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Juana's favourite memory.
a little story/headcanons up ahead, and the sketch for this piece, tehee ;p
she always liked making flower crowns with her parents, especially when inevitably there were leftover flowers that they could throw unto the air to make it seem like it was raining flowers. her dad was always better at making the crowns, but her mama always found the best flowers to use and which went together well. and she always found the best picnic spots.
her dad made sure there were no bees around and that she always had an epipen with a spare and a spare for the spare. her mana made sure none of the food with them had animal products or nuts, and made sure she had her safe foods.
and our little Juanita made sure her family stuck together. sure her parents bickered, but she always had to faux-gag after they kissed and made up. she got to sit and lean on her mama's chest, curled up in his embrace while the sun warmed her scaly skin, listening to the humming of her dad while he carefully made her the most beautiful flower crown befitting a princess. she got to laugh and giggle while her dad gave her the extra flowers to throw into the air and her mama gave a weather report of incoming "flower rain".
her dad still checks for bees and makes sure he has an epipen and makes flowercrowns, but he no longer has anyone to do it for.
her mama still makes sure there's no nuts or meat in the food he brings with him, but he realises as soon as the rain falls that there's no reason to do it anymore.
and our little huevo isn't there to bring them together.
#qsmp#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp el mariana#juanaflippa#slimeriana#fliporiana#vienoreal arts#qsmp fanart#qsmp juanaflippa#i am huffing copium and it's not working#send help#i spent all day on this please like and reblog#i beg of you to do this for me#i need to share the angst#GO FORTH MY MINIONS#SHARE THE TEARS#SHARE THE NIGHTS SPEND HOLDING YOUR SHATTERED HEART BETWEEN YOUR HANDS#SHARE THE HOURS SPENT PIECING IT TOGETHER AND STITCHING IT BACK UP#SHARE THE KNOWLEDGE THAT THEY CAN NEVER BE HAPPY UNLESS IT IS A DREAM#OR A FADED MEMORY OF A HUEVO LEFT CRACKED AND SCRAMBLED BY THE HANDS OF HER MOTHER WHO LOVED HER#i'm so normal about them#hehehehhahahhshshshhahajdjdhdjnd *sobs*
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i legit love when a character's gender is so integral to their personality (and perception obviously.) like so concrete that if genderbent their whole shtick would just be absolute dookie. anyways i'm just writing this text so i can talk in the tags (My beautiful safe haven)
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this 14 minute song is soooooooooooo FYRE
#text#actually i'm thinkinbg about this only cus i'm drawing female neloff and i'm just like#Elder dookies fans already hate females..... imagine them tryign to handle a woman with NPD that is reaching toxic waste levels#old decaying female with NPD.#but i'm also drawing female neloff for fun cus i have an idea for a look; i don't think it's a good idea#and he is just one of those characters that feel very good in the strict cismale box.#i also feel silly talking about gender-anything in any fiction because that's a topic only Am*ricans with no real problems sweat about#if that makes sense#just not something that interests me in the slightest#actually this might jsut be fascinating 2me because it is interesting indeed to see the different ways narcissism is treated. in characters#if i keep saying females instead of women it's bc i legit love that word. Sorry#and el*nwen+ulfr*c too are those female+male respectively perfectly fitting characters too#but notice how i didn't say cis. exactly. i'm thinking about the person that said elly did his top surgery in the torture basement. 4 free#or maybe i said that and they jsut said they're both t4t. Mmmaybe#the absolute W we copped with elly being the ' ' Big Bad ' ' th*lmor as a woman who is just obsessed with the luxuries of life.#stereotypical high society woman#she's so cute#i might just be obsessed with exploring very traditional dynamics too. i love keeping it grounded yk#Me after reading too many geriatric centuries old novels and huffing copium on sk*rim#i think i legit hate having fun with wilder character personality-morphism (because it is useless) that's not working with what u have#i'm just saying things that will make sense only 2 me now. Bye#why did i develop interest-related nihilism that extends to me hating fantasy franchises and anything that isn't non-fiction#i love it tho makes me feel so sophisticated#this is what happens when nobody humbles you while you draw regurgitated glorified studentXteacher (with a medieval twist) for a year.#i'm so excited for the year to be over not bc it's bad for me but bc i wanna see what all of the n*lvas art i drew looks like together#i wanna compile it like i did with eltl in 2023#n*lvas been treating me so well though liek i've been at such an artistic Peak especially after may#i'm always at my artistic peak tho.#i have a picture of n*relion on my mspaint canvas and it keeps looking at me while i'm drawing . he scares me because who gave him -#- the t*lvas hairstyle and the n*loth beard Bro.
