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Lactation {Pt 1}{Kny Version}
Characters: Muzan Kibutsuji, Kokushibo and Douma.
Female pronouns used here
Some won't make sense
For these, I'm making the reader a demon. (I don't think demons are capable of lactation, but this is purely fiction so...)
Warning/s: 18+, Cockwarming (Only in Douma's part)
Muzan Kibutsuji (Fuck, he's hot here)-
It was rare for the demon king himself to show you affection, as he preferred to keep it behind closed doors.
But here you both were, sitting on his lap while he leaves small bites on your neck. Soft breaths escaped your lips as his fingers rubbed your sides. Muzan leaned in, taking in your scent, which was very different from most. Instead, your scent was pleasant and often calmed him down.
"Soft..." He mumbled, squeezing your sides gently. You didn't say a word or move a muscle. You just sat there, letting him go down to your chest. He rips your top off, circling his tongue around your erect bud. He started sucking it, tasting something sweet.
Without saying another word, his hands grip your hips tightly and he starts to suck your nipple harder.
Kokushibo-
Like his leader, he isn't the most affectionate one. Just like him, he preferred to keep his affectionate side behind closed doors.
You may be a demon, but it was a struggle to keep up with him, even when he's slamming into you at full speed. His hands gripped your hips roughly, leaving possible bruises.
"K-Kokushibo!" You groaned out, your hands gripping his arms as he pounded into your pussy. He didn't seem to hear you and continued thrusting into you. He pushed your legs further, his cock sinking deeper. Your eyes rolled back from the sudden change, letting his arms go and resting them on your chest. You accidentally squeezed your chest hard, some milk leaking out. Kokushibo stared at your leaking breasts, and leaned down to lick the milk.
"Fuck...." He muttered, flicking your nipple with his tongue.
Douma-
Out of all your fellow demons, Douma had to be the most touchy one. Just like with the other upper moons, he's always touching you. But unlike them, you were his favourite target.
Which might have led him to laying his head on your chest, slightly nuzzling it. He had pulled this off multiple times, but none of those times involved him shoving his cock inside you.
"So soft~" the upper moon cooed playfully in your ear, nibbling at your neck. You stared at him with worry, afraid someone will walk in. You tried to adjust yourself on his lap, but his cock went deeper, twitching against your walls. His hands found their way to your chest, groping them while tracing his thumbs over your buds. He pulled back when he felt it grow damp, slightly surprised to see darker patches right where your nipples are.
Lifting your top up, he sees milk leaking out. Douma stares at your nipples, and a smile appears on his face. He attached his lips to your leaking bud, sucking the milk out like there's no tomorrow.
#kimetsu no yaiba#kny muzan kibutsuji#kny kokushibo#kny douma#muzan x reader#kokushibo x reader#douma x reader#i can't get over it 😞#I'd let Kokushibo take me 😌#douma and muzan too#kny x reader
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writing fics to filipino love songs is such a guilty pleasure of mine
#I GET SO GIDDY OVER THEM I CAN'T HELP ITTTNDKSBQJA#i have 3 fics that revolce around opm love songs in my drafts#revolve** ahahshauaha#none of them are finished ofc but yk#no pasilyo isn't included I'm sorry 😞#but like i could totally imagine it with atsumu#or shinsou???#or kiri or kaminari???#i have to stop giving myself ideas I'm never going to finish any of these</3#🖇️frans; [ yaps !! ]
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a once in a lifetime miracle: oc art!! this is Shiva.
