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can someone explain fandom trumps hate to me like I’m a five year old????
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I’m dissapointed too but like… kinda shocked how many people hate the whole thing and fandom bc of the last chapters, esp shippers and fans of backround characters and rarepairs, canon isn’t like… THAT important to us I thought???
#i am honestly confused#why does au creators feel like abandoning ship bc the last chapters are less than great?#and like dabihawks or shinkami or tdbk or tddk etc etc etc shippers#we all KNEW it wasn’t gonna be Canon. why can’t we still have fun#idk some of y’all have not dealt with mid canon material before snd it shows#mha#vent
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I am honored and at the same terrified (mostly terrified) that someone reposted the 5P dragon portrait 14 times. I guess now I have reason to think about finishing LTTM portrait, created in a similar manner. I've had a sketch for it somewhere
#text#rainworld#rainworld fanart#rainworld iterators#five pebbles rainworld#dragon#so the more reposts means more affection?#i am honestly confused#looks to the moon rainworld#lttm rainworld
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Helloooo a quick question for all the fanfic enjoyers out there!
Please reblog for sample size!
#polls#fanfiction#writing#please how do these things work#i am an anxious writer just tryna get by#aka i am once again procrastinating on that one fic#writers on tumblr#ao3#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#ao3 tags#how do tags work#how does posting on ao3 work????#i am so confused#honestly hoping I'll get some feedback on this#zeph yapps#zeph tags#zeph writes#zeph complains
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Here's a funny man that's been sitting in my files for this very day!
Most recent image is the last one, so some aspects to his design has changed a bit. As well as some extra details. tbh things will probably change the more I draw him, I've got plenty of time to figure him out.
Masterpost | Lineup | Ko-fi
#legend of zelda#legend of zelda au#loz au#ocarina of time#Dark Link#Dink#Cedar (Kheprriverse)#Cedar/Dark Link#I confused myself SO many times while making his ref. i just ended up making the way his clothes layer completely optional#like honestly itll change hes not consistent at all and neither am i#old art is gonna make me cringe and it aint even that old#Kheprriart
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fast sketch of ominis & fast intro to the ominis longfic I'm working on!! This is going to be the most self-indulgent pride and prejudice ripoff that ever existed, 100% based on the ominis of my oneshot💘
I am just OBSESSED with exploring the idea that he’s a natural legilimens & OBSESSED with the thought that he thinks too much for his own good🫶🫶🫶
Ominis Gaunt has always suspected he is cold-blooded.
It makes sense, really.
He always seems to be cold: frigid, long fingers that are often stiff and difficult to move; goosebumps raising the skin of his arms and the back of his neck any time he walks through the drafty halls of the dungeons; even his eyes, he has been told, are reminiscent of ice. They are apparently quite unsettling. The only time he feels comfortable in his body is when he basks in the heat of the sun.
His earliest memory is of the cold. It went like this: he was four years old: his older brother, Marvolo, had led him outside as a joke, he swore up and down that it was just a small joke, and how was he supposed to know that poor, blind Ominis would not be able to find his way back home? When his parents had finally found him, his frail mother sobbing and holding his tiny, blue, hypothermic body to her chest, Ominis remembers feeling quite perturbed at the disturbance. Couldn’t he just be left alone, in the silent soft snow?
He does not know if he has ever felt warm since.
As he strides through the dungeons, the copious amount of warming charms he casts on himself do not seem to be enough, but he keeps casting them anyways and also: wrapping his wool scarf more tightly around his neck, quickening his pace in the hopes that blood flows more easily through his limbs, wishing that he had remembered his gloves. Winter is always a terrible time of year (this winter more terrible than usual), and every breath of warm air leaves his lips reluctantly. How he wishes that he could just hold on to it a bit longer and yet the warmth leaves him precisely fifteen traitorous times a minute, the frigid air gleefully entering and burning its way down his throat in response. Maybe it’s a punishment of some sort.
His whole life has been defined by punishments and sometimes he preoccupies himself with the thought that it is the only way he can view the world. Most of the punishments are manifested in curses inherited from his family. (His parents and Marvolo insist that they are gifts, but Ominis begs to differ.)
