#i cannibalized some of this fic for that
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2, 20, 23, 29 for the fanfic asks !! take care 💙
ahh thank you so much! (you take care, too! 💙)
2. do you read/reread your own fics?
i do! i used to not, but i started re-reading last year.
20. whats a favourite title for a fic you’ve written?
i like the things you tame, my kitsune story! it’s from this little prince quote: “you become responsible forever for what you’ve tamed.” i love the little prince but i also feel the idea behind that quote could be interpreted in a somewhat sinister light. that’s more-or-less what the things you tame is about — like that very claustrophobic idea of love. love as ownership and obligation. one of my favourite themes fgdkngfd.
23. how do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)?
i usually end them if there’s a pov shift, so that’s super easy. if not i change then if the action feels conclusively finished, which is a bit vibes-based.
29. share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR a scene that was cut from an already posted fic
this is from my canadian au (hand me your hand & fics to come) and i’m never going to post it because i ended up taking the fic in a completely different direction. (light and L’s relationship originally looked idyllic but was in fact toxic and horrible. everyone i discussed this with hated it and i also hated writing it gjkjgfjlgfh so now it’s just a good relationship.)
putting this under a readmore & also flagging that it had some implications of disordered eating. this takes place right after L and light have a horrible fight at a cottage they’ve rented with beyond and several other friends. a G1 is basically a learner’s license — you can only drive if you’re accompanied by a fully licensed driver.
Beyond can see L across the yard, walking fast. He bolts to catch up, then slows once he’s coming up behind L.
“Where are you going?” he asks. He’s breathing hard. L doesn’t break stride.
“I’m hungry,” he says.
“Oh.” L isn’t looking at him. He isn’t looking at anything, really. “Can I come?”
“No.”
Beyond doesn’t really care. He was just asking to be polite. He’s fairly sure L shouldn’t be left alone right now; he doesn’t know what’s going on, whether he’s in danger or just profoundly unhappy, but he knows there should be someone there to witness him. He carries on walking until L finally sighs and runs his hands through his hair.
“Fine,” he snaps. “Okay. Sure. You can come.”
They’re coming up to the car. L yanks the door open, then waves B in. “Do you have a license.”
“Um. It’s a G1.”
“Wonderful,” L says. “I’ll be your instructor.” He digs the keys out of his pocket and tosses them to B, who fumbles but catches them. There’s a strawberry charm hanging off of them. L climbs in and over the gears to the passenger seat, where he buckles himself in and curls up with the side of his face pressed against the window, looking miserable.
B stares at him. “I’m not good at driving.”
“Drive slow,” L says. B gets in, straps on his seatbelt, then considers the gearshift very carefully.
“Turn on the ignition,” L tells him. “Oh.” B puts his key in the ignition, then turns it. “Um.”
“Put it in reverse,” L says. B does. “Amazing. Check your mirrors, then press the gas.”
To his surprise, L actually does instruct him, and fairly well. He does so with his head against the glass and his fingers tugging hard at his hair, but he does it. He is patient, and he speaks in a slow, soothing monotone regardless of how badly B drives, coaxing him gently away from the median and not getting the least bit upset when B misses the same turn twice. It’s probably the smoothest driving B has ever done. He does not, however, tell B where they’re going, so it is both unexpected and entirely predictable when they arrive in the parking lot of a No Frills.
“Just pull into a space that’s empty on both sides,” L tells him. “That way you won’t have to back out later.”
B does this, then turns to him. “Are we buying groceries?”
What he really wants to say is, maybe we shouldn’t. Maybe we could just go somewhere else, like a park, or a movie theatre, somewhere L could wait and calm down a little. He doesn’t say that. He looks at L, whose jaw is set and whose eyes are utterly blank, until L gets out of the car, and then he follows after.
