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heretherebedork · 24 days ago

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It's both your faults. Kongdech has constantly manipulated Heng and ignored his feelings and Mo broke up with him and basically abandoned him at one of the worst possible moments.

You're both awful people. And neither of you deserves Heng and Heng is an idiot who can't say no so the bar to deserve him is real low. But neither of you even comes close.

Please let this man be single instead.

#hate it here #negative #criticism #fuck both of them #no tags here #i cannot even do anything else #i hate this show so much #twelve weeks and i am finally free #0/10 #0/10 would not recommend

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isnt-that-wizardd · 10 months ago

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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back

i am insane

#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king #and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him #you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took #but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane #i cannot handle these two #like i can vibe with the cat king #but charles x edwin for the WIN #obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different #but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything #vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it #i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin #the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else #(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency #charles rowland #edwin payne #the cat king #painland #payneland #dbd netflix

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umblrspectrum · 5 months ago

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my text disappeared here when i posted. what happened

#annyways whats the deal with the panicau. im not talking about like popularity or anythin g #why does n have the evil triangle solver and uzi is a ghost thats evil but also not and theres teeth??? in visor??????#i dont understand anything about it but the artstyle looks cool so i can ignore that #havent drawn this large in a while but i needed to do it for the pc screen to not be Totally crushed #a little crushing is ok. as a treat #i think i took this idea from a post i saw once but i cannot find it again for the life of me #and very intelligent prior me decided not to link it to myself so. lost media #still trying to figure out how i want to draw drone heads slash visors and have been since i started drawing md stuff #losing it #spent like an hour trying to draw something else before giving up and doing this instead #if youre lucky ill actually do it eventually #art #murder drones #murder drones uzi #murder drones n #serial designation n #do i even tag mdpanic?? does this count???#constantly afraid ill mess up tagging #which is something you can do and i might be doing #and also thats a joke. hopefully

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javierduffy · 1 month ago

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different.

#can’t help but recognize how kieran is a fantastic unspoken representation of autism #i see a lot of myself in him and the way that he is so isolated and lonely and yet cannot help but perform and find solace in his daily #routines is so heartbreaking in its own way to me. like no matter what you do or where you are you have no choice but to be yourself and fun #nction the only way you know how and it will never not be vastly different from everyone else. and when you’re surrounded by people who DONT #like you and will not accommodate and are not at all willing or curious in understanding WHY you are the way you are you’re left to just ….#live in your own head forever. i’m certain kieran thinks many wonderous things and sees the world in a beautiful light and i know this becau #se i am autistic myself and because of that i see the world in colours that neurotypical people will never comprehend but we’re never allowe #d to see the world through kieran’s eyes. we are never allowed to see where his heart rests or the poetry he waxes or what he believes or wh #at his triggers are or what’s a stim and what’s just habit or anything. anything. the breeze sounds different to him and he can hear birds f #or miles and the sun makes every hair on his arms tingle and that’s why he wears layers everywhere and every green he sees sings a beautiful #song to him and yet we’ll never know. because he is too different even for the van der linde gang. he is incomprehensible to them and he doe #s all of his 4/5 daily tasks over and over and over again and while he would always do them and will always do them because they are innate #to him no one will ever know just what they mean to him. no one will ever know that kieran duffy can distinguish the horses behind him by th #eir breathing cadences behind him as he scrubs the spare saddle with the sun high above his head and he can know when something is wrong bec #ause he can hear it. no one will ever know that he CAN read but the only thing he’s interested in is books about wildlife and horses and fis #h in particular and no one will ever know because he knows no one will ever understand or even care and if they do they’ll be sure to make #it a point to tell him how DIFFERENT he is. and realistically even if the vdl’s DID come around to liking him he STILL would NEVER be unders #tood. i know for certain he would always be described as odd and despite its new affectionate approach he would still be the odd one out wit #h his daily routines and his texture preferences and his inability to make eye contact and his erratic seemingly random triggers and his #anxiety that seems to have a mind of its own. no one would ever know how bright the tree leaves are in his eyes or how every horse smells di #fferent or why sometimes it’s more fun to reel his rod in over and over instead of actually catching a fish. he will always be …. different.#sorry. novel moment. he means a lot to me.#i’m not super happy with how he looks in these but i’m just trying to draw more :’) i always say that but i always mean it too #also if my novel makes no sense then just ignore it. it’s late and my head hurts. i tend to get tangential #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #kieran duffy #image #art #hero draws sometimes

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katsukikitten · 2 months ago

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Both you and bakugou growing up on a youth reform farm, tolerating one another because of your friends until he gets jealous and calls you a buckle bunny cause you're wearing a buckle of a man ten years your senior who he used to idolize and Bakugou is jealous it isn't his.

