#i am leaving to move tomorrow

[catocappuccino]

Her favourite colour is yello w

[skunkes]

the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)

but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.

the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore

[whentherewerebicycles]

my mom left, boo :((( but I am currently snuggling with the baby in the big bed while he does his last nap so life is still pretty good. he fights the last nap so hard, as it is obviously HORRIBLE and possibly even EVIL to expect a baby to get all snuggly warm and cozy in the arms of his loving mother and have a nice little 30-45 min snooze in the late afternoon. but usually he hits the peak of his protest .02 seconds before he passes out so he’ll be SHRIEKING and clawing at my face in RAGE and then zzz. instantly the coziest little guy you ever saw who just wants to burrow closer to me and put one possessive little hand on my chest. anyway he’s perfect life is great

[hannahhasafact]

“I’ll finish my cosplay this weekend” I said. “I won’t be rushing last minute to finish it” I said.

I am but a fool

[choccorin]

night night everybunny

[chipjrwibignaturals]

diversity loss! local autistic forced to deal with plans being suddenly changed

[daddy-long-legssss]

me after three days of in-person meetings and team-building activities.

[guinevereslancelot]

oughhhh new boss hasn't even fully taken over yet but she seems so incompetent 😬

[exopelagic]

okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy he’s actually just really cool

[cherrylindreams]

literally everything about my life is changing this week. I'm allowed to be a little on edge and stressed and grumpy and wobbly and excited and scared and tired and sad.

[youremyonlyhope]

why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up

[lycanthian]

in a weird emotion rn

[hannahhasafact]

Had a job interview during my lunch while I was sitting in my car and like

Concentrating on answering interview questions while some kid is skateboarding back and forth in your work’s parking garage is a Herculean feat my god

[summerlycoris]

Guess whos potentially working a triple tomorrow?????????

Im going to transform into my final form if this shit keeps up i swear to god.

[yuribalisms]

I hope rats chew away at the electrical wires in all the management’s houses and cause electrical fires and they all explode

[running-in-the-dark]

I've spent over four hours with a bunch of people, and I don't know most of them, and now it feels like my brain is trying to crawl out of my skull. Fun!