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skretri · 2 years ago

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i hsve no motivation sorry

#i also recently started school so #im a lil bit more stressed than normally #cries #brokenheart trio #c!wilbur #fanart #c!quackity #jschlatt #my art #doodles #cat #tbh creature #rubius

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wooldawn · 1 year ago

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#ts4 #sims 4 #sims #simblr #dl i THINK #these are the only pics i have that are kinda recent ;-;#i've been sucked into bg3 and starfield PLUS my oldest started school and we do part at home and part in person so we've been busy #also!! now u know who i ended up picking!#i might put the other two up for dl #maisie ables

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smilebug · 3 months ago

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alright call me crazy but. how do folks feel about an android wall-e jesskas au

#like it's the plot of wall-e but it's jesskas and they're androids instead of non-humanoid robots #am i crazy?? most likely #also ik it's been dead on here sorry about that 😶 currently in my senior year of undergrad so things are ramping up for me #just trying to focus on school as much as i can but i promise I'm here!!!😁#also just a lot of personal shit going on but nothing bad #love everyone who's still here with me 🫶 not trying to make this all mushy! this post is about JESSKAS #haven't been drawing much in general lately but once ive cooked up something nice I'll share it on here #whenever that will be...#unrelated but does anyone here listen to tma? i started it recently and im loving it so im wondering how i can project jesskas onto it #perhaps if i make some good headway into it by october i can start drawing some spooky mcsm stuff relating to it 😻#anyway yeah sorry for rambling in the tags buh bye see you guys when i see you 🫡

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youling-the-ghost · 26 days ago

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for sfth fans who don't know: shoot from the hip is also a photography technique where the photographer doesn't raise the camera to their eye and instead just holds the camera in their hand at waist level (hence "shooting from the hip"), which is usually used by street photographers to create more natural sceneries without drawing too much attention to themselves

so if you see a random photography post in this tag, that's why :]

#shoot from the hip #I haven't been able to take any photos recently :(#partially because of school but also canada has this awkward period in late fall/early winter where the sceneries are ass #like there's the fall maple leaves and winter snowscapes but there's a transition period where there's neither #and the supermoons have also passed #so there isn't much for my to photograph :((#BUT! it is starting to snow here so hopefully we can get some nice sceneries soon :]]

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deoidesign · 7 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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rapidhighway · 3 months ago

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venting like an idiot

the main reason i dont wanna go back to uni is that i feel like i've completely embarrassed myself last year. idk, i feel horrified at the thought of returning and looking these people in the eye. i didn't do anything, i was lazy and barely finished my projects and the only way to redeem myself somehow would be to come back with some new energy and work hard. i didn't even really get a job this summer because i really wanted to rest, cause i thought i would drop out. and i just feel worse, i feel even more tired

#ughhhh #im not going to drop out just yet #itd be a shame i think #theres many opportunities at my uni that i just dont take cause i cant commit to them or im too tired or im too scared #idk if doing any of this is worth it if i don't truly commit tho #i dont think ive learned anything these past 2 years tbh i feel like ive been wasting time and money #and i know my mental state is just my fault cause i cant get myself to do anything and i feel shame and spiral but goddd #idk i just feel like shit #the academic year starts so soon and i just dread everything thats to come #idk i dont even feel like im going to come out of this school with a portfolio. im literally nothing and ive done nothing #i have no idea how i could write a dissertation because ive literally learned nothing i have no desire to learn i just want to fucking chil #i cant get myself to care much for anything except silly shit thats just a distraction from uni work ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh #sucks sucks everything sucks #sorry for this stupid fucking essay im just having lots of thoughts and no one to tell them so.. um #vent #i know this is all my fault but also like. what am i supposed to do about it every solution sounds like literal hell to me -_-#i guess ive been feeling less suicidal recently which i guess is good but i feel like its bad cause like ykiyk ig #idk its all a huge contradiction