First, his blindness: the only true punishment-curse that even his family rejects: caused by inbreeding, no doubt. He did not cry after his birth and his mother cradled his tiny body in silent arms, lovingly whispering nonsense-evil-Parseltongue to him but when he opened his eyes and she saw a brilliant celestine blue with no iris, she screamed in horror and shattered the frigid peace of the room. His parents tried everything to fix him, make him whole, throwing money at various possible solutions to no avail. Magically induced disabilities are not, apparently, curable by magic.
Ominis is not sure that he hates being blind, although he suspects everyone thinks that he should. It is as much a part of him as his fifteen-breaths-per-minute, and he thinks that vision is not all it’s cracked up to be. He is always terrified at the thought that his tenuous hold on sanity is only due to the fact that he cannot see, until he realizes he shouldn’t be terrified of hypothetical situations that cannot come to pass. He consoles himself with the thought that maybe, if he has had to give up his vision for his sanity, it is a small price to pay. Although, he also thinks sometimes that it would be nice to live a life without any morality holding him back.
He is entirely too introspective, after all.
It is precisely this introspection that is his downfall in this moment (and his cold blood). Ominis is so busy casting warming charms on himself and thinking in circles that he cannot use his wand to help him sense his environment and so he should not be surprised when he crashes into her.
And yet he is. Terribly surprised.
Maybe if he were not so caught up in his own thoughts he could have paid more attention to his surroundings. Instead, he spent too much time ruminating on his reptilian heritage and has now barreled head first into his arch-nemesis.
Rosalie Harris.
The girl who has stolen his oldest friend from him.
The girl who is currently making angry noises as she clambers to her feet and is picking up the things that he has crashed everywhere. Even if he could see, Ominis is not sure he would help her. Helping her would be akin to betraying himself, after all.
“Hey! Watch where you’re - oh, hello, Ominis.”
“Rosalie,” he says shortly, nodding his head where he thinks she might be standing and stepping to the side. He tightens his grip around his wand, feeling the texture of the wood change from rough to smooth as he runs his thumb down it. Smooth where he always seems to worry it, rough where the wood refuses to yield to the brushes of his thumb.
He surreptitiously casts the spell - he has at least done it so many times he no longer needs to say it out loud - and his surroundings light up. Or, he supposes that is the most apt description, considering he cannot actually differentiate between light and dark. He senses Rosalie’s silhouette to his left - she is standing with her arms crossed and her foot taps impatiently as she waits for him.
Waiting for what? he thinks, slightly irritated. She never seems to leave him alone and he wracks his brain trying to think of something, anything he can say to get rid of her.
Maybe if he speaks in Parseltongue, she would finally be scared away for good. He does not really want that second reminder of his family’s curse, though.
His family preferred speaking in Parseltongue with each other, believing the ability made them morally superior to everyone else and Ominis had not even realized until he had arrived at Hogwarts that no, it was not normal. When his name had been called at the Sorting, furious whispers had erupted amongst all the students, and his every step (terrified, confused, unsure - he had still been getting used to using his wand to navigate his surroundings) to the stool at the front of the Great Hall was plagued with a susurration reminiscent of snakes. Except these whispers, sneaking their way into his mind, had been unkind and overwhelming.
(He had not realized in that moment that he was also hearing their thoughts.)
Maybe now, with Rosalie standing in front of him and just annoyingly waiting for Merlin-knows-what, Ominis should use his Legilimency to find out what Rosalie wants. (He hates it, though.) It would not be difficult. (The thought makes him shiver in horror because he doesn’t want to abuse the ability.) He can feel the edges of her mind, her magic, and all he has to do is reach out - she is right there, and -
“Ominis?”
Her arms are crossed, he hears an impatient huff.
Why hasn’t she left him alone yet?
Hadn’t the Hogwarts Express already left the station, bringing all of the students home for the winter holiday? Ominis had thought he would be one of the only students left in the castle, and if he is being honest with himself, he had been looking quite forward to having the place to himself.
Ominis’s winter has just gotten infinitely worse.
