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Miscallenous DAI sketch dump
#replaying inquisiton in anticipation for the new game#i am both excited and terrified#cassandra pentaghast#solas#solas dragon age#blackwall#warden blackwall#blackwall dragon age#thom rainier#sera#sera dragon age#the iron bull#iron bull#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#da#dai#da:i#dai fanart#da fanart#dragon age fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#my art
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watching the xfiles ep that got banned . so excited . so worried.
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This is how people in 2006 acted



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Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
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okay but it is actually insane that Light was like 'I'll pretend to be L' and then proceeds to imitate him almost exactly. like. he's yotsuba-d he doesn't remember why he's so fixated on the mannerisms and speech of this guy he's chained to but he knows that he can copy him down to the way he forms a sentence, to the faux polite knife in the back threats. no wonder L immediately afterwards is like 'okay, Kira'. they know each other, even when Light has forgotten who he was. on an unrelated note everyone go listen to playing his game.
#death note#l death note#light yagami#when you and the bestie both have bloodlust!!!!!!!!!!!!#lawlight#that scene rewired me. I think.#I know its a common conceit but I will never be over the fact these two can only pursue each other so intensely#because they know each other so intimately#all while trying to deny that intimacy at every turn#I am not who you say I am you know nothing about me (you know everything about me you know the rhythm of my breathing)#(and it terrifies and excites me)#also the implications of Light's affrontedness to Near#as the person who stole his role as successor is.#hahahahahahahhahahaahahahh wow
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Oh my gosh. Thank you for the support everyone! The fic is officially posted!
Hi! Sorry to bother you, but I am teetering on the edge of joining the ranks of Warhammer40k tumblr fanfic writers and I could really use some encouragement.
I have a fic all set and ready to go. I am just utterly terrified to put it out there. Your writing was my inspiration, so if you could just tell me to quit hesitating and post the damn thing, I would appreciate it.
Thank you!
OMG PLEASE DO!!! we are all so excited whenever someone new posts stuff, i encourage you to all tag us so we can read it!!!!
there's literally no reason not to (unless you feel uncomfortable of course) so go ahead!!!!!
#I am both excited and terrified#please don't judge my obviously second-hand knowledge of Warhammer40k canon#you've all been so kind
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I love all variations of Solas but I can’t help thinking about his mischievous side coming out when he’s in love. He gets as comfortable as he can possibly can in game to his partner and you can’t tell me he wasn’t a tease.
#haunted one speaks#dragon age#solas#solas dragon age#I’m not tagging as the ship#because technically that’s not my ship#so#I am just!#sneaking kisses?#or more 😏#a level of playfulness that no one else#will see or even believe exists because it’s ~solas~#I’m both terrified and excited about realizing that’s his weakness
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I’ve realized there’s a very real possibility that we might see Rosemary’s death in gruesome detail and I’m not gonna be ready for that
#the Walten files#the Walten files spoilers#seeing what bon did to Susan after it was just implied in part 3 was INTENSE#like don’t get me wrong Martin and the team COOKED this episode#and I am both excited and so SO terrified about the upcoming parts
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As someone wit' Caine and Zooble as some of their fav characters, this episode's gonna hurt me I think- 💔💔🩷🧡💛❤️🖤🤍
#zooble is almost exactly like me irl so this episode will probably hit me way harder than it's supposed to-#but i am both lowkey terrified an' excited to see caine legitimately angry#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc caine#tadc zooble#modgirly txt
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NO ONE F*CKING TOUCH ME!!!
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Alright, I know a lot of ppl weren't the biggest of the last Beast Yeast update, and to that I say it's understandable, they could've done a lot more with what they had in my opinion. . . But from just the first trailer alone, this looks really redeemable!!
For now, let's hope it's better than what we got last time!
You already know the jist, time for predictions!~✨ (Of course, spoilers ahead for the trailer!)
Given we now have Cacao heading off to Beast Yeast with his gang, I suspect that this'll be a common thing throughout the future Beast Yeast updates, with Hollyberry and Golden Cheese probably coming to Beast Yeast and meeting the owners of their respective soul jams
This'll probably end in them reuniting and creating some touching moments, before the final battle with Dark Enchantress (and or the Beasts)
But that doesn't mean we should leave everything in the last Beast Yeast update as after thoughts. From the 3rd Anniversary interview devs did, they confirm that Shadow Milk Cookie will be a looming threat within the Beast Yeast saga, though it is mostly unknown to us how. We do have a decent idea of what is to come
Back to the update, I think it'd be kinda cool, and very fitting, to have each of the characters represent the 5 stages of grief, with Mystic Flour representing death itself. I took a liking to this idea because firstly, death is a very present theme within the update so far, and secondly it's due to one scene; you know it, you love it, the Thanos snap scene! Within those short seconds of our favorites turning into dust(or well flour) we have Crunchy Chip yelling out to his majesty, practically begging for his life how "he doesn't want to be sick!" as everyone else accepts their fates
More on the subject, that'd be another interesting thing to see in this update, seeing Chip placed in such a vulnerable position like this could introduce a side to his character we've only briefly seen. As yes, this isn't the first time we see Chip get jumpy around the idea of death; if we turn back time, back to the Odessey, when the gang meets Seaweed Cookie, he's horrified by the fact they were walking over corpses (aka cookie crumbs) And this doesn't go unnoticed either, as he gets called out by Wildberry, which causes him to backtrack. I wouldn't even be surprised if his implicated fear of death may be part of the reason he's the Crunchy Chip we know & love today, maybe he uses his relationship with wolves as a means of protecting himself? Wolves are an apex predator after all! Will this add anything to the story? Possibly not, but would it flesh out Crunchy Chip as a character? Absolutely! (Sorry for the tangent, I thought this was all worth talking about cause it's such a cool idea!)
