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kaijukebox · 1 year
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A ‘secret’ HarryKim hug on my 🌶️ Twitter that can be found here. Please do not follow that link if you are a minor. The art itself is not explicit, but the account and content within it is!
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Today’s reference was lost to the Pinterest void. If I stumble across it again I will link it!
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skenpiel · 1 year
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falls in love with. 800 girls the minute i get drunk
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i-am-baechu · 20 days
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✩ Title: The Lovers
✩ Paring: Idol! Taehyung x Actress! Reader
✩ Summary: It's been a rule, if you date an actor or actress you have to be strong. Especially when you see them kissing another for their new drama. Why is it so hard to be strong?
✩ Genre: Fluff, romance, angst, Tae is just an insecure boy that needs a hug and smut
✩ Playlist: Only - LeeHi & Loving With All Your Heart by Domsonegongbang
✩ Authors note: Having a heat stroke sucks. I'm finally feeling better and I'm able to post this story. I'm sorry for being sick!
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Prologue
"Insecurity kills all that is beautiful". - Anonymous 
It was the early morning, the streets were still empty as the sun gently entered the buildings waking everyone up from their deep sleep. L/N Y/N slowly opened her eyes when she heard a cabinet close from the bathroom. She let out a small groan and turned towards the clock on her nightstand, 07:35 am. She ran her hand through her messy hair as she let a deep sigh out. Today was supposed to be her day off, and so was Taehyung’s but it seems like things have changed.
She glanced at the door with a frown, the talk from last night was still clouding up her mind. There was something wrong but she can’t change anything if he doesn’t tell her anything. She quickly shook her head and picked up her phone to message her best friend, Kim Sejeong. 
How is he?
She looked up from the text and stared at the wall with a hard look. It was a simple question that had a complex answer. An answer that she doesn’t have, which made things harder. 
I don’t know...he hasn’t really talked to me since our conversation. 
Give him some time. 
Kim Taehyung stared at the mirror with a hard look. He didn’t get much sleep last night, who would? Seeing the person you love cry because of your own foolishness could keep anyone up. That’s what made things so hard, especially right now. He glanced down at the sink as he closed his eyes and the scene replayed right before him. 
Being center stage was normal for Taehyung. All eyes were on him as he expressed his feelings but this was different. The center stage that he became so familiar with was on fire and the only one that felt it was him. He stared at Y/N as she wiped tears away from her eyes, "Tae, why are you ignoring me?"
There was an answer but it couldn't leave his lips. He couldn't disappoint her....he couldn't see her eyes look at him with sadness or even pity. That would make him sick. All this was caused by his brain and nothing more.
He placed his hand on top of her knee and produced the best fake smile that he could muster, "I'm sorry love. I've been so tired."
Y/N glanced at his hand and then at his face, "Is that the truth?"
No..."Yes, let's go have dinner. I'm sorry I made you cry."
"Tae, just talk to me, please. I don't want to be left in the dark."
What kind of man am I? "You won't be in the dark."
I'll solve this for us, Y/N. Don't worry about my own foolishness. I'll become better for us.
He quickly snapped out of his thoughts when there was a knock at the door, “Baby, you’ve been in there for a long time...is everything okay?” 
His fingers gripped the countertop and let out a small cough, “I’m okay...I’ll be out in a few minutes.” 
“I’ll start breakfast...” 
He listened to her footsteps until the silence was choking him. He roughly ran his fingers through his hair as he was frustrated with himself. A foolish man with a brain that tortures him and it was all his fault. Nothing more and nothing less. 
ACT I [ Three Months ago] 
"I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul." - Pablo Neruda, from his poem "Sonnet XVII" in "100 Love Sonnets"
Y/N put her coffee back down as the glare from the Hybe building blinds her. She was sitting at a cafe across the street and on this busy morning in Korea, she was hidden away by a black piece of fabric. It was another typical morning for Y/N, to get a cup of coffee and wait for her boyfriend. Nothing more and nothing less. Well...her boyfriend was someone that everyone knew and the same goes for herself. No one in the public knew that the famous actress; L/N Y/N, was in a relationship with Kim Taehyung of Bts for four years. A secret love that was in the hands of those who were close to them and that's how it's going to be until the time is right to come out. 
She whipped her head towards the door and a smile appeared under her mask when she saw her boyfriend coming in with his black coat hiding who he was. Of course, she knew it was him, she bought him that coat on their second anniversary. She had the matching one but she kept it in a special place with her other special gifts from him. 
She stood up in excitement and quickly made her way towards him. He glanced towards the sudden footsteps and smiled under his mask. She wrapped her arm around his, causing him to snicker at her clinginess, “You look extra mysterious today, love.” 
Taehyung let out a small laugh and glanced at his jacket, “You said you wanted me to dress up like Sherlock. I hope I did him justice.”
She gently picked up the material and smiled, “My favorite detective.”
He entwined their fingers together and walked back towards her table, “Speaking of detective...”
She rolled her eyes at this and looked away from his small smirk, “It’s just another acting gig...”
He rubbed her knuckles and kissed the top of her head, “It’s not just another gig. It’s a Netflix show, that’s incredible. I’m proud of you.”
“I’m just nervous because I’m working with people who have had more experience than me.” 
They sat back at the table and he placed his hand on top of hers on the table, “I think it's exciting. Tell me about it.” 
“It’s called Human Touch...I play the female lead who falls in love with the arrogant detective.” 
He continued to rub her knuckles and nodded his head, “That sounds like all the books you read.”
She felt her face get hot under the mask and she pouted under the mask, “Don’t tease me. Are we still having lunch?” 
“Yeah, but the restaurant we want to go to is closed today. Want to go to Jin’s?” 
“Ohh, that’s free food. Let’s go!~” 
Y/N and Taehyung are the friends-to-lovers story that everyone loves to read. She was Hoseok’s best friend from high school and after not seeing each other in years, Hoseok begged her to come to a concert near where she lived at the time. She just finished her second drama and her name was trending online but that didn’t mean anything to her. She was still a rookie with a famous friend. She didn’t want to be seen as a social climber. Hoseok didn’t really care about that and she finally accepted after he got his sister to ask her to come. 
She entered the dressing room and looked around with wide and curious eyes. The room wasn’t what she was expecting. Honestly, she had no idea what to expect. The room was so large that it should be considered to be a living room. There were couches that were calling out her name but she knew how expensive they were. She didn’t want to get them dirty. 
She glanced down at her backstage pass and took a deep breath. BTS was on a whole new level of fame. She worked with famous actors/actresses but this is so different. They were known around the world and were loved by almost everyone. It made this meeting even more nerve-wracking for her. 
“Are you Hoseok-hyung’s friend?”
She turned her head and she was met with brown eyes that were really close to her own. She jumped back and tilted her head at him, “Y-Yes. Who’s asking?”
“I’m Taehyung. I just wanted to meet the person that Hoseok spent a week talking about.” 
She swallowed her spit and wiped her hand on her jeans, “I hope it was good things...he knows too much about me.”
Taehyung let out a small laugh and nodded his head, “It was all good things which is why I wanted to meet you.”
“I’m nothing special.”
He shook his head and gently tapped the middle of her forehead causing her to blink in confusion, “You are special. Don’t forget that.” 
She felt her face warm and a small smile formed, “The only special one here is you, Kim Taehyung.”
“I see you as someone special, L/N Y/N.” 
Asking her out was the hardest thing that Taehyung encountered. He had never met someone that made him so nervous before. She was different but at the same time, she was something so familiar. They both liked to recreate their first date once in a while when they weren’t too busy with work. It was special for them. 
Y/N was finishing up cleaning the kitchen when she heard a knock on the door. She raised her eyebrow in confusion, she wasn’t expecting anyone tonight. She walked towards the door and looked through the small hole. 
“What the?”
She opened the door and tilted her head, “Jungkook?”
“I have a surprise for you.” 
She glanced at the clock and then back at him, “It’s literally ten at night.”
“Trust me.”
She rolled her eyes and nodded her head, “Fine, you're lucky I like you.” 
What she thought was going to be a quick surprise turned into an hour's drive. She fell asleep in the car as Jungkook held in his laugh when he saw the drool going down her face. He gently shook her and she let out a small groan, “We’re here.”
She rubbed her eyes and looked around with a confused look, “Are we near the mountains?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh my god, are you killing me?”
Jungkook gave her a confused look and shook his head, “What? No, why would you think that?”
“It’s night time and we’re by the mountains where no one can hear me scream.”
“Fair…Taehyung is waiting for you by the entrance.”
She raised her eyebrow at this and glanced through the glass, “He’s waiting for me?”
“Yeah, hurry up.”
She walked towards the entrance and raised her eyebrow when she saw Taehyung leaning against the entrance sign, “Tae?”
He immediately stood up straight and gave her a boxy smile, “Y-Your here?”
“Yes?”
“He was supposed to text me…never mind that.” He leaned down and took something behind the sign. Her eyes widened at the bright roses and her mouth dropped, “Tae?”
“You said you always wanted red roses and to watch the stars.”
she glanced at the roses and then at him, “I did…you remember that?”
“I always remember what you say.”
She took the roses and smiled at them, “What does this mean?”
“I want you to be my shooting star. Will you be my star?” 
It was the start of something but Y/N never thought Taehyung would see her as more. Now after four years, she’s become more confident with herself and her career. It took a long time but here she was standing strong with a smile on her face and the love of her life supporting her. 
Taehyung opened the door for her and the smell of food hit her with full force. She turned towards Taehyung pulling her mask down, “I’m so excited for this. You have no idea.”
He chuckled at this and gently tapped the middle of her forehead, “It’s because you didn’t eat all day.”
She pouted at this and pulled her mask up, “Leave me alone. Let’s go eat.” 
“Drinking coffee isn’t food, Y/N.”
“Then feeeeddd mee.” 
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Taehyung was in his studio typing away when the door opened. He leaned back in his chair and raised his eyebrow when he saw Jungkook panting heavily, “What happened to you?” 
“Jaehyun told me something interesting.”
“How does that involve me?” 
Jungkook rolled his eyes and pulled out his phone from his pocket. Taehyung continued to watch him with confused eyes, It’s eight in the morning? What could happen this early? He was met with a bright screen and he squinted his eyes at the screen to read whatever it was; NCT Jaehyun stars in a new drama with L/N Y/N. Human Touch is the highly anticipated show after the Webtoon finished in January causing fans to demand a drama. The director said it will come out somewhere between November or December making it the perfect drama for fall or winter. 
Taehyung smiled at this and looked up at Jungkook, “That’s exciting.” 
“I know, Jae said it took a while for SM to accept it but he was glad he got it.” 
“Did he read the comic?”
