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Kit's actions during episodes 9 and 10 are so funny because you can pretty easily trace them from his previous behaviors and desires but also like. bro. bro come the fuck on.
plan A: follow my crush who already said she wanted to date a different guy around doing displays of affection until she starts dating me instead.
plan B: get pissed when she tells me to stop corner her angrily say why her current bf doesn't 'deserve' her punch a locker right next to her. don't apologize.
plan C: give magic robes she's hiding from my boss to my boss who originally sent me to kill her in an attempt to become human so she'll date me
plan D: ??? go to her house ???
plan E: commit suicide by heroic sacrifice
#bugposts#well. it's certainly something a human would do.#jcvtu#jcvtu kit#tw suicide mention#jcvtu spoilers#jentry chau vs the underworld#jentry chau spoilers#i say it was funny i had to look away a lil during that hallway scene#hashtag aro babey. someone continuously trying to date me even after i've already said no is one of my most feared social scenarios
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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hiiiiiiiii. lil updatey thing.
so. i got a boyfriend a few months back! which was nice, but for SOME REASON i had a massive creative block for the entire time i knew him, and i could barely draw or write?? which sucked, on top of being very stressfully unemployed (job hunting here is currently abysmal. most people are getting fired, not hired atm) because writing and drawing are my no.1 way of relieving stress :']
for unrelated reasons, i broke up with my boyfriend, which coincided with me regaining my creative drive, so i am getting back into the swing of drawing and writing again! (also reading because my GOD so many fics and friends updated and returned while i was being woefully depressed !!!)
ANYWAY this is an update, so heres an update of whats coming up:
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THANK YOU FOR YALLS PATIENCE, i wanna lay down in the dirt and rot away but im not gonna!! I HAVE ART TO MAKE AND THINGS TO WRITE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAGH,,
also i'm plan ing on setting up kofi commissions to hopefully streamline that process and make it easier to order :P!
#velwy.txt#unrelated but ao3 has also been going down for me every night and my little heart is breaking#ALSO ALSO ive gotten really really into transformers so its kinda only a matter of time before that starts showing up here sorry not sorry#i WILL infect your dash with robots. mechas. both.#if you follow my main im already doing that normally but anyway#im getting back in the saddle babey!!!#except every few steps the horse takes i fall off cos i got distracted by the scenery and have to get back on the saddle again#but IM GETTING THERE#im fucking Doing it. Im doing the Thing.
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Since I have finally defeated the horrors*, I'm starting to catch up on World Beyond Numbers after having fallen behind when school started after arc 1, and I did in fact have to pause to take a walk to get some baklava before getting too far into the Citadel food crawl because it is late afternoon and I was not gonna make it.
#*technically i finished classwork last week but i only got the last of my grades back last night and thank FUCK.#i did get straight As and thats what matters 😌#on a tangentially related note (being a nerd) idgaf about the discourse i want to be a citadel wizard so bad.#this place is like. nyc meets venice. in the desert. I WANT TO LIVE THERRRRE#and also i wanna be steel when i grow up.#like i said do not care about the discourse I hear it's horrific i am a citadel wizard apologist and i do not take criticism at this time.#i am vaguely aware of the discourse and I do already have thoughts on it but I'll be waiting to say more until i meet the coven.#HOWEVER. wizard apologist babey. i am assuming my hat for the summer.#wbn
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third trimester sucks because i feel like shit
but i can't tell if its about to go into labor shit or just third trimester shit
#c shut up#im miserable FSDKLJ#losing my sanity one day at a time babey#and still working technically!!!!#a part of me wishes i just started my leave but#then that cuts into time with the babies once they're actually here#bc i get to take the bare minimum of leave <33333 wow <3333#im sorry i dont think 2-3 months is enough time for bonding with their newborn babies maybe for some people they do enjoy#going back to work!#as for me ive already cried over the thought of my leave that i havent even started ending#delete later tbh#c's baby tag
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You could stay forever, if you wanted (Patreon)
