#i WILL get cramps again
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some thing that is award about periods and i know i have it well and mine aren't too bad
is how for like an hour or two you will be curled up on the bathroom floor with or without towels because temp needs change, with your fingers going numb because all the blood is leaving you to get the fuck out, you drag yourself into the bathtub you luckily own to get the cramps to chill tf down and wait for painkillers to kick in, frantically trying to find any video thats a good enough distraction for this time of death
and then all is good and fine for the rest
#txts#just gotta die for a while#i...my hair is so soaked from sweat but i do not have the energy to wash it rip#also it FINALLY is colder outside#and i cant even enjoy it#bc if my body isnt overheating#i WILL get cramps again#day 1 man...day fucking 1 is always a disaster
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"Let's fix this drawing" *redraw the whole thing*
#star wars#star wars fanart#star wars the clone wars#star wars rex#wip or finished?#no one knows#sorry for the spam#I disappear a week and come back with *nothing*#But don't complain you're lucky#meanwhile my twitt is without content since a month#Cause I'm battling with illustrations V_v#anyway I went hiking with friends#we end up getting lost and having to go through like a feet of mud#a river#and 4 hours of walking#And my body took it well wtf like zero cramp#But then two days after I think I may have gotten a cold#so idk#still pushed to the gym#tho ofc it's summer now so they are much people#and BOI lemme tell you#for a city were half the population is right-wing elderly#the only people I see at my park are doing handstand on bars or whatever high level jedi sh*t#or maybe it's the only good streetpark at miles around so cool people can only go there#and me a shy potato with my cat-ears headphones and messy hair#anyway#that's it for my life.#good night#or I will redraw his face AGAIN#TAT
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two idiots talk about their siblings (catholic school au)
#it's the fabled comic i said i'd make time and time again .. how sunkel find out their siblings know each other in this au#it's a little messy bc my hand started cramping halfway through AUFGHGF sorry about that#trying to get back into comic art .......#omori#sunny omori#kel omori#basil omori#aubrey omori#mari omori#heromari omori#fan art#comic#omori au#becki draws stuff n stuff
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daily affirmations: im the shit
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#can someone power wash my brain ive gotten addicted to the shoe commercial song again#and 2nd one is not related. well now it is. but it was supposed to be its own thing#i ended up not liking the sketch enough for how much trouble it gave me so its going up like this#sweep ur bf off ur feet (flying edition)#anywayz. 1st one done in an hour while listening to something on repeat. no prize for guessing what#im at my vacation now so its gonna be backlog for a little while until i get my bearings#its a tradition by now to draw fullbody walkies while listening to hip hop so who knows. i might do more of that#now i sleep for tomorrow i go shopping#today i packed spent 4 hrs in a cramped car. had a swim a pint some real good canned tuna for dinner. truly life is good#and i cant wait to sleep on this mood so i can wake up feeling different tomorrow#it hasnt quite been dread latwly except when it has. but idk#i remember id used to wake up and not feel like im in a pressure cooker set on medium to low#its been a year. id like to know that feeling again
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hehe~~ i am soooooo sleepy and tired right now :3 i’m all cuddled up in all my blankets🥰 so warm and comfy hehe…..oh and also my past is haunting me😐
#girl help i tried to go to sleep but remembered the Anger™️#experienced a Situation recently that i have been very bravely and sexily ignoring#and - literally WHO would have known - ignoring it is not making it better lol#so now i lay down all comfy to sleep and my brain is just like: the thing😦#and then i gotta stay AWAKE😒 so i can distract myself from the thing#until im tired enough to sleep BEFORE my brain remembers the thing#smh#it sucks#also im good mostly!#it’s just hitting me worse rn because my period always puts my emotions out of whack😪#but im getting proper sleep and everything#and hope to take action to lessen the impact of the thing soon it just takes time ya know#like sometimes things ARE going to hurt you and bother you for a while#and that’s just how it is#but life will move on eventually and good things will come to steal some of the space those bad things take up#just gotta be patient😪#sorry for my nonsense rambles again#i just found it really funny#because tonight i really was legitimately more annoyed by the disruption to my sleep than i was about the life changing situation lol#sleep is my number one priority at any given moment fr#to be fair though i WAS so comfy and tired from cramps and really looking forward to sleep#so i think i was justified😤😤
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🥲🥲🥲 don’t look in my tags
#so don’t look bc i don’t like want anyone to see i just want to vent lol#i’ve had an incredibly hard time recently bc my period cramps have been so hard to handle#they ruin at least 3-4 days of every month and that SUCKS#okay now that most of you are probably gone#i really have had a high libido recently#like higher than usual#but i only get laid MAYBE once a month#and it’s making me sad again bc i don’t know what to do
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transitioning is wild because the moment you think you’ve figured it out something new hits
#started getting period cramps again????? for some reason????#also sweating so much but DIFFERENTLY from how I was sweating when I started T#queer#personal