Jungkook shrugged his shoulders and put his phone back in his pocket, “He said he always wanted to work with Y/N. He really admires her.”
He raised his eyebrow at this but quickly shook the uneasiness, “I’m excited for Y/N. She didn’t think she would get the part.”
“I can’t wait to watch Noona on the screen.” 
“CUT! You did a good job L/N!” 
Y/N smiled at this and bowed at the director. It was another day that she had to film a commercial for a lip product that turned into a photoshoot and shoot. Two for one deal. Her manager walked towards her with a smile, “I have big news.”
Y/N took a sip of her water and raised her eyebrow, “Oh?” 
“Jaehyun is officially part of the cast.”
Y/N’s eyes widened at this and she placed her water on the table, “Really? That’s great. I feel like he would play the role so well.” 
“With your help, SM finally accepted it.” 
“That’s really exciting.” She felt her phone vibrant in her pocket and she took it out. She smiled when she saw it was Taehyung texting her, I saw the article. I’m so proud of you, love. 
“There’s going to be a quick meeting regarding the drama at four this evening.” 
Y/N put her phone back in her pocket and nodded at her manager, “Okay, is it with the full case? That’s really fast.” 
“The director wants to meet with the two leads, that’s it.” 
Y/N nodded her head and glanced at the director for her photoshoot, “I don’t have a problem. I think we're done taking the pictures.” 
“I’ll go speak to the director. You wait here.” 
She watched her manager go towards the director when she felt another buzz in her pocket. She took her phone out and let out a small laugh when she read the text, Why haven’t you messaged me back? :( 
I’m sorry, I was talking to my manager. I’m going to meet Jaehyun today with the director. I’m really excited to meet with him, I begged for the director to get him on this project after watching his audition tape.
Oh? You asked for him? 
It was between Jaehyun and Kyung-soo.
Those are good choices...Are we still up for tonight? 
Of course, we are!
Taehyung placed his phone on his desk as he stared at his computer screen. She asked for him specifically? Why do I feel weird about this? He shook his head and sat up straight in his computer chair, “It’s probably nothing.”
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She opened the door to see Taehyung on the couch sitting with Yeontan. She raised her eyebrow at this and pouted, “Tae.” 
He turned his head and smiled at her from the couch, “Hey baby.”
This was weird. He usually waited by the door for her but she shrugged her shoulders and set her stuff in their right places, “You didn’t pick up when I called.” 
“Sorry, I just got out of a meeting. I didn’t look at my phone.” 
That was weird, part two. He always checked his phone but she let it slide because she knew he was busy with his music. She nodded her head and walked towards him with her slippers echoing through the apartment. She sat next to him and leaned her head against his arm, “The meeting went well. Jaehyun is perfect for this role.” 
Taehyung nodded his head and kissed the top of her head, “I’m happy for you. What do you want for dinner?” 
“Oh, Jaehyun bought me some food after the meeting. I’m okay.”
Taehyung nodded his head but he had a sharp look that Y/N didn’t notice, “What did he get you?” 
“He got me japchae and yook hwei.” 
How did he know that was her favorite? “Oh, that’s your favorite. That’s good he got that for you.” 
“It was really sweet of him to do that. He wanted to show he was grateful for me.” 
Taehyung swallowed the lump in his throat and nodded his head, “For?”
“Basically telling SM to give him this role. It wasn’t easy but we won at the end of the day. I’m just glad the show is going to be so good with him on the team.”
Why is she so excited for him? “I’m glad...” 
Act II [ Green Eyed] 
‘There is no greater glory than love, nor any greater punishment than jealousy.’ - Lope De Vega 
“Baek-hyeon, I-I-”
He rolled his eyes and turned towards Aera with an annoyed look, “You don’t believe in me? Why?”
Aera shook her head at this, “I do believe in you-”
“Then act like it.”
Aera took a step back and looked away from him. She couldn’t see the anger in his eyes, “I’m just scared for you. It’s dangerous for you.”
“I’m a detective. This is what I do.”
“CUT!” 
Y/N turned towards the director and pouted, “What’s wrong?” 
“The lighting made a glare in the lens. We need to re-do the scene.” 
Y/N nodded her head and turned towards Jaehyun with a smile, “You did really well. I think you need to be more assertive when you say I’m a detective. It would sound better.”
“You think so? I don’t want them to hate him.”
“His personality is arrogant and he’s somewhat cold. It’s going to show good character development later on.”
Jaehyun nodded his head at her and put his fingers under his chin, “Ah, I see. I’ll make notes. Thanks.” 
She watched him go to his chair as she went towards her dressing room. Even though this morning was productive, it wasn’t a good one. Taehyung left without saying goodbye to her but he texted her saying he had a surprise morning meeting. He always said goodbye to her, no matter what. 
She sat in her dressing room and clicked on the person she wanted to FaceTime with, “Hey you.” 
Kim Sejeong repositioned her camera and waved at her, “Hey, how’s filming?”
Y/N leaned back in her chair and smiled, “It was good. We got half of the first episode done.” 
Sejeong raised her eyebrow at her tone, “What’s wrong?”
Y/N sighed and shook her head, “I think I’m overthinking.”
“You tend to do that. What’s wrong?”
“Taehyung, he didn’t say goodbye to me this morning. He always kisses the top of my head but he didn’t do it this time.”
“Did he text you?”
Y/N pouted and nodded her head, “He did…you think I’m overthinking?”
“It depends. What did the text say?”
“Sorry, I didn’t kiss you. I had a surprise meeting.”
Sejeong raised her eyebrow at this, “Is that all he said?”
“Yeah, he didn’t send his usual heart emoji to me.”
“Maybe he’s busy. It was a surprise meeting.”
Y/N nodded her head, “Maybe. The past two weeks have been crazy. I’ve been filming non-stop and it feels like I barely see him.” 
“Try and squeeze him in there. Tell him you love him more.”
There was a knock on the door and she glanced at the dark wood, “Y/N, the director is ready.” 
She glanced back at her phone and waved at Sejeong, “I gotta go. I’ll talk to you later.”
“Talk to you later. Fighting!”
Taehyung sat in the practice room with a blank expression. Y/N has been so busy with filming that she’s barely had time with her. He understood but she was spending so much time with Jaehyun that he was becoming a second thought. He knows how it is, filming and all that. Logically he understands but emotionally he doesn’t. That was the frustrating part. He knew it was stupid to feel like this but he couldn’t help it.
The door opened and Jimin raised his eyebrow to see Taehyung sitting on the ground. He set his stuff on the floor and made his way to him. Taehyung was in such deep thought that he didn’t even notice Jimin sitting next to him. 
“You good?”
Taehyung jumped and turned to see Jimin’s concerned eyes, “You scared me.”
“I didn’t mean to. You look like you got stuff on your mind.”
“I do.”
“You want to talk about it?”
Taehyung sat there for a minute and thought about it. If he told Jimin then he would suggest talking to Y/N and he really didn’t want to do that. He didn’t want Y/N to know how he was feeling because it was wrong for him to feel like that. She has never felt jealous with all the dating rumors he got with other girls. He couldn’t tell her that he was jealous because of this. It didn’t make sense to feel that way. 
“No, it’s just something stupid.”
“You sure?”
“I’m sure. Don’t worry.” 
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Y/N and Taehyung were on a date and Y/N planned the whole day. After talking with Sejeong, she decided that on her next day off she was going to spend the whole day with Taehyung. She was going to do everything they like to do together today. It’s been about a month since they really had a date, a real date. They had quick lunches but she didn’t consider those to be dates, 
She’s also noticed that Taehyung has been acting differently. At first, she thought she was overthinking but now she knew it wasn’t her mind playing games. There was something wrong with him. She kinda figured that it was because she wasn’t really talking to him or spending time with him. It was her fault that there was miscommunication and she wanted to say sorry for it. 
They walked in the private park near their apartment and she planned to have a simple picnic. It was a nice day, the sun was out after a long week of rain. It was finally sunny, it was a sign from the universe to fix their problem. 
They sat near the small pound and she took out all of the sandwiches that she made for the day. She sent the last drink and looked at him with a smile, “I made all your favorites. They ran out of your tea so I got the lemonade you like. Is that okay?”
Taehyung picked up a sandwich and nodded his head, “It’s fine.” 
She smiled at this and looked across the pond, “It’s a nice day. I’m glad I get to spend the day with you.”
“I am too.”
She looked back at him and she frowned a little, “I’m sorry that I haven’t really been talking to you that much. I feel bad...I noticed that you haven’t really talked to me. I’m sorry that I only noticed until a couple of days ago.” 
Taehyung stopped eating and stared at the pink blanket. I made her feel like this? It’s so stupid that I feel like this. It’s not worth making her sad. He put down the sandwich and looked at her with a small smile, “It’s my fault too. I have a phone, I know how to use it. Don’t apologize.”
She placed her hand on top of his and shook her head, “You always text me first. I should’ve texted you first. I wanted this date to be perfect.”
Taehyung gave her a small smile and leaned forward placing a quick kiss on her lips, “It is perfect.” 
Right before she could say something, her phone buzzed. She picked her phone up and unlocked it to see Jaehyun texted her, I was wondering if tonight we can practice our lines together. I’m having a hard time with this upcoming scene
Of course, we can. Is it the ice skating scene?
Yeah, I don’t know how to express his feelings and I can’t land my lines
Don’t worry I’ll help you. Is seven good?
That’s perfect, thanks
No problem 
Y/N put her phone back and she smiled at him, “I’m just glad I can spend time with you. I missed you.”
“Who was that?”
She raised her eyebrow and glanced at her phone then back at him, “It was just Jaehyun. He needed help with a scene.”
Taehyung felt his chest tighten. That was the second time that Jaehyun asked for help. He knew acting was hard but to ask for help constantly from her, that’s weird. Well to him. Logically it makes sense to ask for help but he didn’t want it to be her. He took a bit from his sandwich and nodded his head, “How’s it going with filming?”
Y/N took a sip of her lemonade and smiled, “It’s been so good. All the scenes look really good and I’m so excited for you to see the final product. I worked really hard.” 
“I know you’ve been working hard. I’m proud of you.”
“Thank you, baby. 
He tried his best to smile but it was really hard especially when his chest hurts, “How’s Jaehyun?”
“He’s been working really hard. This is his first real acting gig and he’s improving with each shoot. I knew he was the perfect choice.”
Perfect choice....”I’m glad..”
“Tae, are you okay?
“I am. Why?”
She tilted her head and frowned at him, “There’s something on your mind...I can tell. You can tell me anything.” 
This has nothing to do with you...It’s my own dumb thoughts. He leaned towards her and placed a kiss on her forehead, “I’m just stressed about work. That’s all.”