doodles from a month or so, but i cant really draw properly right now. but i wanted to do something meanwhile so i colored these :33
#oc art#i would explain a bit about Shiva but i think its way funnier if leave these images here without any context#it is up for you to guess what this thing is meant to be and what it's thinking#anyway about my drawing predictment this month#IT IS ART FIGHT MONTH and IM JEALOUS!! IM JEALOUS!!! want to participate SO BAD but i can't so i had to make SOMETHING#even if it was coloring month old doodles because i cant reallt draw properly rigjt now😞#my body knows its art fight month and taunts me by making my hands hurt more than usual😭#and the flood is coming too and its like... you know what?? you can't draw now we say no#the uterus says no the hormones say no#so i cant really draw properly even outside of artfight right now BWUAHHH😭😭😭 please be patient#a bit sad because this is the second year i cant participate over this YET TO BE CLINICALLY DIAGNOSED PERSISTANT PAIN OF 2 YEARS#((glance at medical system i hate the medical system here its so bad might as well have lit money on fire by this point😭))#BUT ANYWAY I AM STILL FULL OF IDEAS THOUGH#SO ONCE THE FLOOD IS OVER I HAVE AN IDEA OF WHAT TO DO!!!!! i just cant get my brain to work properly right now WWW#so do not worry... you will all be fed... I'll survive the hand pain of july🩷... HOPEFULLY DUNNO HOW TO TURN IT DOWN A BIT#please pray for the daily body pains to be lowered to their usual level so i can use my hands again once the flood is over thank you😊
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Fuck hormones at this point god damnit —
#I'm bleeding the hell out of myself right now#I haven't been this sad since the fifties... 😞#literally just can't get get shit done#i'm so fucking done#GIVE ME A PURPOSE PLEASE#Any will do#except dead we don't wabt thw police over blink blink#idk if it's sessional depression or hormones at this point -
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I feel like every review of the Barry series finale that's like 'it was just meh...' is intentionally missing the point cause if they actually had to confront 'hey we as a country venerate service members to an insane degree when, just like normal people cause that's what they are, some of them are bad people. we will jump through hoops to absolve any wrongs these people commit. the police do get it massively wrong sometimes. justice is not always dished out. and we will make a butchered spectacle out of a tragedy for ticket sales.' they wouldn't get many clicks.....
#the way law enforcement overall were portrayed through the series alone I have not seen really talked abt anywhere#but GODDDDD like Janice was ~one of their own~ and they're all still so incompetent and stupid they can't even get her case right#like this show is screaming at you that this dude is PEAK delusional at the end#that's not what god wants for me#Sally tells him. to his face. if he wants to be absolved. he must take responsibility for what he's done.#but he doesn't. and he's absolved anyway. cause they twist his story to fit the#brave marine doing the best he can narrative#when really he killed his friend who was *also* a marine. he killed a lot of ppl. and never took responsibility.#and let's not even touch on how Noho Hank and Christobal are ENTIRELY written out of and forgotten#in the new narrative the movie makes. like those pesky queers further ruin this sterling service member triumphs over evil tale#I'm *obsessed* at this point idk. I've had all night to ponder cause I was up sick all night 😞#hbo barry#hbo barry spoilers
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TLDR; I'm depraved of Invincible fics and if you want something done do it yourself. But also no time and no focus to get said things done 😮💨 and go check out @solelifauna 's fics they're fucking amazing and I've chained myself to their "Definitely Not Invincible" series because the first fic had me unhinged immediately to see how things would play out. Nolan and Mark are fucked up and I love it 😭
So if I'm still into the series (I'm currently hopping fandoms because I'm trying to break my cycle of going back to the same one for the legit 16th time) then I'll probably have something by the end of the month because I'm currently taking an English class and the professor is very very specific and strict on how they grade so I'm hoping i can refresh my writing abilities and learn some new things that will help me with writing fics.
I'm doing my best to watch invincible because i really really REALLY want to write some angst and fear/horror shit (i have absolutely zero experience in both those areas) and I want to study the characters in depth to be able to accurately portray them without being too ooc.
So I might try for my next break to get one out, set a deadline for myself just to see what I can do. Its not lack of motivation to write its just my lack of focus and losing my ability to sit still and get things done and I seem to never have time to myself to just chill the f out.
But I'm foaming at the mouth for more fics and I wish for more platonic/romantic/fluff/crack stuff because I'm not really into smut like, I just can't see the appeal to it most times and it has no effect on me.
