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beanghostprincess · 5 days

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Barto breaking down thinking he's going to die and the one thing he regrets is not being able to see Luffy become pirate king, and when it turns out he can live despite a mistake committed by his undying loyalty (that Shanks forgives because, what the hell, it isn't even that serious and scaring him is good enough as a warning), Yasopp goes and literally attacks his ship with the probability of killing them all...... Yasopp when I fucking catch you--

#i am angry right now do not talk to me #yasopp sweetie you were hard to love at first for most of the fandom i do not think you're keeping in mind your popularity out here #also shanks was so happy luffy had loyal followers why the hell would you do this #what barto did was messed up but i don't think it's worth killing him dude #one piece #one piece spoilers #one piece 1126 #red haired pirates #yasopp #red haired shanks #bartolomeo the cannibal

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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I'm still thinking about how ashamed I was (and am) with being open about my pain because I am so young. It's so hard to feel worthy of having your pain taken seriously when the people around you insist that young bodies are always in pristine, untouched condition and that you must earn your pain through aging. Never is it considered that young people aren't lying or being a hypochondriac for expressing their pain.

Young people can be in life-altering pain. Young people can have debilitating pain. It doesn't matter what age it happens because pain doesn't discriminate. Complaining about pain and doing things to prevent needless pain aren't something you have to "earn" through aging.

If you want young people to be in less or lesser pain, then encourage them to do whatever they can to minimize it. Don't downplay what they're experiencing. Not everything is a lie, not every experience that is different than yours is exaggeration or deceit.

#disability #ableism #ableism tw #this is one of the big reasons i was ashamed of admitting when i am in pain #and it's one of the reasons i was ashamed to address the pain i have #and i'm angry about that actually! nobody should fear being labeled as essentially having munchausen syndrome because...#...'young people NEVER have pain or disabilities and you're a liar!'#i really do want to start addressing my pain because i know it's not normal but holy shit batman it can suck sometimes #i honestly like talking to my dad about this because he also has a lot of pain (moreso than i do now) but he actually TRIES to listen...#putting this in the disability tag but i still don't feel right about labeling my own pain as such...#...but i know so many people with disabling pain who would relate...#...maybe it's internalized ableism on my part or maybe i just want to be respectful of people with worse pain #this is me really just reflecting on m the fact that i haven't ever had an amazing body in a lot of ways (though i am lucky still)#i'm still thinking about having an emergency cane to help me get up when my pain is bad but idk if it's worth the investment #so if anybody reading this has suggestions (esp. for those with back pain)... please hook me up i will platonically love you forever

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hella1975 · 3 months

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i cannot stand the aot fandom this is not a new take at all they are universally intolerable but oh my dayssss u are FORBIDDEN from making ANY take about the show it's actually insane to watch. 'aot is perfect' no show is perfect. 'tell me you didnt get the show 😂🫵' people have different opinions/interpretations about things. 'eren is a good guy they could never make me hate him' i think there's actually 4 seasons and two movies explicitely using him as a tool to show that no one is 'good' or 'evil' they are only trying to survive. hello. the fandom r all so far up aot's ass that they actually discredit its writing in the process and it would be laughable if it wasn't so frustrating

