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That doesn't go away, you just kinda get used to it. It's still pretty funny
Anyways, taking this opportunity to let you know, that it absolutely works
Yoir blorbos already shout lines into your head on occasion, so just LET THEM.
Also, @theverumproject has an AWESOME interview where theu ask their protagonist a bunch of questions, and it's really cool! I used the same Qs for Vulpin's interview.
But you will get such an awesome view of your character by asking them these questions, and it will help you determine different things as the story goes on
you WILL be so much happier if you know these things ahead of time
ALSO, if you think it's silly, then YOU ARE NOT WRITING CORRECTLY! You should be able to be unserious with your characters, just as much as you should be able to be unserious. Sometimes, the characters need to be memed on. Your readers will probably meme on your characters, and be silly with your characters. Get ahead of it! Be silly! Be whacky! Make inside jokes! Tell your OCs "Fuck you for no reason!"
By no means am I saying if you are writing a serious story, don't take it seriously. Do that too! There's this cool thing called balance. You should try it. Serious characters have merit, whacky characters have merit, but don't get so caught up in the characters being serious that they can't be a little silly.
What was the point of this again? Oh yeah. If you think your being silly when doing weird writing shit, like talking to your characters, then fucking embrace it. You will be so happy!
When I first released Vul to my friends, they took her seriously, but they also memed on her! They joked about her! Sometimes burned or insulted her! People are gonna do that, but IT IS NOT necessary a bad thing! That's just how some audiences are. I realized, "Wait, they're actually kinda funny." Even if imaging yourself talking to your OCs seems silly, it's actually REALLY fun, and you'll get some great insight. Yes it's weird, but your a fucking writer. Your weird. It's cool. We're all weird here. I'm probably not totally sane. It's cool. Be crazy. Be silly. It's interesting.
TALK TO YOUR OCS
I know, it sounds fucking silly, but if you just imagine yourself talking with them, and ask them questions, their answers will just come to you. You will make progress using this technique. It sounds stupid, but IT WORKS
#I'm saying all this because it was a big hurdle for me to let myself loosen up about being silly with my OCs#But the thing is I'm so happy I did
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genuinely can i ask why you're so against people viewing eddie through a woman coded lense and finding it interesting to compare his own experiences traits and storylines with other female chracters? seeing as you yourself speak frequently about your headcanon for how much "buck diaz" wants to be eddie's submissive housewife who grows a magic womb and gives him tons of miracle babies or whatever and a lot of people use buck liking cooking/ wanting children/being emotional as evidence for this (which what the hell, sure) id thought you'd be open to the feminization of eddie the same way so many people for years have been feminizing buck. the only difference between the two is i see buck feminized more with sexual connotations while eddie's feminization comes from a more societal and familial analysis i think which don't get me wrong both have their heteronormative moments (single parent (which like it or not is most often applied to female characters)/eldest "daughter" parentification/denying himself what he wants etc are the arguments i most see for eddie) not trying to start a fight i just am curious about why you feel one's ok and not the other cause gotta be honest your vehement reaction to this kinda gave me a bad taste in my mouth considering how passionate you are about your headcanon of eddie being this macho dom top which im sure some people also feel is a gross mischaracterization as strongly as you feel about this like,, long story short i guess im just saying let people enjoy things! lol
i think woman coded is stupid as an actual character/tv analysis 😭😭 if someone said buck was woman coded id fucking laugh too because it’s not actually a useful way to analyze his character whatsoever and genuinely have you ever seen me make this claim in earnest for buck? because i don’t do that, ESPECIALLY not citing the reasons you included here, and i also don’t write him as a submissive housewife in my serious creative work.
as you pointed out yourself for eddie it comes from “societal”/“family” which to me feels obnoxious because the ENTIRE point of eddie’s character and specifically his relationship to fatherhood is that he is a man who’s raising his son in a way that he wasn’t allowed from his own father. people yell so much about eddie’s toxic masculinity or his relationship to masculinity or whatever but in the face of choices he makes/ways he behaves that are in active opposition to those kinds of ideals the response is “ok so this means he’s being coded as a woman” … not to mention the flip side of this seems to be a way of looking at SHANNON that’s patently ridiculous considering that her entire story (what we have been allowed of it) is specifically tied up in motherhood, her feelings of failing as a mother, etc. viewing these canon storylines in this way and making claims about these characters like that is patently different from a widespread half-joke about how getting struck by lightning made buck impregnable… i’m sure you see that?
and suggesting that i think eddie is a macho dom top is like actually kind of hilarious considering literally the one thing i’m always talking about is how he ISNT macho 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 at every turn i am on this blog arguing about how this man is emotional and vulnerable and goofy while the fandom at large insists that he’s not. i’m sorry like. hello?? i also outright said i don’t care about being progressive, i didn’t say anything was problematic, i just think this is an obnoxious and hilarious way to intellectually look at things (and deeply transparent but i digress).
