#i am still squealing

[violettduchess]

@drewadoodle I literally squealed when you sent me this.

Despite all the writing I do, I cannot accurately express how much I LOVE this. Just wholeheartedly love it.

I very rarely fangirl but not only did you draw Leonardo, who will always hold a special place in my heart, but you drew him with me! WHAT.

I love this. I adore you.

[peachsayshi]

KNIGHT SUGURU AND PALACE MAID READER PLEEK him being a commoner who became a royal knight on his own strength and merit (and is prince!satoru's bff) and sees her in the royal palace and it's just. game over for him ever since.

Have you read those manhwas where these duke or noble MLs participate in sword or hunting competition and dedicate their prize to their beloved in front of everyone? It just SCREAMS Suguru. God I'm so in love with that man

NONNIE. HOW DID YOU GET INTO MY BRAIN AND READ MY MIND?? THIS IS ALMOST EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING OF. SGGFUGRGJYGHHG

knight suguru fawns over her. And I am actually going to use your idea of the dedication because it fits PERFECTLY. gosh, you don’t know how much I’m squealing because this is literally what I was thinking of 😭 we have made a virtual connection!!

[a-star-shines]

If you know it in one glimpse, it's legendary You and I go from one kiss to gettin married

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I’m gonna scream a moment about my babies because LOOK AT THEM 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

[billpottsismygf]

Episode 3 of Dead Boy Detectives is the best one yet. The murder is absolutely brutal, but it's tightly plotted and has so many great character moments throughout.

This is the most attached to Charles I've felt so far. He's currently furthest down my list of favourites out of the main cast, but his performance was really moving this episode. I also loved how it highlighted his relationships both with Crystal and Edwin, and the jealousy that Edwin feels there. Interesting that that jealousy seems to go both ways, too, with Charles being the last to leave Edwin and Monty alone at the end.

Edwin and Charles are unlikely friends in a lot of ways, but I do buy it, especially when he occasionally makes Edwin smile. Here, Edwin is confronted with the fact that he actually doesn't know many of the deeper parts of Charles' life, and that he maybe hasn't shared all of his own. Really nicely done.

Edwin's sexuality crisis continues to be really compelling. I actually adore his dynamic with Monty. I know he's literally a plant by Esther, but their tiny interactions so far have so much chemistry. I also have Thoughts on why Edwin is more open to him than the Cat King, and it's the plausible deniability of it all. The Cat King was extremely upfront about what he wanted from Edwin, and Edwin could not quite bring himself to admit he even understood what that was. Whereas with Monty he's able to retreat behind his protests that "he is a boy and I am a boy, if anything he just enjoys ghosts".

Also! Crsytal and Edwin are becoming friends!!! Crystal's my second favourite character and I'm so happy they're warming up to each other. Edwin is such a spiky character but I love him and want everyone else to love him. On that note, him being understanding to Niko about her trauma also made me very happy. Edwin is not budging as my favourite character!

Small things:

Esther continues to have the best, most over the top performance. Perfect, no notes.

Niko yaoi enjoyer and general weirdo, I love her so much <3

[mitamicah]

I woke up with this realisation today:

So Bojan's favourite colour is pink right?

And Jere's yellow?

Guess which flag features BOTH pink and yellow >:3

Never beaten the alligations for my queerplatonic headcanon x'D

[wonder-never-wander]

"yeah im not hyperfixated on starkid!" i say, two hours before learning that there's a new starkid musical announcement and promptly hyperventilating

[cerealbishh]

"You're pretty new at this whole relationship thing, huh?"

"... Yeah."

[outfoxt]

this is going to sound really fucked up but i just need to say it i think.

I never realized that people could actually care. I always thought that the depictions of friendship in movies and TV shows were over-the-top portrayals, and weren't things that actually happened. This was then exacerbated by the fact that my entire life I always wanted people to just Know How I Was Feeling like they do on TV and I found out that that's Not How It Works. I always thought I was naive for caring so much about my friends and for doing nice things for them out of the blue, and I always resented myself for resenting my parents for not doing more for me as a child.

So when I got to uni, and my friends started caring about me and asking if I was ok when I looked sad and doing nice things for me, I didn't know what to do with myself. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me in a long time. When I was staying with a friend, and she said that she left the window open in the room I was going to be staying in because I liked it to be cold when i sleep, I bluescreened. I didn't know how to respond. It is quite literally one of the nicest things anyone had ever done for me. No one had ever paid that much attention to the things I liked. Every year on my birthday it was either a gamble if I would get something I actually wanted from my parents (spoiler alert: I was often disappointed) or I would just have to straight up tell them what I wanted. I got accustomed to the latter, and now I don't mind, but receiving two gifts from friends about languages this year made me realize that I could have it so much better.

And don't even get me started on online friends. I sort of thought that everyone was lying about them? Or that it was something unattainable, and reserved only for God's Chosen Favorites or something. But no, there are little people in my phone who care about me. They legitimately care about me as much as I care about them. I've been nervous to ask them about their well-being because I'm still nervous about being naive and getting a wake-up call that no one cares again, but after being told that they were worried about me when I overslept, I think i should know that I'm in the clear. And that's not even including all the times they tell me to go to bed when it's late, and when they ping me about things I may enjoy or things I was involved in.

All this is to say I guess that I'm touched that people remember my existence. It makes me feel good to be wanted. I will be eternally grateful to both my irl and online friends who made me realize that just because my parents or my friends from home didn't care enough to remember what I like or to go out of their way to do nice things for me, it doesn't mean that no one will. I need to step up and do more for you guys. I trained myself to push down my desire to help and check in with people because I thought I was betting on something that I'd never get in return, but now I know I can.

Thank you all, and I love you 💚

[whoregaylorenzo]

Marc at the Kitzbühel price giving on Jan 21, 2023

[le-velo-pour-dru]

One thing about me is that I am such a menliker through and through <33

[alaskan-wallflower]

guys

guys.

I HAD ENOUGH IN MY ACCOUNT TO SIT NEXT TO THE PONYBOY SEAT (A114)

i may actually sit next to brody fucking grant. i’m gonna throw up.

[txmxkis]

someone needs to take this game away from me

[keldae]

I need everyone to behold the wonderful artsings that the incomparable @iocainesmoothie did for me of Gale and Devi having a camp snuggle! When I say I audibly squealed at work upon receiving this... <3

[milkyplier]

Regret, or close call, for the ask game? :D

Wind is trying to dump Sriracha’s feed in his bucket when he hears the squealing and the sound of hooves. He whips his head around and sees Sriracha backing right towards him, fast and agitated, and he knows he should move but the terror freezes him in place.

At the last moment, Sriracha swings his rear away from Wind and then calms down, at least for the moment, and Wind is quick to get out of his stall. Heart racing, hands shaking, he thinks about what a close call that was.

Shame wells up in his chest, choking him with tears. His face burns, the still-full bucket of feed he’s carrying feels heavy.

I froze, I could have died, I should have moved, that was terrifying.

The thoughts all run through his head at a million miles per hour. He’s ashamed at how scared he is, but he can’t help how scared he is. Sriracha is big, and even as underweight as he is, he’s still a powerful horse and Wind is a small person. Wind feels he wasn’t nearly responsive enough, aware enough to have kept the situation from escalating to that point, or keeping his head when it did.

Finally, the dread settles in. His fingers sting where the bucket’s raw metal handle rests on them: he still has to feed Sriracha.

[meownotgood]

I got these akis. wow! very cute!