#bc aot IS insanely well written but no one talks about it???#like all they do is SAY how well written it is but no one is brave enough to give examples or meta bc SOMEONE will jump on it #declaring they've misinterpreted the Single Correct Way of watching the show and are dumb and a hater for saying such a thing #i remember posting about my initial aot watch on here and i did NOT like eren i thought he was whiney and annoying (he is <3)#and i thought aot was overhyped but ive since finished it at long last and omg. it is so fucking good #one of those shows that you need to watch ALL of it to truly get what's going on #and the conclusion of eren's character i am genuinely so obsessed with ill probs make a separate post just about him #bc i have really 180'd on eren and i can see now he IS well written. but not for any reason i can see anyone else talking about???#people are just banging on about he was right and justified and a saviour and tragic etc etc and while those things are important #and should be considered that also like. was not the point imo #the irony and tragedy of eren jaeger was that after all the 'i am special simply bc i was born into this world'#concluded with the revelation that actually he was not special. the rumbling happened because a normal boy got a hold of a great power #and he mishandled it. he was immature. he acted his age. he was just some teenage boy and he responded in kind #there was selfishness and silly whims and a quick temper. he was never this godlike figure he gets painted as #and i ADORE THAT TAKE. THAT IS SUCH AN ICE COLD CONCLUSION. EREN WAS NEVER SPECIAL - THAT'S THE POINT #and like countless times through history one selfish person with their hands on an insane amount of power and a conviction #that they are doing the right thing goes on to lead to a continuation of the cycle of war #like the end credits with the tree is genuinely HAUNTING. it never ended. eren KNEW the rumbling would be unnsuccessful #and would leave enough of their enemies alive that they'd eventually retaliate HE KNEW THAT and did it anyway #why? bc he just /wanted/ it. desperately and immaturely. and so the war turned over for another generation and another and #LIKE THAT IS SUCH A POIGNANT HAUNTING TAKE. I FR STARED AT THE BLACK SCREEN ONCE I FINISHED IT FOR 5 MINS IN HORRIFIED SILENCE #yes it's not his sole motivation but ultimately the crux of his character boils down to the fact he's just some kid #to the point even when he's explaining it to armin at the very end they SHOW HIM AS A KID. THAT IS THE REAL EREN #THAT ANGRY SCRAPPY CHILD WHO THOUGHT HE COULD BEAT THE WORLD INTO SUBMISSION #NOT A HERO NOT A GOD NOT A DEVIL - JUST A KID GIVEN A POWER HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE GOT HIS HANDS ON #but if u say all that some chucklefuck tells u to kys and that u just Didnt Get The Masterpiece Of Attack On Titan #but do u know what? maybe people disagree w me! maybe this is just my interpretation! guess who's NOT gonna have a hissy fit about it?#fandom is about DISCUSSION and i have never seen a fandom as fucking allergic to it than the aot fandom #like omdddddddddd have a day off man isayama isnt gonna suck you off #aot

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cassynite · 8 months

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#cassy bitches #i am. so fucking tired and annoyed and stressed #our fucking shower hasn't worked in two weeks bc my parter decided to remodel and then didnt finish the job!#and now her fucking sibling fucked up our dishwasher and it leaked water EVERYWHERE including apparently under the floorboards #and im pretty sure i can smell black mold in the kitchen now which! great! another nightmare we're gonna have to fix ourselves #since we cant afford to get a contractor and even if we could no one ever returns our calls when we do try to hire someone #AND my friend went to surgery for appendicitis and that's freaking me out #and ON TOP of that ive been creatively juiced out and feeling like shit about the things i make and my ocs and like. me #like everyone's just been secretly tolerating me all this time and if i disappear no one's going to notice #i feel like nothing i make or am doing is worthwhile and im just GROSS and ANGRY and ANNOYING #and even complaining in tags on a post makes me feel like a whiny baby like. there are wars etc why am i complaining boo hoo #so i cant even talk to people about how i feel bc it makes me so ashamed that im feeling this way to begin with #ive been resisting the urge to just delete everything at this point bc then at least i wont have the urge to check everything and feel wors #why does awful shit always happen right around my birthday. why am i cursed like this

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hauntedwoman · 5 months

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as badly as i want to avoid my mom she is making it extremely difficult

