#i am so fucking serious about this character
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user777h · 1 day ago
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pairing: bf(yunho) x fem(gf y/n)
rating: ignore the warnings,this ones really wholesome😚😚
genre:some angst ,FLUFF,nice and cutesy
Word count:835
Summary:yunho shows his insecure wifey some loving
warnings: MDNI-All characters in my stories are 18+,a lot of my work contains taboo?Genres so if your triggered by that please don't read,probably contains cursing
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Y/N stood in front of the full-length mirror in their shared apartment, her hands trembling as she adjusted the hem of the sleek black dress. She had been so excited to surprise Yunho for his birthday, envisioning his face lighting up when he saw her in something so bold, so sexy. But now, staring at herself under the harsh glare of the overhead light, she felt anything but sexy.
Her fingers curled into fists at her sides. The dress hugged her curves in all the wrong places—or at least that’s how it felt to her. Her stomach seemed too prominent, her thighs too wide, and her shoulders...
“God, why did I even think this was a good idea?” she muttered to herself, her voice cracking.
She wanted to cry, but she also felt so damn stupid. She had hyped this moment up in her head for weeks, imagining Yunho’s reaction. He’d be shocked, sure. But not for the reasons she hoped.
A knock on the door startled her. “Babe? You in there?” Yunho’s deep voice was muffled, but still warm and familiar.
“Yeah,” she called back quickly, trying to steady her voice. “Just... give me a minute.”
There was a pause, and she could practically feel him hesitating. Then the doorknob rattled. “I’m coming in.”
“No, wait—!” she protested, but it was too late. Yunho stepped into the room, his broad shoulders nearly filling the doorway, his soft brown eyes immediately locking on hers.
“What’s—” He stopped mid-sentence, his gaze dropping to the dress. His eyes widened slightly, and then a slow, lazy grin spread across his face. “Well, damn. You look—”
“Don’t.” Her voice was sharp, almost desperate. She turned away from him, crossing her arms over her chest. “Don’t lie to me, Yunho. I know I look awful.”
“What?” His grin faltered. He stepped closer, his brows knitting together. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“This stupid dress,” she snapped, her voice thick with frustration. “I thought it would look good, but I look ridiculous. I look... I don’t even know. Like a damn sausage stuffed into—”
“Stop.” Yunho’s voice was firm, cutting through her self-deprecation like a knife. He reached for her hand, gently but insistently turning her to face him. “Stop talking about yourself like that.”
She tried to pull away, but he didn’t let go. “Yunho, I’m serious—”
“So am I,” he said, his voice softening but no less intense. “Y/N, you’re fucking gorgeous. I don’t care what you think you see in that mirror, because what I see? Is the sexiest, most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on.”
Her eyes welled up with tears, but she shook her head. “You’re just saying that—”
“Bullshit,” he cut her off, stepping closer. His hands slid to her waist, pulling her gently but firmly against him. “When have I ever lied to you? Huh? Tell me one time.”
She didn’t answer, her throat too tight with emotion.
“That’s what I thought,” he said, his lips curving into a small, teasing smile. “Baby, I mean it. Look at you. You’re killing me right now. I don’t even know if I can wait until my actual birthday to celebrate, if you know what I mean.”
She let out a choked laugh despite herself, swatting his arm. “You’re ridiculous.”
“And you’re stunning,” he countered, his tone earnest again. “I know you don’t see it right now, but trust me. This dress? It’s perfect. You’re perfect. And if you’re still worried about how it looks, let me just tell you—” He leaned in, his lips brushing her ear. “—I can’t stop picturing taking it off you later.”
Her face flushed, a mix of embarrassment and warmth spreading through her. “Yunho!”
“What? I’m just being honest,” he said, grinning. “Now, are you going to let me enjoy my birthday with my absolutely gorgeous girlfriend, or do I need to keep convincing you how sexy you are?”
She bit her lip, her heart swelling as she looked into his eyes. “You really think I look okay?”
“Okay?” He scoffed, shaking his head. “Babe, you look like a goddamn dream. And if anyone else thinks otherwise, they can fuck off, because I know what I’ve got.”
She laughed again, the tension in her chest easing just a little. “You’re such an idiot.”
“Yeah, but I’m your idiot,” he said, leaning down to kiss her forehead. “And I’m crazy about you, Y/N. Dress or no dress.”
