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Tomorrow is my last day of work!!
#it was supposed to be thursday#but my boss asked me if i wanted my last day to be tomorrow instead#and of course i said yes#i need the extra time to move shit out of my apartment and clean#and i can get to my parent's house in the daylight instead of having to drive at night after work#i am so fucking excited to be done#ive been at this job for three years. the same amount of time ive been with my gf!#and the extra day is going to take so much stress off of me#i can wake up at 8am on Thursday. pack up. finish cleaning. drop off my keys#and if i get going by 3:30 (which is like seven hours to do shit) then i wont have to drive in the dark at all!!!!!!!#finally i catch a break in the middle of this hell#moving is the worst#when i go to hell its just going to be endless moving#pack up my shit. clean. drive to the new destination. unpack. the second i finish unpacking i have to pack up and move again#the problem is. i like going to new places. i get bored if i stay in one place too long#so i have to move. but then i hate moving. you see my dilemma#anyway. excited to be done with my job
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dog handler, beekeeper
#art#illustration#honeybee#cowboy#cowboys#ocs#grimm#yarrow#my art#scopophobia#this is for that one queer oc zine i have been SITTING ON THIS for MONTHS NOW and i'm SO excited i get to post it now hehe#bc this is months old now i'm like hm. but i will refrain from fucking with it it is DONE i am NOT TOUCHING IT#the project's tumblr is @queeroc-zine but i'm not sure atm if they're still using it...?
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tennis
#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#eyestrain#?#i like shapes and colors AND patterns#fun combinations of all of those things#anyway i feel like i don’t talk in the tags on this blog as much as i used to. i need to do that more how else will i make more ppl#parasocially in love w me…..#so hmm. i graduate in less than a month which is exciting bc school sucks ass and i want to be done w it forever (until i decide i want#to go for a masters that is T_T) and have u guys heard abt the mcrtour? making mefeel fucking craaazyyyyyy yes i’m gonna try for#tickets. and perhaps even visit some beloved mutuals in the process. and fool that i am i never finished my last scarf but am wanting#to start a new one but this one is for someone so perhaps i will have more motivation to like. actually finish it lol. knitting btw. i am#not very good at it but it is a good skill to have and crocheting is my mother’s thing and i like the look of knit better. i got yarn the#other day and i was like ough am i remembering their favorite color correctly but if not i can just die forever or smth. i’m not sure#what pattern i wanna do or if i want to add a second color or anything but like i have a small collection of yarn that i got when it was#on sale like crazy so i’m sure i can find smth that will complement my base color if need be#okay i’m done goodbye
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Lifesteal Yuri Week 2024, Day 5: Bugs/Beasts I don't care that killing you is the right answer. My ethics aren't the reason.
#i was gonna do a different ship w/ this prompt but i really wanted to draw peace trials for yuri week#lsyuriweek#squidboodle#lsshipping#ariela's art#my art#i should do this lighting more often it's so cool#i would've had this done sooner but i've been staying up so late that it's really fucking me up qvq#im excited for the next two prompts but i gottaaa get em done asap man i am so busy
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thinking about elain’s story and bodily autonomy. i think sjm was very intentional in using elain’s powers to introduce us to vassa and koschei. how vassa’s body was corrupted against her will by koschei, and how her existence is now defined by the changes he made. thinking about how koschei has a lake full of swans who were once women who’s bodies he changed against their wills as well. thinking about how elain was changed against her will by a cruel king to teach a lesson to somebody else. how she was reduced to a body and then a tool, a means to an end (to demonstrate the power of hybern against her sister but especially people she barely knew). how even the tool used to change her, the cauldron, which once belonged to the mother and symbolically can be connected to the womb, was appropriated and used forcefully by the king of hybern.
i think about how canon suggests that the cauldron loved elain, that perhaps it gifted her the powers it did because it loved her. maybe the cauldron recognized then, that this poor girl was like it, and sought to give her the power to prevent what was being done to her, and what had been done to countless other women and girls by making her a seer. let’s not forget that elain’s vision of vassa helped them turn the tide of the war against hybern and that it was elain that struck the killing blow against the king of hybern in defense of her sister, another who was denied bodily autonomy. ultimately bodily autonomy, especially given the current political climate in the US is a really heavy theme to deal with, but i sincerely hope that this thread is continued, and that we will get to see an elain who is empowered, and empowered on her own terms. an elain who reclaims her body and her future, and helps others do the same.
