#i can't remember my tags rip

[southernreaches]

i need help with vet bills (again).

hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.

this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.

jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.

she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.

here's a link to my paypal.me

the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon

i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.

please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.

thank you for reading.

[theplantbish]

I keep refreshing the OF page to see if the number of posts has changed because what is soon?? 😭😭😭 Pls give us a date I'm losing my mind

[leondaltons]

Meet ROTTEN GRACE [Playlist] | @infamous-if

Mia Lennox [x] | Rowan Hart | Iris de Luca | Devyn Powell | August Pierce | Orion Quinn

Only Mia belongs to me, the rest of the characters belong to @infamous-if​

Credits: x | x | x

[sentfromwolves]

✦ A NANOWRIMO (RE) INTRO ; HIS BODY A BROKEN LAW—

"Listen," Nemesis said, gripping the steering wheel with a white-knuckled fist. "I have twenty-nine days left to live, and all I've got left is my dumb dog, the demon possessing my car, and an idea that's probably gonna get me killed long before this curse finally gets its chance. If I have to go out, I'm gonna go out doing something stupid, something desperate, something that might just save my life, right until the very end."

Iiiiiiit's almost time for NaNoWriMo!!!! 🎃🪄I'm 60k into the first draft of HBABL and I'm excited to finish it this month. I'm estimating I have around 50k left, so we're going to charge through to the end! I'm hoping to find some new friends to sprint and celebrate the season with, so if you're looking for a nano buddy, please feel free to hit me up. 💝

HBABL (affectionately and ridiculously called carfucker by the people who know me and this ridiculous wip best) is an unapologetically queer urban fantasy standalone. You can find the proper WIP Intro for it here! I'm looking forward to sharing more snippets and graphics throughout the month as I get closer and closer to the finish line. >:) If ya'll do any nanowrimo project posts, feel free to tag me in them! Let's cheer each other on!

HBABL taglist: @pinespittinink @fearofahumanplanet @afoolandathief @kaiusvnoir @andromedatalksaboutstuff @marrowwife @blind-the-winds @cream-and-tea @bebewrites @audrenyahh @tananaphone @turnips-creates @runeseaks (please ask to be added or removed!)

[kanos]

-`. 𝐔𝐑𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄.

tagged by my beloved @thedeadthree thank you leg ily!!! <3

tagging: @pitchmoss @cryptcombat @samuelroukin @bethesdas @wizardskissing @mercymaker @perpetuagf @haarleps @eurodynamic @pheedraws @queennymeria @carrionsflower @carlosoliveiraa @primonizzutto @vvanessaives @leviiackrman @sunites @evilvvithin @laezels @red-nightskies @beemot @gortash @apocalypsekid @tekehu @florbelles and anyone else i may have missed i'm sorry!! also sorry if you've already done this!!

-`. 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒: write one song for every letter in your url, and then tag as many people as there are letters in your url.

♥ ― T: Through and Through -`. The Bridge City Sinners

♥ ― I: In My Side -`. Vision Video

♥ ― M: MAGO -`. GFRIEND

♥ ― D: Dangerous -`. Depeche Mode

♥ ― O: Out of Time -`. The Weeknd

♥ ― W: Worms -`. Viagra Boys

♥ ― N: No Limit -`. Crazy & The Brains

♥ ― I: I, Carrion (Icarian) -`. Hozier

♥ ― E: Emerald Star -`. Lord Huron

and just incase you want more music bc i have a big variety i'm also adding my old url below <3

♥ ― J: Just Like Heaven -`. The Cure

♥ ― A: Aura -`. Cuco

♥ ― C: Cadillac Car -`. Playboy Manbaby

♥ ― O: Oh my god -`. (G)I-DLE

♥ ― B: Blue -`. Jackson Wang

♥ ― S: Swing -`. White Lies

♥ ― E: Effigy (I'm Not An) -`. Ministry

♥ ― E: Empty Thoughts (Emptier Thoughts) -`. Austin and the Powers

♥ ― D: DADDY ! DADDY ! DO ! -`. Masayuki Suzuki

[qcomicsy]

Richard Siken, Crush / Cable & Deadpool / Cable & Deadpool / Cry for Judas - The Mountain Goats / Why Didn’t You Stop Me? - Mitski / Cable Issue #3 / Mourning Grace, Maya Angelou.

[cosmereplay]

Happy Fanfic Friday!

This week's theme is new authors--all the fics listed today are from people who are writing for the first time. We've had a few new authors in the Stormlight tag recently, and they inspired me to give new authors a shout out. It takes courage to post a fic for the first time!

When you read, please leave a kudos and a comment if you can. It means a world of encouragement to a brand new author!

New authors--Gen and Teen

Fallen by Realxar Rated General, 420 words, Kaladin & Moash, post-WoR. Moash returns to Bridge Four, and Kaladin questions him.