#asks#have i been making posts about how buck cant even cook for nothing or what#me at every single turn: They are literally both guys can we just be normal#ppl: Well actually you said—
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i had a dream that reminded me of the show titans and oh my god am i glad that show ended. it was so fun for me who never touched a comic a day in her life (and then when i did my first comics were DCeased), but god did they do jason so dirty.
like why did every adult in his life hate him? kori, who was everyones maternal figure in this shit, literally said she was angry at jason for dying.
(Kori: "i'm so angry."
Superboy: "At the Joker?"
Kori: "No, at Jason."
Gar: "Jason? Why?"
Kori: "Because he never learned! Jason never evolved. He never grew past his own worst instincts. Don't let that happen to you." --Titans Season 3 Episode 2)
like i know she did NOT try to turn his death into a lesson for gar and conner???? like what the actual fuck man. he literally tried to kill himself the season prior and you guys offered him no help, just antagonized him and treated him like absolute shit.
like, yes bro was bratty but nobody even cared to ask why? or to talk to bruce about it, to try to train it out of him, to offer him fucking therapy (i'm very aware he'd say no to this but its the thought that counts). but nope. just, don't let that happen to you.
as if that wasn't gars friend?? as if jason and gar weren't close? conner and jason, yeah, sure, fine. he probably didn't grieve a lot over him, they barely knew each other. but jason and gar? they got along.
and then the writers turning him absolutely evil was an insane option but, fine. killing hank for no reason other than the fact that he can? killing dick grayson? okay, go big or go home i guess (completely ignore the fact that jason only killed those who 'deserved' it (committed pretty serious crimes)).
to make matters worse, they didn't even stick to evil jason! they had a shitty somewhat-redeption arc at the end of the season (where jason gives them the code) and then the next season tim becomes fucking robin and he's okay with it?? he's??? fine??? with??? it???
he trains tim. jason todd trains tim drake.
even in titans, when jason started out he fucking loved robin. he was so excited to run around with robin dick grayson. jason died in that suit. yes he was being reckless, yes it wasn't a good instinct to go after the joker alone. but he was inexperienced. if bruce wants to have teenagers running around in suits he needs to properly teach them what they're doing before he allows them to leave in the green tights.
jason wouldn't train tim. not to be a part of a team that almost drove him to commit suicide, not to parade around in the same colors he died in. he'd probably beat the shit out of tim for doing that because tim knows the gist of what happened to him and he still wants to wear the green panties.
and if not then he'd just leave him alone, he wouldn't train the little shit to go out and wear those colors. maybe advise him to be something else because robins tend to have a short life span (both him and dick died in this universe and were then revived).
so, yeah, jason todd was immensely flawed in titans (reminded me of damian wayne in a way, actually) but he did not--in no way--deserve that treatment from the people meant to be his friends/mentors (rachel, kori, dick, bruce), and the the way these people treated him CAUSED his evil character arc. yes, i will die on this hill.
and GOD, don't even get me started on how badly they fucked up tim's character.
#this is what i like to call#the damian wayne treatment#jason todd deserves better#titans was shitty#titans tv#dick grayson#dc comics#robin#batfam#batfamily#batman comics#tim drake#batman#damian wayne#jason todd#kori anders#garfield logan#rachel roth#conner kent#json todd and garfield logan#gar was the only good one#rachel was an asshole#idc if shes a demon#learn some damn manners#tim drake robin#jason todd robin#dick grayson robin#richard grayson
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I think it's really funny but also really frustrating how liu mingyan (a really great but also unfortunately really minor character) has a named sword over shang qinghua (a fairly major character with FOUR extras all to himself) .... maybe i am just too obsessed with weaponry but idk it's kinda sad 🙁🙁🙁🙁 like even if he doesn't use it he should still have one because if we go off mdzs logic it's rude not to bring a sword to conferences and gatherings and shit ..... like i know he's the mousy little boy archetype but Stilllllll😭😭😭😭 hes a Peak Lord and i'm sure if the scholarly peak have to learn how to fight then so does logistics...