And now the two of you hate each other's guts and it carries into your adult lives blah blah horses

#im dead ass just never gonna write again #i have this whole complex au for this by the way like 30k words just rotting in a doc #i should delete the blog because like what am i actually doing here? not writing #and even if I know im allowed to just enjoy fandom without being a product or providing any sort of content it just feels like a waste and #maybe if i delete ill move on to something else but we all know i will not i will never publsih anything and a lot of that is due to my #attitude towards myself which what good is this that i realize what the fuck my damage is and i cannot do anything to change it PATHETIC TBH

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marshmallowgoop · 1 year ago

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no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

#detective conan #case closed #amv #my amvs #eye strain #heiji hattori #harley hartwell #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #funimation english dub script #video #happy two-year anniversary to 'no thoughts just heiji hattori'!#while it's not my first amv (it's maybe my... fifth?)#it was the first one i made with davinci resolve and the amv that really got me into editing amvs for real #it's the amv that made me believe i could make amvs 🥺#and in remastering it i deeply understood how ambitious it was! i thought i did a lot of audio mixing for 'messed up'#but that's not even close to all the audio mixing i did here--cannot believe that i did all this for my first big amv project #it took about 20 hours *just* to remaster!#which is something i've been meaning to do for a while now so i'm very happy to finally share the results!#to make this a 'remaster' and not a 'redo' the only changes i tried to make were to the source footage and audio #video now uses almost entirely hd remastered footage from my blu-rays or netflix rather than my dvds #but oh gosh was it *hard* not to touch anything else! i'd do so many things differently now #but this video will always be really special to me (and i can't believe i did it at all tbh!)#i hope seeing it in hd is fun too! i'm so blown away by all the love this vid's gotten #and that it helped increase interest in funi's old english dub is amazing and 100% what i was trying to do with it!#thank you everyone for all the support <333 i wouldn't be the video editor i am today without this vid or your encouragement for it <3333 #like the original the sources used are mostly from what funi dubbed (but mixed in hd by me!): eps 48-49 57-58 77-78 117 and 118 and movie 3 #but i also used episodes 141-142 174 189 239 263 277 291 293 345 479 491 517 and 522 #and ova 3 and tv special 6 (episode one) and movies 10 and 13 and ops 27 31 and 33 and the funi 5.2 dvd blooper for the one line lol #the song is 'you're stupid aren't you' by toshio masuda (from jubei-chan 2)

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dennisboobs · 2 months ago

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standing in front of a firing squad would have been easier than reading this script i need to be shot

#this is hands down the most insane script ive read i was sitting slack jawed half the time #not because its Outrageous but because. oh my fucking God #frank sure does have too much influence over *gestures broadly* This.#to see their dysfunction presented like this. is. so.#like. of course the reason they cant be nice to each other is because they all expect some kind of Trick. we see this again in s12 #they've set a precedent where everyone is unable to be vulnerable out of fear that someone else is going to take advantage of them #its about knowing to Never let their guard down. because they can't afford to be stupid enough to think someone was being nice #its literally about them not trusting each other. they know each other. care about each other. but they're all still at war with each other #anything could be a trojan horse #and even when they try to do something thoughtful it's ruined bc their motives are being questioned and that provokes a defense #''of course i wasn't being Nice that's stupid why would i ever do that for you'' because otherwise theyre leaving themselves open to attack #i think this episode works purely because theyre All trying to change this at once and since theyre all aware of that fact #its like oh okay youre not fucking with me because we've established we're all trying not to be cynical #i cannot even begin to dig into the pure autism of this entire. not even just the episode premise. the whole basis of the gang's dynamic.#like yeah of course a group of weird neurodivergent people is hypersensitive to this #its the same thing as mac and dennis in suburbs questioning wally's intentions/demeanor welcoming them to the neighbourhood #literally in defense mode all the time because they expect the worst from people and they haven't had any reason to think otherwise #marder and rosell get it but thats not exactly new and surprising <3 #but wow this script adds so much. at least for me.#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #ada speaks #character meta #for good measure

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tephrahedron · 2 months ago

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annihilation x arcane AU. is this anything (details in the tags for fellow southern reach-heads and arcane enjoyers)

