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neerons · 4 months

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I hope you don't mind me answering you in the Ask section 😅 I find it easier this way, and I think our discussion can be interesting for other fans of MK!

I could be wrong, but from what I remember, Kazuomi already checked his birth certificate and it was written that his "mother" was his birth mother. However, like he said, his father might have falsified the document. So in the end he couldn't know the truth.

Kazuomi never trusted his father, and I kinda understand, because from what we saw, his father was a shady man, a red flag and a bad husband. Also, can we really call him a father when he didn't fulfill his role as one? No wonder Kazuomi didn't like him 😅

Besides, we know that Kazuomi said he doubted that his "mother" was his real mother because he didn't look like her at all. He is a copy of his father, and thanks god it's only the looks, not the personality 🙏

By the way, my first reaction to this information was : "Kazuomi... You know, in fiction it's quite common to see a son who is the spitting image of his dad. So your mother might really be your mom. You don't have to look like your mom for her to be your birth mother. You want an example? Eisuke's genes are so dominant that his 3 sons look exactly like him lol. I know that your father had many mistresses, so I understand your concern, but still..." In the future, if Kazuomi and the MC have a son who look exactly like him, I hope he won't doubt that the MC is the mother of his child 😂

More seriously, yes, it seems Kazuomi also felt betrayed by his mother because she was showing him affection, but only because he's the spitting image of his father. In the VIP room, his younger version says that the love he received might have been false love... It's just his assumption, but we can't deny what he was feeling (he was lonely and wasn't feeling loved). Also, I think the possibility that his mother might not be his "real" mother (birth mother) broke his heart even more. It also broke my heart because he deserves love 🥲 Unfortunately, we don't choose our parents, and not everyone is fit to be parents...

Okay now I'm curious, what is your recurrent thought about his past? It doesn't matter if it turns out to not be accurate. We're here to theorise haha.

As always, thank you for your reply ❤️

(I'll send you a DM for Ikemen Prince! I'll write in French because it'll be easier haha)

Hi again, and no worries 🤗

Indeed, he checked his birth certificate and he saw on it that his mother was stated to be his actual birth mother, but knowing his father, Kazuomi expected that he falsified the document so that Kazuomi wouldn't learn the truth.

Yeah, his father was barely there for him, as he mostly cared for his business... And I agree that the genetics in otome games are usually quite strong 🤣 Eisuke's sons, except for maybe Kaito who looks a bit like MC, all look like him. I find it so funny to have a mini army of the LI as if we didn't see his face enough 😂 But it's cute in the end.

Also, I do often see this line in Kazuomi's VIP room yes! I feel really bad for him. I can't imagine how much he suffered from not feeling loved by his own family.

Thank god he had Zack later. He's probably the father he wished he had in the first place, and Zack made Kazuomi grow so much ❤ He is the Kazuomi Shido he is now thanks to him. I can't wait to see how everything will play out next

My theory about Kazuomi's past

[TW: mentions of potential SA]

Okay so this is meant to be taken with a grain of salt because I might be overthinking this. This is also going to mention triggering topics similar to Kei's story so avoid reading this if you're not comfortable.

This is only a possibility among many other possibilities, so in a way I hope I'm wrong and I most probably am.

I'm going to assume in this theory that Kazuomi's mother is not his actual birth mother to make it a bit less horrible. There were many ingredients of the story that made me reach a recipe darker than I would have liked, to be perfectly honest 😅

So, we have a woman who is probably not even Kazuomi's mother, completely head over heels with her husband, Kazuomi's father.

Sadly, her husband has many mistresses and doesn't "giver her the time of day". He's often out, and when he does come home on rare occasions, he spends time with shady men and still doesn't care about her.

On the other hand, there's Kazuomi, the child her husband (possibly) had with another woman, who looks exactly like her husband. He's young, naive, yearns for attention and consolation, and vulnerable.

Her husband is often away and she has many opportunities to spend time with Kazuomi.

My brain made me reach a potential conclusion that, and I hope it's not true, it's not impossible that this woman used Kazuomi to satisfy her desires since she was longing for her husband.

But then again, my brain sometimes reaches very dark theories so, again, I'm hoping for something different so my heart could be spared. And if I'm honest there are so many other things we could imagine other than this. I feel kind of bad for putting this thought out there 😢

Even if she didn't use him sexually, at least we know she used him as an emotional replacement, so this theory isn't so far from the truth technically speaking.

Anyway, thank you for the ask again!

#ask #voltage inc #love 365 #otome game #voltage #love 365 find your story #masquerade kiss #mk #otome games #voltage otome #kazuomi shido

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shootingstarrfish · 7 months

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Omg hiii I looove oversharing about my blorbos 😋

Anyway Simeon is my favorite guy ever and has been since the beginning I'm completely obsessed with him bc he's literally perfect tell my WHY on gods green earth he's always getting swept under the rug. Why does this man never get any attention and when he does why is he mischaracterized. He's got it all. He's tall and handsome in kind of an ethereal effeminate way, he's sweet and kind but not a pushover, he's one of the most tragic characters in the game, he's the perfect muse for a religious trauma arc, a corruption arc, a "the calm collected one who's always having a good time finally snaps and goes apeshit" arc, I mean come on. Come on. Every time I remember that his main sin is wrath despite him being SO chill and gentle on the outside I want to giggle a little bit. My beautiful princess with identity issues and slutty waist I'm so sorry everyone ignores you

Solomon though. I don't remember how I felt about him at first (other than lots of gender envy) but he wasn't a favorite until I came back to the fandom after being absent for ages. Like damn this man is everything. He's so complicated /pos that I cant even articulate why I love him so much but he's so well written (maybe one of the only ones who are written halfway decently) and SO tragic. The way he's so desperately in love with the mc and is forced to watch them go for literally anyone else but would still do anything for them and ask for nothing but a little bit of loyalty in return is scrumptious. Also the way immortality just kinda fucks you up after a while when you're only human. I've been very tempted to put him in a poly ship with my mc and Simeon bc he deserves it but for now he just has to watch from afar as the man he loves endlessly makes out with his best friend that he also kinda sorta has a little crush on bc making the gays suffer brings me copious amounts of joy. He's also the "always totally calm and collected no matter what but actually has really strong feelings that he works to keep in check" type like Simeon and I love that for him. One of the fics I'm reading has him once become so panicked over the MC's wellbeing that he completely loses his composure. Yelling, trembling, the whole nine yards and it was fucking glorious, I love seeing characters like him break.

Also I have to talk a little about Lucifer. He's not generally a favorite but I just think it's funny how I went from hating his guts bc I thought he was an asshole to to liking him a lot bc I have a weak spot for big brother characters. He loves his family so so so much and just has trouble showing it properly!! He's still an asshole and an uptight prick but I like that about him now. My mc had the same development with him as I did, he went from "I hate this motherfucker I wanna kill him also he kinda scares me" to "this is my big brother we are holding hands :)" in the span of like a year and a half and it's really funny. Lucifer thought he was finally getting a sensible housemate and friend but ended up getting another insufferable, headache indicung little brother figure instead. Also I kinda have a non canon ship between him and my MC's father bc the idea is SO funny but also a little cute bc they compliment each other real well. My mc would become homophobic so fast if he found out and thinking about it is incredibly entertaining

thank u for oversharing teehee <333

the side characters are sooo fun and interesting i wish so badly that theyd get to be ever so slightly less on the side :,D

the dynamic between your mc and simeon and solomon PAIN UGH i love it.. <333 my heart hurts for solo but the yearning.... MMM

and absolutely felt about lucifer, i wish i could hate him and leave it at that but he makes it so hard. i have such a complicated relationship with this man but i cant bring myself to genuinely hate him hahaha

#ask box #obey me simeon #obey me solomon #obey me

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hackerqueen · 2 years

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L.E.S.

pairing: Jakexfem!MC

summary: It was supposed to be a normal night in Aurora, but too many drinks, an argument, jealousy and lust changed everything.

warnings: sexual content, light sub!Jake, dom!MC, very possessive MC, lot of cursing

words: 4k

author's note: i don't like it very much, share your opinion in the comment🙏 i was inspired to write by the song les childish gambino, hence the title. enjoy reading!

