#i am Burnt Out

[jealousjersey]

he’s lookin at the picture of my tits i mailed him guys

[ao3wasntenough]

A Sam witwicky who only manages to stay employed in the government sector (I can never remember which) working with the autobots not because Optimus Prime asked for him to remain beside them but because a former Decepticon inmate named Barricade voluntarily choose to trial a “re engagement” program on the one condition Samuel James witwicky/ladiesman217 to be his handler.

And has thus taken to rescource guarding the human while they both seem to loath each others company.

Barricade seeking to make Sam’s life miserable while also making his own life miserable. “If I die of insanity from all this slag then so do you”

[cabezadeperro]

hi all!

i'm opening prompts again.

we are all going through it right now, and i need a distraction that's low pressure and mindless and doesn't require a lot of brain power.

send me a post (it can be a picture or something else) from my inspiration tag and a ship/character and i'll write something short for you.

if you don't know what to send, i recommend taking a look at my ao3 to see what ships and characters (and fandoms!) i'm interested in lately.

as always, codywan & kenfetti are more than welcome, as well as most cloneships (no dogma & tup ships and no tbb, please!)

[cheesecakeislazy]

I need some inspiration with writing- so- here are some writing prompts I found on the interwebs

The one I highlighted is one I’ve already written- kinda- so choose any to your liking, or make one up that you want me to write! Porn? I’ll do it. Fluff? 100%. Angst? …probably not unless I really want to die. Platonic fics? Sure! Please I just really want to write good shit.

If you want anything specific like a ship, kink, character, or gendered Y/N, please tell me!

When I write I don’t do drafts! I literally go with the flow!

[mahikamihan]

I'm working on a finals SQL database project with 13 tables with 5+ rows of data I have to make up and it's due in 20-23 ish hours? Let's see how tragic this goes 🫠

[vizthedatum]

I think I’m still masking more than I’d like, and I think I can feel how bad it is for me.

The more I unmask, the more I feel the pain and anxiety that comes from masking. I feel it all over my body.

I don’t want to match people’s energies anymore - it’s so tiring and unsustainable. It’s uncomfortable in the worst way. I think it’s internally ableist. It’s so hard to not do this - I can’t always get past the internal thoughts of “I’m too much for this world” and “oh no, I’m nothing” all at the same time.

Sigh.

[djwolfie4812]

Just watching and enjoying the view

[milkywayan]

sad that all my phd achieved is 1) destroy all my confidence in my abilities (although that is 99% the fault of my supervisor), 2) hate academia to a point where hearing about studying/schooling/academia itself gives me anxiety (literally watched a show where a chacater was helping a kid with homework and it gave me an ick), 3) me being completely desinterested in astrophysics, a subject i have dedicated the past 10 years of my life to

[swanprincessodette]

I will get to drafts tomorrow. Been having a busy week! Lemme know if you wanna RP <3 I also use discord for bantering so DM if you want it

[hylianengineer]

Some days I pray that there will be a power outage at the lab so I don't have to go to work. This would cause many problems for many people, but I want to stay home and take a nap. I'm so fucking tired.

[faerociousbeast]

im gonna be so real i am so fucking tired

[aliceonsaturn]

Trying to be organized, maintain interest, be social and take care of myself at the same time drains me.

[scribbyizhere]

my ass did NOT study. get that after test evaluation AWAY.

[cheesecakeislazy]

An Empty Page

Minor TW: Vomit, Suicidal Thoughts

I stare at my page, blank and empty.

I stare at my page, unchanged yet ideas are plenty.

I stare at my page, the clock has surely passed twenty.

My pen won’t move, neither does my brain.

The itch hurts so much, it feels as if I am in pain.

Despite the weather, there is no such idea inspired by the rain.

My stomach churns, anxiety runs through me and leaves a stain.

Quite the mess I made, quite the mess I am.

Everything brings me closer to falling to the ground with a slam.

Vomit reeks of nothing but acid and an old flame.

Everything I do should put me to a guillotines blade.

[muuurder]

Just like homestuck, my intense hyperfixation on Naruto shippiden (specifically the akatsuki, even more niche nagato uzumaki) re-manifests itself and forces it’s way into my brain for an indeterminate amount of time.

In other news, I’m making an akatsuki au that is cyberpunk and my oc basically is just I see your ninjutsu but I have a Glock and iLL USE IT (they won’t. They’ll actually cry if they do. Last weapon of its kind in existence due to things i wish America would do for themselves ie. Outlawing, confiscating, and melting down firearms and confiscating all schematics)

Will I make art for it? To be determined.

[eastofoktober]

made the mistake of banking on ‘everything will be calm job-wise once the election is over’, only for my manager to go ‘well, actually here are 50-hundred more things that will need to be done post election and also i don’t know if we’re hiring you for 2025 yet 🙂’

(and my manager is also gearing up to be ooo for 4 weeks which leaves me as a backup for any potential data needs of which……🙃)