Anyway forgive me for using genshin as an example but i feel like his sword would kind of look like a mix between the silver sword (unsheathed) and bichen from the mdzs donghua (sheathed)...? i think it would have a gem on the tip wheee rhe black part of the silver sword is and also a white line going through the middle though.... i also think the handle detail would be like suihua but have patterns like bichen.... the bottom of suihuas handle is definegly how i imagine it though and his tassel and sheath would be white-yellow gradient with some yellow embroidered square connected to it as a homage to his psyduck keychain from the modern day. i think his sheath would also have some sort of design going down it?
i think before he met mobei jun it was really disgustingly dusty but after he met him mobei started judging him for his disgusting ass sword... one of them gave him a scary look so he reconciled that pretty fast afterwards LOLLLL and then when he shows yuan he's probably like Man it's so clean and qinghuas like don't fucking start and yuans like No i'm fr you fucking idiot and qinghuas like Oh wow thanks man and then starts traumadumping about the evil look mobei gave him LOLLLLLL
IDK it's not that serious but TO ME IT ISSSSSS😞😞😞😞
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#rynposting#this is my delusion sorry#i think hualing and bing would also be like bro why's ur sword actually dusty but qinghua would just be like Yeah i'll deal w it later#I LOVE SWIRDS#shang qinghua#airplane shooting towards the sky#moshang#sorry mingyan no hate#i love her actually#svsss#scum villain#scum villain self saving system#genshin impact#mdzs
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PROTECT YOU.
pairing. Tangerine x fem! reader
synopsis. Tangerine’s biggest task is to protect you.
warnings. nothing? I’m sorry i’m bad at giving warnings lol.
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THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICED WHEN YOU WOKE UP was the relentless pounding in your head, like the echo of a distant storm. Your vision blurred, and the world around you seemed to spin, making it difficult to focus on anything. You felt disoriented, a strange fog clouding your mind. The last twenty-four hours were a mystery, a blank canvas with no clues to help you remember what had transpired.
As your eyes began to adjust to the dim light, you realized you were in an unfamiliar environment. You glanced around, trying to make sense of your surroundings. The seats were lined up in rows, with modest cushions and overhead storage compartments. It dawned on you that you were in the economy class of a train. How had you ended up here?
In front of you, two men caught your attention. One was dangerously handsome, with a cheesy mustache that seemed out of place on his otherwise striking face. The other man, who sat directly across from you, had a more rugged appearance. Both men looked at you with a mix of curiosity and concern.
"Where am I?" you asked, your voice shaky as you switched your gaze between the two men. The headache that plagued you made it hard to think clearly, and you could hardly process what was happening.
"Don't worry, you're safe now," the man next to you said reassuringly. "Your father sent us." His words hung in the air, and you couldn't help but roll your eyes at the mention of your father. It had been years since you last saw him. He had never shown any interest in your life, so why was he suddenly so concerned?
The man beside you continued, "I'm Tangerine. He's Lemon," he introduced themselves, his voice carrying a catchy British accent.
You stared at him, baffled by the unusual names. Was this some sort of joke? "Like the fruit?" you asked, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips despite the absurdity of the situation.
Lemon, as he was called, shot an annoyed look at Tangerine before addressing you. "You ever watched Thomas the Tank Engine?" he inquired, his tone serious.
"Here we go again," Tangerine muttered, clearly exasperated.
You raised an eyebrow, intrigued and slightly amused. These men seemed like a pair of peculiar characters, and you couldn't help but wonder what kind of weirdos had kidnapped you. "Everything I learned about people, I learned from Thomas," Lemon explained, pulling a sheet of stickers from his pocket and holding them up for you to see.
"Look at Tangerine. He's Gordon," Lemon said, pointing to a blue train on the sticker sheet. You listened, even though you didn't understand a word. You didn't want to interrupt him. "Gordon is the strongest, the most important," Lemon continued, glancing at Tangerine, "but he doesn't always listen to others."