After many months of continuous and exhausting fight for Jake's freedom, we finally succeeded. Of course, it wasn't perfect, it's rather normal, I knew perfectly well that life with him would not be stable or normal, but I was happy. After many days of destructive storm, there was a clearing up and a few rays of warm sun. We saw a light at the end of our road that I traveled with him. Hand in hand.

Jake agreed to a deal with the FBI. He was one of the best hackers in the world, and they needed someone like him. Especially now that they were chasing a gang of cybercriminals who were also human traffickers. Jake only because of me, for which I was eternally grateful. Finally, I could go to sleep normally and not be afraid if he was still alive or had already been captured and killed for stealing state secrets.

Well, it was even better. We moved in together in Duskwood a few days ago so Jake could catch up with his sisters. I wasn't against it either - after all, I had new friends here. Jessy, Dan, and Lilly have become more important to me than I thought they would become. Hannah and I were just getting to know each other, but I saw a mirror image of Jake in her. They were both rather quiet in the crowd, and it's only when you get to know them better that you see their funny and sociable side. Thomas and Cleo remained a walking mystery to me. During the Hannah investigation, I noticed how Cleo behaved around Thomas. She was always by his side, always wanted to accompany him, always gave him a sweet smile whenever needed. It was quite suspicious, especially since after finding Hannah it was still the same. When Hannah was in the hospital, Cleo was the first to help Thomas with something around the house and so on. I thought it was probably just their habit, after all, she wouldn't betray her best friend? Thomas didn't seem like the type to cheat on his missing girlfriend either, so I always pushed those thoughts as far away as possible.

But the situation changed dramatically. These were no longer just sick guesses during the investigation bout people I only knew on the phone. No. This time we were all together, surrounded by loud music, sitting at one of the tables in Aurora, celebrating the engagement of Hannah and Thomas. And this time my thoughts did not revolve around them, but around the black-haired man sitting across from me.

It started from the moment I entered the club. Cleo greeted Jake - nicer than usual. I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, we were all friends, and I was glad to see Jake opening up to them more and more. That's when I let go of his hand because Jessy was waving at me at the bar, so I whispered to my boyfriend to take our seats at the table and that I'd be right back. I was surprised when I came back together with the redhead, and Jake was sitting quite tense between Cleo and Dan, and two seats were left only with Lilly. But I brushed it aside, because we were all friends, right?

I didn't really shake it up. I promise! I got into an interesting conversation with Jessy, Lilly and Hannah about her engagement ring, forgetting about Cleo's strange greeting. But I got suspicious when she started talking to him at the table where I was also sitting. We never officially announced to them that we are together, but it was clear and transparent? We moved in together in Duskwood - that must have put her on that track.

– Jake, would you pass me that sauce? – she asked, her lips stretched into a sweet smile. No wonder, right? But I was sitting closest to the sauce, so why couldn't she ask me? Jake nodded and handed her the sauce, and was soon talking to Dan about something. From hate to friendship, huh? At this table sat two pieces of evidence that separated them by a fine line: Me and Lilly, and the men just mentioned.

I clenched my jaw all evening and didn't say anything stupid, nothing that would ruin night that belonged to Hannah and Thomas. I ignored all her smiles, winks, and leaning in so that her tits were level with his eyes. But the moment she walked with the glass and her hand accidentally slipped onto his black shirt turned the cup of bitterness.

– Oh God, I'm sorry! I didn't want to stain your shirt. – she stuttered quickly, her hands touching the spots on his chest. They've been there too long. Much too long than just checking how big the stain is.

Maybe I was a little jealous.

Touch him again and you're dead.

I must admit I am a little possessive.

Very possessive.

– Nothing happened. – Jake mumbled quickly, but Cleo was still apologizing to him. – Really, Cleo is nothing. Just a stain, it'll dry soon. – he said grabbing her shoulders to calm her down

I felt my blood start to boil and I wondered if that was what Jake felt when Phil leaned against me?

But she touched him. And he touched her, and apparently he has no problem with it. Then he looked at me and smiled softly, and I realized that I hadn't spoken to him since arriving here. Cleo must have kept him busy.

– Jake, we should wash your shirt to make sure you don't leave a stain. – I heard Cleo's comment, which immediately sobered me up. What the fuck?

– I'll fix it. – I said quickly and gave her the most believable smile. I don't know if I succeeded because I felt it came out more like a grimace. The black-haired hacker nodded and followed me, and I followed the direction known only to myself.

Jake caught up with me and grabbed my hand

– Wait, where are you going? – he asked not knowing what was going on. – These are the bathrooms for the staff.

I smiled enticingly as understanding flooded his body. He opened his eyes wide and I grabbed the collar of his shirt and dragged him into the empty toilet. There was no one in it, so I locked the door, and then without thinking I bit into the hacker's mouth with as much force as I don't think I've ever had before. I was hungry for his touch, and the taste of tequila on his lips made me even thirstier. I pinned him against the wall, deepening the kiss, now tasting the different flavors of the drinks on his tongue. He fought for dominance in the kiss, but quickly gave up feeling my determination. I wanted to remind him who he was in a relationship with and who he belonged to. His hands roamed my back and finally reached my hips, which he squeezed tightly. I moaned right into his lips, undoing the first buttons of his black shirt. All evening I had to keep my mind from tearing his beautiful clothes, which made him look damn good.

– MC, what's come over you? He mumbled between kisses against my swollen lips

– You just look like a Greek God today – I croaked avoiding his gaze, but the boy didn't believe me – Okay, okay! I just don't like it when some other girl.. filrts with you?

Jake's eyes widened in question. I snorted in response.

– Don't pretend you didn't see it either. Cleo has been sticking to you since we got here. – I swallowed hard

Jake raised his eyebrows

– You were jealous of Cleo?

I didn't answer, biting the inside of my cheek. Damn, that's more embarrassing than I thought.

– You are jealous. – His tone made it clear that he was pleased with the state I was in, but there was also a note of surprise in it.

I sighed heavily, then one of my hands moved to his hair, which I lightly tugged, and the other to his throat. I tightened my grip slightly, and my wet lips began to trail kisses down his jaw and the side of his neck. I felt his heart beating faster and his hands tightened on my hips. Soon all that could be heard in the bathroom was muffled club music and his heavy breathing. After a moment, I kissed him deep on the mouth again before breaking the kiss.

– I'm not the jealous type, but what's mine is mine. – I whispered, tightening my hand on his throat a little more. I could feel his rapid pulse under my fingers. At that point, I wasn't surprised why he was always the one taking control of the bed matters. The feeling of domination was damn nice and addictive. Jake was the type of person who had to keep things under control. Every little detail. – It pisses me off when someone tries their luck with my puppy.

I said the last sentence half jokingly, half seriously - I wanted to prove to the hacker that he wasn't the only one who was a master at coming up with nicknames in situations like this. I heard his muffled chuckle, then quickly turned me around, pinning me against the wall. His lips attacked my neck and a soft moan escaped my lips. I felt his erection against my lower belly, and I couldn't help but smile. I was glad that he liked me in a different version than the one he was used to.

I pushed him away a little and he gave me a hazy look and I just smiled at him.

- I want a ride. – I bit my lip and started pushing him towards the toilet so he could sit down

Startled, he sat down and I straddled him, slowly rolling up my dress. He watched me with wet, swollen lips and drooping eyelids.God, I was ready to kill for this view.

– How do you feel about what we're going to do here? In a public restroom where anyone with a key could find us? – I whispered sensually into his ear as I tried to undo his fly

– Like a criminal. – he replied, breathing heavily. – It's more tempting than stealing state secrets.

I laughed darkly and was about to take off his boxers when we heard a loud knock. I jumped off the boy, and he was visibly flushed in the rush to zip up his fly and shirt. Well, he couldn't hide the red spots on his neck from my kisses or my rapid breathing like I did. I hastily smoothed my dress, then opened the door, ready for a reprimand from some employee. To my surprise, none other than Cleo was standing there. I closed my eyes for five seconds, letting out an angry, shaky breath, and she giggled.