#i feel really bad that im so angry at her and she doesnt even know it #but my entire living situation is making me miserable right now and its her fault #she charges me $50 in rent every week and shes increasing it to $125 a week at the end of the month #the only reason this is happening is because she FORCED ME to drop out and the only other alternative was that i had to work full time + pa #rent.............. but like at my job even if im working 40 hrs a week ill only be making abt $900 a month #so i will barely have anything leftover for myself after rent #and i cannot get a second job bc i frankly can not handle it at all + what hours would i even work #and my mom refuses to understand that the reason i had to drop out is bc i am so depressed and so suicidal and i just dont want to live #she doesnt acknowledge that im disabled and severely mentally ill #every time i try to talk about my mental health she treats me like im such a burden to her even though i literally never tell her anything #personal anymore bc she just doesnt listen or care #ALSO she FORCED ME to move across the country and transfer schools when i really did not want (hence why i flunked all of my classes bc i d #not care) but like. everything thats wrong in my life rn is bc i do not want ot live where im living and theres no way for me to go back to #texas and also i dont rly wanna live w my dad either #but anyways. this whole situation would be better if my mom was using me paying rent as an actual lesson in adult respinsibility #but it's really just a punishment because i cant function the way she wants me to #and im over it #so fucking over it why am i such a pussy why cant i just die

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arts-i-enjoy · 6 months

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AHHHHHH

#this post brought to you by: me #i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses #i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP #like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready #anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT #and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk #and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message #even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL #AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!!#i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year #i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17?#ive had a good well paying job since i was 18.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job #which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind #so theres no point staying here.#i might never have this kind of job security again.#but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something #on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now #on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT #but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to #richard started yelling and swearing el oh el #might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible?#but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option #the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going #idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks #this is why i want to get out of here #also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about #not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey!#if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!

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widevibratobitch · 11 months

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so i am singing that vitellia in the end... but at what fucking cost.

'you gotta sing this softer'

'what'

'this is mozart'

'this is vitellia'

'this is mozart'

'im singing about how much i hate this mf and want him dead before the end of the day'

'this is mozart'

'i wanna murder a guy'

'this is mozart'

'...'

'softer. gentle. mozart'

'...ok'

#they're killing me here #i already bargained for ONE (1) note in chest (thank you so so much that i am ALLOWED to sing an A3 in chest voice <333) and now THIS #THIS is why people hate mozart. fuck you.#i recorded that rehearsal and the first version sounds SO MUCH BETTER. after i did what she asked me to do its just. so fucking boring.#i hate it here #i love this duet so much but frfr im not sure i wanna do it if i have to do it on their terms.#also like sorry to be a bitch but you're a pianist girl. just stick to your stuff and let me take care of mine.#just because you're playing this like you're constipated because tHiS iS mOzArT doesnt mean the rest of us dont care either.#its possible i never will get the chance to sing the entire vitellia so i want to do justice. as much as im able. to this one chance i get #it took me A Long While to deal with the fact that i wont be able to bark that 'indegno' and 'regno' like i always envisioned.#but like. ok. whatever. i can still make it Entertaining. THIS however. no. no fucking way.#and its not even about me being a big-headed know-it-all who thinks she's better than everyone because. lol and lmao clearly im Not #but this is about having a fucking SOUL. its about actually taking the libretto into consideration too. its about trying to figure out #WHY mozart wrote it the way he did. like sorry but this is another fiordiligi case where its CLEAR that the amplitudes the crazy jumps #are there FOR A REASON. the reason is HE WANTED A CONTRAST. some fucking EMOTION. he sure as hell didnt want it to be Soft And Gentle.#i know it because i talked to him and he told me im right about everything as always and you can eat shit girl bye #grrrrrrrr im so angry #i knos i sound so arrogant here but please. please i just want to make this music fun and enjoyable. i just dont want it to be boring #please understand my vision im begging you

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 2 months

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They are trying to convince me Jason was always reckless and angry and impulse and tbh that fact is worse than them killing him

