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If a psychologist asked to study you would you let them
Give me enough money and I'll sing it for 5 hours. Welcome to Capitalism baby!!
#i better be paper published#about something#$100 makes it worth it#open to negotiations#world domination isnt cheap#lego movie#lego movie 2#ask
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source: That's Ms. Bulldyke to You, Charlie! by Jane Caminos
#just realized i forgot to upload a couple more comics!#also pleased to note i've gotten better at editing comics specifically so they come out nice#on the actual page the paper is thin enough that everything on the other side shows through#lesbian literature#lesbian#dyke#archived#thatbutcharchivist#lesbian comics#lesbian books#lesbian art#black lesbian#that's ms. bulldyke to you charlie!#illustrator: jane caminos#publisher: madwoman press#year: 1992
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me stoically navigating my way through drama bc bigger things are ahead and it’s not my fault people are dumb
#kissed a guy at a kickback and thought we caught a vibe only to find out he just wants to fuck me. next#friend’s bf of 7 years drunkenly hit on me at the same kickback (I was not ok w this). they ended up beefing over me. he denied everything.#do I want to be involved in this? no. and so I simply ignore it and keep it pushing#and the guy I kissed is cancelled. like he is dead to me. so that’s also taken care of#it’s back to studying full-time for the mcat#going to the gym/taking walks daily#volunteering at the refugee center + clinic#getting published in orgo research papers#and trying to snag the opportunity to shadow doctors at a massive cancer research center. like I’d kill for it#december was such a mess but I’ve finally made peace w the fact that most of the stuff that happened I couldn’t prevent#but I’ve mourned it enough !! whatever drama comes out of it I’ll handle just fine#i literally want to be a multitasking academic weapon everyone is intimidated of this year#i am not letting something as puny as a dumb man (both of them btw) stop me. goodbye#also everyone involved is older than me (they’re both 23) but it all just feels like such high school behavior#this is not a euphoria episode like I’m literally just not entertaining any of this#had to get this off my chest. i feel better#p
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Is it One Piece AU?
Is it Sora, Warrior of the Sea AU?
Is it WENP boldly monetizing Vinsmoke family drama?
I don't know
Plot twist: It's Law's SWotS self-insert fanfic (fan comic?)
#it could be better but tbh I wanted it out of my system lol#one piece#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#he is not a vinsmoke >:(#stealth black#soba mask#one piece anime#one piece manga#Lawsan#Sanlaw#<implied I guess lmao#if I remember SWotS is published in news paper directly but I like to think that WENP is#just multitasking company that started from news#so they sell also comicbooks as stand-alone if they get popular enough I guess#nevermind it isn't really important lmao#vinsmoke family#vinsmoke siblings#it's related I guess
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you haven’t had a true test of patience if you haven’t ironed linen clothing with pleats or frills
#jesus fucking christ.#it took me a damn HOUR howeverrr i forgot to mention yk how i was talking abt wanting to find a white skort for the summer just like miyeon#in the my bag university fancam set? WELL I FOUND ITTT and it looks like a skirt from every direction and it’s pleated and white linen and#soooo cute however a BITCH to iron#okay it’s 9 pm and rather than blogging i feel like continuing reviewing this paper LMAOOO girls i think ive found my true passion#you get to 1) yap 2) do research and find out new stuff 3) help someone publish a better quality paper#and im eating cherries drinking lemonade as i do it 🙂↕️ anywayyyy later my tumblr angels 💋
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Have been rereading some of my favorite old wangxian fics and its actually fucking insane the extent to which the wangxian writers of this beautiful fandom INVENTED chemistry. Like jesus christ nothing compares, I'm so ensorcelled by the extent to which wangxian 1. think the other is interesting and fun 2. want each other 3. the TENSION of that
#this is inspired by reading that doctor flowers varnes fic#and then the inception varnes fic#again i am just not seeing this kind of insane chemistry genuinely anywhere rn#and that pip fic where wei wuxian locks them in the locker room lol#and that tepre a lifetime of study fic jesus CHRIST#altho honestly tepre could impart chemistry to like#an apple in a paper bag lol#anyway i just think its really cool to see things that fanfic does much better than the bulk of published work#specifically my favorite fics from this fandom#its also that each of these fics has a slightly different dynamic#each more sizzling and interesting than the last
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i get why people would opt to say walter was a terrible person since the beginning, but i think that's like, the most boring takeaway you can get about his character. he was already insecure and prideful from the start, and it's what would hurt him and keep hurting him. but like, being insecure and prideful are regular traits any regular person can have. the actions that he makes because of these traits, which in turn keep fueling his ego more and more, are what makes him an interesting character. and he was already pretty capable of hurting other people, but he wasn't doing it out of malice, but more because of careless selfishness at first. what makes walter terrifying is that the more he does it, the more he becomes aware of what he's doing, and the more he keeps going and keeps being more and more meticulous and deliberate about what he does that hurts people and even to the point when it was specifically to hurt people.
