#i am NOT feeling 22
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officially older than james potter will ever be folks
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it’s not my fault my life was in shambles all the way up till i turned 23
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#fruits basket#furuba#tohru honda#yuki sohma#my art#rats#hello! it has been a long time!! i am so sorry!!! \;O;;/#a lot of things happened including that i got a job so now i am considered slightly more of an adult (not that this determines adulthood)#and i never ended up watching season 2 and 3...#but now i have to bc there are spoilers everywhere when i try to look anything up about the series!!#i did a full reread of the manga recently and im sobbing bc i understood the later parts a lot more than i did when i was younger..#i feel like i understand more about it every time i reread it as i get older#when i was younger i definitely gravitated towards rereading parts with my favorite characters over and over#i also recently managed to find a tokyopop vol. 22 and 23 so i completed my collection!! \;;-;;/ (i should have done this earlier..)#i am so happy people liked the zine picture! thank you so much for the kind tags!! ;;w;; i see them and they make me so happy!!! \>////</#i hope everyone is doing well!!!
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hot take ??
the only reason people say that "mafuyu and tsukasa have nothing in common" when presented with mafukasa parallels is because they equate mafuyu and tsukasa being similar to "tsukasa has depression" because the fandom equates mafuyu's personality to being depressed and nothing else.
it doesn't help that people (primarily younger people in the fandom) who DO believe in mafukasa parallels end up making the mistake of portraying tsukasa as depressed because as of right now he is not (although it's possible he was in past because of his Very Unclear Middle School Backstory but that's irrelevant)
anyways, mafuyu and tsukasa are narrative foils because their core personalities are built off of the concept of wanting to make the people around them— especially their families— happy.
they both developed personalities at a young age based on someone they looked up to. for tsukasa, it was seiichi amami's performance that inspired him to be a star— a hero that could cheer anyone up. for mafuyu, it was her mother taking care of her that inspired her to be a nurse— and you can see the similarities from there.
for mafuyu, her identity would first come into conflict when her mother expressed her want for mafuyu to be a doctor— suddenly, "everyone's" happiness didn't match what she wanted to do, leaving her in a state of disorder and eventual depression.
for tsukasa, his identity was something he nearly forgot in its entirety at the start of the main story— becoming arrogant and fully absorbed in a hero persona, forgetting the kind person he truly is. furthermore, his current character arc seems to be foreshadowing that what "being a star" to him is going to be called into question— maybe it is something more than just being the main character that saves everyone.
their insecurities are incredibly similar.
in mafuyu's first mixed, mafuyu feels insecure towards ichika because unlike ichika, she feels as if her lyrics have no genuine meaning to be expressed to other people— despite them being her very real feelings. this is brought up again in her second mixed as well.
in tsukasa's third focus event, something similar happens. when watching seiichi's performance, he thinks that his acting is "real" and feels inferior towards him, which is ironic because tsukasa has been method acting this whole time. when tsukasa is acting out rio or bartlett or really anyone at this point in the story, it's not just those characters— it's a reflection of his traumas.
just like mafuyu, tsukasa undermines his passions he's poured his feelings into because someone else's work is more genuine in his eyes.
now, then, foils have many similarities and parallels (and i could honestly list a lot more), but how i define them is that they usually have some kind of major branching difference that MAKES them foils.
for mafuyu and tsukasa it's pretty straightforward.
mafuyu's people pleasing behavior comes from external expectations and pressures— her mother's demands.
tsukasa's people pleasing behavior comes internally, from himself— if he can't meet his own standards, if he can't be the perfect big brother or the perfect star, then he is nothing.
and even then, there's some overlap.
tsukasa's behavior was indirectly encouraged by his mother praising him for being a "good big brother" over the phone instead of asking him if he was okay while home alone.
mafuyu's terrified to be herself around other people because she doesn't want to worry or bother them— she doesn't want to be a burden— and projects her mother's expectations onto them, not realizing that they would prefer the real mafuyu if they knew the truth.
and the concept of mafukasa being foils is most perfectly and blatantly portrayed in these two cards.
mafuyu, the marionette, sitting limp on the floor— puppeteered by her mother's demands and donning a mask to hide her true self.
tsukasa, the jester, standing above everything else— puppeteering silenced plushies— his feelings. he's not being completely honest with himself, and he doesn't even realize it.
mafuyu has cut her strings and ripped her mask in half. she has acknowledged her true feelings and expressed them to her mother, even if she had to run away in the end.
tsukasa has not yet cut his.