Finally, she smiled—really smiled—and leaned into him. “Thank you, Yunho.”
“Always,” he murmured, wrapping his arms around her. “Now, come on. Let’s go show off my sexy girlfriend. And after dinner, we can come back here and...” He trailed off, winking.
She rolled her eyes but couldn’t stop smiling. “You’re impossible.”
“And you’re perfect,” he said again, his voice full of love.
And for the first time that night, she almost believed him.
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snoopyhq · 2 days ago
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˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ ARCANE CHARACTERS AND THEIR POKÉMON TEAMS !!!
includes: viktor // jayce // mel // caitlyn // vi // jinx // ekko
a/n: if you guys want a part two with any of the other characters, feel free to lmk which ones :D !!! i had a lot of fun with this, and it kind of went into a whole AU direction with all my ramblings. oops!
tagging @anexcellentshot <3
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ VIKTOR
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For his team, I wanted a collection of 'mons that would kill it in a steampunk themed show, so here we are!
GOLURK
Its lore centers around it being an ancient Pokémon built by an ancient civilization, so not much is known about it
To me, this Pokémon would be perfect for Viktor due to its aura of mystery and its creation by human hands
It also fits well with Viktor's arc when he becomes the Arcane Herald (glowing eyes, larger stature, commanding presence, associations with otherwordly abilities)
LUXRAY
I'm a firm believer in the fact that Viktor is a cat person, so of COURSE he gets a feline Pokémon
Luxray is an electric type cat. Need I say more?
Viktor's Luxray hisses at anyone who looks at him wrong. It's very funny. A total lapcat and demands his attention at all times
Everyone else who isn't Viktor can get fucked
KLEFKI
END KLEFKI HATE 2025
Why do people hate Klefki?! Being so serious right now btw... like are they just allergic to fun and whimsy or what. IDGAF if its just a key that became a Pokémon, it's one of my faves forever and always
Anyways. As for its relevance to Viktor, I see it as sort of being a good assistant for him in the lab and such. Carries his keys, yes, but also his tools for him
ALAKAZAM
I'm pretty sure it's the most intelligent Pokémon, and Viktor is a whole genuis
The dots connect!
Alakazam likes watching Viktor work on his various projects, and it oftens plays chess with him. A very intellectually stimulating experience for them both. The score currently is very close, although whose ahead, we'll never know :-)
GALARIAN CORSOLA
OK SO ORIGIN STORY !!!
We know Viktor grew up in the Undercity, and where he was shown had a river with cave systems nearby. I believe him and Corsola found each other the same fateful day he met Rio
They see each other as kindred spirits, having suffered in the environment they were dealt. Viktor is protective of his Corsola, and caring for it makes him feel a sense of accomplishment
Very bittersweet
MAGEARNA
A Pokémon that was also built by human hands, specifically by scientists according to its lore
It also has an ability that makes it a wonderful caretaker of people
That falls in line with Viktor's motivation to use Hextech to improve the lives of the less fortunate, and this Pokémon fits his aesthetic so well. I think Magearna is a wonderful way to end his team with :3
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ JAYCE
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His character grew on me. Jayce Talis, you should've been born into a shoujo, not forced to shounen </3
TIMBURR
Very helpful fella to have around a lab! Construction sites! Factories! That's the Talis family specialty!
His first Pokémon, and the two often played with wooden building blocks and LEGOs in his childhood
Specifically choosing the first evolution because I can see Jayce's Timburr growing alongside him in the craft and one day evolving into a Gurdurr, and perhaps even a Conkeldurr
Or maybe it can stay a baby, who knows?
HERDIER
Looks like Heimerdinger. I am GREATLY amused by this
Is the Talis family dog, and followed Jayce when he went off to the Academy
Always sighing like its got bills to pay but that's because it has to watch over Jayce away from home 😭 Get him a martini (dog-friendly) and a long vacation ASAP
Big theme of family and Pokémon with Jayce here hehe
TINKATUFF
Another great Pokémon to help Jayce out with his endeavors!