Going to Gaunt Manor for the holidays is out of the question (he will not think about the nightmares that have been plaguing him ever since he received the owl demanding he go home), and Ominis does not want to be more of a burden to the Sallows. They already do enough for him over the summer, and Sebastian and Anne have convinced him to go to Hogsmeade with them at least twice over the next two weeks. Besides, with Anne’s curse progressing, Ominis does not want to be in the way.
“Why are you still here?” Ominis asks. He knows his voice comes across as cold as his blood, blunt, but he cannot help himself. Ever since Rosalie arrived - her entrance to Hogwarts also causing quite the stir - Ominis has been intensely annoyed by her presence. She is too happy. Too carefree. Too…well, everything he is not.
And, she does not seem to leave him alone.
Rosalie is always there, always hanging around Sebastian. (Taking Sebastian away.) He even showed her the Undercroft, which had almost caused a rift in their relationship. Ominis could not believe that Sebastian would be so careless, showing someone who for all intents and purposes is crashing her way into their lives, forcing them to pay attention to her. They barely even knew her, and yet Sebastian thought it was a good idea to show her such a sacred place?
(It does not help that she is intelligent, and Ominis has caught himself on more than one occasion about to ask her about her opinion on something before he catches himself.)
“I was looking for you.”
Ominis tilts his head at that and fiddles with his ring. He considers walking away, leaving -
“I mean…Sebastian said that you were also going to be here over the holidays and since everyone else just left I thought -”
“Thought what?” Internally, Ominis winces at the biting tone to his voice. It came out harsher than he intended, his voice loud and echoing through his mind, bouncing off the cold, stone walls surrounding them.
#the girl’s name and gender tbh is subject to change#I’m having a lot of fun writing this up but it was all just written up on a whim#idk when I’ll FULLY be able to commit to this#but I always have so much fun writing his POV#SO I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!! & forgive the messy sketch😆#honestly most of this is subject to be edited and/or changed#bc you are getting my writing before any editing whatsoever here😳#I just love the idea of Ominis being so full of conflicting pride and shame and lots of confusion#and the love interest to be so annoying and bratty and headstrong#basically an Elizabeth Bennet you know…she always thinks she’s right (she isn’t) and her first impressions are the law#I’m actually reading Mansfield Park now…Jane Austen please bless me as I write tonight😌🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#ominis gaunt fanfiction#ominis#ominis x mc#hogwarts legacy ominis#ominis gaunt#ominis gaunt fanart#also I have WAY MORE WRITTEN!!! mostly just unconnected ramblings from his pov about how he thinks about life#& snapshots of his first year at Hogwarts 🥺🥺🥺#I really am an Ominis girl…#hogwarts legacy fanfic
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The immediate switch when Laudna tells Imogen that she loves her.
She falls back into herself, Delilah stops mimicking her, and her form of dread fades. She tells Imogen she loves her over and over and each time they get more desperate.
She did this for her, to keep her beloved safe, all she can do is give herself up, but the look of sadness and disappointment on Imogen’s face makes her panic.
The way Imogen hesitates sadly when responding to Laudna saying she’s more fun than scary. Laudna being scared and repeating her question with more desperation, praying that Imogen isn’t afraid of her.
“Do you still love me?”
“I’ll always love you. I just don’t know what to do with it.”
Laudna buried herself into Imogen’s hair, the pain and sadness Delilah put her through in that moment making her question if she is even worth Imogen’s love.
But she stays. Imogen stays and she holds her so tight. Never wanting to let her go.