#project sekai#colorful stage#prsk#tsukasa tenma#mafuyu asahina#mafukasa#theres also obvious ones im sure you all know. like how theyre the sole sekai creators#or their designs paralleling eachother (color schemes of their eyes and hair)#or how theyre both connected to the moon and bunnies#and how theyre connected by a piano with a moon design thats only shown up in mafuyus 2nd mixed and tsukasas 2nd mixed... where they had#their first mixed events together#or how they both easily overwork theirselves#or how theyre almost always projecting onto other people as if their experiences are the norm#ex: tsukasa with rui in wonder halloween and mafuyu with niigo in main story#I CAN GO ON ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS AS YOU CAN SEE .#EDIT: HERES SOME MORE THAT I DIDNT REMEMBER AT 12 AM LAST NIGHT#theyre both connected to apples! points at tsukasa in fixer 2dmv and points at mafuyu2#literally all of their vocaloids parallel eachother.#wxs and n25 miku have a childlike sense of curiosity#wxs and n25 rin are based off someone that isnt them for the most part (saki and ena)#wxs and n25 len are both anxious and pessimistic (in island panic... wxs len has a conflicting pov from meiko and wants wxs to just stay in#the sekai instead of being stuck out on an island... which is kinda escapist as hell)#wxs and n25 meiluka have conflicts that are very similar. n25 meiluka represents mafuyus inner conflict between isolating herself and#helping everyone because she didnt know what would be better#and wxs meiluka is the conflict between tsukasas ambition and his fatigue#which is why wxs meiko always acts like wxs luka is a burden whenever she falls asleep— tsukasa himself wont rest#not when he thinks it will burden other people#and wxs and n25 kaito are both driving forces in tsukasa and mafuyu accepting their true feelings#(although tsukasa is kinda not where mafuyu is yet i think you get what i mean)#EDIT: 5/22/24 I CANT ADD ANYMORE TAGS FUCK
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Bruce has 3 1st sons: Dick is the first child he took in/raised, Jason is the first kid he adopted/legally claimed as his own, Damian is his first bio kid/would’ve existed before Jason’s adoption, so could technically be considered the 1st kid that is “legally” his, even if wasn’t aware of his existence yet
#This is just me getting very semantic about it Dick is the first son obviously. But still#If I were Jason I would be like ‘well TECHNICALLY I am the first person he ever legally claimed as his son on paper#*waves the adoption papers*’ just to be annoying. And we know Dick canonically has some complex feelings about the whole#‘Not legally adopted until he was like 22’ thing. That could be a fun argument#Bruce Wayne#Batman#Batfam#dc#Jason Todd#Dick Grayson
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» I love you. That's all.