Hypnotic, takin over me by Hazekiller16 Rated General, 350 words, Venli/Leshwi, post-OB. Venli is in love with Leshwi and very afraid of that fact.

Carapace by Ceaseless_Writer Rated Teen, 6500 words, Shallan/Adolin, post-RoW, transfem!Adolin. Adolin feels weird after some magical healing. This leads to questions about why, then questions about gender.

So Close, but You're Miles Away by WistfulWhimsy Rated Teen, 1000 words, Adolin & Renarin, OB spoilers. Young Adolin comforts his little brother Renarin. Whimsy's first Stormlight fic!

Well, Storms by DenkiStormblessed Rated Teen, 9000 words, Adolin/Kaladin, high school AU. Adolin and Kaladin's class goes on a wakeboarding trip.

New authors--Mature and Explicit below the cut

A Windrunner’s Unexpected Duty by Dewy_Peach Rated Explicit for sex, 8000 words, Elhokar/Skar, OB spoilers. Elhokar has a thing going with most of Bridge Four, and Skar gets in on the action. Peach's first smut fic!

Heaven and Hell: The Journal of Navani Kholin by ibeeHu Rated Explicit for violence and sex scenes, 105,000 words so far, Navani/Gavilar, Navani/Dalinar. An expansive, creative, and ambitious imagining of the conquest era up to Rhythm of War, focusing on Navani's experiences with Gavilar and Dalinar. Mature and Explicit chapters are warned for and can be skipped. ibeeHu's first longfic, and possibly their first fic ever.

Release by LunaEarnshaw Rated Explicit for hate sex, 2000 words, Dalinar/Sadeas, post-WoK. Heed the tags. Dalinar needs to work out some anger, and he takes it out on his "old friend". Luna's first smut!

[kodirox]

reina you dumb bitch

[sleepy-crypt1d]

cannibalism as the greatest form of love we all know about yes yes of course, complete and utter devotion leading to the brutal consumption of the other BUT cannibalism as the most complete form of hatred i also love

being so overtaken by such a deep burning disgust and utter abhorrence that you succumb to 'i am the only one who can kill you and i am going to do it with my teeth. I am going to feel you die in my jaws and anyone who tries to bring you back, anyone who tries to kill you before i do, will have to rip you out of my guts to do it'

[coolspacequips]

Have been mostly on Twitter the last couple days bc that's where I can see the most Kaveh birthday art LMAO but I've been coming over here and collecting what I can find on my likes, I'm gonna queue up a bunch of bday art of my princess so don't say I didn't warn ya

[vocaloidgender]

In the politest way possible MOGAI bloggers stop deactivating... Please... Begging you on my hands and knees...

Bonus: Thank you MOGAI flag archivers. You are the bravest please never deactivate.

[synonymroll648]

my dude you are like. the god of gender. you scream some song lyrics and it confirms your gender. i live in awe of you. save some gender realizations for the rest of us please.

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO we envy each other's gender-related powers <3

you are the guide that's like 'idk what's up w/ my gender really but i've done enough experimenting that i might be able to help you figure shit out' and then you give us a tour of Transmasc Territory within Transgenderism 'Topia (u is dead for the sake of alliteration) and we're like whoaaaaa ok and then i'm the final boss that gives you an 'official' gender certificate for doing some bonkers thing that shouldn't affirm your gender but does for some reason. you list the side quests and i give an award for picking the 'correct' one at random. or something cooler idk

[pinkyjulien]

AYOOO FUCKING METRO SYSTEM AYO??????????

[fisshontoast]

ID: a digital watercolour drawing of luz from the owl house. She is sat hugging her knees, face obscured except for her eyes, which are bright white. She's wearing eda's jacket, green trousers, brown shoes and an orange beanie. At her side is a baseball bat. Surrounding her are bright turquoise glowing eyes of various sizes, all looking directly at her. The eyes are drawn with scribblu lines. The background of the drawing is a very abstract interpretation of a forest /end ID

Obligatory edgy luz art before s3 😌😌 (I KNOW its late I know. I had to wait for post limit to reset abdifnfjnfnf)

(please reblog my art + also this doesn't need spoiler tagging unless ur tagging the promo art too bc this was drawn before s3 came out, just posted late)

[valiant-portabella-pirkko]

now that the weapons beta is over, here's just a few more fancy shots of temp characters left over from the event.

Pact Admiral Trin (Human Daredevil) Eimear the Sharp (Sylvari Mirage) Protector Glonn (Asura Willbender)

and under the cut, all the betas on the character select screen:

[blizzardfluffykpop]

As a Kpop fan now, if you've been here since at least 2021/2022ish~ you've outlived 2 apps. V Live and Universe, congrats, you don't get anything, but you can say you've outlived them.