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I liked Hythlodaeus a lot more when I thought he was a woman. :/
#Endwalker spoilers#I guess#Abby if you're reading this stop it#Literally all of the fanart I've seen#They draw him so pretty#I was fully convinced he was my beautiful Ancient gf#And now I find out all the ship art of him and Emet was yaoi#What am I to do#Ah well#Much like Alphinaud#I can believe whatever I want#And I have decided that Hythlodaeus remains in fact a woman.#My playthrough my interpretation#*shrug*#Then again what with how Ascians have worked in the past#Mitron and. I forget her name#but you know the other one from Eden#Have proven that they're above gender#Sooooooo#I'm sure other Ancients work the same way :)#(I am not huffing copium. Just writing my own canon.)
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Fanart for some guys!!
Suncat from @jumalanpelko .. My precious baby. Sweet little angel. She is definitely not doomed by a tragic narrative and I am NOT huffing copium. (How very guard-core of me)
It was hard to pick a design from @redwallclan . The premise and character designs are all very cool!! But I eventually went for the leader, Rimemoon. What can I say? I’m a sucker for a guy with ice motifs.
Honeyspring from @mourningsbane .. My tragic girlboss. I support women’s rights and women’s wrongs. I think she should have infinity amount of revenge. Also I’m going to go buy her kits some dinosaur chicken nuggets and some zoopals plates to eat them on. I think that will fix them.
Bat from @mammoth-clangen is such a sweetie!! A king. If anything happens to him I will be inconsolable for approximately three months. He also gets a zoopals plate to eat his prey off of. He deserves it.
Saltburn from @nanistar ‘s Saltburn’s clan.. That comic is probably my current favorite WC fancomic. Silly cats in the desert? Check. A secret clan with glowy mushrooms? Check. Horrible horrible family dynamics? Check. Go read Saltburn’s clan if you haven’t.
Finally we have Lynxpaw from @salt-clangen I really enjoy Bonefall’s work. And I have a soft spot for Cleric/Healer apprentices that have to kinda figure everything out themselves. I’m rooting for her success. You go, girlie!!
#warrior cats#clangen#fanart#I love these guys I’m spinning them around gleefully#cw: eyestrain#cw: body horror
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Another year draws to an end~ what a ride 2024 has been! Lots of stuff happened: I finished postgrad, started a job and I even got engaged just this last week to the sweetest man ever! In some attributes, he even reminds me of Zhongli a bit <3 oh, and he follows this blog and acknowledges Zhongzhong is THE husband ever so hiii V you know who you are bestie ;)
This time last year on my blog, I had about 800+ followers. Now, I have 3.1k and counting, which is just, aaaaaa! It makes me so happy to see that I can dump my brainrot about Zhongli all I want here and people are actually interested in listening ;u;
I'm definitely disappointed that the year of the dragon didn't exactly herald any Zhongli lore, but as Ei says, his story is far from finished. So I'm still excited to see what direction his tale will take! I personally am still huffing the sun god theory copium, but any Zhongli crumbs are a whole buffet to me.
You can expect to see lots and lots of Zhongli food from me in the coming year, so stick around for that! I know I have many inbox messages to get to as well so pls be patient :') oh! And dare I say I have a Zhongli longfic in the pipeline finally? Need to work out the kinks and things, but when I do roll it out I think I'll upload a chapter per week. So if you want a more immersive fic with a fleshed-out world, keep an eye out for it~!
I'm rambling like Zhongli here but lastly, thank you all SO MUCH for all your support!! You guys really DELIGHT me with every lovely message you send, and comments and reblogs too, and lord knows my heart flutters and I literally SOB (/pos) when you say you love the way I portray Zhongli!! (If you've been here long, you'll know I've written about Zhongli doing calligraphy a couple times. So this year's birthday art with it actually happening? I am on CLOUD NINE)
Here's to a beautiful 2025! Love you all soooo much mwah!