– Art Heist, Baby! @otrtbs
paintings I referenced here:
Gustav Klimt, Death and Life, 1908-1915 – Regulus' shirt has the same pattern as Death's cloak, James' shirt is patterned like the background of 'Life'
It was life and death, and death was there, on the left side of the canvas, waiting eagerly to pluck any one person from the conglomeration of life and claim them as its own. – chapter 28
Mark Rothko, Untitled (Seagram Murals), 1958 – Regulus bleeding out into the background
And he remembers looking out at the thick red blood on the marble floors and nonsensically, being reminded yet again, of Rothko. – chapter 34
Ivan Konstantinovich Aivazovsky, Gathering Storm, 1899 – Regulus' socks have this pattern
'Hang painting here?' – chapter 37
and here some little details and an alternative bloody version :) look at that snake ring being handed over <33
#art heist baby#jegulus#marauders#marauders fanart#jegulus fanart#jegulus fanfiction#art heist baby!#regulus black#james potter#james x regulus#regulus black fanart#james potter fanart#starchaser#sunseeker#regulus x james#ahb#my art#mine#hp#*#(sorry for all the tags hhhhhh i always feels so awkward about tagging stuff)#anyway!! onto the fun tags!!!!#i know people generally care the most about gathering storm when it comes to ahb but the red rothko!! thats my ahb painting#ive had a red rothko homage i did 8 years ago in school hanging over my bed for forever so i am emotionally even more invested#debated putting in the quotes from chapter 28 about the rothko because i care about them so much!! but objectively chap34 fits better here#and for gathering storm i debated quoting the 'hello again' james greeted the painting like an old friend from chap 22#but i liked the chronological order of the quotes too much#also i hope yall are aware that i cropped the paintings because tumblr made them look weird when they werent all squareish#so go look at the full ones pls if you wanna#my original concept was the death cloak pattern as the background and reg bleeding out into a distorted puddle of rothko
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more than one week i will be gone
translations and img descriptions in alt thing
#kabru is using casual language here even though ik he uses polite language for toshiro in jp#its just that it sounds weird to me for a 22 yo to use ho/po for a 26 year old they're friends with 😭😭 feels losyang eh#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#kabru#namari#yes that thing on the last one is me yes i look like mithrun yes the scars do make it painful to move yes i am growing my hair out#kanal talk namari and kabru taglish truther btw . kanal talk is street talk for ppl who live near open sewers (me) iirc#lets be Real toshiro has to commute 6 hours everyday from his work to home i simply dont believe he owns a car. fuck cars forever#i just KNOW when its 8:50 pm on a saturday that man is BOLTING for the lrt-1 station train after 9 hours of work#namari is also a jeepney driver .im assigning every single commute vehicle to her get on the pedikab girl#to me kabru is that one guy who sat inside an empty jeepney and acted like he was a limo princess#i also have like 3 other drawings but i dont. what this post to get too long as it already is so i'll send those later...
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I might delete this, but shout out feeling real grief about inanimate objects.
#this is very different from what I normally post and#it’s obviously personal. but I am experiencing feelings#and I want to get them out here#my art#anyway this just happened but I’ve lost hope but anyway if you work at a hotel in sc or nc and have recently found a clearly#22 year old stuffed lamb. dm me /j#truly experiencing the griffin McElroy quote about endings except instead of a real person it is a ball of fabric missing a lot of stuffing
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It's such a minor gripe but I hate it when people in fanon content make it so that the giant swelterstone in the Dunes has a habit of dimming/being covered up at night. It just. Feels like it detracts from the whole "ecological disaster" deal if the swelterstone can just be covered up (why not keep it constantly covered in that case? Then monsters can grow greenery in the Dunes and restore it back to the Meadows). And the Underground is supposed to be a stagnant environment (I think Alphys said that there's no real weather in the Underground. Also the Underground is literally underground. Of course it's not gonna experience weather like the Surface). Having a 24-hour "sun" that bakes the land dry and withers crops and throws off everyone's circadian rhythm feels more in line with the whole "hopeless, unchanging Underground" situation than an imitation sun that "rises" and "sets."
#it's stupid but seeing that makes me feel a sort of anger that isn't proportion to the situation.#maybe it's because I've been somewhere where there was a 22-hour sun during the summer and oh god did that throw me off#slept like shit because the sun wouldn't set until around 1 am and then it'd be back in a few hours anyways. the place i was staying#at didn't have blackout curtains. the sun would be shining right in my eyes. it sucked :D#but yeah back on topic: i think it's more interesting to explore the 24-hour fake sun idea than let it set.#maybe nothing can cover up the swelterstone in the sky/break it because most things melt/burn from the intensity of the heat it emits#but it could be made more manageable by breaking it into smaller and less hot pieces with specialized equipment from hotland#but the Dunes are such an isolated place in the Underground/Asgore is so lax on policies that despite the many petitions that#residents of the Dunes sent there's been no proper follow-up. so most people have decided to take matters into their own hands and#try to green up the Dunes and the residents of the Dunes also feel more isolated from/aren't as keen on Asgore because of#his negligence.#i mean. that's just my headcanons on the situation that i spitballed there. fine if you disagree. it's whatever.
