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Oh Goood, if Soap tried to blackmail me, I'd be SO MAD. But also, he'd not win a single thing cause I'd just be like "aight. Go for it. I don't have shit to be ashamed about. You spread those, and I sue you for a large enough sum to cover my eight years of university, darlin!"
lmaooo you could do that. but keep in mind Johnny’s head has grown big from all the praise he receives from family back home, serving the motherland and all that - he believes he’s above the law at this point, and in a way, he kind of is. if i remember correctly, servicemen get tried at court differently than normal civilians. Johnny would find a way to flirt himself out a trouble and would manage to ply Price (a man of similar merit - outwardly heroic but inwardly cruel) into getting him out of trouble too. clearing his name because what is Price going to do without his best demolitions expert? what would Ghost do without his favourite toy on longer deployments?
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At first this was going to be about the hipocrisy of fandom regarding ichiruki and the sacracity of m/f friendship rep, but then I perceveid it would be stupid since most of them could ship two doors if it was a man and woman, they just are doing mental olympics to disprove it being read as romantic.
But there's a part of this that's really annoying and it's the warriors of m/f friendship being mad at every IR shipper, but never at the people who erases Rukia infuence and importance from Ichigo's life.
Look a lot of giant Bleach accounts try to minimize Ichigo and Rukia relationship, they're the reason as to why Bleach even exist their relationship is the pillar of the entire story, they're soulmates and destined to be together (yes even in a platonic sense), but most of them don't even recognize that, most would say they're besties or share one braincell and that's it... not even having the nerve of saying Ichigo and Rukia are most important person in each other life.
It's really funny how IRs are the horrible ones for shipping two friends, but then get real quiet to the ones who literally ignore Rukia importance/presence, say Renji is actually Ichigo bestie, barely even post official art with these two, never complained about how Rukia and Ichigo bond was dimished in the last arc and in the post ending novel, like? Are you really a fan of their friendship or you are just mad bc people ship them instead of something else? Be serious for a moment! 90% of times folks say they're friends are because they find romantic IR an absurd idea, so many of "their friendship is so precious, such a shame a bunch of freaks ship them 🥺" Is it necessary? Everytime someone say Ichigo and Rukia are friends a whole ass crowd reunites to hate on the ship, I'm sorry but I thought you guys were there to celebrate their friendship? I will never take these people seriously.
#ichiruki#pro ichiruki#so funny how many of the “let ir be friends” ppl#follow a bunch of rukia haters#and people that literally edit/cut her from official art with all the main five#people that never ONCE cared to their bond outside of ship wars#but sure they think platonic IR is very important#they could at least pretend a little bit better christ#posting them in a twitter quote trend doesn't change the fact you guys dgaf#any literally any person that fights for the right of these two being friends wouldn't accept how the novel treated their relationship#much less in the last arc#and i've already seen other fandoms talking about platonic bonds in other fandoms#and most of their reactions are like “i adore them so much”#and not a ship hating point#and when it attract haters generally op tries to calm the situation saying it's just to celebrate characters relationships#i wonder why it never goes this way in bleach fandom#it's always ppl with the most forced het ships saying “why can men and women be friends anymore?”#be for real#take your own advice then
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what if Y/N could see Dust San's Papyrus & like ghosts & spirit's in general
They’re gossip buddies 🥰
When Papyrus finds out that you can see him, he’s elated to finally have someone new to talk to - don’t get him wrong, he loves his brother! But his interactions with Dust have been his only interactions for years at this point, so having someone new to dialogue with is like finding water in a desert. A very sock-filled, dusty desert. He wants to talk about anything and everything, desperate for any form of contact, and as a result he’ll probably come off as a bit intense at first; he evens out a little as time goes on and he settles into the new norm, though. He’s glad he can talk to you about what he’s experienced and all of the batshit things he’s seen as a spectator - gossip buddies!
He also likes to give you advice, especially related to his brother. He thinks you’re good for him, and knows he likes you, but he worries about what Dust will be like as a partner. He understands completely how unstable Dust is and doesn’t want you getting caught in a bad situation or some sort of crossfire, both because he’s desperate for company and because of his integrity and value system.