This one has the most attitude of his team, and only helps with extremely ambitious, daring projects
It wants to improve, and taking up easy shortcuts is an insult
Overall, a diva
He loves it anyways, and always makes sure to express his appreciation because its efforts DO pay off handsomely
DARMANITAN
Jayce works in a forge at some point in the series, so having a Darmanitan with him just fits
It can withstand the high temperatures and has the muscle to help him out
I was debating between this fella and Heatmor but I like Darmanitan's rotund look better, sorry Heatmor
CARBINK
Very mystical Pokémon. Parallels the Mage that saved Jayce and Ximena when he was a child
Also resembles a Hextech crystal lowkey
MELMETAL
I think it's SO funny that it has "Mel" in its name
Also, more continuation of Pokémon that can dabble in craftsmanship
Evolved from a Meltan that snuck into his luggage when he was moving to the Academy district and refused to leave
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ MEL
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I wanted a team that serves both cunt AND power, so here is Mel's team! Looking for a transparent BG, full-body picture of her was actually so hard. What the flip. I thought it'd be in her Arcane Fandom Page Gallery, but it wasn't. AUGH
DELPHOX
Fox motif
Also a mystical one too, since its lore states that its burn marks were used in divination long ago
Mel being a mage means she can connect with her Delphox on a deeper level
KOMMO-O
Noxians are people who value raw, physical strength
Ambessa is canonically a warmonger. Mel having a fighting type Pokémon like Kommo-o goes well with that lore
It's powerful, dual-type with DRAGON, and just radiates aura
Also, its scale patterns and her braids can sort of match in style and it also works with Mel's gold accents!
UMBREON
Evolved from her Eevee
It happened around the time Mel left home for Piltover for the first time. Their bond runs deep
Hates being confined to a Pokéball, so it roams out and about at all times
SNEASEL
Devious Troublemaker #1
Smart AND sneaky
It's resourceful with its wits and stealth, like Mel
Tolerates her Fezandipiti
FEZANDIPITI
Devious Troublemaker #2
Abuses its pretty privilege to get away with EVERYTHING (it works)
Best buds with her Sneasel
INDEEDEE
A Pokémon that "never leaves its trainer's side", so it makes sure she stays taken care of and GOD KNOWS she deserves a break
Secretary Pokémon basically
Keeps tracks of her papers, blueprints, speeches, and council talking points
Hovers over her during the duration of those meetings and makes sure she's comfortable
Also really, really good at snooping around and finding out the most incriminating secrets. Memorized everything to the letter
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ CAITLYN
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Firm believer that she would be a competitive player in a modern world.
FROSLASS
Cold as hell (figuratively AND metaphorically)
Just like Caitlyn
It's a feminine Pokémon and it's TERRIFYING, I love creepy/non-conventional Pokémon lore
Highkey judgemental. Has purposefully iced out a council membor on more than one occasion. Thinks they're useless
SINISTEA
They're kind of twinning. Tell me you guys see the vision too
Like... same side part and everything !!!
Tea parties and they're both the prettiest princesses. They also talk about the best way to 'get rid of' Salo. It's great
Caitlyn never utilizes her Sinistea in battle. It follows her around instead, offers an off-putting vibe to the function
YUNGOOS
Yes, this is because of the mongoose comment
Also I think it's really funny that you have these elegant and put-together Pokémon on her team, and then there's this guy
Bites ankles
DECIDUEYE
She's a sharpshooter and so is Decidueye
Had it since it was a wee Rowlet, and the runt of its litter (nestmates? flock? i don't know bird terminology)
With her in every shooting competition and practice she attends
Her ace Pokémon. They're so in sync, she doesn't even need to voice moves aloud anymore
GROWLITHE
Enforcer ☹️
CORVISQUIRE
It's intelligent, even compared to other bird Pokémon similar to it
Also has that air of innate curiosity
Caitlyn had her whole detective thing in Season One of the show, so her having a curious corvisquire on her team makes sense to me
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ VI
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If Vi has no lovers, I'm DEAD!!! Literally became one of my favorites the second she showed up one screen. I’m also the eldest sibling so maybe I connect to those characters more… Choso from Jujutsu Kaisen is another absolute faves of mine.