#is he impulse and a bit reckless YES. he absolutely CAN be. but you have to understand. i am holdijg your hand. its all wrong right now #its when someone who doesn't like a character talks about them #and theyre sooo insistent that he ANGRY #but he is?? barely??#like ok. hi. hello. most anger was at the end. you cant just pull that #and it always tended to mirror batman's #like alot.#and it character development anger. pretty much all heros go through that #what im saying is that jason is not notably angry or angrier than anyone else. and it would've gotten better #he can be a bit reckless and impulsive though. but its not the Same as theyre doing it #do you get me #and he is perfectly willing to draw back or accept theres not much he can do to help a situation #hes a NEW hero. hes a KID. he had so much to learn #and he wants to help and if he feels like he can help he will. even if itll get him in trouble #he just found out his dad it dead like a week before The Batman told him to get in the car and put on the robin costume #and Man do i habe Thoughts on that (being adopted as robin first. which wow. that. wow.#he helped batman fight at the museum and then he gets called robin ans then adopted. how do you think that affects a child #it would be so easy to feel bats only cares about him as robin #not to mention how much pre-retcon (im not calling it crisis) stressed that the Only way to really be close to bruce is to be with him #as batman #and as established by everyrhing this kid is Desperate for a parental figure #hey does jay ever call batman dad or have b call him son. i genuinely cant remember all examples i can think of are before the retcon #its a bit hard to say how much of that story remained. kinda feels like none. i miss harvey bullock #RAMBLING hi i am talking to myself right now. back to the point at hand. yknow how it is when someone who doesn't like a character writes e #dc liveblog

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jeremyisntheere · 10 months

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god i fucking hate musical theatre

#lying? yes #but i am angry at it right now #dont talk to me about mt right now ill lose my shit #please wait 3-4 business hours #jk i love mt so much but holy shit #im not a dancer who sings im a singer who dances you get me #i hate everything #i hate mt choreography so much #what do you think i am?? a fucking newsie??? get the fuck out #musical theatre #mt #musical theater #singing #vocal #tenor #countertenor #choreography #musicals

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semisentient-entity · 2 months

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it's a shitty night tonight and I am handling it horribly 😎

#just finished sobbing on my closet floor lol #went shopping w/ parents and had to walk around in heat and humidity and it was terrible #my legs were hurting my back was hurting it was fucking hot out and i was pissed #got some nice stuff but spent the entire ride home trying to drown everything out #especially being surrounded by ultra right assholes #now locked myself in my room trying to ignore everything my parents say/listen to #im sick of staying in my room all the time but there's no way in hell im leaving and having to hear everything #plus they're gonna talk to me about it and i am not in the mindset to deal with anything rn #like FUCK #how much longer do i have to live like this i hate it i hate it i hate it #ALSO ive been an Adult for like 2 weeks and it's just now hitting me that i am not ready for it #so yeah add that to the tally list #plenty of other things going on in my brain but this is getting long #probably wont post this but maybe i will #gotta get this out of my head but im angry and exhausted and scared out of my mind #hey maybe ill actually use tumblr as a diary and post the aftermath of a breakdown #venting yippee #tw vent #feel free to keep scrolling

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juniestar · 3 months

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Oh my god one last thing my ex took me to outside lands and when we tried to watch lana del rey he laid down on the grass and had a “panic attack” (this was after months of him talking about how he didn’t like her) so we went to see foo fighters after a bit and he was FINE