#Doodles#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Helix#Coraline#I blame plushy brain lol#I initially wanted this to be a Max-centric Coraline AU but I realized pretty quickly that Max would just straight up get button eyes#Like it would be barely a question he would fall for it hook line and sinker#''The Beldam doesn't go after adults because children's problems and trust in parental figures'' wrong - Max Vyer#He already falls into his own world of dreams and make believe you Cannot look me in the eyes and tell me this man wouldn't get his soul#eaten in exchange for getting to actually experience his fantasies he's so dumb ;;<3#So I had to switch it to Dex because he'd actually be a challenge and the Beldam loves games lol#Okay but also imagine - Max getting duped and Dex coming to rescue him hwehh#Coraline AUs are endlessly fascinating to me because they always cut right to the core of ''This is what you want - right?''#It's that Want Vs. Need babey!!! Gah it's so good <3#Here's another question - you think the Beldam would assume the form of Madame Vyer? 'Cause yes the Matriarch role but#It's hard to argue that Dex and Max aren't the most important figures in each other's lives and her wit would kinda need to be in full focus#But it's Definitely incorrect to limit their relationship to being just guardian/paternal/filial/platonic to really any degree#Would get real awkward real fast - another reason I had to switch to Dex 'cause again he'd Resist just agh how creepy! It'd be really creepy#All that to one side for now tho lol - I really love the twist of the knife option personally ♪#Of ''I see what you want and I can give it to you exactly how it would be in your real old life - don't you want that?''#It's so invasive! So intrusive! The little doll scouting out the disappointments that could be so easily ''corrected'' hwagh#Dex finally getting actually called out for his coddling Max from Max ''himself'' and promised that he could keep doing it#That's where it hurts - to be told that you don't have to change but that this is the way reality would conform around your decisions#Ow <3 I love that#Is it everything you hoped it would be? Are you ready to give in yet? Hhhh ♥
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"Oh I won't order more yarn till I'm done with this sweater..." SYKE
It's too grey outside for that
So I ordered more colourful yarns
Majority can be best described in my favourite way: rainbow adjacent clusterfuck <3
Also I'll fucking make Just The Sleeves with one of those yarns (there were only 2 skeins... I just hope they will be enough because it's 160m/100g yarn)
If not, I'll need to order a skein of different colour on the same base because why not
Or! If I'm lucky, they'll restock that colour
Anyways happy My Watch Might Not Register The Remaining Sleep As Sleep to me </3
#shut up kevin#craftsy talks#knitting#I should not look at yarn so late that it's already early#one of the orders also is for 3 sets of yarn: 100g grey and 50g magenta tonals#because I saw it and went Yes Babey Fancy Yoke Colourwork Sweater Time#which. I do have patterns for
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GIVE IT UP FOR A NEW DAY OF THE WEEK!!!!! durge duesday……. 👁️👁️
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#baldur's gate 3#bg3#dark urge#bg3 durge#oc: idrael#him/her pronouns for this one babey#his name’s idrael so i couldn’t exactly come up with a better day of the week lmaoooo#we make do though ✌🏼✌🏼#and omg let me tell you durge is a RIDE so far#i didn’t expect such a stark difference between a durge and tav but i am living for it 😳#i cut off gale’s hand at first aldjAKDJSJ reloaded bc i love and need him in my party#but oh i can’t wait to do smth fucked up like that again and let it stick…… especially as a paladin bc that was enough to break my oath!#so i’m hoping smth else will pop up soon and i can break my oath fr#i know about alfira already so that’ll probably do it aldjsjdj#oc#limited edition post
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literally got SO worked up about the idea of a wildlife biology internship IN my state that i fucking forgot i’m getting top surgery
#was literally over here trying to decide whether or not i could justify COMPLETELY screwing over my coworkers#literal heel turn of the century to go and band some turkeys#and then i remembered.#i am. having surgery.#i will not be able to move for like a week#this is NOT the summer for banding turkeys#but perhaps next summer!#because it pays better than my fuckin job lol#and it’s WAY more relevant to my desired career path#this was already my plan but it’s exciting to know i’ll likely have more options than i thought!#bc this is the first year they’re doing this so next year should be even more robust hopefully#and then i’ll have the experience i need to 1) apply for grad school and 2) get the Florida job i want in 2026#long term plans babey! gotta love em!
