#i alr have 2 angst fics

[stormyrainyday]

i want to write more baizhu angst (my own chronic illness is flaring)

[juniperdugong]

Forgot Your Lunch - Scoups

WC: 1023 || Genre: Fluff :) ...Angst :( || Happy (late) Birthday to this very handsome man!! ❤

A/N: If this does well maybe a pt.2 with what happened? (I totally don't have a whole story in my head about this fic alr...and this totally wasn't meant to be a teaser but got out of hand)

Some songs that inspired this fic!

Those morning hours, right before the sun shines in all its splendor, when most people are still resting their tired brains, and when quietness feels like a warm welcome to the day.

These were Seungcheol's favorite hours. The slivers of warm orange sunlight peaking through the curtains illuminating the space, giving the house a different type of glow. He relished in the fact that no one, not even you, was awake during this time. It gave him all the pleasure of gazing at your sleeping figure and giving you a few feather-light kisses before he actually got started with his day.

Seungcheol had gotten really into cooking when you two got together. Watched the tutorials, wrote down the recipes, and did a lot of the grocery shopping when he had the time - he even asked for help from Mingyu when he was really struggling. All of this effort put in for one simple goal - to be able to make your lunches for work.

He took great pride in making sure your lunch was not only healthy and balanced but nice on the eyes as well! Presentation was half the battle of cooking in his (humble) opinion.

Today wasn't any different, after haphazardly washing up he waltzed into the kitchen and chose a fitting playlist for such a joyful morning. He knows what to make, one of your favorites, a very simple and delicious spread of kaarage, a rolled omelet, rice, and a mix of fruits and vegetables cut up in the cutest little shapes! (Never forgetting the homemade spicy mayo, of course.) It's a specialty of his - and more than that - it was the first lunch he made you that you had raved about to your coworkers, only boosting his ego evermore.

Humming along to the music he went through the motions of washing and cooking the rice, setting out all the ingredients he'd need, and placing all the dishware on the counter in an assembly line. The few times that you'd woken up early enough to witness this practiced scene you'd have to admit that it was impressive the way he had gotten it all down to a T. Like a drill sergeant he would lead the charge in the kitchen, at least in the mornings, and if you ever dared to lift a finger…the earful you'd get before work- But what else can you expect from the most loving husband in the world AND the leader of one of the top kpop groups in history?

It's like everything, all the problems and worries, drifted away during this time. The sole issue in Seungcheol's entire world being what you would eat for the day. It was his way of showing you that he still cared and that he was still very committed. With a job that kept him away from you for such long periods of time and that took up all his energy and attention when he was home, it only felt right to do something as small as wake up before you and devote some time to you - even if you weren't always there to see it.

It would be a very hard task to try and tear away the smile that grew from him as he carefully assembled the different pieces of your food into a bento box. The only change in expression coming from the way his brows would furrow and his mouth would form a pout when he was ultra-focused with a knife or when he was gently making the finishing touches.

He took the chicken from the hot oil and placed them on a paper towel-lined plate - he knew how much you hated the excess oil when you ate. Turning off the stove in a swift movement he turned his attention to slicing the egg roll into perfectly proportioned pieces that you could eat in one bite. Then the fruits and vegetables - today's variety, some blueberries, leftover chocolate-covered strawberries, and a small salad with cherry tomatoes, all served with a small toothpick - he took note of that little comment you had made about how eating things with a toothpick makes the experience a bit more fun.

With a little jaunt in his step, he moved to put the puzzle together in an eye-pleasing manner. And once he was satisfied - he stepped back from his masterpiece. His gift to you. He looked at the clock-

8pm.

Oh.

It's night time.

That's right.

He stilled completely, coming back to reality. He left the kitchen with a ruffle to his hair. Dragging his feet into the bedroom he let his hands roam around the cold sheets, desperately searching for your warmth - your figure.

This was your bed too! The one you shared. C'mon, you remember, right? You're supposed to be here.

He looked out the window, no slivers of sunlight. Just the light pollution of a bustling city.

It's late and you're supposed to be home now, works done. It's supposed to be done.

He balled up all the sheets in his two fists and knelt on the bed. Gritting his teeth through tears that didn't dare hold back his emotions. And he punched that mattress so damn hard he could swear it felt like a human fighting back against him. The tangling of the sheets feels like Seungkwan and Dino holding him back from doing something else to hurt himself. He screamed so loud that his throat hurt, and he choked himself with the sound until red and veins popped. Drunk on something akin to anger but closer to loneliness he headed face-first into a pillow - but oh it was yours. The one you laid on just a few days ago. His tears and snot smeared across the blank canvas created a gross mirage but he didn't care. He let himself sit there, inhaling everything you left. Wailing into your remnants - curling up into your side of the bed, what would always be your side of the bed.

You forgot your lunch. It's here with him. "So come back, y/n. I'm really fucking sorry."

A/N: Hey guys...been a minute (a few days) And I come back with this- I do really like this though. Love me some happy memories and train wreck tbh. Let me know what you lovelies think! Have a great weekend or week, depending on when you see this. (protip DO NOT read this while listening to "The Place Where He Inserted the Blade" almost shat tears) Please Reblog and Comment if you enjoyed ! (They act as power-ups for me)

Taglist (OPEN): @bemybabiibish @bath1lda

[wangxianficfinder]

Fic Finder

Aug 24th

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1. Hi! For 3 grueling days I've been on a hunt for a fanfic where Lan Wanji and Jiang Cheng go back in time and change everything! I remember that at one point that WeiWuXian is exposed for hurting himself after Jiang Cheng yells at Jiang Fengmian and Yu Ziyuan for bing shitty parents and runs off crying where he is later joined by Jiang YanLi and WWX. Also that YZY immediately regrets everything along with JFM. And then a disciple says that he's never heard heart wrenching sobs before. Please help. It's a wonderful read. Thank you!!! @makkachinno

FOUND? Brother-In-Law’s by Loveable_Psychopath (M, 332k, WIP, JYL/JZX, wangxian, JC/WQ, canon divergence, time travel fix-it, Memories, Butterfly Effect, Sexual assualt, Self Harm, Self Doubt, BAMF JC, Fluff, Angst with a Happy Ending, Rape/Non-con Elements, Rape Recovery, Threats of Rape/Non-Con, Everyone Lives au, PTSD, good parent YZY, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Depression, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Canon-Typical Violence, Warning: JGS, Emotional Manipulation, Manipulation, Second Chances) chapter 29 for the screaming part and the cying is the next chapter

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2. Hi!! For this fic finder :

Its a fic i read long ago , wangxian was alr an established couple, It was after the canon series had ended i beleive and wwx has an identity crisis abt being mo xuanyu and theres a recurring theme of the burial mounds haunting him and it talks abt his ptsd (specifically I remember of cannibalism? The fic was maybe dead dove too..)

Wwx wld sleep walk aswell and during one of his sleepwalking episodes he didnt recognize the juniors and thought he was a teenager.

In the end i think he revists the burial mounds?

Thank you for the work you put in for the fandom!💗💗 @jnxi839

FOUND? Mud on Your Feet by AvoOwO (Not Rated, 59k, WangXian, JC & WWX, Nightmares, Sentient Burial Mounds, Burial Mounds, Possession, Panic Attacks, Night Terrors, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Good Sibling JC, Hurt WWX, Soft WangXian, Feels, Blood and Injury, Hallucinations, Delusions, JC Loves WWX, Insomnia, Good Sibling WWX, Sleepwalking, Sleeptalking, LWJ just wants to sleep with his husband, Protective JC, WWX Sees Dead People, LJY pulls through, POV LWJ, Cloud Recesses, PTSD, Post-Canon, YLLZ WWX, resentful energy, Fluff, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Thirteen Years of WWX’s Death, WWX’s Three Months in the Burial Mounds, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, WWX is tired, LWJ literally just wants to sleep with WWX again is that too much to ask for??, Soft JC, Yunmeng Siblings Feels)

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3. Please help find fic

Wei wuxian cursed to be close to Lan wanji and stops feeling pain. Open ending. Curse gets progressively worse as fic goes on. They have to stay at an inn during the fic because wei wuxian hurt his foot. @opalkittencat

FOUND? Tether by Annerb (M, 161k, WangXian, Cursed LWJ, Canon Divergence, Post-Sunshot Campaign, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Angst with a Happy Ending, Pining, Family Feels, Yin Iron, Temporary Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, aftermath of a war)

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4. hi!! i’m looking for a fic and it’s driving me crazy bc i’ve read it more then once. but it’s a modern au and it starts with llan zhan going on a random date and getting stood up. and wei ying pops up to sit with him and make him feel better since he’s alone. and immediate wangxian love ensues. and at one point point they overhear the guy talking and basically being like “haha that guys so boring i told u he would go out with me. i didn’t even show up.” or something like that. ofc that’s a complete paraphrase but that’s the general vibe of what the guy says . i don’t think the fic was very long. oh! lxc is also very protective in it but i can’t remember how. so sorry this is so vague i rly cant remember more of it. hoping anyone could help 😖 but totally understand if this is not enough info to find it. also tysm for all u do! this blog is so helpful!

