#i am feeling very very normal about it
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There is much left to burn. Much to fuel the flames. All that's needed is a single spark. A meaning to the destruction.
#my art#limbus company#hong lu#hong lu lcb#eyestrain#checkup intervallo has given me much to think about#to all the people asking for my opinion on hong lu being put in wrath and his reaction to it#i am feeling very very normal about it
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*Archives your Magnus*
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#melanie king#basira hussain#daisy tonner#fanart#alice tma#tarantula#PLEASEEEEE PLease please please I love them so much this relisten is wrecking me#messing with my brain so bad i start thinking about tma and my heart n brain get scrambled#(i am very normal about media)#This podcast means sm to me :´) im so glad I came back to it <3#I have nothing new to say about the podcast i.e. literary analysis but oh man i am enjoying the hell out of it#makes me feel happy#myart
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someone stop brennan, he’s putting Themes in the comedy again…
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At first I was confused when they showed Mario wearing the worried expression while Luigi looked calm and cheerful in this situation:
Normally it's the other way around, right? Then I realized that this probably happened immediately after the close call with the cliff.
So Luigi is all fine and dandy because his bro saved him, but Mario's still kinda emotionally recovering from the incident. I am very normal about that.
#I lied I am not normal and this trailer is all I'm going to think about until November#I have a very very very good feeling about how their relationship is going to be portrayed in this game#vibrating. Loosing my marbles.#Mario#Luigi#Nintendo#Nintendo Direct#Mario and Luigi brothership
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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hugs aren’t always the solution, especially after nightmares, and Nievan knows well that sometimes they can be too much. so he waits, and if a hug is what’s asked for, then he’s more than happy to give it. And if not? That’s okay, too.
#nievan ilthurin#bg3#tav#astarion#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate fanart#bg3 astarion#bg3 tav#baldurs gate astarion#baldur’s gate 3#tav x astarion#astarion x tav#digital artist#digital art#artists on tumblr#idk man lately I’ve had all the feels#this week sucked but art made it better#I love his bedhead so much#I am very normal about them
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someday, somewhere, somehow
i'm gonna feel found
#bugza#osmp sneegsnag#philza#sneegsnag#malewife duo#my art#listen i am feeling very not so normal feelings about those two#and mostly abt this stupid au i made#they just really make eachother less alone#loneliness never bothered bugza until he meets sneeg. and now he doesnt look forward to him leaving#also yes the caption is found from steven universe i think it somewhat fits them let me cook
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You know those two scenes from Wild Blue Yonder? Yeah…
(Edit: made some minor tweaks to them, mostly rendering and trying to get more resemblance)
#something about british people on my screen experiencing incomprehensible horrors#dead boy detective fanart#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#painland#dbd#dbda#fanart#dbda art#doctor who#kind of#jess’s art#i am so normal about them#been feeling very neurotypical today (lies)
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apparently pjotv twt was being weird about book!Percy's eyes being green because they don't think the ocean can be green (???) so consider this a sequel to my Grace siblings eye colors post and here is some visual references of green water for all your Percy inspo needs:
And for reference, the water around New York-ish where Percy is usually is somewhere around this color:
or some alternatives:
or here is a nice hazel green if you want his eyes more on the brown side, which is very common in freshwater ponds and streams:
or if you want him to have totally brown eyes - water rich in tannins will appear brown, greenish-brown, or very dark brown - this is sometimes called "blackwater" due to often appearing very dark or having low visibility:
#pjo#percy jackson#riordanverse#i am eternally amused by old pjo fandom's tendency to interpret ''sea-green'' as ''tropical seas / neon aqua''#mostly just cause as someone who grew up around boats when i think of ''sea-green'' i have a very particular color in mind#and its that kind of murky desaturated green#like sometimes ur at the docks and are just shoving your hand into low visibility green water to catch jellyfish yknow#thats the vibe. thats what i think of whenever i hear ''sea-green''#reach into your local harbor and you may find a friend and a boy (jellyfish)#and i respect not everybody is as familiar with the ocean but ''Percy's eyes being blue is *better* because the ocean is blue not green!''#is. just a ridiculous statement to me.#like. just. first and foremost. claiming blue eyes are ''better'' and the implications in that (bleugh)#secondly - claiming that ''the ocean isnt GREEN'' is just. well you're just wrong so jot that down#it is in fact not uncommon for the ocean to be green. this is very normal actually#the ocean not always being blue does not feel like particularly groundbreaking news????#like gonna be real my guy usually the ocean is actually pretty. idk. greyish.#especially if its not actively a very sunny day in the summer#cause a lot of the time if the water is just reflecting the sky and is not being particularly affected by whatever is actually in the water#then. well. the sky is usually greyish! on your average day the sky is usually kinda grey! it usually only gets really blue when its sunny#but usually water has. yknow. stuff in it. a lot of the time algae and such. so it ends up murkier/greenish#anyways this has been: AALV's oddly specific nitpicking about Percy's eye color