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Day 15
“Tatsumi-senpai, have you ever kissed anyone?” Kaname asked, sitting across from the other boy in the catacombs. Everyone else had left for the night leaving the two of them alone.
“Why are you asking?” Tatsumi replied, confused as he moved one of his chess pieces on the board. Kaname didn’t know anything about how the game worked and was mostly just guessing at where the pieces moved.
“A-ah it’s nothing, I was just wondering…I haven’t kissed anyone.” Kaname could feel his face heating up. God this was embarrassing, why was he doing this?
“I haven’t kissed anyone either.” Their game of chess forgotten for the moment. Kaname’s face burned even hotter.
“Would you--would you like to try kissing?” He barely squeaked out. How was the great Kaname Tojou such a loser when it came to his crush? He should be confident and yet here he was.
“Can you repeat that, Kaname-san?” He loved the way his name sounded in Tatsumi’s voice. It made him want to die in the moment though.
“Can I--Can we try…kissing?” His voice was still soft but evidently loud enough for Tatsumi to hear if the slight blush on his face was evidence of anything. Tatsumi gently moved their chess board to the side and slid closer to Kaname. Kaname felt his heart rate pick up at the proximity as Tatsumi leaned in closer.
How was he supposed to kiss? He tried to remember the movies and how they did it, closing his eyes and letting Tatsumi guide him, his lips slightly parted. The moment Tatsumi’s lips touched his he thought he would fly, and evidently his mouth moved before he could think, as Tatsumi let out a yelp and brought a hand to his lips.
Kaname bit him. Oh how embarrassing! It wasn’t enough to draw blood but still!
“I’m so sorry Tatsumi-senpai! I didn’t mean to do that! Oh god--”
Tatsumi laughed. Kaname stopped in his tracks as Tatsumi continued laughing. He wasn’t laughing at Kaname, though, or at least not at Kaname as a person, but rather at his reaction to the whole thing.
“It’s okay, Kaname-san. We can try again if you’d like.”
“Y-yes I’d like that very much.”
They leaned in again and Kaname clenched his jaw to keep himself from biting Tatsumi again, but he got a little overeager again and felt their heads bump into each other and not where their lips were (which was where he was aiming for). Kaname curses under his breath but Tatsumi giggles again (a heavenly sound to Kaname’s ears) and cups his face before gently guiding him to Tatsumi’s lips.
Kaname was too in shock to do anything for a moment. He was kissing someone. And not just someone. He was kissing Tatsumi Kazehaya, heartthrob of Reimei Academy. He closed his eyes and relaxed, reaching to grab Tatsumi’s blazer and pull him closer. He felt their teeth clack together but it wasn’t as bad as their first attempt and for Kaname, that was enough.
They pulled away, panting heavily, and Kaname noticed that Tatsumi’s pupils had dilated. He wanted to pull Tatsumi in for another kiss but held himself back, at least for a moment.
“That wasn’t so bad,” Tatsumi spoke, breathless and full of affection.
“No, it wasn’t.” Kaname pulled Tatsumi back in for another kiss, narrowly avoiding bumping their heads together again. He could do this forever, just him and Tatsumi in the catacombs, kissing to their hearts content.