#ask meme#thank you!!!!!! <3#tbh i still think the original concept of this fic was good but it suffered from being unpleasant to the point of unreadability#animal games is less harsh but it’s really similar thematically#i cannibalized some of this fic for that
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Obsessed with his brain
#read a fic where he had to eat someone in the basement to survive and I am... obsessed#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#fop dale#idk ask to tag#art#digital art#fanart#blood tw#cannibalism tw#ed tw#In my mind his relationship with Dev is crazy. Because he wants to love Dev so badly but he is just. incapable of it.#and it makes him hate himself#On some level he thought seeing Dev would fix him. That he would feel all those things a dad is instinctively supposed to#and it would prove he wasn't broken. That deep down hes still human. that he's still capable of love just like everyone else#.And then he didnt. and he had no idea how to deal with it#In a way hes kind of scared of Dev. Dev makes him feel so uncomfortable with himself. so he just kind of avoids him.#Which um. thats your son sir you cant do that.#I love dale but he should absolutely not be a father. He is just not built for it
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⚠️⚠️CW BLOOD⚠️⚠️
He’s so me
#I know horror isn’t actually a cannibal but the audio fits so stfu <3<3#art#my art#undertale#sans#sans au#undertale au#papyrus#papyrus au#horrortale#horror sans#horror papyrus#the way I draw pap’s amour that everyone loves for some reason makes a return#the last chapter in my utmv fic was me complaining about people calling horror a cannibal but now look at me#fanart#utmv#bad sans#bad sanses#most of the fandom hasn’t read the og comic and it shows#I forgor how to tag#also am very sick so this is probably funnier to me than it is in reality#his ass is NOT making tons of friends#cw blood#it’s Horrortale what did u expect
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what’s the bad ending to mer-fidd?
Getting cannibalised by Bill probably
#at first I was gonna draw him as sushi only but then I thought why not. why shouldn't I draw some gore too#I like the theory that there's only one timeline where they defeat Bill and it's the one we're seeing in the show#this au never stood a chance#is it still canibalism if he's now another species? is this a philosophical question or a scientific one?#ask#not anon#gravity falls#gravity falls au#mermaid au#merman Fiddleford#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#stanford pines#ford pines#young fiddleford#young stanford pines#young ford pines#bill cipher#art#fanart#traditional art#cw blood#tw blood#cw cannibalism#cw death#I don't know what else to tag#I find the idea of Bill taking time to make sushi before Ford regains control hilarious#poor Ford. poor Fidds. when do you think he realizes what happened?#I'd write a fic about it if I had writing skills. I really would
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I'm just thinking that Uraume is a great cook, but the real masterpieces are made up of people. I understand that Sukuna will be a little uncomfortable eating people's kebabs (that usually scares teenagers, you know). BUT. The moral mobility of His Evil Majesty's mentality simply says to me: Find the enemy, and the big guy will finally get a nice meal. He worked so hard, he deserves dinner. ("Fu_k, Marry, Eat" game. Start). SO. ONE DAY. People tempura — yes or no? How much Curse is in our King?
Uraume is indeed a great cook, ridiculously even lol
- I mean afaik it's canon that, whilst human meat is supposedly difficult to prepare well, they managed to do it; which is one of the main reasons why Sukuna kept them around aside from the fact that they're a powerful sorcerer lol
(he most probably liked the unaltered taste by itself too (he did in my Series Canon for sure), but Uraume made it additionally enjoyable - so for Mr. I Do What I Want it was definitely a unique plus lol)
As for SIkuna eating people, hmm
Although he's pretty deeply in denial about it, he doesn't actually directly feel anything negative at the prospect
(as showed in Part 4, he actually found the little taste of Yuji's blood he got by accident ridiculously enjoyable, if in terms of Identity Issues and 'Ah Shit That's The Kid's Blood' extremely distressing as well. What a fun combination)
- it's Everything Else around it that makes him uneasy; like the fact that he Knows It's Wrong, The Kids Would Most Freaking Likely Not Like it, and just overall the Character Dissonance he feels about it all
because how the fuck can he be a protective inner marshmallow that would just like to hug the kids, and give them headpats, and heal their wounds, and just overall take care of them as best as he can 🥺
and someone that gets absolutely freaking giddy at the idea and acts of violence and bloodshed (as long as it doesn't involve Some People but especially if it involves Other Ones) at the same time y'know?
(sorry bro, you're not gonna get any less contradictory anytime soon if ever - have fun being yourself, whatever that means, lol
Complex characterisation and all that ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)
But returning to the topic; I won't say anything about further down the timeline
(he might, he might not, who knows, probably not in a way that would upset the kids too much if anything but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
but there is this one particular, hm, person that would fit all boxes in terms of being a mostly guiltless but still tasty snack, though not as tasty as possible, who miight be meeting him relatively soon (how??)
- and SIkuna wouldn't even need to break any promises with Yuji (oop spoiler 👀) to indeed have a spooky snack!