#LANA i know his sister works for you BUT TRUST MY WORD AND GIVE ME A FREE TICKET PLEASE…#MY FIRST TIME SEEING YOU WAS RUINED GIRL… she was so good too like i was saving her songs to spotify that night #im reliving all this because i found out a lot of his exes and ex friends hang out together and two of them invited me so it was me an ex an #d an ex friend just swapping stories and first of all. he said he got cheated on by this girl and she NEVER DID IT (HE would have emotional/#angry outbursts at HER though) (allegedly he’s acknowledged to her that the cheating never happened too) and 2. this is obviously making me #mentally rehash everything again. i feel so bad for his current girlfriend and also for the person i ‘’stole’’ him from though i really hesi #tate to blame myself after hearing about his patterns. first of all he wouldve done this with anyone who was vulnerable around him and secon #d i was the only reason he was at all honest with them. he was fully planning to gaslight this ex and me and his dad had to convince him not #to. they look like theyre happy now and im very happy for them over that. oh my god that man was evil he told me for WEEKS about every time #his then partner had talked shit about me while i made clear that i didnt care and wasnt very interested but he kept going. god i cant belie #ve this was my life a year ago.#the one thing i can say is that i out freaked him because throughout our short relationship i made him so insecure that a week after i told #to never speak to me again he called me asking if he really was ugly.#I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAD TO TEND TO A GROWN MAN WHILE LANA DEL REY WAS RIGHT THERE BECAUSE HE WAS SO OPPOSED TO BEING AROUND HER. LANAAAA #times like these i get so mad i dont know what to do but ultimately remembering that he has not achieved any of his goals because he refuses #to face himself really helps me. god man IVE achieved some of his goals and i wasnt even trying to #a really awful part of all of this was all of the friends who knew him taking his side. because they didnt know him well enough to know what #he was actually like.#i was talking to my ex friend of four years and she was like not to blame you but he was probably really vulnerable from his time with [ex p #rior to me]’’ because he’s been going around alleging that that ex was abusive. and she was implying i took advantage of him. so i had to go #into detail about what an awful awful person he was and the sort of state i was in when this relationship took place. hannah lee you are #not seeing your little jehovah’s witness heaven.#anyways redirecting this energy im very happy with the way my life is and the way i am now. and im grateful for it i would not have ever bee #n able to imagine having the sort of peace and motivation i feel now. life feels like it can and will change for the better and it keeps pro #ving that right all the time #it just hurts sometimes having that as my first experience and not even being able to vocalize what was wrong bc i just didnt know hurts #oh i forgot one of his besties can see my account bc we’re sort of mutuals. i doubt he’s looking he did the whole unfollowing the ex bc she’#s allegedly amoral thing after the breakup but if he is hi isaac #he did on rare occasion show me selfless kindness but ultimately your best friend is a creep. i don’t want to be involved with anyone from #our school but I hope you know this and I hope you’re proud

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wiredalienvampire · 4 months

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< be me

< check the dhmis tag to see how the fandom is doing

< see a post stating the dhmis pilot that you have been waiting for nearly 6 years for is being shown again at Sundance

< continue scrolling down the tag

< turns out it was a mistake and they were actually showing the dhmis short "creative" at Sundance

>kill me

#Sorry to use the 4/chan format there was no other way I can describe how I'm feeling right now #I haven't been keeping up with dhmis in nearly two years #But this is the fucking pilot we are talking about!! Something I have been eagerly waiting for since 2018!!!#I can't describe how upset and miserable I am right now #You can't just hype up your audience with a trailer of a new project yr working on.#Only to not show the fucking thing!! It's not fair!!!#I understand that Becky and Joe were unhappy with it but so many people including me just want to see it in full!! You can't do this to me #I do believe the whole theory about them not being able to release it bc of legal issues or whatever misty sparkles said #But like it's getting unbearable to deal with. I can't take it anymore #I'm not angry at either becky or Joe. I'm sure it's not their fault #But it hurts #Dhmis #*ramble txt #Delete later

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rosicheeks · 6 months

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🤦🏽‍♀️🙃

#I can’t stop thinking about it #I keep replaying the morning over and over in my head #my friend said she thinks I should write a letter or text tell them #and I’m thinking about it #the more I’m processing it and it’s kinda sinking in #the more angry and offended and hurt I am #idk I know super vague post #and since you guys keep saying you like my crazy dumb Rosie rant posts maybe I’ll do one telling you guys what happened #I’m just still so fucking mad?#and she has NO idea how badly she fucked me up #she’s texting me like nothing happened and I’m like ???? ok sorry but I can’t just move on from this #anyway fun fact and update about me and my life #I’m looking into a php 👌#partial hospitalization program #if you didn’t know what I was talking about #so that’s suuuuper duper fun (hope you can feel my sarcasm)#but at this point in my life I feel like I need it #not gonna get into that right now cause ooofda one thing at a time #but this whole situation reallyyyyy set me back in my progress and healing so thanks buddy 👌👌👌#you are lucky I love your dog so fucking much otherwise I probably would never talk to you again #shut up rosie

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feyriejane · 7 months

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it turns out that I'm not this horrible manipulative person who's angry all the time ive just been told that my entire life whenever I didn't give someone what they wanted.