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Local parent visits child and comments on the shyness of one of the cats in the household, child decides not to mention that said cat has literally never met a human she didn't try to climb like a cat tree while headbutting them for attention, more at 11
#gee mom i wonder why lup wouldn't like you#would it happen to have anything to do with your approaches to cat training and child rearing which involved a lot of screaming?#maybe she smells it on you that if she tried to meow at you#you might try to 'train' her out of it by yowling in her face like you did to all of YOUR cats#maybe she just smells it on you that you slapped the shit out of me one time because I flipped you off during an argument#anyway lup hates mom and yelled at me about having let her take over lup's space for like 10min after they left#i apologized and will fo so again tonight with catnip and dehydrated salmon#amara did great tho! mostly disliked rene (lmao correctly smelling the man on her I think but that's a whole separate thing that happened#god my parents are exhausting#they weren't even over for 5 whole hours and I have a cramp in my shoulder and a fuckening migraine#oh! she did at least bring me a better migraine abortive#i'll take that when I get home and massage some oil into my neck before heating it#oh man#a massage oil heatpack on my shoulders and hips sounds incredible right now I really should make a rice sack for that eventually#should buy myself some yarn this month and knit things
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Felting progress today
I recently watched some tmnt shorts the other night in a discord group I'm in and i felt inspired to try and make cucumber mikey in that one rise short. Him silly :3 he so cute
And it also gave me a use for the mikey head i had already made a good while back (gotta make him his lil blep)
I gave him the markings i usually draw on him and made his mask removable :3
Manage to make the arms so far, symmetry is a fickle thing to uphold in felting. Im still trying to find a way to make hands and feet in a way that's easy and that works for me cuz they a lil hard to make since they're small. Might do the legs tomorrow
Then the cucumber, which is still a work in progress, i use white for the base since its the most amount of wool i have then lay some greens on top. I am lacking in dark greens tho so i might have to order some more to get the colour im looking for. I'm hoping by the end of this i can sew his arms on in a way that im able to make them move and he can do his lil dancey dance
Also rip my needle. Not the first to break and definitely not the last lmao Good thing i have extras. When you're invested in this kind of craft, ALWAYS have an extra supply of needles, they will break even if you think you're being careful, it still happens.
So yeah! That's all I managed to get done today :D
#the cryptid talks#rottmnt#needle felting#Had to take a break my hand was starting to cramp up#lets hope i can ACTUALLY finish this project#its like drawing i start something but then i lose mojo for it and then it just sits in the drafts :U#And also probably one of the biggest felt crafts I've made so far#cuz the usual wool packs you (or me) get are pretty small so you gotta think smart on how much is being used#I also dyed my hair orange again yey! :D#twas a productive day#Helli's felt time
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Woke up from my little power outage nap and couldn’t even manage to eat a full box of macked cheese, grad school will fuck you up for life kids, do it at your own risk.
#my stuff#i don’t like to admit it but i’ve developed a complicated relationship with food#i’m a rational person i know food is important and i feel hunger and when i do i want to eat#but due to the hassle of meal prep and my tight finances i basically only eat one meal a day at the end and use coffee to power through#often until like 6pm#which i know is not good in a general or transition sense#and when i was first starting to fall into this pattern i would eat A TON at night to make up for it#but sometime during my grief in march n april i developed#a psychological difficulty with finishing food. like executive dysfunction and insecurity hoarding combined#and also i sometimes get nauseous midway through eating#or rapidly feel full after being doubled over from hunger cramps and then hungry again an hour later#and above all else it’s annoying bc its subconscious or physiological and it makes it hard to overcome#and even if i was provided 3 meals a day i’d probably struggle to stomach eating that freq in any significant amount#i feel like when my stomach is empty it tries to quasi hibernate until last minute and then goes ravenous#much like me emotionally but that’s a different tag rant#anyways another complication is ‘sleep for dinner’ right when i get home which fucks up my eating AND sleep schedule#all this bullshit when i’m a scientist who has taken metabolism classes and knows my body is getting wrecked from this#so i’m guilty as fuck abt it🙂↕️
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Me: *hasn't been able to eat solid food for the past 3 days* hm. Why am I so tired? Can't think of a single reason
#I'm drinking protein shakes dont worry#TMI WARNING: is just that everything comes out again in about 1.5-2 hours. at least with liquid i don't get abdominal cramps#YES I HAVE BEEN TO MY DOCTOR. i am currently going through the gamut of tests and she's getting me a referral to a GI#i can't really afford this but w/e I'm so fucking miserable
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Shit Post venting hour let's go:
Trans Bro/Trans Dirk has endometriosis (*enBROmetriosis, because people are shitty and don't get that guys have it, too), even AFTER getting a hysterectomy, because, unfortunately, sometimes our bodies are just transphobic like that. (True story, bro...) He doesn't get symptoms regularly post-op, but when they hit, they hit like a plane-wreck - it's a huge disaster for one, and it also becomes everyone else's business.