So, before anything as sophisticated as tempura - there may be moreso sashimi :] *HeeHee HoHo's a bit as lighting strikes in the background and I comically jump in surprise because wtf the sky's clear-????*
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#idk how long I'll keep dancing around who I mean by that 'gets sashimi'd' but tbf I've given a lot of clues already lol#Also note that I used the word 'promise' not 'Vow' lol - only Yuji would find that in any way binding at this point 😂#(ofc so does SIkuna but not because he Has To - rather because he Wants To 🥺)#What exactly I'm talking about in the Tags here will be revealed in Part 9 lol ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ#(The 'promise' thing not the 'sashimi' thing)#Thinkings™#Ask#jjk#jjk fic#jjk fix it#jjk fix it fic#jujutsu kaisen#SIkuna#(deliberate misspell)#syuuya#jjk sukuna#ryomen sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#jjk yuji#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#(the ask is not exactly about him but he's decidedly related to how all that is gonna pan out y'know)#jjk uraume#uraume#(they're definitely gonna be a bit surprised at the human flesh 'abstinence' of sorts Sukuna seems to be on but it's not like they're about#to question it too much lol - it's most likely just a temporary side-effect of 'adopting' all those humans or something in their mind#(and they can cook other things amazingly too; so it's not like they're gonna be out of a job in that sense 😂))#tw cannibalism#cw cannibalism#Bro's a Sukuna variant in a fix-it story but with an author that loves me some Eldritch Horror flavour to the Fluff; pray for his soul lmfa
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Another thing I need pjsk fandom to realize:
1) there are literal 10 years old (and younger) children in this fandom;
2) the percentage of these children in the fandom is MUCH, MUCH higher than every single one of you here on tumbrl think it is.
"why do people write so much for popular characters?" "why do people write for kudos only?" aside from the fact that the "write for yourself" is a self-perpetuating issue in every fandom and the fact that every writer deserves engagement with their works, it's because there are kids here. Who want to fit in and get praised for their creativity. Which they can only achieve by writing for popular stuff. So maybe take that into account.
#jay rambles.txt#I've met so many kids who have no business knowing that pjsk is considering the Themes it deals with know what pjsk is#and if you want to argue this game is a) a scummy gacha game b) too grim for a lot of them - sure. did that stop YOU for being in#fandoms you shouldn't have been in when you were 12?#yeah I didn't think so. this is very normal and will continue being normal#seeing as the spaces for young kids on the internet have all but been destroyed by every factor imaginable#of course they're not interested in nuance and detailed characterisation as well. they are kids. were you media literate at 10 when you've#just discovered fandoms? like actually? at like 10? cmon now. give them some grace#sometimes when you see another run of the mill poor grammar and no formatting cliche yaoi fic of your otp I need you to stop and think#'wait a minute. is there a non-zero probability this is written by a 10 year old who just found out what fanfic is?' before you get mad#and then just close the tab and move on with your life. as god intended#'why is this misconception so popular!!' because 80% of the 'rui is a cannibal' people are edgy 13 years old who just Do This Shit. peace.#jay with the unpopular takes again hoo boy
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hello, it's me again. so i saw you mention on my prompt how jason would be jealous of rose's healing factor when it comes to fucking kara and the jaycass you wrote and i thought why not combine them? in young justice jason and kara are part of the light and cass was in the shadows before defecting and joining the bats. what if she doesn't? childhood friends/lovers jaykara but kara becomes a red lantern after jason's death. after a while jason heals and goes on a mission with kara and they recognise each other. they cry, fight, fuck, all of that before breaking free of the light and run into cass. maybe cass and jason fucked a couple of times in the league to release some stress, and kara would be attracted to cass, so all three of them have a threesome inside a lazarus pit. just a cycle of fucking and breaking and dying and soul breaking healing. you can get really kinky with this too, like kara could ride jason to death, jason could fist cass until she needs the pit, cass could ride jason's face until he chokes on her juices, could even have kara bring a strap and her and jay could fuck cass at the same time (regular dp or anal dp) or peg jason until he can't walk. maybe they force kara to take a kryptonite shard up her pussy while jason fucks her and cass rides her face. technically the lazarus pit would boost their stamina every time they dip, and kara's a kryptonian, so they'd fuck for actual days or weeks. maybe they fuck so long they don't realise it until a team associated with the justice league walk in on them on a mission to rescue cass or something
HELLO YOU. YOU GET ME. it's my favorite thing EVER when the Laz Pit is utilized for a vicious cycle of fucking, dying, and fucking again. the altered mental state, the violent levels the sex can be taken to when dying no longer matter and longterm injuries aren't an issue... it lives in my brain.
