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#elden ring#elden ring fanart#messmer the impaler#elden ring messmer#artists on tumblr#my drawings#i am so very very tired
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[shouts the music of Queen]
I WANT TO BREAK FREE!
[oh, baby, i have]
I am feeling ✨ delightfully spicy ✨ this evening.
So many red flags were floating around like the Metatron’s head about this guy I was talking to before tonight’s nonsense.
Anyway —
It’s Thanksgiving. I worked all day. It was exceptionally busy. I went the entire day without replying to said guy’s text messages. He later became accusatory and said “it’s not like me to not reply, even when it’s busy” and assumed “I’ve been drinking and/or was drunk” among a slew of other lovely comments.
He was angry that I actually was too busy to reply to him, so his nonsense continued. My energy right now is a bit not good.
I felt rather obligated to claim that yes, it is in fact like me to go an entire day without responding to messages. Sometimes I forget to respond until the next day because I’m busy quite often. I explained to him that this was not going to work out for us.
He’s heavily implied that he’s racist and homophobic, and neither of those things sit right with me. In addition to that, I didn’t appreciate the verbal abuse, but he also — I’ve recently learned — has enough of a violent side that he almost ended up in jail this evening.
I’ve been having a ✨ GREAT ✨ time. 🤣
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By talos I can't believe this is happening
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I finished all the difficult and depressing and anxiety-inducing things that I had to do today
they're done
don't need to worry about them anymore
so:
why can i not relax
...dammit, brain
#i am so very very tired#at least i can say this much without reservation:#i really really like my gastroenterologist#which is good considering i have to trust him to put cameras in interesting places with distressing frequency
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goddamn i need to stop doing 10 hour open shifts on saturdays (<- has been saying this every week for 4.5 yeqrs)
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it's all about having *more* people than strictly absolutely 100% necessary. And there are plenty of people... the employment shortage is not a shortage of willing employees. It is a shortage of willing employers (to offer fair wages and hours and things like human decency) in the face of endless profit.
6 hour workday maximum i’m not kidding, if it can’t be done in that timeframe it doesn’t need doing.
#sorry to be a burnt out soap box anticapitalist on main...#I am so very very tired#but I am a real believer that there is a position for everyone.#some people LOVE being accountants#others love taking care of children#everyone has something to offer#but our current system means so few people actually find their place
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Brain Curd #1
I am entirely disconnected from my creative energy, so here’s my attempt to write something crap on purpose. It’s supposed to be a good exercise. Enjoy.
Bob was a man, probably, who owned a pet store. He didn’t spend a lot of time there, though, because he was a capitalist type who doesn’t actually do anything. He woke up one morning, and went back to sleep. Then he woke up again. But Bob was lazy so he went back to sleep another time. He woke up again that afternoon and decided it was time for brunch.
He rang the bell on his nightstand to alert the kitchen staff. It was time! All hands on deck! Bob wanted an omelet! But what Bob didn’t realize was that his kitchen staff had recently read Das Kapital and they were sick of his bullshit. Also, Bob was an egg. So they made the collective and communist decision to eat the rich. Though Bob’s name wasn’t Rich (it was Bob), they broke down his door and cracked him into a Pyrex measuring cup with a splash of milk and some salt and pepper.
Sadly, one of the cooks dropped the cup and it shattered everywhere because it was new Pyrex instead of the old stuff. So they had to use eggs from the walk-in refrigerator instead. They cooked up a wonderful omelet with peppers, onions, shredded cheese, and Bob’s wedding ring also even though it’s not edible. It was just a fun surprise to have in there. The staff decided whoever choked on it would have to pay for the next one.
But as they passed the plate around, everyone realized they weren’t even hungry since they had a late potluck dinner the night before. So the omelet went to waste. Quite a shame. In the end, Bob made a full recovery and donated his net worth to the ASPCA, which I think is that pet advocacy organization with the sad commercials. Correct me in the comments and don’t forget to like, comment, subscribe, and ring the little bell so you’ll know every time I post on YouTube.
This isn’t YouTube, though, so just reblog it instead I guess. The end.
#women writers#writeblr#female writers#writing#nsc original#brain lumps#i am so very very tired#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#writer things#writblr#creative writing#i have several wips to work on and they are starving#brain curd#brain curds
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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*gets decapitated* Okay, so this is why I actually consider this a complete win:🧵(1/37)
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Call this the Whoopsie AU (it's barely an AU)
I mean. Narinder never explicitly SAID the Lamb would stay dead... :3c He probably should have been more specific. >:3c
Part Two:
Well. The Lamb tried, but...sorry, Nari, the crown hates you now. Shouldn't have been so quick to lend it out, I guess. :D
Aaaand Part Three:
'Isn't he just adorable?' -The Lamb, probably, while their followers smile and nod and internally scream at the brand new hellcat they now have to share living space with...
