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itsthislake · 8 months ago

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“Icarus.”

it's all about freedom really

Credit goes to An Sifakah for the poem. Enjoy!

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#lake's art #happy birthday sabo!#this time actually on time wow #revolutionary sabo #one piece sabo #asl brothers #asl trio #monkey d. luffy #portgas d ace #watch me tag ace even though he barely shows up #one piece comic #one piece #one piece fanart #oh i'll confess. i traced that ship from a screencap #there's no force on earth that can make me draw a whole ass ship sorry #as always I am stupidly proud of exactly 1 (one) page and this time it's the third #but i also just love that part of the poem so i was already biased towards it before i drew it lmao #i had a whole ass explanation for the reasoning behind this comic that i wrote at like. 3 am. but fuck knows what i did with it #i contemplated colors and immediately gave up. hell nah i'm not doing that again

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biblically-accurate-dca · 3 months ago

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painting test with a limited color palette

here's the moon equivalent!

#my art #daycare attendant #dca fandom #hm... no character tags. guess!#really put off posting this since i had no clue what to write for the image id... but it turned out to be fairly easy. sorry if its bad tho #i've been having a falling out with this series recently #its hard for me to like it these days. like theres still a lingering bit of affection for it #but i cant help but wonder if its time to move on from it. hm #i know im probably talking about it in a weird way but... its always been mentally distressing to leave my interests behind!!#sigh.. i know this blog is fairly ''big'' but idk if i'd be missing out on much by leaving. considering how isolated i am from the communit #and also how much i tend to dislike the majority of the community too. hm #eh who knows... we'll see

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hydrachea · 7 months ago

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Thinking about Robin and Sunday's halos.

About how Robin's halo isn't a closed circle, but more like a branch forming a circular shape, where the start and stem don't touch. It's also uneven in shape and splits into three flowers, like it's allowed to grow freely, unobstructed. Something about Robin having left Penacony and having escaped the confines of her cage, being able to flourish. About her being able to let people in, and connect to them.

Meanwhile Sunday stayed behind to be the head of the Oak family and conform to the strict role that's expected of him, and his halo is a perfectly symmetrical shape that's practically fully closed off. It's sharp, almost more like a crown of thorns than a halo. And it almost doesn't have any openings to let anything, or anyone, in easily. It actively discourages getting close to it.

And then if you want to get sappy about, which I will - Sunday doesn't let anyone in, with that almost completely sealed, thorny halo of his... But there's an opening in Robin's halo, and so it can fit around Sunday's. Something about him always being able to find solace in her, because there's room for him in her (halo) heart always, by design.

Anyway I'm not normal about them.

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr robin #hsr sunday #there's also something to be said about the size and position of their respective halos #robin's is much smaller than sunday's #and it floats above her head a little tilted to the side #it looks more like a fancy accessory #sunday's is a lot bigger - it's almost bigger than his head #and it hangs behind him #always hovering in view like a frame #much more oppressive than robin's #those siblings... those siblings!#mihoyo!! you can't keep getting away with it!#when are you releasing sunday from npc jail #ray's records #thank you kura for prompting those thoughts with your art and then making me put them into words #and this one goes out to you mercy for your additions i am ALSO abnormal about #harmonycest #this was prompted by the ship and the ship was on my mind when i wrote it so i am tagging it but this works without the shipping goggles to #no matter how you see them robin is so so important to sunday #his safe haven even in the way their halos are shaped #mihoyooooooOOOOOOOOOOO

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potatobugz · 2 months ago

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objects loving objects baby!!!!

#inanimate insanity #ii #bfdi #battle for dream island #bfb #potatart #penraser #payjay #fantube #ii fan #ii test tube #ii orange juice #ii paper #bfb pen #bfb eraser #oh lord. theres so many #hi i like penraser but whenever i envisiom any sort of fanart its always just eraser standing near pen with that #shit eating grin he always has and its so funny #whats his problem #i rewatched ii season 1 today and i plan on watching season 2 tomorrow #i literally took notes on s1 so i wouldnt forget some things #anyways payjay so real and true #i am excited. i like fan and test tube <|:)#(update i wrote these tags yesterday im going to watch s2 today if possible)#third image could b interpreted platonically or romantically yes yes #i dont know how to accurately describe erasers expression in the first picture.#he has a “bucket of wet slop grins” face about him #i dont think its a smug smile there is no meaning behind it i think. i think he just looks like that #i cant draw eraser with any other expression help help help

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doomed-era · 2 months ago

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i've said this before but my problem with "good ganondorf" being portrayed as defanged and harmless has less to do with this in itself being a problem and more to do with that being the only way he's portrayed at all tbh—because it really speaks to how people perceive him. given even the slightest amount of edge or capacity for anger or violence and suddenly he can't be anything but a bad guy

#and i am mildly inferring ppl's motivations for doing this but like #idk i just find it insulting #i reckon the logic generally going through ppls heads (if any) is the idea of contrast #this 'ultra violent evil character' being made into a 'passive sweet good character'#but no matter the exact motivation behind this characterization it always comes off as wrong to me #ganondorf #ok time to go to work sighs #glider rambles

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hyunpic · 4 months ago

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HYUNJIN | CHK CHK BOOM

#hyunjin #skz #stray kids #bystay #staydaily #him doing the body roll like why am i the only one popping my pu$$y rn?#gifs #second gif he’s standing like when ppl go to art museums to look at the pieces.#or like when old ppl go shopping for food and they hit that hands behind back pose when looking at the discounts on frozen food #like without a fail it’s always the hands behind back pose

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hanase · 1 year ago

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I am obsessed with Atem right now. It's been going on for a few months. There's a story here but I can't write for shit. I'll upload a lot more soon!