i'll be honest, i don't know or care much about the Young Justice tv show so you'll have to forgive me for this being divorced from that world bc it's just. foreign as fuck to me so my apologies for that but as for the porn. (decided to put this headcanon/concept under a cut bc i feel like what could be considered snuff is probably a jumpscare for most ppl so. click at your own warning)
i just. i adore brutal dead dove sex that is destructive. like the whole "i want to crawl inside your chest" but it's *literal* and no one takes advantage of Laz Pits enough to do just that. like sex where you just physically can't hold yourself back from tearing open the flesh of the person you love bc you need to see their blood, you need to hold their heart in your greedy fist type shit. and if this is an AU where Jason and Kara were close but got separated by Jason ended up with the League, i do think their reunion could bring about just that. for once Kara isn't holding herself back and she's clawing at Jason's skin until he's bloody. i think it's fun if sometimes she just fucks him *in* the water bc it's quicker that way and Jason is constantly on this edge of death and rebirth at the same time. and with Cass in the mix too. JayCass you get me anon <3 Jason loves Kara still but it's clear he and Cass are a sort of package deal now and Kara might not know Cass well but if Jason loves her, she can trust that. so she gets to know Cass in the only way she cares about at the moment, pinning Cass down and fucking her. with a strap, with her own fist, anything that she can get inside of Cass to feel her body. maybe she pushes in too far and fucks Cass bloody until Csss needs the Pit sooner than even Jason did. and for Cass, who has no benchmark for real love but this dizzying feeling of being revived over and over, this is all she can ask for. devotion.
them suffocating on each other is so good- Kara doesn't care if Jason or Cass need to breathe, she cares about getting off and feeling whole again. she holds them down until their body gives out and forces them into the Pit again. maybe at some point she gets curious and holds one of them down facedown in the waters just to see if it's even possible to drown in the Lazarus Pit or not. she breaks bones just because she can and she wants to see what level of pain it takes for Cass to actually react to. how long it takes for a human body to bleed out. exploring their bodies means memorizing the limitations of them. it means she learns what them getting close to death looks like the same as getting close to an orgasm and whispers filthy dirty talk about how she can hear Jason's heart about to go out as he's trying desperately to come before he dies again. she counts how many minutes it takes before they die from lack of oxygen and compares who can last longer.
the Kryptonite shard is also enlightened- eventually Cass and Jason want to be the ones in control bc fair is fair and they deserve to do the same to Kara so they find some stash of Kryptonite and hold Kara down until it's deep inside of her and she's weak and in pain but still getting fucked. and she gets to taste the Lazarus Pit too, which i think would make her absolutely feral. Kara deserves some Pit rage for fun, i think even if she only gets to taste it while Cass is holding her down so Jason can fuck the Kryptonite deeper inside of her. every now and then Kara actually manages to strike one of them hard enough to injure them and it doesn't matter bc the Pit is right there.
all of it lasting for Days is just. good. like the haze the Pit has on the mind, being used over and over? almost like a spell none of them can break. they'd live the rest of their lives like this if they could and there would never even be a realistic end. it takes someone else walking in and managing to separate them before they actually calm down. and days before all the Lazarus Pit wears off and it finally sinks in just how fucked up what they did together was. and how fucked up it is that they don't even regret it. they're already trying to figure out where another Lazarus Pit is and how they can get control of it. i think it's fun if they spring it on each other too. like Jason will fall asleep in his bed but wake up to Cass and Kara holding his head under the green waters as he thrashes on instinct. Cass will be minding her business until Kara literally grabs her at superspeed and just flies her off to the waters to spread her legs and fuck her at superspeed until she's a bloody mess. they never know peace with each other and they irreparably damage their psyches over this. ty and gn.
#necrotic answerings#jaykaracass#jaycass#karacass#jaykara#dead dove do not eat#darkfic#anon it's like your connected to my brain bc i've been thinking about this concept for months#I might write this fic. I'm so serious#or just a fic with some ship with this concept.#anyway this one is so dark i've had the “can I even post this” question hit me#which of course means it's a favorite of mine#this is a reminder that I take the necrotic in my username seriously. it's not an aesthetic it's a promise.#I just adore Kara being so disgustingly feral in sex#and having a laz pit that lets her stop holding back. god bless.#I don't pick favorites but if I had a favorite anon. I think you'd be in the running I won't lie#bc yea. just. yeah. also your rarepairs are ELITE thoughts#does it count as snuff if the death isn't permanent and all characters understand that? unclear.#I feel it needs it's own word atp.#ALSO you could add cannibalism to this concept#Kara literally biting chunks off of both of them.#just bc she can.#or Jason and Cass eating at each other as she watches.#good thoughts all around#Jesus I need therapy.
