#i am so ailed
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cocoon - catfish and the bottlemen // teeth - the japanese house // red - catfish and the bottlemen // night flight - ju-ne // the first disciple - tamino
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"but if you turn around now. then, i'll kiss you according to my conviction."
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#kishiar la orr#yuder aile#kishiyu#turning novel#터닝#fanart#myart#doodle#this has been sitting in my drafts for a while but it did take a while to finish lol#scenes that were so powerful they elicited a physical reaction from me: exhibit A#turning by kuyu chapter 200 you will always be famous#they were not kidding when they said this novel had a slowburn romance#but like. the build up was So worth it#i feel like this could be improved... but eh i am posting it#pretty happy w/ how the marble floors turned out at least#we don't talk about the amount of times i visited ch7-8 of the manhwa to look at their outfits/office layout#just a little smth to keep you all sated before the fanweek starts ^^
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Girlboss Yuder my beloved
#turning novel#turning by kuyu#yuder aile#chapter 727#book quote#Turning#I love how everytime someone deshumanize him yuder reafirm himself as just a guy#a few chapter ago he was like you are calling me a monster to make your loss more acceptable but in fact you are just weaker than I am#he is just so badass
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ough. ocs save me. ocs. save me ocs
#whenever i find myself Ailing it always comes back to the guys in my head#wym its 1 am ive only been typing in their doc for four hours#its so fun... theyre so fun... oc brain take me home...#there's a reason my discord name is 'oc factory' yk yk#its true! its Accurate! its like an assembly line in here except way less efficient and perpetually broken!#playing with them like dolls...#absolutely unprompted#im making an exercise in Freeing Myself From Cringe tonight#*said through gritted teeth* cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead#im having fun but also dealing myself Psychic Damage!#ough. agh. ough. ough. agh. ough
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✨💖 Cybill and Iris 💖✨
@grimreapersbutt — bestie, my love, my darling, can I offer you the sweetie dearests in these trying times
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#made this a bit ago when I had the energy#but if I don't have something cute on my dash to look at right now I am literally going to explode in front of everybody#especially when I don't know when I'm gonna be able to draw again#I crave the romance tho. kisses heals all the ails me (amelia kim voice [thanks red])#your honor I love them so dearly#smooches them on their heads#my art#fallout#cybill x iris#sole survivor#friend oc
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Early chapters Kishiar and Yuder are even funnier because Yuder has zero hesitance to borrow Kishiar’s authority. My guy is throwing around Kishiar’s weight like he’s served at his side for years and Kishiar just lets him. It amuses him!
#the amount of trust Kishiar has in him is frankly speaking insane tbh#Yuder: *lorded Kishiar’s title over other people*#kishiar: look at him go! isn’t my assistant skilled!!!#truly shout out to Nathan#I am so sorry you have to deal with that babygirl#yuder aile#kishiar la orr
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Day 223 | id in alt
Maki thinking some very unsorcererly things over a piece of damn cheesecake.
(Read from right to left💥)
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#zenin maki#inumaki toge#its always the cheesecake tbh#cheese cake isn't bad i think it depends on the type for me tbh sometimes it takes too....cakey....???#fuck i dont even know#ive had some very good cheesecake in my life and man im trying to rob a relative of her recipe#anyway. Maki had a strict diet because of the clan but because Kugisaki showed up and found out her love of junkfood....#it all came crashing down VERY quickly#Kugisaki indulges Maki and vice versa. its kinda funny how they're both violent enablers of eachother#Not pointing fingers but if you're gonna be vauge in the comments then get out or post up in the asks#tell me what ails you#for the other people#these two are fucking deranged idk what their issue is but im sure ill figure it out sometime#im getting there nobamaki enjoyers im getting there TRUST TRUST#time to get hysterically distracted while i write the description of the images#suddenly everything turns into cocomelon#i fucked up the placement but yknow my ass#Kugisaki and Maki are just too silly they're trying to exist but they're so fucked up#my silliest silly#Maki has only the faintest idea of fucked up connections and nobody talks about how shes absolutely abysmal at it#my brain is envisioning Kugisaki with a brick and that's it rn#Beyonce songs are playing#am i hallucinating#the fucked up spoon....lordt#thought about those wack bitches with those wide ass necks and cried#i hope you all imagine everytime i type shit in the tags that its of those stressed ass evangelion screams
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OC Sketch Dump
I'm doing a meme thing... Trying to figure out their faces and hair again (ignore my handwriting).
#my art#wips#sketch dump#ocs#brynne hof#elizabeth hawke#isala lavellan#warden tabris#tabrise#f!hawke#inquisitor lavellan#recovering from health stuff is very frustrating starting back at a square one type deal#I'm trying to build up my drawing strength again but oof do I hit a wall after hair and/or vallaslin#place holder clothes for I am ailing and just slapped coverage on#trying to take myself less serious so I can't focus on where I used to be in terms of speed versus where I am currently lol
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how would yuder react if right after he got Chopped in the 1st game he wakes up to this:
#turning novel#turning yuder#yuder aile#tes: skyrim#skyrim#I’m confident he could conquer this world 😇#me tying all my interests together#sorry not sorry yuder kpop idol when 🤲#I would be even more annoying if I could draw or write#more like unstoppable xP#finally caved and am following the tag so I’m ready for t week >:D
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blocking is the only thing that works to get over someone. cut them out of your life, distract yourself, and one day, you relie you haven't thought about them in weeks and they become just another fleeting thought.
i have blocked her :) i rly hope i reach this stage soon ! ♡
#asks#anon#i am ailed w loving everyone i have ever loved (even if im now over them/actively dislike them/havent spoken to them in many years) a little#forever and ever in the back of my head#but i do go weeks without thinking abt these ppl so i rly hope it happens w her too
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They have 3 questions that you'll be asked at the beginning of the game that's about the previous game. One about romance in inquisition and two about the end of inquisition
on the one hand. win for pavellan. on the other hand. that is objectively WILD like WHAT. hello????????