URSHIFU (RAPID STRIKE STYLE)
Matches her boxing fighting style
Very focused and disciplined
Her go-to sparring partner
LOKIX
A good kicker is needed to balance out a team of mostly fist-to-fists combat
Makes sure she does not skip leg day
Not that Vi would ever but it's nice to have someone look after her like an elder sibling for once
ALCREMIE
Similar to Caitlyn having Yungoos on her team, I find it funny to have Alcremie be the contrats on Vi's team
Her calling Caitlyn "cupcake" all the time? Please
Vi dotes on her Alcremie
First Pokémon she caught that wasn't in the Undercity, so it's a little bit of a primadonna, but who cares? It's adorable
Head chef of the team because picturing this little 1'00" Pokémon bustle around a kitchen area and whipping up delicacies makes me laugh
RIOLU
The youngest on the team and has the most to prove
Or at least, that's Riolu's mindset
Follows her Urshifu around like a little shadow, eager to learn and become the strongest of 'em all
Will evolve into a Lucario one day
CHARMELEON
Complements her color palette
I firmly believe she would choose a fire-type starter in any game route
Also has an insatiable fighting spirit, which I believe can be properly nurtured with Vi as its trainer and the rest of her team
Pairs up with her Riolu the most during sparring practices
ALOLAN MAROWAK
Both Vi and Marowak lost their mothers at a young age
Both watched their mothers die, even if the circumstances were slightly different
Not having a Cubone that evolved into a Marowak on her team would've been such a missed opportunity
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ JINX
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Her team was the first one I finished putting together in my Google Docs. Very happy with how this one turned out.
BOMBIRDIER
The word "bomb" is kinda in the name
AND that fuckass bird is an asshole, according to it's Pokédex entry
I think it's hilarious, and fits Jinx's antics very well, especially with her first scene after the timeskip in season one
PANCHAM
The Pokedex entry for this one says it finds a Pangoro to look up to and trains relentlessly to get stronger like its mentor
Very much a reflection of how Isha looks (looked) up to Jinx, and wanted to be like her :')
NICKIT
Only surviving kit in the litter of Silco's Theivul
Naturally, it became Jinx’s Pokémon
Messes with her Espurr all the time. Gets lightly scolded, pretends to feel bad, and gets right back to it when her back is turned
Brings her scraps of metal and other shiny valuables it nicked (haha!) from unsuspecting citizens
HISUIAN TYPHLOSION
NOT A GOOD YEAR FOR MY BOY TYPHLOSION
Justice for him for REAL.
But anyways. Colorful flames, extravagant, explosions. It basically spells itself out
Keeps her Nickit in check when it gets too rough with her Espurr
INFERNAPE
Her signature calling card is the graffiti monkey
Her monkey bomb/gadgets !!! Motifs...
The most disciplined of her Pokémon
ESPURR
Look at it and tell me it isn't experiencing the horrors(tm) and the voices(tm) at all times
I think Jinx could see herself in it in a way, and having Espurr on her team is kind of a grounding experience for both of them
They save each other
This lil guy is her PRIDE AND JOY ok
˚ ♡ ⋆。˚ ❀ EKKO
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Ekko deserves the entire world and more, I'm being so serious right now. Ekko 4 President.
DRILBUR
Little guy who just enjoys digging. Yeah, put him on the team
Would be very helpful for finding trinkets that Ekko could bring to Benzo's (in a happier timeline, they continue spending their days like this)
When the canon events happen, its role now becomes finding/forming tunnels and escape routes
NOCTOWL
Scout in the air
Goes along with Ekko's owl motif :D
Caitlyn already had Decidueye, and I feel like a tougher, more rugged looking Pokémon like a Noctowl fits the boy savior better
His team is a lot of earthy tones I've realized
Undercity Represent 🗣️🗣️🗣️
CELEBI
Ekko's connection with time, the four seconds, etc. etc.