“I’ll yell at Namjoon for making you work so much. You need a break.”
My brain needs a break from everything. “You need a break too, baby.”
“Let’s watch our anime today and just watch the clouds. That would be perfect.”
“It will be, love.”
They laid back and watched the romance anime that they started together. It was a cute anime, a simple school anime but nevertheless, they loved it. Taehyung glanced at Y/N who was snuggling up into his side. She was so beautiful, especially in moments like this. He turned his attention back to the screen and his smile disappeared. He watched the female lead kiss another guy for a play they were holding. He watched the male lead leave the stage and he couldn’t help but feel seen at that moment. It was silly to find an anime to resonate with you. 
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She sighed at the phone and tossed it onto her table. It’s been two months and Taehyung is acting worse now. He barely texted her and when they were in the same room he barely talked to her. She knew she was lacking on her half of the chorus and she knew that all her reasons were sounding like excuses now. She didn’t want Taehyung to feel like she was taking advantage of him. That was the last thing she wanted him to feel. 
She walked out of her dressing room and entered the meeting room. She bowed to everyone and sat next to Jaehyun with a smile on her face, “Do you know what this meeting is for?”
Jaehyun shrugged his shoulders and took a sip of his water, “I heard it’s about a scene.” 
“Scene?” 
The director let out a small cough and smiled at everyone, “The next scene is going to be a tough one. Jaehyun, you will have a stunt double jumping off a building while it’s raining. The scene itself is Baek-hyeon and Aera’s first kiss. Aera will kiss Baek-hyeon out of panic for his safety but Baek-hyeon will not acknowledge it because he knows it was out of panic. This scene is going to show Aera finally accepting her feelings towards Baek-hyeon. Today let’s take a break and come back tomorrow for this scene.” 
Y/N smiled at this and looked at Jaehyun, “Your first stunt double. That’s exciting.” 
“It is. I like the story so far.”
“I do too. You want to get lunch?”
“Lunch sounds good.”
They stood up and bowed to everyone as they made their way out of the office. Jaehyun opened the door for her and they headed towards a restaurant right across their building. They talked about random things, Jaehyun told her about his solo album that he was working on but he had no idea when it was going to come out. She told him that after this drama, she is going to take a small break and focus on her personal life. 
They sat together and clinked their beer bottles together, “Baek-hyeon!”
“Aera!~” 
She let out a small laugh and took her phone out to send a text to Taehyung, I’m eating with Jaehyun! I’ll be home in an hour. I love you.
Be safe. Love u. 
Taehyung stood in his bedroom and frowned at himself. This was the second dinner that Y/N missed. He knew it was his fault for not voicing his feelings but what was he supposed to say to her? “Stop hanging out with Jaehyun because I feel insecure.” That sounded ridiculous because he had no right to be insecure with their relationship. He had everything he could ask for. An apartment, a dog he loves, a girlfriend that he wants to marry someday, and a job that will help his family for the rest of his life. What more can he ask for? 
He got up and decided to take a quick walk around the neighborhood. The fresh air can help him clear his mind. He put the leash on Yeontan and locked up his house. The walk was nice. There was a light wind that put him at ease and the smell of the flowers made him think of Y/N. It was truly relaxing. 
Y/N let out a laugh and leaned back in her chair, “I would love to meet Mark. I think I would get along with him.” 
“I think so too.” 
She took the final sip of her beer and smiled, “I think I’m done for the night.” 
“Let me get you a ride.” 
Y/N shook her head and took her phone out, “I’ll do it. Don’t worry.” 
“No, let me. I want to make sure you get home safe.” 
“Fine, I’ll pay for your food next time.”
Jaehyun smiled at this and took his jacket off of his chair, “Perfect.”
Jaehyun waited for the car and opened the door for her and waved at her, “Have a good night. I’ll see you in the morning.”
“Thank you, Jae. Get home safely.” 
“I will.” 
Y/N leaned her head against the glass and let out a deep sigh. She was feeling better after going out and having fun. She didn’t think about her stress at home and was finally able to clear her mind. Maybe now she could tell Taehyung how much she missed him. She rushed her way into the building and she was so excited to see him that she didn’t notice her hair tie falling out of her hair. She opened the door and she smiled when she saw Taehyung in the living room holding Yeontan in his arms. 
She rushed towards him and wrapped her arms around his waist causing him to jump at the sudden action. He set Yeontan down and turned around to see Y/N already looking at him, “Y/N?”
“I missed you.” 
He smiled to himself and kissed the top of her head, “I missed you more.” 
“I have the rest of the night off.”
“You want to relax?” 
“Can we have a bath? We’ve been so busy and I just want to be in your arms.” 
He felt warmth spread through his body and wrapped his arms around her waist, “I’ll hold you.” 
Something within him changed and she felt his tight grip on her ass as he pushed her against the wall near the bathroom. He tasted the alcohol but he ignored it because all he saw was her, “T-Tae.” 
She gasped against his lips but hearing her say his name made his mind blinded with the need of her. His grip only tightened as he ground his hips against hers, “Y/N.”
“C-Can’t we go to the bedroom?” 
“No.” He muttered, lips moving down her neck with his teeth scraping over her collarbone, “I need you now.” 
He dragged her back to the couch with his hands already ripping off her clothes as he pushed her down into the cushions. The look in his eyes was something that she missed. It’s been a while since they had sex. It was due to their crazy work schedule but that all changes tonight, “I missed you.” 
He yanked off his shirt and smiled down at her, “Missed you more.” His hands traced every curve of her body, squeezing her thighs, and his rough fingers brushing over her nipples. He kissed down to her stomach and spread open her legs to get what he wanted. Her clit in his mouth, sucking on it like he was dying. The way he worked his tongue made sure she remembered what it was like to be with him. 
He stood up and cussed under his breath, “Let me get a condom.” 
“I-I’ll be here...” 
She watched him leave and she couldn’t help but laugh. She propped herself up on the couch with her on all fours waiting for him. When he entered back, he couldn’t help the smirk appearing. He slid the condom on and rubbed her back, “Good girl.” 
“Tae, I need you.” 
He didn’t bother with responding and pushed himself into her. He felt her pussy clenched around his cock and he couldn’t help but let out a groan, “I’m the only one that makes you feel like this.” 
“O-Only you.” 
“It’s always going to be me.” 
He let out another groan, sliding deeper into her. He missed this. Her in his arms and just loving each other. It was his fault but maybe the feelings will go away now that they're together. He looked down at her and seeing her whimper just made him feel his heart swell. He rubbed her hips gently as he continued to thrust into her. Her breath caught in her throat and a breathy gasp escaped. 
She spasmed around him and she felt her body shiver at the feeling. Taehyung put two fingers in her mouth and she would never deny him. He brought the fingers down to her clit, making her back arched. He felt himself release into the condom and he leaned down kissing her neck. They pressed their forehead together and he kissed her lips, “I love you.”
“I love you more. So much more, Y/N.” 
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“Taehyung, are you going to watch me film?” 
Taehyung smiled at her and nodded his head, “You watched me film for my music video. I need to do the same with you now.” 
Y/N smiled and nodded her head as she put her jacket on, “I’m excited. It’s one of the final scenes.” 
Taehyung put on his shoes and nodded his head, “Oh, what’s the scene?”
“Baek-hyeon and Aera kiss but they're not together yet. It’s just her realizing that she liked him.” 
“You're going to kiss Jaehyun today?” 
She turned towards him and nodded her head, “Yeah, it’s our first kissing scene and I’m hoping it’s a one-take.” 
Taehyung nodded his head and ran his fingers through his hair, “I’m hoping that too...”
She raised her eyebrow and tilted her head, “What was that?” 
“Nothing, just having a hard time putting my shoes on.” 
They got into his car and he couldn’t focus on anything she was talking about. He kept picturing her kissing Jaehyun. He knew it was for a show but seeing her kiss Jaehyun was different. She wanted Jaehyun on this project and he couldn’t let that go. She was so excited for him to be on this, how was going to focus?
“Tae, are you okay?”
He parked the car and turned towards her with a small smile, “I’m okay. Are you ready?”
“Always.” 
He sat in the background and he saw the chemistry that she had with Jaehyun. He felt his chest tighten when he saw Jaehyun pushing some hair back, touching her face gently. He watched Y/N wrap her arms around his neck and brought him into a kiss. The kiss was like their first kiss, shocking but passionate. He hated it. 
“CUT! ONE MORE TAKE!” 
This was going to kill him. He knows it. He leaned more into the chair and tried his best to ignore the kissing scene but he couldn’t help it. His eyes always moved up from his phone and watched Y/N kiss him. Over and over again. 
It's been a rule, if you date an actor or actress you have to be strong. Especially when you see them kissing another for their new drama. Why is it so hard to be strong?
Final Act [ Don’t Leave Me Please ] 
“Now my forever’s falling down’ - V, Sweet Night 
It was the early morning, the streets were still empty as the sun gently entered the buildings waking everyone up from their deep sleep. Y/N slowly opened her eyes when she heard a cabinet close from the bathroom. She let out a small groan and turned towards the clock on her nightstand, 07:35 am. She ran her hand through her messy hair as she let a deep sigh out. Today was supposed to be her day off, and so was Taehyung’s but it seems like things have changed.
She glanced at the door with a frown, the talk from last night was still clouding up her mind. There was something wrong but she can’t change anything if he doesn’t tell her anything. She quickly shook her head and picked up her phone to message Sejeong. 
How is he?
She looked up from the text and stared at the wall with a hard look. It was a simple question that had a complex answer. An answer that she doesn’t have, which made things harder. 
I don’t know...he hasn’t really talked to me since our conversation. 
Give him some time. 
 Taehyung stared at the mirror with a hard look. He didn’t get much sleep last night, who would? Seeing the person you love cry because of your own foolishness could keep anyone up. That’s what made things so hard, especially right now. He glanced down at the sink as he closed his eyes and the scene replayed right before him. 
Being center stage was normal for Taehyung. All eyes were on him as he expressed his feelings but this was different. The center stage that he became so familiar with was on fire and the only one that felt it was him. He stared at Y/N as she wiped tears away from her eyes, "Tae, why are you ignoring me?"
There was an answer but it couldn't leave his lips. He couldn't disappoint her....he couldn't see her eyes look at him with sadness or even pity. That would make him sick. All this was caused by his brain and nothing more.
He placed his hand on top of her knee and produced the best fake smile that he could muster, "I'm sorry love. I've been so tired."
Y/N glanced at his hand and then at his face, "Is that the truth?"
No..."Yes, let's go have dinner. I'm sorry I made you cry."
"Tae, just talk to me, please. I don't want to be left in the dark."