– I think you've got the wrong bathroom, MC. – she said, and I looked at her with dubious faith in her intelligence. – And you were gone so long that I thought something had happened.

My patience is over. If she didn't understand any subtle signs, I had to explain it to her face. She went too far and I was able to stand up for myself.

She passed Jake and I saw that she was barely standing. She really was experiencing the engagement more than I thought. I asked my boyfriend to leave because I was going to explain to her how things were.

She smiled at me, but not as charmingly as at the black-haired girl. I smiled back and walked over to the nearby sink to wash my hands.

– It's pretty hot in there, isn't it? – she asked, trying to make some sort of conversation

I could break her nose right now if I wanted to. Or her jaw? Or would her hand be in better shape so that she could no longer touch any taken man?

MC get over yourself!

– Yes, quite. – I replied by turning off the tap and reaching for the paper. – Listen, do you like Jake?

The question came out of my mouth before I even planned to ask it. Damn, do I always have to talk first and think later?

– W-what kind of question is that? - She replied confused, trying to hide her nervousness. I shrugged, tossing the wet paper into the wastebasket.

– You know.. he is devilishly smart, he has exceptional abilities. – I began to exchange innocently, still maintaining a friendly tone of voice. I started to approach her and when I was less than half a meter away I added – And he's so handsome.

Cleo blushed and her eyes widened.

– Come on, Cleo, go ahead. – I gave her a friendly laugh and it was probably one of the most fake smiles in my entire life. I was pissed off that I only enjoyed Jake for a few days, and someone else was already trying their luck. – You weren't as discreet as you thought.

– Um, well he's alright. – she replied avoiding eye contact and my smile disappeared.

– So what the fuck you want from him? You want to fuck him? – I asked, losing my wits and patience. Cleo looked at me, and I saw how her expression was overcome by anger

– Watch your words, MC. – She threatened me and I snorted – You have such big complexes that you are afraid that Jake will cheat on you? Or maybe you see that you are not enough for him?

My lips parted slightly in disbelief at her words. Was it her thoughts for a long time, or was it just the result of her weak head for the drinks she had here? I can't remember the last time I was this fucking furious. She thought she was better for Jake?

– Who the fuck do you think you're talking to? – I asked loudly and with the fury that had been gathering in me since arriving here. – What the fuck you think you're doing? You think you're better because you're hitting on taken men? When one gets engaged to your friend, you go on to the next one? – I let out a mocking, dry laugh. –You know what I can give you. Keep your shitty nose out of other people relationships. Especially mine.

When she didn't answer, I moved even closer and said in her ear, emphasized every word.

– Get your filthy hands from my man.

Then I left it there, walking out and heading towards the table where my friends were sitting.

– We have to go. – I said, feigning a contrite and sad expression on my face, and Jake visibly swallowed, still flushed. – We'll call you and see you soon.

We said goodbye and congratulated Hannah and Thomas one last time on their engagement. Cleo didn't come until we left, which I took as my little victory.

* * *

I smiled at the sight of the hacker lying naked in our bed. He was breathing hard, and all the words he wanted to say to me died in his throat when he saw me in my underwear. Especially for this occasion, I wore a black, lace set for him, which was quite translucent, because it consisted mainly of mesh and a few stripes. I approached the corner of the bed, tilting my head slightly.

– Well.. How do you like it? – I asked, referring to our first conversation, to which he responded with a soft laugh

– I don't know what you mean. – he feigned thought, quoting my first words to him

I clucked in displeasure, then sat down in the armchair next to the bed, still watching him closely.

– You're quite saucy for the adorable puppy that you are. – I said, biting the inside of my cheek as I thought about the punishment for the disobedient boy

– If I am your adorable puppy do I get any puppy privileges? – he sneered, trying to hide his excitement under a mask of laughter, but I could see his body language that almost begged for it

– I do not think so. Only good puppies get privileges, you deserve only punishment. – I replied with a small smirk on my lips. Jake fell silent, still staring straight into my eyes. – Damn, I have so many ideas, but I can't decide on one.

Hacker gave me a questioning look, and I began to speak, modulating my voice slightly to sound more attractive.

– I could get naked and grind on your dick, watching as you squirm underneath me, every inch of dominance leaving you as you fully succumb to me, begging to put you inside of me. – I started slowly, seeing every little reaction from him to my words. His chest began to heave faster and more often, and his cock hardened even more.

– Or – I smiled – I could stay in that chair and make you watch me pleasure myself. You would hear my every moan, and all you could do was beg for mercy, to let me touch you. – I looked down at my red nails as a soft moan escaped his lips

– Or

– N-no – he purred

– Or I could do absolutely nothing but tell you all the dirty things I want to do with you right now. You don't even know how hot you are when you're whimpering and fighting for control over yourself and your desires.

– MC..

– Mm? – I clucked in displeasure at his words. – Where are your manners?

– P-please. – he stuttered, his cock twitching. I continued to stare at him expectantly until he finally understood. – Please m'am.

I licked my lips contentedly, then my hands began to roam my body. His whimpers were incredibly hot. I touched my breasts lightly, finally pushing aside the fabric of my lace panties and touching my wetness. I moaned softly, circling over my clit, feeling his eyes all over my body. He couldn't touch himself, he was doomed to watch me enjoy myself. My movements got faster and faster and my moans got louder. I opened my eyes and saw Jake staring at me with such adoration and reverence that I had never seen in anyone else. I groan at the mere sight of him, and his head tilted back in convulsions of pleasurable pain.

– Please what? – I asked, breathing heavily but slowing my hand movements, regaining control

– Let me touch you. – he whined – God, please let me touch you.

I smiled indulgently, then got up from the chair and approached the desperate man. I climbed on top of him, straddling his hips. I immediately felt his hard erection which made me snarl loudly. I leaned down, placing my hand on the back of his hair to pull his head back hard. He hissed in a slight pain, and I started to plant wet kisses all the way down his throat, sucking on his most sensitive spot, which made a whimper crawl out of his throat. His hands tightened on my hips, which he began to move to get any friction. Our wet lips met again in a hungry, needy, passionate kiss. Our moans mingled to form one common rhythm.

I pulled away from his mouth and started to move my lips lower and lower, kissing his shoulders, collarbones, nicely defined muscles of his stomach. I looked up, making contact with the hacker, who looked so beautiful at that moment that I wanted to cry. I wanted to shout to the whole world that this beautiful and breathtaking man was mine. He was illuminated only by streaks of moon that streamed through the window, enhancing its otherworldly appearance. The young hacker was mesmerizing. His jet-black, now very messy hair, his godly face, his prominent clavicles, slight muscles of his arms and stomach, and the paleness of his skin. God, only you knew how delighted and lost I was in him.

I licked my lips and kissed the tip of his dick without taking my eyes off him. His lips parted and even heavier breaths came out.

– You are so beautiful – I mumbled, sending a vibration along his dick. – My pretty hackerboy.

I saw his cheeks blush, which made my heart beat even faster.

I teased the head of his cock a bit with the tip of my tongue, and as I licked the entire length of it before closing it in my mouth, I heard him curse loudly and groan.

– Oh, fuck.

I started out calmly to tease him a little more, but soon I sped up my movements, experimenting harder and moving my head faster. Jake wasn't afraid to show his pleasure, which made him even more attractive. His loud and desperate moans left me completely soaked. I felt that the boy was close to orgasm, so I stopped what I was doing and lifted my head. He looked at me with slight annoyance that I had ruined his orgasm and I gave him an innocent smirk.

– Doesn't feel so great, does it? – I asked before straddling his hips again. – Open your mouth for me.

Jake complied obediently, opening his mouth and I inserted two fingers, which he eagerly began to suck gently. I hummed contentedly, lifted my hips slightly, and started teasing him with my entrance. A muffled moan escaped his lips, and I slowly, unhurriedly lowered myself to him, feeling his length stretching me out. I groaned in delight, pulling my fingers from his mouth.Jake's eyes rolled to the back of his head.

– Fuck, MC y-you feel so good. – he gasped

– Mmm, like that? – I teased – So, I guess I can continue?