#shay writes#tatsukana#january writing challenge#WE'RE BACK ON TRACK BABEY#i already wrote tomorrow's fic too i will have to edit it#but i'm on a roll today i might work on one of my longer fics#if i dont work on something longer i will die i swear. sobbing#options options.... kaokana fic. big bang fic editing.... the newest longform wip edition which is the madaleo fic#umu what else.........#idk actually there probably is another longer wip somewhere#ignoring the madashu part 2 fic i promised IM SORRY I HAVE NOOOO MOTIVATION FOR THAT ONE RECENTLY#i should do a different madashu fic though. for funsies. i should start a new one#OH THE MADATATSU ONE I WAS WORKING ON RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT#yes yes okay but that one i think i am also putting on the back burner for a bit#but yeah i'm going insane i need to write something longer#i am going insaneeeeeeee just writing short stuff so expect less posting from me in february#for a while anyway we'll see if i can maybe get some chapters of other stuff up#but yeah. anyway cutesies tatsukanas today#cutesies rinniki tomorrow that i've already had people read on discord#and we'll follow it with cute madaleos on thursday i prommy i prommy
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good morning sweet sunshine <333
#girlies i am freakin out kinda#it's my first full week of school which means living through the schedule that already looks packed on paper#so i'm anxious about how it's going to shake out as i work through it#also i've never taught these classes before so i have no idea what i'm doing!! it's truly sink or swim time babey#but danny's pretty and he would say i'm doing a great job so :)))#maddie's daily danny love post
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN ONI EARTH HAD SMOG SO BAD THEY COULDNT EVEN USE SOLAR ENERGY??? JUST FOUND THAT LOG AND. HEY???
YEAH I KNOW RIGHT most of the oni logs are so stuck within gravitas that it's easy to skip over the random little bits of fucked up world building, with the smog being my favorite piece cause it implies a whole fuckton of other environmental issues and it's suddenly like damn these guys were rly just living their lives while half suffocating huh
#rat rambles#oni posting#like as a hashtag grew up in hawaii guy even mild smog already sucks I cant imagine what enough smog to block the sun would do#like you just know theres like a billion other crisies going on like at the very least with water#which in turn also means food#which means that water purification facilities are a must#which need power#its that full circle that also somehow manages to tie into the gameplay babey#luckily the smog doesn't as pumping gasses into space is a much easier option when you dont have an atmosphere#speaking of space and sky travel must have been obnoxious on oni earth#like if it was thick enough to prevent solar power it definitely was making the sky a smudgy mess at best#Ill assume that there was enough light to see but the sky itself was probably always just grey smog#and Im pretty sure in that same log its mentioned that nuclear power is banned or smth? so probably some incidents there#all in all I dont wanna know what a rainy day on oni earth felt like
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where's my motherfuckers unable to accept their disorder/disability and have a lot of shame and self hate??? like i need you right now. i want none of that positivity shit, give me the grit, how do you get through this?
and if you have overcome it, tell me what's up. what did you need to get through it?
#babey posts#actually nd#actually neurodivergent#im dealing with a lot but positivity + acceptance isnt really helpful rn#i need some people going through or gone through the same shit#and like its not like i can vindicate this. nor do i want to put the burden of my emotions onto someone else#ive already been through relief of understanding people treated me like this because of this#but im dealing with the mortifying experience of just not being happy or loving towards myself#where are all of yall. just not feeling like they can exist because of their disorder#i need help processing and coping guys
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I’d like to reward your KH knowledge with an all-out, godless salad-tossing.
I’d also just like to reward you in general for being a funny, nerdy, and sexy little caked-up phone man, but it is what it is. 😊
Yippee!!!! I knew doing multiple replays of tetsuya nomura’s wild ride would get my ass ate one day 🥳
Just don’t ask me about the phone games.
