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Girlll... I wanna get into desmonds stuff but idk what to start with 😭
Does he do series? What series should I watch I went on his page and I’m lowk confusedd give me recommendations NEEOWW🙏🙏🙏
Oo, I have multiple insights to this, but I'll give you what I did in specific.
First, I started off with Castins' series, it's what got me hooked! I'll link the videos in order for you, just to make it easier for you! My dear friend @themonotonysyndrome writes incredible fics for this storyline, and after you're done, I would suggest reading them on ao3, if you can!
Prequel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxCobIs-71A
Part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMVDQgUfB54&list=PLMVDB6xG31y_rRXQRuOKaLFR2nLiiVF7E
Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbsUjhq8dps&list=PLMVDB6xG31y_rRXQRuOKaLFR2nLiiVF7E&index=2
Part 4, Chapter 1-2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UiMojnNjwlc&list=PLMVDB6xG31y_rRXQRuOKaLFR2nLiiVF7E&index=4
Part 4, Chapter 2-2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Hn3MTfInLw&list=PLMVDB6xG31y_rRXQRuOKaLFR2nLiiVF7E&index=5
Part 5, Chapter 1-3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyKJXEY8aGg
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I will warn you, posting with Desmond, It’s like waiting for a glacier to melt—painfully slow and seemingly endless. But trust, it's worth it! With him, it's just a waiting game.
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Now, my personal favorite series! Warren the Gladiator. This series has 2 parts, and is inspired by the show Arcane. Everything I post about Desmond ASMR typically revolves around Warrens series, it's what I write fics for! It's most definitely the story known for it's angst, and after 2 years of waiting, were expected to get the next part .. "soon".
Part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvN5l4YINko
Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vN1ZwjWpsQ
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Now, there are a few more series I have yet to mention, such as Prince Renae & Tigress story, and that's mainly because they're getting a reboot, so it's not essentially required to listen to. It's helpful if you're looking for a lore lesson about DesmondVerse, though!
Also, if you're a Patreon girly, you can find King Rhett and his listener-water-ascendants story! If your like me and aren't intrested in subscribing to a Patreon, that's totes fine! There are about two posts that show snippets of the series.
Thats all for now, and seriously, if you have any questions, don't hesitate to reach out! I'm opening to talking anytime ~
I hope I was helpful, and my goodness, PLEASE tell me what you think after listening to both series'!
#random ranting#desmond asmr#warren the gladiator#castin hammer#rhett#desmondverse#im actually so excited for you to listen#i apologize in advance
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I have to admit that in the span of the past 24 hours I've gone from a completely ironic to a completely unironic Bill Cipher/John Hunger shipper. It's just. The inherent tension between an "existence is impossible to bear, consume everything out of a desperation to make other people share my despair" eldritch horror and an "everything is fine, I'm completely fine, consume everything to prove how much fun I'm having!" eldritch horror. Narrative foils from two completely different narratives. I think they should do vore about it.
#i'm not saying i'm gonna start writing gf fic again because of this. but. if i *do* write gf fic in 2024... it's gonna be this.#and i apologize in advance#gravity falls#taz#taz balance#taz balance spoilers#they even both have a toxic obsession with some random aromantic old man...#johnbill#idk if that ship name is taken if it goes into some random other characters' tag then yell at me and i'll change it to johncipher or w/e
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✨First batch of Genshin charms are available for preorder! ✨ Reblogs are much appreciated 🙏 Use the code CRYLOUDER for 10% off your entire order this week only ➡️ Preorder here
#if the characters seem a little random it's bc I made my genshin multi group's favs first haha#also I apologize in advance for disgusting international shipping costs ugh#genshin impact#chibi#charms#preorder#keychains#childe#tartaglia#neuvillette#wriothesley#dottore#il dottore#wanderer#scaramouche#arataki itto#itto#genshin
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that meme with the guy protecting a cat but it’s simon and taka
#ace attorney#simon blackquill#taka#random stuff#my stuff#i'm trying to draw more often so#apologies in advance for if i keep posting mediocrely drawn memes like this
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open — anyone! muse — aiden connley, 24, student/frat chair . okay to assume any sort of connection.