– Yes. – he barely breathed, and my hand grabbed his jaw, forcing him to look at me. –Please MC. – he begged, and I felt the satisfaction of power coursing through my body

I rode him passionately, and waves of pleasure flowed through my body, bringing me closer to fulfillment. His hands were on my hips and assisted my movements, our lips connected in hot kisses every now and then and faded away in moans and the sound of our bodies bouncing. At one point, Jake rose slightly, catching me in a tight hug, his hands landing on my back. I wrapped my thighs tighter around his hips, tugging hard on the ends of his hair.

– Tell me who you belong to. – I breathed heavily into his mouth

– I'm yours and yours only. – he replied immediately, his words bringing me to orgasm, which I accepted with a loud and desperate yelp that was practically a scream. – Oh, fuck! – hacker cried as I tightened on him

– I've got my eyes only on you. – he added in a hoarse whisper prolonging my high.

With those words, I felt that he came, filling me with his cum. His eyes rolled back once more, and from his mouth came the most sinful groan I've ever had the pleasure of hearing.

It took us a few moments to calm down and control the mercilessly fast beating of our hearts. We were still in the same position, I was sitting on him, he was soothingly drawing circles on my back and I was whispering words of praise to him like "you have done very well for me", "you were amazing" and a few others that even I didn't register. Jake was flushed and very flattered by my praise, which melted my heart. This man was so unaccustomed to compliments that I decided I had to change that. Especially now when we started living together in our home.

Finally, exhausted, we lay down, lying on each other's sides so that we could see each other's faces. Jake gently smoothed a strand of my hair. Suddenly I felt the urge to cry. Damn, what if Cleo was right about me not deserving of him?

– Everything's all right? – he asked quietly, and I bit the inside of my cheek. We both agreed that if we wanted to have a healthy relationship, we had to communicate with each other. Shit, I was the one who said it, so I couldn't be a hypocrite now.

– I'm sorry if I ruined your evening. – I whispered. – You probably wanted to stay with Hannah, and I made a jealous scene..

– Stop. – he interrupted me. – Believe me, I much prefer an evening in our bed than in Aurora. And wow, I've never seen you like this.

I chuckled a little and gave him a slightly provocative look.

– Yes? And how did you like it?

– It's terrifying, but... – he leaned in and started kissing my neck. – You've never been hotter. You don't even know how power and demanding suits you.

I exhaled hotly, and his lips traveled to the place under my ear.

– You don't have to worry about Cleo or anyone else. You've got this man wrapped around your finger, MC. – he whispered, and the hoarse tone of his voice filled with love, lust and reverence made my skin crawl – You are the most fascinating person I have ever laid my eyes on. No other woman compare to you, MC. You said I look like a Greek God? Well you are Aphrodite in the flesh.

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night-market-if · 1 year

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Hi there !

I just came here to say that I read the entirety of the Night Market yesterday. Before my final exam. Instead of studying. A wonderful decision, really.

More seriously, I need to say this : this. This is a work of art. This shook me to my core. The way you describe everything is wonderful. And the story. The characters. Oh my god the world you created is so full and complex and you can see so much of your love for it through the writing, and it's not a perfect world, nowhere near it, but the characters in this world care and it's enough. The main cast, no, everyone really, is so human. So likable (except some obvious villains, whom are still incredibly interesting in their motivations, and also their madness the Lord of Dolls is an incredible example of this), so full of mistakes, with backstories so complex and unique, and I want to hug them because they need it but also slap some of them because they're so dumb *cough* Milo *cough*, which, I think, shows a lot about how well written a character is.

Now, onto the spoilers and the last chapters. I'm screaming. So so so not okay right now. I swear I ended the last chapter, read the last word, and went "how the fuck am I supposed to go to my exam tomorrow and be normal about this ???". Like. The way each plot twist was for me unexpected but shed light on so much stuff. Like, wow. Every bit that I was like "oh wait that's genius". One thing, even. In one chapter, when MC says to Milo "I hate them. The one who brought me there." and Milo had a strange reaction I said "oh imagine if he's the one who brought us there haha that would be fun". Let me tell you I wasn't laughing later on in chapter 11 after discovering that this funny thought, fastly forgotten because hey, I was never great at theories, this funny thought WAS THE GOOD ONE.

You are so so so so so so talented and I love your universe and everything and I'm destroyed in the best way possible and you gave me so much motivation about working on my own book and I will buy it I will buy the full game I will buy every one of your games just take my money. This is incredible. You are incredible.

Thank you so much for Night Market. I will read it again (because I don't have anymore exam ha). And sorry for the long rant, but I really needed to share how much I loved your if, and your writing ! Also sorry if any of this sounds strange, english isn't my first language !

With that, I hope you have a nice day/evening/night ! Take care of yourself !

I hope your exams went amazing!!! I do not miss those years. LOL

First off, thank you thank you thank you! The gushing was what I needed to sign on to. I always get so excited when readers get what I've been trying to convey. These flawed characters, all of which have lives and a past, are so very important to me. I know the typical way to do things is to write a story revolving around the MC but I would much rather write a story where MC goes and just experiences the world and the people in it.

As for being fooled by Milo, someone on discord put it great. You are blind to the ones you love. The truth of Milo has been laid out for some time. From chapter one, really. But, it was hard to see because of the kind of person he is. I am so excited to explore that in book 2.

Thank you for spending the time to write all this out. It has filled me with all the warm love. :)

And as for the Dollmaker? He will be a "villain" we will be seeing more of.

#the night market #answering your asks #interactive fiction #twine fic #the ro's #world building

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hellcatinnc · 10 months

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Radiant Tale Otome Review

Includes Spoilers and its only based on the base game.

This is my review of all the love interests and ones that should be in the game Radiant Tale. I have been wanting to get this out for months because I burned through it back in July just never did Vilios and still have yet to even though he is hot he didn't keep my attention enough. However when I do I will write a review for him. They are in order until you get to Lian because him and the rest after weren't romancable in the first game I didn't include them in the top guys in this game so as you can see Pascahalia and Zafora were my top boys,

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Oh my god not even 5 minutes into talking to him and I can't see why she doesn't just fall in love with him. Yes he is kind of weird at times with talking to the spirits but after awhile its just cute and grows on you. Like every time I spent time with him I enjoyed every conversation and the sweet things he would say about always being there for you and wanting to be there to protect you. This man honestly surprised me but its such a sweet surprise. Sometimes he is almost as innocent as a child but oh so sweet. Even the first moment he leaned in for what he called his first kiss and said the words I love you even though was supposed to be for stage I felt in that moment he felt what love was just was still unsure since he had never been in it before.

As the story went on it was so easy to fall in love with his character he was so innocent and saw the world so differently it was honestly refreshing to see the child like in him. Then when he almost dies I was in tears it touched me he had never really lived outside of being sick and yet he still felt low of himself that he didn't deserve happiness or love those were the only things that really got on my nerves because here you were seeing this man with such a tender heart for everyone yet the same man didn't want to push to live to inconvenience others he loved and turned down a woman who confessed how she felt because he felt he knew what she needed.

I was happy that he realized his love was so strong in the end and made the right choice to give up everything for his love. I also loved that he was there to cherish and make her happy every day of her life. His surprise wedding made me smile so big this man was more romantic than I imagined for someone who said he knew nothing of love before this day however he was faithful to the words of the vows you learn that early on. He had a lot of demons to fight within himself being afraid he just wasn't good enough and fearing death everyday but once he finally let the walls down he gave her the greatest love in return.

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Zafora

Ok first off this man screams Tsundere the moment you meet him. That being said he is funny at how blunt he can be but I'm sure thats because I sometimes find humor in Tsunderes putting people down well all but the MC. Anyways that being said the way he will stand up for feys when they need help and how dominate he comes off is down right freaking sexy. Just wow this man grows on you so fast and the first moment he goes out of his way to save your life by jumping in the water just wow and damn can I say he looks so sexy wet. That moment when he puts the mcs hair up in a barrette omg that was such an intimate moment I wanted to scream at how sweet he was being and how gentle.