i think the traits were there in walter from the beginning—the pilot did a pretty good job of establishing how powerless he's felt all his life and just how susceptible he is to letting this newfound perceived power get to his head so easily. he even says this explicitly in 5x06 "Buyout" when he tells jesse "i'm not in the money business, i'm in the empire business". but saying he was this monster from the start kind of implies he didn't undergo through a character arc throughout the show when it's quite literally what he did. he got worse. so much worse. through mostly the fault of his own fragility.
#idk if i put it into words right but i'm just musing#was walter a good person when brba started? up in the air. but his family genuinely adored him. despite feeling like a loser teacher#some of his coworkers actually really liked and respected him. he was just as much of a regular person as anyone else was tbh#you know it's interesting that he and gale basically have the same motivations. why jump to meth of all things. why go from 0 to 100 when#it sounds COMPLETELY ridiculous. but they were both very passionate about chemistry who felt like their potentials were wasted and felt#like they were finally putting their skills to good use again. getting to flex their muscles and shit. whenever they cook better purer meth#than most other people. i think it's a really genius idea to have this premise for the show lol#cz as much as walter is motivated by him feeling like he desperately has to take control of his own life he also is a scientist at heart#who desperately needs to apply his knowledge and skills somewhere where it would feel gratifying#seriously dude you could've tried to get a paper published or two or something. djhdidhd#but the academe has its own Politics and whatnot. so one could only speculate why walt didn't get to pursue that any more#(aside from the whole grey matter industries thing)#anyway uhhh i hope i get the post across lol not to sound cheesy cliche but brba is a corruption slash character deterioration arc#quite literally the whole point is that he Didn't Start Off Like This And He Gets Worse#again. he already had some of his bad tendencies and traits but it's like. we all do that's not necessarily inherently make or break#it's what he DOES and KEEPS DOING. CONSCIOUSLY that turns him into the horrifying man he is by the end of it all#so i just think if your biggest takeaway is Walter Was Always A Monster then you're just missing the whole damn point#op#brbaposting
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Listen everyone has their own metric for what good writing is and isn’t but I’d be lying if I said it didn’t get me down a little to see one of my faves dragged through the mud by both haters and fans alike on a pretty much weekly basis
#yes this is about Salvatore#I don’t mean this to say you can’t dislike or hate his work because that’s valid too#I just mean that he’s become one of those writers where it’s okay and trendy to shit on him and he’s popular enough that it’s excused#I feel like there’s a lot of irl fans who crap on him because they inherently don’t like the over-the-top rule-of-cool style that is FR#and it’s okay to not be into that side of fantasy#but you aren’t the superior reader because you love GRRM-esque super serious grim dark content#also I haven’t personally met a long running series where I loved every single book or plot point#it’s pretty normal when you look at a 40 book series to find that some arcs/books are a bit better than others#and I feel like people jump on certain books and take it as ‘see? any talent he ever had has gone down the drain’#like my dude it’s okay if you didn’t love a few of the books just skip and move on#add to that he’s a prolific writer in general and I’m sure some books got more time and effort from him than others#it’s fine and normal and not a sign that he’s the worse ever ffs#also there’s a part of me that doesn’t like comparing authors working in shared worlds to authors writing totally independently#because some plot points are set by the publisher before pen ever hits the paper#and again you don’t have to think Salvatore or anyone is a good writer#but I always factor it in when I see plots that seem to come out of nowhere and the like#anyways that’s my rant lmao#constructive criticism of any writer is fine and I’m not knocking that before anyone gets their knickers twisted
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Books of 2024: THE NIGHT by Rodrigo Blanco Calderón.