#i am in agony over the hours spent ailing over decisions and a perfect dao/da2 playthrough only for. this.#answered#but also even with dai like. i have put so much work into my inq he is part of my soul :(
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I AM GROWING.... FACIAL HAIR....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#caps#i am actually growing hair everywhere but i definitely have the start of a mustache. all of this is so awesome#i have been feeling so gender euphoric lately. have i said how much i love my voice lately. i love my voice#let it be known that testosterone WILL cure everything that ails you#quincy.txt
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BAHH OLDER DOODLE PAGE BE UPON YE threw this together a whiiiiiile ago after season 2 came back. i really like all the new npcs thatve come around!! LOVE light speed n i LOOVEEE worm.... i also really like how the Trickster is portrayed n played by bizly. the things he said abt staring at himself in the mirror n perfectin the VIBE is rly rly cool to me....
#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi fanart#jrwi prime defenders#OUHH ohhh sry i keep forgetting that i draw n that i have a blog n that i post what i draw on that blog#also i have a JOOOOBBB and BILLS TO PAAAYY so likeeeeeeee ill get around to it#anyway i hope yallre havin a good night i am procrastinating on so much#i SHALL persevere but the jourrneeyyy ouhh the toilsss how they ail me in this present timeeeeeee
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For as much as I too have a liking for the aesthetic/erotic appeal of fictional men looking exhausted, agonized, and generally miserable, there's still something that occasionally rubs me strangely about the way that we collectively salivate over Viktor's physical deterioration in acts 2 and 3 -- as if we're paying cursory lip service to the gravity of his terminal illness, increasingly debilitating physical disability, and so forth, while simultaneously sighing dreamily over the exact physical characteristics which serve as the measuring sticks of just how harshly his illness is ravaging him.
It's hard to look at the collective response to Viktor's decline and not be explicitly reminded of how the outward effects of literal tuberculosis -- (emaciation + wasting of the body, chronic cough, ghostly skin, slumped posture, fever-bright eyes, etc.) -- were broadly romanticized as fashionable and alluring in the 18th and 19th centuries, "as if delicacy and a tenuous grasp on life made [the afflicted] all the more appealing". These consumptive traits, while once associated significantly with the sensitive, whimsical genius of the creative mind, were increasingly entwined with distinctly feminine ideals of beauty, which at the time orbited heavily upon the axis of 'virtues' such as fragility, dependency, and weakness. So, I can't help but hesitate sometimes at the nigh gleeful rhapsodizing over the visible consumption of a disabled man by his illness, most particularly given the oft-unsung and very specific history that disabled men have of being treated as emasculated, unsexed, fundamentally Othered entities unfit to be acknowledged or perceived as beings with sensual/erotic abilities and desires, while simultaneously being fetishized as frail, cerebral, broken creatures just waiting for someone special to ~see past~ their disability enough to love, care for, and ultimately save them. IN THIS ESSAY I WILL--
#Arcane#Viktor#Arcane meta#sponsored by excess tequila#mostly just jotting thoughts to revisit with more clarity (and sobriety) later#I am not saying that it's wrong to be attracted to Viktor; so don't even start#what I AM saying though is that fantasies which seem to hinge heavily upon the 'tragic beauty' of a disabled + terminally ill person#as if they're some kind of ~ailing little flower whose delicacy and struggle makes them all the more achingly beautiful as they wilt~#are worth scrutinizing for unconscious and unintended ableism
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Right as im fucking thinking of coming out to my parents they start going on about their shitty right wing politics i sweart to god im going to blow up the pentagon
#idk man im just rambling#im just screaming into the void honestly#providing ail to the needed??? well its too fucking expensive so obviously you shouldnt do it AM I RIGHT??#“we shouldnt let foreigners into our country!!!” WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING. ARE YOU LISTENING TO YOURSELF#im going to kill the president i swear to god#in less than a month i could get surgery + start hrt without my parents even knowing but im too much of a pussy to do it#and i mean that btw. like you literally can do it for free without your parents consent#if my mom isnt even willing to stop being xenophobic when it comes to bolivians I doubt that she would accept me for who i am#theyre in that very comfortable stance where theyre like “theyre allowed to say what they think!!!! they arent hurting anyone!!” to bigotry#and my father doesnt even want me cutting my hair short so i doubt him even more#well i already hide 90% of my life to them. so whats new
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hey this is just a normal post
#i am So not thinking about childe's childish giggle or zhongli's quiet chuckle right now. what total freaks lol why would i. weirdoooo!!!#... i think zhongli would give a small laugh when i shower him in kisses and the thought of that AILS me.#💭#mika ♡ ajax#mika ♡ zhongli
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