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don't wanna derail the post I saw this discussion on- it was all in the notes anyway, so it certainly isn't op's problem. I'm gonna say this with so much love:
Calling somebody a 'theyfab' is not punching up. If someone's being transmisogynistic, say that, or call them a bigot. Naming the tangible harm done to you will always be the most effective thing to do.
The cis people who created that term made it with the explicit intent to mock and insult people's identities. No matter what you mean when you say it, this is its origin and to most people, its only meaning. It describes nothing about the discrimination you face.
People afab are marginalized, especially if they're queer. You cannot "punch up" on a fellow oppressed group. I understand the specific vitriol that they inflict on you hurts.
You don't need a word to call somebody, you need and deserve adequate justice for the tangible harm done to you; and my heart aches that nobody queer- especially trans women- ever seems to receive that.
I'm aware I can't make anybody do anything, so I'm not gonna try to tell you not to use that word. I just want to say it can't ever address, undo, or heal any harm done to you. It can only redirect it.
#da#the og post was about transmisogyny and transfeminism and that was an important discussion I did not wanna elbow into#I'm addressing the people in the notes who were saying they 'NEED' this word in order to 'punch up' to their oppressors#I do feel for every trans woman and transfem having to exist on the internet rn. everyone's being awful to you all from every side#Dearly sorry that fellow afab people are making all your lives such hell#just also know that nothing about the word theyfab describes a bigot. nothing about it explains what harm was done to you.#it serves solely to mock an aspect of someone's identity. because hateful cis people created it to do that#you don't 'need' a targeted insult to use against someone directing hatred towards you.#cannot stress enough that the only group who can reclaim a harmful term is the one it's used against#i completely understand afab people can be particularly awful with their transmisogyny#calling them a theyfab will not help anything. I know. I'm sorry. you're hurt and it sucks. name calling cannot change that
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BTS x Major Arcana
for @dearedwardteach 馃枻 {cr. namuspromised / psd / cards}
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST PERSON ON THIS ENTIRE SITE <3#i'm late and i'm so so sorry#i had entirely different thing planned but it was awful and then i found this template and it made me think of you immediately!#i hope you like it#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#btsedit#*mine#ot7#sabri i have no words to describe how lucky i am to get to know you#you wished on my birthday to go to concert together and now look at us! we have two booked!#i cannot wait march to see you <3#i hope you will have great year full of happiness and kind people and so much love!#ily fr <3#disclaimer: i know nothing about tarot cards or anything like that#i went with general descriptions#so please let me know what you think about my choices! it's actually very interesting!#if there are any typos or anything please don't tell me or i'll cry
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Brought to you because of my searing hatred for the DEA 馃挍
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#trans meme#context: the DEA has reign over controlled substances which testosterone is classified as (this is unironically fucked up imo)#this applies also to any disabled and otherwise who rely on their controlled substance/s and are thus under the mercy of the DEA <3#described images#image description in alt#also the random guy in the background who's not even part of the group is iconic#i'm very sure i have made a post like this but it bears repeating lest anybody forget how much the dea SUCKS#i love that NIXON made the dea. like why are we letting HIM have any lasting effect on the american people. NIXON.#nixon and regan both are under my hate list ngl why is regan remembered fondly by anybody 馃槶 (rhetorical)#words cannot descrobe how much i hate the war on drugs and the lasting affect and damages it's done to my fellow americans#how the fuck did they let drugs win the war on drugs. they destroyed peoples lives and for what.#my grandma once said he (regan) was her favourite president ever and i was quite literally like 馃槓馃槓馃槓馃槓馃槓馃槓馃槓馃槓馃槓
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man this thing is crazy. I can鈥檛 show off half the things it does because the video/casting software needs some updates, but like....... I spent the morning sitting under a TREE creating 3d models IN THIN AIR.
it was absolutely surreal being surrounded by birdsong, warm sunlight, being able to see every leaf on the trees around me crystal clear....... AND being able to see AND INTERACT WITH virtual objects on top of reality with that same clarity.
just..... literal, real-life holograms. out in nature. words honestly cannot do it justice.
anyways. my new life goal is to get a solar-powered backpack charger and then never go inside again 馃尦馃尣馃尨馃崈
#auropost#i legitimately feel like i'm dreaming#like it is SO difficult to describe what it does to your brain to reach out towards an object#that all of your visual perception tells you is REAL#AND THEN IT'S NOT THERE#BUT IT IS THERE?? BECAUSE YOU CAN WALK AROUND IT AND MOVE IT#you just can't TOUCH it#...../yet/#i can't even think about haptic gloves right now my head will explode#anyways uh#look forward to tonight's stream LOL i cannot guarantee i will be in any less shock
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I'm actually so attracted to Agatha Harkness, I fear it's not normal anymore
#like i've been trying to post abozt this as i've been watching the show#but i really cannot put into words#How attractive she is to me#like no joke#it's incredible#i get like#hung up on it every time she is on screen#so her being the main character is both great and also unfortunate for me#it's like#a gayness i feel deep in my soul i can't describe it man (gn) i'm just really gay idk what to tell you#she's so nonchalant and that's so hot and i can't deal hhhhhhhhhh#lea's random thoughts#agatha harkness#agatha all along
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I cannot stop thinking about Haku.
