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Fellas is it gay to let a man walk into the matrix and then nestle him into your bosom?
#optimus prime#transformers#i can't i am screaming#like is he gone is he?!?!?!#its gay btw#wednesday spoilers#skybound#skybound spoilers
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No one ever tells Obi-Wan that he is his Master's padawan.
Of course, for most people who had known Qui-Gon Jinn, telling someone else they resembled the the man would in fact be a thinly veiled insult. But still, Obi-Wan feels the absence of comparisons almost as strongly as he feels the absence of his Master.
There is no one for Obi-Wan to push against now, no strong presence at his side, ready to grab him by scruff and pull him back from another reckless stunt. It's an odd feeling. He has been set loose against his wishes. There is no one to his left and Anakin at his heels, but Anakin had needed, still needs, a strong, gentle figure for his prickly but sensitive heart. For even their worst bickering could not hold a candle to the scathing remarks he and Qui-Gon had shot at each other and Obi-Wan knows he cannot push and needle Anakin in the same way.
When Qui-Gon had been alive they had been an amusing, mirrored pair, the maverick and his rule-following padawan. Opposites clashing against each other, yet working together to complete the most difficult missions. Few saw that Qui-Gon's impertinence had indeed rubbed off on his padawan, cultivated from that small, angry initiate, because the only way to rebel against the rule-breaker had been to parrot the Council fastidiously. No one would ever get to see that again. Obi-Wan is one half of a mirrored pair trying to complete a routine on his own. What once was an impish, teasing compliance is now a betrayal of all his Master's values.
"How could Qui-Gon raise such a model Jedi?" He hears them say, "It's admirable that Master Kenobi was appointed to the Council despite his Master's maverick ways."
Padawan Kenobi would have yelled and kicked and screamed. Master Kenobi is serene. It should feel like an achievement. It feels like a disappointment.
Sometimes, Obi-Wan looks at the shape of the man he has moulded himself into, and aches to be his Master's padawan.
#I am so totally normal about them. (screaming crying throwing up)#anyway yeah obi wan has daddy issues but in a very specific way that's less i want a father figure and more i require an animal handler#hence why obi wan likes both alpha 17 and cody finally someone to tell him he's being an idiot and be bitchy with him he's missed this#giving the guilt boy MORE guilt complexes over honoring his masters legacy#but god really imagine you spend a decade making yourself the opposite of your master in a funny back and forth you both indulge in but the#BUT THEN!! he fucking dies and you're left alone occupying a dynamic carved for 2 people and everyone tells you they can't see any of your#dead master within you as if it's a joke. as if that's funny. as if that's a good thing. and people say he would be proud but would he?#would he be proud when everyone always tells you that you are the opposite of him? that you are everything he was not?#obi wan kenobi#qui gon jinn#qui gon and obi wan#disaster lineage#star wars
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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge
Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)
#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people#but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my#ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I#love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so#mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to#understand how to make it all work together and then#....#Jesus fuck#sans au#utmv#undertale au#horrortale#horror sans#UwU#anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j#I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do
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"People died" and it's just their pinkies touching
(That's right I died)
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hinata shouyou#kagehina#kageyama tobio#can't tell you how much i screamed when this happened#even my BROTHER who's not a kagehinist replayed this fucking thing#“look at their little fingers” AHSKKAJSBKA I AM LOOKING
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When you read PJO when you were 13 and now you're almost 20 and new books are still dropping
I love it.
#percy jackson#wrath of the triple goddess#percy jackson fandom#annabeth chase#percy jackson and the olympians#uncle rick#riordanverse#new books#new release#sequel#walker scobell#aryan simhadri#leah sava jeffries#thalia grace#solangelo#percabeth#heroes of olympus#trials of apollo#screaming#i can't believe we're getting a new book#is this actually happening#kdjsjshshsbsnbdnab#lets freaking gooooooo#i am so happy right now#emotional#tyson pjo#books
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Lestat, struggling to ask Louis about September 8th.
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE S02E08 - “AND THAT’S THE END OF IT. THERE’S NOTHING ELSE”
#Interview with the Vampire#IWTV#iwtvedit#iwtvsource#Lestat de Lioncourt#tvedit#tvgifs#filmtvcentral#filmtvdaily#filmtvedit#cinemapix#mine*#mygifs#iwtvmine#IWTV 2#you really don't know. you just can't even begin to imagine how feral this makes me feel. because he could have asked ANYTHING#it's been DECADES since that night and he could have asked anything else. but no. he had to ask if he had hurt himself#he hadn't known PEACE since the moment Armand called him. and yet... the moment he CAN ask Louis about it? HE STILL STRUGGLES#the way he avoids his eyes. that bit right there. AHHHHHHHHHH. I want to scream!#also. I wish I could say I can officially move on from giffing this scene but I'm not sure. it's just so great to color#(it's always been the same coloring but it still amazes me how happy I am with it hahahaha)
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Split me in half??? Yeah, let's go with that.
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#THIS WIG WAS £6 IN THE LUSH WIGS CLEARANCE SALE I AM SCREAMING ABT IT!! ITS ADORABLE!!#You can't see it in these v well but it's a green/black split wig. Trying to style it vintage-esque#satans knitwear#I feel like I haven't put makeup on properly in a little while. For me. This feels better already! Such fun#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#bi girl#cheeky#uk girl#wlw#my gif to you#Strappy lingerie#Lingerie reveal
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I've heard from a source at the major con this weekend that NIGHTOW HIMSELF put funding into Stampede, saying something along the lines of he wanted to do more with the story that he couldn't before?! HELP?!?!?!?!