#sini misc#goodbye 2024#love you guys#and love zl#thank you all SO much#stay with me next year too?#happy new year
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Some replies about recent posting, but also FINALLY some general twst-related replies! Musing about possible birthday cards themes, talking about Lilia's seiyuu spicy past work, discussing Ace being a little loser, twst boys enjoying others' tears, some elements of draconian anatomy aaand some other stuff that I'm forgetting,
Anonymous asked:
Sorry for bombarding your askbox with praise lately but I cannot help it. Your drawings are such treats to me LMAO
There's such few gidefellow in the world and I will gnaw on every fanart I see 💚
Never be sorry for that! Praise me more!! \owo/ Hehe thank you so much.
I am very happy you’re enjoying these two; I love drawing them a lot. It’s a shame they’re not more popular.
Anonymous asked:
Every time you post a woman, I am reminded I am no better than a man. Thank you.
Thank you, Anon! And I’m sorry for making you feel that way 😭 I feel the same way when I draw them… love the ladies…
Anonymous asked:
Girl, you know what i feel when i see those skin?
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I’m cackling, thank you...
Anonymous asked:
Well it's good that Epel is in the clear but I felt that he might despise Vil for using his family apple juice as the murder weapon that could lead to his family into trouble. Sometimes I feel like if that Vil murdered Neige happened, Epel might ended up being upset at Vil given how deeply care about his family and their farm and he use the apple juice for a contest that Vil wants to prove himself. Ironic how if Vil didn't try to attempt on that, he could have won given how votes are almost tied and would have earn more votes if he didn't overblot which would made the VDC members not exhausted from the fight as stated in chapter 6.
Yeah, Epel’s feelings regarding this whole situation is an interesting topic, it would probably take a lot of time for him to understand what was going on inside Vil’s head back then, if he ever would understand that. He might also never forgive him, and forget pretty much everything Vil had taught him, but also start antagonising all the “girly stuff” more because now he has this negative association.
It’s also interesting to think about what would’ve happened if Vil didn’t overblot… maybe they really would have won, but also maybe Vil was already too deeply into his own head and wouldn’t express the passion needed for Rook to give him the vote. But anyway, even Vil himself accepted that it was his fault that they didn’t win, and that his overblot really exhausted everyone and made the dance worse.
Anonymous asked:
YOU SIR IS ON FIRE
Thank you!... God it’s burning!!
Anonymous asked:
You are really spoiling us with legs and thighs ☺️💚 Thank you for all the arts you draw 🫡
As you've said before 'peak male performance' So true btw
This also made me think(and hope) about ショタ birthday cards. I mean, it could be a great birthday series for personal stories (for me at least). I can just imagine funny and wholesome moments lol.
Sorry for babbling in your askbox lmao. This is just me huffing on copium fumes 😭. But I think Yana would get it though 😂
Thank you so much, Anon <3 I really enjoy rendering legs and thighs lately hehe, I’m happy you like how it looks! It really is peak male performance…
Oh god, that theme for birthday cards would be insanely fun… and it’s not entirely unthinkable! Maybe I’m huffing on copium too, but I know Prince of Tennis mangaka did something similar once, and Yana used to be super into Prince of Tennis in her pre-Kuroshitsuji days, so who knows.
I just wanna see cute designs..!!
Anonymous asked:
Hi, did you know Hikaru Midorikawa (Lilia's voice actor) voiced in a ridiculous amount of r18 bl drama cds both as uke and seme or are you normal? Anyway, for all the horny people out there, if you dig deep enough you can find dozens of them for free on old fujoshi blogs. This is the flilthiest and most absurd piece of knowledge I own and I had to share it with you thirsty weebs
Yes of course I know, Anon! I also know that he spent his active blcd years joined at the hip with Koyasu Takehito, so when we learned that he voices Sebek’s grandpa we completely lost it – this man follows him everywhere! Too bad they’re not a ship for us this time lol
So yeah, please, if anyone didn’t know about this, feel free to look it up, you should be able to stumble upon some interesting stuff.
Also also, Ace’s and Deuce’s VA also did a bl drama together a couple of years ago, and theirs was so popular that it broke some kind of record… because you know, woah, ADeuce fucking…
Anonymous asked:
I just wanna say how much I adore how you've made Ace a struggling failure of a top XD he just cannot catch a break ever and I LOVE it! Even when he does manage to make some progress (finally confessing to Deuce, kissing Epel) it's not satisfying (Rook popping in to ruin the mood, failing to make Deuce jealous). Please keep it up.