In the end, he decides that the best course of action is to help his brother become an Acceptable Datemate and to be there for you if you need any help or advice or encouragement relating to his brother (or anything else, really - he prides himself on being the best friend anyone could ask for, and what kind of friend would he be if he didn’t help you in your time of need even if it didn’t have to do with his plans? It’s all he’s good for at this point, anyways - it’s not like he could make any other sort of difference…but nevermind that! Moping won’t help anyone!)
I’d say that in the end, most Y/Ns would end up being pretty good friends with Papyrus - especially if they were living in Nightmare’s castle for any reason, but also just in general. Dust is silently happy Papyrus is happy, and finds a lot of joy in that you two get along - despite their damaged relationship, the brothers still care for each other deeply, and that comes out in a lot of their actions. I could see Y/N being really good for their relationship as well and perhaps even acting as a catalyst for healing it :)
#myart#doodles#dust#dust sans#dusttale papyrus#sans x y/n#sansnomaly#sans x you#asks#TYSM FOR THE ASK IM SORRY I TOOK SO LONG AAA#also!#if you don’t like gossip he won’t do it with you lol#he didn’t like it when he was alive so he completely understands your position#it might take him a minute to really get it in his head that you don’t like it though - he hasn’t talked to anybody in so long#talking about them feels like talking to them at this point#it’s just not the same for him#anyways poor guy needs some therapy it sucks that only two people ever can see him#ALSO(2x)!! just to clarify - my dusttale papyrus is usually a hallucination#not a specter - I just find the concept fun aksjndjs#the tragedy of his existence as a real ghost is palpable and I adore it#specter dusttale papyrus
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#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´;ω;`)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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To the person that said to check out Animation VS Minecraft : How dare you, and you were right. It's great!
#avm purple#avm green#avm blue#avm red#avm yellow#avm tsc#It gives you so much depth of personality for the color bros!#in AVA we barely see them really#in AVM it's all about them and I loved it!#Also purple? Hello???#those that know me know that I love a traitor#this guy is SUCH A WET CAT my god I adore him!#Brave brave wet creature!#Hey king orange..... I just want to talk......#Anyways yes the brainrot continues XD#animation vs minecraft#avm#animation vs animator
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okay, Flynn fangirling over Darrington Dare might be the cutest thing ever
#the librarians#flynn carsen#noah wyle#like awww. he's obsessed with him 😌 I can relate#I'm not the biggest Flynn fan but he is adorable in this episode#also. that Darrington guy has the nicest arm hair I've ever seen. yeah I don't know either. it just looks really fluffy okay.#and. he is tall and kinda cute. and he is standing next to Jake. soo they are in love 🤷#also also. Jake. I see you not rolling up your sleeves. that's highly unusual. hmm is someone insecure about his lack of fluffy arm hair?#sorry one day I will stop talking about how creepy the smoothness of his forearms is to me. but today is not that day.#it's just so funny I'm sorry#he could just stop shaving them (or whatever). then I'd stop talking about it. so. not my fault 🤷#also Cassandra looks adorable in this scene so I didn't want to crop her out#and! I'm looking at this on my phone now and it's really really funny how pink my edits made his cheeks look. they were fine on my#laptop but tbh it's even funnier like this
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why do i know what it means when someone asks me to draw gojo buying wonderbread but not know how i know. like this knowledge was just inserted into my mind at a certain point, probably against my will.