FOUND! Blooming Days by Atsushiis (G, 7k, WangXian, LWJ & LXC, LWJ & MM, Modern, College/University, Meet-Cute, First Dates, First Kiss, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, LWJ Has Feelings, Let LWJ talk about his feelings agenda, Romance, Falling In Love, Wangxian are softer than a baby bunny, gratuitous handholding, Give LWJ hugs agenda, LWJ Protection Squad, Spanish Translation Available)

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5. so I remember this ff- it was on Wattpad (idk if y'all do Wattpad) if it was a sort of modern au with WWX as a teacher, one of his students have a crush on him, but he leaves and a sub (Lan Sizhui) is covering for him, I really remember that the class took a field trip to cloud recesses, where they found out about WWX and LWJ. Sorry if it was not so specific. and it is totes find if y'all cant find it, but the cover was sort of a Wangxian modern fanart, if that would help? @bitter-lemonzz

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6. I have been searching for the fic for so long but cannot find it. It was about Wei Wuxian accidentally being pushed into a pond by Lan Wangji and then it's angst. I think Madam Yu was a supportive figure for WWX in this fic. (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠) @yilinglaobunny

FOUND! i won’t say i’m in love by kazzywx (E, 18k, WangXian, rape/non-con, A/B/O, Arranged Marriage, Miscommunication, Angst with a Happy Ending, Omega WWX, Alpha LWJ, skippable NSFW scenes, wwx’s is basically meg from hercules with his “i wont say im in love” shtick, Hurt WWX, Boypussy, WWX Has a Vulva, Intersex WWX, Dubious Consent, Feminization, Mating Bites, Vaginal Sex, Vaginal Fingering, WWX Has a Fear of Dogs, Mpreg, WWX & WQ Friendship, WWX & WN Friendship, Possessive LWJ)

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7. Hey, someone told me that you could help me find this fic. It's a short story...might be a one shot where after the canon wwx sets wen ning up on various dates and at the end wen ning finds 'the one' that he tackles (if I'm not wrong) because of some misunderstanding. Also I think the final male character that wen ning shows interest in is from another famous fandom. It's all sweet and cute. Please if you know this story or can find this story, let me know...I've been searching for a long time. Thank you so much! You are doing an amazing job❤️ @madarmy

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8. Hi! I am looking for a specific canon au fic where soulmates are announced by an angry goose. Like, literally, when soulmates meet a goose pops up out of nowhere and heckles them until they recognize (? fall for?) each other. I think it was during the Cloud Recesses Lectures and Lan Qiren kept getting interrupted because geese kept popping up between the students. I remember honking geese breaking the quiet and calm of Cloud Recesses :D

FOUND? 🔒💖 No Matter What I Do I Feel The Pain (With or Without Goose) by Trickster_Angel (T, 3k, WangXian, Soulmates, The Soulmate Goose of Enforcement, Crack, Not tagging animal abuse but they have to fight off the geese, Not Serious, Humor, First Kiss)

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9.Hi! So, I've looking for this fic that take place when wei ying is in the burial mounds with the wens and decides to end his life, and wen ning is the one that tells lan zhan of it, and he has a panic attack? anxiety attack? and it leads to everyone helping the wens while they grief ... (sorry if there is misspelling, second language) @belenleal2111

FOUND? To Offer a Heart by WhiteCrane (M, 111k, WIP, wangxian, major character death, Sad WWX, Hurt WWX, YLLZ WWX, soft wangxian, Cinnamon Roll WN, WWX Whump, WQ is a good sister, WN is a good brother, everybody loves wwx, yunmeng siblings, Triggers, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Fluff, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst with a Happy Ending, Taking care of WWX, Give WWX a break, Canon Divergence, Disturbing Themes, Changing Perspectives, Eventual Smut, Eventual Romance, Grief/Mourning, Temporary Character Death, Getting Together, Redemption, Sibling Bonding, Marriage, Marriage Proposal, Brotherly Bonding, Brotherly Love, Brother-Sister Relationships, Parent-Child Relationship, Sad and Sweet, Tragedy, BAMF WWX, BAMF JC, BAMF JYL, BAMF WQ, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Everyone Needs A Hug)

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10. hello! I hope you're doing well 🌷 I'm looking for a fic where female! WWX is getting married to the second son (Lan Zhan) of the esteemed Lan family who are well known tea merchants. Nie Huaisang is female too. Uncle Jiang arranges this marriage for Wei Ying. The fic starts with Uncle Jiang saying "Wei Ying, I accepted a marriage proposal for you you're getting married next month". Jiang Cheng keeps saying UNKIDNAPPABLE! because that's why the Lan Clan extended a marriage proposal to Wei Ying cos she's impossible to kidnap. WWX and LZ don't know each other prior to this. They have a summer wedding and the makeup auntie puts 3 layers of thick white face powder on WWX's face and tells her not to touch her face after which wei ying immediately feels the need to scratch her face off. Lan Zhans hand is a bit damp when he helps WWX into the palaquin cos it's hot as balls and he's sweating under 3 layers of robes. Wei Ying said she can't wait to become a dowager cos she'll get to wear clothes that are her style (darker). Someone tells wwx to not stand up too straight and she folds into an exaggerated slouch and then yelps and straightens up again when MianMian (her handmaid) slaps her butt. Sorry, that's all I remember! Thank you please help me find this 🙏🏼 @darkchocobun-blog

FOUND? a harmony between qin and se by Alaceron (E, 62k, WangXian, Gender Changes, Historical, Female WWX)

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11. Hi Mods! I am looking for a wangxian fic with these details:

-YilingWei Sect wangxian AU

-WWX takes MXY and his mom (Mo WeiYa) away from Mo manor to keep them safe but he has to go to Koi Tower for some reason about Meng Yao...

-Mo WeiYa imprints on JGY and makes WWX take him back too and treats him like a kid

-there was also a part where WWX said something about taking MXY under his wing and LWJ assumes he's gonna marry his mom and adopt MXY but ofc he was wrong

-JGY later becomes his deputy in his sect despite WWX trying to find a different one...yes JGY was corrupt before and WWX doesn't trust him.

-it was a multichap (I think) and complete (I think). Help?

FOUND!🔒 if you can’t beat them, recruit them by moeblobmegane (T, 228k, Wangxian, NHS & WWX, WWX & WQ, Time Travel Fix-It, Conspiracy, Spies & Secret Agents, Team as Family, Found Family, Burial Mounds, Temporary Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, Pining, Morally Ambiguous Character, Rumors, Politics, Developing Friendships, Good Uncle LQR, Demonic Cultivation, YilingWei Sect)

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12. This is an odd ficfinder request, but I remember there was a VERY long fanfic I read a while ago on AO3 where the author gave the Meishan Yu a motto that went something like "We remember what is owed." I thought it was "Things to do with Flute During Wartime" but I can't find it in there. Anyone have any ideas? Thank you for ALL you do, mods! <3 <3 <3 @kimboo-york

FOUND! could be any of a few by stratisphyre but is likely the exploration of a courageous heart (all this unexpected glory) by Stratisphyre (T, 54k, JYL/LXC/NMJ, Canon Divergence, Not Everybody Dies, (but some canonical character deaths), Childhood Sweethearts, Arranged Marriage, Threesome - F/M/M, Kidfic, Hurt/Comfort, JYL Best Jiejie, Friends to Lovers, Sibling Feelings, Not JFM friendly, Enormous Amounts of Head Canon, Multiple Pov, Canon Typical Violence, Implied Past Abuse)

NOT FOUND! the other long stratisphyre fic with that Meishan Yu motto as a line in the fic is in stillness, clear water to the bottom by Stratisphyre (T, 40k, CSSR/WCZ/LQR, LQR & Madam Lan, LQR & WWX, Sect Leader Nie/NHS's Mother/NMJ's Mother, Canon Divergence, Time Travel Fix-It, Mourning, Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, Threesome - M/M/F, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers, Everyone lives, (mostly), (not you QHJ), Family feelings, Madam Lan lives, references to past rape)

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13. trying to find a specific fic! it's a modern au roommates-to-lovers. the most specific thing I can remember is that Jin Zixuan is the one who asks Lan Wangji to let Wei Wuxian stay in his spare room. thanks in advance! @strinak

FOUND? ❤️ the best of you by sysrae (E, 41k, WangXian, XuanLi, Modern AU, College/University, Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, slightly undernegotiated kink, but in a very soft and consensual way, Nightmares, Panic Attacks, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, JFM and Madam Yu’s A+ parenting, Dysfunctional Family, Mental Health Issues therapy is good actually, the most tender of railings, Reference to animal attacks/animal cruelty, descriptions of past violence)

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14. Hi! In 2021 (approx) I read a fanfic where Lan zhan tries to save, (through a simulation that has Wei Ying's soul) wwx but always fails in the attempt, it is not until Wei Ying becomes aware of this and both confess to each other, that they manage to save everyone and wangxian stay together until old age and the time of his death as companions. However, this occurs within a simulation and wangxian says goodbye. The fic ends with Lan zhan leaving his seclusion but with his mind at peace knowing that he had a chance to be at peace and happy with his love and is ready to raise a-yuan.