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22 is such a weird age bc it’s like . some days i feel grown enough to take out a Mortgage and other days i’m like oh i’m actually the most immature and childish version of myself that i have ever been . what now
#it’s so weird too bc like. i have friends getting Married and having kids while i have never been in a serious relationship#and another friend moving to new york to start her career and people are just so all over the place in life#it’s so wild#it really is like. how can a person know everything at 18 and nothing at 22#etc etc#also i do consistently keep forgetting my age and thinking that i am 23#i Feel 23#i think the last year has just been like. 2 years worth of stuff#anyway!
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On this day, May 22
In 2022: My Chemical Romance performed their fifth show of the 2022-2023 Swarm tour in Milton Keynes, England. At this show, Frank Iero and Gerard Way wore T-shirts with the words “Piss” and “Vinegar”, respectively, and three tally marks were written on the drums. This show was the only show to feature a clip from the Nova “Rat Attack” documentary, played immediately before the show began. (🖤)
Watch the show here!
sᴀʀᴀʜ ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ ʙᴇɴɴᴇᴛᴛ
#tour date#swarm era#may 22#2022#fuckin. piss and vinegar#i hate them actually#and the rat theme that was abruptly discontinued#this show also had gerardboard#and 'these shows feel different from anything we've played before - it feels like somethings happening - it feels ALIVE'#AND#"he's come unglued! that may be the case but i am FREE now.'#what a show truly
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we talked and talked about daniel coming back to redbull and what it means for him but the narrative that redbull had tried to replace daniel for years and failed and the only one who can fill that seat is daniel himself is sooo delicious
#this made me feel iNSANE#i am rocking back and forth#it's 22:21 but i nEED my therapist to pick up his phone RIGHT NOW#anon#asks#the nARRATIVE#FUCKING HELLLLLL
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Happy birthday to me…
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those moles on the back of his neck tho, am i right
#22 kisses meme#this is much softer than i am currently feeling about them which is pretty feral as per usual#but i think about the little moles on the back of roche's neck#and his awful knife cut hairstyle#iorveth x roche#vernon roche's hair#iorveth#vernon roche#witcher 2#my art#kees#this is also from like a year ago#i'm trying#i maked this
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actually genuinely sad about how both awoiaf shows we have both dont choose to do interesting bold things with their fashion (GOT a lot more than HOTD, but still). they both seem so focused on being serious HBO television that they seem afraid of having any whimsical aspects to their costuming, or little effort to create and diversify the fashion shown. Like what are the differences between fashion in different regions of Westeros? How does the fashion develop over the years? It often feels toned down, and in HOTD's case like they are too afraid of retconning anything GOT established or didn't establish to properly build something to make this world feel fuller and less monotone. It's like they are afraid of getting too creative just in case someone might remember that they are watching a fantasy show, as if being a fantasy show is something it should be embarrassed about
#idk i just watched the 22 hour long glidus alt shift x video on jon snow in got that made me realize just how fucked it was in that show#as well as i kinda am dreading that that is what hotd is turning into#were everyone in the end is just wearing stilted ugly black leather montrosities#i feel like the last big interesting/experimental fashion moment in the show was rhaenyra being named heir#they are just so uninterested with even thinking about hair or any medieval hair styling in general and it just feels like wasted potential#ik that nobody except for me cares about this rn but alas#hotd#got#game of thrones#awoiaf#asoiaf#fashion#hotd fashion#got fashion
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Nancy Drew + text posts (25/?)
4.03 || The Danger of the Hopeful Sigil (1/3)
#nancydrewedit#ndcwedit#nancy drew cw#flythesail#scarletslippers#you're in this post! 😊#the danger of the hopeful sigil#nancy drew spoilers#nancy drew text posts#ndcw403textposts#text posts#bethanyactuallyedit#thank you Lindsey for sending me text posts! 😁#(and thanks again Kelsey!!! 💜)#WHAT AN EPISODE it did in fact take me a good 20-22 hours to process it and stop spiraling#but having watched the episode several times now while screencapping I feel I am inoculated to the angst no sigil necessary#I will probably eat those words but whatever BRING IT ON SHOW#I WILL EAT YOUR DELICIOUS ANGST AND ASK FOR MORE and then for dessert will accept everyone being happy and safe*#*safe-ish. they still live in horseshoe bay and they are still who they are 🥰🥹
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