#i also have implanted memories of gojo dressed as alice in wonderland#if i had march jjts art style i would never stop#if you guys dont know what im talking about just google wonderbread commission meme#and march jjt draws adorable gojos and i literally have spent whole days thinking about them#they are unrelated thoughts#delete later
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Would you please draw Prism and Right Robot being adorable together
Any excuse to draw Prism and her bobots...but before I could draw this I had to actually do a Right Robot design that was different to Robutler:
One thing I really like to do to stylise the robots is to make their head brim thing look like a hat? I draw Robutler's similar to Phoenix's hat & I made Right Robot's similar to a hard hat! Also on Robutler I make their antenna curl like how I when draw Prism's hair :]
Anyways yeah...she loves her bobots so much :(((
I also have a little headcanon that is post-IEYTD 3 where Prism fixes up Robutler using half of the Kinesium core from Right Robot and they're kind of inseparable because of it..since Right Robot brings up Robutler in Blind Spot I like to think they were already buddies but now they're just super bonded
Anyways ty for the ask!! +2 sketchbook pages again and I also filled another page doing a comic so I'm at 11/28. I'm dubious about finishing it at this point because I'm very busy this next week but it won't stop me from trying to get it to the best state I can before hand-in :]
#i love how the easiest way to draw the robots is small square large circle triangle and then you have the base#such a simple liddol dude#anyways this was so much fun I love them all so much...from the bottom of my heart I adore them#also there's something so gentle about prism with her robots like lord. the way she talks to them. the way she talks ABOUT THEM -#- in the end credits#it makes my heart throb EVERY TIME#i listen to the end criedits just to hear her talk abt them. by the way. there's so much love immso. imso.#head in hands curled into a ball. ieytd 4 cannot come sooner so i can see her happy with right robot#and if we don't get that im walking to schell games msyelf i feel like I've said this before#idk what context though ANYWAYS!!!!! yeah. these guys. good lord.#[agent moose's art]#ieytd#roxana prism#right robot#robutler
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some captain swan honeymoon concepts…
1) wearing cute outfits
2) smooth sailing 💕
3) checking on Storybrooke on facetime a.k.a. what it looks like when Emma is handling the phone versus when Killian tries
4) being cute and romantic
BONUS: doing each other’s make up for an evening out✨
They got there🥺
#ouat fan art#captain swan honeymoon#emma swan#killian jones#my fan art#captain swan#i imagine them taking the jolly roger and going on a cruise south along the eastern coast of america#marrying a guy with a real pirate ship has its perks you know#the fastest ship in all the realms no less#do they get a fun adventure in the bermuda triangle? maybe…#but i love the idea of them making several stops along the coast and killian exploring this strange modern world with emma as his guide#and emma being constantly amused by killian’s confusion#and in turn she becomes quite adept at sailing by the end of the trip#and there is a lot of comedic potential when urban fantasy heroes interact with the normal world#and have to figure out a way to talk about their lives with new people without sounding absolutely insane#but also just… captain swan being adorable and domestic and happy#cs fanart#nya draws
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Like gege, like didi ♡
归棹 The Way Home · 2024
#归棹#gui zhao#the way home#cdramasource#dramasource#asiandramasource#dailyasiandramas#chineseartistsinc#cdramanet#cdramagifs#cdramaedit#cdrama#chinese drama#*5#ep14#he jiahao#he jiashu#ma boquan#zhang kangle#they are adorable 🥺🥺 look at THEM!!!! talk to me about them pleaseeee#the episodes just get increasingly shorter and shorter WHAT ARE YOU CUTTING OUT 👖???#i have to look on bilibili everyday to see what they've cut out and some of it arent even bad
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So... Link Click Bridon Arc.
*curls up on the floor and sobs pathetically*
#it talks!#guys I'm not okay#this is even more tragic than ALNST ivantill wtf#I was crying through the last few s2 episodes#then bridon Arc hit me right in the guts. Literal K.O.#link click... truly a hidden treasure#this is gonna be my blog topic for a while now lmfao get used to it#I need to change my banner dear Lord#I NEED TO DRAW THEM#ITS A PRIMAL NEED#seriously though I adore Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi#everything about them is so tragic... and yet— so perfect. Fragile and fragmented yet still whole#link click has changed my brain chemistry holy shit man#also I whipped up a mini prompt for them#literally woke up from my half asleep state to type it out as if my life depended on it#dunno if I'll post it tho#will prolly draw it if I get the time. It was mainly meant to be like a scene dialogue of Lu Guang speaking to Cheng Xiaoshi...#and a lot of scenes from s1 timeline#I have way too ambitious ideas for my still developing skills... I'm trying to balance it okay-#oh and of course. the classic yearning scene of the MC's thoughts being spoken while the soon to be dead love interest is happily smiling#that's my fav part. It comes at the end :D#okay I think that's it lmao please comment if you read this far I've no clue if people even read my posts half the time#link click#shiguang daili ren#tags mainly for sorting purposes and nothing else