#I only do plot summary videos for those girls I don’t have the time for that even if it would’ve been cool to be in KH3 😮💨#also KH4 news WHEN#if you’re wondering KH2 is my fave bc obviously but I also actually really like BBS I love melding commands#DDD is my least favorite cuz the switch mechanic was too irritating like even with CoM deck building was fun#psychedelic pokemon was cool too but it was truly such a hassle getting the really cool ones#not to mention the fact the DDD is where the plot truly goes off the rails imo#the story was wild enough already we didn’t NEED incredibly hyper specific time travel rules and shenanigans on top of it#it also proves my point that the KH universe is filled with idiots bc Disney backwards is supposed to be like the smortest good dude ever#and his mark of mastery is exam is derailed by the baddies at step 1 like come on man#the finalization of the rikudemption are was truly nice tho#and having sora come into contact with all the people whose destinies are entwined with his was gr8 hype for KH3#but I’m busy with P3R no time for dat KH hyperfixation#asked and answered babey!
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It always seems a bit unbalanced on The Great Food Truck Race when there will be multiple teams who are cooking a wide variety of complex dishes with 10 different components and a bunch of prep work, and then there's that one team who like... exclusively serves plain crepes with some premade nutella on them, or plain waffles with just some whipped cream and cut up strawberries lol...
#AND then they'll be the winning team or whatever and its like... wow... imagine that... I wonder how its possible that they can get#more dishes out faster than the other teams... hrrmm.... lol#Not that they aren't still doing work like. obviously it's still hard and there's still a sales component and other stuff to be done#but It's just kind of unbalanced seeming when one group is serving like grilled shrimp sandwich with 3 homemade sauces and a#slaw and two sides and the other people are like... slicing fruit and drizzling a bottle of hersheys chocolate syrup on top of some thing#they just threw in a waffle maker for a few minutes#You see the footage of the teams cooking and everyone is like prepping a ton of different things and meat and vegetables and they have#boiling pots and pans and fryers going and tossing stuff in bowls and compiling these multi component dishes#and then That One Team is always just casually slicing bananas or doing some whipped cream in a bowl gbjhbhj#They usually dont even make their own caramel or chocolate sauces or anything. Nutella out of a jar babey!#So all you're really Making is like... whipped cream. and some sort of batter (waffle. crepe. etc)#If I got placed in a competition like that and I found out one of my opponents just sold waffles or pancake sticks or etc#like that I would just be like... okay.. I'm out then. bye. OR I would pivot and be like.. right I shall remove all complexity from my menu#whatsoever and just start selling plain balls of fried dough with powdered sugar or plain fries with nothing on them or something lol#update: OH my god.. one of these teams on a newer season is selling a 'bonus add on' where you can add#cinnamon sugar and caramel syrup (possibly not even home made by them???? just from a bottle) for $5 extra on your order#If I bought a $12 waffle from a food truck and they were like 'hey do you want to upgrade? for only $5 we'll drizzle a teaspoon#of caramel and sprinkle a little sugar and cinnamon on there!' I feel like I would cancel my order and walk away.#that is a $1 add on at MOST.. for a freaking DRIZZLE of caramel sauce LOL#and of course this team is in the top 3... squirrel.... come ON...#Which I know all these shows are fake and bad and whatever. I dont watch them seriously. I think I liked the first few seasons#but then anything past like season 4 (or whenever they started having established people who already ran food trucks on there#instead of taking a bunch of peope who had never run a food truck before and giving them one - which is a much more equal footing#premise to me) I have just been increasingly annoyed at and I really just have the show on for background noise#whilst doing chores or something and am not genuinely paying that much attention but... my god.. At least try to pretend its fair lol#WHICH I KNOWW... you can say 'well the other teams could do similar if they wanted.' or blah blah. tehcnically it's THEIR choice to#make stuff from scratch and not sell a bunch of packaged frozen chicken wings dropped into a fryer over a shitty 6min waffle or etc.#but... I will never respect a $5 for 1tbsp of caramel sauce type of situation.. even if they win.. you will always be losers in my heart#So many teams with real cooking skill & good concepts go home to the 'slap nutella on fried dough' people... how...
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Veronica
Starting my first durge run! <3
#Im already so stressed LOL#shes my babey#shes so fucking cute tho i LOVE her#i went bard this time i always do heavy magic classes#is the camera mod broken for anyone else?#bg3
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