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I have a small headcanon that Kai didnât style his hair like fire because of his own element or because he found fire cool, but because of his father.
Kai styles his hair to be more like his father. To embody that same passion and protectiveness and love that his father held so naturally and he wanted. Not just for himself, to help remember that man and to be like the person he looked up to the most, but for Nya. Nya needed a father. Nya needed to know how it all felt. Nya needed to understand somehow how Kai felt about Ray. About what he experienced.
So, for Nya, he embodied what he remembered of his father. And for himself, he turned his image into something he wanted to make his father proud of.
Kai, no matter what he does, deeply loves and missed his parents more that anything and the effect of them leaving was much deeper then he let anyone notice, but that was eventually revealed during season 7 (time twins season). Nya obviously was effected but she didnât have as many memories nor did she have a close enough bond from when she was younger for her to react just as similarly to Kai (again, she WAS effected because thats her parents and she definitely missed them too) but Kai had many issues he suppressed over the years that came to the surface the moment he heard that his parents (supposedly) left them on purpose. He was so hurt by that that he began making the same rash and impulsive decisions he did in the first season.
(He seems to often do that when his family is involved, doesnât he? First it was when Nya got kidnapped and he ran off to the temple of fire, attacking his parents in that cabin they lived in, when Cole fell off the ship and he immediately went to try turn it back around, when Zane died and literally EVERYTHING he did after, i canât think of any for Jay but maybe when Jay was slowly losing it in the first realm and Kai started freaking out cause of it, and the way heâs willing to take risks to his own life for Lloyd in general.)
I think when he was younger, he often saw how passionate his father was. He was like a living flame that always warmed them all, never burning their hands every time they reached for him. Kai held onto the memories of his father working closely with the flames on their blacksmithâs, always treating it like an old friend, having a silent conversation no one can hear. He spent time sitting and just watching his father, happy with just that. He clearly remembers the way his fatherâs eyes were always so bright. So hopeful for the future (and the he got kidnapped and enslaved soâŚbut at least his kids saved him! (one tried killing him))
He remembers the way his father held them protectively, always keeping them safe. He remembers the way he loved so fiercely for his mother and his sister. He felt that same love for years until it was ripped away from him, and then tainted.
The fire that they shared, once something he didnât understand and then later having become both a connection to his father and a burden of a man he believed was rotten for a short time, was now something he can also have conversations with that no one but him and one other can understand.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#kai ninjago#ninjago kai#kai smith#kai jiang#i miss him#i can still#hear hus voice#ray ninjago#ray smith#ray jiang#nya ninjago#nya smith#nya jiang#maya ninjago#maya smith#maya jiang#fire#i just though about his hair and how we all think it has to do with hus own element#qnd then i remember that his hair was styked that way befire he found his element#so likeee#daddy issues is that you
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DAISY???? I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO DIE BUT NOOOOOOO NOT HERRR
#listening to her death rn i canât guysss#SHE SAID âbasiraâ IâM GOING TO THROW MYSELF OFF A BUILDING.#BASIRA SHE CANâT COME BACKKK#poor jon dear lord#liveblogging this in the tags actually#BASIRA DONâT JOIN HER#DAISYYYY#*falling to the fucking ground*#the sound effects beloved#I CAN STILL#HEAR HER VOICE#SHEâS DEAD?????#AUGHHHHHH#tma#tma spoilers#thoughts in the void
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Oh Wow that's New.
#dk speaks#vent?#thc rambles#i can still#feel and think sad thoughts#if anything they actually feel Worse now in a way#but#my body has separately Also adjusted so it's less overwhelming? tho?
