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Hello! Hello!! I am wishing you so much happiness!! You deserve so much!!! You are amazing and I appreciate your existence!! I hope you have a wonderful day/night!!! Drink water and eat if you haven't yet!! You make me so happy!!!(forgive me for spam, i am hyper and i love to talk!! And you are such an amazing person for interacting with me!! Thank you!!)
Hi hello! ✨👋
Ohmigosh you're too sweet gaaahh!! 😭 Thank you so so much! Such kindness oh goodness oh stars 🥺 Thank you so much for interacting with me as well! I greatly appreciate your kindness and support!
I dunno if you like peepaw, but I sketched a lil smiling peepaw cuz I haven't drawn him happy in ~forever~ and your lovely message just made me so happy and think of leo heh
Oh I hope you have an amazing week and a wonderful fall season! 🙌🍂✨
#ace answers#thank you again so much!! 🙌✨#gah such sweetness *sniffles and melts*#y'all are so incredibly sweet oh starry stars 🥺🥹#i am so grateful fr#the universe is being so very gentle with me after my not-so-fun dentist appointment raaaahhhhaha#:)
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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Two kinds of comments and replies on ao3:
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commentor: nice fic
author replying: Hello you have done me the greatest of services. The kindest of compassions hast been received from thine good hand. May you be blessed into the coming days, for you have blessed me and mine.
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commentor: This tore into my ribcage and you hold my still-beating heart in your hands. I loved the thematic strength of this story--the persistent symbolism within is everything, actually. Your characterization was so on point, I adored the specific choices you made to cement not only the dynamics and show the effect on others but also the further the plot in a logical manner--
author replying: lol thx <3
#JUST ME??? JUST ME???#ao3#fanfic comments#I'M SO SORRY ACTUALLY. REPLYING TO COMMENTS AND TRYING TO EXPRESS HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR THE LOVE#like there is no way to properly express it actually because the love given to us will always feel greater than that received sometimes#i'm dead and dying sorry#trying my utmost to express that i know i've been given a lot and wish to give at least a little love or thanks back but it's. not happening#esp bc school is kicking my butt and i cannot reply to all these comments fr hbfjwiogsdjlk
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I'm just going to say it. the attitude I'm seeing in the Silmarillion fandom from those who have never watched the ROP show, but are enjoying gifsets of the Annatar/Brimb scenes and expressing that it has them interested in those portrayals, while continuing to loudly assert that the Celebrimbor casting is atrocious because he's 'old and blond' fucking disgusts me.
#literally so what that he's over the age of 30 and blond#charles edwards LOVED this role and he poured his whole heart into it#and he loves Tolkien#and his portrayal was amazing and I'm so grateful that this was the celebrimbor we got#and at this point the rejection of him out of hand on his looks is so disgustingly shallow and ageist#especially after s2#i'm so fucking done#he was PERFECT casting#literally PERFECT#and the interplay between him and charlie and the framing of that relationship as the progression of abuse#was amazing#it was everything the characters deserved#rings of power#tired of the ageism in this fandom fr#i'm tired of elves having to look like 30something twinks to be acceptable#anyway sorry i'm choosing violence over this one#i really am
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well, it's happened - i've got my referral, booked a consultation for top surgery, and will be seeing my chosen doctor next week to discuss options. (!!!!!)
if you'd like to help me out, there's a link to my paypal in my pinned post. 3 people have donated so far, which is lovely and extremely generous, but i'm still going to be struggling as this is basically gonna clean out all my savings and also leave me unable to work for at least 2 weeks - so any and all help is appreciated 💕
#i did not think i would ever get to this point#now i'm here i sort of feel like a dog that's been let off its lead in a big field#everything in my life is incredibly stressful and difficult atm so it's nice to have something to look forward to 🥰#be shh now#also shoutout to the people who donated fr i am so grateful... love you#you made my day
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WHO AM I TO YOU? I AM THE ANTICHRIST TO YOU.
