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bpd is being TERRIFIED of being forgotten but also wishing people couldn’t perceive you. so weird
#actually borderline#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline vent#bpd#bpd blog#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#borderline problems#borderline life#quiet borderline#living with borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd culture is#bpd shit#bpd relatable#abandoment issues#attachment issues#i am scared#mental illness#im going insane#bpd mood#bpd problems
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It's the silent things that should terrify you.
Silently removing the governments website for women's reproductive rights.
Silently removing the Spanish version of the White House website, and reducing it to a button that says "GO HOME."
That is who they are. That's the foreshadowing. It's about to get really dark if America's remaining uncompromised politicians don't step in and do something.
#us politics#fuck america#america is a hellscape#America sucks#fuck the government#fuck the feds#fuck donald trump#i am scared#mallgothchloe97
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More Magic and Mystery lets gooooo
#back on my bullshit#i cant get the beast! theory out of my head#i am SCARED#it would be so sad omg#praying for some comfort for our boy#magic and mystery#coil#m&m dazai#dazai osamu#dazai#fanfic#fanfic au#that-one-raccoon’s art#my art#cw eyestrain#slightly#EDIT: my dumb of assery didn't realize you couldn't see dazai at the bottom so i fixed it
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more scared of getting old than dying young
#venting#actually mentally ill#i hate it here#die#mentally fucked#i am scared#im dying#dying inside#dying young#feelings#alone with my thoughts#too fucking much#deppresing thoughts#kinda depressing#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit
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etho being number 2 on overall fishing leaderboard... he is locked in..
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Venom (2018): “… I’m scared. And I need help.”
#whumpedit#venomedit#venom#venom 2018#eddie brock#anne weying#eddie x anne#flashing gif tw#trembling#sweaty#fear#worry#i am scared#i need help#post transformation#my gifs#tom hardy#michelle williams#requested gifs#whump
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Welp my poor driving skills ass is about to drive my folks to the airport tomorrow...
WISH US LUCK
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rtd i am begging
#doctor who#donna noble#tennant doctor#i would say rtd do not blow this for us but honestly i AM begging#see yall on sunday (when i can watch the giggle)#i am scared
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I'm writing this scared and upset, because I am hoping someone could help me see things more clearly. A nightmare scenario has happened. I received a call, from a person I don't know well, but who has my name and my number, and lives nearby. This person described to me, that there were people on her doorstep, looking for someone with my name and description. My fake name that I use so I wouldn't be found.
This person swears they didn't tell on me, but I am unsure. The story of the people looking for me were 'we are the parents of x, we haven't seen them in 8 years, we just all want to see them, their siblings miss them'. I admitted that it probably was my parents, and I explained why they were looking for me, and asked to be kept a secret from them, as I was sure they would try to drag me back to a life of violence, and I barely escaped. The person calling asked me if I was lying! And then offered to call my parents and tell them I no longer live in the city. I panicked and said no, because if my parents knew this person has my contact, they would be harassing them endlessly until they got my location. The person calling just laughed, not taking it so seriously, and I begged them to just pretend they don't know me.
The location they were looking for me, is not that far from where I live! I am now too scared to go outside. If they ask anyone closer to where I live, people here know my fake name, they'll tell them! Neighbours and people I introduced myself to, they don't know my story, or that they shouldn't betray my location, I felt it safer to be kept a complete secret.
I don't know what to do. I don't have enough money to move right now, or the resources. I am scared to go outside. This is completely insane, they're walking around in the city asking door to door, for my location, under pretense they're just so worried and aching to see me! My mind is going insane from one scenario to the next, if they find my location I can't stay, I'll die. I am thinking about how to get to work tomorrow unrecognizable, I'm working on changing my appearance as much as possible. My life has come to a halt. I can't think about anything but impending confrontation that will decide whether I get to live the rest of my life or not.
It's literally a matter of luck whether I'm found or not. If they stumble on someone dumb enough to point them in my direction, I'm done for. If they search for a while and find nobody willing to point them anywhere, they'll maybe give up. I already called one person on the block and asked them to not betray me, but I don't have numbers for most of the people, and it's terrifying.
Also, I told one of my roommates my situation, because they heard me on the phone, and first they looked down on me for thinking this is an actual threat, but when I explained how serious it was, they started complaining how this is stupid and they now feel uncomfortable living with me if there's people who might come in and cause violence or disturbance. Which hit me like 'now that you're associated with dangerous people you're a burden on society, you shouldn't drag us innocent people into your mess' like this is my fault. Made me feel worse. Roommate is not on my side.
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drew this in-between anxiously checking the polls to see if i will have rights by this time next year.
i know there will be so many more people more disenfranchised by the laws imposed on our lives and on our bodies if trump is voted into office, but i'm still scared. i will be 18 next year and i may not get to transition into the man i have waited for over a decade to be, and i am scared.
but it doesn't mean i wont fight. it doesn't mean i won't continue to be loudly queer and it doesn't mean that i won't find a way to be me and fight for my rights. if trump makes it illegal to get trans healthcare safely, i will do it myself, and i will fight for others to do it themselves, too.
#sorry for potential incoherence i'm posting this at 4 am after a breakdown and a full 24 hrs of worrying over this shit#i am not even an adult yet and i have to worry about whether i will even be treated like one when i am.#i am tired#i am scared#please fight#youre not alone#harv's art#trans artist#trans community#trans man#trans rights#election 2024#harris walz 2024#digital art#digital painting#digital aritst#i don't think this will see the people i want it to#but i can try#trans#transgender#transmasc#trans pride#transfem#trans women#trans woman#nonbinary#genderqueer#genderfluid#agender#bigender
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Heyyy, here's the thing, I've got an idea for a fanfic that I'm absolutely dying to write.
It's a fanfic where Regulus has no magic and, when he doesn't receive the letter from Hogwarts that was his last hope, his parents, being the example of parenthood that they are, decide to abandon him in front of a Muggle orphanage.
When he realizes that no one will come for him, not even Sirius, he begins his plan of revenge against his entire family. And the witch world.
There will be Jegulus (I don't know if it's game over or not), Wolfstar (I don't know if it's game over either) (come on, there's always the possibility that they'll all die) (and you know it).
I think it's going to be mostly angst, but with a bit of comfort. I think.
The name of the fanfic will be "Watercolor" and my name on ao3 is BlueStarLost.
That's it, I hope you like it!
#fanfic#harry potter#marauders#marauders era#regulus black#sirius black#james potter#remus lupin#jegulus#wolfstar#lily evans#pandora lovegood#writing#fanfic writing#i am scared#thats it
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woop woop first time postingnart on tumblr I'll prob post more latr
RAMMMMMY
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can I play Link in the upcoming live-action movie please
I'm 5'5", strong and athletic, and I can yell "HYAAAH" for days
c'mon it'll be great I promise
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happy halloween
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Help, my face's scary af XD
Ayuda, mi cara me da miedo XD
#face reveal(?#oc art#i am scared#Mi cara parece sacada de leyenda urbana japonesa como las de los videos de dross xd#No tengo ese polo
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