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guys i'm so lucky... my school breaks up for christmas holidays on the 19th...
GUESS WHAT'S ALSO HAPPENING ON THE 19TH??
THAT'S RIGHT TDP SEASON 7
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DYING, CRYING, SCREAMING, GIGGLING, ROLLING ON THE FLOOR
I GOT SHO AUFJZLZN
Anyway, how are ya all lmao?
#tokyo debunker#shohei haizono#Shohei#Haizono#video games#new addiction#I can't believe my luck#i love him
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Holy fucking shit, no way did I get that fucking lucky on my FIRST ten pull, holy hell 🤯😍🤩
I got Dia in OG on my twelfth pull with an SSR DV too, so yay!!!! I can unlock his outfit in both games for the season! \o/ 🥰 How the HELL did I get that lucky?!?!?!
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Hue 16
#jean vicquemare#disco elysium#flowers#fanart#smoking#huevember#huevember 16#illustration#forget me not#hydrangea#What I said about fanart yesterday is especially true with this one - I couldn't believe my luck when the awesome Wdpk909 asked me to draw#who happens to be my fav Disco Elysium character too <3 I kept planning to draw him for so#so long#but in the end it was someone else who asked me to do it#haha. I can't thank you enough for the opportunity <3#There's so many things that I love him for#I could babble about it for hours - but the space for description is limited. So here he is#simple as that. 💙💜
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#I can't believe my life#It's almost 2AM and I can't sleep#I can't believe my luck#I have the job of my dreams#The girl I like just told me she likes me back#I have the sweetest angel as a niece#I mean c'mon#Who would have believed#I'm floating#Thank you universe
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his smile could cure the world ♡ [for @morshiberna ♡]
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#btsedit#btsgif#jimin#park jimin#bangtan#bts#mine#mine:gifs#mine:pjm#comp#userdimple#annietrack#rjshope#userpat#raplineuser#this coloring is all over the place dkfjfkfgjfkkhj but it doesn't matter because#IT'S MY BABY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!#HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING I HOPE YOU HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL DAY <333#wishing you so much happiness and love and luck and fulfilled dreams and laughter and comfort and warmth#i can't believe how grown you are where has time gone :(#thank you for always being so lovely and kind#and for all the giggles and love#and also for letting me vent frustrations and matching my energy djgjfghjkffjfg#you're really just like our jiminie it makes so much sense he's your bias <3#my wish is that life lights your path with the brightest sunlight#and that you always know how amazing you are#how strong and resilient you are#and that you are capable of achieving anything you want#i'm proud of you and you should be too <3#happy birthday sweetheart 🥹💗
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Inktober Day 1: I really wanted to try my hand at drawing Shen Yuan 🙈 So here he is eating limited edition Luo Bingue ramens 🍜🌶️🌶️🌶️
#I can't believe I'm attempting inktober/drawtober again this year 🙈 Let's see how it goes! Good luck to all who participate!!#my art#artist on tumblr#svsss#inktober
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Good boys come when they're told
#ikemen villains#ikevil#ikevil jude#Can't believe i managed to get this#my luck has been terrible#the lines are so chefs kiss too#overprotective jude fussing in his jude way
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"hey sterre!!" <3
#dnp#dan and phil#my d&p video shoutout#“you now have +3 luck points”#forever thinking about this#i watch this video every day#i love them so so so much#i still can't believe this is real#phan
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When the Trouble Comes by nonsensedarling
Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson | 90k | Explicit
The Queens Trafficking case is the biggest one of Louis’ FBI career so far; eleven reported missing girls all disappeared under a similar set of circumstances. Louis has done everything he can to try and solve this case over the last nine months… while also absolutely ruining his marriage. Harry has been co-host of Banter at Breakfast for five years, and finally has the opportunity to create his own radio show with the network. Unfortunately, it comes at a time where Harry’s thoughts are consumed with his impending divorce from his (caring, loving, infuriatingly thoughtful) husband of eight years. Harry and Louis have both been willing to lose themselves in their work… but are they willing to lose each other?
Or a story of (almost) exes-to-lovers.
✨Art by @dearlou✨
Posts on Tuesday and Friday each week.
1 📁 | 2 📻 | 3 📁 | 4 📻| 5 📁| 6 📻| 7 📁 | 8 📻 | 9 📁| 10 📻| 11 📁 | 12 📻 | 13 📁 | 14 📻 | 15 📁| 16 📻 | 17 📁 | 18 📻 | 19 📁 | 20 📻| 📁 Epilogue 📻
#hlcreators#tracksintheam#hljournal#📁(case file) will note Louis chapter#📻 (radio) will note Harry chapter#my fic#look at this sick-ass art Jo created like hot damn#she really outdid herself like I can't even believe#(almost) exes to lovers#wish me luck on writing the epilogue!#happy halloweeeeeeen#*screams louder than before*#did end up deciding to post twice a week - I do think it makes sense to do it this way#esp since some chapters are shorter#and i have no self control
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i really wanted to draw a different character next, but then season 2 introduced me to evil goth virginia, and. well. (check the tags for the updated version!)