#ofmdedit#ourflagmeansdeathedit#ofmd spoilers#ofmd#our flag means death#edits#useravia#userbecca#usernoobie#userelio#blackbonnet#gentlebeard#still so lost on the ship name i'm a fake fan fr#rs: you make me happy#if anyone doesn't want to be tagged feel free to let me know of course ♥#and if could all just collectively pretend this mess of a typography work is not an eyesore#my fragile mental health would be grateful#def in an awkward stage of transition towards another style and i just have to accept it. embrace the mess#anyway. i've been wanting to use this song for someone for ages so let's go babes#we're all both the monster and the lover in someone else's story am i right#flashing gif /
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This is an EVIL part of the body btw:
#disability#disability memes#described images#image description in alt#i really shouldn't have taken my brief few years of no back pain for granted FR#sorry for going on and on about this but pain and suffering and happiness and relief#i am in So much pain right now :(#my cane has helped me get out of the shower and out of bed (when i have the Most Intense pain)#incredibly grateful that i have somewhat gotten over my stupid stupid internalized ableist sense of pride though#i want to get the pain checked out but i have Very Little Hope of it getting better#especially since i am still ~so young~
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What a great day to be a Los Angeles resident ✨️
#personal#fr this weekend was packed with so many cool events#i am so grateful to be able to participate in so many cool events in this town sigh#I really love it here
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Hey guys! Top surgery is really hard! I find a lot of people sort of skip over how difficult major surgery is to go through because of course it’s worth it but !!!!!! Please!!!!!!! If this is a process you are considering going through PLEASE do all of your prep and research and be very prepared to go through an ordeal fr. This is no joke.
#and if you have sensory issues you are in for a straight up nightmare#and the complications are very real as well#make sure you have AT LEAST one or two people available to you most of the time for at least the first 2 weeks#I am so grateful to be where I am and it’s totally worth it in every way#I am so so happy to be free from my breasts fr#but I was blindsided and I was not properly informed of how intense a process this can be.#so please don’t go into this blind and naive.#and make sure you are receiving mental health support as well.
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Ty paused too, rooting around in the pocket of his hoodie. "I have something for you." Kit rolled up the bag of chips and stashed it behind a rock. "You do?"
Ty produced a small white stone, about the size of a golf ball, with a rune etched into it. "Your witchlight rune-stone. Every shadowhunter has one." He took Kit's hand unselfconsciously and pressed the stone into his palm. A hot flutter went through Kit's stomach surprising him. He'd never felt anything like it before.
#this scene was a cultural reset#fr i get so messed up EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.#it's actually maddening#i feel like i'm losing my marbles#(oh wait that's probably because i am)#the way ty is so thoughtful and ofc thought about kit not have a witchlight stone???#and then simply gifting him one bc why not#and kit being so soft and grateful#and also clearly having the fattest crush is-#im so gone for them#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc
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DROPPPP THE JIUNG SMUT FIC 😭💔😭💔😭💔 literally nobody writes for him anymore and it makes me sad idc if it’s fluff, angst, smut, etc. just need me some jiung tbh
OMG ANON!!! this is insane i'm literally SO HAPPY TO RECEIVE YOUR ASK UHM THANK YOU AND UH ALSO I LOVE YOU IG? 💗 sorry is that too dramatic
okay youre so real tho literally nobody writes for my love jiung........... except i USED to write only fluff (i think i have around 3 fluff fics in my masterlist) and im not even joking, i literally have not wrote a single word of smut in 4years. FOUR YEARS. can you imagine???? it took kcon and dfesta and hello82 CHOI JIUNG TO BRING ME OUT OF MY SMUT HIATUS. WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS TRIGGERRED I REALLY MEANT IT COS OHHHHHH MY GOD I FR WAS LIKE FKJEJNFEILJNR RAHHHHHHHHH 👹 haha ha im gonna rant below under the cut sozzz
anyways TL;DR: DW MY FELLOW CHOCOCHIP your girl's gotchu i SEE u and i HEAR u and i will be working on the smut fic in earnest tonight (wish i published it earlier but damn it really is harder than i rmb to write smut) so yes. it will be dropped sometime tonight if all goes well (aka if i dont lose my mind will writing my own smut fic) you have been warned !! get keen !!!!! also feel free to DM me if you would like me to add you to a taglist or notify you when it's published (i'm aussie so time diff wise it will probs drop at a time that is convenient for americans cos LOL tumblr is an american site fr) !!!!