I remember reading this on Wattpad and in Spanish. But I always wondered if it was on ao3 and it was actually a translation. Please, if you have any information I would be happy to read you. Saludos

Pd: Sorry for Google traslate

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FOUND? my apple tree, my brightness by trickybonmot (E, 5k, WangXian, Science Fiction, Angst, Not A Fix-It, Not a Time Loop Either, sweaty sex, sweat as lube, Come as Lube, But don't worry they're cultivators, LWJ's Regret, LWJ in Seclusion, Hopeful Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Not a ton of comfort but some!, Grief, Healing, [Podfic] my apple tree, my brightness by shash_reads (sunkitten_shash), [Podfic] my apple tree, my brightness by nonminus (nonplussed))

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15. Hi. I saw this ao3 fic on twitter but it refreshed before I could save, I only remember a few tags it was a wangxian case fic where they look after three ghost children, I guess it was The Untamed post canon fic. Can you help? Thank you.

FOUND? a home carved of love by omegawangji (T, 12k, WangXian, Case Fic, Post-Canon, Child Abandonment, Past Child Abuse, Accidental Baby Acquisition, wangxian adopt ghost (corpse?) babies, Soft WangXian, Family Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Pining LWJ, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, Good Parents LWJ and WWX, Found Family, Getting Together, First Kiss)

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16. For fic finder: Hello! I am looking for a canon-au fic where Wei Wuxian was able to use demonic cultivation to create shadow copies of himself, kind of like Naruto shadow clones. He used this to fight in the Sunshot Campaign and there was a cool scene where he took down a Wen supervisory office all by himself by having a ton of hims fight each Wen soldier. There was also a scene where he dueled with Jiang Cheng and Jiang Cheng had to cut down all of the clones before finding the real Wei Wuxian. I think this technique caused his soul to shatter after death, but I could be wrong/confusing multiple fics. Thank you for your help!

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17. Fic finder request plz!! It’s a fem Wangxian in an omegaverse setting where Alpha NMJ has Alpha LWJ visiting and they invite WWX over. I remember at the end, LWJ came into the kitchen to get fancy water for WWX and wanted to know what snacks she liked. I can’t remember anything else. 😭😭😭

FOUND? good friends by plonk (Not Rated, 11k, NMJ/WWX/LWJ, WangXian, Modern, Gender Changes, A/B/O)

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18. Hi!! It's my first time asking here!! I've been trying to find a fic where wwx makes the cultivation world forget abt the wens and him, and by consequence the baby lwj is pregnant with!! I will be so grateful if u guys could help me find it!!

FOUND! could be this threadfic (locked to followers)

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19. Hi, there's this one canon divergence fic I read where WWX inevitably becomes part of the Burial Mounds and has become pretty vampire-adjacent and he thinks of himself as a monster. When LWJ finds out, there are multiple times in the story where he cuts his hand/arm and pours the blood in a bowl so WWX could "eat."

At some point in the story it's revealed that WWX was transported to Diyu before he died and yeah. At Wangxian's wedding he invites the overlord(?) of Diyu and even tho he didn't go, he was amused by the invitation and sent someone else to be there for him LMAO 😭😭

Can you please help me find this fic? I also highly rec it! Thank you!

FOUND!🔒A Heart Undying by NonsensicalRambling (M, 114k, WangXian, Undead WWX, Canon-Typical Violence, canon-typical dead things the burial mounds, Fix-It of Sorts, Canon Divergence, Eventual WangXian, No Yīn Tiger Seal, Morally Gray WWX, Animals Eating People, WWX's questionable choices, Morally conflicted LWJ, Oblivious WWX, WWX Creates a Sect | Yiling Wei, YLLZ WWX, Sect Leader WWX, LWJ & WQ have an Understanding)

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20. fic finder req: a really sad post canon fic. it's a hurt/no comfort sick fic, where lwj falls ill with what eventually turns out to be a terminal illness (maybe a blood curse of some sort?). I think lwj falls unconscious at some pt, and they use the incense burner to spend lwj's last moments tgt with family and wwx. wx tries and fails to find a cure for it, and only succeeds many years after lwj dies, working closely w the gusu healers. the fic ends with them meeting in the afterlife, where lwj has been waiting for wwx. I've tried all the tags I could think of, but it's lost among my countless bookmarks... i haven't been able to find it and I'm worried it's been taken down. please help!

FOUND! I will be gone by seachronicles (M, 28k, WangXian, Angst, Sickfic, Hurt LWJ, Hurt WWX, Sick LWJ, LWJ Whump, WWX Whump, Hopeful Ending, Hurt/Comfort, but a lot of hurt, Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Grief/Mourning, Reincarnation, POV LWJ, POV WWX, Sad WWX, Sad LWJ, Married WangXian, Major Illness, Implied/Referenced Sex, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, but very briefly)

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[lewkwoodnco]

I got options, babe - Lockwood x Reader

“It’s a snow globe.”

In a miraculous moment of clarity, she realised what George was violently trying to communicate to her from behind Lockwood: play dumb.

”What’s a snow globe?”

George was positively beside himself.

a/n: the people have spoken so here is part 2 to buy me presents! am so sad i fell a little sick during the hols, threw a terrible wrench in my 12 days of fics plans for last year but i'm alr planning ahead for this year :))) yes its xmas themed but the vibes are close enough to valentines so shush. if i was in the l&co universe i would pay good money to see someone tell george to live laugh love, and i would tip extra if it was lockwood hehe. also I tagged a few extra ppl who seemed interested in a sequel!

warnings/tropes: lockwood x glassmith!reader, mostly fluffy, only a smidge of angst towards the end, clueless lockwood my beloved <3

word count: 2.6k!

buy me presents (pt 1)

TAGLIST | MASTERLIST

When Lockwood had shaken George awake plenty of hours before, it had taken a while for George's brain to catch up to what was happening. By the time it did, he was worriedly watching Lockwood animatedly talking to one of the shop assistants from a nearby telephone booth.

"No idea what it is, or why..." he was telling Lucy. Lockwood was looking around for him. George nervously shifted behind one of the bars of the booth. 

"Maybe he's just blowing off some steam?"

Lockwood was now wearing an aggressively tinseled Santa hat while wielding an identical one. George had a pretty good idea who that was for.

"Er, maybe. But perhaps you should come home too. Just in case."

Lockwood had finally spotted George and was frantically waving him over. George did not like the way the Christmas lights were reflecting in Lockwood's eyes.

"For the love of God, Luce, please come home. You can't leave with me...this."

With a bone-deep sigh, George regretfully hung up and emerged from the telephone booth, smiling weakly at Lockwood.

He was more than grateful for his presence of mind earlier, once they had reached Portland Row. Lucy walked in just minutes after Lockwood's unpleasant realisation about Nicholas and guffawed at the sight of the tiny tsunami of gifts.

"Brilliant," George said. "Your turn." He handed Lucy one of the last presents he had been holding and disappeared into the kitchen. She turned towards Lockwood incredulously, who was indignantly standing in front of the sea of presents with his hands on his hips. She raised her eyebrows.

"Oh, okay, I see how it is. I buy a few gi-"

"In what WORLD is this few-"

"- few gifts, and suddenly I'm the bad guy. It's Christmas, but I'm feeling a lot of negativity pent up here."

"Now you're just deflecting." Lucy rolled her eyes as Lockwood started fishing out some receipts from his pockets.

"Can't a guy spend...uh...three-oh. Oh. That's a lot of zeroes."

"Lockwood. How much did you spend?"

"...suddenly, I don't think I know any numbers past ten."

"Lockwood!"

"I couldn't figure out the installment plans! That's Y/N's job!"

George returned to the front door corridor and started picking up some boxes at random and shaking them experimentally.

"Yeah, a fine job you've left her to sort out your debts! No more shopping till Easter. And George, if you don't steal his wallet, I will."