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it's still wednesday where I'm at if your clock is 30 minutes off so here's my wip wednesday post for my day 1 @bylerween2023 fic!! ghosts my beloved
#“day 1 bylerween fic” <- implies there are other bylerween fics. there are not#RUSHING to get this done cause I started it at the LAST FUCKING MINUTE LMAOOOO#(had to delete tiktok again and I'm not allowing myself to get it back until this is done. I will beat procrastination by force)#me after deciding 2 weeks into the month of october that I want to participate in bylerween:🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#it's so funny too cause like. I would've thought I would've participated in one of the gorey days#would've written some cannibalism or slashers or blood drinking or smth#but NOPE! listened to halloween by naoh kahan had a breakdown went ooh byler fic where will did actually die when he disappeared#or well. not technically. I have like. thoughts about this but the body in the quarry was still fake cause I'm making this all#unnecessarily convoluted. lmao#also I actually kind of don't like this that much but I wanted to share something. so. reminding myself that's what editing is for#anyway I have like a week to write all of this everyone pray for me#cause I really do want it done to share I made a fun little graphic?? photo edit?? too and I can't share that on its own#cause it's like. not a byler thing its just a will thing and everything about will is inherently byler to me#but it's not actually byler. and this is bylerween#stranger things#byler#my writing#wip wednesday#miwip wednesday#bylerween2023
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anyways i'm at 17k which is already 5k more than what the Beta Version for **** ** *** had, and am almost caught up to where the beta version started, so it's proooobably going to end up at like. 40? which is still a fucking lot but it's less than ghostlight so i'm counting my blessings
#chatter#writing talk#now that's a rough estimate#and i am hoping i can cannibalize at least SOME of the writing from beta **** ** ***.#however this also isn't counting the funny sif pov one-shot i want to do so. you know#get out of loop's head for once to see how the OTHER mentally ill freak is doing during a time of extreme stress#also i did change up the plot some LMFAO. so.#please pray for me . dear god.#120k words of isat fic -i do the sign of the cross-#no fucking idea how long ******** **** will be
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Jaiden broke into Cellbit's Fear room while he slept. Now, she makes a guest appearance in all of his favourite nightmares.
NOTE: this is gorier than all of my other fics, thus the immediate read-more instead of the typical blurb. I watched a bad horror movie and got so offended I went out of my way to write horror on purpose. Cannibalism and blood and gore and mildly ooc Dream Jaiden my beloveds
There’s blood in Cellbit’s mouth.
There’s muscle, too. Fat and nerves and viscera. Somewhere, there’s a knife- he made the first cuts with that, used it to peel away the sweat-soaked skin and get to the hot meat underneath- and he could use it now to carve away more of the corpse, but he can’t bring himself to look for it, preferring to rip away at the gaping hole in the body’s side with his hands and broken nails. He’s so hungry. He was so hungry. He can’t remember why. He remembers his empty stomach, the way it precluded the cannibalism with the desperate feeling of its own self-consumption. Then, the knife. Then, the body. Then, the warmth.
He digs his nails in and pulls, hands so slick with blood that every morsel should be slipping through his fingers, but the knife tore so much of the meat that it is - was - child’s play to come away with another handful. The texture is like poorly-ground pork, and the taste is so metallic- but of course it is. He hadn’t learned how to drain and cook it, yet. Hadn’t known it was an option. Every gory mouthful is seasoned with blood, and he licks it from his hands, then scrapes under his fingernails with his teeth just to consume that little bit more. He’s so hungry. It’s so warm. The body is still hot beneath him, fresh and practically steaming in the cold evening air. He feels drunk on it.
Is this how it went…? No, he doesn’t think so. The first time was desperation. He didn’t mind the taste, but he hadn’t loved it, either. It didn’t matter. It was food, and food to a starving boy is like ambrosia to the gods. But now- now he revels in the metallic taste. The chewiness. The satisfaction of a predator sinking teeth-first into the bowels of its prey.
There’s something not-quite-right here. Something foggy. Who is he eating? There is blood in his beard, across his cheeks, sticking his hair in messy strands to his face. This is his first meal, but he was a boy, then- here, now, he is a man. He is starving. He plunges his hands back into the corpse and swallows down mouthful after mouthful of raw flesh and never feels full.
Another pair of hands join him. Or- one hand, which picks delicately at a loose piece of skin. He stills to watch it, heart suddenly hammering in his chest. The details are stark, suddenly. The corpse’s side torn open like by an animal -had his knife done that?- and the blood shines in the moonlight -is it night?- and the pale hand dips the skin into the rest of the gore, carefully scooping up some of the messiest meat onto it like a strange appetizer at a fancy dinner. Cellbit doesn’t breathe. His eyes are pinned to the hand as it lifts, raising the little treat up to the waiting, smiling face of Jaiden. She pops the skin in her mouth, chews thoughtfully, and swallows decisively. He feels cold.
“Not bad,” she says, and reaches down for more.
Cellbit turns away and vomits.