“ c’mon — don’t be like that, you know you shouldn’t be here. “
#/ throwing a random aiden starter out there while i continue on some drafts~#/ he can be a little shit so i do apologize in advance#indie oc rp#indie rp#opens.#open starter / aiden connley
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“there’s a lot left unexplained in bravern” this may be true however have you considered. that much of it can be explained by the fact that lewis smith is just a fucking weirdo
#the random 3d printer? i know so many guys with those#the superbia translator? he had his title card ready to go and NEEDED to use it. somehow#same with his theme song(s?)#bringing up the waxing? i feel like i do not need to explain this one#obviously all this could get actual explanations and this post is mostly a joke however#i fucking love this dude. whats his problem (he has so many) (this makes him infinitely better)#a: bravern#bravern spoilers#t.bbbb#anyways i’m still near certain he’s gonna make it out in some way shape or form and get a happy end but if the ending IS bittersweet#then i apologize in advance bc it will in all likelihood just make me more annoying. LMFAO#ch: lewis smith
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I LOVE THIS FEELING AND TORMENTING MY MOOTS WITH OUR GOD AWFUL MENTAL HEALTH! IT SO DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PEICE OF SHIT WHO NEEDS TO DELETE EVERYTHING OFF THEIR ACCOUNT AND SHUT UP FOR FUCKING EVER. /sarc
#sorry in advance#mental health vent#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing#random posts#digging myself in another thought spiral YAYYYYYY#I'm so sorry really#we feel like an asshole any time we talk about the very repetitive/nonending dread / looming fear of whatever the fuck our brain's gonna do#so we just keep apologizing and feeling like this self absorbed prick for actually admiting “hey! i have issues”#because what if no one wants to deal with that yknow? i doubt anyone truly DOES.#and the thought that the people we love simply “put up with” us drives us to even further guilt. so we just assume that's how everyone feel#if we assume we annoy and inconvenience everyone then we can't really be sadder when we do annoy or inconvenience them right?#(god i wish it worked like that)#but yeah. it's just a self destructive circle and i want to shut up#but i also know shutting up for too long probably made all of this worse for us#so now i just think none of us know what to do anymore#if any of us even knew what to do in the first place.
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#Wow. Okay ♡#I love this episode. The animation is flawless. The drawings quality is out of the world for real.#I love this episode so much I'm so grateful so much care and dedication went to this sskk centered episode.#(Refraining to talk about what 5x03 could have been)#Sorry for repeating myself but seriously the illustrations this episode are so so pretty.#I rarely appreciate how Akutagawa is drawn in the anime but when it comes with this episode I really like how he looks too.#And Atsushi that I already like a lot in the anime on average‚ this episode is just fabulous. Handsome even.#Seriously I don't know who the animators are but I want to kiss them. This art style is one I dare say I like even more than Dead Apple���#that although is obviously more detailed is just... In comparison too rough for my personal taste?#The art style for this episode is very delicate and soft and I love it tons#And the directing is just great. No weird pacing or awkward ost choice. It's neat.#The reiterated placing ss/kk on opposite sides is neat. The lightening is likeable and especially the purple scene is super pretty.#The “don't compare me to him” scene is neat. The ss/kk final scene is AMAZING. It's gorgeous and stunning and awestriking and every other–#epitome in the world. It's like the only scene I believe turned out better in the anime that it is in the manga which is saying SO MUCH.#But it's really that good!!!!! My favourite anime ss/kk scene ever.#Aaaaaahhh please let me talk about it forever it's sooo pretty and especially poignant...#The heaven-like soft yellow light and how it contrasts with the bleak stormy background. But especially their softening features...#Man that scene. okay. Akutagawa's quiet surprise!!!! That scene is. Idk. Unfortunately chapter 88 exists–#but it's nearly the most romantic thing ever.#I'll leave it at this. It's not like the bsd animation suddenly became a masterpiece and this is still an episode–#I would say I like less than my least liked k/l/k episode (Trigger animation my beloved). But in comparison with the rest of the anime–#It's really bsd anime at its peak#random rambles#Aah peoples btw I'm probably going to spam ss/kk‚‚‚‚ a lot today. Apologies in advance unfollow me now etc. etc.
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My friend took me to see Mean Girls today.
