#i cant afford not to
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mother wants to call me about the money she’s been withholding from me as she’s been driving me into over 20k of debt over the past 5 years
#my sister decided to drop out the 3rd time#and so my mom is like 'well MAYBE now you can have the money i have specifically for you for your education#after i took it away from you and made you start paying all your own schooling from 19 onward because you had a mental breakdown#despite the expectation you would do school pushed on you from so young#and saying i had money for you since you were literally 5#and refusing to pay off your 20k debt until you got your degree#and the only thing that's changed is that my sister dropped out THREE TIMES and didnt have to pay for her own schooling at least the first 2#tries#and NOW that she's decided to not do college am I allowed to maybe have the biggest chunk of my debt removed#financial abuse sucks yo it sucks so bad#i dont even want to have this call with her#i cant afford not to#i cant afford the debt i have#and she's known this for 5 years#hell the -checks watch- 8 years ive been doing school or paying loans#and as per her#i only get the money i was told to rely on to nOT be in debt#after she decides that my transgressions arent so bad now that my sister has done it too#no anger at my sister for real#im vry glad shes taking her own paths and shit like that#and my mom raised us to oppose each other real hard#so im not mad at my sis#but damn my mother#fuck#life and times#ANYWAY
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Filling out forms to get money for school amd they're like
- tell us if you're a minority and which one
- tell us if you were off school for a while
- tell us your deepest darkest secret
- tell us if you are mentally ill
- if you are physically ill
- bonus if you have a wheelchair
- are you willing to pose for us in your wheelchair and with a sign that says 'is sooooo mentally ill'?
- be our pr stunt
- make us look good
- tell me what went wrong
- why do you need money have you been foresaken?
- would you like to be?
- it helps your chances..
- walk into hell willingly because you can't afford not to
- relive your worst trauma onto this form so you have .5% more chances to get hmmmm... 1000$? Once?
- it's enough right?
- you'll have to do this again
- you cant afford not to
- you hate this
- it's against your values
- it's frustrating
- scary
- too personal
- you havent told most people about this
- but
- you
- cant
- afford
- not
-to
#and this too is a type of torture#been staring at the form since 8am#i have a question left#its the worst one#is 1000 dollars worth it#no#but#i cant afford not to#aiden originals
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#making pikmin 4 memes since i cant afford the game....#the demo was SO FUN i hope i can play it fully sometime AAAAAAAAAAH#I’m so sorry i forgot to add alt text until now!! aaaaah!#oatchiposting#pikmin#pikmin 4#crisart#pikmin oatchi#oatchi#oatchi pikmin#pikmin memes#red pikmin#blue pikmin#yellow pikmin#pikman#nintendo#nintendo pikmin#nintendo memes#quieres
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CDs are obsolete because the sound quality sucks
yeah sucks me good and hard through my jorts
#okay in actuality?????? vinyl is inaccessible in so so many ways.#cant afford a decnt record player which means that the vinyl i DO own is uhhh soumds worse than#my cds theough the blutooth speaker i have#cds arent 'better' than vinyl but theyre an affordable access point#and wonderful technology#and for the majority of people cd sound is better than spotify or youtubemp3#they didnt go obselete bc they sucked they went obselete (to the extent they did) bc of digitization#it ALL depends on what speakers you are playing things through#cds are LITERALLY lossless like?????#cd quality is usuallly better than vinyl cd quality is better than anything but flac#bc flac is MODELED ON CDS#ask bosk
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i cant believe you have to pay for glasses. why is life more expensive for me just because i cant see right. fuck off and die
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this clip of these old men making all sorts of silly noises and giggling made me laugh for some reason so. a little edit
(also bdubs calling keralis "papa"- for some reason this name without the "k" at the end made me Loose it.)
#hermitcraft#xbcrafted#keralis#bdoubleo100#vinotclips#hermitcraft clips#xbralis#<- thus is just a tag for me#cos i cant afford to loose track of those feral cats as a duo on my blog#anyways. so silly#vinot... edits?
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Disabled people should be allowed to travel in comfort just like everyone else. Idc if their wheelchair "takes up space" or if them using the airport transport service makes you jealous. Idc if you get mad bc they got to be seated first even though you paid a lot for your seat. I don't care if you think they are some TikTok influencer pretending to be disabled. I literally don't give a fuck. That person has a right to be there just as much as you do. Mind your own fucking business.