I don't even remember what triggered me into getting obsessed with the character because it was Omni-man first with how out of pocket he seems, but also he's a dilf. And then i just latched onto this series like a starved vampire and I don't think I'll last very long if i can't write out just ONE fic.
Also @solelifauna has a bunch of fics that I've been injecting into the veins on my brain, I'm foaming at the mouth for most of their series because they are so good at writing, I can feel the emotions and environments as if I'm actually there AND I LOVE BEING ABLE TO DISASSOCIATE INTO A GOOD STORY GO CHECK THEIR WORKS OUT!
Particularly their Definitely Not Invincible fics, I will die for those stories. That's another factor that has me wanting to get back into writing again. Its soooo good 😫 how could you not be inspired?
#spoof speaks#spoof disintegrates#spoof communicates?? 😱#spoof talks#I'm having a meltdown over Invincible and the lack of fics#I CRAVE THE WRITING#I CRAVE THE ANGST#I CRAVE BODY HORROR I THINK#👹👹#I'm going rabid#Invincible#Nolan Grayson#Mark Grayson#Omni-Man#shit i might even consider writing requests if i get real desperate to write#i need to be kept on a time schedule because i literally can't function if there is no deadline for anything 😞
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Just found out Mcshipping (Lloyd x MK) exists. I need more.
#I need to see these two going to therapy together#and like#bonding over their shared trauma#I'm glad my irl friends can't see what I post here#Bc how funny would it be if you saw one of your friends say that they ship two traumatized legos together#they don't get me😔😞😞#ninjago#vickzie yaps#mcshipping#lloyd x mk#lmk#lego monkie kid
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I've never seen a cough transcribed in this way, but I suppose it works??
#personal#something i will now think about when coughing#this is from the cask of amontillado by poe btw#i want to organise a little halloween contest at work where i quiz people on three scary short stories#and i'm looking for stories that are not too gruesome while still being a bit spooky#i also need them to be in the public domain/legally and easily accessible for free online#the two stories i decided on so far are the lottery by jackson and oh whistle and i'll come by m. r. james#(side note i really enjoyed the james story but i don't get why it's on so many best scary stories lists - it has a lot of goofy parts#and i can't get over the audacity of starting a story with a piece of dialogue followed by 'said a person not in the story')#(the whole thing feels so tongue in cheek/horror comedy-esque to me that the genuine fear it seems to elicit in people confuses me)#(side note side note i suddenly can't stop reading m. r. [em ar] james as mister james 😞)
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unfathomable emotions after showering
also.. i hit tag limit on this, so watch out for a very long post if you hit read more on the tags! 😨
#it is frustrating that overall it is fine for customers to use retail/service employees like punching bags. this guy will have no#repercussions for cussing me out beyond the pre-existing frustration that his order isn't ready because it was placed after our deadline#it is frustrating that you can't really defend yourself because 1) it takes too much time and there's too much else to do.#better to let them have the upper hand in their minds 2) they can take anything you saw and spin it against you in a review#like... 😞 i couldn't even get a word in against this guy. honestly i think he was using me as a stress toy because his kid is getting in#trouble for not having uniforms. which really sucks‚ I understand and empathize with that! but to react in such a way is unacceptable#it's common sense that a mom and pop shop will not process your order until the next business day if you ordered outside of their business#hours. i had to explain the way this particular school's ordering system worked to this guy the last time he was in. i provided multiple#alternatives to contacting us that he never utilized. like.. he had the tools to understand everything and instead of using them he decided#to erupt. and because I'm the poor fuck that works the counter‚ i got to be on the receiving end of this. i should know better than to be#upset about it (the eelness talking. everyone else was mad when he left) but. it's also fair to not want to be cussed out over something as#small as school uniforms! 🤨#and don't even get me started on school uniforms.. yes my entire job rn is selling them BUT oh my god. i hate them. they shouldn't be a#thing. especially when these schools cost an arm and a leg in admission + then the uniforms easily cost another#*$100. the entire practice seems evil to me but also it's the family business so. 😭. the way these schools do it also undermines the entire#point of school uniforms which is. uniformity! 