Absolutely fantastic movie. Unfortunately I got sick however and on the way home I almost threw up in his car.
#told him “I apologize in advance if I vomit” and bless him he just went “if you need me to pull over just let me know” shvjbn#vee's random thoughts go brr
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Brown or blue? Or smth else
The armor bits will be mostly golden with some beads n stuff.
#random#art#wip#art wip#digital art#artists on tumblr#oc#bird oc#starbound#I think I am flooding the starbound tag a bit I apologize in advance
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I was just randomly thinking about when my mom met my younger sister’s first wife. Prior to this, I had to keep talking her off the ledge when she went on and on about my sister’s lesbianism being a phase (in her mid-20s…). So she finally accepts that fact and then loses it again upon meeting my sister’s extremely lovely fiancée, determined to dislike her. This is how our subsequent conversation went:
Mom - She’s nice, I guess, but… she’s a barista!
Me - So she has a job…
Mom - Her degree is in social work! That’s not even real!
Me - I assure you social work is real, Mom.
Mom - Well… She has a nose ring, J! A nose ring!
Me - Ok… ? And… ?
My dad who is characteristically silent during these exchanges finally turns toward my mom and goes “You’re being ridiculous, Karen. Knock it off.” She was stunned into silence.
She ended up loving this girl like one of her children btw… ah, boomers…
#my moms name isn’t actually Karen#I’m off today#i apologize in advance that I’m probably going#to post a lot of randomness
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STATS:
Character Name: Ozan Cesur Bulut
Character Age: 37
Neighborhood: Sterling Lake
Occupation: Wolf Mountain Vineyard
Faceclaim: Berk Cankat
Hometown: Istanbul, Turkey
Years of Residence in Covington: 20+
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Character Inspiration: lucifer morningstar (lucifer), nolan ross (revenge), gomez addams (addams family), fox mulder (the x-files), winston schmidt (new girl)
BIOGRAPHY:
TW: child neglect, drugs, alcohol, violence
For the first few years of his life, Ozan never really wondered about his father or why he wasn’t around. Those first few years, he also didn’t wonder why his mother was never around either. As he grew older though, he began to realize how alone he was and other kids asked how he could do anything that he wanted, how he could stay over at other houses and never get into trouble. The answer was easy though, he was alone. Before, his mother would show up everyday, eventually she showed up every couple of days with a new boyfriend or a new job that she promised she would keep, most times though, she'd disappear for days or weeks. He didn't know any better, could not understand that he needed a parent to watch over him, to take care of him,
But he began to wonder why when his bicycle broke, there was no one to fix it, or why there was never anyone waiting at home for him with warm hugs or hot chocolate after running home from school. Ozan sometimes felt so heartbroken that he couldn’t sleep, or sometimes showed up at his best friend’s home with a blanket because his house was too cold and scary, when he became a teenager, he took advantage of it.
Parties became a daily thing, with it, a child that had one found a home in school and homework, eventually became familiar with drugs. To forget it all. To finally stop thinking about coming home and instead running around with his friends, crashing parties and shoplifting or any sort of thing that would make him feel more than the emptiness that he had always felt. His mother eventually found her way back home, but trying to rescue a young man that had never learned to respect her after years of neglect and ignoring his cries for help would never be easy. It wasn’t until he got arrested for stealing whiskey from a gas station that his mother decided to take matters into her own hands. In her words, she did what she should have done from the moment he was born; send him to the United States, to finally meet his father.
His father was a warm man, owned what was back then a small vineyard in Covington and to his benefit he looked genuinely surprised when a bitter Ozan showed up on his doorstep with only a backpack and a letter from his mother, a one night stand that he’d had in Istanbul when he went on vacation with his friends sixteen years prior. Percival never questioned if they were father and child, he did, however tell him that he would have two jobs now: school and everyday he would show up to the farm and spend the rest of the day there. Ozan hated it all and he tried to run away twice. English was impossible to learn, he couldn’t make any friends, he hated school. Not to mention, the withdrawals were stronger than him and there was no way to get his drugs without knowing anyone, with no money. He did everything to push the man away, but instead his father only pulled him back in.