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file -> phrases that are going to shift something in me forever
#right up there with âyou can do whatever you want foreverâ#sorry for not knowing this is didion i guess#still profound to me!#b
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Girl dad Silco is a source of endless entertainment for me
Extra doodles:
Someone save Sevika, she is in hell
#my art#sketchy sketch#arcane#sevika#jinx#arcane powder#silco#silco and jinx#Silco will never actually be able to discipline in jinx#the best he can do is raise his voice#and even that has no effect#sorry silco you are a doomed girl dad#now I've doodled all my silco and jinx ideas I got a while back no wait#still one#well I'll finish it at some point#sevika needs help guys she is all alone with these two
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pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual
im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out
#like im asexual its def not gonna be like that for me#but she still thinks it is soo#but like. cuddling can totally be platonic there doesnt gotta be such a fuss abt it đ#i get her pov but c'mon#asexual#aromantic#<- for reach#edit: ...its censored because i want to btw#like. ik im in the horniest social media but i wanna censor it so i do#ik i wont get shadowbanned like in tiktok lmao#im not even in tiktok......đ#so yup i censored it for my own comfort đŻ hope this answered your questions pls shut up now lmaooo
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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyoneâs accepted it, Iâm never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so Iâve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesnât make me sound like a âgoing against the crowd. not like the rest of societyâ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where itâs considered totally fine to use ai to make art Iâll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if youâre a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. âand thereâs nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesnât belong to you
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shaking my head while playing neko atsume so people know that I donât support outdoor cats
#I heard they made neko atsume 2 and I couldnât decide which I wanted so I downloaded both#the nice thing is that 1 comes with a watch app so I can easily check if there are new cats without pulling out my phone#great for when I go to pee at work and realize I left my phone but still wanna procrastinate#but 2 you can visit other peopleâs yards???
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i watch baseball for the side quests
update: i think you should look at the reblogs for more important baseball hijinks
#please⌠when he started decorating it with sunflower seeds#when the commentators were like: he actually tried to pour water in the moat#;_______; i love#baseball can not be a real sport#my fave moment is still mantis-chan perched on victor roblesâ cap. the tandem we deserve#but this. this come close#the nhl should let opposing players in the penalty box build a snowman together#lourdes gurriel jr#luis castillo#arizona diamondbacks#seattle mariners#baseball#mlb
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#when youâre a humanities scholar#and more#like when they ask me what is your blog about#itâs about nothing but itâs actually everything to me#just found this and thought#wow isnât it still relevant#i can tell you all about bouba and kiki but youâd be surprised to know how much of the generally quotidian stuff i have 0 clue about#10k
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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.
Whatever. Understand or don't.
#I can't always read hyper-neat cursive. Doctors get away with being worse than me.#I'm allowed to be messy#nariart#1 sheet zine#mini zine#8 page zine#zines#zine#Taking time to write slowly enough to be understood was a special kind of torture in school.#My brain was going 100 km/h and I couldn't keep up and also be legible.#Now I can take my time and take breaks. But I still have that little voice in my head.#narizine#nariwrites
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this manatee looks like itâs in a skyrim loading screen
#lol good luck finding all of the photoshopped versions in the rb history. âmanatee restoredâ is still my favorite of all time#misc#I encourage anyone dyslexic to try rotating him in your mind. I canât do that; which is why Iâm asking you to.#also: a bunch of tags are surprised this isnât âshopped#itâs the lighting. backlit by the sun (which is diffused through the water) but also forelit artificially#the artificial light - a flash pack or something - casts a hard shadow under the creatures arm#which normally wouldnât be possible if backlit by the SUN; youâd see a less-hard/more-fragmented shadow above water#as light sources âcompeteâ in a sense - and since there arenât any light sources which can outshine the literal sun#it looks a bit weird when the darkest shadow is being cast from any other origin point - which is whatâs essentially happening here#I donât know the mechanics of how light travels through water; but I know the effect is substantial even with relatively short distances#also: itâs been balanced and color corrected by the author of the photo - who made deliberate choices to bring out the full potential#so itâs not like itâs a fresh and untouched export#but the kind of âtacked onâ appearance of the creature is a result of the lighting conditions within the image
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world_of_engineering_75 on Instagram
#Instagram#tiger#tiger art#animator#automaton#(not exactly but with similar level of awesomeness)#puppetry#puppet#cool#awesome#I love this#it feels so real#and ppl reaction. knowing it's not the real one. they still lose their shit!đ#cool video#animatronic#cgi can choke#richard parker
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hey. donât cry. crush four cloves of garlic into a pot with a dollop of olive oil and stir until golden then add one can of crushed tomatoes a bit of balsamic vinegar half a tablespoon of brown sugar and stir for a few minutes adding a handful of fresh spinach until wilted and mix in half a cup of grated parmesan cheese and pasta of your choice ok?