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re my last post unfortunately i think viktor is pretty so he is my weakness in this show. i still do wanna throttle him and jayce though
#me initially w jayce like yay he's latino! aw he's a science guy! oh. oh. oh. oh. hm. hmmmm. ummmm. yes! NOOOO no no.#me w viktor: oh okay. oh why is his voice so cute. why is he so cute. no NO NO I CANNOT NOOOO. aw :D aw :(((#hey viktor what are you going. hey viktor HEY HEY VIKTOR????????#bluebird.txt#imma be honest the whole 'ive become a god i can see through time i can see humanity's weakness' stuff is like yeah yeah yeah 🙄#sure bud that's totally not incredibly basic dumbass shit. like yawn.#also jayce's 'you're beautiful just the way you are' was completely unwarranted and also unhelpful and empty#viktor's leg idk how that happened or if he was born like that but like okay i guess yeah imperfections are beautiful#a la entrapta#but the disease??? the disease caused by the pollution of the undercity?????#another example of them (piltover) ignoring the undercity and condemning them and another example#of the writers seemingly completely forgetting that 100%#but anyways. viktor fuck you i think you're adorable though#i mean maybe ill specify and say s1 viktor cuz s2 viktor is chill until he joins ambessa#the god shit i can excuse bc he said he wanted to make people's lives better and he thought he was#but post ambessa that's just more of me absolutely not even a little bit understanding what any character was talking about#arcane#i need to watch it again or read a wiki for background lore#bc truly i was like what are you all talking about...
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(Image description below 'read more' line.)
[Image ID: A four-by-four alignment chart on a white background with text descriptions to the left and to the top of the squares.
The top left description reads, "seems like they'd be good at parenting." The top right description reads, "seems like they'd be bad at parenting."
Then, from the top down, to the left of the squares, the other set of descriptions reads: "excellent child rearing instincts," and "never trust them with a child in your life."
Each of the four squares contains an image of a different character. At the top left is an image of Lan Wangji of the Mo Dao Zu Shi donghua. He sits between the descriptors "seems like they'd be good at parenting," and "excellent child rearing instincts."
In the top right square sits an image of Wei Wuxian, also of the Mo Dao Zu Shi donghua. He sits between the junction of "seems like they'd be bad at parenting" and "excellent child rearing instincts."
In the bottom left square is an image of Xie Lian from the Tian Guan Ci Fu manhua. He occupies the square with the captions, "seems like they'd be good at parenting" and "never trust them with a child in your life."
Finally, in the bottom left square, sits an image of Hua Cheng from the Tian Guan Ci Fu manhua. He occupies the junction between "seems like they'd be bad at parenting" and "never trust them with a child in your life". /End ID]
#look ok#i see all the cute little fics with xl and hc talking about becoming parents and etc etc#and that's cute! that's adorable!! let them be happy!!!#but. you have to admit ok. hualian need to work through their own problems#like c'mon. xl picks up like AT LEAST three kids in the book and then proceeds to forget about one on his shelf for a while#just kinda. stands judgmentally with his hands on his hips about guzi and qi rong (it's really funny though don't get me wrong)#and after finally re-capturing lang ying he's like 'i'm gonna guardian you!' and then a whole bunch of shit happens and uh well#ly turns out to be the ghost of some kid xl traumatized 800 years ago come back for vengeance (L)#which means xl traumatized him multiple times lmao#we aren't even touching qi rong and lang qianqiu which YES i know the latter wasn't xl's fault and i am fully aware that the situation with#qi rong is and was complicated. BUT. come ON man can these poor kids never catch a break? the one kid he DIDN'T accidentally traumatize#turned out to be obsessively in love with him so like maybe this is for the best?#anyway i also just don't think they'd be... genuinely interested in a commitment like that? like hc would go along with anything xl wants#but he doesn't seem the type to be interested in kids (he's mostly just interested in xl)#xl isn't off the hook either ok#people bring up hc's treatment of e'ming but xl isn't exactly a saint to ruoye. i dont blame the guy he's got a lot on his mind#but he's also very.... absent#plus with the responsibilities of their respective positions all their extra time is like. spent on eachother jk?#this isn't to say xl doesn't *like* kids or anything i just don't think he would want to be a full-time parent lmao#also they DEFINITELY have their own issues with themselves as kids and i'm afraid that might translate into like. parenting#meme#tgcf#mxtx meme#tgcf meme#xie lian#hua cheng#lan wangji#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan zhan