#currently working out the dynamics #mel is definitely similar to control in some aspects (leader role + intuitive) but she is way more competent so i need to cook up some #mysteries for her to solve + some sort of link to area X for her would be cool. also the severance-medarda dynasty parallels go crazy #viktor is soooo insanely biologist-coded #it's not even funny #jayce is an interesting guy because i don't think he has a canon counterpart. he is doing unique things to the narrative #if anything i see him as more of a rogue (haha) agent once he gets inside the Arcane Zone/Area X a la ghost bird #arcane #the southern reach #mel medarda #jayce talis #viktor arcane #update: silco would be an absolutely wild psychologist/director gloria counterpart #they're both intimately familiar/traumatized by the workings of area x/the arcane but their knowledge cannot save them #in my brain this is very meljayvik centric but everyone else does show up in some way or another

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bisexualseraphim · 11 days ago

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Also, I refuse to entertain the discourse as to whether acespec people are “oppressed” or not, but I will say it’s really fucking lonely — especially if you fall somewhere on the spectrum that’s a little more unconventional.

I’ve discussed many times before how I feel absolutely no attraction whatsoever except towards my lovely partner. I went through the phases queer men tend to: exploring many types of pornography and cruising on Grindr. I really tried, and none of it has ever done anything for me. It wasn’t until I started having sex with my partner that I realised, ohhh, so that’s how most people feel. And even then, enjoying sex with him is far more of an intimacy thing than the actual physical sensations. I do not fantasise about other people or consume porn. There is only him.

And yet when I’ve spoken about this in acespec spaces, I’m still treated as some sort of weirdo who doesn’t belong. I’ve literally been told many times that I can’t be demisexual because demis will still fantasise and consume porn (although that doesn’t line up with my understanding that demis require a close bond to feel sexual attraction, but never mind), and I’ve even been accused of having some weird internalised Christian puritan shit going on because I genuinely cannot comprehend ever looking at or thinking about someone in that way who isn’t my man. As if anything about this is a choice for me and it is offensive to them somehow. As if only feeling attraction to one person is like… “worse” than never feeling any attraction at all. I’ve never once shamed others for how they experience sex and sexual attraction and never would, yet people act like that’s what I’m inherently doing just by speaking about my own experiences.

So no, I won’t say whether acespec people are “oppressed” or not because honestly, when is this shit ever going to come up in conversation and ever be that relevant? But the fact I don’t feel I can talk about it even amongst other queer people, even amongst others in the acespec community, kind of speaks for itself.

Being a queer man who can’t relate to all the stereotypes and anecdotes about enjoying casual sex is one type of loneliness. Being a queer acespec man who can’t even relate to most others in the acespec community is another. I can never win, and either way I do not fit in.

#I know I’ve not really mentioned being demi much here #But this is kind of why lol #Had to get it off my chest though #I know my experience is fairly unique #But idk it’s just hard finding absolutely no one to relate to #Even my own partner has fucked many many men casually and when he and other gay men I meet talk about it…#Their experiences are valid and very common but I just feel like idk. Left out almost? Because they experience and view sex so differently #To me sex is the absolute most intimate thing you can do with another person and it’s only ever felt right for me with my partner #Whereas to him and many others sex isn’t inherently intimate and it’s normal for them to have a quick fuck and forget their name forever #That’s mindboggling to me and it’s hard for me to discuss how left out I feel without seeming like I’m judging #Because I’m really not. I cannot comprehend feeling that way at all but I understand it’s common and normal #Idk I’m waffling and idk if I’ve explained myself well #But I hope even just one person out there relates #This experience is so specific and isolating I need someone else to not feel so alone #I love my partner more than anything in the world btw and he’s so so supportive #But we can’t relate on every level yk #personal #rant #vent #long post #text post #international asexuality day #asexuality #asexual #demisexuality #demisexual #acephobia #relationships #acespec #aspec

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rxttenfish · 2 months ago

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god it's so baffling to me to see people agonize over calling themselves furries or whether or not they fit the definition or just going on bizarre journeys to "find" if they're furries or not or whether or not they can ever call themselves a furry or if they're a furry in their souls.

when like. notoriously, the only thing that you need to call yourself a furry is to like anthropomorphic* animals**.

(* does not need to be anthropomorphic)

(** does not need to be animals)

#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#me sitting here like. no. you don't need a fursona you don't need a suit you don't need to like cons or every type of furry art out there.#we have been Over This for over two decades now.#i do kinda blame other fandoms for this because like. everyone STILL does that ''fake fan'' shit even though it's always been #just. dumb as hell. i don't care. no one cares.#but when you apply it to furry it gets BAFFLING.#what are you TALKING about.#there is no ''prerequisite''. you just call yourself a furry. there's legitimately nothing else.#there's no media or anything you need to be associated with or even care about.#do you want in the community? okay you're a part of it.#like. furry is THE largest fandom community out there. cannot fucking overstate that.#yes that includes whatever fucking other fandom you immediately think of.#yes that includes That One.#you don't have to DO anything to join you just walk in the damn door.