#ITS MY FAVOURITE PASTA RECIPE#tastes so so good and delicious and hearty and warm#doesnât require many ingredients or effort and is so yummy#I have sensory issues and digestive disorders and this recipe brings me so much joy#barely anything to remember!!! rich while still easy on the stomach!!!!#listen to my gibberish boy#you can add any amount of sugar and vinegar and cheese it works regardless#I UPPED THE GARLIC BECAUSE OF FEEDBACK BTW#AND PUT THE CHEESE AT THE END TO AVOID IT STICKING TO THE POT
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can we stop pretending like itâs so super easy for trans men to pass. âoh just put on a baggy shirt and cut your hair-â it literally doesnât work like that and I refuse to believe you actually think itâs that easy
#I do as much as I can pre t and I still get misgendered constantly#itâs to be expected and I understand#but I wish people would stop making it out like itâs so easy to pass#bc itâs not!#and when you talk about how easy it is it a) makes people feel like they must not be trying hard enough and thatâs why they donât pass#and b) undermines the difficulties experienced by trans men#trans#lgbtq#ftm#trans man#transgender#transmasc#transgender man#trans pride#donnieisaprettyboy#ftm problems
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Batman gives each of his Robins a different code to use when theyâre in trouble and need immediate extraction. He promises that when they call, heâll drop everything just to get to them, come hell or high water.
Jason, during his time with the League, shares his code with Damian, to be used âonly in the direst of circumstances, when you have exhausted all other options.â He doesnât know if Bruce will answer, given how fractured their relationship was before he died, but it is better than nothing. Every tool counts when they live such dangerous lives.
Damian uses it exactly once, and Bruce, who still feels the loss of his son like a yawning chasm in his chest, responds to it even though he knows it canât be Jason because Jasonâs dead. What he finds, instead of Jason, is a boy in League garbs, drenched in blood from the tips of his midnight-black hair to his too-small feet, with a face that Bruce sees himself and Talia in, requesting asylum from a grandfather who wishes to possess his body. Bruce doesnât question how this boy who is so clearly his son knew the code. Talia al Ghul is resourceful and places family above all; the code is not beyond her abilities to discover, and she is not above using Bruceâs desperate love for his dead son to ensure that hers does not meet the same fate.
Bruce takes Damian in, because of course he does, and since Jason is dead he allows Damian to keep using the code. After all, itâs not like Jason is alive to use it, right? If someone uses the code, thereâs no one it could be but Damian, right?
The next time the code is used, Bruce traces the location to Gotham even though Damian was supposed to be in Bludhaven visiting Dick. But whatever happened that resulted in Damian being in Gotham can wait, because he has already failed one son and he will not fail another, his son is in trouble and he needs to get to him, he needs toâ
What he finds, instead of Damian, is a boy (just eighteen, too young, but also too old, but also he will always be a boy to him) in League garbs, drenched in blood from the tips of his midnight-black hair to his too-large feet (when had he gotten so big), wearing the face of his dead son.
(Who, maybe, just maybe, may no longer be so dead.)
#Jason sees Bruce answer his code with such desperation and thinks that maybe Bruce still loves him just a little#maybe he doesnât need revenge maybe he can just go home#maybe when HE calls it instead of Damian Bruce will come get him too#and because of that thereâs âno red hood in this au#even though I love crime Lord red hood Jason#maybe he can still be a crime lord idk just not one called red hood who baited Batman into choosing between him and joker#Bruce Wayne#Jason Todd#Damian Wayne#Batman#DC#DC comics#DCU#Batfam#Robin#DC Robin#notfic
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