The moment you get to see him so tired he falls asleep at the table oh my so vulnerable. I can't believe how fast I felt myself falling in love with this character and the funny thing is he is the one I thought I would like the least cause I'm afraid of clowns however not this one. The way he gets mad at anybody and everybody if he thinks they have brought harm to you it warms my heart like seriously a man who has shut his heart off til now and you can tell when he loves its fiercely and he will do anything for that person even our wonderful MC.

After finishing his story I'm so in love with this man like seriously he is shy when it comes to telling someone he loves them and will come up with cute excuses to get near that person. Even his Tsundere part of him seeping through at times but his end scene where he says word for word "I will use you as much as I please" like seriously that could be taken so many ways... for gods sake Zafora my heart can't take much more. He is so much of the kinda guy I like anyways tsundere as well as a big shy and bashful around a woman he loves but also romantic in things he does and says this man has topped my list. This man is my sweet sweet Zaffy!

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Vilio

He is sexy but oh does he not always come off the smartest however I feel like before he is put in the category of being a himbo that I feel like his age plays a big apart at only 17 he is upbeat and naïve more than anything and doesn't really know the ways of the world that doesn't make him stupid just makes him closed off and needing to learn. However just in the time you see him with the group you see him grow and become more well rounded. I have yet to get through his story so I will do a separate review when I do because he really is a slow burn for me so stay tuned for the review.

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Radie

I honestly was a bit annoyed at first by one he sounds so squeaky and then to find out he had been hiding that he could change from you I felt he was betraying the home he had. Well until he explained if he had told her sooner she would have been like 12 yrs old then I made sense. However the first cute moment they have and he blushes I was in awe with how adorable he is. Then his comment that she shouldn't be scared of him in human form because they had already lived like husband and wife up until then. I feel like was a slip of his tongue as was hers the moment she admitted how handsome he was.

On his route he annoyed me fast with his bullshit parent act. I mean he treated her like a little kid for so damn long and it was more annoying when she confessed her love and he kept acting like nope not true you can't your not grown up enough. Yet he threw a fit when Liyan was almost gonna kiss her. Of course I love my sweet Liyan but I know this story was about Radie. That being said when her parents were brought back and he decided to walk away from her since he felt she didn't need him anymore pissed me off even more. Its like all these years her love meant nothing at that point all because he didn't feel he was worthy of her in that way. You find out he is a doll but yet it never changed he cared so that was just an excuse like my sweet Zaffy and Vilio tell him at one point. He chooses to do a stupid move to lose his memories and walks around with a blank mind.

Its funny thought this Radie I liked more for awhile because as he remembered her little by little he took what he knew about the old Radie only wanting her as family and connected with the way he started to feel about her. He is the reason all the feelings came to the surface and he realized he was in love with her for more than family. Its funny after everything though and he got all of the memories back it took her confronting him on all those feelings because he was a coward about saying anything. When he finally did it ended so sweet with them kissing and him confessing everything. I liked Radie by the end of it all and it was a good story just think he pissed me off as much as he did the Mc with all the hot and cold I'm just glad it ended with him understanding he could lose her if he didn't lock that shit in as Liyan liked to say to him "Do it before your a old geezer and die".

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Ion

He has a pretty sad backstory but all in all he is very loyal to the people he loves. He loves to cook and show his connections with people through it. He has learned to be able to make people smile doin always mean he needs to do it violently. He is a very in depth character that makes you feel strongly for him. However when you actually start his romantic route I found he was left dull and boring through most of it. There was more fighting and killing in this route and it just took me forever to get through it and I know I skipped alot of it because it was easier than just falling asleep while trying to play.

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Liyan

The moment I saw this man I was sold like seriously he is so damn sexy, I swear its the purple hair I have a thing for. However he is flirty too which I love and I can't understand how the MC has not dated this man before now what the hell is wrong with her. Not even 5 minutes of his sweet words and I was his...

The role he had in Radie's story urked me he almost kissed her!!! like my heart dropped and then they blew it off matter of fact she blew it off. Its like are you kidding me his lips were right there anyone else would have just let him kiss you or met his lips one sighs... my heart can't take much more of not having Liyan to myself.

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Jinnia

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Avi

his guy even though he is a bad guy he is hot. I wouldn't mind having a romanceable option for him however when he is in Ion's route so much it becomes a bit boring.

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#otome #gaming #radiant tale #radiant tale zafora #radiant tale liyan #liyan #zafora #paschalia #Ion #Jinnia #Avi #vilio #radie #review #reviews

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Hey!

I've seen a few another asks about MC and honestly, it's so interesting to see others characters. I guess that's one of the reasons why I love Obey, you can create OC, who's can be anyone, well maybe except a God?? I just don't know how that would be work lol

I have two angels, Gabriel and Agrael. Gabriel, Lucy and Michael I hc as triplet. Agrael his younger sister, who was the one who killed Lilith, and well, Gabe do everything he can to keep it as secret. He's loves Lucifer and Michael with Agrael more than others brothers, and was against the war, but at the end decided to let Lucy go, bc he doesn't have a choice, but trying to be neutral as much as he can. Agrael was just obedient soldier and wasn't bothered by brothers rebellion and just fight. Asmo fell in love with her, but she's didn't love him and attacked without resist, which hurt him a lot lol

Her only friend was Mammon, but it's didn't stop her from fight. But also she's didn't saw brothers as enemy. Has a human lover, but nobody knows who is it. She's usually disappears in human world, and Gabe cover for her, bc he's soft for his sister too much lol

Also there's two sorcerers. Crowley, who's father of my MC, famous merchant of the three worlds, who can find anything you want, except knowledge that he has a daughter lol

He's funny guy and tried very hard to reconnect with his daughter, but Anders prefer to punch him and not talking. He's not old as Sol, but still old and keep himself from aging with magic artefacts. He's probably slept with Asmo and I always laughed when thinking about it

And Alastair, who's wanted to be Solomon's apprentice, but well, Anders was the chosen one. He's taking that as insult, bc he's more knowledgeable and powerful, and now hate Anders and wished to kill her, and tried a few times lol

Do you have another characters? I would like to read about them too!

Hello again!

Yes, I really love to hear about everybody's MCs and OCs!! They're so interesting, it's so fun to see what people have come up with! Especially since I feel like there is so much space for such things in Obey Me. They really left a lot of stuff unexplained and there are three whole worlds that we can fill in with our own characters!

Okay, I kinda feel like the only way you could have a character who was a god would be if it was like somehow a rival to the "Father" character from the Celestial Realm. I kinda think it'd be interesting if the Greek gods existed, for instance. Since we have Cerberus, it kinda stands to reason that we'd also have Hades and Zeus and the rest. But you know, maybe they're retired? LOL.

Anyway...

Now that is an interesting concept! I never once thought about who killed Lilith. What a burden to bear! I love Agrael already she sounds amazing! I love that she's now the one with a human lover, even after the war and everything that happened with Lilith! Man love can make you do crazy things! And Gabriel is just trying to be a good big brother!

Crowley and Alastair omg I love them. Crowley sounds great, but I do feel bad for Anders lol. Let her punch him! It would probably be very therapeutic! Alastair is crazy if he thinks Solomon would ever let anyone kill his apprentice, but I'm impressed that he still tried. I get the impression that Anders would be difficult to kill, but he's still gonna try it seems!

Ah well I do have my demon OC Arsenios. And I have some other OCs that show up in his story, but I can't talk about them too much without giving away spoilers for his story. There are a couple of angels and a reaper.

I have a couple more human characters that are related to Ciaran and their story. There's their older sister Fiadh who I am quite fond of. She gets help from both a witch and a sorcerer when Ciaran goes missing and they help her get to the Devildom to find Ciaran.

I do have another demon OC, but I've never talked about her... Her name is Liviana and she's the librarian at RAD. She knows Arrie, but I just created her because I wanted to lol. I really love libraries and I was thinking about demon professors/RAD staff members and I just sorta daydreamed her into existence.

I do have one other reaper OC but she doesn't have a name yet. And she's too involved with one of the other characters from Arrie's story for me to talk about her too much...

OOPS now I have revealed my secret which is that I have a whole STASH of OCs that I never talk about lol.