Lemon began to describe other characters as people, his passion for the subject evident. "Some people are diesels," he said, his lips curling in disgust, "Fuck em."
He turned his attention to you, studying you intently. "You, though," he paused, considering his words carefully, "You seem like a Percy," he concluded, selecting a sticker from the sheet. "Young and sweet." Lemon leaned across the table, gently placing the sticker on your forehead.
You chuckled sarcastically, "I think this would suit you better," you said, removing the sticker from your forehead and handing it to Tangerine.
You wanted to get up, hoping to go to the toilet and possibly find a way to get out of there. As you started to rise, Tangerine grabbed you by the wrist, his touch gentle yet firm. “Where do you think you are going, love?” he asked, his voice both casual and authoritative. Your heart pounded at the contact, and the nickname he used sent a shiver down your spine.
“To the toilet?” you replied with a smile, trying to sound casual. His raised eyebrows told you he wasn’t buying it. “I’m going with you,” he said firmly.
You laughed a bit, trying to lighten the mood. “I think I can manage going to the toilet on my own.”
“I’m paid to look after you,” he reminded you, his expression serious. You rolled your eyes, feeling a mix of frustration and amusement.
Tangerine's grip on your wrist loosened slightly, but he didn’t let go. “I don’t want your daddy to murder me so you’re coming with me,” he insisted.
You sighed, realizing there was no way you were getting out of this one. “Fine,” you said, trying to mask your irritation. “Let’s go then.”
With Tangerine still holding onto your wrist, you made your way through the train carriage. Lemon watched the two of you with a smirk, clearly amused by the situation. As you passed by other passengers, you couldn’t help but feel a bit self-conscious, but Tangerine’s unwavering presence beside you provided a strange sense of comfort.
As you reached the small, cramped bathroom, Tangerine finally released his grip. “I’ll be right outside,” he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. “Don’t take too long.”
You locked yourself in the bathroom, finally having a moment to yourself. The both of the men were really weird. One of them had a weird obsession with a kids' show, and the other...
The other...
Was weirdly attractive.
As you leaned against the small sink, you tried to process the whirlwind of events. Tangerine and Lemon. Their names alone were enough to make you question your reality, but their eccentric personalities added another layer of intrigue. Lemon's fixation on Thomas the Tank Engine was oddly endearing, but it was Tangerine's presence that left you feeling unsettled in a different way.
His firm grip on your wrist, the way he called you "love,” and his unwavering determination to protect you—there was something undeniably magnetic about him. You could still feel the lingering warmth of his touch, and it sent a shiver down your spine.
Despite the confusion and the uncertainty, you couldn't ignore the pull you felt towards Tangerine. His attractiveness was more than just physical; it was the confidence and the air of mystery that surrounded him.
You took a deep breath, ready to open the door, but Tangerine’s voice stopped you. “Yeah, we got her,” you heard him say through the door. He was probably telephoning with someone. Your father.
“Why? She’s with me,” he said, sounding a bit furious. You leaned your ear to the door, trying to catch every word. “Nothing will happen if she’s with me,” he said. In different words— I’ll protect her.
And in very different words— I’ll kill everyone who touches her.
You slightly opened the door, seeing Tangerine turned around with his back to you. This was your chance to escape. You felt the adrenaline surge through your body, your heart pounding in your chest.
But did you really want to escape?
You hesitated, the thought of running away conflicting with the strange sense of safety you felt with Tangerine and Lemon. You decided to try slipping past him, hoping to make it out unnoticed.
Just as you were about to move, Tangerine’s hand shot out and grabbed your wrist with that all-too-familiar touch. “Don’t even try, love,” he said firmly, his voice low and unwavering.
Your heart skipped a beat, the intensity of his grip and the sternness of his voice sending shivers down your spine. You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his.
“We need to get off at the next station,” Tangerine explained to you. Your confusion deepened. “Your father's buddies want to check on you.”
Panic began to rise within you. You knew all too well what your father did for a living, and your childhood hadn’t exactly been a fairy tale because of it. “No, no, what if they hurt—” you began, your voice shaking.
You were interrupted by Tangerine’s large palms gently cupping your cheeks, grounding you. “Hey, they won’t do anything to you since I’m with you,” he said firmly, his eyes locking onto yours.