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 11 months ago

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Blorbo's Eepiest Soldier

Thank you everyone for your kind words, I'm doing better and am back to it <3

#helloo!#thank you all for the well wishes #I have really appreciated every kind word #I'm doing better now and have gotten back to school work #i am so eepy though #eepiest soldier #im also being overworked on my capstone game team and the team lead even told me shes over working me so thats #fun #counting going to this capstone class and meetings and such im putting like 25+ hours in a week for it #and i do have 2 other classes #and a social life i enjoy having #haha #but im happy to do the work cause its good portfolio stuff #except when my producer comes up to me and says "yknow how ur in charge of all the 2d art and concepting and branding and ui and pr? yeah g #make a 3-4 page detailed comic for plot at the start of our game cause we dont wanna cut plot (even tho we dont have time for it) and we #dont wanna show plot through interactable objects and dialogue/text so more work for you even tho u legit dont have time for it #ngl tho i have genuinely been enjoying designing icons and doing model concepts #i made some fire designs recently #please hire me a game company tm #anyway enough of capstone talk #love you all!!!#im excited to graduate and finally be able to change my bio!!#hope you all have a very lovely rest of your day <33 #furry #fursona #digital art #art #eepy

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fracturedfamilyau · 4 months ago

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Got another question! Anyone can answer this time.

When you all were still in the pizzeria before the guards came, what did you guys do for entertainment? Were you able to play any of the arcade machines or mess around with the plushies, or did you guys just kinda hang out until it came time to get to buissness? Hope this question finds you all well!

Entertainment

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percexe · 4 months ago

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i find it just a smidge comical my unofficial break from pjo stuff happened right as i was working on an oc comic that had big lore in it. oops

#half finished bomb in my csp files #ok recently (like as of yesterday) i’ve once again been debating what medium i want to share oc stuff in #because i still really like the story i’ve made and it’s good for me to work on it #i want to do so much like i want to write out scenes in prose/like a book but i also love making comics #but yknow how it is. adhd and fluctuating interests and life and blah blah #school is starting for me and considering i’m now working on getting a whole ass degree in comic making i should get back to it LOL #simon says

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mueritos · 5 months ago

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wanted to put this here but I did pause my patreon for the month of August and it will likely be paused for the rest of the year as I head back to Boston to finish out my master's next week. I also recently accepted a short-term contract so I'll be working on that while in school (woo-hoo). I'll be online less and less as schooling picks up, but im excited to finish the year ^-^ I'm interning at a college counseling center for an art university and im looking forward to supporting young artists, i'm looking forward to connecting with friends, and im looking forward to the rest pausing my patreon will give me. i'll still be drawing and posting art, but I have been nearing artistic burnout (and maybe even autistic burnout lol) over the past few months and I definitely need this break <3

#muerto talks #also been having brain fog recently so im trying to focus on my health and rest while finishing this final school year #also if anyone has tips for brain fog lmk lmfao its been annoying and i think its related to my gut health cuz i was on antibiotics recentl #and i feel like theyve started since then so thats annoying #anyway yippe to rest and finishing school and godspeed for another degree

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say-hi-intrepid-heroes · 1 month ago

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#so i think this is the first time within memory that i've had both a depressive episode and an extended anxiety attack happen simultaneous #like i've had them happen individually but i fear they are combining in bad ways #i've had some shit from four ish years get triggered recently and it's good cause i need to work through that #but that started a depressive episode that may have started a couple months ago and has slowly been culminating to the past week #and then some shit is happening with a person i care about so that's started an anxiety thing #which is terrible cause usually i just dissociate if there's anxiety or activate the adhd hyperactivity if there's depression #but now i can't do either so im stuck #and also i'm very burnt out rn #so i've literally just been in my bed except for things i Have to do Or I'll Die Or Get Kicked Out Of School #like i think i would not get up if the fire alarm went off rn genuinely #anyway yeah if you see me online more that's why #i'm sure i'll be fine i'm just figuring out what's going on #personal

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canon-gabriel-quotes · 9 months ago

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I'm not on t yet and it's already so bad. how to prepare

Prepare? Nuh uh. It just happens.

The rabid animal phase does go away, sort of.

The level stays mostly the same but you learn to ignore it.

If you can do it, exercising helps.