What kind of man am I? "You won't be in the dark."
I'll solve this for us, Y/N. Don't worry about my own foolishness. I'll become better for us.
He quickly snapped out of his thoughts when there was a knock at the door, “Baby, you’ve been in there for a long time...is everything okay?” 
His fingers gripped the countertop and let out a small cough, “I’m okay...I’ll be out in a few minutes.” 
“I’ll start breakfast...” 
He listened to her footsteps until the silence was choking him. He roughly ran his fingers through his hair as he was frustrated with himself. A foolish man with a brain that tortures him and it was all his fault. Nothing more and nothing less. 
Taehyung has been like this for weeks now. Ever since the kiss, she knew something was really wrong. Not even his members could answer her and that’s what made everything so frustrating. No one knew what was wrong with him. 
She was home now, filming was over with and she thought things would change but nothing. Taehyung was still acting like she wasn’t there. The next month would be when she would go overseas for the next episodes and she wouldn't see him. She needed to settle this now before things got worse. 
Taehyung entered the kitchen and she sighed at his aura. She turned towards him with her arms crossed, “Tae, Jae invited us to his concert tonight. I was thinking-”
“I don’t want to go.”
Y/N frowned at this and shook her head at this, “Why? It would be a good date-”
“I just don’t want to go. You can have fun with Jaehyun.” 
She rolled her eyes and took her breakfast, “Fine.” 
He watched her leave the kitchen and he couldn’t help but feel like shit. He continued to make her upset but she was doing this for her. If he didn’t see Jaehyun then he wouldn’t feel the way he does. It would benefit the both of them but he couldn’t tell her this. He didn’t want to explain how he felt. It was hard for him to understand, he still didn’t understand how he felt or maybe he did but he didn’t want to voice it. He looked down at his food and felt sick to his stomach, he kept fucking up and he hated himself for that. 
She ate in the living room and ignored him sitting next to her. She was just focusing on her phone and she texted Sejeong again. He doesn’t want to go to the concert with me.
Y/N...have you ever considered that he could be jealous?
What? Why would he be jealous? 
Just think about it.
She glanced up from her phone and then at him, jealous? Why would Taehyung be jealous? 
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The concert was amazing, she was finally going to meet NCT and she was so excited to do so. She was upset that Taehyung wasn’t with her but she tried her best to ignore that. She walked towards backstage and waved her hand at Jaehyun with excitement. She gave him a friendly hug and patted his back, “You were amazing out there.” 
“Thanks, Y/N, it means a lot. Did Taehyung not come?”
She frowned and shook her head, “He didn’t want to come.” 
“I’m sorry Y/N. I thought this concert would bring you two together...not push you further apart.” 
“What do you mean?”  
Jaehyun let out a small chuckle and shook his head, “You don’t see it?”
“I don’t understand.”
“Y/N, Taehyung is jealous.”
She let out a small laugh and rolled her eyes, “He can’t be-”
“Why? Why can’t he feel jealous?” 
Y/N furrowed her eyebrows at him, “He’s never jealous. I tried making him jealous before we started dating and he never showed me signs.”
“He probably was jealous and never showed you...I would be jealous if I saw my girlfriend kiss another guy in front of me.”
“But he knows this is my job.”
Jaehyun shook his head at this, “It doesn’t matter. You can’t stop the heart.” 
Y/N looked down at the ground and then back at Jaehyun with a guilty face, “Oh my god...I noticed that he was acting differently but I always assumed it was because of me...I thought it was because I was working so much.” 
“This is why you guys talk to each other. You can solve a lot of problems by talking.”
Y/N let out a frustrated groan and shook her head, “Shut up, I don’t need this right now. I’m going home to fix it.” 
“Tell him I said hi.”
She ignored him and made her way out of the arena. She didn’t even realize how fast she was walking until she bumped into someone. She looked up to say sorry but her eyes widened when she saw who it was, “Taehyung?” 
“I’m sorry I didn’t come with you. I was acting childish for not speaking up when something was wrong.”
She shook her head and wrapped her arms around his waist, “No, I’m stupid because I noticed something was wrong but I didn’t do anything to fix it.” 
“No, I didn’t voice anything to you. I’m sorry I made you feel that way.” 
She was about to disagree but Taehyung brought her into a kiss, a sweet quick kiss. He put their foreheads together and smiled, “I’ll tell you more when we get home but I just needed to kiss you.” 
“I liked it...Jaehyun told me you were jealous. Before we go, can you tell me.”
Taehyung sighed and glanced at the wall with a guilty look, “Yeah...I was jealous. I’ll tell you more at home.” 
She nodded her head and made their way to his car, hand in hand. For the first time, they didn’t care if they were seen. The car ride was quiet as he moved his way in and out of the busy streets. She sat down on their couch and she looked up at him with eyes that made him feel safe. He ran his fingers through his hair and turned back at her, “I talked to Yoongi...”
“Oh? When?”
“When you left...”
Taehyung sighed to himself as he sat back on his bed. He felt guilty but he couldn’t see Y/N cheer for Jaehyun. It was too much for him. He grabbed his phone and dialed the person that always helped him, “Hello?”
“Hyung, I need help.”
Yoongi sighed into his phone, “Is everything okay? Did you do something stupid again-”
“I’m jealous of Jaehyun.”
“Wait, you're jealous?” 
Taehyung sighed and laid on the bed looking up at the ceiling with a blank face, “I’m jealous of seeing him with Y/N. It’s so stupid because I know it’s her job and all this-”
“Tae, you can’t control how you feel. It happens.”
“I never feel like this. I shouldn’t be jealous, I have everything I could ever ask for.”
Yoongi sighed again and Taehyung could imagine him shaking his head, “It doesn’t matter what you have, sometimes you can’t help it. It’s okay to feel like that but you have to tell Y/N. I’m going to guess you didn’t tell her.”
Taehyung rubbed his forehead roughly, “No...I was hiding it from her.”
“How long?”
“Four months....”
“Dude, you're stupid. Go talk to her, now. Before I go down there and cut your hair.” 
Y/N let out a small laugh and shook her head, “I can see Yoongi say that...Taehyung, why didn’t you tell me?”
“I felt like it was stupid. You were never jealous of what I do and I felt like if I was jealous...it would show you I’m not strong enough.”
Y/N stood up from the couch and stood in front of him. She pushed some hair back and shook her head, “You're strong to me. It makes you stronger when you talk about your feelings.” 
“I know that now...It was because you wanted Jaehyun on this project. You were so excited to be in this series that it made me feel...it made me feel jealous that you wanted him. I thought it was because you had feelings for him or something. It’s stupid.”
“Stop saying that, it’s not stupid. It’s how you feel. I wanted Jaehyun because he wanted me to help him with his acting. I also saw how well he acted in his tape and it would be stupid of me to deny him. I’m sorry I made you feel that way.” 
“I just wanted to show you that I’m supportive.”
“I already knew that, Tae.”
She leaned up and gave him a quick kiss. He smiled at her and leaned his forehead against hers, “I asked for the next couple of months off so I could go with you to film.”
“Really!?”
He nodded his head and kissed the tip of her nose, “I’ll show you how I’m the supportive boyfriend. Even if I’m jealous sometimes...”
She let out a small laugh and shook her head, “My little jelly bean.”
He rolled his eyes and pushed some hair back, “Please don’t leave me.”
“I would never leave you...ever.”
Epilogue 
“I need you like a heart needs a beat” - One Republic
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Y/N put her earring in when the dressing room door opened. She turned around and smiled, “You look great.”
Taehyung fixed his tie and smirked at her. He slowly walked up to her and one finger trailed from her cleavage to her chin, “I could say the same.”
She was wearing a black sequin dress that showed off her curves perfectly. Taehyung always went weak when she had bright red lipstick, it made him want to eat her out right there. Y/N pulled his tie to give him a quick kiss, “Are you going to be jealous tonight? You're going to see me kiss Jaehyun on the big screen.”
“Keep teasing me like that and I’ll make the press write an interesting story.” 
“What do you mean?”
“Why is Y/N limping?”
She felt her face get hot and she smacked his chest, “You're so annoying.” 
“But I’m yours.”
She let out a small laugh and wrapped her arms around his shoulder, “You're all mine. Forever.” As she said this, her ring shined under the dim dressing room light. The press was going to have a field day with that but they didn’t care. This was their universe and we were just living in it. 
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St Alban's Local- Steph Catley
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Steph Catley X Primary School Teacher! Katrina Gorry Sister! Reader
Synopsis: A cute morning café run sends you and Steph viral when Lorraine gets there.
1172 words.
It was definitely weird being an Australian in England, the difference in temperature. Having a cold Christmas. A warmish summer off from work. 
Following your footballer fiancée half way across the world and finding a new job in England as a Primary School teacher. 
But one thing I couldn't get my head around was the telly over here, and the British obsession with morning television, and these talk shows like Lorraine, This Morning and Loose Women. 
Not that I got to watch any of them as I was either at work already dealing with classes of up to 35, 5 year old children. Or in the holidays I took lie ins very seriously as I refused to leave the bed I shared with Steph until at least 10 o'clock no matter how much she tried to get up she wasn't moving either. 
So it was a surprise during the School Holidays, when Steph was able to drag herself, me and our giant dog Calvin out of the house and to Mulberry's Café. Mulberry's Café was literally the only place you would find me in a morning. 
The owner of the cute little café was such a cute lady, and she was also Australian, she felt like she was another mother to me. And she loved it when I brought in Calvin or Harper. But DO NOT and I mean DO NOT bring in Kyra or Katie. 
Why? Because last time I came in with either one of them just after Kyra moved here, Kyra broke two mugs somehow, and Katie is ............................ Irish and that's enough of a reason for Mrs Mulberry. 
But really I loved going to this little cafe on our morning walk with Calvin, as we get to sit in the little garden with him, and he gets to have a few biscuits with a bowl of water. 
So for once when I get there with Calvin and Steph in tow, as I swing open the door to the cafe, the bell jingling into the open space. 
"Mrs Mulberry!" I cheer as I see the older lady, going to give her a hug as she leaved the counter unattended to on this empty morning for her. 
 "Kaitlyn!" The older lady cheered out to me with a smile, hugging me as she kissed my cheeks lightly. "And I've told you it's Dot." 
"Dot, it's so nice to see you for once." I finally told the older lady as she held my cheeks in her hands with a smile. Having a little moment with my mother figure over here. 
"Yeah I was finally able to drag her out of bed!" And Steph just had to ruin it. Really this was a sweet moment and now she ruined it. 
"Oh shush you, you're no better!" I turned and finally spoke to my fiancée as I pointed at her, as she held Calvin back from jumping onto Dot. 