#dear listeners#eidolon#eidolon playtest#eidolon rock#virginia valentine#this is what i was talking abt btw. how the fuck does it look this good i seriously can't believe it.#anyway. i should start up a new art tag if i'm drawing again#my old one is a dumb reference and it's basically all four year old homestuck art#moonsetter art#<- i am uncreative#prolly gonna draw lady luck (s1 or 2 i'm undecided) next but depending on fun s2 moments i might go for someone else#edited to fix some very minor gripes and stray pixels
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So I've already shared parts of this on a discord server, but I have to scream about Ketheric Thorm on here as well. Obviously spoilers about the character under the cut! It's a long one.
The entirety of act 2 is about him, right? Jaheira, Shadowheart and numerous other NPCs shit on him for his fickle faith. First Selune, then Shar, then, as we meet him, Myrkul. You hear about his changes of faith on a whim, you hear that he's the person responsible for the shadow curse, he is painted as a villain, plain and simple.
You can figure it out pretty early on that Isobel was resurrected and that she is his daughter; the detail as well that he wants Isobel alive is so on the nose, it gives him away completely but there are still a few questions that remain unanswered, mainly about his faith.
And then you get to the mausoleum and the picture assembles; this entire tragedy, the death of hundreds if not thousands and the complete ruination of a landscape was all, ALL because you had this absolutely wrenched, heartbroken father who had lost everything and nobody answered his grief. He was left woefully alone, the Goddess whose daughter his daughter was involved with did nothing to save Isobel.
Imagine outliving your wife and your daughter. Imagine dedicating your life to fight the Lady of Loss, your Lady of Silver's enemy, and then be left so completely alone and in silence with your grief, with your loss. It's so, so poetic how and why he turned from Selune, and it's so understandable as well; he broke. His spirit completely broke. He couldn't deal with that void of having lost the only two important people in his life, seemingly undeservedly so. He was going mad with this and a lot of his ire was likely targeted at Aylin who, in his eye, represented Selune; she's literally her daughter, after all, and it was implied that even before the deaths of his family, he sort of saw Aylin courting Isobel as Selune taking his daughter from him, despite his service. This relationship was clearly not seen by him as a boon of "giving his daughter to the Moon-maiden".
His ways in the past clearly didn't spare him from tragedy and having to cope with it (which he clearly didn't, he snapped under the weight of his grief). He was clearly angry and unable to do anything, furious and helpless, which is a dangerous combination. A good part of his first change of heart must have been fuelled by a sense of revenge.
But then Shar didn't provide any balm to his aching heart either. If you read his letters in Grymforge and in act 2, he is so focused on enacting the will of Shar because he believes that healing lies in oblivion. Everything would be easier if he could just forget, if the damn world could just forget, if nothing was remembered because without Melodia and Isobel, nothing was worth remembering.
Then came Myrkul. Literally the only god who was not only able, but WILLING to give back his daughter to him. Imagine spending your all, EVERYTHING you have to serve two gods who would not give a single shit about the greatest suffering in your life. You were basically nothing, your loyalty didn't matter for shit, everything that was taken from you amounted to no recognition whatsoever: you should simply cope and seethe. Your grief will not simply go unanswered (which is not inherently antagonising) but ignored.
And then comes this supposedly evil entity who can alleviate your pain just like that, snap of a finger and it's a done deal.
I am so serious when I say that I believe Ketheric's main incentive was to extend Aylin's immortality to Isobel as well. You can read in her diary that she feels a taint after having came back, and there are things not even Selune can cleanse, but at this point, Ketheric doesn't care about Selune, vengeance is secondary if not tertiary, he's done that war during his Shar years and what did it give him? Literally nothing.
He doesn't even care about the fact that Isobel is still her cleric. He cares about the single most important fact: Isobel is back. Life is worth living again, there is something for him, and it was not Selune or Shar who gave it to him but Myrkul, and for this singular gift, he would raze the world for the Lord of Bones. Like people can clown on him for being disloyal but the man has the loyalty of a dog bonded to its owner.
He is powerful and is willing to go to insane lengths for crumbs. What is raising a single life for a god? Nothing. It has happened and it will happen again. But Ketheric will go to the ends of the earth to serve the single god who actually listened to him. The one god who didn't ignore him.
He knows that what he does is not the morally upright thing! He is so insanely self-aware that allying with Orin and Gortash and doing this entire plot with them only to then betray them is morally reprehensible at the best of times, he knows that people hate him, etc-etc. He was a Selunite at one point and he's not stupid. He just doesn't care; it could be literal Asmodeus and he wouldn't care as long as he got what he wanted, no matter the price.
He is probably the only one from the three of the chosen who has complete clarity over his situation, he almost sways (if you pass the check during his confrontation), he is not an inherently evil man blinded by power.
But he is inherently loyal to those deserving, and as of the story's standing, completely broken by his grief. In his eyes, at this point, the only one deserving loyalty is the one who actually listened to him. Isobel lives. It doesn't matter that she hates him, that his entire life has fallen apart, that literally nothing else that is good has come of it, because Isobel lives.