🤨 i feel like the minute differences in brand and so forth and so on give kids easy ways to#compare each other and potentially bully each other. the differences in what people provide Could be distracting! if your kid is the only#one wearing a plaid jumper while everyone else has khaki bottoms on‚ they're going to stand out!#so what pray tell is the point 😭 imo it's best to let kids have the freedom of self expression and show up to school however they'd like#in an appropriate way ofc. but i digress 😩 this business is just. deeply frustrating + as if the work itself was not overwhelming‚ the#parents have to throw tantrums about it... I'm so tired! 😭#and they insinuate you fuck around + or say you don't give a shit.. ma'am I've worked so much overtime this year + that's not even counting#the relentless shifts I've worked in my nightmares that occur every night. like.. literally the only thing i do is give a shit about your#order!! at the expense of my sleep and wellness lmao! I don't eat lunch and i barely hydrate because I'm constantly working#but it is thog mode.. thog don't care... 😑 it'd be funny if i didnt care either 🥴😐#to sum up a long rant ig i entered the shower feeling very depressed and I've left angry 🤯 but this is normal methinks#anyhow l + ratio + you work at your family's store + you work customer service + u trip over yourself when u talk etc etc etc 😑😑#one day i will blow that store up with every parent ever. it will be so funny 💖😐😩😑#sriracha.txt#negative cw
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Maybe it's just me, but does anyone else get this strong urge to just quit art altogether when you hear about AI "artists"?
Like, what's the point of keeping up with hours of work and practice when someone with a computer and a keyboard could do what took me hours in 10 seconds?
#troll talks#AI is usually such a cool thing- don't get me wrong- but this is different#I'm not a very smart man so I can't explain this very well but I'm trying#it's just so discouraging to be spend years on art and people with no artistic skill at all are producing things 1000x better and faster#that's not even touching on the fact all of what they make is stolen#like I know I'm not good and I strongly doubt I'll ever have to worry about my art being stolen- but that's not the point#I'm just very 😞 about all this y'know?#rant over I guess lmao#feels like I wasted my life trying to do this and it feels like a waste to continue to produce it further#I'm not going to quit because I like drawing but still- dreams of being an artist are crashing as I type this :(
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#i've been thinking about what i want for my next (big) tattoo#and i really want a thigh one#but i can't think of a design#because i've been wanting a moon knight tattoo for YEARS#but when i first thought of getting one i wanted it to be near my spiderman one#but now i really really want something big on my thigh 😞#i don't have the money tho lmaooo#plus i'm already getting two small ones this month#anyways ramble over#random
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Franss!! Hihi 🤭
I'm gonna start doing weekly checkups on you every friday or saturday to make sure school isn't killing you so how are youu? Hope your umbrella project went wellll
HIII LOU!!
OUR UMBRELLA PROJECT WENT WELL!! I think lmao I mean, I didn't stutter much while we were presenting up front, so I consider it a win!! our teacher for the subject only commented on the fact that we didn't consider the outsourced resources for our costing, but that's fine 🙂↕️
school wasn't too bad this week, mostly because NCAE took up two days, but yeah! we weren't given too many assignments, AND i think I just might have aced our math quiz yesterday 🤗
SPEAKING OF THE MATH QUIZ OMG, the seat beside me was vacant bc my classmate that sat in it was absent, so our math teacher decided to sit there and let me tell you THE PRESSURE I WAS FEELING???? he started using my handheld fan (honestly, I don't blame him, it was so hot yesterday) and everything, omg I could heard every breath he took</3
+ like I'm kind of nervous to get our results back bc I have always had a rivalry (with the guy friend I was talking about in the other ask I answered just earlier) when it came to math so like I have to get a higher score than him plsplspls I can't take the one week of teasing again
BUT OTHER THAN ALL OF THAT I'M DOING GOOD!! tysm for checking in on me lou, you mean the absolute world to me 🫶🏻
#sort of gone off topic with this one a million times#BUT ANYWAY#you're so sweet lou ilysm 😞#also we have like another project to work on for the same subject#it's supposed to be a food and accessory kiosk proposal#for our class' food and accessory stand for intrams hihi#I'm sort of (?) excited for this one!!!!#except for the costing ofc but we'll cross the bridge when we get there<3333#ONE LAST THING#so sorry for accidentally going on a yapping rant on this one 😅#i just can't get over that math quiz part ong#🖇️frans; [ answers !! ]#🖇️frans; [ moots !! ]#𐙚 lou my love !!