"Come on girls, now give me a hug Steph my girl." Dot finally turned to Steph and held her arms out wide for her to walk into for a moment. 
"It's lovely to see you Dot." Steph told her with a smile as she looked at me and locked eyes with mine over the shoulder of the lady as she stuck her tongue out at me. 
"Stop it you!" I told Steph pointing at her a cheeky smile on my lips, with Steph coming over to stand by me, with her hand in mine. 
"But......." Dot told us both with a smile as she looked at us both. 
"Oh no what do you want?" I asked her as I leaned my head on Steph's shoulder, as Calvin was finally let loose to go over to the older lady, as he jumped up at her. 
"Oh yes, good boy......." Dot focussed on Calvin for a moment. "Oh yes. We have Lorraine coming to the café this morning to interview someone about what they would do with 100, 000 pounds." 
"No." I just muttered. 
"And I said I would find someone for them, and since you're here, they're going to be here any minute, and I need someone for them to film." Dot told us both as she finally gave Calvin his biscuit. 
"I'm in St Alban's today and going to see what the locals would do if they won big this Autumn." The woman told the camera. Before it panned over to us two and Calvin. 
"Well we got engaged last New Years so we'd save it up for the wedding I'm sure." Steph told the camera with a nod. 
"That is a lot more expensive them we thought." I added in with a nod, and luckily that was all we would have to do. 
But what we didn't know was that over the next few days the clip would go viral for Steph being called a St Alban's local, but also as I was finally showed to the public with Steph. 
Our relationship has been private but not secret. Like the public know who I am if they follow Steph or any of the Aussie gals but this was different. 
A lot of WOSO fans knew who I was now. 
But my kiddo, my students all over the school, parent's included also knew. And I knew it would be a bugger coming up this Monday, with the kiddo's coming back to school. 
And this was the first reaction when I came back to school on Monday morning, and the kiddo's we're running in, like they had all planned to come in all at once and just bombard me with questions upon questions. 
'Miss Miss were you on the telly yesterday!' 
'Miss Gorry why were you at Mulberry's Café yesterday?' 
'Miss are you seeing Steph Catley the footballer?' 
'Miss why are you a St Alban's Local if you're Australian?' 
"Guys, breathe and we'll do this one by one, now hands in the air and I'll get you through all of this!" I told them all as they went to their assigned seats around my class room. 
"But first in case this covers your questions, I am currently engaged to Steph Catley Arsenal and Matilda's defender." I told all of the kiddos with a smile. "She proposed to me last New Years, and you guys should all be excited, because thanks to me, we've got our guests coming in next week." 
I has organised a day next week on their day off, and some of the Arsenal girls had agreed to come in and visit us all and have a fun day at the school for the kids. It wasn't just my class but for all of the year groups. 
"But Miss, who proposed to who?" I heard one of the kids asked, and honestly I wanted to laugh. 
People think the kids wouldn't accept this or would ask inappropriate questions but really they didn't care, and I was just happy they didn't ask me about how I looked as I looked so tired and dead in the clip. 
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pinksmonkey · 2 months
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Posting my Ultimate Byler Evidence/Analysis List here directly because it probably makes it more convenient and I should have done this a while ago. XD
There is so much proof for Byler being endgame in S5 of Stranger Things. They are so cute together, and so much in the show has been building up to their relationship. I just wanted to share some of my favourite Byler analyses, because they are so cool, detailed, and in-depth. I love reading about all the hints, symbolism, and subtext for Byler, it's amazing how much thought must have been put into all these things. Why go through all the effort of adding these details if they aren't actually going anywhere with them? Mike is so queercoded, and they are truly in love with each other.
🫥 Just gonna leave some good Byler analyses here 🤐
Most of the links go to written Tumblr posts, and a couple of them are Reddit posts. So it's a lot of reading. If you prefer watching videos over reading, I highlighted my Byler YouTube playlist in green so it's easy to find.
And apologies for any of the links that aren't working, I know some of the posts have been deleted now sadly, but there's no way I'm re-numbering all these so I'm just leaving them in. My fellow Bylers, please stop deleting your amazing posts. ;-;
So anyway, here is the list of some of my favourite Byler evidence/analyses of all time (not in any particular order):
1. Mike's Season 4 Monologue To El
2. Camera Roll Byler Proof Part 3
3. Mike's Monologue and Milkvan
4. Mostly Byler Post Index
5. Dawson's Creek Parallel
6. "My Experience With Stranger Things"
7. What Ollie Learned From Film School
8. Byler Music Analysis
9. Why Don't The Duffers Discuss This?
10. ST Theories Masterpost
11. If Byler Isn't Endgame Then Someone Screwed Up
12. Byler Crumbs From The Cast and Crew
13. Favourite Combination of Endgame Byler Proof
14. I Doubt Byler Then I Remember This
15. The Fact That We Have This Interview
16. You Know Your Ship is Endgame When
17. Mostly Byler Post Index 2
18. Losing Hope Of Byler Endgame?
19. Why I Think Byler is Endgame
20. So Many Thoughts on This
21. Mike's Wall Art
22. Painting Miscommunication Leading to Mike's Monologue Coded
23. Yes, That Scene Did Foreshadow Mike's Monologue as Disingenuous
24. Mike's Monologue Didn't Sit Right With Me
25. Blue And Yellow Pen
26. That Tweet Is So Sweet
27. Heart Eyes, Literally
28. "My Process of Realizing Byler is Real"
29. Looking at Will, Not El
30. High School Musical Parallel
31. Said It Before and I'll Say It Again
32. Delusional Milkdud?
33. ST Writers Twitter Analysis 1
34. ST Writers Twitter Analysis 2
35. For When You Are Doubting Byler
36. Is Mike Bi or Gay?
37. Fully Convinced
38. The Ultimate Byler Playlist (my Byler YouTube playlist)
39. 100% Confident
40. Mike in S4 and S2
41. Mike Is Angry With Himself
42. It's Been A Year, Mike
43. Rink-O-Mania Remodel
44. The Development Of Will And Mike's Relationship
45. Mike's Lies
46. El Was Holding So Much In
47. Flickergate + Lettergate
48. Did Mike Ever Like El Romantically?
49. Mike Is Stupid
50. Byler Won't Write Itself
51. What's The Alternative Explanation?
52. Comparing Mileven and Byler
53. It Was Always About Them
54. Mike Is Not Ok
55. He Has A Love Interest
56. Will's Happy Ending
57. Trying To Be Normal
58. It's Not That Milevens Are Homophobic
59. Byler Is Reality
60. A Proper Look At El's Shrine To Mike
61. Mileven Through The Seasons
62. Suspicious
63. I Can't Doubt Byler
64. D&D Soulmates
65. Let's Talk Phones
66. Not Delusional
67. What Do They Want?
68. The Main Character
69. Mike's Mental Health
70. So Close
71. This Look Confirms Byler Isn't One Sided
72. Mileven Is Bones
73. They Don't Care About Mileven?
74. The Airport Hug Will Always Be Famous
75. The Monologue Mystery, Why Did They Lose?
76. The Cabin Scene
77. Why Couldn't Mike Say It For 2 Seasons?
78. He Was Trying To Find Will
79. Mike The Surfer Boy
80. Mike Definitely Shows Attraction To Girls
81. The Cast Knows
82. Mileven Loses On All Fronts
83. The Bouquet
84. 53 Minutes And 5 Seconds
85. Pink Panther
86. El And Choice
87. Will's Spotify Playlist
88. He'll Come Crawling Back To You, Begging For Forgiveness
89. Mike's Character Arc Prediction
90. It's The Same Look
91. Will's Truly Happy Ending
92. That's The Same Look, Right?
93. You're The Heart
94. Mike And El's Relationship In S4 Was Really Weird
95. Fireworks Parallel
96. Mileven Has Been Built Up For 4 Seasons
97. Not Stupid: The Fate of Mileven and Byler
98. This Suddenly Makes So Much Sense
99. Metaphors In Filmmaking
And unfortunately Tumblr will only let me add 100 links per post, so when I've posted part 2 of this list, I'll link it here: Part 2
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Is there Oneion facts we can know about?
THIS HAS BEEN ON MY DRAFTS FOR SO LONG OMG IM SO SORRY, HERE'S SOME FACTS ABOUT THE BABY BOY
(the baby boy in question is ten years older than me)
I'm gonna go canon stuff first, then some fun crossover stuff:
The version that I'm using is 35-ish years old (a few years before the movie events), he's been the leader of the resistance for around a decade
He still has all his brothers and loves them very much, would kill and die for them
Way more chill than One is right now, still a beast on combat
One can manipulate vines only using the seeds Draxum makes, Oneion can summon them at will from the ground with little issue
In the story he mostly goes by Leo now, very few people call him One (but lets keep calling him Oneion to avoid confusion)
The protesis he uses is an old one from Raph, but he outgrew it and gave it to Oneion when he lost his arm. It was a bit ridiculously big for him at the time, it's still a *little* too big for Oneion, but by the time he's 40-something (movie events) its gonna fit right in
The scarf he has is not the same One has, but as One's it was a gift from Draxum, he has carry the same scarf the whole apocalypse
Still has a lot of gold accents on his clothes
He's still the best fighter out of the four turtles
He loves being around kids but doesn't, he's afraid of hurting them. He knows he didn't had a normal childhood but is not 100% aware of what part was normal and ok and what part is not, and he rathers not take a chance and do something wrong.
He ends up enjoying teaching martial arts, tho he doesn't like being called sensei, and he wont spar with anyone bellow his level (again, being afraid of hurting them)
Casey Jr becomes the exception to these
Crossover stuff!
he can and will beat the shit out of One, he knows how much One can take so he's not really worried about that
when the apocalypse started he basically lost contact with the multiverse, so no fun crossovers for him. Until by the power of "@intotheelliwoods started doing fanart of Oneion before I even had finished his design" he had access to the multiverse again!
