #cas cc might be alright #i dont actually play the game much outside of building so i might be less likely to over do cas cc

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psalmsofpsychosis · 1 year ago

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okay but the worst kind of grief i experience is also a kind of grief i rarely share with anyone else because everytime i do i just get weird stares, but anyway; i absolutely have to put time aside to grieve the death of a potential, it gets to me more than an anything else, like, i eternally live in a world of potentials, i rarely think about things as they are, it's always about what they "could be/become". The worst kind of heartbreak is when they dont become anything. It kinda forces me to confront stuff as they are, and then i have to deal with the fact that i have so much fucking resentment towards things as they are now, and that experience is not something i have an easy time facing.

#but also for real #i always have a hard time seeing a potential and then being told that the thing/person does not want and will not go there like #chasing potentials is not a question to me; i dont think about it. I see a possibility and i get to work #like the ''what could be'' vs ''what is'' is such huge deal to me #the amount of anger i deal with once i have to force myself to actually see that this particular thing is a deadend #and nothing will come out of it #and then there's the intense grief of having to accept a dead potential #putting it to rest #it's obviously the hardest with people #after awhile with some people you have to kill the potential yourself #because otherwise the hope will keep you coming back for prople that you should not come back for #but yeah; nothing hits me like the grief for lost potential

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johnwatersvhs · 1 year ago

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my brother agreed to go live with my dad im so fucking happy

#i genuinely thought he was gonna die #he wasnt able to get his fix for today so i bought him some coca cola and let him play league of legends on my notebook #so i could keep him home for awhile before my dad arrived #he didnt fight or anything thank goodness he seemed to be glad to go #couldnt even work this morning i just stayed there for like 20 minutes then went home crying #thank goodness i was called in for a test at a bookstore otherwise i would be once again unnenployed

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yatiso · 2 years ago

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first sober night in awhile and im not itchin for weed or alchie and am instead remembering the things that make my blood pump day after day

#🍒#colors ✅ art of all mediums ✅ music ✅ love ✅ my beautiful boyfriend ✅ the occult ✅ the unknown ✅ the stars and sky and moon in particular ✅#poetrt ✅ prose ✅ fun fashion i dont feel compelled to conform to ✅ funnie jokes ✅ friends ✅ peaceful times not self forced or worried bout #understanding ✅ learning ✅ not understanding but knowing i can if i keep going ✅ memories of things that bring me joy ✅#i could do this all damn day. love the world when im not obsessed with consuming substances. who woulda thunk #even w out weed / alchie when i was taking my adderall i couldnt relax like this or feel like this #:3 im learning to be more in tune w my body and the world around me. including aspects of the world we cant see :3 #how amazing is that… a few years ago rn i was in and out of inpatient slittin my wrists left and right drinkin a bottle of cough syrup a day #and now. well i still do get urges to cut once a cutter always a cutter. but i just dont do it anymore.#hmmmm this post got deeper than i meant for it to #oh well ill post it anyways but be careful ig lol #i just think its neat what you can achieve when u just listen to what you think and feel as you navigate the world. just listen for awhile.#then take action after feeling ur feelings and thinking your thoughts and letting them take their course and weed out what’s temporary n not #hmmm this post IS a diary entry maybe i shouldnt post. no i will ill come back and see this post one day and go :3 wow. im even better now!

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