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He’s speaking to Pac. He has him pressed up against the wall, knife to his throat, and he’s growling in his ear. There’s sweat sticking his hair to the back of his neck, and he can feel Pac’s heart beating rabbit-quick even through the layers of clothes between them. He laughs, low, and keeps laughing when Pac whimpers out- something. Something he’s happy to hear. He licks his own teeth and tastes blood.
He trails the knife upwards, slow, to scrape against Pac’s pulse point. It leaves a thin white line of marked skin, and he’s smiling. Pac’s eyes are blown wide and he stammers something out and in return the knife is pressed down, gently, until Pac shuts up.
“Woah.”
Cellbit’s heart jumps into his throat. He turns his head, just enough, to see Jaiden. She looks strange in prison clothes, but she doesn’t seem to mind them. She holds her hands up when Cellbit meets her gaze.
“Hey, I’m not judging,” she says. “You do you. I’ll just…uh. Go this way. Really quickly,” she adds, like an afterthought, and turns to stride purposefully down the corridor. Her footsteps don’t make any noise.
Pac is still trembling beneath Cellbit’s hands. He looks back to him- but it’s not Pac, except it is, but he can’t see all of him at once- there are details missing until Cellbit thinks to focus on them. No hair across Pac’s face until there is, and Pac is wearing the hoodie instead of his prison uniform, and he says something that Cellbit doesn’t hear and he doesn’t seem to notice Jaiden at all.
“What?” Cellbit croaks out. He pulls away from Pac in confusion, already turning to follow her. “Jaid-”
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He’s shaking. There’s blood on his hands, and he’s shaking. His eyes are closed and he tries to close them harder. There is no blood in his mouth. This is progress. He has to believe this is progress. He has to believe that he wants progress. His room is dark and his bed is hard and he can’t stop shaking.
She’s there, then, curled up the way he is; she’s his mirror, wrapped around herself overtop of the covers. When he opens his eyes she doesn’t move, gazing at him peacefully. “How many?” she asks. There’s a strange quality to her voice, and he struggles to parse it.
“What?” he croaks. His voice his hoarse from crying.
“How many therapists did you go through?”
He chokes on a sob, and doesn’t answer.
She hasn’t pulled away, but she’s further from him, and he reaches for her but can’t bring himself to touch her. There is still blood on his hands. She doesn’t recoil; she watches him curiously, smiling faintly. There is something wrong. “Wow, dude. You’re really fucked up, aren’t you?”
“I’m a monster.”
He blinks and Jaiden is sitting up, suddenly, legs crossed. She blinks a few times before she furrows her brows at him, squinting at where he’s still curled up on the horrible bed. “And I’m a bird,” she offers, uncertain but trying to help.
Cellbit’s tears break down into laughter. He laughs, and laughs, and she joins him.
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The plan goes bad. The plan goes bad fast.
The hallway is cold, damp and wet- moldy, and covered in rotting vines. It’s dark. He can’t see. He doesn’t know how he got here, but he knows what happens next.
Like in slow motion, he turns. The bear is there, grinning. The chainsaw is there, whirring. He’s there, too, and he’s already screaming before the saw meets his flesh.
Slow motion. Why is it so slow? He watches his own blood fly through the air, splattering across the walls, the bear, himself. It’s not just blood, though, he knows this. It’s meat. Chunks of his own muscle wet his face and coat his hands. He’s frozen, stuck in place. He can’t feel the pain but he’s so acutely aware of it- and then the whirring stops.
Now is his cue to run.
He takes it, gasping for air as he rips himself off of the saw (and there is more gore, more blood, more scraps of him left to smear across the floor). He almost slips in the blood as he turns, but just barely recovers and instead manages to fall into his sprint. .
Fuck. He can’t run fast enough. Slow motion. He’s moving in slow motion, but the bear isn’t, and the chainsaw starts to whirr again behind him. Where can he run? Forwards. Nowhere to hide, but there is a trail of blood left behind him so he can’t hide anyway.
His limbs are heavy, weighed down by terror. His heart is in his ears. Then there are spikes in the floor, and there is blood on the spikes, and there is a woman bleeding.
Before, he tried to jump over the pit. Now, Cellbit stands in front of it and stares, caught like a deer in headlights.
“Cellbit!” Jaiden cheers, happy to see him. She’s embedded deep into the spike pit, impaled in every limb. There are no less than four spikes driven entirely through her torso, and one that has torn away her ear. Her wings are spread out beneath her, and they bleed. She’s pinned like a bug in a glass case, leaking red onto the floor below her. Cellbit tastes metal in his mouth. “This is so cool. I’ve always wanted to star in a horror movie.”