The warmth and sincerity in his gaze steadied you somewhat. Despite the chaos and fear swirling in your mind, Tangerine’s touch and reassuring words provided a small island of calm. You took a shaky breath, trying to focus on his presence and the promise he made.
“I won’t let anything happen to you,” he continued, his voice low and determined. “You have my word.”
As the train slowed down at the station, your panic began to rise. Tangerine led you off the train, his grip on your arm firm but reassuring. You followed slightly behind him, trying to steady your racing heart.
“So here she is in all her beauty,” Tangerine said as you exchanged glances with the men your father had sent. They stood out with their odd punk clothing and baseball bats slung over their shoulders. The sight of them only added to your anxiety.
“Hello, Y/n. Remember me?” one of the men asked, his voice dripping with familiarity. You honestly didn’t know who it was, and you were too scared to even choke out a word.
Tangerine noticed your discomfort and quickly stepped in. “See, she’s okay,” he said, his tone firm and protective. “Looks like we have ten seconds till the train is leaving,” he added, checking his watch.
Without warning, he scooped you up in a bridal style, making all the men's eyes widen in surprise. “Have a great day,” he announced, his voice unwavering as he held you securely. The unexpected gesture left you both flustered and oddly comforted.
As he carried you back towards the train, you couldn’t help but glance at the men your father had sent, their expressions a mix of shock and irritation. Despite the chaos and confusion, you felt a strange sense of safety in Tangerine’s arms.
The train’s departure signal sounded, and Tangerine quickly boarded with you still in his arms. He set you down gently once you were inside, giving you a reassuring smile. “Don’t worry, love. We’ve got this,” he said, his confidence unwavering. “I will always protect you.”
Despite knowing Tangerine for such a short time, you found yourself undeniably attracted to him. It wasn't just his striking looks and the confident way he carried himself; there was something deeper that drew you in.
You couldn't help but feel safe when you were with him. Despite the whirlwind of confusion and danger, Tangerine's strong presence and unwavering determination to protect you provided a sense of comfort you hadn't felt in a long time.
#aaron taylor johnson#atj x reader#atj#fem reader#ynstories#reader insert#x yn#aaron taylor johnson x reader#bullet train#tangerine and lemon#tangerine x y/n#tangerine x you#tangerine bullet train#tangerine x reader#tangerine#lemon bullet train
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Wie schön, dass du geboren bist || michael kaiser/reader
summary; you were nothing but a constant mockery, tormenting him. he hated you more than anything, and the fact that he was nothing but entertainment to you, made it somehow even worse. Or: Michael Kaiser gets a birthday present.
tags; sfw, psychological, character study, reader is about as mentally stable and nice as Kaiser is, they match each others freak
author’s note; hiya! first time writing and posting anything on here! been sucked back into blue lock among other things and I do have some stuff saved up! This is but one instalment with this particular reader, with more to come!
->the title and story itself is inspired by a german happy birthday song, roughly translating to “how beautiful that you were born, otherwise we would have missed you very much”
“What the fuck is this supposed to be?”, Kaiser asked, clutching the poorly wrapped package between his hands, an annoyed look in his eyes.
“Try thinking about it, I know it’s hard for you”, you cooed, shaking your head as you rested your hands on your hips, “It’s a present duh.”
“I don’t want it.”
“Yes you do.”
“No I don’t. I don’t need your pity.”
“When have I ever done anything for anyone out of pity?”
That was true actually. You weren’t exactly the easiest person to get along with, even if it was rich coming from him.
You were truly an enigma Kaiser could not quite wrap his head around. Psychologists would have a field day with you no doubt.
“You only get one though. Sucks you are born the day after Christmas. Don’t worry though, I made sure it’s more to accommodate for it.”
Kaiser held the box in his hands. It was light, wrapped in obnoxious green Christmas paper, a red bow adorning the package. The exterior seemed to be put together to the best of your abilities which… wasn’t a lot it seemed.
He looked back at you. He was almost expecting an anticipated look in your eyes, hoping he would unpack the gift, as you had dubbed it, but your face was unreadable and your smile as unnerving as always. There was something about the way you never acted quite how he thought you would that unsettled him deeply.
“I am not opening this”, Kaiser said, waving the present dismissively.
“I know. I am not asking you to open it.”