Trans Dave doesn't have endo, but still goes through a lot of pain relievers for normal cramps. He forgot to tell Bro they were out of medicine last time.
Cue Bro stuck hugging the toilet, sick from how much pain he's in as soon as he wakes up, and Dave doesn't hear him call out for healing.
As soon as Dave hears Bro talking about Advil, he immediately remembers his mistake and realizes why Bro's been extra volatile lately (PMS/PMDD/etc).
#i know it's cringe dude but im living it and i know theres nothing more cringe than not being able to breathe bc it hurts too much to move#or waking up from not sleeping all night only to vomit as soon as you get up bc it hurts too fucking much and you didnt get meds yet#endo is a special hell my body has made for me to punish me for being too trans#ditched the uterus so my body downloaded a trojan uterus to replace it except now its all over my insides...#...even tho im on medicine thats supposed to suppress endo growth#im having a whole mental breakdown over it and saw someone talkin shit on trans dirk so this is for them specifically (blocked)#fffffuuuuuckk these cramps holy shit im dying literally any pressure on my abdomen is too tight even just my sweater resting on it#homestuck#bro strider#dirk strider#bro#dirk#trans bro strider#trans dirk strider#trans dirk#trans bro#striders#endometriosis#trans man#hoooly fk im tryn not to die rn jfc i might need to puke again#emetophobia mention#endo#enbrometriosis#art#vent#ShitPost.exe#Cori.exe#Image.exe#Create.exe#i had to stop typing tags to go puke bc the pain is so bad lollllll
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yeah i made him a fish lookin thang whatcha gonna do about it
#mother series#giegue#earthbound beginnings#yeah im proud of this so im putting it on tumblr too. hiii mother times server how yall doing#ignore that he doesnt have a back leg i tried but it looked kinda weird and cramped#anyways i gave giegue gill things and a more fish-esque appearance because i hc his species is aquatic#like they come from an oceanic? aquatic? unsure. well its a planet that is almost entirely water im talkin subnautica levels of sea#that's why he had that capsule orb thing in mother 1. he needs it to live and the weird engine-esque things at his side are like purifiers#making sure the liquid is suitable. not too focused on much else (why bother when you're a super powerful psychic) but isn't exactly fragil#like the material is flexible and rubbery even. you hit it and it bounces back a good amount#we don't really get an explanation for why earth itself was chosen to get invaded. at least i don't remember if there was one sorry 😭 BUT#i hc also that the reason giegue's species decided to invade here specifically was because of territory. i mean we've got a lot of water#maybe they took george and maria to test humanity in a sense. if they reacted positively to an alien child mayybe they wouldnt have needed#to straight up eradicate humanity maybe this time we wont need to fight too much. would be inconvenient to waste firepower on these#simple creatures. they're not even that smart. can't even use our epic brain powers lol (aged real well)#once again they aint found him yet but when they do they gon be surprised#anyways its like 4 in the morning i cant keep doing this. thanks for reading my brainworms over a game ive never played 🤙
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this pain is fucking intense im dying a little
#i said it once and i'll say it again#period pain should be in whump idc#imagine ur already aching and curled up in a fucking dungeon and then u get the worst fucking cramps of ur life#that make ur vision blurry and make u throw up#like hello???#if ur lucky whumper will lay off for a while and even possibly bring u a painkiller#if they get bored of whumpee MOANING AND GROANING ALL DAMN DAY WITHOUT IT#'but but but this must be an act ur pain tolerance is so high! i know i whipped u 10 times already!'#'well u can guess how painful This is then.'#irlshaped
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City woman at heart, country gal deep down into my spirit 👩🌾🌇
#This makes me half rotten-half pure lol#Born + raised in an urban area and blessed with that. Expanded the social horizon before living amid pretty country field horizons 🤝🌾🌅#I know soon I get to live cramped up in some city space again for work. But I'll always have a touch of country anywhere I go on me#personal
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Working six of the next seven days, five straight, including the full weekend. Yippie.
#i rarely get scheduled nore than four in a row and rarely full weekends#and my shoulders been cramping up lately#and its been getting busier again this past week or so#money good but my anxiety is getting up there
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