Thank you, Anon! <3 I love teasing Ace a little bit lol He has a lot of feelings and desires, and also a lot of inner conflict and wanting to look like he isn’t all that interested… One would say the universe would reward him for taking all those brave little steps, but somehow he really does always end up failing somehow… is it his karma for being a douche??
But honestly, I want to balance it up a little bit every now and then; I think even Ace-the-failure has his cool moments sometimes. Sometimes… But for every cool Ace moment there are a couple of moments of Ace wanting to be smooth but not being smooth at all.
It’s okay, he’s a baby top, he’ll learn…
Anonymous asked:
Azul would force his lover to deep throat his tentacles, just saying
Absolutely, Anon, that’s a fact, not even a question.
Anonymous asked:
I'm sure there's a lot of criers
Anyone who licks the the tears away and goes like "Hm, salty" or some shit
Absolutely, Anon.
I feel like every Octa-trio guy would do that lol Can’t quite put it past any of them. Azul, however, would drink his enemies’ (victims’) tears from a martini glass, he is more classy than those two~
I can also picture Lilia doing that, but to him it’s a much rarer occasion these days; he used to do it more often though…
Rook as well, but to him it wouldn’t be a malicious gesture, just a slightly creepy one. Whenever he sees someone crying, he genuinely wants to taste the saltiness…
And you know what? Jack. Even less malicious than Rook, just some intrusive thoughts winning over this pup’s mind. And his “Hm, salty” would sounds very earnest. Of course it’s salty, you silly…
thestarlightfae asked:
Do you think Malleus has nipples? He is a draconic fae. Dragon are famously reptiles which do not breast feed, and while I have admittedly not confirmed it I would assume that means they do not have nipples. So is it the same with Malleus? Maybe he tapes fake nipples on to blend in better with the humans 🤔 Food for thought!
You know it’s a good question because I know he probably shouldn’t, but I still can’t help but draw him with both nipples and a bellybutton. Like, Lilia is a different story, he is a bat and a mammal, but Malleus… on the other hand though, Malleus’ mom has boobs for some reason, so…
Now you made me think about Malleus having fake nipples noooo~ Maybe it’s magic.
Anonymous asked:
They say dragon have 2 dick. You make me think that malleus waste both his dick when he the bottom.
Exactly, Anon, this is the hot part!
I can’t believe I’ve never drawn Malleus with two dicks before… there is another character from another title that has two dicks (not officially, ofc, just a headcanon of ours), and he is a bottom to us as well, so Malleus should absolutely be drawn with two every now and then.
He could squeeze his man’s dick with his two swords, you know…
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All right, these'll be some more thoughts of how Melodious as a whole is shaping up with the new Support, mostly in answer to a certain phrase I've stumbled upon.
"Still no XYZ or Synchros, huh?"
Even back then, I mostly dismissed said thoughts because it was a miracle we got something this good at all, but I put in some thought as I was working this morning. I could sum it up in a sentence, really...
In regards to tying Melodious' theme to the anime and what we wished at the time... That ship has sailed.
Simply put, whatever theme they might have had for Melodious was just halted right then, in my belief when Yuzu didn't even try to learn Synchro. And the theme simply didn't correlate with what the anime was trying to tell about Yuzu, that of being the Standard Dimension duelist, then Pendulum Dimension at the end. And the new support doesn't help much.
Despite what message the anime wanted to convey, Melodious remained a deck whose primary bosses were Fusion. And by giving Melodious a Fusion endboss which isn't even Pendulum, it's a message to me that they didn't really think of fixing that thematic clash. Rather...
The new support focuses heavily on making the current gameplan of the Deck more accessible, practical, and powerful over themes based off the anime.
And that is completely fine.
Why am I bringing up a thematic clash again? Well, let's bring up that picture I had reblogged some months ago...
Back then, I made a point about how much this image made Mozarta stick out like a sore thumb because of her mismatched association with the flower theme and dimension Yuzu's supposes to represent. I not only still stand by that, but I'd argue it's worse. Not only did they not try to put the flower theme to the Pendulum Monsters to attempt to change course on the theme, but Mozarta's sinply not played anymore because her role has been made obsolete by, ironically enough, the Pendulums themselves.
