#I just spent 3 hours on the bathroom floor half conscious and spasming from pain | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

marieaqua · 2 years ago

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Endometriosis is a whole different kind of beast. A week or two each month you get hit with the worst pain you’ve ever felt for hours on end that not even opioid pain meds can truly help. You get stuck on the bathroom floor, unable to move or speak, while you go in and out of consciousness due to the pain. There’s no breaks or waves in the pain until it finally starts to slowly fizzle out.

#vent #endometriosis #I had a year of relief after a laparoscopy #but it’s coming back now #and it feels like it’s spread ever farther than before #I just spent 3 hours on the bathroom floor half conscious and spasming from pain #it’s hard to deal with mentally after the fact #how do you go through that then just sit there like it was just another weekday #I can’t process it #the closest I get is randomly breaking out in tears with no warning #like my brain suddenly feels the emotion I couldn’t during it #then shuts back down bc it’s traumatic to relive it

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