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gospelrot · 8 months ago

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bleh

#bleh bleh bleh #not feelin like i should be on tumblr anymore lmao #heavily missing all my writing partners who went their own way #and writing every day and just having people excited for my replies #instead of just this person on the dash #no one wants anyone in their activity anymore #and everyone is so far removed from everything blehhhhhh #i am gently tapping on the window hello #i also suck c:#try to be here this weekend tho

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cyani07 · 4 months ago

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ctommys

#my art #ctommy #c!tommy #ive been without my actual tablet in almost 2 months im sorry for no art also i suck at drawing now T_T #struggling a bit bear with me

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somegrumpynerd · 2 months ago

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A little animation I made of Dream and Nightmare for fun, it's pretty short and simple but not bad for my second go at animation I think ^^

The music is from here, I highly recommend listening to the full thing cause it's so beautiful!

Quick explanation for the song and a gif version under the cut

So when I was first dipping my toes into utmv stuff like a year ago, I made a slideshow for my sister with a bunch of au Sanses, let her guess what kinda vibe she thought they had and then gave her a list of names/ aus to see if she could figure out who was who (she did surprisingly well and I'm proud of her).

Well, when I first showed her pictures of Dream her immediate reaction was "this guy looks like he's from zelda" and it's just always stuck with me. Somewhere along the way I started headcanoning Dream playing some kind of instrument when they were kids and when I heard the pan flute version of zelda's lullaby everything kind of fell into place.

So here they are, having a little moment of peace finally, brothers together again c:

#UTDR #UTMV #Dream Sans #Nightmare Sans #My Art #Collapses into a pile of bones this took soooo long #Sandee if you're reading this you're SO much stronger than me I don't understand how you've made multiple whole videos #This was like 8 frames long and it sucked the life outta me -A-#But!!! I had fun #And I'm happy with it #It's pretty basic and a lil choppy but it's finished and it's mine c:#I had big grand ideas about having it fade between them as kids and adults #And also leaves falling and clouds moving in the background #But I don't have the patience for that lol #This is a good first project though ^^ I might mess around with animations more in the future #But I think I'm ready to go back to flat drawings that don't move for a bit #And I've got more kitties to draw for the future!!#And werewolves and vampires now too!! :D

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cata-strophes · 2 months ago

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sorry im not drawing much but much but here, i did this months ago for an event :) (it was supposed to have an angel duo prequel but i never did it sorry 🧍‍♂️)

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art-is-kayos · 2 months ago

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Sight of a Star - Blue-ish Star Ryōshū and Don Quixote

#HERES HOW BLUE-ISH STAR BELIEVERS CAN STILL WIN I PROMISE #Rendering sucks but I do like how these look very much. I hate drawing armour. big fan of dramatic shadows however.#but! as for justifications:#B-iS is an abno regarding what one so desperately wants but cannot have - possibly connecting to Blue Star and the paradise-like place-#people wish to reach by throwing themselves into it. though what is offered by B-iS is a much less refined yet as tantalising #given the text of 'The irresistible allure is almost tearing you apart' and the less refined bit being implied by both design #[jagged edges of the actual blue shape and legs like dolls - both unlike BS' much rounder and more naturalistic design]#in short it's the manifestation of impossible dreams - for Don this is her quest for a just knighthood in the City of all places #and for Ryōshū [though idk her source] it is her final work of art - the Hell Screen #when approached one's body is 'pushed away' as if a manifestation of how it is unachievable. at least it is for them #'To be truly blue the one with the true blue must be left alone in one’s blueness.'#is what I interpret as: 'to truly dream the dreamer must be left to one's fantasies'#dreams by nature do not intersect well with reality. all their flaws will be shown and they will crack under the pressure of the real world #it is why the dream pushes them away. to preserve itself. also probably has something to do with how DQ also has void dream #and this abno gives pride boosts in its event. and I personally see pride as a sort of 'self assurance' or 'self above others' so to speak #as to chase ones dreams one must think themselves the exception. as the one that can persevere over the City #plus the HP damage and the various juxtapositions in the 'forward' option may be in reference to how dreams and reality don't mix.#harming those who chase them. though all the same the 'backwards' option shows that simply tossing them aside shall hurt in its own way #to think oneself 'impure' enough to give up on chasing it is all the same resignation on your uniqueness #as for the gift: the name is possibly to do with how lower stars seem easier to reach. and the effect of damage at minus SP....#going insane dream chasing?#but to take ones leave allows for it to be left behind without any further effects. you did not look at your dreams. acknowledge them at al #but are you better off like that? not dreaming? forgetting that brilliantly unfinished star?#but anyways I hope you liked my rambles. also this abno and everything related to Blue Star is so tastefully C flavoured that I love them #and fun fact! when I was first generally mapping sinners to unfightable/EGOless abnos I entirely forgot Ryōshū somehow. which led to this.#they don't have weapons they just kick real hard and it works well enough #limbus company #ryōshū lcb #don quixote lcb #🎠🚬