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whats ur opinion on wainlock
LOVE IT and love how they're written with actual depth which is honestly so rare with older couples in media in general. like two old dudes with actual development in their relationship? wainwright worrying about not being a good fit for hammerlock which makes hammerlock worry for him?? but then they say screw it, it will work out and it does??? it's very realistic and i love them for that
#this is something i love abt blands in general tbh#lots of media dont really give elderly or even just older adult characters depth or character development#especially if theyre side characters#but i love how wainwright for example is actually a pretty insecure guy#both when it comes to managing jakobs and also his relationship with hammerlock#cause you dont see a whole lot of older characters with anxiety like that and i think winny is very cool for that#and i love how hammerlock knows about this too and is very reassuring about it#like despite being an adventurer and explorer hes still very domestic when he gets a chance to be and is just really gentle in general#but kinda naively so?? cause he was so willing to talk to aurelia during the eden-6 arc and work things out while she was ready to kill him#while wainwright was very steadfast on never trusting her#they know how to handle each other's flaws is what im trying to say!! and i adore that#also love it when old couples in media arent treated as 'pure' and sexless as well#hammerlock called wainwright a beast in the sheets and i love that for them!!!#anon
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I'm still not sure if i'll write Mayura and Hina back into the storyline in Csm part 2, but just know that post part 1 Mayura becomes the second biggest Chainsaw man hater
#second because the first spot obviously belongs to Katana man#you see. other than Hina the people Mayura was the closest to back then were Cherry and Beam#and both of them died in hell while acting to revive Denji#combine that with the fact that Mayura had never experienced losing a friend before joining public safety (because she didn't had any)#and you get her not knowing how to deal with grief and placing her frustrations into being mad at Denji#because those guys were Chainsaw man's biggest fans. they adored him and Mayura heard them speak (or write in Cherry's case) so highly of#this guy. the same one who (in Mayura's view) didn't try hard enough to save them. he should have done more for them#it's like. the hyporcrisy of someone who was not present in the situation talking as if they know everything about it#mixtured with experiencing loss for the first time ever. so yeah. Mayura doesn't like Denji very much (she sees him and Csm as the same)#if i do add the girlies to part 2 i definitely wanna have a fight scene between her and Denji#hyena ramblings#csm#csm part 2#csm oc#Mayura#Hina Akiyama#Cherry
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Yup, still on my gay coproganda bs.
One of the more interesting things about Jiang Ting's character is how much he doesn't actually want to be a character. His defense mechanism is to turn the question around. We first see this when Yan Xie confronts him the first time about being 'Captain Jiang'. He asks Jiang Ting what he has to say about all of the things he'd uncovered about Jiang Ting's past, and Jiang Ting's response is "What do you want 'Captain Jiang' to say? Tell me and I'll say it."
And he does this so often. He could lie, he could tell a half-truth, instead he asks what the other person wants to hear. What they want him to be.
And guess what? I'm totally normal about that. XD
The earliest memory we have of him is as a child, cleaning his father's body and being grateful that he wasn't beaten today. He's too young to understand that his father overdosed (we get no information about his mother) and is already dead. He's too young to realize that the majority of the people in his small village are either addicts or dealers, that it's a miracle he was born without HIV. When he's sent to the orphanage, he's isolated and bullied, internalized that he's unclean and unlovable when he looks in the mirror. When Yan Xie gets angry at the corruption in the orphanage Bu Wei grew up in, he just replies that 'It's like that, in places like these.'
When Ma Xiang confronts him, asking him who he is really. Is he the mole that got Yan Xie shot and nearly killed, lying on an operating room table while they waited for news? Jiang Ting says it himself, he's the most suspicious out of all of them, because even swept under the rug, the rest of the division Knows something is off about their 'Consultant Lu'. Jiang Ting doesn't define himself. He says "I'm who your Yan-ge thinks I am."
