#i can’t process it
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I am devastated by the death of Alexei Navalny, he was one of the most amazing people i ever knew. I was lucky enough to see him many times and chat, once he even wished me a happy birthday. I can't believe he's gone.. there is such a hole and emptiness in my soul that I cannot put it into words, the last time I cried so bitterly and suffered was when my dad died
I've seen that some people tagged me here in their posts in recent days, and im sorry, I'm not in the mood to write something fun here yet and im just mourning this loss. my heart is broken 💔
he was the hope for a lot of people here in russia and now he's gone 💔😭😭😭
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I graduate in less than 2 hours WHAT
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*Kids almost runs into me at the store*
The mom: “Watch what you’re doing. You almost ran into that lady.”
*Me realize my I’m the “lady”*
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I don’t even have the words
#shit post#there was a hate crime on the university of waterloo campus#and I just don’t#I don’t have the words#I can’t process it
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some more of these two
#i meant to draw about the you know Landscaping Process next but it turns out i can’t pull a whole lawn makeover out of my ass#that will have to wait until i know how plants work#so for now just a little exchange. i’m in deep 🤕#x#digital art#bslc
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Sometimes I just don’t understand how summer only lasts a few months
#it doesn't make sense#I can’t process it#like what#summer#summer girl#summer in my blood#summertime#green#sunset#sunrise#sunny
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Vanny finally meets FNAF tape girl in person...
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#tape girl#fnaf tonya#fnaf help wanted#security breach#fnaf fanart#TAPE GIRL MENTIONED AGAIN 🔥🔥#A good handful of folks asks me if I’d draw Tape girl and Vanessa meeting#I THOUGHT it was a fun idea and finally got around to it#my thought process here is Vanny was hunting tape girl down#mean she wants to find the person who gave her this virus after all#just to say thank you I promise :-)#she’s either being genuine or sarcastic when she says it ‘helped her a lot’#probably similar to the Mike deal can’t bring herself to actually harm tape girl#I like the name Tonya for tape girl it’s one of her maybe names and I think it fits#shout out to toxic fnaf yuri…
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11/20
#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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I’m thinking about Mahito’s great great uncle maintaining and preserving a peaceful and beautiful thing in a way that to an outside observer looks tedious and unimportant, hoping to pass the duty off to a successor but ultimately he cannot find one and dies with it.
I’m thinking about the specificity of the blocks being made and handled with care, not with malice or ill intent.
I’m thinking about Hayao Miyazaki, a bastion of beautiful 2d hand drawn animation who refuses to retire.
I’m thinking about a world where animation is so rarely made with love over profit and efficiency.
I’m thinking about how, though the old man didn’t see it, the next generation still hangs onto a piece of that beautiful, tedious thing and takes it with them because it feels important.
I’m thinking about Mahito being told he should forget, but no. He shouldn’t.
#the boy and the heron#the boy and the heron spoilers#tbath#how do you live#hayao miyazaki#studio ghibli#I love seeing a film that I can’t quite process right away and then hours later my brain is like DING DING DING PROCESSED!#fully crying actual tears right now I’m Not Okay#I hope he knows how much he means to so many people
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i’m just gonna come out and say it
if luke comes back in a future book, i hope percy is taller than him now.
#like a good few inches taller#if you can’t relate to this thought process then keep on scrolling#call me toxic#call me petty#call me stupid#i don’t care#i know damn well that height doesn’t matter and doesn’t make one man better than another#it doesn’t represent dominance#percy is the better man because of his bravery and his loyalty and his unwavering goodness#but i’m so loyal to percy that literally anything that gives him any sort of edge over luke gives me satisfaction#LEAVE ME AND MY PETTINESS ALONE#unless you ageee#then please join the club#i swear to gods if even one person calls me toxic or says i’m encouraging double standards i WILL delete this app and im not bluffing#THAT IS NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT#YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND#short kings i love you don’t even worry#this is between me and luke#and percy and luke#percy jackson#luke castellan#pjo#percabeth#heroes of olympus#percy jackson and the olympians#annabeth chase#rick riordan#riordanverse#pjo headcanons
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SHED A TEAR… WELCOME BACK QUEENS 🙌🏼
#dreams DO come true!!#i can’t process it#MAIN SLAYERS#emotional day for user lilidawnonthemoon#odd eye circle#OEC#Air Force One#kpop#ggs#girl groups#comeback#2023#loona#ARTMS#summer#Youtube
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Hihi haha hoho huhu *im insane
#what just happened#thanks gaiman for pulling my hair and dragging me on the floor#can’t believe i waited 14 years to get punched#brb gonna process all this#coffee theory my beloved#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#otp#fanart#de bons présages#a/c#drawing#sketch#goodomens2#such pain#Spotify
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Endometriosis is a whole different kind of beast. A week or two each month you get hit with the worst pain you’ve ever felt for hours on end that not even opioid pain meds can truly help. You get stuck on the bathroom floor, unable to move or speak, while you go in and out of consciousness due to the pain. There’s no breaks or waves in the pain until it finally starts to slowly fizzle out.
#vent#endometriosis#I had a year of relief after a laparoscopy#but it’s coming back now#and it feels like it’s spread ever farther than before#I just spent 3 hours on the bathroom floor half conscious and spasming from pain#it’s hard to deal with mentally after the fact#how do you go through that then just sit there like it was just another weekday#I can’t process it#the closest I get is randomly breaking out in tears with no warning#like my brain suddenly feels the emotion I couldn’t during it#then shuts back down bc it’s traumatic to relive it
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artisanal hand-crafted durge memes
#nox#shadowheart#karlach#gale dekarios#bg3#my ocs#my art#anyway. screaming crying throwing up trying to find a drawing process that doesn’t take one million years continues#actually pretty successfully this time! these were all fairly low effort#they only took one million years bc i can’t focus on one thing at a time to save my life#oh and#blood#gore#trying to get better abt tagging that
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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.
#and that goes for every type of growth#backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident#it was easier making friends and walking up to people#i took more chances#and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed#this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well#but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again#there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say#if i should even say anything#we were all sitting at the same table#not one person even glanced my way#it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before#was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people#especially in my first week!#but you know what#i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch#and bikes i knew nothing about#as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually#and even so#people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either#my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet#it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones#it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built#you’re doing fine#after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief#growth in the self#self love#positivity
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Bro, people on TikTok keep saying that they're “nostalgic for the old days of Welcome Home!” and that “Welcome Home was dead but it's coming back now!”
Like dude, Welcome Home has been here for a little less than a year, there's nothing to be nostalgic about, at least not YET.
Fucking hell man, I feel like a Boomer trying to talk to some Gen Alpha kids, they're all thinking that fandoms are suppose to be short-lived, jesus christ.
I don’t blame them too much, since they are not quite used to fandoms naturally descending and are quick to panic that it’s “completely dead”
Specially since the fandom had such a huge flux of community, art and discussions happening everywhere all at once and for it to slowly die down- naturally people will move on to other things and opinions are bound to change while the younger more naive individuals will wonder what’s wrong and create general assumptions that are not entirely accurate
#I find it humorous if anything#People burn out from talking about something for so long- like shid I’m doing that now lmAO but I still love the fandom#I feel bad for those who had a rough time and left the fandom- I wish them the best of luck#welcome home#welcome home wally#wally darling#welcome home mob au#A process some still can’t understand- the feeling of others moving on
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