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al-luviec · 1 month ago

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zane + nya parallels

#alek gifs #ninjago #zane julien #nya smith #that's enough main tags for me #i had to MURDERRR the quality on these sorry for ugliness #also for those confused on why i picked these :#gif 1 “what are they doing” followed by gif 2 which is wu's response.#gif 3 is the funeral and gif 4 is what people did to honor that sacrifice. zane statue and 'nya day'#a lot of these differences are because of the writers / animation studio #i am not power scaling their funerals based on attendance #which is. hilarious concept wise actually #braincellshipping #can be taken as such . wink #something about zane and nya and ice and water and how without one the other cannot function the same #zane going to the digiverse / rebuilding himself. nya going to the sea and having to rediscover who she really is #the way nya saw zane die. like legitimately she was on the rooftop (with pix and borg but yknow)#the way zane's ice was what held nya's form together in s15. oh guys im crazy #they have a lot of trust thats kinda. looked over. she did all of his repairs!! he was fine with her poking around his mind and body #which means a lot bc zane is a very closed off guy. 'i dont feel strong emotions but you can see my every thought nya c: '#also victims of the 'written as hating being seen as one thing... and thing ens up written as just that one thing' ninjago writers issue #zane w robotism. nya with being a girl / jay's girl. oh goodness im cuckoo #ignore how inconsistent the text sizes are i threw this together at 6 am and im NOT feeling it #i forgot how much gif making sucked #oops #rant over

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vaguely-concerned · 15 days ago

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in his and davrin's banters, lucanis exhibits a certain little shit energy I don't think we see him have with anyone else other than illario and honestly I am living for this

#dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #davrin #also that's really interesting. with illario it's clearly not ever meant to wound but it serves a similar function of 'hey fuck off'#they have that friendly insult game going that veils some real resentments and conflicts that perhaps. should have been dealt with #considering that you could hardly find two people less alike in fundamental character than davrin and illario... fascinating #I suppose both of them push past lines of comfort and don't really let up at subtler signals to back off #(illario to needle and davrin mostly because he's that straightforward I think haha)#but the sheer viciousness with which lucanis responds makes me think there could mayhaps be some resentment with that dynamic #that he won't let out with illario himself b/c he has so few interpersonal relationships and wouldn't risk disrupting one #even when illario is getting up to some Shit even outside of the whole betrayal thing #and davrin is sooo uninterested in doing anything but call 'em as he sees 'em and it's glorious haha #it also means that I think lucanis is more honest in those banters than he is with anyone else I've seen #including the fact that he's mad and that the ossuary really did suck that bad actually #with bellara he's like 'don't worry about me I'm fine *thousand yard stare*' and with davrin he goes 'yeah I'm haunted forever by it.#does that satisfy your curiosity' lmao. and then they're just trading barely veiled death threats for a while #davrin is confrontational but he's also a safe person to be angry with b/c I think at the end of the day he is also fair #many thoughts. all the time. all veilguard up in my neurons 24/7

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jokingmisfit · 6 months ago

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Heathers Characters as Contacts in my Phone

Heather C- ❤‍🔥Mythic Bitch❤‍🔥

Heather D- 😼Heather Puke😼

Heather M- 🐥Ducky🐥

Veronica- 🩵Love in Blue🩵

JD- 💣Trench Coat💣

Martha- 🦄Sweetie🦄

Kurt- ⚠Sexual Harassment⚠

Ram- ⚠Sexual Harassment⚠

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rebouks · 9 months ago

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Previous // Next

Brodie: ALEX?! [Alex gasped, leaping to her feet; she’d choose her father’s ire over the dark, scary forest any day of the week] Alex: Daddy! Brodie: Do you have any idea how long I’ve been looking for you?! Alex: Probably about as long as I’ve been lost-.. I can’t find my bike either. [Brodie’s eye twitched] Brodie: How many times?! Alex: I was bore-… Brodie: I don’t care! If you’re bored, you’re safe. Alex: It’s not FAIR! Why do you get to go off and do whatever-… Brodie: I’m not doing whatever I want! Money doesn’t grow on trees-.. and I’m an adult. Alex: [mockingly] I’m an adult-.. I hate this place, and I hate you! [Alex took a deep, trembling breath, her fingernails digging satisfyingly into her palms] Alex: I didn’t mean that, but this place still sucks and I’m still mad at you! Brodie: Mhm.. I’m mad at you too.

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #alexandra sampson #brodie sampson #yaaay daddy u found me.. also boooo i hate u but not really but u suck #she's spicy #and SO bored of this silly forest UGH #>:c

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spaciebabie · 26 days ago

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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!