Anyway, I love hearing about all your characters! Thank you for sharing them with me! 💕

#I kinda feel like once you've created one OC it's hard to stop #they just keep showing up #like hey here's another idea!#or hey here's an OC that needs to exist because of your first OC's story!#but also that second OC has their whole own story!!#and on and on #I love it lol #obey me #obey me oc #obey me mc #sansarawheelvictim #cc mutuals #misc answers

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domokunrainbowkinz · 10 days

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back by unpopular demand: me, with my manhwa posting :)

titles discussed:

the pawn' revenge (18+)

sign (18+)

dawn of the dragon (18+)

cold blooded beast / in cold love (18+, idk why manta and lezhin translated it differently...sidenote I prefer the manta tl, it was more smoothly translated imo)

necromancer survival

red limit (18+)

frenemies: thicker than blood (18+)

dead man's switch (18+)

in the doghouse (18+)

4 week lovers (18+ on lezhin, 15+ on manta)

the pawn's revenge (18+) - i love you crime thrillers i love you damaged manipulative protagonists and i love you ride-or-die ML's who will do anything for love. it's a pretty gritty story about being sold off as a prostitute to the red light district, and what you would do to escape that situation, even if that means teaming up with a kidnapper/serial killer to claw your way to the top. ofc it does develop beyond that, and especially in s3 i am really interested to see how je-oh will go against hee-seo, as well as how he's gonna go about addressing the fact he genuinely loves and cares about seong-rok, despite his better judgment. idk man i just really love je-oh as a character, i want to study him under a microscope. i'm always biased towards manipulative characters who are a little fucked in the head <3 i really liked this one, but i would proceed with caution because there is non-con/dub-con in this one (not between the MC and ML except for 1 instance in s3).

sign (18+) - god this shit was so cute i wanted to explode. it's a pretty low-stakes, feel-good, fluffy read with some pretty good smut. it's about a guy who works part-time at a cafe owned by a deaf person, and their relationship is so OUGH..........god they're so cute, they are so down bad for each other and at the very end i thought to myself "damnb...maybe love IS real.......". i'm not deaf so i can't fully speak on how well the story represents deaf people, but just from an outsider's perspective it doesn't feel like the story treated him as an object of pity nor does it erase his disability, and he also has a lot of agency with regards to his decisions, so he's definintly not depicted as helpless. i do want to say that the plot does dry up a bit in s3 and it mainly focuses on the side couple (which unfortunately i wasn't super interested in), but other than that i HIGHLY recommend this if you're looking for a light read!! i have this bookmarked as a comfort read and it's also one of my faves for now <3

dawn of the dragon (18+) - i'm always a sucker for reincarnation stories and clingy ML's, so this one got me hook line and sinker. the dragon ML is so cute, i want to tuck him in and give him some hot choccy <3 the MC is also such a funny asshole, and his relationship with the ML is such a delight to read. one thing i do wanna say tho is they used the amnesia plot device twice???? once for the ML and another time for the MC, which made me go "ok......but why......???" like idk i don't think it was necessary to give the MC amnesia, it almost just felt like an excuse to go back to the chasing phase rather than have them in an established relationship. just my opinion though eheh 🤪

cold blooded beast / in cold love (18+) - not sure why manta and lezhin translated the title differently, but i will say right now that i think the manta tl is better. for some reason the lezhin tl localized a lot of terms (they changed "imugi" to "basilisk" and "yeoju" to "magic stone (????)") which confused me like just add a tl note, i PROMISE it's not gonna kill you to keep the original terms. it's another reincarnation story involving dragons and tragic pasts and amnesia, and the ML has 2 (two) dicks babey!!!!!!!!!!! i did finish the entire story through a fan tl, and overall it's a pretty standard supernatural romance, i honestly have no strong feelings about this one.

necromancer survival - i read this one a while back and totally forgot about it....anyways i have a BONE to pick with this one, i've seen so many people rave about it but i ended up not liking it and i'm so mad about that!!!!!!!! on the surface it seems like something i'd like, but the way it was executed just made me go "meh.....", and i think a lot of that stems from me just straight up not liking the MC (i know these types of MC's are supposed to elicit a "protect him uwu" instinct from readers but instead he made me go "grow a spine!!!! fight back!!! FIGHT BACK!!!!!!!!!" anyways he made me want to tear my hair out) and the only reason i even finished all the available chapters is because of the ML and his undead squad. a lot of people did say the novel is better and more explicit with the horror and romance, but as of right now i don't think i will read the novel, since again, most of my dislike stems from the way the MC was written. also i felt like the romance just came outta nowhere, like the ML treats the MC like shit and then suddenly develops feelings out of nowhere 🥴

red limit (18+) - i ALSO have a bone to pick with this one, like it could've been so good but then the author had to throw in some UNNECESSARY BULLSHIT in the last 5 chapters that soured the entire ending and side stories for me i was so mad!!!!!!!! like you didn't have to do allat 😭 everything before that was just so beautifully depicted and written, with the way they slowly show the relationship deepening, the way the level of intimacy increases with each interaction, the insecurity, the careful breaking down of walls AUGH....but then for SOME REASON they threw in some half-assed, forced misunderstanding at the end that made me go "HELLO???? WHY???????" i'm so bitter >:( going back to positives though, the art in this is so unique. the use of a grayscale palette with splashes of red is so striking, and i LOVED the use of full colour in certain panels to signify where the MC is at emotionally. i do think this is still a good read, but you'll just have to ignore the Bullshit at the end.

frenemies: thicker than blood (18+) - OUUUGH this one slapped!!!!!!!!! a childhood rivals-to-lovers murim story that i absolutely blasted through, the MC and ML's relationship is so ouuuuuuuuughhhh like they are each others' ride or die. i thought the plot was also quite interesting as well, since we get to see the power struggle within the murim society, and at its core, the entire plot is really a revenge story. i really liked this one as a wuxia danmei enjoyer, so i think other danmei fans would enjoy this one as well!!! i have this bookmarked as a comfort read, and it's also one of my faves now <3

dead man's switch (18+) - a zombie apocalypse BL manhwa!!!!! it's about a university campus overrun with zombies, and the MC and ML are trying to survive and escape to get help. at first glance the ML is a total psycho and seems to be abnormally obsessed with the MC, but at the end of S1 you find out why, though there are hints dropped throughout the first season that make you guess (unfortunately i was spoiled by a summary i saw online 😔 but it didn't take away from the enjoyment). i think fans of zombie media would like this one, it does play out a lot like a zombie movie (humans dividing into groups, hoarding food, survival of the fittest etc), so it feels pretty familiar.

in the doghouse (18+) - i'm gonna be real i'm just reading this to see how freaky the FL and ML are gonna get. the ML is a total masochistic sub looking for his sadist dom, and i am excited to see the FL finally become the femdom of his dreams. besides that though, i do love how the FL is written, the struggles she goes through with her parasitic family really make her feel disempowered and you can FEEL her frustration through the panels. anyways i'm rooting for you courtney become the femdom of richard's dreams babygirl <3

4 week lovers (18+) - i'm actually baffled there's a 15+ version that omits the sex scenes bc babey that's like 90% of the story. gonna be real here and say i don't know if the 15+ version is worth reading, because I think the sex scenes are probably the best part about this manhwa lol. i do like the relationship and they do have a lot of cute moments, but there's not really a plot besides in the first season where they get together at the end, after that it's just them developing their relationship and having nasty borderline-kinky sex. that's not to say there's no depth to the characters though, the MC's backstory is very sad and explains a lot about his behaviour, and his issues don't magically disappear once he and the ML enter a relationship. i'm still continuing with this one though because i do want to see how far they go with regards to the MC and ML's obsession with each other, and also i want to see how freaky they will get :)

#domo rambles #manhwa posting #haven't found any manhwa that have hit me as hard as concubine walkthrough so far........#like so far the only ones that have made me cry / tear up were concubine walkthrough and pearl boy #but concubine walkthrough was the only one that made me like Actually cry #i do feel like i need to slow down / take a break #i guess in the meantime i will read the danmei that i have on the backburner lol

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i will be interested to see your expanse upon the semi feral upbringing and how it impacted rika in social as well as intellectual development. will you be referencing any studies on (fully) feral children or reported cases?