Celebi is a time traveling Pokémon. It's perfect :3
I think he's the only character with a mythical Pokémon on his team, and you know what? He deserves it. Big Ekko fan! He can have a mythical Pokémon, as a treat
HOUNDOOM
If aura farming was a Pokémon
Looks tough, is an even tougher fighter
The rear-guard of his team. It looks out for the other ones and makes sure they all get to safety whenever it's brought along during one of Ekko's missions
Acts as a heater for the others and Ekko himself
Completely chill with letting Noctowl perch on its back
SKWOVET
Ok hear me out, this is the comedic effect guy
I headcanon that he pulls a Meowth in the anime and taught himself to speak human. NOT for the pursuit of romance this time, but for the pursuit of gossip
One of the tiniest ones recorded, so it sneaks around really easily
Like Mel's Indeedee, it gathers talk and whispers that otherwise would not see the light of day, and relays it all back to Ekko
It keeps him up to date on movements of other political factions and certain people (Jinx)
Has grown spoiled on all the treats it gets fed from being really damn good at its job
KROOKODILE
Found by Ekko during one of his explorations underground with his Drilbur
Battled against his Drilbur, and then his Houndoom when they broke up into the surface
Was eventually caught, and now goes on side quests with Ekko's Drilbur
Gives Ekko some peace of mind knowing that Drilbur has a bigger, more formidable friend watching out for it
Totes the coolest, rivalling Houndoom in levels of chillness
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stunfiskz · 2 days ago
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What're your hopes/predictions for rouxls I'm the next chapters? I know what you hope for and what you're actually expecting to happen are kinda different questions really so I'd like to hear ur thoughts on both!
for what i think will actually happen:
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i fear i’m kind of too deep in the rouxls brainrot mines to wager an actual guess for something like that. there’s plenty that i think would be really cool if done with him, but at the end of the day when it gets to the point that im thinking deeply about things like the pros and cons of headcanoning him as having organs or not i’m kind of in too deep to pull out and look at what i think his real relevance will be at the end of the day.
that said, one thing i would really like and am confident will happen in chapter 3 is on screen interactions between him and lancer. it’s going to be really fun to see how they’re actually written, since a lot of the fandom portrayal of them is really only based on a handful of lines of them speaking about one another.
as for things i think would be cool slash funny slash entertaining if they happened:
-i’ve said this a million times but it would be so fucking funny if he tries being lanino and elnina’s third. i’m going to be so sad when it most likely doesn’t happen because it would be funny
-in a similar vein to that, in general, i do like the idea of him trying to suck up to more future evil rulers slash authorities. i think that the thought is really funny (i do think his dynamic with queen would be the one that is brought back the most in this case due to the connection with lancer, but i think he’s not nearly as committal as some people think LOL)
-continuing fake accent and costume bits. also with this, just him being a reoccurring presence in future dark worlds as well. anime nun costume rouxls for church dark world #itsgonnahappen
-if there is an actual instance/plotline where he is a serious part of it, i would love for him as a useless darkner to lightners to be expanded on more. doesn’t necessarily have to be him getting gasterpilled, just looking more at what exactly it means to be useless and unable to fulfill a purpose when your entire world is based around you being useful to others. it’s pretty much the place i start with with any sort of serious look at him as a character and something i really do hope is looked at
also i hope you can cut rouxls’s head off.
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redstrewn · 1 year ago
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He pretends his flaws dont exist like he likes for you to pretend your curse doesnt exist
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mossy-paws · 3 months ago
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)
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(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)
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The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
(og screenies + cover)
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necrotic-nephilim · 6 months ago
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What's so fun about BruJay as a ship is Jason's sheer obsessive devotion to Bruce. Jason is possessive over Bruce, to the point he doesn't care about the deaths of others so long as he has Bruce's attention. A part of the UTRH arc this isn't talked about enough is that Bludhaven fucking explodes mid-way and Jason won't let Bruce see if Dick is alive.
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batman (1940) #650
A lot of discussion about UTRH paints Jason as this anger-driven cold, calculating machine up against Bruce when it's so clear that his love for Bruce is what drives him at his root, even if he won't acknowledge it. He says it himself, he would've done anything if it was Bruce who'd died instead of him and his anger is rooted in that possessive devotion not being reciprocated.
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batman (194) #650
BruJay as a ship always to be, to some level, unrequited. Even if Bruce loves Jason back in that way, he'll never be that obsessed with Jason. Jason will always view Bruce's love for Dick or Tim to be a distraction, proof that Bruce isn't dedicated enough to him. Jason has the need to always have Bruce's attention, even when it could come at the cost of Bruce's other loved ones. Something something cannibalism as a metaphor for love in how Jason wants to consume Bruce's whole existence. He can't let Bruce leave him again, can't let Bruce love or grieve anyone else. Forcing Bruce to choose between Jason and the Joker isn't just about confronting Jason's killer, it's about confronting the other person who exists as this duality with Bruce and consumes so much of Bruce's life. That's the role Jason wants to fill, calling himself Red Hood and forcing Bruce to look at what he's become. But still loving Bruce and wanting more than anything for Bruce to reciprocate that love in the way that Jason understands. I just think it's good soup and rife with Dynamics that are underexplored with them.