One would argue the Pendulums do strengthen that thematic connection to the anime, but they really don't change the archetype too much. They simply exist to make it exceptionally more consistent via setting themselves with ease and getting more Melodious to the field to prepare your strategy.
I simply wanted to make an observation, yet it's incorrect to linger on it for too long and complain about it. The design philosophy behind these new Cards was simply to improve the Melodious' current gameplan: a defensive strategy with light disruption bolstered by its protection, which turns into offense, removal and damage via the Battle Phase, and I believe it does so splendidly.
It's no use complaining much about the theme, even though it screams "missed opportunity". But the opportunities needed to be taken when the Anime was still airing. Who watched back then was right to expect Synchro back then but Yuzu didn't bother to learn it (because marketing), they hoped Yuzu would learn XYZ but she ended up super disconnected from it, they huffed tanks of Copium with Yuzu learning RITUALS, and they expected Pendulum from her but the main sources of Pendulum were Z-ARC, Reiji and the Pendulum Dimension. And she was moved as far away as possible by virtue of being flung away from Yuya all the time, being booted from her proposed Lancer position, and spending the whole of the show dedicated to the Pendulum Dimension stuck WHO KNOWS WHERE.
As I've said, the ship has sailed. The designers decided to bolster what was of the Melodious archetype, instead of introducing what could have been, and that's fine. Sure, a Pendulum Mozarta with a bit more of a flowery theme or dress would be SPLENDID, but so was the support we got. It all makes me more hopeful for the future!
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#DUNNO IF YALLRE INTERESTED IN VTUBERS SORRY IM VTUBERBRAINROT RN#magni dezmond#holotempus#i like him so much ...............#vtubers#my art#FINALLY GOT SOME TIME TO MYSELF i am burned out as all hell rn but i wanted to draw him so bad ....#not the biggest fan of his model art but his design conceptually is SO appealing to me so its growing on me HAHA#saw his design drop in the teasers n was like That One . i hope i like him bc hes my favorite#n then he huffed copium out of a bong in his debut stream and i was like ok i have feelings for u <3#having lots of fun dragging my friends into vtuber hell so i have ppl to talk to about them its keeping me sane#ANYWAY packed a bunch of orders... realised i need to restock a bunch of things... am working on a restock rn <3#gonna add the rest of the valo agents that im missing + newcastle n vantage hopefully#waiting until i have more vantage refs so delaying the new designs n taking the chance to try n recover from everything kjhfsdkjhf#LOVE YALL HOPE UR WELL THANK U EVERYONE WHO BOUGHT STUFF FROM MY STORE IT RLY MEANS A LOT 🥺🥺🥺#sorry for writing an essay in the tags i disappear again now
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tea + the future of the cprimeboys in vol2?
Okay, I am huffing MAJOR copium right here, but I think there may be a chance we can keep the c!Primeboys dynamic we know and love, AND get the Boy Who Cried Wolf arc we got a taste for before the full course was yanked away from us.
Long before people even floated around the idea of a Vol. 2, there's been fics and ideas floating around the fandom of what would happen if the world completely reset (from, for example, a nuke), yet a couple characters retained their memories while the others had collective amnesia (you know, like half the server has already). Oftentimes, c!Primeboys would be the few to remember, or at least one of the two would, creating an interesting twist to their dynamic as the world started anew. If this IS how Vol. 2 canonically starts out, it would be very easy for c!Dream to use this to his advantage, as no one other than him and c!Tommy would have the knowledge of the past, and thus no one would remember why c!Dream can't be trusted. c!Dream could easily spin the Boy Who Cries Wolf story for the other characters and convince them that c!Tommy's just being dramatic and/or lying to cause chaos, all the while working toward the same goal he presented in the Disc War Finale: absolute control of the server.
Even though I have doubt this is where they'll go with it, I do think it's an option because it releases the other streamers from their previous characters' restrictions, therefore removing any blocks cc!Primeboys may have to share their story. Plus, I don't think cc!Dream plans on rescinding his role as a villain in the story, so there is hope, no matter how small it may seem.
(And if they don't, I've had plans to write my own version of the Boy Who Cried Wolf arc since the prison break. It's interactive though, so it's just a matter of waiting for my co-writer's schedule to free up enough to get the train rolling. Once it does though, it's going to be a lot of fun. ;) )
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