He held up the present he was holding to Lockwood. "Listen, I don't think Y/N's going to want all of these, so how about I -"

"Absolutely not."

George made a rather rude gesture and disappeared back into the kitchen. Lockwood bent over to start clearing a path through the presents to the stairs.

"How was I supposed to know she was only kidding?"

"You know what her sense of humour's like. George and I would have picked up on it in a second."

A very unhappy Lockwood straightened out from under the avalanche of presents. 

"What's that supposed to mean?"

A little before lunch, Lockwood knocked on the attic door. It was ajar, and she was reading in a contorted position, all twisted up with a blanket on her rug in the one patch of sunlight in the room, leaning against her bed. She nearly tipped over when Lockwood poked his head in, but caught herself in time.

"Hey."

"Hey."

They stared at each other for a moment. It was the first time they had been alone since the morning's happenings, and it didn't feel as easy to laugh about it all when it was just them. Because the truth was, she didn't find it all that funny. Confusing, yes. Stressful, perhaps. But it wasn't that funny when all the emotions felt excruciatingly true. She closed her book, and Lockwood took another step in, leaning against the bannister.

"I'm sorry about the whole Nicholas thing. I was having a laugh, that's all. I never wanted to make you seem...foolish."

"I don't even remember Nicholas. I mean, that guy."

"Lockwood."

"Who's Loc- I mean, Nicholas? I'm Lockwood."

"Yes, I know."

"And I don't feel foolish. Do you think I'm foolish?"

She smiled at him with rheumy eyes, and his face twisted strangely like he was suppressing his own smile. His eyes drifted to the book in her lap, and the blanket swaddling her face.

"Er, reading?"

"Trying to. The sun's making me feel so sleepy."

"Then move out of the sun. Or take a nap."

She glared at him, scoffing incomprehensibly. "T-take a nap? What am I, 5? And we barely get any sun as it is, I'm trying to thaw my insides."

"Can you even breathe in that?"

She took a wheezing breath. "...yes."

Still, Lockwood sat down next to her, and after a bit of scuffling, she was tipped slightly to her side, leaning against him slightly. She was starting to regret using such a thick blanket through which she barely felt his shoulder. He picked up the book and opened it to the pages her finger was stuck between, and started reading. She closed her eyes and listened. It was some dream to be sitting next to him, without the usual inches between, to hear his honeyed voice ebb and flow, to watch his fingers smooth the pages and fiddle with the edges.

It was mildly disconcerting to hear the shape of his voice take on such a poetic form as if they were in some parallel universe. As if they were in some parallel universe where falling in love was easier than falling asleep.

A few hours later, she woke up on her bed with a jolt, writhing uncomfortably in her blanket. Once she had managed to peel herself out of it, the embarrassment of having fallen asleep on him sunk in. She needed something to take her mind off it and eventually decided to tinker in her workshop. Down in the basement, she had a small makeshift workshop set up for the occasional tinkering or fiddling with some spare parts. It helped her mind relax when her hands had something to do.

She spent a very peaceful hour regluing some tiny diamonds that had fallen off an old watch. That was, until a door banged open from somewhere else in the house, followed by frantic voices. She looked up in alarm as the footsteps drew closer, blinking owlishly behind her magnifying eyeglasses. Her door swung open and Lockwood walked in, closely followed by a barely suppressed silent, but very agitated, George.

“Y/N, look what I found in George’s suitcase.”

Between the panicked sirens blaring in her head and George’s epileptic hand gestures, it was a miracle she was able to process all those words in the right order.

“…oh?”

A frozen smile sat on her face as her eyes nervously darted between the boys’ faces.

“It’s a snow globe.”

In a miraculous moment of clarity, she realised what George was violently trying to communicate to her: play dumb.

”What’s a snow globe?”

George was positively beside himself.

Lockwood, on the other hand, looked alarmed and touchingly concerned.

“You...you don’t know what a snow globe is? Do they not have snow globes where you’re from?”

“Did you just ask me if they have snow globes…in Hackney?”

He looked slightly miffed, but she couldn’t stay annoyed for long with his foolishly good-natured intentions.

“Look, Lockwood, I’m a little busy here. Is there something I can help you with?”

“I just…wanted to see if you knew anything about this.” He turns it over in his hand, and even with the shelter of anonymity, she finds herself desperately seeking the approval in his eyes that she had been hoping for. “It’s...it's beautiful. When I first saw it, I thought…” He looks up from the snow globe at her, where she’s holding her breath, and she’s distantly aware of how suspiciously invested she must seem in his answer.

“I thought it had to be you.”

She has his answer, but she still hasn’t let go of that breath, as if keeping at bay all the emotions and hope that will come rushing in with her exhale. He watches her face, and she’s too scared to even twitch. Too scared to come right out and say everything the snow globe meant.

“You thought wrong."

George’s seizure-like convulsions returned with a new vigour. Lockwood continues standing there for another minute, and it makes her think he hasn’t heard her until he regretfully bows his head.

“I suppose. Well, I hope your work won’t keep you long. We'll be having tea soon. Let’s- good God, George, are you having a fit?!”

After their Christmas Eve tea, they exchanged presents, and to call it an awkward affair would have been an understatement. She passed Lockwood the pair of snowman socks. George grudgingly passed him the snow globe. The absurdity of the gifts and their donors made the four of them pause for a moment. 

Finally, Lucy broke the quiet by handing out her gifts: mugs with pictures of Inspector Barnes accompanied with cheesy quotes. George's was 'live, laugh, love.' Lockwood's was 'keep calm and carry on.' But everyone was still looking far too solemn, so she nearly had an aneurysm holding back her laughter.

After they all retired to their rooms, she retreated into her chilly workshop. But instead of continuing with her work, she just sat at her desk, brooding a little. A few minutes later, there was a knock on her door as a rather breathless and pink-faced Lockwood poked his head in.

"Still working?"

She shook her head. "What are you doing?"

"Returning the presents." He turned to step out but hesitated. "Are you sure you don't want to keep any?"

"I'm sure that I would hate it if we went bankrupt. Do you need any help?"

"Oh, no, I'll be - yes. Yes, actually. These are a lot of presents. If you could spare the time...I'd really appreciate it."

So after she bundled up in her woollens and wrestled a scarf onto Lockwood, they somehow hurriedly carted the many slightly scuffed shopping bags into the cab, where they only had a brief break to catch their breath, given how close they lived to the shops. 

After that, it was a race to hit all the stores before they closed for Christmas Eve. After a couple of rounds, they had developed the fairly efficient system of Lockwood lugging the gifts around while she spoke with the shop assistants. The one drawback to their fine plan, at least for him, was her glancing at the receipts and the too-long numbers at the bottom of them ("Jesus Christ, Lockwood, how did you not have to take out a loan for these? Honestly! Do you think we're made of money?").

Finally, their luck ran out at their very last store, which looked as though it had been closed for hours. She knocked and peered inside feverishly, clutching the very last gift stubbornly.

"No, no, we were so close! Now what do we do?"

"We can come back after the holidays. Or," he gently pried the box out of her fingers, smoothly lifting the top, "you could keep it."

It was a silver charm bracelet, with rapier and lavender charms dangling from the central chain, much like the ones they laid out on jobs. It was beautiful. But she couldn't take it.

"You already gave me a present."

"Have another. A little special something for a special someone."

His cavalier attitude, his foolish smile - in that moment, it was all too much. Her terrible temper flared and she shoved the present into him, forcefully enough to make him stumble a little. She turned and started walking home briskly, fuming silently until he and his long legs finally caught up to her.

"Wha - was it something I said? Y/N? Y/N."

"I don't know, Lockwood." She was sick of his carelessness, sick enough to be a little careless herself, let her tongue run loose. "What have you said? Or haven't said?"

"Y/N, you know I'm terrible at riddles."

"Well, maybe Belinda can help you."

That stuns him enough to make him stop in his tracks. She slows down and, after steeling her fraught nerves, turns around.

"...what does Belinda have to do with anything?"

His hopelessly clueless expression, which typically soothed her anger in their worst fights, only served to infuriate her further here. She walked towards him angrily.

“I didn't want to give you the goddamn snow globe because Belinda exists. All right? Because there are a thousand different girls out there who you’ll like better than me.” There’s a sudden tightness in her chest. With some difficulty, she turns away from him, lightly pressing her sternum. “I can’t compete with them, Lockwood. I won’t let you make me.”

She hears the crunch of the snow under his shoe as he takes a step towards her.

"Belinda is...amazing. She might even be perfect. But even she's just a friend, because...because you exist. And-and I could find...the most perfect girls out there, but the image of you would still be breathing in some corner of my mind. It wouldn't be the same with anyone else. It never is."