#necrotic festerings#brujay#jaybruce#jaybru#jason todd x bruce wayne#batcest#i've had this thought in my head for a while#i was just weirdly shy about posting it? like convinced myself it's not as verbose as some of my other thoughts#also GOD why is the art of this arc SO BAD.#i can't take it SERIOUSLY#i hate looking at it.#the faces. why are the faces like that.#brujay needs more love bc jesus#gotham war had some good brujay content but i am still too bitter to discuss that shitshow. so. ignoring it for now.#bruce changing jason's brain chemistry as an act of love is the most FUCKED UP brujay thing ever tho#it's so Them.#sorry that is just peak brujay. they are incapable of meeting in any middle and always trying to change each other.#maybe this meta should've been about that.#but then i'd have to use new-52 and rebirth panels so eh. nvmd.#this page makes it seem like i hate post-flashpoint comics. i don't i swear#they just interest me less for batcest.#like oh yay everyone's getting along and working together.#it only came at the expense of throwing away decades of character work. small sacrifice.#i need to stop posting meta at fucking 5 am.#no one is going to see this bc i can't be a normal person.#wrote this while watching invincible#which is pretty good so far but man the ending of ep1 clocked me. i was absolutely bamboozled.#i had something else i was going to say in the tags but i lost it.#anyway most of this is a ship post and projecting shit as per usual and yk. not serious comic media.#i'm just silly and gay.
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butterflysonnets · 1 year ago
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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jynjackets · 7 months ago
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they’re not reylo because osha isn’t sidelined from the narrative to support his goals. from her perspective we see how it makes complete sense why someone like her, (a dedicated, loving yet outcasted former jedi) is questioning where she belongs. Qimir may want to use her and obviously feigning kindness to get her to trust him, but he also genuinely wants a pupil that unlocks the power of the dark side. And he sees that power in osha and it’s this obsession with her that’s undeniably tempting especially for someone who hasn’t quite been given back the loyalty and devotion that she openly offers.
its “toxic” because it’s supposed to be. and we love watching these dynamics unfold because they reflect the ugly truths of human nature. we do things to feel love even if it’s in artificial forms. we incessantly give with the illogical hopes that we might receive something back. how the dark side pulls someone such as osha therefore becomes realistic. and what is more appealing than to allow yourself recognition you never had. to let your emotions be unrestrained and even be your greatest strength. what else could you do when someone finally tells you that there’s more out there for you, and can grant you unspeakable power that’s always been just out of reach
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patheticpat · 1 month ago
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Told my girlfriend if she could guess who Loop actually was I’d divulge who the people helping the cast in my au and she fucking IMMEDIATELY guessed Siffrin, fuck my inter life lmfao
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eastofedean · 4 months ago
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thought about fem castiel and blacked out immediately
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lightbulb-warning · 6 months ago
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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iqmmir · 11 months ago
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The thing about milgram girls is that they are all Pathetic and Stupid and Idiots . Yes even amane .
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outlying-hyppocrate · 3 months ago
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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redstrewn · 1 year ago
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I want leander to shock us simps so bad. Like jaw drop. Like baffle us with a complete 180 on his outward personality to his inward one. A total fucking asswipe bitch. Just fucken floor us. I think it would be amazing. Just have us levitating only to crash us onto the ground like a bad trip. I think it would be fun.
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selfship-confession-box · 12 days ago
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to be quite honest. shipping with CANON (not headcanoned) exclusively gay/lesbian characters as someone of the gender they are explicitly not attracted to is a form of erasure and lowkey homophobic. 'just make them bi' is a bad take. bi people are amazing and valid but not everyone is bisexual??? 'theyre not real' is a bad take bc representation matters and i feel like that doesnt really need to be said. obviously the character isnt real and isnt offended but gay/lesbian selfshippers can see how much you dont gaf abt their identities. gay people exist in real life too!!! homophobia is still so acceptable in fandom spaces and its kinda wild.