#pharaoh atem #atem #yugioh #I've always loved youuu #destroy me my king #we are in for some fucked up ride my boooooi #Finally #eyes I can get behind after 20 years trying #I tried forever to do some semirealistic eyes and I was never satisfied so fuck them we keep them stylized #I am still bad at his hair but I like the crazy approach tbh #not his bangs tho those are easy #also what a fucking boss you are #a beautiful god yesplz #fair warning #I am going to post triggering stuff with him involved soon #I'll tag properly!

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surreal-duck · 10 days ago

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some business to take care of

#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but #duck scribbles #midoyuzu #enstars #whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main #been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that #midori takamine #yuzuru fushimi #yuzumido #ensemble stars #also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not #midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this #anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well #always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately #finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow #mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day #with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless #i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do #not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense #but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri

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naamahdarling · 2 months ago

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You know what? You know what I think?

I think that if we lived as we were meant to, in larger intimate ("extended family") groups and with more shared labor and time to do it (UBI NOW) people like me would not feel so useless and burdensome because there would be people around to help and to do what neurodivergent people can't while making valuable space for the neurodivergent to do what they ARE good at.

The way we live right now, all right, the way we live right now forces units of two adults to be able to do EVERYTHING or PAY to have someone come do it for them. I have to do the housework. I have to do it! But I am having to do a million different things and most of them I am not good at. I suck at them.

I wouldn't feel like shit, okay, if I had more than one other person around who was not a child and who could do the things I can't, like do the yard and cook and do repairs and basic maintenance; and someone else to split everything else that I like but is too much for me. It would free me to do what I am good at and enjoy. Cleaning, as in the sink and toilet, the windows, the blinds. Taking out trash. Folding, hanging, and sorting laundry.

But because all the shit I can do often relies on other shit being done first, and I can't do or have trouble doing those things, the shit I can do often can't be done. And even the shit I can do, I can't do ALL of it. So I can't keep up, and things get very bad.

We aren't meant to live like this. We are not meant to live like this.

That thought hurts so much because being able to flee the birth family is integral to survival for so many people. I'm so afraid that living in larger family groups would create more opportunities for, say, queer kids to be isolated, rejected, bullied, and abused. But if we gave people enough money to survive, and stopped considering children the property of their parents with no system in place to help them escape bad situations except a system that is often just as bad, just different.

I'm aware that communes and collectives aren't all that successful and are kind of a joke. I don't mean that. I mean a fundamental shift to multigenerational families where taking in "strays" (which my family did) is also normalized so people escaping abuse into existing households was accepted, with these families centered in maybe a couple of different larger residences so not everyone has to buy and maintain their own fucking washing machine and vacuum cleaner, and so people can benefit from large group meals that yield leftovers, and so child and elder care can also be centralized.

Then disabled people and the neurodivergent and sick and injured people, and pregnant people, and grieving people, would not have to either labor through all those stressors or consign themselves to living off an unlivable pittance or being put under legal guardianship.

I'm not saying anything new. People live like this in other parts of the world and maybe it sucks and I am wrong. But I'm just really mad right now because I can either do laundry or clean the sink but not both, and I really think we could improve society somewhat by making it so I did not have to choose one without sacrificing the other.

#im feverish feeling (not a real fever just malaise that i have no other way to describe) from the IBS (which can affect you like that #)#and i don't actually want to do ANYTHING #i would have to even living with others but it would be easier #at the very least i wouldn't have had to clean the microwave earlier which is hard because my arms are like the size of a meerkat's #and i can only reach the back with my fingertips #where is my BF in all this?#WORKING FULL TIME WITH BACK PAIN #yes i AM going to want him to have to do as little as possible when he comes home #he's neurodivergent too and struggles with the same shit #it's all a mess #we are doing way better i didn't realize how deep a drain three very sick cats were #but there's still only two of us #if you are disabled physically OR MENTALLY you should at least get in-home household help once a week or so #there's places that do that but the limitations are usually severe and always rule me out #because im not single im not an elder im not a veteran and im not physically disabled #if we have to ration that sort of thing i can see how on the whole it is more caring to allocate those resources to for example elders #but the fact that i celebrate what help there is doesn't mean i don't get mad that more people can't access it #is2g if i was functional enough snd physically sound enough i would start a charity that did intervention cleaning for people like us #who have fallen behind and can't catch up but can MAINTAIN #and who helped people clean for a few months during and after an illness pregnancy trauma major loss etc. so they could stay on their feet

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ddarker-dreams · 1 month ago

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thinking about the yan husband rotation's reaction to not letting them hold your face because of it disrupting your skincare ...

#i don't like my face being touched unless i know those hands are washed!!!!!#perhaps i am mentally ill but it makes me grimace #chrollo is probably the only one who would go through with that #gojo just smothers your face in kisses with exaggerated 'muahs' out of spite. gross #scara's legitimately offended that you're cleaning the spot he just touched off 😭#blade can't complain because nine times out of ten his touch leaves behind a smudge of blood #(the blood isn't always his either).#lock.txt

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forgettable-au · 10 months ago

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What do we think? I think he's like the coolest scientist to ever science

HEY HAPPY 2000 FOLLOWERS‼️HOW DID THAT HAPPEN SO QUICK?????

I'm genuinely so shocked about that I'm so so glad you're all enjoying this AU so far hehehe:D

Also I just made the 1000 followers celebration post like a month ago or something??wow

Here's the guy ‼️‼️ I wanted to practice drawing him quickly and in different poses. I think I achieved that, all this was made with just the lasso fill tool it was soooo fun and I loved not being worried about details just SHAPE

ALL SHAPE (and colors)