#what would a death god who turned immortal for fear of his own death fear more than a woman who can wield the future against him?#elain destroy’s koschei by showing him he heat death of the universe in a vision causing 1 billion psychic damage#elain archeron#pro elain archeron#pro elain#guys i am SO excited for her book because if it’s done well i will forgive sarah for the incredibly weird and fucked up#fatal pregnancy drama of the previous book#actually. thinking of it now i HOPE elain reflects on what happened to feyre in her book at least briefly#you can’t tell me that wasn’t traumatic as FUCK#oh btw this isn’t a shipping post and if you treat it as such i will hit you with my psychic bazooka (block button)
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Allowing myself to work on this comic. A LITTLE. Please....... I'm making comics all day every day please let me chase my bliss a little........... With a different comic...........
#you know what they say#if you want something done 'toxic asshole forced to become a better person' then you gotta do it yourself!#guys im writing it and#i keep rereading the updates ive thumbnailed#that's how you KNOW its good#when i read it like 16 times cause i just cant get enough#thats good stuff#ok ok ok#ill work on time and time again soon#i promise#i mean. ive BEEN working on it#but like. its been more like picking at it.#im trying to get all the little stuff done so i can full speed focus again#cause the webtoon pace is just...#its so fast#there's just no time for the little things#ok. anyways.#we were legion#zagan#its going to be so fucking good#its not even funny#god i literally am getting shaky about it#im so excited#god I fucking hope it makes enough i can do it full time
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I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it
So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.
Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role
Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong
Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself
Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong
Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder
...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).
I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.
#uhhh what am I calling this??#randomizedrobinsau#stephanie brown#oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this.#because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship#with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny#and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying#Tim Drake#tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard#reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass#Dick Grayson#He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this#But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him)#Damian al ghul#damian wayne#oh this is gonna kick ass#Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role#and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable#to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive#Jason Todd#Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass#I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time#But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through#TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring
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you ever just have an idea you want to write but someone has literally done the same thing before so you are just here like. guess I'll die then
#ambie.txt#not to be dramatic but I'm depressed#I finally got actually excited about writing this thing but found out that oops someone else is writing the same thing too#and yeah yeah originality is dead and writing about the same themes and dynamics but with your own style is a thing#but like where is the line. I never understood this shit and idk when it's just same thing but different flavour#and when it's plagiarism cause nobody fucking explains that ever#so I'm just like. idk#everything has been written already literature is dead there's no point everyone has done this before me I waited too long to be a writer#and now even when I write sth ppl are gonna be like boo we have a story like that before#and nooo we don't care you thought of it independently someone else has done it beforehand and you are just a cheat blablaa#except I love to write and I am a write but I'm a failed writer cause I have nothing original to give#so I'm gonna deal with that like an adult and by that I mean cry about it
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Just finished episode 4 of The Penguin and sorry... Penguin who? Give me 4 more episodes of just Sofia Falcone please and thank you. Absolutely exilerating yet terrifying, I love it.
#is she... becoming a new comfort character? maybe. Do I want to know what this says about me? Absolutely not.#i was actually just saying how Star & Jobu Tupaki are my comfort characters earlier but she can be a new addition!#but HOLY COW she's insane! she's calculated. she's meticulous. she's vengeful. I love it.#ok but honestly? She's the real victim here got the short end of the fucking stick I'll tell you that much#not that she hasnt done bad things now but before Arkhan? yikes thats unfortunate#ok spoiler time#she really just killed off 95% of her family huh#& left the guy I hate the most alive. god.I am so excited to see her next move I'd say she couldnt top this but she continues to suprise me#i was on the edge of my seat this whole episode. what an incredible performance Cristin Milioti has give us. just give her the Emmy already#The Penguin#the penguin spoilers#Sofia Falcone#The Batman#Matt Reeves#Batman Matt Reeves#its giving 'looks like she can kill you; will kill you' but also cinnamon roll!!!