Actually this one gets to skip the queue because we just had another anon push their luck about this. I WAS originally going to leave this in queue but now feels like a better time to nip this in the bud.
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This is the LAST thing I'm saying about this topic because frankly it's the majority of what we've been getting recently and it's exhausting. All future asks about this topic WILL be deleted. AS STATED ABOVE. DO WHAT YOU WANT FOREVER. YOUR EXPERIENCE IS YOURS AND YOURS ALONE.
TAKING POTSHOTS AT EACH OTHER IS NOT A CONFESSION.
THAT'S CALLED BEING AN ASSHOLE.
k thanks bye
#No offense to this anon or any of the prevs but I'm just so fucking tired of this topic. and so are other mods. seriously. drop it. now.#signed an agender lesbian in real life that's main f/o is just some guy. trust me when i say we don't actually care that much. not that dee#other queer selfshippers: if you're bothered by someone minding their own business. please for the love of EVERYTHING just block them.#if they're actively going out of their way to bother you or ACTIVELY SAYING SOMETHING BIGOTED THEN YES THAT'S AN ISSUE#but if they're just. sitting there. they're fine. block and move on I IMPLORE. LIKE SERIOUSLY. COME ON NOW.#For all you fucking know this could be someone's gateway into figuring out their own identity. we talk constantly about the sexuality aspec#but the amount of people I've seen figure out their GENDER because they selfshipped with someone that 'wouldn't normally be into them' is#frankly not a number you can just ignore. like are we forgetting 'fujoshi' culture that a lot of trans people found themselves from???#Seriously. I'm at a loss for words and frankly just disappointed. Considering officially blacklisting this because this is NOT worth it.#*deep. can you TELL I'm fucking tired of this?#already had one person try to start shit about 'not REALLY being gay/lesbian' because of selfshipping with an opposite gender character#I am NOT tolerating that shit on this blog. NONE of us will.#genuinely if something possess you to try and place yourself as an authority on OTHER PEOPLE'S IDENTITIES. *TOUCH. GRASS.* I AM SO SERIOUS.#LITERALLY NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. QUEER PEOPLE IRL: HEY MAN HOW'S IT GOING.#<< HEY BTW IF YOU SENT THAT AND/OR THE SECOND ASK ABOUT THAT COUNT YOUR LUCKY STARS WE'RE FAR MORE FORGIVING AND YOU'RE NOT IP BLOCKED YET.#Literally please grow up and learn from this. Talk to LITERALLY any other queer people outside of your bubble for fucks sake.#skips the queue#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED LATER TODAY. CAN WE PLEASE GO MORE THAN 2 SECONDS?!
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p4nishers · 2 years ago
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ok but the fact that "aziraphale is softening. they haven't spoken in a hundred years: he's realizing they're still friends" and "there's no need to thank me that's what...friends...are for" was in the same night is making me go INSANE
#we NEED to talk more abt the 1941 ep im so serious im not normal about it like i had such high expectations and it suppressed them all.#am i disappointed there wasn't a rejection scene like i predicted?? yes ofc but also aziraphale said he did the apology dance that year so#i wonder what else could've fucking happened#but anyway. let's focus on what DID happen: aziraphale literally GLOWING with love in the car. crowley telling him to shut up cause of a#compliment. aziraphale helping crowley out and crowley looking at him like 'you'd do that for me?'. crowley not only letting aziraphale#practice magic with him but ACTIVELY playing a character to help him and i mean that scene was literally just crowley flirting with him#crowley indulging aziraphale by going to the magic shop with him and agreeing to participate in his show despite the fact that he NEVER EVEN#SHOT A GUN BEFORE. him just leafing thru the guidebook till he realizes there's a miracle blocker than starting to frantically flip thru it#her hands SHAKING on the gun and them being so afraid of hurting az. 'no paperwork :))' sure my guy that's what u r so happy about ofc#'but do u really think it went well' 'absolutely' with such sincerity. the book description saying smth abt ifa demon were to happen across#aziraphale they should report it immediately to the demon crowley. 'you could've just walked away' 'well you said 'trust me'' 'and you did'#its just. its one of my favorite eps it's so nice#good omens#azicrow#good omens s2#aziracrow#go s2 spoilers#go s2#good omens script book#good omens s2 spoilers#aziraphale x crowley
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