So it turns out I've been doubling this title In Error--despite the reflected text on BOTH the cover AND the spine, it's just "The Night," and not THE NIGHT, THE NIGHT, which is what I'd been calling it. (Oops.)
Anyway! This came in a translation subscription box last year (it's translated from Spanish; the author is Venezuelan). The back cover says, "The Night is about palindromes and murderers, anagrams and social chaos, how words work and countries break down," which is fascinating (and I'm always here for wordplay!).
#books of 2024#book photography#my photography#the night#rodrigo blanco calderon#the night the night#(to find them all later lmaoo)#anyway! not something i would've picked up on my own! by virtue of it's not a genre i usually shop#so i'm excited that it was curated for me because it does look supremely cool actually#and i do love little indie presses honestly#the paper quality is just. so much better. than the big 5/4 publishers lmaooo#it is a Substantial Book To Hold#i will not be annihilating this in one business day though#i'm hoping it'll take me til the weekend at least#(and then i can do wayward kid in one weekend sitting)#i need NOT to be up too late past my bedtime reading tonight#i have been enjoying the hell out of these translations though#do recommend
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So like when you submit a paper to an academic journal for publication, it first goes to the desk of the editor of the paper, and they get to decide if it’s generally good enough for the journal but more importantly, whether the paper is a good fit for the journal before sending it to reviewers for peer review. And YET. The editor of [redacted] is letting these reviewers convince them that my paper ISN’T a good fit for the journal
#we actually transferred to this journal from a different one within the publishing company#because we were told it’d be a better fit for my paper#I’m so angry I’m gonna combust#I started writing this paper back in December#i started collecting data for it LAST JULY#AHHHHHH
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. anyway after writing the tags 4 this post i told my research partner i will no longer follow his dreams lmao. still helping w it but i need to engage in research that i find satisfying
#i think ive been waiting for something for a while and i will spend the next year waiting for it too#i thought i felt panic but i have decided to read it as anticipation. the thrill of rejection or of moving forward or the latter as#a result of the former. i left you with your backpack unattended in the cafe because on fridays i am done#putting my life on hold for another whim-without-a-warning#this cross country service is delayed by 26 minutes so i will grab a bucket and start shovelling the water away from the tracks#everyone is moving on in some different way and im sorry if you think im mean for telling you getting so drunk will disable you from#recording your brainwaves effectively but it seems like you think i owe you an awful lot. one year ago in four days my friend got me hegel's#science of logic for my birthday and i thanked him for proving to me the existence of things this is what i do he said#and then he will spend the rest of his life breathing philosophy and i dont want to spend the rest of my life#breathing someone elses dreams i wait for the moment of realisation. this is now a 30 minute delay. i was supposed to worship beautiful#things and that is what i will do. i think i have a best friend and i know i have a lover and i know to#restrict my love the way you have. im sorry. i hope you understand when i tell you. i am now sitting on the floor in the luggage section of#this incredibly busy train and i saw a photo of her with her boyfriend and her hair in braids smiling like a fool this is the#except a week ago you told me you almost took too much this time to live. you are a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul and you know you#have already changed the world and it somehow was not enough. now you are smiling without any makeup on next to him#and yesterday you cried in an airport in the states when you were too full of love. this is the most extraordinary human being i have met.#tomorrow he heads off to princeton while his best friend heads to harvard. he goes there to make the world a better place. he is the most#extraordinary person i have ever met. the issue with human beings is that we are incredibly good at almost dying and keeping going.#you try to kill yourself and publish a paper and give a talk. you negotiate the seperation between your own parents and submit another#phd application. i am surrounded by extraordinary people with extraordinary minds and incredibly broken happy hearts.#i only see you smile when you talk about robotics. i still dont know how manifolds work and i love the concept anyway. i dont know.#i do know that i refuse to live unsatisfied.#you can keep drinking. im going to drink this reality up#i think i was a horrible person and i refuse to engage with that mentality again no matter what it takes.