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i am trying so so so hard to wait and watch nimona with my friends but i keep seeing gifs and. idk if i can willingly let myself cry that hard in front of other people
#nimona is like. like words can’t describe how formative that comic was to me.#i found it in my local fucking library when i was like. maybe 12 years old. and it is the thing that made me start writing seriously.#it made me realize that my art could tell stories. that i could say what i wanted to say using the thing i loved doing so much#it was one of the first queer stories i ever read and loved.#dear god i am going to cry so hard. from the opening of the movie i know i am going to be in tears#nate stevenson words cannot describe what your art has done for me. i am so so so excited to see this movie#anyways 😁 when i finally release my own comics i hope they are able to do for someone else what nimona did for me fr#personal
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ENTANGLEMENT | Part I, Chapter I
A Portal/Half Life Universe Fic from Chell's Perspective Rating: Explicit Overall Word Count: 10,730 Chapters: 1/20 Where to Read: AO3 | Google Drive | // ?UN?/KN@?#WN
SYNOPSIS
Location Unknown, Michigan, USA. Aperture released her, set her free. That ought to have been the end of it. But cast out into a world rendered unrecognizable after a mass extinction level event, Chell is forced to fend for herself, navigating a war-torn world in the aftermath of the seven hour war that devastated the states in a bygone era. Mere days into her newfound experience on the surface, Chell finds bizarre technology inside a Michigan radio tower, discovering that the same interdimensional forces that started the war were still around, scouring the area in search of technology from the facility she hoped to never see again — Aperture Science. With no choice but to go back to the facility to deliver a dire warning, Chell tightropes on the cusp of two worlds, unaware of the consequences of pursuing the past and surviving an uncertain future alongside an unlikely ally.
It's finally here!! A former roleplay thread with @sarcasticgaypotato turned novel, this story follows the events of Half Life 2: Episode 2, and is an inspired continuation of the ending of Half Life: Alyx from the perspective of everyone's favorite Aperture-dwelling characters. Chell, whose mission is to protect Aperture technology from getting in the hands of the Combine, must also act as GLaDOS's protector and keep her safe. GLaDOS, on the other hand, has to figure out the complicated ways of the world from a new perspective - literally. This story is friendly to those who don't know Half-Life lore, and a treat for those who do! This story is a close-to-canon survival novel fic with ChellDOS as a major focus. Full of survival, interactive elements, complicated feelings, and a beautiful slow burn robot/human love story. <3
#portal 2#half life#chell#GLaDOS#ChellDOS#I CAN FINALLY SCREAM ABOUT THIS OMMMGG#nearly a fucking DECADE LATER AHHHH#words cannot explain how excited I am to finally release this project into the masses I could explode#Chell was my first muse my first comfort character my first love#this rp to novel that me and sarcastic worked on for ages is without a doubt the most research I have done for a story EVER in my life#and I love the absolute most out of everything I've written#I have been wanting to write ChellDOS fanfiction for a very long time#and while I've done rp stuff#I wanted my first ChellDOS fic to be so fucking astronomical#I'm finally satisfied#and I hope you all love this story too! thank you all for reading <3
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okay so uhhh. definitely wasn't expecting this any time soon. or ever. but unless my tumblr has been lying to me for 3 days straight then i guess it happened.
uhhhhh. thanks for 700 followers bros 👁👁💧
like. i didn't even see my tumblr get to 400. unless i've been hallucinating that it's been at 300 for the last month. am i going insane? maybe. but uhhh. that's a lot of people looking at me. kinda freaking me out a little. but thanks regardless i guys, it does mean a lot to me ✨❤❤❤✨
anyways. i die. nervous. some various rambling under the cut and in the tags but here's an artistic rendition of how i feel right now. enjoy.
so yeah. i don't know how the hell my follower count has doubled in like, two months. maybe it's the Fake Peppino Hugs? a lot of people have been wanting hugs after all. it uhhhh kinda makes me feel weird knowing there's this many of you. but i'll try to manage.
speaking of hugs, yes i've seen the new asks and requests in my inbox i promise!! i will get to them when i can, but for now i'm gonna try to focus on getting a couple other big important things done. mainly, a large Fake Peppino headcanon-related post i've been planning, and getting a few more characters up on Artfight before July.
and also.... i might be getting commissions up soon too?? i don't know how soon, but it'd be a way for me to get income right now since i don't have a job. or, if you don't wanna commission me but still wanna show support, i have a link to me Ko-Fi on my intro post as well! really any support is welcome, but i'm trying to figure out how to do commissions and pricing and stuff since it'll be the first time i *officially* do them. i hope you'll think about it though!!