After a year of arguments and back and forth, and a failed school year, Percival persisted, giving his child structure and discipline where necessary. If he didn’t want to finish school that was fine, but he would work for him and he would earn his money, his food and whatever else he wanted. If you ask him now, Ozan cannot tell you when he and his father became a family, but he assumed that the early mornings taking care of vines, washing barrels and picking grapes slowly turned into conversations, eventually into sharing a cigarette and finally into hugs. It made him realize that, perhaps, feeling at home wasn't a myth.
His routine became erratic; get high, show up to work, go out with friends he eventually made, hooking up with people he barely knew, going home to sleep barely enough to wake up and do the same thing all over again. Again and again. A few years down the line, the vineyard turned into a famous spot for weddings in the region, visited by celebrities, by tourists and weekend crowds curious about their wines and though he didn't have much to do with the success, Ozan felt on top of the world.
Everything came crashing down when Percival was diagnosed with MS almost five years ago. Suddenly, the only caregiver he had ever had, needed Ozan's help. And Ozan, although loving and now an adult, was so lost in his addiction that he didn't know how to even start but regardless, made it his mission to help his father as much as he could. He took his father's spot at the Vineyards, knowing that it meant the world to his father to see his lifetime work continue to thrive and grow despite his condition, moved back into the family home and turned his entire life around in a span of a year by embracing his now busy life, making so many decisions and cleaning his act up.
It’s been the best five years of his life, but also the worst years of his life. Sobriety is not easy to achieve while surrounded by parties, events and people with means. He was sober for two years, then again for a few months and now it’s been a year of sobriety, but it’s something that he struggles with and Ozan honestly doesn’t know if he will ever be able to fix that part of himself, but he tries. Now more than ever, he tries for himself though. He tries to be the man that he wants to be, wants his father to remember as a good man and not as the lost kid he'd met twenty years ago.
LIKES
working with his hands
petting animals
green peppers on pizza
silly pranks
being in a good mood
being annoying
smoking
desserts
organized spaces
DISLIKES
driving
wearing coats
the sun
eggs
coffee
sleeping
routines
silence
TRADEMARKS
giving people nicknames, resting bitch face, dirty jokes, dad jokes, wearing several rings, messy hair, airpods, making people laugh, being in a good mood, being loud
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Sup bitches,
Please consider taking this survey.
It's on censorship in the media~
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If this survey gets enough responses I will give you data. You folks love data right? I am very good at compiling data. Imagine I'm rattling the promise of data around your head like jingling keys above a cat.
I am just a poor little guy bound by the whims of education. 😔
#On my hands and knees. I am quivering lads#please take my survey.#If I get 100 submissions I'll use AO3 Tumblr discourse as a topic in my essay.#good omens#ofmd#wwdits#undertale#i apologize so much in advance for using fandom tags but you guys love debating censorship... 🥺 dont you...#(Psychology Tactics Deploy!)#ao3#fanfiction#censorship#lgbtq+#writers of tumblr#random survey#survey#questionnaire#writers on tumblr#lgbtq community
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Having fun w today’s fic which is good because I have no plans for the next three days
#it’s coming#it’s actually based off a three sentence fic I did a couple months ago hehe#fun times#but yeah I’m doomed for this week#hahajahahsbhfdhj#rambles from the Floor#I’ll have to do what I did last year#start dipping into random characters#ravio I apologize in advance
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Yoru hurts Asa physically to keep him from thinking about the fear she carries inside.
Physical pain used to drive away psychological pain.
Fujimoto is describing self-defeating behavior.
#csm spoilers#asa mitaka#yoru csm#I apologize in advance if it turns out to be an incorrect or offensive analysis for someone#It was just a random thought that ran through my head
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[ okay, i have sent eden to everyone who had interacted with this post so if you didn't get your bite from the menacing raccoon pup pls let me know ! shoutout to all of you indulging the chaotic biting session yOU GUYS ARE MVPS ]
#.ooc#[ tHAT WAS ACTUALLY FUN HJLKHJLK#I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE FOR THE RANDOMNESS#i'm going to purge the ooc posts tmr morning#for now sLEEP TIME FOR THE PUPPER#I'LL DO ASKS AND MORE WRITING TMR#THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO INDULGE MY CHAOTIC RACCOON NEED TO BITE I LOVE YOU ALLLL ]
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