Your response only further cemented his lacklustre opinion of you.
“What the fuck is this even supposed to mean?”, Kaiser sighed, feeling a headache forming.
“It’s a philosophy I follow”, you explained, “whether you follow along with it is irrelevant.”
“So you are doing this for yourself?”
“Yes.”
“How selfish.”
“Absolutely.”
It was silent for a moment as Kaiser turned the present in his fingers.
“You want to know”, you pointed out, the grin on your lips widening.
“I don’t care.”
“You do. This is going to give you sleepless nights. Do not fret, I am a merciful god.”
Somehow, Kaiser doubted that.
“It is a celebration you know?”, you elaborated, closing the gap between you two. Kaiser didn’t flinch nor move back, but the anxious, pathetic lump forming in his stomach whenever you were around was certainly there, frustratingly enough.
He didn’t respond. ‘What for?’, you could almost read in his fixated gaze, watching your every move with great interest.
“It’s a thank you”, you said, voice dropping lower, more serious tone, “For being born. Otherwise, you would have been missed very much.”
The lamp atop his table burst into a million pieces as he harshly moved back, hitting the table, a bewildered, angry look in his eyes. You didn’t flinch. You were analysing him, gauging for some sort of reaction surely, like he was some sort of lab rat for you to study, he was sure of it.
“You are such a fucking weirdo. Leave me alone.”
You continued to smile. Your lips curved upward, as if permanently tattooed on your stupid face, gauging for his reaction.
Kaiser hated you. He hated how his heart lurched at your carefully crafted words. Your silver tongue lulled people into a state of perpetuate ease. He had no doubt that this was part of the reason you were where you were today.
“You are a fucking sociopath.”
“Would it make you feel better if I was?”, you countered, your eyes flittering from his face to the broken lamp on the ground, kneeling down to collecting the shards to the best of your ability.
“Why would that make me feel better?”, Kaiser sneered, the wrapping crumpling under his fingers. Whatever was inside would surely be destroyed by now. By him. As per usual.
“Because then it would be easier for you Michi!”
“Easier?”
“Of course! You don’t think you are capable of being someone that can be loved after all”, you stated, casually, as you rose back to your feet, your eyes finding his again. Unreadable as always, with that goddamn smile on your lips, an eternal limbo between honesty and dishonesty that made Kaiser want to hide,”So perhaps that would make it easier for you no? If I was, I mean. Then you could chalk it up to me being crazy.”
His reactions entertained you like no other. You loved the way his face scrunched up. He was about to cry, no doubt, but he would never let himself cry. There was murder in his eyes too, oh he wanted you dead, how amusing.
“Leave.”
His tone was quiet, but dead serious nonetheless.
“Of course”, you beamed brightly as you moved to the door, carrying the large shards with you, Kaiser still frozen in place, gift in his hands. Oh he looked ready to murder you. How endearing.
You turned back, lingering in the doorway for a moment, for a mere second, you let your facade drop. Your voice was soft, devoid of your usual playfulness, almost genuine, not that he believed you were capable of that, truly capable of that.
“I love you Michael. Happy Birthday.”
The door closed with a soft thud. Kaiser exhaled shakily, eyeing the package for a moment before throwing it into his closet.
Oh, how he despised you.