but yeah, i've got a good few things i've gotta get done with, i'm trying to take things a liiiiittle slow right now though so i don't burn myself out fully. i will try to get stuff done soon though! expect that big Fakey post in maybe a week or so, and i'll update you all on other things that happen as well!
thanks for reading if you have, love ya's ❤❤💗💗💗❤❤
#Local Weirdo wondering how the fuck this many people have decided they like his art of Frogs and Cats.#but ye. i will be a little slow responding to asks for the next while but. i will get to them eventually i promise!!!#i just really wanna get some of the stuff i've been wanting to do for a while done#there is only so many Hugs one man can draw at a time but goddamn will i try to draw them when i can!!#uhhh. feels weird though. like i still don't feel like that number's real but. how would it not be?? unless tumblr glitched real weird#i am glad you all like my Frogs though i guess?? i also enjoy this funny frog as well so i mean i can't judge 👀💧#i am. excited to share my headcanons soon though. and nervous. they're. kinda weird. but fuck it. we're all weirdos here.#you gotta be kinda weird to be a Fake Peppino fan i think. it's the law.#my art#pizza tower fake peppino#okay anyways. i die now. goodbye. ✨
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"I'm going to play Hades because I enjoy ancient mythology, an interest that was sparked by my access to stories from Greek mythology" she said
"Oh wow two blessings in one room" she said
"How cool, Artemis and Aphrodite, I hope this means that I get to see some insight into their relationship with each other in this world" she said
"Surely this will not force me to make a decision between two goddesses in a fashion reminiscent of the inciting incident to the trojan war" SHE SAID
#it's me i am she i am also an idiot#in my defense i was so excited and enraptured by the art that i forgot rule number one of the greek pantheon#if two gods show up at the same time- run#even zeus followed that rule#anyways i picked Artemis and promptly ate shit#frankly that flash of Aphrodite when i died scared the shit out of me because she is so fucking scary#like they're all scary and you don't want to piss off any of them but like-#Artemis will just shoot you and be done with it. maybe she'll turn you into a forest creature under weird circumstances#but Aphrodite will draw out your torment and rope in innocent bystanders for kicks#hades game
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should i kill myself say yes
#nooo because this morning i had a panic attack about my grades and now my dad has to tell me#to shut up and go away and say he doesnt give a fuck about me after wanting to show him a song i like??#ok great parenting i hope they are excited to bring me back to the mentall hospital#i am so done with his and my moms shit#nooo you shouldnt say this to someone who is shaking in fucking fear and anxiety everyday about hmm is my parents gonna take away everythin#i love bc i got bad grades?? hmm?????
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I’m working on a snarl/Jane’s mask. Partially inspired to get one due to TRT and partially due to the fact that its fucking awesome???
WHAT
W H A T
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THIS IS SO AMAZING OH MY GOD
I was literally sitting in the salon covered in hair dye when I saw this and I had to resist the urge to get up and run around screaming
BECAUSE HOLY SHIT YES! Like, half the reason I went with a Hound mask that looks like that was the sheer fucking awesome factor, everyone who gets a mask deserves a cool mask in Marvel land, AND LOOK HOW BADASS IT WILL BE, I can't wait to see it finished because it already looks awesome! 😍😍😍
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I'm rereading LIAB and I realise that the authors notes slowly get longer and more unhinged as the chapters go on
I’m so embarrassing I knowwwwwwww
#Hahaharawwrrrrrr lol UGHHHH… I decided fuck ittttt#In the authors notes I ball#And by ball I mean say unhinged things and additional lore while laughing at my own jokes#I’ve been a little hostile in the more recent chapters notes but I have nothing but delightful commenters lately so I am very happy!!!!#I don’t enjoy people’s constructive criticism when I’ve asked for them not to so I’ve been threatening people in my authors notes haha#But I’m much better now and pretty excited about this next chapter!!! I wish I could fit so so so much more in this chapter but it’s pretty#the iroh pov is a lot longer than I thought it’d be but ehhhh we deserve it I think#I HOPE YOU'RE ENJOYING YOUR REREAD!!!!!#Maybe you’ll get caught up by the time I’m ready to post!!#I’m almost done yayyayyyy!!!#I’m super giddy you’re reading and thinking of doing fanart#Like whattttttttt?!?!#So cool#Dixongravesart#THANKS FOR THE ASK FRIEND!!!!!!!
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