Now, we can't go anywhere without discussing the massive elephant in the room. . . Dark Choco Cookie's sudden return. Unlike most things, we do have a good idea of why he decided to follow his dad & come back. Firstly, it's a update focusing on Dark Cacao Cookie and his kingdom, it's a no brainer Choco would show up. Secondly from the Warm Together update, we know that he's been healing alone for a long time, so logically speaking, he wants to reconcile with his father, once & for all. And this is just my idea, but it'd really be cool to see Cacao & Choco work together in defeating Mystic Flour!
And that's all I got for now!✨ Surely, I'm only scratching the surface of what update has to bring, but I would say these are some solid ideas!~ Regardless, I'm super excited for this future update and the second trailer!!~
Please let me know what you think! Be on the lookout for my other projects And as always, stay tuned^^
#Youtube#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#dark cacao cookie#dark choco cookie#crunchy chip cookie#shadow milk cookie#mystic flour cookie#sorry if this took too long TwT#notice how I have much more to say XD#overall I can't wait for this update✨💖#yes I have seen the countdown for the update#yes I AM BOTH EXCITED & TERRIFIED QwQ
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btw btw i am starting a part time job as a teacher at uni next week
#im both so excited and so insanely scared lxjds i have wanted that job for quite long and now i have it wow#also i am terrified this could be the death of me fr as i will still work full time corporate and part time at this university#but i now only have to be at the office once a month so maybe i will manage?#literally thoughts? and prayers girl you are going to need them#mine
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two of my friends keep egging me on to finish Akechi’s social link like “glove? have you got glove yet? glove???” and I’m just like “I’LL LET YOU KNOW WHEN I GET THERE DAMN”
#also it’s so fucking funny they’re both just like yeah. it’s gay. it’s very gay.#I am curious why they are excited for glove. I shall find out#they’re so invested fhajfjfnc. it’s just so weird to be able to openly talk about this kind of thing irl#my one friend loves Akechi. He’s his favourite character. this terrifies me because I know what characters he likes#for reference this is the self-proclaimed dazai and komaeda kinnie#storyrambles#p5r#story plays persona 5#random thoughts
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wind chill potential next tues is uhhhh -40
#thats the coldest I've ever been in and i am both excited and terrified to experience it again#well -44 was the coldest#oofy#air temp was probably -20 bc it was a breeze not WINDY#dont recomend#but its midwest time babyyy
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I have resigned myself to spending the next seven weeks down the salt mines (working all 8 front-of-house shifts for a very long show with a median audience age somewhere around 80 which means a high number them require a lot of additional support while they're visiting us) and I am already physically regretting this choice as my feet are ready to fall off and I have 12 hours on my feet ahead of me today
BUT
as long as I keep reminding myself that part of why I'm doing this is so I can take a trip at the end of the summer (partly research, partly ingesting my weight in butter and cheese) and still be able to MOVE IN NOVEMBER
#in my life#going back to the sea y'all#it was good for my soul and my creativity#and this city has been draining both along with my back account and my will to live#I am excited if mildly terrified to see how the next year of my life plays out
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Only 5 chapters left??? I knew this day would arrive, but I wasn't ready. I have been in the fandom since Season 1 started airing. It's been a big part of my life for so long. I really want it to end well, so I can feel confident when recommending My Hero Academia to others in the future, and feel happy whenever I think of it instead of remorse for what could've been. I believe in Horikoshi. He was able to create wonderful characters and a great story. I hope he has a good ending planned, and does not throw it all away like many other mangakas have. Regardless of whether Bakudeku or any other ships become canon, if we get that much, I will be happy. It's been a ride with many ups and downs, but it was an experience I will never forget. I look forward to enjoying the final chapters with you all, and I hope we will all be happy together in the end and continue participating in the fandom years to come.
#my hero academia#bakudeku#what will i do after it's over???#i'll have to find a new main fandom once it ends since rwby is on hiatus#i just hope we don't have another kishimoto situation and horikoshi does the ending justice#i am both and excited and terrified about how this could possibly go but i want to believe
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every so often i now notice my first beard hairs coming in. it's incredibly euphoric but also scary as i Do Not trust myself with sharp objects and am a coward and im already dreading having to shave. but i am also a snob and an aesthete and don't want a few stupid stray hairs on my neck. i also miss my smooth luscious baby face because of sensory reasons.
#i absolutely despise the feel of stubble so im glad that's not happening yet#i know im probably gonna have a decent beard in a few years. the beard genes are solid in this family#(we will not talk about the male pattern baldness genes)#and i am so incredibly excited#but also terrified and just. weirded out.#there's stuff growing out of my face!!!!#it's like eyebrows... but everywhere.............#it's going to be so hard to get used to that#everyone always commented on how smooth my face skin is. and it made me dysphoric. but like it was very smooth and nice to touch#now with all the oil and acne and hairs it's not so nice anymore#being both trans and an autist incompatible with change is so strange and difficult#i love my new voice!!!!! im excited to talk now instead of dreading it. i pass. it sounds funny. i love it. but also.... i am Not used to i#im not used to the name i have now. im not used to the body hair even though i absolutely adore it. it's so difficult#why make me both trans and incredibly not chill about anything ever#there are two things i actively dislike about testosterone: the libido. ew. girl could you just not. and being bigger#in the sense that like my arms and shoulders got bigger. my main concern#do you know what it's like to have a special interest in clothing and curating your collection of wonderful thrifted textile weirdness#over YEARS. and suddenly like half the tops i have dont fit me anymore. my grandmothers blouses dont fit me anymore. it's heartbreaking#any my psychiatrist thinks i should be working out but 1. im lazy 2. i don't want to get buff and be even bigger
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