// (holy shit anon i am so sorry i typed like a maniac but I HAD TOO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS)

tbh, as much as i talk about my made-up clodsire ecology n stuff, this is a part of rika i'm due on writing on- rika's different from someone like my N for example, since N was raised mostly ferally until he was ~7 years old (although due to the nature of pokemon as well as the fact that it's a fictionalized account, it isn't as tragic as a real life feral child case... for one, this didn't impend his speech, though i have my HCs for why that's the case, but this isn't the blog to discuss it LOL), whereas my rika is more a mixture (hence why i keep using the word semi-feral to refer to her), since she was (poorly) raised by her human parents until she decided on her own to live mostly with the clodsire pond she frequented, rather than growing up with them from birth.

now, when i use semi feral it's because, while yes, she did grow up more socially in connection with wild pokemon, she never really stopped attending elementary school (even when skipping class here and there). she could've just gone and stop attending altogether, but what makes her semi-feral is that she had a taste of human interaction from the beginning and she, even unconsciously, still craved it in some form.

she lived in a contradiction of ''the people who should've cared for me don't and it makes me not want to establish strong human connections with others out of fear of getting hurt and abandoned'' and ''i still have a glimmer of hope within me that someone -human-, someday, will give a shit about me the same way these clodsire and wooper do'' (which is why i describe her childhood and teenage years as 'liminal', a threshold between rejecting and embracing the humane part of herself, which geeta helped her cross).

socially, she's always been about putting up fronts for convenience's or survival's sake (which is, in part, why she has a front during league tests - in that case, it's a conscious decision on her behalf, because she cares about her job and about the league and she wants people to take it seriously, and if she's her usual laid-back haha funni self, they won't).

she's always been cool and laid-back, don't get me wrong. matter of fact, during elementary, the equally rowdy kids in her class admired her, and she never suffered bullying during that time simply cause she was just 'so cool', showing off a very lone wolf 'i don't need anybody' persona while around people that even carried on to her teenage years. she enjoyed the positive attention, but she also only considered people acquaintances, and no one got truly close to her during that time. she was always a little popular because of her looks and the way she carried herself even as a kid and teen, though difference here is that she's much more open to letting people get close to her as an adult.

intellectually, she changed A LOT after she started attending naranjuva. a lot of shit she had to unlearn. a lot of therapy to go through. her more dramatic change definitely was her reckless attitude. as a kid and teen, she'd provoke wild pokemon to challenge them to races, she'd dodge slow pokemon that wanted to bite her, and when she wasn't doing that, she'd protect papá clod's pond from predators which, as efficient as she was, was equally dangerous. she had mad luck cause she never got a single hit landed on her until the espathra incident, and that made her overconfident and reckless and very cocky. (and this ties well with her reaction to knowing that the MC went to area zero - only someone who was equally reckless in the past and learned shit the hard way would have such a strong angry and concerned reaction, imo LOL)

for better or for worse, the trauma of being put in a near-death situation and getting a deep wound on herself for the first time coupled with the fact that geeta saved her REALLY made her consider things. not only the path her life was heading towards, but the fact that for the first time in her life, someone of her own ''species'' gave an actual fuck about her well-being and safety. geeta was the first human person she opened up to and was vulnerable with, which is a huge achievement. and upon following her to naranjuva and joining her, she also helped her unlearn a lot of rude behavior. 'feet off the table, use these serving utensils to eat and not your bare hands, don't throw crumbled up paper at others, don't start physical fights even if it is to protect me, etc etc'

her animalistic behavior is considerably toned down nowadays, and it's not something she shows to people she barely knows at all. but the more relaxed and close she is with someone, the more these little behaviors will start showing, as well as more neurodivergent behaviors of her own. things like growls of delight, mouthing the other person's arm, stimming (using a chewelry toy near them, letting herself show off raptor hands, kneading etc), moving in a more 'feral' way (be it on her fours, laying on the floor, making lil grunts and growls, etc)...

as for your last question, i've read up a lot of real cases on feral children cause i've always found the topic fascinating, and there's one case that really inspired me as a i was working on this - the case of marcos rodríguez pantoja, one of the few documented cases of feral children in spain. years before i made this blog, i watched the spanish film entrelobos, which was based on his case. there's very few similarities between his case and my rika's, but the fact that it happened in spain, the fact that both endured abuse in their childhoods (though in my rika's case it was more neglect than physical/verbal abuse, but hey, still abuse), and that they spent from late childhood to mid-late adolescence living in the wild...

yeah, idk, even when it's not a 1:1 at ALL, it was slightly in the back of my mind as i started to give my rika's backstory shape.

#( ooc );#( ask );#( anonymous );#( headcanons );#( long post );#( holy fucking shit i started typing this at like 3PM and it's now 4:30PM. what the heck )#( SORRY I WENT OFF CAUSE I JUST LOVE BOTH THE TOPIC AND JUST. MY RIKA'S CHARACTER ARC )

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tash-sho-sho · 2 years

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Demons in Wonderland!

I had this thought for a while now...

I’ve been in OM fandom since it came out, I’m a fan waiting for season 5 V,v

"So..." Malleus began, Mc sure has talked about all the brothers and now that the prince had the chance to meet him, he realized how... unique they are, no in a bad way, of course.

Perhaps... Sebek disagrees.

Anyway, they have been for a time now and he already knows, a little at least, the personalities of the brothers. Just enough... he is still pretty salty that NRC students rather invite demons than himself. When he was told about their last adventure, the storm in Diasomnia lasted days.

Lilia has told him Azul almost made a pact with Mammon, almost, Mc and some others (brothers, he supposed) stopped the demon of greed before he regretted it. Mc is pretty unique, reminds him of some little troublemaker. Unfazed by him, he assumed living with demons in a world full of them would do wonders to human's instinct.

Malleus also noticed that Azul had tried to make a pact with... to be honest, all the demons, it was just Mammon who was worth remembering. He was lucky enough to be nearby when Azul slyly asked Lucifer if he was interested in making pacts.

"I have no desire to make a pact with anyone, much less in a world where we will not be staying." Arms crossed, pride and powerful demon, his curiosity got the better of the prince, demons from another world? Interesting, no Sebek nearby? Go for it.

Azul was kinda sweating, and he paid him no mind, "Have you ever made a pact? You seemed like one who would think carefully." Malleus interfered, he could see Azul relaxing, just a little bit. It seems other students didn't want to get close to. Now that he thinks about it, it seems Lucifer was also pretty feared, Riddle seemed to respect the demon and Lucifer didn’t mind the housewarden of Heartslabyul.

"Does it matter? I don't make pacts with just anyone." Simply replied. Lucifer, ever so prideful, but it made him quite happy to have a conversation with someone who wasn't afraid to speak, of course, some humans are exceptions, but a new one is always welcome!

"It does not."

Azul sighed, Malleus remembered he was there, "If you made a pact, that someone would be powerful, strong, prideful, and scary?"

The fae looked at Lucifer intrigued, he would think that that someone would be like that. Lilia had told him Lucifer was very strict with his brothers.

"Maybe someone who's less of a trouble maker...?" Malleus rested his hand on his chin.

Sebek complained once about how horrifying it was that demons were in the same school as his prince, maybe he said something else but he was sulking. Having demons being invited......

"So they rather have demons than having me, an actual student"

Dark times, quickly discarded the memory before the weather changes.

"I do have a pact."

"Do you?" Azul started to think about something.

"Of course."

"Is it a strict ruler?" Both housewardens noticed Lucifer looking to his side.

"Butterfly on my nose...!" Quietly screaming, Mc was really happy. They could feel the little legs of it on their nose and it made them really happy. They saw Lucifer, Azul and Malleus (the Tsunotaro! It was a funny name, it was not a good idea to call their prideful demon like that, however) looking at them. They brightly smiled, they were really happy and their emotions were easily read. Lucifer smiled subtly before looking at his two acquaintances.

They simply resumed their happy moments with the butterfly.

"..."