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camellcat · 4 months ago

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I love spuffy as much as the next guy but ohhh my gawddd I really kinda wish it had been buffy wil and xand to finish the fight. they started it together, and while they've always had outside help, I just think it would've been so good if each of them had their own big important parts to play since this was the last we get to see of them

#ik there's comics but I have no intentions of reading those so. this is the last I get to see of them all fighting the big fight together!!!#I suppose buffy was the one leading everyone into battle... but that doesn't feel like much #but seriously why wasn't xander given anything special to do </3 #he could simply be motivation if nothing else. we know the girls like him he could help give them strength when they feel like it's hopeles #and especially buffy. he is determination!! I have talked about this before!! let that show when it counts!!#willow did her part so good for her. it was beautiful and I love her #the only thing that would've been even better is if releasing all that slayerness had given buffy (& faith) a boost. to tie wil to them mor #...I cannot think off the top of my head what buffy could've done more. she shared her power with others by handing off the scythe.#she gave them strength in leading them I guess. open to ideas here if anyone wants to chime in with something #they're the heart the spirit the power grrrrr they are connected and (should) need one another to continue on #and okay ik buff and xand and willow are all in totally separate places but I want them CONNECTED together are we getting the picture here #I actually kinda like them being separate now that I've thought about it. each part of the whole running a different section so they're all #spread out and able to take care of everything. but I want moreee for them #y'all have better have fuckin meant it when you guys said y'all wanted to hear about my buffy/willow/xander thoughts #bandillow #buffy x willow x xander #buffy summers #willow rosenberg #xander harris #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer

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daughterthethird · 6 months ago

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This time on: "Daughter Impulsively Does a Thing", local catgirl believes she could write a fanfic despite having literally zero experience in the writing department

#*clenches fist* this is so embarassing but i need to remember that i have to things embarassed or else i wont get anywhere 😞😞#and yeagh. the fic was going to be about hettimir because of fucking course it is!?!?!???#SIGGHHH..I ?? I JUST??? auughhfghhgh im really craving some hettimir food but i havent been in the mood to draw them at all lately #<- mostly cuz im procrastinating the idea of even drawing anything but. yknow...#AND IVE BEEN DYYIINNGGGGG TO FIND ANY NEW HETTIMIR FICS SOBSOBSOBSOBSOBSOB #if ur reading this and you've written hettimir before (which im assuminh is a 50/50 since ik some of you do occasionally check my blog)-#just know that you are literally doing the lords service i CANNOT thank you enough ☹️☹️☹️🙏🙏🙏🙏#BUT STILL...... auuuayhfugughhgghghgughghhhhhhh #...so ive decides to take matters into my own hands and be the change i wannt to see in the world 😋#AND WHO KNOWS it might be a nice change of pace from just drawing them #<- theres ljke a 90% chance i wont go through w this but. THE IDEA IS STILL THERE AND I LIKE IT ENOUGH SO #hettimir #i am NOT tagging those two sepperately #delete later(?)

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fox-guardian · 10 months ago

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top ten reasons people should be allowed to give retail workers tips:

they already want to

#ramblings with major #today i had someone try REALLY HARD to give me their change as a tip but i COULDN'T ACCEPT IT because its against store policy #they were so sweet and it made me very happy #and i felt a lil bad like thank you!! i literally cannot take this or it counts as theft!! there are cameras!! but thank you!!#i didn't even think i did anything above and beyond for them either our interaction was very normal. it was very nice of them #this has happened more than once! if someone wants to give someone else money directly LET THEM #YOU DO NOT PAY ME A LIVING WAGE ON LIVING HOURS. LET THEM GIVE ME MONEY. THEY ALREADY GAVE SOME TO YOU.

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septembersghost · 2 years ago

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taylor like: i know you know, you know i know you know, so i might as well play the songs about that fateful night, you know?

#got online just to see if she did the thing and SHE DID!!!!#and honestly i'm not surprised at all #she is in the era of owning her art her life and her truths and experiences as fully as she can #even sometimes despite everything else and i love that for her #thrown out speeches #do you really wanna know where i was april 29th #you're so gorgeous i can't say anything to your face #she has been through so much since that night seven years ago and she deserves to own it #eras tour #literally cannot use my sprained right hand for more than five minutes at a time again 😭