#🥀rosie’s records#blue lock x reader#michael kaiser x reader#bllk x reader#michael kaiser#blue lock#blue lock x you#blue lock x yn#michael kaiser x you#michael kaiser x y/n
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He pretends his flaws dont exist like he likes for you to pretend your curse doesnt exist
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I just finished listening to The Suckening ☹️ like this very minute. I don't know what to do anymore. I need them back eufgggh urggh i love them so muchhh,,,
#Crying#Spoilers ahead in the tags im gonna rant#The whole sequence with Theo and Emizel against Edward was TERRIFYING dude#I was drawing at the time and i think half of those 2 pages are filled with “NOOO NO THEO NO”#SCARY‼️‼️‼️#And dude everything about shilo in part 2 of the finale urghgghg#HEARTBREAKING#Godddddd.#I love him sm.#GHRRRRR hes such a main character it's#Arthur losing grip on humanity is pretty iconic too but ya#I loved when the twins got to hug. That was awesome. I love those guys so much urghh#I love them they are the brothers ever#URGGHHHGRRRR#PAIN PAIN PAIN#I cant believe im feeling so much misery ab the dnd campain with the main villain “Edward Twilight” but i am#Anyway#My favorite is still Emizel#No one could ever compare tbh#I dont even think albatrio get close theres just something about Emizel#How am i gonna just move on from this#Apothiosis is next on my list but god. Idk if i can handle peter sqloint after this#The Suckening absolutly the best campain im so serious. Like riptide is the best too but come ON#Anyway yeah thats just me. What the fuck dude#I hope Theo is ok ��️😔#Jrwi#jrwi the suckening#the suckening#Emizel tucker#Jrwi fanart
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)
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(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)
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The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
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#its. Done#ho. ly.#FUCK#its finally done#48 hours of work later and I’m FREEEEEEEE (lie) /silly#Eva has been rotting my brain into oblivion recently#I am oh so traumatized and mentally disturbed but man this anime does hold a very special place in my heart#And so does PHIGHTING! which is why this exists /silly#So! About this#This isn’t an au- not really at least. I don’t think I could live with myself if I made this a serious au#I love Eva with all my heart but I feel like it’s just a little too mature to combine with something like phighting LMAO#I don’t want to be the reason why some poor 12 year old finds out about EVA and then is subsequently traumatized for life because an#Artist they like combined the two /j#Okay seriously though yeah! This is really just a fun little “what if” situation- bascially of what characters would be who and how would a#Small bit of the world building work#Other then that I have been trying to avoid putting much thought into it#Credits to my friend Torch for getting me into this hell-show by the way /vsilly#art#artists on tumblr#phighting#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting!#evangelion fanart#neon genesis evangelion#the end of evangelion#neon genesis fanart
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What's so fun about BruJay as a ship is Jason's sheer obsessive devotion to Bruce. Jason is possessive over Bruce, to the point he doesn't care about the deaths of others so long as he has Bruce's attention. A part of the UTRH arc this isn't talked about enough is that Bludhaven fucking explodes mid-way and Jason won't let Bruce see if Dick is alive.
batman (1940) #650
A lot of discussion about UTRH paints Jason as this anger-driven cold, calculating machine up against Bruce when it's so clear that his love for Bruce is what drives him at his root, even if he won't acknowledge it. He says it himself, he would've done anything if it was Bruce who'd died instead of him and his anger is rooted in that possessive devotion not being reciprocated.
batman (194) #650
BruJay as a ship always to be, to some level, unrequited. Even if Bruce loves Jason back in that way, he'll never be that obsessed with Jason. Jason will always view Bruce's love for Dick or Tim to be a distraction, proof that Bruce isn't dedicated enough to him. Jason has the need to always have Bruce's attention, even when it could come at the cost of Bruce's other loved ones. Something something cannibalism as a metaphor for love in how Jason wants to consume Bruce's whole existence. He can't let Bruce leave him again, can't let Bruce love or grieve anyone else. Forcing Bruce to choose between Jason and the Joker isn't just about confronting Jason's killer, it's about confronting the other person who exists as this duality with Bruce and consumes so much of Bruce's life. That's the role Jason wants to fill, calling himself Red Hood and forcing Bruce to look at what he's become. But still loving Bruce and wanting more than anything for Bruce to reciprocate that love in the way that Jason understands. I just think it's good soup and rife with Dynamics that are underexplored with them.
#necrotic festerings#brujay#jaybruce#jaybru#jason todd x bruce wayne#batcest#i've had this thought in my head for a while#i was just weirdly shy about posting it? like convinced myself it's not as verbose as some of my other thoughts#also GOD why is the art of this arc SO BAD.#i can't take it SERIOUSLY#i hate looking at it.#the faces. why are the faces like that.#brujay needs more love bc jesus#gotham war had some good brujay content but i am still too bitter to discuss that shitshow. so. ignoring it for now.#bruce changing jason's brain chemistry as an act of love is the most FUCKED UP brujay thing ever tho#it's so Them.#sorry that is just peak brujay. they are incapable of meeting in any middle and always trying to change each other.#maybe this meta should've been about that.#but then i'd have to use new-52 and rebirth panels so eh. nvmd.#this page makes it seem like i hate post-flashpoint comics. i don't i swear#they just interest me less for batcest.#like oh yay everyone's getting along and working together.#it only came at the expense of throwing away decades of character work. small sacrifice.#i need to stop posting meta at fucking 5 am.#no one is going to see this bc i can't be a normal person.#wrote this while watching invincible#which is pretty good so far but man the ending of ep1 clocked me. i was absolutely bamboozled.#i had something else i was going to say in the tags but i lost it.#anyway most of this is a ship post and projecting shit as per usual and yk. not serious comic media.#i'm just silly and gay.