Yan Xie listens to the half-truths he's spun about himself after he dragged Jiang Ting out of the river, and Jiang Ting tells him: The safest thing for you is to hand me over to the police. I can't make myself believe you, because I have nothing now. I can't respond to this feeling, because I don't want to lie to you. Whether you hand me in or not is up to you.
He even does this to Wen Shao, when his loyality is probed. "What do you want me to say?" Except Wen Shao thinks he understands Jiang Ting the best, that only Jiang Ting understands him. Jiang Ting tells the truth then, that the one who understood his reasons wasn't him. Yan Xie was the one who correctly guessed the motives.
Because Jiang Ting has never been wanted as himself. He was the child of drug addicts, tossed into a orphanage where the corruption was rampant and money went into the adult's hands more often than not. When he finally found a friend, someone who liked him and didn't chase him away, his first thought is of saving his friend. Wen Shao has money and a family who loves him, so it's okay if he dies as long as Wen Shao lives. When his friend betrays him, saves himself first, Jiang Ting is happy.
Except his first friend, the person who says now everything I have is yours and you will be my only brother, the one person who likes someone like Jiang Ting, is the son of a drug lord. He forces the kidnappers who hurt them to take heroin, then turns to Jiang Ting and asks if he's happy now.
The child who watched his father overdose and has finally learned to understand what drugs are, is forced to watch more people die the same way by the one person who was supposed to love him.
He's happy. He's very happy. (The lie is so weak - he's ten years old and he's never had to hide himself like this before, despite everything. He's only just realizing that his first lie was already made, because he can't be loyal to Wen Shao, not like this. But he lies, because what else can he do? )
Wu Tun adopted him to keep his son, Wen Shao, in check. He's a pawn, put into a good school and groomed to be a policeman with padded pockets who will let the drug cartel off. He hates - hates - that he has no choice in this, he just has to become the pawn Wu Tun wants.
Wen Shao returns and he's brought new, even worse drugs with him. He wants his Red Queen on his side, gives Jiang Ting an apartment to rest in, to take care of things that would be 'inconvienent' otherwise, and Jiang Ting hates and hates even more.
So he plans to kill the King of Spades, then take out the Ace of Clubs. It can't erase what he is, but maybe he can move forward. All the over time, the stress, the loneliness will be worth it. (I'm so very very Normal about how he can't just agree to hanging out with his coworkers, how he over thinks and decides half way to take the agreement back and say 'let's talk about it tomorrow'. Because he wants to go, for the first time in his life he wants to do something as simple as going out with coworkers - possibly friends.)
Except he's been sold out. His plan falls through. His team dies and he'll never be able to talk about it tomorrow, and when he runs into the fire, all that's left for him is three years of being comatose and the King of Spades going free.
When he meets Yan Xie, he hides. He wants to be what Yan Xie wants him to be, but he can't. He's still tied as the Queen of Hearts, haunted by the sins he's committed and the people who died. He comments that Yan Xie is blind falling for someone like him, calling him beautiful all the time. That this crush that he'd never allowed himself to pursue has come back into his life and wants to be picked by him.
The Red Queen's heart that was so full of hate now has something else. But even if Yan Xie was blind now, would he still love Jiang Ting when he saw the truth?
He hides and he hides and lies, and when the cards are drawn, he finally tells the truth, finds something to define himself by. "I love you, Yan Xie."
Yan Xie's faith in him is already broken. It has to be broken further. The best lie is the one that is the truth that no one believes.
#Breaking through the Clouds#Huai Shang#This is Mem's life#Meta and things#This novel is actually a happy ending btw#This one is way less coherent than the previous post I wrote#but normal levels of Unhinged demanded I write more.#Also I adore how Ma Xiang and Han Xiaomei both come to the same conclusion as Yan Xie independently#like they both believe in Jiang Ting despite everything as well#Of course they've heard things#But they trusted in his actions instead of his words and I'm Normal about that#The whole department is just like so yeah we can't talk about Consultant Lu to any of the higher ups#And we're totally keeping the vice captain's piece on the side quiet#because obviously he's a cool guy? Ignore the fact he's supposed to be dead and sold out his previous team#Obviously Consultant Lu has only helped them.#Jiang Ting why are you like this let them love you
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