First of his "old frieds" he saw was Poptart and Sprout (2al huggy leos) and first thing he did was to hug Sprout<3 (well, he first kinda yelled at him but I'll draw that some day)
I don't think he has met again with the rest of the separated council? I don't remember if I've stick him in any crossover situations
he loves hugging Poptart, he's teddy bear size<3 and he'll never get tired of calling him his friend and loving him "the way he deserves" because he still hasn't forgive himself for the shitty way he treated Poptart (dont worry about it)
he fucking destroyed the attempt of a slau/2al crossover time line
he says he's fine by it but he keeps bringing up the "jawbreaker" incident, I dont think he got over it, actually
he hangs out with Sprout a lot
something something, being with Sprout makes him feel like a kid again, and it makes Sprout feel like a kid again because Oneion reminds him of Big Leo
Sprout and Oneion have a spa day, they deserve it<3 they also go shopping together. Also, they are not exactly good at cooking but they try and they love working together on the kitchen
Oneion got the "Oneion" nickname by Sprout and Poptart
he stronk. he can lift Sprout with no problem, and even Toast
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if you wanna have a good time scroll down the besties tag on ell's blog or mine (2)
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Paige Bueckers as your girlfriend headcannons (Part 35)
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when you’re sleeping she will whisper in your ear
”Baby” She whispered
“Baby”. Paige whispered again
And she shook you a bit
And she shook you again
This time you were irritated
“What?!” You said
“I love you”. Paige said to you
“Uh huh. If you really love me you’ll let me sleep”. You said
“Okay. I guess you don’t want your birthday presents”. Said Paige
You got immediately and fell off the bed
“Oh my god (Y/n)! Are you okay?” Paige said she ran to you
“Ow”. You said
She carried you to the couch and placed you in the middle
She gave you three presents and you opened them
“Oh my god! Wow thank you!!” You said
You got a football shirt, a basketball jersey, basketball shorts, and a hat
You hugged Paige and she hugged you
On your birthday she will spoil you
And when you play nba 2K24 against Azzi she will cheer for you to win
When she sleeps next to you she will have her hand on your hip
And when you’re mad at her you will tell her to sleep on the couch
And when you’re lonely without her she will cuddle you and say she’s sorry over 100 times
Her jersey is big on you because of her height but you wear it almost everyday to work
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He inspired people to be stand-in parents at gay weddings. Now it’s his turn.
By Cathy Free
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Sarah Declouette was crushed late last year to learn that her mom had decided not to attend her wedding to her girlfriend of two years, Lori Avitia. “I’ve been openly gay since I was 15, so it really hurt to find out she didn’t want to share this happy moment in my life,” said Declouette, 35, of Ventura, Calif. In the raw emotion of that moment, Declouette recorded her thoughts in a video, which she posted on TikTok. “My fiancée has like 100 people in her family that are going to be there — her dad and her mom and her stepmom — and like on my side, I’m not going to have anybody,” she said tearfully in the video. The video attracted nearly 2 million views, and more than 55,000 people left comments of encouragement and support. Daniel Blevins, founder of the support group Stand in Pride, saw the video and right away decided to offer himself up as a stand-in parent at the wedding. “I was really touched by her video, and Sarah and I quickly built a strong connection online and over the phone,” said Blevins, 46. “I knew that I wanted to be there for her on her wedding day.” “For every unsupportive person, there are hundreds of others with a lot of love to give,” Blevins said. Rob Brown, a father of four from the Nashville area, is among those who decided to become a stand-in parent after hearing about Blevins’s cause. Brown posted an introduction on the Stand in Pride Southeast Facebook page and offered to fill in as a dad to anyone who needed one for any reason, he said.
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“I have a little catchphrase that I’ve used for years: ‘I don’t care who you are, I don’t care what you are, I don’t care why you are. I just care that you are,’” said Brown, a 48-year-old warehouse worker. “I’ve done free dad hugs at multiple Pride parades over the years, so this seemed like something I could do,” he added. “It’s incredibly sad to me that so many people in the queer community don’t have familial support.”
much more at the link
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aceghosts · 2 months
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OC Smash or Pass
Hey Everybody! I was tagged by @fereldanwench, @theviridianbunny, @derelictheretic, @simplegenius042, @imogenkol,
@carlosoliveiraa, @theelderhazelnut, @inafieldofdaisies, and @direwombat to do this. Thank you for tagging me!
rules: pretty self explanatory. include physical descriptions or pics, and propaganda. the “other” label can be used for “sexuality misalignment” (ie: oc is femme and you’re gay, vice versa or you aren’t into smashing but a specific thing you wanna do with them like perhaps hug or study them under a microscope idc).
ROONEY SHEPARD
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BASICS
Full Name: Rooney Shepard
Alias: Goes by their last name, Shepard, with the exception of a few people.
Age: 35
Height: 5'10
Eyes: Blue
Gender: Agender
Pronouns: They/Them
Sexuality: Rooney doesn't have a specific label that they think fits them perfectly, but demisexual might be the closest.
PROS
Rooney is very supportive and empathetic. They'll be your biggest cheerleader.
They are very reliable. You can always count on Rooney no matter what.
Rooney also has a very stable/grounding aura when you get to know them. They tend to make people feel safe (when not kicking their ass) and give dope hugs.
VERY LOYAL. Their loyalty is difficult to gain, but very hard to lose. You've got a partner for life in Rooney.
Kicks major ass.
Rooney is a huge nerd. They love model ships and motorcycles, and can infodump about those two subjects for hours if you want.
In a relationship, Rooney can be a playful flirt. They're also very sentimental and devoted, letting you know how much they care.
CONS
EXTREMELY STUBBORN. If Rooney has decided on something, good luck getting them to change their mind.
Your chance for dying probably goes up like a 100%. Rooney is a magnet for trouble, and if you're there when trouble comes around, uh oh.
Rooney does have trust issues and can be guarded. They're not very open about the details of their past, especially regarding the Unification War and their family.
They hold themself to an insanely high standard. Rooney is their own worst critic and a perfectionist.
Rooney will refuse to acknowledge that they might need to take a break. Doesn't matter if they are on death's door, Rooney will keep going, no matter what anyone says.
They are freakishly quiet, meaning there is a good chance they'll sneak up on you by accident frequently.
Can't drive for shit, except motorcycles. Rooney is a terrible driver, like 'you should not have a license' level of terrible. Once attempted to drive a car up a cliff and succeeded.
EXTRAS
A big tea drinker. Their favorite flavor is cinnamon.
Lover of Hot Sauce. (If you want to share food, you'll need to take some before Rooney dumps it all over their food.)
Has a bad case of RBF and can seem intimidating at first.
Willing to teach you how to drive a motorcycle.
Also willing to teach you how to fight and use a variety of weapons.
Has a hamster named Shepard Jr.
Character playlist!
Tagging (Opt In/Out): @bbrocklesnar, @alexxmason, @sergeiravenov, @voidika, @chyrstis,
@tommyarashikage, @clicheantagonist, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @strangefable, @cassietrn,
@katsigian, @captastra, @cloudofbutterflies92, @confidentandgood, @roofgeese,
@wanderingaldecaldo, @g0dspeeed
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Wildest dreams wishes for Good Omens Season 3 which will probably not come true but I can still hope hey!
Number 35.
This wildest dream fanfic drabble is dedicated to @fellshish and @phoen1xr0se for a conversation I saw you have a little while ago. You posed the question what if Crowley taught Muriel to hug because he needed a hug, and what if Muriel pretended they didn’t know how to hug because they knew Crowley needed one? Enjoy!
For years now, every time Crowley had crossed the threshold of the bookshop, there were certain things he’d come to expect. Finding a certain angel perched at his desk busying himself with papers, or lost in thought amongst his many bookshelves. Or even simply sat on the couch enjoying a book, glass of wine in hand, and listening to a song not popular for decades play on the gramophone. The last 6 months however, had been different. His The angel was gone and another stood in his place, messing up the papers, incorrectly re-shelving the books, and worst of all attempting to play anything released later than the 1940’s on said gramophone. Of course Crowley, chief mischief maker and numero-uno in annoyance, had attempted all of this for decades. But when he did it, it was endearing! This angel didn’t even have the sense to drink wine. The audacity!
…and yet, the little absolutely-100%-definitely-not-an-angel Inspector Constable had become somewhat of a comfort in these lonely difficult times. And Crowley found them to be far less irritating than what he had previously assumed. He was loath to admit it, and he would certainly give anyone a good kick if they dared to say it out loud, but he was glad of the company.
There were many things Crowley now came to expect upon entering the bookshop. The sight of Muriel facing away from him, arms wrapped around their own body in some weird self embrace, was not one of them.
Crowley paused nonchalantly behind them. “Should I come back and give you some privacy?”
Muriel spun around in surprise. “Oh, Mr Crowley! I didn’t hear you come in!”
He began to wander over to his usual chair, stared at it for a moment then, hands shoved in pockets, changed his mind and sauntered back over in front of Muriel. “Interrupting something, was I?”
“No! I mean, yes! I mean, I’ve been trying to figure something out.”
Intrigued, Crowley raised an eyebrow. “About what exactly?”
“It’s this thing humans do. It’s really quite strange.”
The corner of his mouth twitched up slightly. “That’s humans for you. Pretty strange if you ask me.”
“Oh can I?! Ask you that is. Cause I was really hoping you could help me!” Muriel started to flap their hands around excitedly.
Crowley narrowed his eyes at their sudden exuberance. “Er…with what exactly?”
Taking a hesitant step forward, Muriel clearly showed they were unsure how to begin. “We-ell, it’s about how humans are constantly-” and here they conspiratorially lowered their voice as they leaned in closer to Crowley. “…Touching.”
Crowley froze. He stared at Muriel’s wide and earnest expression. Surely they’re not talking about what I think they’re talking about? he thought to himself.
“…touching?”
“Yes! And how happy it seems to make them!”
Crowley swallowed hard, his mind whirring. Stay perfectly still and maybe they’ll forget you’re here.
Muriel continued, “Why do you think that is?”
Crowley’s face began to pale as he huffed out a dry laugh. “I really couldn’t say.”
“Oh nonsense! We both know you’re the expert about these sorts of things.”
What little blood was left in Crowley’s face drained away entirely. “Sorry?!” His voice raised about two octaves.
“Well you’ve been on Earth for so long, I assumed you’ve done it loads of times!”
Crowley’s mouth worked overdrive, spluttering, “Huh! Well sure- I, guess…loads.. but not like- I, I mean hgnr -I wouldn’t say…I wouldn’t say expert!”
Muriel continued as they crossed over to the study desk. “I’ve done a tonne of research! Watched heaps of TV and films. And read loads about it too!” They had been shuffling around the table as they spoke, then triumphantly held up a copy of Lady Chatterly’s Lover. At this point, although Crowley’s heart was purely decorative, he was pretty sure it had stopped beating.
“NGK!” He wanted to back away but found the function of his legs had also long ago left him.
“But like, there’s only so much that you can watch and read. So I was kind of hoping you could maybe…teach me?”
“Teach you?!” His brain had definitely left the building. Scales began to break out on the back of his neck.
“I mean I can’t very well do it on my own now can I?”
If Crowley didn’t already know what it felt like, he’d be sure he was having an out of body experience. He tried to protest, No no no no no no no! his mind begged. The signals failed to reach his mouth.