She sniffed gently. "This might be the right time to tell you that the snow globe...was from me."

She can't decide if she hates or loves how she can hear the smile in his voice. "No. Really?"

She turns back around, smiling sarcastically at him. "Ha-ha. But don't get too excited about it. I made little figurines to represent the four of us at Portland Row, but you can't even see them from the outside. It's ridiculous."

"It's okay. I'll know they're there."

At that moment, she felt a rush of gratitude towards Lockwood. He made everything a little easier, a little sweeter. They were standing so close that she could see a tiny snowflake on one of his eyelashes. She didn't dare breathe.

"There really never was any competition."

"I know."

"Then why does it sound like you don't believe me?"

She frowned. "I do believe you."

"I don't think you do."

"...do you want me to not believe you?"

"Y/N."

"What?"

"There's something you should know."

"Lockwood, I am going to throttle you."

"You're standing under mistletoe."

She glanced upwards, and it was as though all the air had been stolen from her lungs. Against the pitch-black sky and the gentle dusting of snow, a soft white sprig of mistletoe was curling out of the edge of a branch. She lowered her eyes back to Lockwood's, and her eyes fluttered shut as he leaned over.

As impossibly close as they were before, they were even closer now, and it still felt like they would spend their whole lives trying to get close enough to each other. She kissed him the way she loved him - desperately, with her whole being. When they broke apart, the tip of his nose and cheeks were tinged pink, and there was a light dusting of snow on his hair. In that moment, all she remembered thinking was that none of his presents made a better gift than he did.

As they walked home with fingers tangled together, she realised that they didn't need some parallel universe. In every universe, they would somehow, somewhere, find each other, and dare to love. 

TAGLIST: @novelizt @thegreathuxton @avdiobliss @dangelnleif @elenianag080 @snoopyluver20 @ell0ra-br3kk3r @mitskiswift99 @ahead-fullofdreams @neewtmas @mischivana @houseoftwistedspirits

[ttjisung]

back 2 u 𝜗𝜚

p. jisung x fem!reader smau - exes to lovers

in which jisung does his best to avoid you, his ex, until he realizes his mistake far too late cw: suggestive themes, bad angst, cheating, swearing

i'm not going back, back, back, back, back

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chapter ix.

a/n: haiiii sorry for the short chapter after such a long wait... but dw guys im alr making the next couple ones >.<

i've been trying to predict how long i'll be able to make this smau last since i didn't plan it very well i fear so idk how long i'd be able to drag it out </3 dw though guys it's def going to go on for a lot longer plus i already have a new idea for another jisung one for after ^_^ i'm also thinking about making a yangyang one bc i swear i barely see any yangyang smaus or fics and its like... thats my man guys... please... so i'll have to take matters into my own hands.

let me know if you would read a yangyang fic if i made one :3 cause i needdd more wayv rep. i'm thinking like enemies to lovers cause he's so mean-childhood-bully-who-secretly-has-the-biggest-crush-on-you-since-forever coded and i love angst as you all can tell... lmkk c:

[thatredobsessedgirlie]

×Runaway×

A/N: This is a/b/o that has no smut, but I recommend 18+ for this. Enjoy the first chap!

Warnings: Swearing, Feeling of Neglect, Not realized neglect, angst, pregnancy, mentions of smut but no smut, fluff in the end of this series lmao (reader is 20 alr? If you dont have a stable job and home wrap it before you tap it!)

Relationships: Alpha! Philip Graves x Omega! Reader, Shadow Company x Reader(mostly platonic but there are alphas so think yourself as barracks bunny?)

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You rubbed your forehead as you looked at the line of pregnancy tests with lines meaning positive, I mean who are you kidding? Getting railed almost every day without protection and you didn't think this would happen?? You quickly hid it underneath the bottom of the trash and planned to announce it later. Stepping out you were greeted by 3 SC soldiers. "Hey love, everything alright?" One of them asked, clearly sensing the nervous scent you gave off. "Yeah! Just feeling a little off, probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed." You nervously replied. "Alright, take care of yourself." Another piped up as they marched off to do whatever, you didn't care, bigger problems were at hand. You walked through the base, greeting soldiers, heading straight for your mate's office, Philip Graves. Finally arriving you went in and saw him with a frustrated look and three Alpha SC soldiers. "Good, honey lay on my desk. Me and some of the boys have to get a breather." You stayed still. "Actually I had something you migh-" Before you could finish his phone rang and he answered it, "Wait, hold that darlin' got some problems Shepherd wants solved." one of the Alpha soldiers gave you a quick look of suspicion but eventually ignored it as they exited to gear up. "Philip please just this once! You have been busy all week! I just need a few minutes of your damn time-" Your rant was cut short as an irritated scent came crashing at you. "Yes! Busy working so you can stay here and do nothing but be useless like damn omega you fucking are! You keep complaining when every single thing you could ever need provided but you still demand more!" He angrily slammed his hands. "Go back to your fucking room and don't come out until we are back! Ill get some of the men to give you food." He stated coldly. You tried to reason but ultimately (and practically) ran back to your room and ruined your nest, throwing pillows, blankets, whatever was in it or it was made of. Tears running down your face as your instincts screamed that you had angered your alpha. You calmed yourself down after remembering the life growing inside of you, rubbing your stomach you murmured an apology and laid down on your (ruined) bed to sleep.

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A/N: And that wraps up chap 1!! This is my first a/b/o fic so I am welcome to feedback!

Tags: comment if you want to get tagged in chap 2!

[lokislytherin]

OMG SAME i gotta rely on feeding my blursed visual ideas to ashi / other artists i know

im so sad i wish i knew how to draw. i will force the entire dash to see all my fav chars in all outfits possible . like my head just buzzin so hard at the thought of them wearing things they dont normally wear in the manhwa

[primaviva]

prima u want suggestions for what to put in the next headcannon,,, plz god for my wlw heart,,, plz more making out with gwen !!

when i say i got y’all and im cookin in the kitchen like a wife in the 1800s for her machismo husband I MEAN IT !!

mostly requests are make outs with gwen or more kiss elaborations and because most of the make out/kiss requests aren’t specific im juts making a whole kissing headcanon post that includes everything about kissing so i can go more in depth than the crumbs from my gf headcanon gwen post

this is in the works so if you wanna request like anything to be put in it beside makeout s because that’s 25% of my requests 😮😮 and also if you guys wanna request stuff to see in the gf headcanon pt 2 because im alr adding like texting, social media, stuff like that so pls gimme ideas 💋

I PROMISE YALL ARE GONNA GET MAKEOUT AND KISSIN FICS AND FLUFF LIKE ITS ALL IN THE DRAFTS I SWEAR I HAVE A RRLY GOOD ANGST MAKEOUT FIC COMING JUST PLEASE LET IT COOK

[luvv4j4ybe11]

Spread love to fanfic writers! Answer these questions about your fanfics then send this to 5 other fanfic writers Name a fic you loved writing the most. Name a fic that others loved but you didn’t care for as much. Name a fic you had the most fun writing. Name a fic that you are the most proud of. Name a fic that you wish had gotten more recognition. Name your happiest/saddest/most comedic fics!

Ahhh, tìrey!!😩💕 tysm for sending this in! I hope you’re doing well, mama<3

“A fic that I loved writing the most”:

Tbh probably “how he treats you” bc I could js write down whatever I wanted wit no plot😩✋🏽 yes pls!

“A fic that others loved but you didn’t care for as much”:

Yall..don’t hate me for this one.. but it’s gotta be the “predator/prey” fic I recently posted. I know it took awhile for me to even post it in the first place, and I appreciate the hype it got, but I’m not a fan of it unfortunately 😔✋🏽 I feel like it’s poorly written and I couldn’t fix it no matter how hard I tried💔(aka writers block)

“A fic you had the most fun with writing”:

Oml first fic that comes to mind is “take a seat,yawne”

Like it was something that came to me so quickly and naturally and the way I wrote neteyam in this always makes me 🤭 whenever I reread it. Expect more fics of him bc whew 😩😍

“A fic you’re the most proud of”:

Mmmm..I’m proud of all of my works(for the most part😭) so this is hard to say. But probably this prompt for kinkmas, like the way I connected the two prompts tg was js so mhm😩..✨big brain✨ of me.

“A fic you wish had gotten more recognition”:

Oml right off the bat I’m sayin these two fics: “one”, “two”

These two fics bc they’re my only two wlw fics (for now🤭) and I really loved writing these two fics just to see them get the hype they didn’t deserve. Kinda hurts my heart but it’s ok😔💔

“A happy/sad/funny fic of yours”:

Ok lemme think😭 for my happiest fic I’d say it’s “how he treats you” basically only bc of the fluff that’s in it, but trust there’s more fluff fics to come from me💕.