Anyway, nothing says 'Dead To Me' like following a person around to loudly remind them of how dead they are to you. Right? Right. Narinder's got this all figured out. <:]
#fanart#comics#cult of the lamb#cotl#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl yellow cat#this is my headcanon and i'm sticking to it#the lamb is a goofy stabby-babby goober and narinder is just a grumpy asshole who constantly velcroes onto them for hella snuggles#look - if you've been trapped in the afterlife void for over a thousand years - you are GONNA want a fuckton of snuggles#that's just science#the scribble comic i did with narinder and the yellow cat can technically work as part four i guess#only instead of the lamb Going Gremlin at the attempt to steal their other followers' devotion#they just comin' at him for Rad Cuddles OuO#someday i will draw these two with the proper height difference i imagine them having#today is not that day#today is also not the day i pin down exactly how long i want narinder's tail to be#(but i want it to be Very Long - just because)#there are inconsistencies here and there and probably some mistakes but i have been working on these for a week and i am So Tired guys#EDIT: haha yeah i forgot to color in narinder's fukken ears again#fuk :)#EDIT 2: i fixed it but it's probably too late at this point lmao#EDIT 3: THE LAMB'S FUKKEN HORNS JFC#i am not editing this thing anymore cuz i need sleep and the mistakes are already out there *dies of artist mortification*
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REPLICA PLAYLIST
MUSIC UNDER CUT
I have been receiving requests for any songs that inspired Replica, so here, have my personal playlist. Sorry it’s not Spotify/Soundcloud but they don’t have some of these songs available so uh… guess you’re stuck with YouTube vids. For fun I'll include my personal titles for them (which might give a few hints of what to expect in the future/end).
Replica Main Theme - “Die for You” by Grabbitz Like Father Like Son Like Brother (Omega and Shelldon) - "As Above So Below" by Alistair Lindsay Mikey's Theme / The 1st Vision - "Suzume no Tojimari" by Nanoka Hara Military (Mad) Dogs / Central Park Colony - "Imperium" by Madeon Shanghai - "Icarus" by Madeon Boom Goes the Donnie-mite (Mikey/Donnie vs the Sweeper) - "The Red Zone" by Mitsuoto Suzuki The Day the Sky Bled Red - "7 Seconds Till the End" by Nobuo Uematsu Going Out Like a Boss (Raph and Leo) - "Agape" by Nicholas Britell Remembering the Right Way (Mikey and Leo) - "The Souls of Many" - by Alistair Lindsay Mystic Hands / The 2nd Vision - "Am I Dreaming" by Metro Boomin x A$AP Book 2 Trailer - "Sea Dragon" by Covet 7 Years Later - "Iron" by Woodkid Leo's Theme / Attack on the Labor Camp - "Ego Death" by Polyphia Omega's Theme - "Touch" by Daft Punk Flat Lines (Omega Alone) - "Die Toteninsel Emptiness" by 1000 Eyes Spear - "Monsters" by Tommee Profitt Final Protocol - "The Kraken" by Katie Dey Rise / Epilogue - "Close in the Distance" by Masayoshi Soken & Tom Mills
I will admit, it's a little embarrassing since you can easily see the patterns of what I've been listening to for the past year or two. I swear I listen to more than just videogame OSTs, these songs just jive well with the story and I often find lyrics distracting when brainstorming scenes. Regardless, the music I listen to is such an important part of my creative process and some of these songs really defined the scenes I now have locked in my head. So I figured it was only fair to give them the credit they're due.
I will continue to add to this playlist, and will note in comic updates when one of these songs is applicable!
#lofi Donnie anyone?#also sort of celebration for 19k followers wow#should I do something else for it?#I particularly like Leo's theme being titled Ego Death#very fitting#Also the final song makes me cry because the lyrics are just too dang perfect#I'd like to do an animatic with the song when this story is all done#check out the lyrics if you get the chance#in fact I'd like to do an animatic trailer for the Book 2 Teaser#we'll see though#i can't allow myself to get too distracted from the comic itself haha#replica#rottmnt replica#kathaynesart#playlist#music#spoilers? but like... you know how it ends in the movie so not really?#kind of?#did you see the rise movie?#then you’ve been spoiled sorry#posting again at an ungodly hour#I am tired#save rottmnt#rottmnt#TMNT#Donatello#casey jones
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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹
i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuuji#megumi#nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them#even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh#to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited#but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs#gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it#so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again#other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe#megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space#other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu#god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this#these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore
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My favourite ship dynamic: straight passing bi couple, and their guy™️
#leverage#leverage ot3#white collar#psych the show#chuck tv series#six of crows#dndads#there are so many examples but i am very tired
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Hi my name is Hobie Brown 🎸
I’m not a role model ❌
I was briefly a runway model ✨
I hate the AM! 🌅
I hate the PM!!! 🐖
I hate Labels!!!!!! 🏷️
#hobie brown#atsv hobie#spider man#spider man: across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#spider punk#spiderverse#spiderman#Hobie brown you rock#had so much fun#drawing this#atsv#has fueled my art brain#I am very tired#art by ray#art by me
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hugs I meant to draw for July 29th ...... but we're always celebrating that here
#I am on vacation rn so I'm not too pressed about it#scribbles#gravity falls#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#I will add alt text in the morning. Just very tired lol
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Some of y'all be like "Oh yeah I support Cluster B" until they:
Have debilitating cognitive problems
Are depressed
Have emotions that aren't aesthetically pleasing
Don't know healthy coping mechanisms
Have a different view of social norms
Struggle with relationships
Do actions that for you are "obviously purposefully evil"
Explain the thought process behind their actions, not excuse them
Have trauma that just by existing doesn't invalidate yours but somehow that thought scares you
It's almost like you don't support Cluster B, hm.
#very much a vent#i am just so tired of this shit#vent#cluster b safe#cluster b#bpd#bpd safe#actually bpd#hpd#hpd safe#actually hpd#npd#npd safe#aspd#aspd safe
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