I don't think he regrets a single thing. His consciousness might tear at him at the end, but I believe he would do everything over again, exactly as he did, because in the end, his daughter was brought back. Because what would a grieving, broken parent give to bring back their child? Everything. Absolutely everything. And it's such a simply given answer, no second thoughts, no doubts.
Nobody can tell me that this man is fickle. Nobody. This man was willing to burn the world to the ground, create a Boudica destruction layer all by himself for the one single thing he wanted. For any God that would listen.
I don't know, I just have a lot of thoughts about his character.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#ketheric thorm#and I also have a lot of thoughts of how Aylin foils him#I fully believe that he was in the right in the capacity that he switched around his gods when he was literally ignored despite his life's#work. despite all that he has given. I think it's reasonable to expect in the world of gods who actively meddle in mortal affairs on their#whims and make shit worse that in just one single case they would. idk. NOT expect one of their devotees to remain blindly loyal to them#after their prayers go unanswered. like yes; go and try your luck elsewhere because this devotion of yours is clearly being taken for#granted. you get NOTHING out of your worship. you can't even sleep well because your loved ones are dead and you are expected to just what?#deal with it on your own? and remain loyal? why?#some sense of 'honour'?#I really like this depiction of faith actually. I really like when clerics and paladins are given agency and critical thought that hey!#this is actually giving me nothing despite me dedicating my entire life to it! and I have only one of it so why not take it somewhere where#it's actually valued. you know. as a treat.#I *personally* much more prefer this depiction of a crisis of faith than what we got with Shadowheart or Lae'zel; their stories are very#interesting on their own but I think throwing yourself from one end to the other not because you actually have a goal that it could serve#but because you are desperate for a purpose#is a slightly less potent character narrative than having an actual goal yourself. not by much but by a little.#again#PERSONALLY
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decided to go back to uni
#ive been DELIBERATING. and its a good choice#look i really can't imagine going back to teaching#and what I really don't want is to scramble for a new career in a new field as a junior without education#besides i know what i want#it's just a bachelors. it'll be over in a jiffy#you get paid to study here and I'll have an easier time finding an apartment too -- its the reason im starting on monday already (not uni b#t I lucked out and got put in some electoral classes that I could take just to get student status until may#and then i start the curator bachelors in august so it just. works. i can scarcely believe it but ill have time to change my mind if i do#IM SCARED. IM PUMPED. I FEEL OLD. IT'LL BE FINE.#also lmao every meeting i had with a councelor past few weeks ended with me sobbing because im so terrified and relieved at the same time#(really can't imagine teaching again i think it would kill me)#(but holy shit starting an entirely new carreer at 32? she wildin')#but yeagh. job ops look great and i have always regretted not turning to history so. AUGH PIC RELATED ME ASF#for a split second did I deliberate studying theology to be ordained just to spit the catholic church in the face? i did. what a laughhhh
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there are people out there who don't think that you are Out Of Your Mind (who are proudly, delightfully crazy/mad + don't see your madness as diminishing your humanity). there are places out there where your pain is welcome in its entirety, in its overwhelming intensity, without coercion or condescension or incarceration. there are ways of healing that won't make you feel gaslit, alone, unwanted, dehumanized, afraid.
if you are feel unheard or dehumanized by your 'treatment', if ppl have done things to you 'to help you' that made you feel violated/coerced/harmed, if the way you see your emotional suffering or unique experiences is wildly different from your providers- there are places for you. you are not 'just crazy'. you do not have to spend every day forcing yourself to believe a narrative about your life/bodymind/emotions that does not fit. you do not have to make or accept apologies for abuses done to you in the name of treatment/'making you better'.
there is a world where we live + love + are happy/free together-- exactly as we are.
#i still can't believe my luck at discovering anti institutionalization at 17#like my entire life changed in that moment#the day i learned that there was a word for the things that i felt#anti psychiatry
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A Glimpse into the Past
Sometimes in the throws of my deepest dreams I can still taste the humid air of that city. The sensation of wooden hilt and metal blade playing on my fingertips. The roll of gil coin down my tail feeding into hidden pockets. Even before she discovered me, made something of me, I showed promise. Back then I was nothing more than a delinquent, but she could see the warrior I could not. "Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. The real hero is the woman who fights even though she is scared." I hope I didn't disappoint you. I hope I am worthy of this new life.
#riftdancing - screenshots#character - mihli mihgo#ffxiv#miqo'te#gposers#ffxivsnaps#ff14#ffxi#ff11#I can't believe my best friend didn't wish me luck in trying to recreate this (I'm kidding and giving her shit)#Fun Fact! Mihli originally started out as a thief c:#I wanted to try and recreate the thf af from XI a bit kinda...#my own take on it anyway.#♪ under the cut
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and, man or woman, you know they're drop dead gorgeous ✨🍃
(cosplay for Holmat this coming Saturday!! 🎄)
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tgcf cosplay#shi qingxuan#my cosplay#my face#screaming internally from the Horrors (which are: i'm shy)#i can't believe that out of all the rare times i'm drinking alcohol.. it's while posting the lord who poured wine™️ herself#ain't that funny#wanna know what's also funny?#me holding up beaker: finally.... a cosplay to match my scenic Bathroom#wish me luck driving in this lmaooo
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