My saddest fic is most definitely, “with time” ts was so hard for me to write 1.bc it was my first angst fic and 2. Bc its was such a sad idea like😭- but overall I really enjoyed writing angst, and will definitely continue writing it.

And finally my most comedic fic is probably this prompt for kinkmas, only bc of the one dialogue between lo’ak and spider😭 it made me giggle writing it.

Thank you again for sending this in, tìrey pookie<3 it made me so much more excited for when I write more fics, bc I alr know I have sm more to write/do in general. I’m going thru a really bad writers block rn. I hate I’m not being as consistent as a was before. I’m truly trying my hardest to push thru it, but it’s just exhausting. Regardless tho, I’m trying for yall anyway, bc I love how you guys love my works no matter what. Love you all 😚💕

[maxtermind]

Finally read the next two parts of the recent angst post (I am still a bit scared of what to expect from lando)

BUT I ABSOLUTELY LOVED CARLOS ABD CHARLES PARTS finally something I can see myself in (my terrible anger issues) but I find that so much more realistic since it was so heavy on being dared as a joke cuz genuinely who the fuck do you think you are going around messing with ppl like that I’d run you over with a car 😊

Causing a scene with Carlos was 😘 should have thrown a drink in Javier’s face that little good for nothing bitch when he first said “I dared him” I was like huh you can actually save this all Carlos had to say was he was alr liking you and was too much of a wuss to ask so the dare was actually great and amazing but not Javier being the dumbass he is rlly blurted out THAT IT WAS A JOKE

BUT SLAY CARLOS BREAK ALL THEM PHONES FUCK ALL THOSE SPECTATORS FR

the last line in Charles part😭😭😭 girlll I am getting whiplash from the different feelings I am experiencing YOUR LITERARY GENIUS SHINES AGAIN

-🙈

BABE I GOTTA SAY YOUR LONGFORM REVIEWS MAKE MY FUCKING DAY I LOVE YOU

I think the contrast between max + lewis (written at 4 am) vs charles + carlos (written at 2 pm) is PRETTY obvious but yes😓

the fics are pretty self reflective of how differently I would react based on energy levels LOL

I SHOULDVE MADE HER SLAP JAVIER AHHHHHHHH

every heartwarming review I get is sent to one of my other writer friend who I love to death and yours is always in it.

I got called a 'deadly poet' and blushed

[aettuddae]

i wonder if taylor just randomly reads her dm, sees serims and- i dont even know what her reaction would be 😭😭

serim to winter: how is it managing astro?

im sorry but karina calling her namu to her face still gets me 😭😭😭😭🫳🫳 also serim being sweet like…USE TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS

i dont why but when serim be begging karina to pretend to like her or to be nice i get such a buzz…

1. minjeong being the middle child of this fic 2. winrina cameo

"so we can talk about other things" "yeah no" okay!" 😭😭 also the nicknames MY GOD

ONE STEP FORWARD AND THREE STEPS BACK OH GOD THE HORROR!!!! MY CHEST ACTUALLY HURTS BAD JIMIN 🫵🫵🫵 idk what to say im so distraught , the REAL angst era begins…what the hell, chest burns so good im about to reread 😋😋

pretty sure one of ur anons said gravity lyrics is like chae to serim…serim getting karma and karina's gonna be her gravity- (her basically saying she alr caught feelings and she cant song em OH MY GOD SERIM GET BEHIND ME 😫😫)

glad ur cats okay!!! hope they have a speedy recovery, i think my cat is preggos, btw hru???? hope you been doing good

- 🕷️

i can name you at least 5 taylor swift songs she wrote merely based on what serim tells her on the twitter dms (down bad, guilty as sin? are there)

yeah those were beautiful times..

someone needs to pay attention to minjeong, she's just roaming around, eating kimbap while everyone is collapsing

hugo x minnie endgame you heard it here first

one step forward and a continent plus an ocean back wdym 🤷🏻‍♀️ you get me spider anon you appreciate my angst and don't hold it against me, you have always been my favorite anon, never leave me

yes, someone said it and it was really on point !! "karina's gonna be her gravity" OH THAT HURTED EVEN ME

OMG BABY CATS BABY KITTIES THAT'S SO ADORABLE 🙌 me.. well.. i'm breathing !! i had better days !! hope you're fine too btw 🫂

[kazanskys-mitchell]

ASK GAME EHEHEHE

6. fluff or angst (i think i know your answer alr lmao but i’ll ask anyways), 12. post a sentence from your current wip, 22. pick out a random line from a fic you’re really proud of

6. fluff or angst

this is a great question honestly, i love both but fluff is where it’s at for me! you probably knew that though lmao

12. post a sentence from your current wip

i haven’t written anything for chapter 3 yet so here’s one of my favorite lines from chapter 2 :)

“I’d have to be clinically insane to ask him out, Nick. I don’t want to end up at a platonic dinner with him and have him see me strictly as a friend. I’d rather slam my head into a car door,” Pete exaggerated, which got a honk of laughter out of Nick.

22. pick out a random line from a fic you’re really proud of

Pete only laughed and made his way over to his partner, planting a light kiss on his cheek. “You love me.”

“Very much so. God help me,” Tom replied, grinning as he got an eye roll from Pete.

[fettachini77]

Rules and general info abt me!!

heyyyyyy

Imma set some ground rules just so I feel comfortable on here and I am able to write in a positive environment!

What anime’s you can request

I feel like I know the characters pretty well in My Hero Academia, Bungo Stray Dogs, and Jujutsu Kaisen. Feel free to request any and all characters and scenarios! (See below)

2. Content of requests

to start off, I am a minor, and I do not feel comfortable writing smut. I am willing to write fluff, angst, comfort, period comfort, gender neutral readers, male readers, female readers, etc; basically anything except smut. Thank you for understanding! <3

3. request other stuff idk what to name this

I can do scenarios, headcannons, drabbles, fics, etc. I am open to all requests and it may depend on how much time I have, but I will try to do what format you request!

4. Be nice

ik I may sound like a parent here, but seriously, be kind with your comments and actions on my blog. I am self conscious abt my writing sometimes and negative comments will make me lose the will to write more. So plz plz plz be kind to me and my writing, as well as the other readers here!

Alr, sooooo hi! You guys can call me Fettachini or B, whichever, (yes ik that Fettachini is spelled wrong, but it’s a nickname from school lol). I love to read, write, listen to music, draw, play sports, and hang out with my friends! I love anime and exploring characters in greater depth so I thought it’d be cool to try this whole thing out! I am a very busy person so updates may be slow but I will try my best to write for you guys! If you request and give me ideas I am more likely to post more frequently, so don’t be afraid to ask me anything!

also, plz note that I have never used tumblr before and I am still figuring out how tf this works lmao wish me luck

anywayyyyy byeee~ <3

[uh-niran-really]

👀I'm back once again..

👐 I request a spicy fic of fem reader x precious boy niran please!

👁️👁️ One where theyre still back at the academy ( theyre alr together )

And lets pretend their classrooms had desks fit for 2 people and the front part is covered- so that means you cant see anything from their waist below- if that makes sense-

But basically, Niran has been teasing (not sexually) the reader the entire day by being extraaa flirty with satya, trying to get a reaction out of the reader, reader gets jealous which is exactly what he wanted (bc he thinks its cute) but reader thinks of another way to get him back

👀so during class reader kneels down under the desk and unzips his uniform, making Niran flustered and embarrassed asf, reader teasing his cock by licking and kissing it

Then suddenly the professor calls on Niran, making him jolt, the professor then asks him a hard question which niran thought was really unlucky because that led him to take a longer time answering

Hes stuttering and trying to be quiet or atleast muffle his small moans by covering his mouth and acting like he has a cough

But in between answers he pauses and grips his table, his breath shaky as the reader took his whole dick in her mouth and giving him a blowjob 😈🙏

Tldr shaking and stuttering niran while reader gives him risky head

When he cums in her mouth he lets out a small, breathy...and lengthyyyy moan, putting his head down on the table

And then poor satya tries to comfort him but he shakes her off, asking her not to get closer in fear that she'll hear the succkingggg going on down there-

Which only makes satya more nervous and fidgety bc niran NEVER refuses any comfort coming from her

(.. woosh transition bc idk what else to put)

After the class, everyone leaves, satya yet again is worried asf bc niran isnt leaving yet, he makes up an excuse of having to finish up a homework before moving classes

When satya leaves and the room is empty niran forces reader up on the desk, he proceeds to eat her out till his face is sopping wet from her fluids and teases the shit out of her when it gets in his hair, also i like to think he makes her cum much much more times as punishment and also likes pleasuring her till shes crying out his name 🫡

THATS ALL 😇🫶 THIS TIME LESS ANGST.. EXCEPT FOR THE JEALOUS PART AND SAD SATYA😭🙏 THEY MAKE IT UP TO HER WITH A MOVIE NIGHT TRUST ME 😭🫶

(sorry for the 1000th request in the span of a few days..)