#chronic disability#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#spoonie#disability#travel#i want to travel so bad but im terrified i wont be able to bring my wheelchair#bc if i do it might get destroyed and i cant afford another one
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no ai generated content will ever compare to the absolutely cartoonishly evil plot to cut down trees to prevent workers from striking to get livable wage.
#tree law#sag strike#wga strike#also also it can be hard to admit but the US does set some industry standards so although im on the other side of the world its concerning!!#if bigwigs at US companies are screwing out their own workers what would this mean for those producing content in other countries?#what about our own local production companies that model american production houses?#oh we cant pay you a living wage cause thats industry standard. dont believe me? here is what a writer at X USA company at X TV show earns#also if you “cant afford” to pay your creatives a living wage then maybe you shouldnt be in charge#so yeah#i think this whole strike thing will affect more than just the US#just fucking pay your creatives
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I have what you're looking for. High quality. Befitting a man of my tastes. I have a room over on Divisadero, not too far a walk.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#danlou#iwtvedit#tvedit#dailyflicks#*#dont know if i can articulate my thoughts well#but something about how daniel at first is so closed off from louis when he sits down near him#doesnt really want to talk at first but starts opening up pretty quickly#then louis is buying him a drink and it's easier to talk. mostly what he wants to talk about is his journalism work#because its so important to him. but when louis starts getting too personal (i know what you're here for danny) he starts backing off again#maybe some combo of shame for how quickly he felt attracted to louis and the flirting and the diminutive louis uses#the bartender uses it when asking if hes got money tonight. hes used to exchanging sex for things he needs but cant afford#above all it's like a sharp reminder of what louis wants & what daniel wants too even before the offer of drugs#and he's trying to hold onto the denial and excuses. it was a good place to score he did what he had to#sex with men has to be in exchange for something he can't just want it on its own#the lie he tells himself about himself#also these tags are getting long but i think you can see the moment louis decides he might not just fuck and kill this guy right away lmao
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my father the ghost
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#pok gukgak#conceptually takes place Far post canon. this is using my future!riz design#I have. Too Much thoughts abt spyre afterlife and the idea of ''doing what you're good at and like doing forever'' as a kind of heaven#but mm. if I say anything I will have to say Everything and tbh? cant afford that#so. here this is. kinda think it'd stand for itself that's the concept. ok I sleep now good night
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big if true
#book of bill#bookofbill#the book of bill#bill cipher#gravity falls#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#fanart#gravity falls fanart#bill#book of bill spoilers#billford is real#i dont even actually have the book of bill i cant afford it
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so before i got back to work can we please talk about my bestie here? 👉👈 dont get me wrong i love gortash and 🔪durgetash🍷 as much as the next unhinged feral clown in our lovely burning trashcan BUT i need to clarify that id die for this man 🎅
#ketheric thorm#bg3 ketheric#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate fanart#baldurs gate fanart#baldur's gate#digital art#lord gortrash my beloved#sorry i have only one tag for bg3#and my memory is so bad i cant afford to create another one lkdfglkdjfg
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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cannot believe that in this day and age some of you are relying on the fucking pull out method as birth control..... you guys know there can be sperm cells in precum right??? you can absolutely still get pregnant even if your top pulls out before they cum
#please be smart about these things i know yall cant afford a surprise child......#the chances of pregnancy are lower but not zero!!!
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I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.
For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.
is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?
#“take a shower” me sitting here with depression and no will to even move rn. That doesnt make me feel worse or anything#dry to wet change is also evil. and i get decision paralysis a lot and just struggle to motivate myself to do basic human tasks#and thats just me#what about the people with physical disabilities that struggle to find the energy and strength to do these things#And also like environmental factors too?#like kids can be unhygienic cause they arent being cared for and learning properly#people with learning disabilities and neurodiversity too may struggle with not being taught properly as its a “basic thing everyone knows”#people are homeless karen.#people cant afford to wash regularly#people grow up or are forced to live in unhygienic places and surrounded by smokers and alcoholics#people who are smokers and alcoholics and generally people with addiction can smell#people with health issues that cause them to sweat more#Like the list goes on#but idk maybe I'm just sensitive#anti anti#profiction#proship#neurodivergent#cringe culture#ableism#classism
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