I have a much longer post in the making, talking about his behavior and his relationship with trust and truth/lies and another one about his relationship with being a ghoul, but in the meantime, have this:
Kano from Mekakucity Actors (Kagerou Project) and Haku from Tokyo Debunkers
Same vibes, trust me.
Just. Listen.
Happy/flirtatious behavior, glimpses of a darker/upsetting hidden past, self-loathing, family not treating them right, hiding their true self, not being happy with what they have become, wanting someone who they can be honest with and who fully trusts them, working hard while acting like it's nothing, lies lies lies, "Ah sorry, I was just joking/it was just a story! haha", just---
Just trust me c:
Looking for more proof? Look no further: listen to Kano's song
(it's so good yo, you won't regret it)
youtube
Also, Hotarubi's episode is filled with lies/truth themes... Like.......
Bonus: Subaru saying this to Haku send help please someone save me aaaaaaaaaaaaah
Extra note:
In Kagerou Project many of the characters go through "a traumatic experience" (which is sometimes described as "having your heart be devoured by a monster") that grants them a "power" and they feel "othered" and like a "monster (no longer human)" because of it.
Sound familiar?
Kano's power is to "deceive" btw :)
#Tokyo Debunker#Haku Kusanagi#Shuuya Kano#dawngel speaks#dawngel writes#also they both have longer hair on their right side? what is this#if this gets you into Mekakucity Actors please let me know I love it so much ;w;#Kagerou Project my beloved#I don't know if I should add the main tags for Mekakucity Actors and Kagerou Project since this post is mainly focused on Tokyo Debunkers 馃槶#I cannot stop thinking about Haku someone save me#same goes for Taiga but that's for another day#aaaaaah#also#Subaru and Haku's relationship please someone rescue me fr I'm screaming I cannot deal with this#and then it turns out that he had been lying too?? and then he trusts him (and mc) with something so important??? and then Haku--#save me#anyway#listen to the song it's really good#the extra note is described very vaguely on purpose btw
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for knives
the flaming lips - vein of stars // pinkpantheress - i must apologize // fleetwood mac - silver springs // rainbow - stargazer // orville peck - let me drown // leonard cohen - famous blue raincoat
#trigun#trimax#knives#millions knives#web weave#mine#just the lyrics of stargazer cannot accurately describe what i genuinely consider to be the best classic metal song and one of#the best songs ever written in general seriously PLEASE listen to stargazer (and dio/rainbow)#and also. vein of stars is one of my fave songs ever please listen to that as well<3#NOT KV do not tag as KV i will hunt you for sport#i'm super proud of the first edit you can't even tell i had to remove a Very Large block that was connected to his cape
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i'm ngl guys seeing things in the vein of "welcome to the CORRECT side of the CDD community" feels like a real slippery slope towards the "us vs. them" mentality.
guys we're all aware that systems can have unique subjective experiences right. and. and we're not. guys we're not gonna tell people what helps them when we don't know what's actually helpful for them and/or we don't have full context because we aren't living their lives right. we're not going to try defining people's subjective experiences through a lens we don't even fully understand right. we're not gonna make up arbitrary rules each other's experiences based on that either right guys.
guys. guys we're not- guys we're not seriously gonna do that right. this isn't the brand of syscourse we're doing right now right.
right guys.
guys.
#syscourse#a ruthless moonlight#what do we call this one#鈥渉ere's how you should describe your experiences according to my standards鈥漜ourse#鈥渘o homie i know your brain better than you do鈥漜ourse#鈥渋'm trying to help you even though i don't know what will help YOU SPECIFICALLY鈥漜ourse#what if i exploded#y'all cannot FUCKING be serious
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okay hello everyone. Does anyone know anything about what kind of hat it is that Tharkay has.