#more shocking revelations to come as i finally put REAL effort into processing my trauma #my parents love to talk about how awful i was as a kid #how i was manipulative angry and violent and i never thought of anyone but myself #and i genuinely believed that because no one ever told me any different #i believed that i needed to work hard and sacrifice as much as i can for the people i love in order to make up for them enduring me #now that ive surrounded myself with kind and gentle people #im not angry all the time #disagreements are conversations and even if they get a little emotional sometimes we're not fighting #looking back i don't think its a coincidence that those same insults were hurled towards me when i decided to end a friendship #at the time i took it as proof that my parents and my ex were right #i WAS that horrible person and it didn't matter what i did i could never make up for that #it caused me to relapse into self harm after it had been YEARS since id done that #but ive since come to realize that the actual common denominator in all of the situations where ive been called those things #is when i wasn't doing what the person saying them wanted me to #these were words said to hurt me #to get me to either give in and give them what they wanted or punish myself on their behalf #coming to that conclusion has made a world of difference #this shit is still hard and im still carrying these beliefs about myself around with me #but every day it gets easier to put those down and recognize who i REALLY am #and who i really am is pretty great #personal #self harm mention #tw self harm #tw child abuse #self harm #child abuse #child abuse mention #wanted to cover all my bases with tws #though i don't really expect anyone else to actually read all my tags lol

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telemiel · 8 months

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i am genuinely incapable of interacting with or existing around other people without fucking everything up and i'm so tired

#i'm so incredibly lonely but at this point i just #don't even have it in me to keep trying?#i'm just going to spend my whole miserable life alone with no friends and it is what it is i guess #i try so hard and still never get anything right and i just don't have the energy or ability to keep trying so hard #if i can't do anything right with all of my focus and effort then why even try?#if i'm going to be lonely and isolated and a bother to everyone anyways why am i still making an effort?#my roommate is my only friend at this point and all i ever do is piss her off and do everything wrong even though i try so hard #and i don't know what the point is anymore #if i'm just a bother and a burden at my best then why am i even trying #i give up #i give up on friends i give up on trying not to make people angry i give up on tryring not to ruin everything i touch #even when i think i'm following someone's exact wishes and instructions i still misunderstand somehow and get it wrong #and it doesn't matter how many times i DO get something right because i've messed up before and that's always more relevant #everyone always acts like i'm intentionally a fuck up or malicious and not just a goddamn idiot #who can't understand other people and what they want no matter how hard i try #venting #i guess #idk i'm being annoying right now even but i have no one to talk to and i have to get it out somewhere #i'm at the end of my fucking rope with just existing

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the-casbah-way · 9 months

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i haven’t written a single word of anything since uni ended and everything i’ve tried to draw has turned out awful and i can’t even sit through an episode of a tv show to distract myself because this time of year makes me so depressed and suicidal i hate this

#i keep going to message people and then just sitting there with nothing to say because i can’t feel anything #i don’t even know where i am or what i’m supposed to be doing or who is talking when i open my mouth #i can’t even ignore everything and focus on my interests instead because i only enjoy them when i’m creating stuff for them #and i can’t do that because fucking everything i make turns out so terrible that it makes me angry #i have a constant pressure headache and i’m sleeping like three hours every night and i’m not eating #i don’t know why i don’t know what’s wrong with me #the thought of having to indulge other peoples Fun Holiday act is fucking nauseating right now #i have nothing left in me right now i can’t feel or say or do anything #i feel like something is seriously wrong with my brain like physically #i was trying to read something in the paper today and it was like i was drunk or high everything kept moving #and i felt like i was going to throw up trying to follow the letters around like i was reading a foreign language #i keep hearing weird noises that distract me and apparently no one else can hear them #i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me

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