#Can you tell I am so normal about these two?#Laudna is so fucking compelling as a character!#She’s clever yet naive#She reads people well yet is easily manipulated#She’s fun yet scary#She’s so full of love yet she is confused on how to use it to protect others#She is such a neat character!#I am living for the drama and I am honestly so glad Imogen/Laudna’s relationship has bumps and challenges in it!#If it didn’t then it wouldn’t be interesting#critical role#critical role spoilers#imogen temult#laudna#imodna
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oh hell you thought the inheritance games family tree was confusing? just wait 'till you read little white lies
#canon event#I AM GENUINELY SO CONFUSED#and honestly scared#jennifer lynn barnes#why does she love confusing family trees so much#jen pls give us a break 😭#having a stroke tryna understand this over here#little white lies#deadly little scandals#the inheritance games#the hawthorne legacy#the final gambit#the brothers hawthorne#the grandest game#games untold#tig#thl#tfg#tgg#jlb
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People findinging out that antisemitism does, in fact, victimize people
#jumblr#jewish politics#antisemitism tw#nothing is more instantly frustrating than the 'jews just want to victimize themselves!' thing#yes actually. bigotry victimizes people. that's why it's called bigotry#honestly this is just me venting about this because i see this way too much#it's even more confusing how much i see it from 'leftists'. you sound worse than my conservative family#it's less that leftism is a set of principles to some but rather that it is an ego-boost i think#it's the aethetic of being a Good Moral Person without any of the work#you won't have to make any uncomfortable reckonings with your own pitfalls#you don't need to worry about what Actual Inclusion looks like because that's not the appeal of leftism#the appeal of leftism is how it props you up#i think in this case this is less a horseshoe theory moment rather it's just that people just...#don't care about the principles they say they have adopted because aethetics are a very attractive set of values#and the people who are hurt most by this is everyone else. it's the jews who won't make a stop in entire cities because they are unsafe#also to make this emphatically clear: antisemitism victimizes people (primarily jews)#this does NOT mean that i am saying someone is like... essentially a victim or they are Cursed or whatever else#recognizing that someone can be victimizes doesn't mean that someone is by character/nature a victim
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Obikin: Incorrect Quotes
#hello hi I had packed my clown kit and arrived at the scene i am new here please be gentle to me 😏🤭 those two are driving me insane#Obikin#Anakin Skywalker#Obi Wan Kenobi#Starwarsedit#obikinedit#userjasmine#swedit#anakinskywalkeredit#obiwankenobiedit#Anakin#Obi Wan#Star Wars#star wars incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#buns.edits#buns.all#honestly sw is the most confusing tagging fandom i've ever seen and that's as far as I get sgsergseg
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i would get eaten up on phan twitter
yeah
#i lurked on x and#idk if im touching that app ever again after that it was… a lot#just going to use to for muse/matt bellamy and dnp offical accs atp#i am still honestly so fucking confused on what is going on but all i saw was just constant insults and it was so draining#how do yall actually ENJOY twt???#this is honestly just a shitpost#sorry lol#shitpost#phan#dan and phil
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The tragedy of ur boyfriends not letting u bite them just a little. As a Treat.
A Tup from @trudemaethien’s excellent fic Edeemi, Baby, One More Time that I drew back in May! I didn’t have a Star Wars tumblr at the time and wasnt planning on posting it anywhere so I forgot about it until now, but I had such a fun time playing around with lighting effects and his expression!
I really love their mer universe and I’m especially fond of Tup’s POV in this fic. It’s such a good job of expressing the confusion and frustration of communication barriers and reasonable, best-intent misunderstandings between all of them, while still leaning into the positive aspects of discovering the world and representing it from slightly different perspective than people normally take 10/10 highly recommended
Closeup of the sketch for his expression under the cut because I was super happy with it
#clone trooper tup#mermay#my art#sw tcw#mermay bc technically i drew it may 23rd or smth#the background is very boring but im ok w that honestly bc i made this for myself to live on my tablet forever#actually i also sent it to my mom and she said it made her happy :)#anyway i vibed so hard w this tup and his confusion/frustration/rejection sensitivity at wooley going hoshit dont bite me#as someone whos Strong Feelings often get redirected into Bite Impulse the twin frustration and disappointment that someone takes it bad?#so real#me and tup shaking hands over partners who let us bite. as a treat.#the sketch i channeled the feeling of going to bite To Be Sweet and ur partner going ‘no!!! mean!’ real hard#like please i am overwhelmed with affection i need to feel it in my teeth#anyway @trudemaethian (sp?) u got me out of a literal years long art slump to start making meaningful amnts of content bc i was so Overcome#so thank u very much and very deeply for that!#in exchange the fruits of me relearning how to use my drawing program
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The way the CC brothers would be such enablers for Donnie in the future though. He goes "uhhh it's totally okay if you don't want to but could you maybe get me uranium sometime. Unless you want to fucking kill me instead that's fine" and they go "ANYTHING FOR YOU DEAREST BROTHER HERE HAVE 900 URANIUM NUGGETS". They'd literally be falling over themselves to get this boy uranium
i dont think it would ever be for anything that could potentially be a danger to him or themselves so uranium is probably forever off the table. however literally ANYTHING else and they are going to immediately scramble to do it for him, because i think donnie politely asking for something other than basic unobtrusive things ("can you pass me this" or "can you come with me when i do this" or "can you hug me" already took so much fucking work) is going to be such a huge leap in progress that they are not going to let him down and it'll be SO bad.