#em is posting about temeraire#temeraire#tenzing tharkay#<- forgive me the character tag I merely wish this post to find people who know about the fellow.#I've dug through all my various Tomes of Clothing Lore today and the hats that could hypothetically be described in that way#do not seem to be from the right regions? but tharkay is a traveling fellow and perhaps his hat is from somewheres else?#now I have dug through years' worth of the tumblr tag and I'm not seeing much art of tharkay in a hat. so that's a dead end.#what I Am seeing is art of tharkay with a mustache. y'know what I'll gleefully incorporate that into my belief systems.#...ah hell I shall have to finish black powder war To Night as I cannot take my library books with me when I return to school#woulda finished it earlier but I was busy Researching Tharkay's Hat :|
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Hahaha I can't eat at all today and I keep feeling like I'm going to throw up, why is my body this
#i'm gonna be real with yall#we're nearly at the point of me writing my gp and telling him that look#i haven't managed more than about 2-3 cups of food a day#and none of it can be meat-based or wheat based or dairy based so what keeps happening is i'm literally fucking starving#i don't know how to get to a point where i can eat and my nutritional levels are all low enough already before this started that#my doc wanted me on vitamin supplements which i haven't been able to source yet#so now that we're like a month into me being completely alienated from food i'm starting to have some real problems#cannot describe the level of fatigue and cognitive decline that's been happening for me and that's not including the physical decline#i've literally been huddled in the bathroom for like half an hour because i can't get my stomach to settle and i want to scream
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Sometimes, I feel Kyoko is like the Bonnie of Trigger Happy Havoc.
This sounds very weird to say but hear me out. Or... read me out since this is text.
This is unserious by the way but also a part of me is curious cus my gosh is she a hassle to find a good color to consistently give her.
Basically, in FNAF, the consensus on what the hell Bonnie is colored is all over. Is he blue? Is he purple? Indigo? It's always been questioned. Meanwhile, with Kyoko, though I haven't seen a ton of discussion around this, like, what IS her hair color. Actually. Cus sure. She's always been associated with purple and when you color pick her hair, it's almost always near the purple part of the color wheel. But also like, what color IS her hair?
I've seen it been drawn more purple, sometimes even white or silver. Hell! Her hair is described as silver in the first chapter of the game! So, what gives! Like, it's never consistent, even in official artwork!
Case in point:
This is how pale her sprite hair is btw
Also, it's not that any other character's been consistent with this in the series. Then again, at least I can tell that Byakuya's blonde, Makoto's a brunette, that Sakura has white hair and that Leon's a red head.
Plus, I feel that the shade of her hair is what MAKES it look purple. Which leads me to question more. Is it leaning closer to white? Silver? Does she just have purple undertones but it's not actually purple. And like, did her purple hair lighten with age or something cus novel Kyoko's hair is a lot more obviously purple compared to when we first me the girl. Or, does she dye it? Like, make it look like a darker purple in Dr3? Would she even have access to hair dye with the state of the world?!
And like, girl, I get it. You got your mysterious bit going on. But, dang it girl! Pick a lane!
#danganronpa#danganronpa kyoko#kyoko kirigiri#shitpost#just a dumb ramble that's very unserious for the most part#goodness tho... been playing around with my art for a bit & have nothing done yet so i wanted to at least give some food for the populous#also she's fine to draw but her hair and skin are such a pain sometimes cus she's very pale and her hair is strange#and a part of me wants to be accurate but also how can i be accurate when SHE isn't even dang accurate T-T#not even like she's in special lighting either. this is just how she is. the inner machinations of her hair are an enigma u_u#also she's not the only dangan character with hair like this. for instance chiaki is no better. she is a dangan bonnie too which fits tbh#chiaki's a gamer girl after all. though my gripe with her hair is more that i literally cannot describe what color it is. so weird#once i start playing the second game of the series i will be sure to make a similar post about chiaki since i'll be drawing her by then#but yeah! just a little ramble that i've had stored for a while and questioned if it was a good idea but screw it. i'm setting it free!#i still love kyoko anyway! she's cool and cute and i love her but i can bully her about her whack ass hair color too#and i feel i'll just headcanon that it was purple when she was younger but became lighter with age due to stress and age#so she kinda prematurely grey'd kinda but it's silver with slight purple undertones. also know this is prob like color theory shenanigans#like her hair is just color theory shenanigans but like still. it's not fully consistent or anything
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gosh i've got a haircut tomorrow and the road i normally take may or may not be closed (i am under instructions to 'walk to the end of the driveway and have a look and then there might be someone to ask'. guy who barely leaves the house problems) BUT the problem is i don't know how any of these roads link up because i don't really go places (GUY WHO BARELY LEAVES THE HOUSE PROBLEMS) and also i'm bad at maps. me vs google maps fight to the death match coming to my house right now
#the problem is i'm not smart in these ways#BUT I TRY!!!!!!#'b what happens when you get lost' miraculously i have barely been lost due to the small radius from my house that i am able to#venture. but the answer is 'call my dad and hope he has a phone on him (unlikely) and that he can describe where he means because#i also cannot seem to remember road names and numbers'#otherwise i just hope for da best 馃憤#OH GOD i just remembered the time that i got lost IN THE NEXT VILLAGE like i was driving around the housing roads for ages sooooo#lost and i didn't recognise anywhere and i pulled over to ask the only people around for directions and i STILL didn't understand#where i was or where i was going so i just. kept making turns and miraculously stumbled across my friend who works from a van <3#and who gave me directions in b language :P without him i would be there to this day i fear.......#ANYWAY am i writing these tags to avoid trying to read a map? perhaps <3#BUT I CAN AND WILL DO IT! it's just something that comes not at all naturally to me. BUT I TRY! ALWAYS!