thank you so much for this ask btw it has been received and much appreciated by this little piwon writer living in her own tiny corner of the internet <333333333333 like i say this all the time but anytime anyone interacts with me and reads my fics it legit blows my mind cos im like who?? me??? damn.. //blushes
also ur so right i think its crazy how the popularity of members in terms of fanbase vs which members people actually want to read fics for is like... so different like worlds apart omg JUSTICE FOR HYUNG LINE PLSSSS i need more hyung line writers omfg
#anon#i literally LOVE YOU OMGGG#the way this is the exact thing that i needed to get mymotivation going ohmygod im not even kidding !!!#thank you so much i nearly teared up fr haha is that kinda dramatic? idk haha oops#literally hashtag justice for piwon hyung line writers and fics#as a chocochip i am so grateful there are at least SOME jiung fics on here#whereas there is literally NO theo keeho fics#some intak but mostly its all ot6 stuff#and theres like bucketloads of seobsoul#which i love the maknaes but i mean im 5 years older than them so i try not to read any M or even suggestive stuff bc it kinda makes me#feel like i shld go to jail fr#seobsoul are literally just my cool handsome talented lil bros#but yeah JUSTICE FOR HYUNG LINE#I WILL BE WORKING HARD ON THE JIUNG SMUT#I WILL TRY MY BEST NOT TO LET U DOWN FR#OKAY SORRY i yapped again rant over#love u kthxbi#asks#rach 💭#jiung smut#jiung fanfic#jiung fic#p1harmony#jiung#choi jiung#p1harmony smut#p1harmony fanfic#p1harmony fic#kpop smut
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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Are you going to the show tonight?
No, I cut my bangs too short yesterday, he definitely can't see me for another few weeks. 🥸
Jk jk (well not about the bangs unfortunately, I look very 3rd grade picture day rn) - because of my health issues and other assorted logistical realities in my life, spontaneous nights out are a luxury I very rarely can afford, both literally and figuratively.
It sucks not being able to take advantage of living where I do but I'm very grateful that more often than not, there are attendees that are kind enough to share their content so we can all enjoy it! 🥰🫶🏻
#i almost just answered with my bangs joke but I'm feeling earnest today 😌#and i am quite sad to miss this tbh#hotel cafe is a dream place to watch a set#but even without getting into the minutiae of what i have to consider when making plans these days#just the cost of an Uber alone (I'm less than 30min away but it'd be at least $100 to get me there and back) is prohibitive so 🤷🏻♀️#it is what it is and again I'm v grateful for those who share their experience with us! 💙#ask#anon#and fr my bangs are atrocious rn tho 😂
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you're a dog (i'm your man) ch4 update !! <3
DON'T QUOTE ME ON THIS because knowing me, i could dream up a whole new scene to try and squeeze in, buttt it's looking like i'll hopefully get chapter four done by the end of this week ahhh <33 if i say it out loud surely it'll make me hold myself accountable LOL
working title and a timeline hint sorta kinda:
'How Long Do I Have Left With My Dog?'
this one has been emotion heavy (and some of those emotions are quite fitting for the month we're in lmaoo i know what you are gale cleven) and hard to write bc i'm much more a dialogue over internal thought writer, but i hope it does the boys justice and makes the timeline progression filler feel less filler–y <3
also gonna be the longest chapter yet– already passed the 5k word threshold, guessing it'll be closer to 7k oopsie. thank youuu for the patience as always while i've been a sickly victorian man on my death bed SDGKJS appreciate it so so much :')
i'm SOOO excited for what i have planned for ch5, it's motivating me to wade thru the 'less fun' (read: angst) parts of ch4 because there are some scenes coming up that i've had planned in my head since before i even decided to make this fic into anything other than a collection of dog–coded oneshots <33
there's a scene i think i briefly drabbled about here back in like. february. that will slot into ch5 (or 6 if i have to split it up again lmfao) and it's crazy to see my shit come so full circle AND TO SEE HOW LONG DOG CODED BUCKY HAS HAD ME IN A CHOKEHOLD. embarrassing truly!!! wtf. i love these boys
ok that's my little (long) updateee, thank you again for putting up with my slow updates and replies and lack of brainrot lately <3 hope ur having a lovely pride month so far!!