Fem Reader x Lifeweaver - Classroom Antics

Content: NSFW - Oral sex, minor fluffy bonus, Minors DNI!!

Word Count: 2700+

A/N: Oh gosh so sorry for the wait on this one dear! I’ve been sick as you know and writing NSFW whilst ill was a bit of a challenge. Hopefully this one sounds okay and you enjoy it! Also I included some Bonus Fluff at the end for you <3 We love happy Satya!! Again, so sorry for the wait!!

Oh he really did know how to get you riled up. Your boyfriend, the ever mischievous Niran Pruksamanee, was teasing you. Again. He so loved when you got jealous, he just thought you were the cutest thing. But often he loved the affection that followed the feeling, the desperate kisses and greedy hands over his body.

Today he found a new way to tease you. Satya. Poor Satya was caught in the cross fire for this one, which made it all the more delightful for Niran. He denied any and all forms of affection from you today, opting instead to give it all to Satya. You wanted a hug? Too bad, Satya got it. You wanted a kiss, so sorry but Satya gets a forehead kiss or a kiss on the back of her hand. A compliment? Straight to Satya.

Currently Niran was hugging Satya’s waist from behind grinning at you with a knowing smile. Satya was… less than pleased by the whole thing. In fact she had asked him several times to please stop involving her in his pathetic teasing of you.

“Niran..”

“Ohh but Satyaaaaa! I’m so full of affection today!! Five more minuets!”

“You have a girlfriend Niran.” She spoke in an irritated tone.

“Oh I know, but she’s not getting my affection today.”

You knew that this was all fun and games to him and that he really did love you. If you were to be genuinely hurt he would stop the whole thing, of course. You couldn’t help but play right into his hand though with the longing looks and the lip biting. Almost every time he noticed those looks he would grin. You were starting to get a little jealous, wishing he would at least touch you. The way he held Satya so innocently was enough to send your mind spilling. He hadn’t so much as held your hand today. What you wouldn’t give for that.

“Jealous petal?” He pouted softly, already knowing you were.

“No!” You pouted, watching him hug her waist tighter, Satya frowning ever harder than before.

It was time for class and Niran attempted to sit next to Satya at the shared desk. She often liked to sit at the back where it was way less crowded and no one behind her. It was a habit you and Niran picked up by extension. Poor Satya had honestly had enough by this point thought and scowled at him when he attempted to sit down with her.

“Niran! I love you, really I do, but would you please just let me have the hour to myself!” Her voice was calm yet commanding. “I’m all out of patience for this sort of thing right now, you’ve been doing this ALL DAY. Even if I did have the patience, Y/N looks rather uncomfortable. I assume it’s your doing?”

Niran shrugged and decided that enough was enough and he was done teasing you, all too happy now to sit next to you. As for you, you had been coming up with ways to get back at him for what he did today. One such way playing on your mind.

Class begun and you start off by ‘innocently’ placing your hand on Niran’s knee. He smiles at you thinking it was a sweet gesture, which it would be, usually. Slowly over the course of about 10 minuets you start to move your hand up his leg, finally resting it on his upper inner thigh. You knew it didn’t take much to set Niran off and you could already tell he was feeling a little hot and heavy.

“We’re in class my love.” He whispered. It was so unlike you to pull this type of thing outside of the dorms.

You give him a mischievous smirk before slowly dropping to your knees and sliding over to his side of the desk. Luckily for you, the fronts and sides of the desk were covered, making this the perfect revenge. Niran gasped as he felt his pants being unzipped and starts to get flustered.

“Sweetness what are you- Mmmfp!” He covered his mouth in time to catch his soft moan. You wasted no time teasing his cock. Why would you? You were going to enjoy this for all it was worth. He teased you so much today that this was sweet revenge.

Your lips felt so soft against him it was enough to make him harder than he already was from all the teasing you did. He tried his best to remain composed as he felt your warm tongue lick from the base to his tip, planting a soft kiss where you stopped. You continued to toy with him and tease him for a few more minuets sending him wild. It wasn’t enough to have him even remotely close to cumming, but was more than enough to have his mind on you.

“Mr Pruksamanee, why don’t you answer this next question?”

The professor had called on him making Niran jolt suddenly. This mind was frazzled and he could barely think straight. You continued to toy with your poor boyfriend, loving how flustered he was. The question was particularly difficult but Niran usually wouldn’t have much trouble formulating a response.

“I- uhhhh.. mmmm! I-“ He covered his mouth to let out a small moan, disguising it as a cough, before trying his hardest to focus on the question written on the board.

“The anSWER.. ohh.. the answer is…”

He grips the top of the desk, knuckles turning white, as he desperately tries not to moan again. You were being particularly teasing with him in this moment and it had him so on edge. Satya looks over and sees how hard he’s struggling, wondering what was wrong. Still she said nothing. Niran’s eyes widen as you take the tip of his cock in your mouth and slowly start to take his full length.

“Yes Mr Pruksamanee?”

“Hard… mmmmpffhhh.. Hard light… is… has… oh god..”

The blow job you were giving him felt so good. It’s all his mind could focus on right now. His eyes fluttered shut for a moment picturing you below him and how cute you must look with his cock in your pretty little mouth.

“Uhhh… multip- mul- mmmmmm!”

“Hard light has multiple properties that make it an excellent tool for almost any application. The user simply has to understand the intricate vertices of the object they wish to create before bending and shaping the light how they wish.”

“Very good, Miss Vashwani.”

Satya looked over at Niran highly concerned yet still said nothing. It was a hard question to answer but one Niran was more than capable of answering. He was bright red in the face and whimpering like a sad puppy.

Niran hardly cared what was going on now Satya had answered, he was loving the way you sucked his cock so lovingly. You felt so good wrapped around him like that. He bit his lip softly to hide his soft breathy moans, and husky pleas for more. Being the good girlfriend you were, you spot the signs of his impending orgasm and deep throat him as he cums inside your mouth.

“Chaiiiiiiiii!” His moan was breathy and lengthy as he rested his head on the desk. His mind was in running wild with thoughts of you shallowing his load, something you often did. You did shallow his load, but you weren’t done, oh no. Instead you continued to tease him, wanting to keep this little game going.

Satya was really concerned for her best friend now. He had been acting weird all class and she wanted to know if he was okay.

“Niran..? Are.. are you alright?”

You continued to suck his cock softly, keeping him flustered. Part of you wanted to see how he reacted to her. Would he whimper or keep his cool?

“Y-yes.”

She began to reach over to try and comfort him, wanting him to be okay. She started to feel a little bad for complaining at him earlier.

“Can I hel-“

“No!!”

She stops moving immediately, her hand recoiling at the sudden loud noise. A few people turn around and stare too, before shrugging and continuing to listen to the class. Niran stares at her equally as shocked, not meaning to shout at her like he did, he just didn’t want her to hear the salacious sounds of you sucking him off.

“Sor-sorry..” She squeak.

She begins to stim making Niran feel worse, thought it’s quickly replaced with the pleasure you continue to give him. You almost rewarding him for keeping this a secret, though you did feel bad for Satya, making a mental note to apologise to her later.

Satya’s mind was frazzled, so concerned for Niran that she hardly realised you weren’t beside him. She kept thinking about the way he shooed her away, when he typically craved comfort. She too made a mental note to try and be extra comforting later when he was feeling a little better.

Niran was making mental notes too. He too was going to make it up to Satya later, still feeling pang of guilt. But most of all, he was fantasising all the things he was going to do to you once he could. His top priority was to have you moaning his name. You continued to play with his cock until the end of class where everyone started to get up and leave, save for poor Satya, whose mind was in bits with worry.

“N-Niran.., it’s time to go..”

“You go on without me dearest, I’m going to stay and do some homework.”

“But you never do your homework..”

“Time I started getting around to that. Y/N will be joining me soon, so we’ll see you later okay?”

She nodded but lingered for a minuet or two not sure what to do in this situation she was worried she had upset him. He offered her a smile and promised that things were fine and that he would chat with her later. With a soft nod of her head she left, turning back once more to check on him as she left the classroom.

“Up.” Niran commanded, his voice husky and lustful.

You felt your heart skip a beat as he pushed back his chair and forced you up and onto the desk in front of him.

“Oh wãan-jai you have no idea what you’ve started do you? No idea.”

