#i am an adult with a job now

[cobaltfluff]

praying for a rerelease of the banana fish production settings book (delusional)

[zodiac-monkey]

[sadie-wolfdawn]

not sso positive, not sso negative, but a secret third thing (adult w a job)

[frobby]

I think it would be really funny if rin was the more helpful one around his house. Like u would think rin would be the disrespectful one who always bails on housework or mass but its actually yukio who would always have an excuse not to go or forget about chores to the point that rin just does them instinctively now

[thevoid-isthe-onlyone-ican-trust]

Do you think my new roommate will think I am cool and popular? ʕ⁠～ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ～｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+*⁠.⁠✧

[moth-flowers]

moth-flowers #17

[autistic-katara]

icl i would be at least a little happy with almost any ending for stranger things but one thing that would ruin all of it would be an epilogue (of a decade or more later)

[dabisbratz]

hi sonny, weird observation. i swear i wasn't trying to stalk you. it's just that: if you're 19, and you started writing smut in 2021 — does that mean you started posting it at 15 / 16 years old on an allegedly "18+ mdni" blog? that's pretty cute!

i know you probably won't post this, but isn't it time to give yourself an age update before other people start realising?

da last paragraph sounds so ominous? ycan see ‘three years ago’ at da top of the screen when y’ecroll, n msure a lot of people have realized that n did the math !! started this blog because of a friend, n i was iffy about postin as a minor, so i jus waited until i turned eighteen bc it didn’t feel right (which, it wasn’t!). . . simple as that !! it was incredibly dumb n potentially endangerin, which is why i left.. n still had my age as seventeen (which i was).. in m’pinned !! that’s all, obvi id never ever allow a minor on this blog n i do constant sweeps of m’followers t’weed any out !!

[erabu-san]

petition for you to post that sketch that explained a sethoscara scenario when?????? 🤨?! (it's adorable! istg 😭

Like a comic ??

I already thought abt it but I NEED TO FINISH MY COMMISSIONS FIRST HUEHUEHHE I TAKE SO MUCH TIME ALREADY 😭😭 and my waiting list just keep growing OOF

[envolvenuances]

and I think child modelling should be illegal I'm not even joking

[billpottsismygf]

Episode 3 of Dead Boy Detectives is the best one yet. The murder is absolutely brutal, but it's tightly plotted and has so many great character moments throughout.

This is the most attached to Charles I've felt so far. He's currently furthest down my list of favourites out of the main cast, but his performance was really moving this episode. I also loved how it highlighted his relationships both with Crystal and Edwin, and the jealousy that Edwin feels there. Interesting that that jealousy seems to go both ways, too, with Charles being the last to leave Edwin and Monty alone at the end.

Edwin and Charles are unlikely friends in a lot of ways, but I do buy it, especially when he occasionally makes Edwin smile. Here, Edwin is confronted with the fact that he actually doesn't know many of the deeper parts of Charles' life, and that he maybe hasn't shared all of his own. Really nicely done.

Edwin's sexuality crisis continues to be really compelling. I actually adore his dynamic with Monty. I know he's literally a plant by Esther, but their tiny interactions so far have so much chemistry. I also have Thoughts on why Edwin is more open to him than the Cat King, and it's the plausible deniability of it all. The Cat King was extremely upfront about what he wanted from Edwin, and Edwin could not quite bring himself to admit he even understood what that was. Whereas with Monty he's able to retreat behind his protests that "he is a boy and I am a boy, if anything he just enjoys ghosts".

Also! Crsytal and Edwin are becoming friends!!! Crystal's my second favourite character and I'm so happy they're warming up to each other. Edwin is such a spiky character but I love him and want everyone else to love him. On that note, him being understanding to Niko about her trauma also made me very happy. Edwin is not budging as my favourite character!

Small things:

Esther continues to have the best, most over the top performance. Perfect, no notes.

Niko yaoi enjoyer and general weirdo, I love her so much <3

[incorrectcodelyokoquotes]

Ulrich: Look, we have to have a plan, agreed?

Odd: Agreed.

Ulrich: Okay. What do you think the plan should be?

Odd: I don't care. I agreed. I did my part.

[thotsfortherapy]

also I was watching HealthyGamerGG’s video on women with ADHD about how ADHD symptoms in women aren’t interpreted as symptoms, but rather as failings of being a woman… oh you can’t keep the house clean, the kids fed, and the Christmas tree decorated? Bad Woman. You can’t manage your schedule and your husband’s schedule? Bad Woman. You’re too emotionally sensitive and reactive in relationships? Hysterical and probably on your period. It is not seen as a disability or as someone who might need help, instead it’s just chalked up as this internal thing that is wrong with you and they punish you with shame.

It really reminded me of my own mom, how she could never get us to school in time, I would always be the last one picked up from the playground because she would be late, how I had to do my own laundry and make my own lunch (aka just a package of salted crackers because i also had undiagnosed ADHD and could not make my own lunches), how she would randomly fly into rages… and now that I have my own ADHD diagnosis and am trying to work out how live as an adult, I feel like I can extend so much more sympathy towards her. Because I also know how much shame she feels around her inability to “Be a Good Mother” as society wants her to be, and that one of her worst fears is that she is a bad mom. Which sucks! Because it turns out that so many things she did that made me feel like she didn’t care (like missing my school plays) is actually the symptom of a disability that she never got help for. And the only difference between her and me is that we’re living in different eras, we have access to different information, and we have surrounded ourselves with different people. As much as I appreciate my dad, he is not supportive at ALL and makes my mom feel like she’s completely at fault for all her ADHD symptoms.

As opposed to my partner who was like “hey man, I think there is something actually wrong with you let’s get you some help” (after I almost crashed his car lol) and who helps me so much with basic life stuff that when he’s on a shift rotation I can tell not because I notice that he’s gone but because suddenly I am not eating, I am not sleeping, and life suddenly does not go smoothly anymore (why is there no food in the fridge? Who put all these clothes on the floor? Where are my keys?) (obviously I notice he’s gone but life also just coincidentally seems to fall apart whenever he’s not there..)

So much of what I do (and what I can’t do) reminds me of my mom, which gives me a lot of complicated feelings because I never ever wanted to end up like her. But the older I get the less I see someone who is evil and the more i see someone who never got the help they very desperately needed. And that is sad. But then I’m also like damn I wish she had been the one to figure this out, because instead of being able to teach me how to accept my ADHD and work with it, instead she just passed down all the shame, the maladaptive coping mechanisms.. forcing me to sit still, praying to God instead of trying any sort of professional help (no hate if God helps you but therapy was much needed for me), and most importantly just constantly shaming me for things that I am further and further realizing are completely ridiculous to shame someone for 😭 the amount of times I got called weak or sensitive 😭 EXTREMELY ironic considering the shit she’d get mad at me for!

All of this to say,

TURNS OUT THIS IS A DISABILITY, NOT SURE IF ANYONE ELSE KNOWS THAT (sarcasm)

[colby-jac-cheese]

Me the second I get a proper knee brace to help with my hyperextended knee pain: I wanna run down The Hill (the single big ass hill that we have to walk to get from dining hall to dorm)

Friend: nooooo you'll fall and hurt yourself

Me with zoomies: but I wanna

Him: no.

Me the second I'm out the door: *breaks into a sprint*

Friends: there he goes! He's got the zoomies!

Me: *starts running down the hill* I CANT STOP

Friend from up the hill: YOU DONT SAY

[luck-of-the-drawings]

when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

[guinevereslancelot]

for the first time in my life i was just asked if i have kids instead of if i'm in college yet. the years start coming and they don't stop coming huh