Muriel perched on the edge of the desk, clutching the book to their chest, their eyes dewy and wistful, “And some days when I’m here all along-”
Stop engaging. Stop engaging! Must find the exit! Crowley was grateful for his sunglasses, at least Muriel wouldn’t see his wild eyes looking for the nearest egress.
“-and I’m just staring out the window into the street-”
Window! Good plan. Jump out the window! Come on legs, move!
“-and just watching the humans do it right there in front of me-”
I’ll just start my life over again, in France maybe, I hear it’s quite nice there this time of yea- Crowley’s mind came to a screeching halt. Wait, WHAT?! “Wait. What?” He repeated out loud.
“When they hug. They always look so happy. Why do you think that is?”
Crowley stared at Muriel while his brain clicked back into place. The scales on his neck receded. He let the silence stretch out as he searched for human words again. “…hugging?”
Muriel looked so placid, smiling and innocent, “Well yes. What did you think we were talking about?”
Crowley finally found the power to control his legs again and began pacing back and forth, gesturing wildly and rushed out, “Yeah, no, of course, hugging! Right…right! Obviously! Yep, big expert me, know all about it! The….hugging” He paused and gave an over exaggerated grin. Just a simple demon trying to keep cool and casual. He looked expectantly at Muriel, “So what did you want to know?”
“I suppose, how to do it really.”
Crowley used every bit of willpower to resume the nonchalant attitude he had had when he first entered the bookshop, “Well! So! I mean…like you said, you’ve seen them. Seen it happen that is. You just kind of-” He began making awkward gestures with his arms and body, “…press your bodies together and then…put your arms around each other. Not much to it really.”
“But why does that work?” Muriel’s face always so exuberant, crumpled in confused thought. For the first time in their brief acquaintance Crowley realised Muriel looked troubled.
“How does what work?” His tone softened as he joined Muriel at the table and, arms crossed, leaned against it.
Muriel looked down, deep in thought, and hugged the book closer to their chest, “How does hugging someone…stop them from being sad?”
For the second time that morning Crowley was grateful for his glasses and pushed them harder against his face, and cleared his throat, “Well…I suppose it depends on what was making them sad in the first place.”
Muriel seemed to consider this, then appeared to brace for what they were about to say next. “Like maybe…missing something that was gone?” They peaked a side eye over at Crowley.
Crowley suddenly feeling very exposed and agitated pushed off from the desk and paced the floor, raking a hand through his hair, “Yeah look maybe I’m not the best person to be talking to you about this kind of stuff after all!”
Apologetically Muriel leaped to their feet, “Of course! I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have bothered you with this. I should probably go talk to Nina and Maggie!”
As Muriel made to leave, the book still clutched in their arms caught Crowley’s attention. He grabbed their wrist, imploring them to stay, “No no no no no! No. Look, probably not the greatest of ideas, worrying them with…ethereal consternation.” Crowley led Muriel over to the couch. They both sat down gingerly, a small distance between them. Muriel placed the book on the cushion next to them. Crowley meanwhile looked like a dad attempting to psyche himself up to have an awkward and out of depth conversation with their teenager. He plunged ahead anyway. “What’s really bothering you about this kiddo?”
Muriel gave a small smile at Crowley’s term of endearment. They had only been acquainted a short time, but Muriel felt glad that they had been able to gain Crowley’s trust in such a familiar way. He wasn’t like other demons. They knew there was nothing to fear by opening up to him. After all if Aziraphale the Supreme Archangel could do it, so could they!
They took a deep breath then very deliberately looking away from Crowley began in a small voice, “All my existence I thought only Heaven and its Light could bring joy and happiness. I’ve felt that ever since I first came into being. Love and light. I mean that’s what Heaven is there for, right? How else would one reach such divine happiness if not for Heaven?…Then when I came to Earth I found there was so much joy here too. Everywhere! And I thought maybe Heaven was giving that to them. To the humans. But it wasn’t Heaven giving them anything at all. Heaven had nothing to do with it! Ask anyone what they think of Heaven and most wouldn’t be able to give you an answer. Heaven has nothing to do with their happiness. Which means, it’s the humans giving it to each other. And if they can obtain happiness just from each other, without Heaven, without its Light, then what is the point of Heaven?!” Breathing hard, Muriel clamped their hands over their month and squeezed their eyes shut tight.
Crowley had remained quiet and still throughout their passionate outburst. Something of a shadow passed over his face and he had the strong sense of déjà vu. Another angel long ago looking forlorn and confused, lamenting their displeasure with Heaven. He remembered comforting that angel. Demons really shouldn’t be in the business of comforting angels. But Crowley wasn’t like other demons.
“Sounds to me like you’re feeling a little envious.”
Muriel’s eyes shot open again. “But that’s a sin!” they exclaimed.
Crowley gave a wry smile, “Actually it’s just an emotion.”
“But it’s a bad emotion!” Muriel’s eyes began to mist over.
Perturbed, Crowley leaped from the couch, and once again paced back and forth waving his arms for emphasis, “What is it with you lot, always wanting to put emotions into little black and white boxes. Always making each other feel bad for daring to feel something, anything, that just so happens to fall into anything other than the “good” category! They’re just emotions! They’re not “good” or “bad”. They just are. Yeah sure, sometimes they make you feel pretty terrible, but that’s the point isn’t it! The point is to feel. It lets you know that you’re alive. Because if you can feel this bad and you’re still alive, then you know you can keep going. Keep fighting. Fighting for what actually makes you-” He stopped for a moment staring at Muriel, their eyes round and full and transfixed on him. He drew a deep breath, “-happy.” he concluded.
They stayed in the silence for a few moments, not quite looking at one another. Muriel finally spoke first, “You look sad Mr Crowley.”
He turned away and answered gruffly, “Yeah, well, I’m a demon…We’re supposed to look sad”.
Muriel left the couch and, like approaching a skittish bird, tentatively reached towards Crowley. “I think I know of something that could make you happy.”
“Muriel no. Absolutely not!” Crowley held up his hands and backed away slightly.
Muriel clasped thier hands together imploringly, “Please! You did say you’d help teach me.”
“Technically I said no such thing…but-” Crowley sighed audibly, “Fine!” He shuffled towards Muriel, then suddenly held a hand in front of their face, “BUT! If you tell anyone, and I mean anyone, I swear I will throw you into a lake of sulphur”.
“I promise not to tell anyone.”
“Mmm good then.”
Slowly and awkwardly, Muriel and Crowley approached each other. Even more awkwardly they reached out and wrapped their arms around each other. They didn’t quite press their bodies together. Mostly just the top half lightly held against the other whilst the bottom half maintained a modest distance, the type you could drive a freight train through. The perfect platonic hug. They maintained the hug for a good few long moments, then eventually broke apart as Crowley genially patted Muriel on the back a few times.
“So. Mission accomplished?” Muriel looked slightly shocked at Crowley’s question for a moment, then seemed to come back to themself.
“As long you’re happy.” They smiled as radiantly as angel of Heaven would.
“Nhg, not really about me kiddo. As long as you don’t go around hugging yourself in public I think you got the hang of it.” Crowley crossed back over to the couch and grabbed Lady Chatterly’s Lover. “How much of this have you actually read?”
“Oh not that much. Just the first couple chapters. Actually I did have some questions-”
“Absolutely not. And I’m taking this!” Crowley put the book in his inside jacket pocket then made to leave. “Anyway, I’m very busy and important you know. Places to be, people to temp, discontent to sow.”
Muriel waved to Crowley as they walked by them. “Of course! Thank you again for helping me today Mr Crowley!”
Crowley headed for the door as he called over his shoulder, “Don’t mention it. Literally. I mean it. Don’t mention it!” And with that, he exited out into the busy footpath of Whickber Street.
Muriel smiled to themself as they watched the demon pass by the window. It didn’t go past their notice during the embrace how Crowley had subtly softened into the hug, his fingers tightening slightly at Muriel’s back, and head resting just for a moment on their shoulder. They were sure that Crowley needed that hug just as much as they did.
“Mission accomplished indeed” they murmured.
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fereldanwench · 2 months
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OC SMASH OR PASS
Tagged by @alongtidesoflight! <3333
Tagging (apologies if you were already tagged): @gloryride, @corpocyborg, @aceghosts, @crystalt3a, @harellan, and anyone else who thinks it looks fun!
rules: pretty self explanatory. include physical descriptions or pics, and propaganda. the “other” label can be used for “sexuality misalignment” (ie: oc is femme and you’re gay, vice versa or you aren’t into smashing but a specific thing you wanna do with them like perhaps hug or study them under a microscope idc).
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BASICS
Full Name: Valerie Irene Powell
Alias: V
Age: 35 (as of 2077)
Height: 5'10"/178 cm
Eyes: Dark steel blue
Gender: Cis woman
Pronouns: She/her
Sexuality: Bisexual
PROS
Friendly and clever, always has a smile on her face, laughs easily, playful but recognizes when it's too much
Very empathetic and a great listener
Also very loyal and committed--She'd never be unfaithful
Loves doing little everyday gestures to show she cares (bringing you lunch or your favorite hot beverage, helping with chores or errands, etc.)
Incredibly sensual, passionate, and attentive in bed--Gets off getting you off
Can be as kinky or vanilla as you want/open to experimenting with toys, positions (she's very athletic and flexible), etc.
Her affection will make you feel like the most important person in the world (true even if it's just a platonic relationship)
CONS
Bad at setting boundaries and recognizing when she's given too much of herself
Tries to repress her sensitive nature which can lead to bursts of frustration and resentment
Gets very passive-aggressive and spiteful during intense conflicts
Doesn't always clearly communicate what she expects from a partner/expects them to be a bit of a mind-reader
Will stick around in a bad relationship longer than she should due to fear of change (although she will end things if the other person won't)
[Potential con] If you're not into a very doting partner, she could come across as overbearing
[Potential con] If you're the jealous type, the attention she pulls for her charisma and looks could cause insecurity
EXTRAS
Valerie did sleep around a lot when she was in her early 20s, but those days are long behind her by 2077. Sex is best for her when she's deeply in love.
She leans slightly more to the submissive side, but not in a pillow princess kind of way. She prefers to take a very active, vocal role during sex.
She is 100% sober--No booze, cigs, or recreational drugs for her. She's okay being around light drinkers (like in social situations or with a meal), but heavy drinking or hard drug usage are a deal-breaker.
Valerie is, however, a very heavy coffee drinker. She keeps gum and mints on hand at all times, but coffee breath is an inevitability at some point.
She's fluent in English and Japanese, and she can carry very basic conversations in Spanish.
She likes crisp, faintly woodsy scents and often smells like bergamot, white tea, and sage.