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Trying to fix my resume ☝️🤓 Small problem: I sound like a loser no matter what
#not really lol. I have a lot of experience in this field#for someone my age anyway#but like. idk 😭 I wanna get out of journalism I HATE journalism#I’m applying for publishing internships and idk I just wish I had more publishing experience….#a lot of my extracurriculars are music related and idk if I should include them or not#just to fill space ig#bc I have only ever had one singular job#and one other piece of experience as editor in chief#idk maybe I just feel this way bc I’m using Harvard resume templates#and so I’m seeing everything that’s on a Harvard student’s resume 😭 like damn. I hope they’re not applying for this internship..#it’s based in NYC so I doubt I’ll get it? but like? idk how many applicants they get??? hm#there are also lots of different internships with the same company all listed rn so idk#I have until the end of the month to fix this shit hehahah#hopefully my cover letter will better demonstrate my relevance to this position#bc all of my journalism experience feels kinda irrelevant on paper. editing news is VERY different from editing communications research lol#ellyposting#🤓posting#<- kinda. it’s about work not school but I did start doing this (researching internships) for a class#and now I’m kinda invested bc I need an internship in the next year anyway… I could get it over with over the summer#idk. if I get a job this summer I will make a job tag like. jobposting. workposting. perhaps hellposting if it sucks really bad (again 🥲)#that’s why I’m scared of another internship. even though the last one was paid and so is this one… people are straight up abusive to interns#😅😅😅😅😅 AUGH. SCREAMS PUNCHES WALL etc#okay goodnight :3c
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We've got a new book planned for Paper Cuts later this week, and it's a very exciting one! This tale, joining us by author permission, is one that I've been looking forward to since the moment I heard we can do it!
Drop by on Friday night, 8 pacific, 10 central, for Wheelers, by Matt Stephens! I've been really digging deep into Solarpunk as a genre of late, and the short story this is based on being practically my introduction to the concept! I'm absolutely ecstatic to be able to share this story with you all!
Once again, that's this Friday night, February 2nd, at 8 pacific, over at the link below! I'll post again when it hits the podcast feed!
#Wheelers#Solarpunk#Live Audiobook#Paper Cuts#Live Stream#Podcast#Indie Published Book#Science Fiction#Matt Stephens#counterculture#post-capitalism#Earthship#speculative fiction#optimistic fiction#build a better future#okay i think that's enough descriptive tags#a thousand words#linky link#shameless self promotion#sproutleboople#(for real though I'm so pumped about this)#Miles Past Xanadu#(that's the short story this is based on!)
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bad: finding a text that spits in the face of an area of historical study that you’re passionate about
good: watching the ensuing slap fight of other scholars going “how in the fresh hell did this get PUBLISHED???”
#Bat Chatter#it makes me feel better seeing that even stuff like that can get published#given im an undergrad and trying to research for a paper#that im going to TRY to publish to get the attention of some historians so that i can get a leg up above some of my other classmates#when applying for jobs grants and scholarships#and this guy had a doctorate and was able to spout some truly ridiculous bs
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I never knew switching majors could feel this liberating…
#victoria.collected miscellany#for context I just switched from fuckass accounting to creative writing#the application still has to be approved but I’m dead set on it now#I literally cannot wait#I can’t believe I’m saying this but I actually miss writing essays and papers for class#as tedious as they are they’re better to spreadsheets which has been my entire life this semester#every time I imagine myself sitting in front of spreadsheets 9-5 for the rest of my life in an office part of my soul dies#I’m too whimsical for office work#my ass NEEDS to be involved in the creative arts/humanities somehow#why not make a living off it as well#I also don’t give two shits abt money either#as long as I can support myself#yes I want to become a published author#expect an uptick in my writing quality and maybe a change in style as I finally start taking classes
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writing a critical analysis on your rival's paper publication: this is a direct attack. take it personal.
#its a century long tradition#am i even a successful academic scholar if i didn't get 100 page worth anon hate#or even better known hater published paper#academia#books#essays#dark academia
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