#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little #''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL #thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them #they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie #i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING #bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit #staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after #this shit sucks dude. it sucks #at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades #im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there #so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone #ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time #i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate #how many days have i been alive #7930 #lightwork #lets keep it goin #vent #trauma tw #trauma mention #wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier #before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced #i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people

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modmad · 1 year ago

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MINDGRAIND YEEEEOOOOWCH

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#*tom scream no.3 sfx #also I am so sorry #migraines suck :C but get off the screen anon #screen make head bad worse

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kenobihater · 9 months ago

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of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)

#len speaks #star wars #revenge of the sith #empire strikes back #the force awakens #not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️#i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish #times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it #for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭#i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my #current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches #as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the #spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless #i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all #i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats #it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!!#also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might #also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀#and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something #bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the #scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind #me to the dialogue lmfaooo

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moeblob · 6 days ago

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TIL "Lay On Hands" is a paladin healing skill and I am blessed by this knowledge.

#moe talks a lot #oops i fell in love #cleric!right is forever funny to me because yeah its incredibly fitting for him to crave the power to heal #since he personally is so damaged and refuses to hurt others even in a game #but also he has such a foul mouth and you cannot remove that part of him ever #hes going to yell obscenities before he heals someone #like the joke of YOU HAVE UNO IT CAME WITH YOUR XBOX #is now YOU HAVE HEALING IT COMES WITH THE PALADIN #and then he just goes and heals karen while paul is like hey thats mean what if i want to bond with you :c #why wont you ever heal ME right i wanna be healed by you ! shes missing like 2hp what about healing my 10hp #again i have zero dnd exp and i am only learning from asking buddies who play it cause google sucks #i say that bc i tried googling something about clerics and it gave answers i didnt want to questions i didnt ask #anyway time to go perish personally im in so much pain and im v tired #for the record bc i know some people have expressed concerns in the past that im pushing myself too much to draw daily #its mostly my legs n feet that hurt constantly after work #my hand is still fine and while i do have some weird bruising on my arms (a mystery!) bc i bruise easily #its not me pushing through the hand pain or something bad like that its just i ache a lot

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finncakes · 1 month ago

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#liam when i get you #😔 no build up no conflict barely any talking.... it's like [redacted] all over again #like wasn't opposed to it but like...i wanted them to actually like. talk?#if he wasn't always on that damn phone #now it's like. ok Cool so we're just going whatever is popular #like #imogen and laudna had build up they have had conflict!#i don't count smth matt mostly participated in as build up? 😭 idk i just like #i wanted better for them #but seeing how it happened had definitely turned it stale for me #:(#sad....i really loved this campaign at the start #not just shipping reasons lol #but all of it #is it so much to ask for the campaign to actually focus on the group they're playing as?#for there to be more downtime for the characters to build relationships with eachother?#idk #i feel like everytime i read the updates on the new episodes i get more disappointed #and sucks cause this campaign truly had some of my favorite pcs #and this is mostly me whining and i get it it's their game but they're also turning a profit on it so lol i think i can say i'm disappointe #i think hearing abt this episode really solidified not wanting to catch up #like ok cool so we're just. mcu-ing this now.#and other things #yeah just sad #c hetney pock o'pea ur perfect though. the only bitch who hasn't let me down ever.#edit: everytime i get a note on this i am welcoming another little hater

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nyxraex · 2 months ago

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~ Stable Makeover ~

Was it expensive? Yes.

Was it worth it? Also yes.

#ssoblr #star stable #sso #star stable online #It sucks being into the finer things in life.#Also maybe it's just me but I find the difference between the stable and my character rather amusing.#Like... Royal aesthetic + a vitamin-C deficient finnish woman. What a combo.

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clownsuu · 1 year ago

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Ah, I'm a bit nervous about this but!!!!

I've been in art block for the past like 2 years (or, at least, that's what I've dubbed it as??? I haven't been able to pick up a pen and draw during that time😭😭 just haven't had the motivation) and seeing you push through it like you have been is really inspiring to me!! I decided to try again and I had a lot of fun actually! I wasn't sure if I was actually going to upload it or not and I would have rendered it more but 🤷‍♂️

Thank you for... being you!!

(P.S I just saw the human version, I'm going to die now... 😭😭)

WAA Looks so good for a artblock gamer!! But make sure to rest when your body needs it!

#Art block h e c k i n sucks and comes in different shapes and sizes #I wish ya luck on yer art experience dawg! But your health is more important!#Never force yourself if ya mentally can't take it or your body just doesn't feel it!#But anyway YEHAHAHHH LOVELIE AR T. SS. S S #Ya make them look so soft and shy! So cute!!#Also also thank you guys for being you too!! Ya gamers always brighten up my day with your asks and comments!#Always gives me motivation to be a silly lil guy!

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