“This isn’t- this isn’t a movie,” he pants, the english thick on his tongue. He’s so confused. He’s so scared. Where are they? Why is she here? She wasn’t here before, before it was just him and-
“Cucurucho!” Jaiden cheers, with the same joy she’d called Cellbit’s name. His blood runs cold. Jaiden keeps talking. “Long time no see, buddy! I like your chainsaw. And all the red is nice, it’s good to see you trying out a new style. Do you like it?”
“Ha ha ha,” Cucurucho says, too close, behind him. Cellbit doesn’t turn. Is he hyperventilating? He keeps his eyes pinned on Jaiden. She is still smiling, and bleeding, and she leans her head happily against the spike that took her ear.
“Jaiden-” Cellbit chokes out. There is a hand on his back. Soft and round. More of a paw than a hand, really. It pats him, once, in a gesture that in any other situation could have been taken as comforting. Here, he knows, it is mocking.
“Yeah?” Jaiden says.
Cellbit doesn’t get the chance to answer. The paw pushes him, and he falls, and in the blink of an eye he’s impaled. One through his stomach, two through his chest, one scraping his neck and one for each arm and two in his left leg and he is screaming, he is crying, he is dying.
Below him, Jaiden’s blue feathers are stained bright red. She’s talking to Cucurucho, but he can’t hear the words.
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Roier is dead on the ground. His side is open, sliced cleanly with a knife. Cellbit sits quietly next to him, hands bloodied. Jaiden sits on his other side, holding Roier’s heart in her hands.
“I don’t think you would, for the record,” she says, quietly. She holds Roier’s heart up to his mouth, almost reverent, and he almost drowns on the gush of blood when he bites.
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There is a worm burning in a fire. There is more burning, too, but he watches the thing he has killed the most closely. He wishes it died. He wishes he had more worms. He wishes he could kill it again.
“Is it always like this?” she asks. Again, her posture mirrors his. Her legs are pulled up to her chest, arms wrapped around her knees as she watches the fire.
“No,” he answers numbly. “Sometimes Richarlyson is here. I’m surprised that Bagi isn’t.”
She sucks air in through her teeth, and then there’s the weight of her hand on his arm. They sit like that for a minute, watching the fire. Roberto is almost nothing but ash, now.
Jaiden asks, “If it came down to it- you, Roier, or Cucurucho, who do you think I would choose?”
He puts his chin on his knees and holds himself tighter. “I don’t know.”
“...I don’t think real-me knows that answer, either,” Jaiden admits to him. “But I think you know she loves you… And I think you should wake up now, too. I’m gone.”
He turns to look at her, mouth opening on a question, but she’s gone. The room is gone. It’s dark, and then it’s just- it’s just his Fear room. He’s laying on the ground, curled up in a tight little ball, arms over his head, and his mouth tastes like dust. His joints pop as he uncurls and pushes himself up, the weight of sleep still resting heavy on his bones.
There’s a single blue feather on the ground in front of him. Jaiden is nowhere to be seen.
Cellbit sits there for a long, long moment. Then, he stands up, leaves the Fear room, and goes to find his husband.
He hopes Roier slept better than he did.
#qsmp#qsmp fic#qsmp jaiden animations#qsmp cellbit#blood#gore#cannibalism#some chainsaw Trauma#all that good shit#if I'm missing a tw lemme know but I thinkkk that's all#it's been years since i've written horror On Purpose#which. if you've read some of my other fics. may be a surprise to you#so i have no idea the actual Uh Oh level. so there's your warning uhh#i like it tho feels v spooky month#shape words
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Summary: Roz may have said no, but they've found themself changed irreversibly anyway. And as it turns out, all of their friends looking at them like they were a monster wasn't the half of it. They're starving, but admitting it might ruin everything. (3,021 words)
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*note that this fic does discuss feeling physically hungry and put off by normal food in extreme detail. perhaps skip this one if you're sensitive to that sort of imagery. also there's like… brain eating. in detail. so skip this one if you're sensitive to that, too. i think the imagery is all very Canon-Typical, but i'm covering my bases.
and if none of that puts you off.... dig in. preferably with both bare hands.
#what if i wrote a fic about cannibalism that was really about being touchstarved. what then.#and what if it was actually some of my best work re: imagery and descriptive language. what then.#my writing#bg3#bg3 fic#oc: roz
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some of you will have to get very comfortable with cannibalism very quickly. anyway! i’ve got art for y’all :) i have warned you. do not yell at me for not warning you.
for those of you wondering abt certain details; this artwork is very much inspired by Anna_Hopkins and their fic two sides, same coin (A Dark Livestream bonus scene) go check it, the Dark Livestream Universe and all of their fics out if you’re into gratuitously decadent tomarry(mort) fics (as one of my friends would describe them).