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[ID: A short Trigun web weaving. First is a quote from Antigonick by Anne Carson that says, "a husband or a child can be replaced / but who can grow me a new brother". Second is the manga panel from the last chapter of Trimax of Knives' apple tree. End ID]
#well aware that i've been beaten to it but listen. i NEEDED to exorcize this from my gallery. thank you to that other web weaving#for convincing me to do so#described#described by me#trigun#trimax#trimax spoilers#my web weavings#my posts#kay talks#do NOT hit me up about how knives and vash were hand in unlovable hand about immortality for sooo fucking long and knives just. quit.#HE was the brother out of the two to kill himself. what the fucking hell.#i swear to god i cannot talk about it it makes me so violently ill#trigun spoilers#i literally keep forgetting to tag that#i freely confess i am not aware enough of 'antigonick' to make an actual analysis but the part the quote is from#is followed by 'i'm alone on my insides i died long ago' which is.#well it sure is something when you think about final-chapter vash isn't it!!!#vash saverem#knives saverem#<- character tagging for organization now :)
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i will never stop being confused about people saying og lloyd was maltreated. like. what the fuck are you talking about. it's not maltreatment if you verbally and physically abuse and harass the people around you and then people start avoiding you and talking shit about you. that is called Consequences Of Your Actions and it's literally the least og lloyd should've gotten for the shit he pulled. like. someone very well could have decided not to take his bullshit and beaten his ass easily at any point. but they didn't. no one ever fucking did. javier is the closest we ever get to that and it was one (1) punch to get him to stop destroying someone's home and business. show me where is the maltreatment. cite your sources. tell me where can i find it. if you're gonna say something with your whole chest please tell me you've at least read the source material and aren't just explaining your headcanons as if they're facts. show me the fucking receipts ajsdhksf
#i talk a lot <3#not tagging this#but it genuinely baffles when i see someone saying something factually wrong with full confidence#especially when it's something so easily disproven#like. someone will ask me what color javier's hair is and i will cite you three different paragraphs from different chapters#where it's explicitly described and i will still end the post with 'but that's just my interpretation!'#and meanwhile there's people out there that just. fucking lie akjsddfds#i'm not saying i can't be wrong!! of course not!! i just explained how sometimes i can and will miss stuff from a 1.2 million words long#novel!! but at least i try to cite my sources!! at least i try to have canon basis for the bullshit i say!!!#especially something so important as character motivation and backstory!! that's the core of a character!! that's how they interact with#others and the plot!! you cannot just!! say stuff that's not true and explain it to others like it's fact!!#yes i am autistic why do you ask askhdskd
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Tuvix
No propaganda submitted.
#star trek#voy#star trek voy#tuvix#polls#smash or pass#queued#(commentary incoming)#*deep sigh*#what the fuck dude#like i don't wanna shame you anon. but man.#sorry. i just. i can't. i cannot describe him in kind words. like as a person i'm neutral about him ig but he's so ugly#which is so weird because his actor is actually pretty good looking. they did you so dirty tom wright#i am so sorry for the awful image description also but fuck dude. tuvix is literally the least fuckable trek character i can think of#like i know i dunked on nagilum before but i'll take nagilum over tuvix any day. jesus fuck
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day 2 of non-stop thinking about the return of vax. i'm rotating the orb in my mind. i'm trying not to let more than 1% of me hope that this is matt's way of bringing him back and finally giving vax and keyleth the happy ending they deserve bc i simply cannot!!! live through that heartbreak again!! if it doesn't happen!!!
#counterspelling posts#critical role#cr3#bells hells#cr spoilers#is is thursday yet???????#matthew what are you doing!!!!!!!!#i'm still so confused on this entire plan!!!#what happened if vax didn't show up??? since they already failed once??????#i need 4sd!!!!!!#even though he won't tell us anything there either!!#i love the tragedy of vax#i love the culmination of his arc#i watched my mom die of cancer and then bonded deeply with vax and liam#but also man. what if they got a happy ending 30 years later.......#but even just this was worth it#truly cannot describe the rush of emotions that went through me as soon as matt said cloak of feathers#cr1#vox machina#spoilers for tlovm watchers i guess lmao
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