They weren't expecting that, in fact, they are expecting Lucifer to clarify. True, Mc seemed close to them, but being the pact master of Lucifer?

Lucifer knows what they are thinking.

'Mc? Doesn’t seem scary at all... much less someone who abides by rules...'

The moments they would see Mc in some kind of problem was...

"Mc is my only master, as well as the master of my little brothers."

Malleus has gained a new interest in humans! Humans from other worlds are fearless, and Mc was now in the list of people he would like to meet and befriend!

Sebek be damned.

Extra

Azul: The troublemaker?

Lucifer: They have name.

Mc: Yeh... I have name.

Malleus: Just like Yuu to me.

Azul: *confused*

#obey me #malleus draconia #obey me lucifer #malleus draconia twisted wonderland #obey me!#twisted wonderland #obey me mc #I had this in mind for a while now #imagine azul trying to be the perfect pact master only for Lucifer to tell him that his master is a troublemaker named Mc

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#Hebi100Special hii I come to leave you a request for dongha ahr there is nothing about him :'( so you could make a cute drabble with an mc who is his new private teacher, that kind of teacher very sweet and warm, who even made him a schedule just for him, besides she gets very happy and congratulates him when she sees progress in the little dongha~(as something extra it would be nice if dongha gets a little star for that ) thanks you !!!

Writer's corner: Aww!! This is so sweet!! Thank you for requesting and also congrats for being the 9th request I got!! *hugs* Unluckily you haven't got any kind of surprise this time, darl, but don't worry! If those surprises I'll post will be appreciated enough, I promise I'll do one also for you!! ♥ Hope you enjoy what I've written for now! If not, please, let me know so I can improve myself! Enjoy~

Words: 1349

Warnings: none, small hints on his trauma-

⋆"𝐈𝐬… 𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞?!…"⋆ 𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐌𝐜 (#𝐇𝐞𝐛𝐢𝟏𝟎𝟎𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥)

"..And from now on you'll be educated by a private teacher, Young Master. She's going to arrive tomorrow morning and will live here until the next year. That's what your father wrote in the letter he sent."

Chungsung's words echoed in the empty and immense dining room. Dongha's hand was holding a glass of water while his green eyes were blankly staring at the food the butler had cooked for him. What did it mean that his father wanted him to be educated by a private teacher? Again?! The following silence brought Chungsung to blink twice before trying to get the young master's attention again.

"Young Master?", he asked, getting a gaze in response. "I've heard you, Chungsung.", Dongha only said. His voice echoed in the room as he'd come back to eat, oh well.. to try to. In the background of his thoughts cutlery's noises were heard.

Dongha's father was always busy with work, so it was always so difficult for our small boy to spend even a minute with him, without hearing about the conglomerate he was about to inherit when older. But.. although that old man's successor was Dongha, yet he seemed not to see his son. It was like he was constantly ignoring him or avoiding him on purpose. Why? Dongha didn't know. Probably....

Thinking about it, Hajun's smiling face appeared through his thoughts, and the young master bit the bullet and suddenly stood up, deciding to go back to his own room. Chungsung, on the other hand, opened his eyes wide, surprised by Dongha's behaviour. He didn't even have enough time to think about something to say that the small Yeon said: "I'm not hungry anymore. Clean this mess, Chungsung."

"Yes, Young Master Dongha."

The next day Dongha was woken up by his butler, who helped him dressing up and getting prepared to meet the new private teacher. Dongha didn't know anything about that person. His father hadn't written anything but only about the fact that it was a woman. But still he didn't really understand his father's decision. Why would she have been hosted there?!

"The meeting was half an hour ago and she's late!.. I won't wait for more than two minutes!!", Dongha said, waiting for that woman who would have been his teacher from that day on. Finally exactly when he was about to go back to his room, someone rang the doorbell. As a programmed robot, Chungsung went immediately to the door and opened it, welcoming the guest as a good butler would. It was finally the teacher, of course, with her lugagge.. She was brought to the room where Dongha was waiting impatiently.

To his surprise, Dongha discovered that it was actually a young woman, not the old lady he was actually imagining. His green eyes opened wide at her look, actually, letting his egocentric behaviour out. Dongha didn't smile, nor show his surprise to see the teacher. He still thought about his father being distant, being quite cold towards him, to even ignore him sometimes. He hated it!

That's why the former lessons Dongha had with mc wasn't as funny or interesting as mc herself wanted them to be for the young master. Of course she didn't know about the frustration or the feelings of inferiority Dongha had, so she couldn't really understand his pain at first and thought the boy was simply annoyed and didn't want to learn anything at all.

On the other hand, though, Dongha got surprised by mc's knowledge and the fact that she could speak more languages. Probably his father had chosen that woman as a private teacher because of it: knowing more languages was important for a family like Yeons, who were quite rich and important.

"Are you even listening to me, Dongha?", it was the question mc asked him, especially during the former lessons. Mc was sweet and kind-hearted. It took a pair of lessons to understand that Dongha wasn't comfortable enough. His mind wasn't paying attention to her words, but keeping getting lost in thoughts, letting his own shape covered by Hajun's smile.

"You should call me Young Master or Dongha-sama!", Dongha answered, frowning his blonde eyebrows. Like.. how dare she?! Does she think she's talking to her brother?! She's in front of the amazing and incredible Dongha Yeon, successor of Yeon's conglomerate! A rich and young boy who can do whatever he wants, who could even conquer the world!!

Mc didn't say anything but kept doing her job, trying to teach him something about foreign languages. After a while, though, living with Dongha and Chungsung became the winning key of mc's job. She managed to understand completely what was going on, by eavesdropping some conversations between Chungsung and Dongha.

"Insects shouldn't speak!!", she heard Dongha yelling towards his butler and then whipping his back. Chungsung had dared to speak more than how he should have done. While he was whipping his butler's back, there were some tears letting Dongha's green eyes, running down his soft and peach-coloured cheeks. He did try to cover them by putting an angry expression on his face, by looking down.

Now mc knew. He needed more attention, to be understood and comforted. To be the centre of someone's heart, since he felt like he wasn't to his dad's one. That's why she didn't sleep but wrote an entire list of funny and interesting activities she could have done with small Dongha. A full schedule only for him!!

The next day Dongha's bored and tired expression changed suddenly when he saw that schedule, held by a smiling and excited mc, ready to have a new lesson!

"What are you happy about?..", Dongha asked. After that he looked at the schedule. It was... weird: there were simple activities, like going outside, talking to a friend and looking at the stars. "Are you making fun of me?! Where are all the lessons about Russian, English and German?!", he asked, frowning his eyebrows again and standing up with his hands on the table. He looked quite angry. How dare she to make fun of him?!

"There they are, Young Master!", mc answered and, after a while, she managed to convince the young blonde boy to have a walk with her. Her intention was to make him open up more. In this way she wouldn't have had any kind of trouble in teaching him languages! But first of all she needed to get his friendship at least, to make him feel kinda appreciated and cared of.

In a few days it happened and soon Dongha's attention was caught by more serious lessons of German or Russian. It was complicated for the young master to learn more languages at the same time, so he failed some small tests mc prepared for him.

"Aww, do not worry about it, Dongha-sama! You've did amazingly!"

Even if Dongha always showed his egocentric being, he kinda felt insecure after failing a lot, especially if he truly studied hard for those small tests. Probably he didn't show his insecurity though, or even tried not to, but mc understood everything.

That's why she prepared some simple handmade gifts to give Dongha when he finally succeeds. Mc noticed the Young Master's green jacket full of pins and got the idea to give him a star-shaped one every time he manages to pass a small test!

When Dongha did it, even if hardly (poor baby), mc smiled brightly, clapping her hands and approaching him with a golden star-shaped pin on her hands, handing it to him. The blonde and younger Yeon looked at her smile, opening his eyes wide and turned his attention towards that small gift she was handing him.

"𝐈𝐬… 𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞?!…", he asked and allowed her to put that pin on his dark green jacket.

"Of course it is! It's just a small reward for all your efforts, Young Master!", mc smiled sweetly as Dongha smiled her back too. She didn't know but... That one had become Dongha's favourite pin among all those he had, even if it was handmade and not perfect.

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