STAMPEDE IS SUCH A LOVE LETTER TO TRIGUN, I'M GOING TO LOSE MY MIND
#Trigun#Tristamp#Trigun Stampede#This is second-hand from a conversation at the con#I can't give you the source#So I get if you can't believe me because this is the internet#BUT I AM CRYING AND SCREAMING OVER HERE AND HAD TO SHARE
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LIGHTBRINGER GORTASH
Commissioned by me from Anniechromes
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#enver gortash#lord enver gortash#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate fanart#baldur's gate#anniechromes#I AM GOING TO BE SOOOOOO ANNOYING ABOUT THIS FOR THE NEXT. EVER. GOD. FUCK. LOOK AT MY NASTY LITTLE MANSPLAIN MANIPULATE MALEWIFE BABYGIRL#tumblr pls don't nerf this one i love you pls be kind#the scream i scrumpt when i saw this. first orin now gort. can't wait to commish sad dad ketheric next
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I need more scenes of them just dancing please and thank you
#more MORE I SAY#they are so gghHHG H GG#YA KNO???#im so normal about them I swear#so so so normal#i bought the new figures and now they sit on my desk holding hands teehee#i can't wait for the next chapter as well seriously OMG#screaming crying rolling around on the floor#i need people to chat to about STL i am going crazy#i am FESTERING the parasites in my brain can't cope#somebody pls yell at me about STL im dying over here#skip and loafer#skip to loafer#mitsumi iwakura#shima sousuke#shima x mitsumi
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no no don't talk to me. you're telling me that Blitz and Stolas both have pictures with the other of themselves smiling while the other doesn't? and those are the ones they each keep? you're telling me there is a tangible representation of their different perspectives of their relationship???
Stolas' pictures including a conscious Blitz looking away from the camera and Stolas. Blitz's picture including an unconscious Stolas cuddled up next to him. Because Stolas believes them on equal footing/the same page about what their dynamic is with Blitz just hating every minute of it and Stolas. Because Blitz believes they're on different levels entirely and that the only way he can be content is when the rest of the world (and Stolas specifically) live on without him.
Because Stolas and Blitz are both terrified of being/dying alone, but while Stolas would sacrifice his love for Blitz, Blitz doesn't believe his own love is worth anything to begin with.
#i'm fine#just screaming because LOOK AT BLITZ'S EYES IN HIS PICTURE#he truly treasures that moment#also the fact that we just see one while Stolas has at least three#because Blitz would only take them when he's sure Stolas won't know#Blitz only allowing himself to love Stolas in his mind. his most private and secure thoughts#Stolas being so terrified he's not enough that he overcompensates and love bombs#oh boi here we go mutuals. I'm making posts about this fandom. it's an obsession now#good luck. I am going to be feral about this#helluva boss#hellaverse#blitzo#I can't to the cross-out o on my computer :(#helluva boss blitz#stolas goetia#hold on is stella a goetia#are there non-goetia owls demons?#did they really keep it in the family arranged-marriage this?#anyway#stolitz#blitzo x stolas#stolas x blitz#helluva boss spoilers#kinda???#wait does blitz have a last name
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a burning hill // mitski
#mitski#a burning hill#vent art#i am in pain#crying screaming shitting throwing up#self sabotage#i can't affort therapy so i just make comics about how i feel#screms#aaaaaa#mini comic#my mental state is shit#i posted this on instagram and twitter
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fear as a counterweight
#motorcity#Chuck (motorcity)#He Scream At Own Car#Drawing Is Hard#as far as I recall it is literally never said ''oh also the boosters make you angry/aggressive'. they just make you not scared#the implication that if you take away Chuck's fear he's like ''I'm going to start a barfight and then punch an army in the face''#is delightful to me. there's a berserker SOMEWHERE in this dude it's just insulated by like ten layers of anxiety disorder.#like my dude has a plasma slingshot....... he did not pull it lol.#just threw himself into a whole squad of kaneco troopers like CLEAR EYES BARE KNUCKLES BOILING RAGE CAN'T LOSE#I am showing you a slideshow. Featuring his face as he's screaming at Mike during his race against the Duke.#anyway get this dude a membership in a boxing gym or a rage room or something. chuckles please
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A lot of cis people may not want to hear this, but here goes:
You are going to have more in common with trans people who have a similar gender identity to you than you think. Trans people are reliable narrators of their own experiences, and whether you like it or not, we will have similar or even identical experiences to yours. Cis people don't have a monopoly over their gender or the experiences people have as a result of their gender.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#ally advice#like in my experience i have had way more in common with cis men than cis women#and of course it is always more complicated than what a tumblr post can provide. but by and large i have noticed this trend#cis people like to pretend that trans people are a seperate species to them when that can't be further from the truth#cis people don't like to think that their bodies/experiences/lives could be in any way shape or form similar to a trans person's#but they're wrong in that case. there are so many of us with baried experiences. because we are PEOPLE#i feel like i am screaming my personhood into the void sometimes so i hope maybe this reaches somebody#as horrifying as it is (/s) i am as much a person as i am a man#and as horrifying as it is (/s) other trans people are as much their genders as they are PEOPLE#enjoy me posting my stream of consciousness then going back to play skyrim and fo:nv until i pass out or whatever i feel like lol<3
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Behold AM
[close ups~]
His wings are short in the back because they were clipped. He can't fly and he took it out on everyone else.
#he came to me in a dream#angel AM#computer angel#am#evil computer#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#am ihnmaims#cogito ergo sum#angel#his wings are short in the back bc they were clipped#he can't fly so he made it everyone else's problem
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Sergio Checo Pérez - United in Grief
#I was gonna make this fancier but I'm pooped#I love this album sm#and am a huge kendrick fan so#made sense making this#can't wait to scream vamos watching him win again#sergio perez#checo perez#sergio checo pérez#sp11#red bull f1#f1#formula one#f1edit#clover makes#fancam
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