But when it hits randomly at the worst moment I’m sorry there is nothing to be done LMAO

#also you will be so hungry #hungrier than u ever thought possible #that part does mostly go away #I’m sorry idk what else to tell ya #idk how different hrt is compared to ur body just doin it #like idk how sudden it is. i guess it depends on what dose ur on #it’s just like. oh ok i guess that’s happening now well alrighty #also the mind and body disconnect WILL HAPPEN #ur body just starts doing shit and ur sitting there like damn I gotta study for this quiz #that also… doesn’t go away but #ok what I’m trying to say is after like uhh 2 years you’ll just be used to the bullshit #GOOD LUCK..#how did this become the topic of anons recently i feel like a middle school teacher 😭#is this what being the oldest sibling is like idk im the family baby but no one told me shit LOL #ask #asks #non voice post

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august--and-everything-after · 27 days ago

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I bought myself some CDs :3

#five of them in fact. i have a collection of cds that i started in high school #and i've been making more of an effort to add to it lately with the decline of physical media #cds are so expensive now. like everything else. but it's worth it to me anyways #i did get two of them used so that brought the cost down a bit #but also! 3 of them have the little booklets with the tracklist and lyrics and extra art or photos #and another has a booklet that's just a ton of art the band commissioned for the album (or one of them did it themselves idk)#one doesn't have a booklet at all unfortunately and it's one that i bought new so it's not like it's missing they just didn't include one #which is too bad cause the one with all the art and the one with no booklet are by the same band so it would have been cool to see somethin #similar for the other album #still tho i'm quite pleased with my finds. i really love having physical cds #i'm certain one of them was the only cd from that artist in the entire store (huge place so much to look at i love going there)#her cds were completely sold out when i looked in the section they should have been in but i found ONE in the recent arrivals #they just keep all the cds they acquired within the last week in this one display organized only by the day they arrived #so i leafed thru the entire week's worth of cds and found this single album and it was such lovely serendipity #august talking

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bassicallymaestra · 6 months ago

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💖Professor Kosmos ✨

I like to think that after graduating from Hogwarts, Serena continues to study music and comes back as the music professor 🎶 This has to be at the beginning of her tenure at Hogwarts because she looks too cheery 😂😂 she hasn't experienced the chaos of teaching yet

#I just recently got a job as the adjunct string professor at a nearby university and i'm so pumped #i'm ready to be called professor 😤#also i wish there was more music stuff in HL 😭#like i wanna know more lore about it #like do they still play instruments or is it all like enchantments??#i'm thinking of making a comic exploring my headcanon of music in HL universe #but i haven't made a comic since i was in high school and idk where to start 😭#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hogwarts legacy mc #hogwarts legacy oc #hphl mc #hphl oc #serena kosmos

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noctlas332 · 2 months ago

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day 17 my 2023 galasynth mirai

#digital art #mine #my art #fanart #vocal synth #doodle #vocaloid #mirai komachi #she doesnt have wings in the original but i wanted to give her wings so she has wings now #there aer a few collabs and zines i want to join but i sadly dont think ill be able to #siinomata or however its spelt and oli collab specifically #i still need to finished my heartbeat zine art and miki collab art #and seeing how busy school is making me recently i will unfortunately have to miss out on these #i am very sad abotu this i love doing zines and hate missing out on them #i also want to double down on oc art a bit #progress on my game is slow and i want to get to it because its a shorter demo type thing anyway #jsut for me to learn the engine and stuff #im having fun though and i want to finish it i dont want to drop it #i also need to get to finishing the mayo cover im currently working on #i might start a new one because i found a song i want to cover and the video is takinf me forever because im animationg a bunch #rwarrrrrr #well see #i hope i tags dont get removed like how tumble has been recently doing

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leonardcohenofficial · 11 days ago

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Your post about grad school tips had made me realize how absolutely crazy the passage of time is because I've been following you on and off (I'd deleted my tumblr and remade after a bit) since like 2018 when I was in high school, back around the time you were just starting grad school, I think? And now I'M starting grad school. Time is crazy. Anyway, appreciate you posting your insight for grad school, it's really helpful!

the passage of time really is so wild omg but biggest congratulations on starting your grad school journey and wishing you the best of luck!

#theorionconstellation #it's crazy to me to think that i started grad school six years ago because it feels both so recent and also SO long ago

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