donnie as someone who takes so much value in providing materially would see the gesture as too much to ask for, so he would directly avoid doing it for a long time. it's already bad enough when he keeps trying to apologize to mikey for feeding him lmao-- and it's not a good idea to surprise him, he likes to be warned even for things like that (its the neurodivergence). so it will be. a struggle. to convince him that he's worth expending the energy for, especially independent of his own direct involvement.
like you'd think literally murdering a goddess for him would get the point across but oh well
#ask#canary continuity#donnie politely asking for something and then immediately ending it with a#'Sorry sorry sorry you can kill me if you want just kill me i am-#-so fucking sorry am i being annoying? let me just stop breathing'#only for his brothers to IMMEDIATELY start comedically jumping over each other-#to go get it for him is the most rise episode-like thing you could do with canary continuity honestly#i can perfectly imagine his wordless confusion when they do that too LMAO#insert cartoon gag of it being an achievable easy to obtain thing but they immediately get Fucked By God and go through the blender#voila
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i love being ace in a way that confuses the shit out of allo people, god bless
#asexual#aroace#ace#asexual positivity#aro too but like yeah#honestly im just tired of pretending to be like ‘grossed out’ or baffled by sex or whatever bc it fits the perception allos have of aces#like i actually am quite interested in sex and know a lot about it … lol#i can read smut and be interested in kink and so many other things and it wouldn’t make me any less ace <3#and i can do all those things whilst also experiencing fluctuating sex repulsion at times#if that confuses u that’s a u problem.
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morgan and elle's friendship is so severely underrated and i wish we'd gotten more of them. they go on vacation together! there are also some lines in the first episode that, at least to me, imply that they knew eachother before. morgan is introduced talking to/quizzing trainees, so that seems like the most likely way, but. i don't know. i love them and i would have been curious to see how it would have been elaborated upon had lola glaudini stayed on.
(side note: i love morgan's pose and face in the second screencap. he's so silly)
#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s01e11#elle greenaway#derek morgan#elle & morgan#i see them as friends but i could also see them having a thing#honestly the whole cast has such good chemistry with eachother#even the ships i dont like im like “yeah i get why you would ship that”#most of them#some confuse me but there aren't really any ships i have outright negative feelings towards#also: random curiosity. a part of me wonders if the beginning of this scene (the parts in the post) was scripted?#i dont know. lola's “dude!” feels very genuinely startled and i dont think “you're way too tense” is ever elaborated upon#i have no idea though lmao#she could just be a good actress!#i am once again babbling in the tags. ill shut up now#blood hungry#criminal minds 1x11
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I just became very explicitly aware that my life is ruled by neither the forces of sexuality nor of romance, and that most people apparently consider that unusual.
#asexuality#aromantism#i guess. i guess???#honestly i am super confused#and it's so complicated that I'm trying to define my experience through the absense of something honestly that can't be sound practise xD#i feel like asexuality is easier to grasp for me than aromanticism#or demiromantism#like i know i can fall in love but it is nothing that is just going to happen suddenly or often#and i feel like I've spent most of my truly adult life unaffected by romance#also in the way that i just don't desire it (or am i secretly bitter?)#but i feel it connects to my asexuality well in the way that i don't detest romance - i just have so many interesting and exciting things#to do that i don't miss it#am i to believe that is unusual??#truly all of this would be so much easier if sex and romance weren't mystified all the time#personal thoughts
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