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"It's so embarrassing to admit I only create art for validation" did paleolithic humans not paint for other humans to see. Does a child making their first drawing to show their parents makes it any less valuable. Do gardens arranged for the visitors' eyes make the roses any less beautiful. Do love poems written for one person alone to hear make your heart ache less. You're fine
#jay rambles.txt#two very hard pills to swallow: 1. art has always been created for money and it's a very normal practice in human history#and actually artists being expected to produce art for free or as cheap as they do now is a relatively new thing#2. humans have always created art for validation because being recognised and understood by your fellow humans is a universal human need#if you start to idealise artistry as something inherently selfless that needs to come with no gain or benefits or instead brings only pain#you are going down a VERY dangerous path of not being able to express yourself without shame - if at all#and potentially dragging other people you told close down into that mentality too if you're vocal about it#I've been there#I am there#It's a shitty feeling but the only way out of it is true embrace your need to be loved and desire for human connection or it won't end well#idk that's my opinion tho
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Maxky Ratchata as Johan Fourever You, ep. 6
#maxky ratchata#fourever you project#fourever you#fourever you the series#foureveryouedit#johannorth#lextag#userrlana#mjtag#rinblr#raeblr#userrzey#userpharawee#clairedaring#usermambo#forfive#userspring#thai actor#thai bl#mygifs*#i am feeling very normal about him 😏🥵
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arkayne is so fascinating to me because it's such a crackship but it's also like. what if a god was obsessed with seeing you reach your limit. what if you were the only mortal that stood out to him and neither of you understand why. what if he spent time watching your life so he could understand only to come up empty and now he's waiting to play with you until you break.
#this could very well be nothing#but im feeling normal about them today#“vee this isnt a healthy relationship dynamic” i KNOW they're FICTIONAL#i am not idealizing this i am playing with them like dolls#arkayne#arthur lester#kayne malevolent
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it’s my birthday today 🎂🍧
#22 !#i already cried about it this morning lol <- i am actually very fine with the notion of growing older (i welcome it!! i enjoy it)#i just really dislike my housing situation this semester and though i have been making the best of it.#i was surprised that i really felt upset @ being away from my friends/family/bf this year (normally i don’t GAF about my birthday. at all)#complex emotions. can i graduate already#+ birthdays are always strange/empowering when u have cptsd cause it really does feel like. Ah. one year further away from The Events
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monster X monster hunter
#baldur’s gate#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#astarion#wyll#I AM SOOOOOO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THESE TWO#IMAGINE BEING PERFECT FOILS OF EACH OTHER#BOTH TURNED INTO MONSTERS AGAINST THEIR WILL#imagining young wyll trying to court astarion and just being so genuine about it#as one of his first loves he wants to do everything right but is still overall (fairly) new to the whole thing#vs astarion who is much more cynical after 200 years of seducing victims#he knows how to play someone’s heartstrings like anlite and is overall very detached from the whole thing only#doing it to make aure wyll wont murder him or something#but then selune forbid it he starts to develoP FEELINGS FOR HIM KSDBBSJAJA#and then just as astarion starts to fall into love wyll almost falls out of it as he realizes astarion was LYING to his face the whole time#about liking him#and then there is DRAMA and a secret slow burn underneath what you THOUGHT was a fast burn#AHEM. anyways.#im gonna draw more of these two cause wyll is soooo slept on#pictured this as early in their meeting/relationship which is why wyll doesnt have horns yet#also *anlite i meant to type *a lute but shaky fingers#rip no tag editing
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Genuinely i wonder how common it is to hallucinate / perceive things oddly / have a notably altered perception of things
#alda rambling#I feel like no one ever talks about it near me so I don't know#If its just that no one else feels it or I'm the only one freaking out about it#Maybe everyone or many ppl feel the way I feel and I'm the only person who can't handle it#Or very few people feel how I feel and I'm repressing it to fit in#Isn't there some kind of group for this. Do I have to join reddit. I don't want to join reddit#I've definitely talked about it before but ahaha. No answers you see. So I continue#(If you have experience with this I'd appreciate a line xo )#I mean. I'm a textbook case of Keeping It To Myself#But also I fear I have main character syndrome#Which makes me think I'm faking everything and I'm just a normal gal who needs attention#But isn't THAT a bit of a mental hypochondriac thing too?#So am I faking for attention or is it real because of a need for attention#Either way I lose lmao so that means it must be real#No but seriously. If you have experience with this I'd love a reach-out it does have me slightly freaked out.
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today i forced myself to doodle something happy so have hodgving dancing (hodge's idea, jirv agrees and ends up enjoying himself or something ^^)
#the terror#the terror amc#hodgving#george hodgson#john irving#i am still feeling hungover literal. days after i drank myself into hell and back#so this is a very tired sketch i apologize for that. sigh#anyway my hogdving girlies out there deserve this... please take it#yea they wear matching gloves#i sometimes want to cry thinking about these two haha (normal)#my art#fd art
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