Though one must note this artwork does not follow the scene fully nor is it actually the scene at all, as i find myself plagued with second-hand embarrassment even just looking at the summary and didn’t reread it for accuracy. A lot of the artistic choices were actually made in discussion of hypotheticals with the author lol
It’s funny, i’m completely fine with the cannibalism. But ordering blindly because of your hero worship? I could never.
#randomartmaker art#digital art#my art#cannibalism#light gore#gore#i don’t if this classifies as light gore but i’m putting it down anyway because i’m weird like that + it’s not nearly as bad as it could be#i did put on the chromatic aberration filter a bit stronger to make sure it blurred it a bit lol#take your guesses on whomst this poor human is! he is in fact a named character#go join the discord /hj#oh god some people are learning many things about me today probably#tomarry#harrymort#fic rec#dark harry potter#love y’all i hope you unfollow me if you’re a whiny bitch abt who i ship
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that moment when youre not quite sure if youre going to need to tag a fic with cannibalism or not
#if i had a nickel for every fic ive written where there is some kind of cannibalism id have two nickels#in this latest one its only an arm. but its still an arm
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Take the Seconds of this Life and Pull Them Through Your Palms
The Ao3 version of this fic can be found here.
She’d taken the knife from the blood-soaked floor and kissed him with it.
He screamed and struggled, but made no attempt to harm her, and then he stopped as he saw her eyes. Eyes as blue and green and gray and all the other colors of the ocean that swallowed men whole with little regard to their flimsy, mortal lives, eyes that hungered for his death, eyes that burned.
He saw into the depths of her eyes, his beloved, and let her have it.
She peeled back layers of his skin and broke his ribcage apart, his body bearing his still-beating heart to her like Hades had once held out the pomegranate to his lover.
This Persephone took the fruit and swallowed it in quivering, laughing bites, staining her fingers and mouth and teeth.
This Angel of Death (both she who had already suffered its yoke and she who brought it with her) swallowed what was left of her humanity, as rotten and twisted as it was, and looked up, meeting her nephew’s gaze in the pool of water that was the looking glass to the Fey.
She smiled.
#fanfic#fan fic#fanfiction#fan fiction#ao3 fanfic#crossposted on ao3#malcabel#otp: the guardian and the queen of air and darkness#violetthornsshipping#malcolm fade x annabel blackthorn#malcolm fade#annabel blackthorn#tw: murder#tw: suicidality#tw: cannibalism#tw: canon typical violence#unhealthy relationships#tragic romance#some of this is nonsensical#I just thought it would be cool#please pay no attention to it
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me writing 50 pages of gory horror fic with no smut in it, knowing me and maybe 7 other people will read it in its entirety
#text#...yeah i'm gonna go ahead and post the cannibal fic. said i would so i might as well#with this amount of words no smut is definitely gonna be a dealbreaker for some folks so let me just announce it now#but i'm extremely burnt out on writing smut and sick of feeling obligated to include it in everything just for more notes lmaoo#y'all gon get this fade to black and i'll get to keep (some of) my sanity
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I’m not an AU writer, but I’m genuinely so tempted to write a fucking Cakeverse fic
My only issue is I CANNOT take calling someone “a fork” or “a cake” seriously— I tried going to like- the English pronunciation of the original Korean words but the Korean words are just loan-words from English lol, and the Latin translation isn’t much better tbh
Like maybe I could just avoid saying the exact words? A lot of “one of them”, but having words I could write and take seriously would be nice to fall back on lol
#halp#I just wanna write about Barry feeling the overwhelming urge to DEVOUR Rafe#and cakeverse isn’t big enough to be in many fandoms outside of Asia (both in the sense of English-speaking fans writing about Asian media +#+ and Asian non-English speaking fans writing about any media)#which means I can’t really read many cakeverse fics for inspo lol#I just wanna be able to write about borderline cannibalism and the overwhelming need to devour and consume without actual like… death#ya know? wanna be able to write this man ensuring in his cannibalistic urges without actually killing his baby#maybe I’ll just straight up change the names of the ‘classes’ or ‘ranks’ or ‘breeds’ or whatever they are#like devourer and desert or consumer and cake#some shit#idk#heeelllpppp#🪲#cakeverse#trailerclub#fanfic tropes#tropes#writing trope#fanfic writer#fanfic writers#fanfic writing#fanfic problems#fanfic authors#fanfiction problems#fanfiction writer#fanfiction writing#writing fanfic#writing fanfiction#fic writer#fic writers
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