“You started it Niri.” You giggle softly at him.

“And I’m finishing it.”

His lips were on yours briefly before taking his seat again, lifting up your skirt and slotting his fingers in the waist band of your underwear, pulling them down with an agonising slowness. He watched as you squirmed a little, mostly out of anticipation.

“Aww Kon Dii, you’re all wet for me, that’s adorable. You want me that badly?”

You nod your head as he lowers his to kiss your inner thighs. He starts off slow and teasing before eventually picking a sweet spot and sucking on it softly, forming a love bite. Niran loved leaving those in intimate places. To everyone else you appeared pristine and untouched, but he knew the truth, you were well and truly his.

“Such pretty skin you have darling.”

Niran was good with his mouth, and not just with words. He knew what to do to have you crying out his name, followed by a string of curse words. The way he flicked his tongue across your clit had you eliciting a gentle cry from your lips. He often loved the vocal feedback you gave him. He loved to know he pleased you in every way possible. Soon he had you gushing from his tongue, a small smirk plastered across his lips, holding you down not wanting you to wiggle away from his grasp. He wouldn’t let you go, not now, not when he had you so worked up. He continued to eat you out through your orgasm, laughing softly at your pleas and cries for him to give you a break, your poor legs shaking from the sheer pleasure.

“When have you ever known me to just give you just one orgasm gardenia?”

Your soft moans and pleas were like music to his ears. He couldn’t get enough, couldn’t stop until he was satisfied. You attempted to squeeze your thighs together but what good were his muscles if he couldn’t keep your legs apart. He loved how sensitive you were, so vulnerable, so cute.

“Niri!!” You shrieked already feeling another orgasm building, still highly sensitive from the last one.

He looked up at you with hungry eyes, mouth never ceasing to move away from his delightfully sweet dessert, an eye brow raised challenging you. The look he gave you was enough to have you cumming again, much to Niran’s enjoyment.

“Ohh sweetie, it’s all in my hair.” He teased softly. “I just washed it, looks like you’ll have to help me wash it later hmm?”

Shower sex was another of his man’s favourite things to do, you were convinced he would do anything with you though, as long as you were comfortable with it. Anything to please you, his most treasured girl. He hardly gave you chance to come down from this high either, continuing to lick and flick his tongue over your abused clit. He had decided that this wasn’t enough however and he needed to punish you further. He was sure one finger dipping inside you would be enough to send you over the edge but you were such a naughty girl he decided to double that, thrusting two fingers inside you with no warning.

“Niran!!”

“Yeah that’s it Cutiepie, call my name.”

He was relentless, loving every minuet of the pleasure he gave you. You were sure a good girl for him most of the time, but he loved when you were bad too. He continued his assault, closing his eyes as if he were in heaven, because to him he was. Pleasuring you was akin to pleasing himself. You were his priority.

“Close Kon Dii?”

He didn’t even have to look at you to know. The way you whimpered for him was all he needed to hear. Soft little mews and sweet little “uhh” were like music go his ears. Though he especially loved when you lost your mind to the undeniable pleasure. Forgetting where you were, you let out a guttural cry as he had you cumming a final time, smirking in delight.

“That’s my girl, so lovely.”

Finally he let you come down from your high, your senses had been stress tested to the max and overstimulation was surprisingly enjoyable for you, to which he made a mental note to do it again. His face was glistening, yet he looked so handsome. You couldn’t help but hug him, feeling emotional after all the stimulation he gave you.

“Was I too rough on you, petal?

“No, I love you.”

“And I love you. So much.”

——💎——

Bonus:

Back at the dorm, the two of you had decided to be extra affectionate with Satya that evening. She had come home from the library to kisses and cuddles from her two best friends. She flustered wondering what was going on before being dragged to the sofa for a movie night, Niran hugging her on her left and you on her right.

“Sorry for worrying you Satya dearest. I’m fine, I can assure you there is nothing to worry about!” He winked at you, Satya most certainly seeing, but most likely not caring or understanding.

“I’m sorry too Satya! He can be such a pain sometimes can’t he?”

She teared up, feeling so happy to have two wonderful best fiends in her life. She wondered why you were both showing her with love but for once, she didn’t mind! She was just happy that Niran wasn’t mad with her or flustered anymore.

“Y-yes. He can.” She nodded, hands resisting the urge to stim from joy. She didn’t want to worry you both.

“Thank you..” She squeaked, snuggling back with both of you, eyes fixed on the TV but mind racing with happy memories of the three of you, together.

Operation make Satya happy, was a success!

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THE WAY U WRITE IS SOOOO...my god ily ily ily i love ur writing mwah chefs kiss u ate so bad pls im alr gonna go back nd reread jt and then go read ur jimjn fic too 🤭

me rn after reading 😪 i love toxic giselle unfortunately

AHH THE CHAPELL ROAN PIC IS SO REAL !!! likeeee toxic giselle my baefy i fear… i wonder if i should make part 2 of guess be fluff or angst again. 🤫🤔 maybe ur answer could swat me sed7ction 🙏🙏

UGHH ur so sweet im gonna start bawling my eyes out every times i read ur msgs from my inboxes. sed7ction my BAEFY for lifeee. SO glad u liked my fanfics so far !! heh… i have some more fic ideas ready for the last two aespa members 🗣️🗣️ PERHAPS if u dm ill let u choose between two fanfic ideas 🤗🤗🤗

can't believe i made this cutie patootie so toxic.

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We will wait and wait in that space and part 2 of tht series keeps me up at night well i havent read both of them but i read the summaries and the end of part 2 and started crying

you write angst so well omgg

ive read some of ur fics and posts and u seem like a really cool person!!! What do you think is your saddest fic? I'm a sucker for angst. Im reading ur bkdk fics and im like this hits so hard omg

also new mha chapter, if this isnt too much i just wondering what r ur thoughts on it? I saw a recent post from u abt it so im assuming u alr read it or something. Sorry if this is alot!

hahahha oh my gosh thank you! i don't know how i gave off the impression i was cool at all because i am not

hmmm in terms of the saddest one? I'd say its we will wait and wait in that space, hands down. There's such a certain helplessness and hopelessness in loving someone so much, trying to save them over and over and over again, and knowing that the only way they live is if you're not part of their life. for Izuku, who desperately wants to save people, who got his power because he wanted to save Katsuki - urgh. The devastation. If any of them are worth a read for angst specifically, its that one.

ooooffff thank you for asking about the new mha chapter. its a really, really hard question to answer. there's a very melancholic vibe in the classroom, it seems. i feel for izuku. the amount of loss he's suffering through is immense. he failed to save the one person that he promised himself he's try to reach. he lost his quirk, his dream, broke his body to save everyone around him. he saw his heroes, his idols, his friends die and break and mutilate themselves and felt responsible for all of it. he is sixteen years old and the world as he knows it has changed. forever. how can that boy possibly be in a place where he can return to any semblance of normal?

i hope we have a chance to explore his grief. i hope there is a deku vs kacchan part 3, where katsuki beats izuku's 'i'm fine' out of him. i hope he cries and breaks down and tells him just how tired he is of pretending to be strong for everybody else. i hope they finally talk. that izuku acknowledges just how sincerely and completely katsuki admires him and cares for him. i hope that they can hold each other up, support each other. i hope that he can start to forgive himself. i hope, you know?

on that note, i desperately desperately hope that the 'mysterious' figure in the end is Tenko. listen, i've thought a lot about shigaraki's 'death' in the past week and a half. and, as always, i stand with the fact that horikoshi is an excellent writer and whichever way he decides to end this series and his characters is the right way. he has never been careless in the past ten years with these stories, and i dont have a single doubt he'll start now.

i've spent years talking about how shigaraki is by far my favorite antagonist in any anime ever, and that the LoV are, in every sense of the word, the greatest villain team of all time. horikoshi wrote them with as much love and sincerity as he did the heroes. if the choice to kill tomura is deliberate because it hits so hard, then i dont think it was the wrong choice. he stayed a villain until the very end, and we still loved him. we still sympathized with him. he will still haunt the narrative forever. he still was a hero to the villains. he still gave the disenfranchised hope. he still changed the world.

if he's dead, i need him to be grieved. by toga. by touya. by spinner. by izuku. i need him never to fade.

BUT. but. if he lives. if what disappeared was simply his 'vestige' of Decay and his physical body still exists somewhere, Quirkless. If he has a chance to live as Tenko Shimura. free from All for One. From the house that bound him. from the name Shigaraki itself..

i. i can't imagine a more powerful narrative than to give the villains a chance to live. to be cared for. to be loved. to see the world around them and know that it is with their own hands that they changed it. for people like them. for the future. if this is a story about hope, then that is what hope looks like to me.