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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they’re not reylo because osha isn’t sidelined from the narrative to support his goals. from her perspective we see how it makes complete sense why someone like her, (a dedicated, loving yet outcasted former jedi) is questioning where she belongs. Qimir may want to use her and obviously feigning kindness to get her to trust him, but he also genuinely wants a pupil that unlocks the power of the dark side. And he sees that power in osha and it’s this obsession with her that’s undeniably tempting especially for someone who hasn’t quite been given back the loyalty and devotion that she openly offers.
its “toxic” because it’s supposed to be. and we love watching these dynamics unfold because they reflect the ugly truths of human nature. we do things to feel love even if it’s in artificial forms. we incessantly give with the illogical hopes that we might receive something back. how the dark side pulls someone such as osha therefore becomes realistic. and what is more appealing than to allow yourself recognition you never had. to let your emotions be unrestrained and even be your greatest strength. what else could you do when someone finally tells you that there’s more out there for you, and can grant you unspeakable power that’s always been just out of reach
#shut up about reylo!#positively OR negatively i am so serious#get your white sexist ass out of here be so fr#they are so different don’t even lie#idgaf kyle’s theme plays that doesn’t retroactively make him a better character lmao?????#he’s just a failed nepo theme which is even funnier#he’s gracie abrams#bury your gays means only burying the gays#literally everyone is fucking dead and that includes the lesbians#osha is bisexual idc idc#osha x qimir#do i even call them oshamir or are the reylos already flooding it#the acolyte spoilers#i am so disappointed by yall and that is honestly 100% my fault#anti reylo
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Told my girlfriend if she could guess who Loop actually was I’d divulge who the people helping the cast in my au and she fucking IMMEDIATELY guessed Siffrin, fuck my inter life lmfao
#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#slimer.post#I only saved myself from having to reveal it by doing the ‘is this a serious guess’ card#And by then going on to explain how the unspoilery parts of the au worked#I accidentally spoiled the twist for myself and she immediately guessed it! I can’t! I love her so fucking much /srs#I’m going to text her to remind her about it once she’s home but I’m adding the caveat to give evidence so I don’t have to pull the#‘is this a serious guess’ card again#also so I have more time to actually plan out the characters cuz gods help me if she figures it out before I can play the prologue#<- has been avoiding playing the prologue so if this happens; it is my fault rip#anyway; I am not playing it tonight cuz I’m tired but lords help me if I wake up tomorrow and see her say that she figured it out and is-#100% serious about it being Siffrin#Also the back and forth to edit the tags is a nightmare; I can’t rearrange tags on web but can’t edit tags in the app; agghh
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Hello lovely people! I am on a mission to read more books by and about women/people-whomst-are-not-men so pls pls pls give me your recommendations!!!
I tend to mostly gravitate towards horror so recs of that kind are appreciated but I'm also just kinda up for anything, all suggestions v appreciated 🙏🙏🙏
#came out of Lost Souls with the desire to abolish men forever#non-serious ofc but it has really burned me out on reading about them#and i put my hands up and admit to reading and writing like 95% about men#which i am trying to change#so help a pal out#thanking you kindly#hillyspeaks#i am also currently rereading dune messiah but i give frankie herbs a pass cus his female characters are so fucking unhinged and mean#and pauls got his own special girlboy wifeguy faggotry going on i tell ya#hes a lesbian to me#i will not elaborate#anywho#yes halp me pls
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thought about fem castiel and blacked out immediately
#like she is so fucking hot#unfortunately dean and i share the same taste in people (i wish i was kidding but i am so serious)#so yeah#i think she could fix me#I'd also be okay with anna or cassie but those are actual characters who exist and they deserve better#i know this probably doesn't make sense but it's not like you guys don’t know that about me by now#I'd do anything for fem cas btw#anywayyyy#alex talks
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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