#dog coded bucky fic#title is from one of my favourite songs in the whole world that i've been working on a buckbucky edit for for weeks lol#might try and time finishing the edit with the posting of ch4 so they can kinda link together in a way <3#also hate to get sappy but man i am so. so. thankful to have this fic to focus on#it's getting me thru my least favourite time of year and gives me something to get out of bed for and i know it's 'just fic'#and i know i say that phrase a lot. i shouldn't actually!! bc fanfic is important and special. so my bad JSDKG#but anyway this fic is so dear to my heart and i feel so grateful that i get to muse and brainrot and pour myself into it rn <3#and even more grateful to be able to make anyone feel anything with it! dog coded bucky in my heart 4 ever fr fr#johnslittlespoon yaps
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me when people hate on aos trek:
#starlight fandom#starlight trek#LOOK I KNOW THEY AREN’T GOOD MOVIES THEY WERE IF MARVEL HIT STAR TREK WITH A BASEBALL BAT BEHIND A CLUB#BUT AOS GOT ME INTO STAR TREK IN THE FIRST PLACE OKAY IT HAS A PLACE IN MY HEART FOREVER#AND IT’S NOT AOS!JIM’S FAULT THAT THEY WROTE HIM BAD I ACTUALLY THINK ITS REAL INTERESTING#TO SEE A VERSION OF JIM KIRK THAT’S TRAUMATIZED AND FUCKED UP AND DIDN’T HAVE A FATHER AND YET HE STILL ENDS UP COMPASSIONATE#HE STILL ENDS UP A LEADER AND KIND#like fr tho that’s a fascinating concept#how much things may be different and how Spock!prime broke the timeline by melding with aos!kirk#and Kirk still ends up kind and loving and beloved anyway!!!!!#like I’m sorry they didn’t execute well until beyond and honestly I ignore stid entirely but it’s such a cool concept to me#and Karl urban as bones was so. SO. SO GOOD. he was perfect and deranged in the best way#Quinto-Spock I can take or leave but I do love me a bitchy Vulcan and he did have that#it’s okay to not like aos I don’t blame anyone for not liking it but I am so fond of it folks I truly am#and I’m not just saying that b/c the fic I’m writing rn for comfort and therapy reasons is projecting my current issues on aos!kirk#he’s just really to project onto and he looks like he’d benefit from ketamine treatment too and learning how to have hobbies w/o stress#anyway like I said I don’t blame anyone for disliking it or erasing it from their fandom memory#but it got me into Star Trek and I’m grateful and if ppl weren’t cowards aos!kirk would be so fucking fascinating in a feral way
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tfw u finally go to make urself a dinner plate and some nasty ass man walks into the kitchen, picks up the entire serving bowl of creamed corn and puts his filthy mouth on the bowl like it’s a giant cup and tilts it straight in. multiple times. 🙃
#could you not wait long enough to get a fucking spoon and your own bowl like a civilized human respectful of other people#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#food mention#yeah no it’s cool it’s fine it’s not like i wanted to eat some too or anything#it’s not like that’s one of the only vegan dishes here that i can therefore eat haha no it’s fine#i guess a normal person wouldn’t let it bother them but my OCD is having none of it. that corn is Tainted with your Mouth Germs now#oh what you want one of the last rolls that i was gonna eat? yeah no that’s cool man that’s fine eat as much as you want! :)#i hate the holidays more and more every year. nothing but stress and for what. i don’t even like these people#but whatever i guess i shouldn’t bitch about it when i choose to remain here#as if everyone with a shitty family has the power and ability to just Leave. i don’t think you realize the extent of my disability#but fucking whatever#someone put dirty plates in the cabinet with the clean ones#someone put the turkey in with a sink full of dishes#someone put the mashed potatoes in the bread box#i’m not even exaggerating#ahhh the joys of being the only sober person here. man what the actual hell. what level of intoxication must one reach to do this shit#whatever it’s fine i just have to learn to stop giving a fuck. let them be stupid and live with the consequences.#it’s late and i’m getting a stress headache. time to go brave the kitchen once more and actually get food this time#then i can be miserable in bed. but with food :) and eat myself sick as a shitty form of self-soothing#but it’s fine today bc it’s literally Eat Too Much day in the US so for once it’s kinda normal#then be too tired and depressed to make myself brush my teeth. and therefore contribute to my dental issues. two birds and all that#am i even making sense anymore. im so tired. of being a person. and like. existing#but im grateful to have food and running water and electricity and a place to sleep and everything else i take for granted#so i should just focus on that and try to ignore all the bad#ough i feel sick. okay Food Time fr this time. let’s hope no one’s in the kitchen now
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