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I'm relisting to the album and I'll keep repeating this: THE INTRO IS TOO BEAUTIFUL IT CAN'T BE JUST A INTRO FUCK ME I GUESS
#i know what will be the discussion here: teresa you can't have a song where they just harmonize and that's ot#get over it#WELL NO OK#you don't understand the art of harmonizing vocals I want something like this with my groups 😭#why no one understands my vision 😔😞#terestext
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hi nia, we talked about "süßmaus" and how you can't really use it as a rule to form words recently, buttttt i just realised something today.
i take care of these little guys at work:
and I've been calling them "süßmolche" since they were born. it literally translates to "sweet newts" (newts are kinda slimy amphibians lol) and i have absolutely no idea why i say that and i don't think it's an official term people use but linguistically it... works? they're just my sweet little süßmolche and they're all grown up now 😿😿
SÜẞMOLCHEEEE 😢😢😢 theyre so big ohnmyngod the babies.... well this is really awesome thank you for your research its like an instinct to call everyone who u think is cute sweet then ☹️💝💝💝💝
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hell week intensifies
#the any situation has not been handled. pest guy cannkt come out until at least monday.#idk where I'm gonna feed the cats that the fuckin ants can't get in their food bowls#we're living out of an igloo cooler#if I have any more takeout or frozen pizza my stomach is just gonna start actually killing me#but we aren't gonna have a fridge until Thursday#had to throw away Felix's brand new cardboard tudor house cause it was full of ants 😞#I fucking HATE ANTS#we are beyond careful cause it's SO BAD with ants over here like I've never seen shit like this IN MY LIFE#we triple bag TEA BAGS so ants don't get into them like it's INSANE. EVERY SUMMER.#they are in the BATHROOMS. like. there is NO FOOD IN THERE. IT'S THE BATHROOM.#I stg I couldn't catch a break if it was nerf football bigger than my head soft tossed to me#I want to go to bed and never get up again#erin explains it all
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ok first thoughts on hsr (i started playing yesterday)
- the fact that the first characters we're introduced to are called kafka and silver wolf is HILARIOUS
- having said that, im in love with kafka like pls pls pls just gimme a chance
- ive heard light spoilers, and am v interested in dan heng's past and idk he just seems like a chill guy to me, really like himeko also, and as cute as march 7th is her eng voice is a little grating 😞
- so so deeply confused about the amount of lore i need a hsr lore guide for dummies cos im only ever half following what the fuck they're talking about
- current understanding is there's these god like beings called eons who represent each path, and ppl are in different factions to follow that specific path. stellarons are v powerful and Bad cos they disrupt shit, and for whatever reason Kafka and silver wolf were hunting the stellaron and implanted it into the mc ???
- anyway kafka come back pls call me just give me a chance
#ness says stuff#hsr#honkai star rail#i just started this game cos i needed something to obsess over i am not proud 😞#healthy coping mechanism slay#what is healthier than obsessing over anime blorbos#there better be some lesbians in here too#ik honkai impact 3rd was veryyy sapphic#hoping for similar results#alao if i can't get kafka in my party ill cry
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