Might not be a great dancer, but is an adorable one:
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oh-nostalgiaa · 8 months
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Writing Prompt Masterlist, Part Four
Masterlist of Writing Prompt Masterlists
The Prompts
35 Types of Hugs Prompts
100 Dialogue Prompts to Make a Reader Swoon
200 Random Dialogue Prompts
Affectionate and Affirming Prompts
Amnesia Dialogue Prompts
Angst Prompts
Angsty Question Prompts
Angsty Question Prompts, Part Two
Angsty Question Prompts, Part Three
(More) Angsty Question Prompts
Angsty Sentence Starter Prompts
Apology Starter Prompts
Attorney-at-Love Prompts
Autumn Prompts
Awkward Post-Argument Scenario Prompts
Blanket Fort Prompts
Budding Romance Prompts
Comfortember 2022 Prompts
Comforting Dying S/O Prompts
Cuddle Up a Little Closer Prompts
Dirty Kind of Teasing Prompts
Enemies to Lovers Confession Prompts
Enemies to Lovers Later in Their Lives Prompts
Establishing a Relationship Prompts
Exes to Lovers Dialogue Prompts
Exes to Lovers Sentence Starter Prompts
Extensive Scar Related Prompts
Fall Writing Prompts
First Impression Sentence Starter Prompts
First Meeting Sentence Starter Prompts
Five Senses Prompts
Fluff Bingo Prompts
Forbidden Love Sentence Starter Prompts
Friends with Benefits to Lovers Prompts
General Sentence Starter Prompts
Gentleness Action Prompts
Giving Flowers to Your Lover Prompts
Grumpy + Sunshine Dialogue Prompts
High Pain Tolerance Starter Prompts
Human x Ghost Prompts
Human x Werewolf Prompts
Hurt / Comfort Dialogue Prompts
"I'm Paying Attention" Love Language Prompts
Injury Prompts
Instigation Starter Prompts
Intimate Prompts for Slow Burn Relationships
Jealous Confession Prompts
Kiss & Tell Prompts
Long Distance OTP Prompts
Love Languages Prompts
Love Languages - Receiving Gifts Prompts
Love Realization Prompts
Mermaid AU Prompts
Morbid Curiosity Prompts
More Angst Prompts
More Talking About It Starter Prompts
New Year's Dialogue Prompts
Nice Things to Say to People Prompts
Non-verbal RP Starter Prompts
November Prompts
October Prompts
(More) October Prompts
Oddly Obscure Friends to Lovers Prompts
OTP in Denial of Their Feelings Prompts
Prompts to Shake Things Up
Protective Starter Prompts
Random Question Prompts
Roguetober 2022 Prompts
Romantic Confession Dialogue Prompts
Rookie Couple Scenario Prompts
Royal x Groundskeeper OTP Prompts
Royal x Royal OTP Prompts
Scar / Injury Related Symbol Prompts
September Prompts
Setting Prompts
Show, Don't Tell Prompts
Situational Prompts
Sleepy Dialogue Prompts
Smut Prompt List
Smutty One-Liner Prompts, Part IV
Soft Gestures for Lovers Prompts
Soft Touches Prompts
Some Poorly Timed Confession Prompts
Some Simple Comfy & Sleepy Dialogue Prompts
Spooktober 2020 Prompts
Spooktober 2021 Prompts
Things Done While Sparring/Fighting Prompts
Things Done with Hair Prompts
Things You Said Prompts
Unrequited Love That's Actually Requited Prompts
Vampiric Starter Prompts
Ways to Respond When Someone Says "I'm Okay" Prompts
Wedding Dialogue Prompts
Welcome to the Holiday Season Prompts
Werewolf Starter Prompts
When in Doubt, Fake a Marriage Prompts
Whumpcember 2022 Prompts
Workplace Romance Prompts
Worried and Relieved Dialogue Starter Prompts
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buckysdoll24 · 1 month
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Part 4- Scar and Sally meet
⚠️Warning- Angst, Fluff, Mentions of Deaths, Talks of war, death, and R@pe, Tension between the OCS, and more!!⚠️
⚠️Just a reminder Oc is 19 and legal before someone starts ⚠️
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Sally Clearwater was still lying asleep on the sofa when the other warriors wished to leave and their High clan leader wasn't leaving." She's fine, we have to go and hunt the rest so we can return home," One warrior spoke.
"No! Mama saved me from them she deserves your respect and your loyalty!" Kat'ei yells as he holds Sally. Scar Kat'ei's father was intrigued by the small human who saved his son and created a small bond in a matter of almost 35 hours.
"We will stay, you may go and hunt, "Scar tells his warriors who were quick to leave. Kat'ei laid on Sally nuzzling her and purring clicking away in the hopes of waking her up.
"Who is this human, pup?" Scar asks." A female warrior, she hunted food, provided a home and saved me from them. She didn't steal me, she protected me like a mom should be doing," Kat'ei spoke.
"No others around here?" Scar wonders." No alone, she was terrified for me and almost sacrificed her life for me," Kat'ei whimpers as he nuzzles Sally.
Scar checks Sally's vital signs." She's okay, not harmed just needs to wake up," He tells his son. Suddenly Sally began to stir and the two waited by the staircase for her to wake up.
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I begin to stir and wake up on my sofa and I see my cabin is empty of the humanoid aliens are gone but the others are still on the floor.
"Huh was that a dream or am I going mad?" I muttered to myself as I sat up."No, it wasn't a dream mama," Kat'ei appears and hugs me." You're okay?!" I smiled hugging him when I saw another him appear behind us.
I moved Kat'ei behind me." If you're angry with the boy leave him alone. I told him to come here, I protected him, fed him till you could find him. If your mad at someone be mad at me," I said firmly.
It lifted its arm to use its translator." I am not angry, I am thankful you protected my pup and I came because he told me the other aliens were here," He spoke." You're his father?" I said as he nodded in agreement.
"Right, I got a bone to pick with you!" I said with a look." How fucking dare you leave a six-year-old alone in the woods with fucking killer aliens roaming around?! He isn't a fucking warrior!! He's a kid!! Who needs protection not training idiot!! You are so lucky I found him and brought him back here!!" I shouted.
"Another thing! You've trashed my place!! So you can clean my fucking place up!! And bloody take your war elsewhere!" I said annoyed.
He looked shocked that a small human told him off." Now that's off my chest, I'm Sally Clearwater, 19 and human you are?" I asked." Scar Yuatja high clan leader and over 100 years old," Scar tells me.
"Huh, you are old! And have a child? Your biology must be very good with ageing and reproduction," I said with a smile.
Scar's mouth clicks as he nods." No mate?" I asked him." No, his mother was a how you say on earth?" Scar asks." An egg donor?" I said with a smile." That, I wanted to secure my bloodline, but no mate," Scar smiles." And you?" Scar wonders.
I froze at that," I have no one, everyone I know died before the aliens and after. My mom got taken and I found her ripped apart, I saw my classmates get attacked by the spider-like creatures and ripped apart," I said sadly.
"They are called xenomorphs the black aliens and the spider-like creatures are face huggers," Scar tells me." They are ugly bastards, so are you the hunters who kill them?" I asked him.
"We are, we will help fight back we've helped before," Scar tells me." Kat'ei shouldn't have come here you know this," I tell him as Kat'ei hugs my torso.
"I am glad I came, I met you, mama," Kat'ei smiles." Did you fix his translator?" Scar wonders." I did, and you need to fix his tracker so only your kind can find him. Fix your mistake, not him you," I said with a look.
Scar gulps at this," I was meant to fix it but I had to help Earth," He mumbles." I haven't been to the city but I've heard over my radio that some are fighting back some are giving up and letting the aliens use them and some are capturing people to give to the aliens in exchange for food," I tell him.
"Has anything else happened to you before we came here?" Scar asks sitting by me. I gripped my goggles." I don't want to talk about it," I muttered." Want something to eat?" I asked getting up.
I began to cook 4 pieces of steak for the two Yuatja kind in my home." I have to rebuild my home, I am not leaving this place," I said to myself.
Scar came up to me," You got hurt in the city didn't you?" He said." I got r@ped, molested and I almost got stolen," I tell him pushing him back.
"Get back from me, I don't like people in my space," I said firmly as he gripped my arm." We don't harm our women on my planet we worship them," Scar says softly.
"Good for them, humanity has turned bad when it's broken and the men don't think. Why do you think I'm here Scar?" I said sadly as Kat'ei nuzzles me and clicks away.
"So why are you here Scar?" I asked him." My kind are hunters and those aliens are the prey, we are here to get rid of them for good and help you out," Scar tells me." And you don't have any bad intentions do you?" I asked him.
"No, we don't have any quarrels with humans," Scars says." Good, thank you for coming to help I guess?" I smiled a little bit as Kat'ei yawns.
"Come on let's put you to bed unless your father wishes for me to stop," I said looking at Scar. Kat'ei looks at his dad with a please look," I'll allow it as he's bonded to you," Scar nods softly.
I take Kat'ei to his room," You're safe now, your father is here, so you must go to him if you need him," I smiled as Scar appeared." That's where he sleeps so go to bed with your child," I said with a smile before heading to my own bed for the night.
I lay in my bed thinking about how Scar helped me and I opened up the door, I came face to face with Scar." I guess I should say thank you for saving me, you didn't have to but you did. So thank you for doing that," I said with a gentle smile.
"You're welcome, my son told me everything when he communicated with me," Scar smiles the best he could as I could work out Yuatja don't smile much.
"He's a good person, but you need to understand you can't bring him on these missions if you are gonna leave him alone," I tell him.
Scar nods in understanding," You can rest with your son and get back to the war to help the humans who want to fight with you. I'm not moving anywhere near the city as I'm moving again," I tell him before going back into bed.
I lay in bed and looked out the window when the door creaked open and Kat'ei came inside." Don't go, I want you to come with us," Kat'ei says sadly and he climbs into bed and nuzzles me." I can't, I have to move. I'm not brave," I said gently stroking his hair as his father entered the room.
"You are Yuatja now, you protected my son and saved him and you have many trophies of your kills on the floor of your home that makes you brave and a warrior of my tribe," Scar tells me.
"You just accept me even though I'm human?" I asked." Yes, I've seen you fight, through his camera here," He pointed to Kat'ei's communicator." He's bonded with you also, Yuatja pups bonded with those who are truly motherly and he's chosen you," Scar says.
I looked at Kat'ei and nodded in agreement with his father." So what I come with you to the city fight then other creatures off and you all leave?" I asked." Yes, you'd be free of them and able to start again," Scar nods in response.
"I will think about, now sleep both of you we got a lot of work tomorrow," I said laying down as Kat'ei nuzzled into my stomach and held my stomach and holding me close.
I thought Scar had left when I felt the bed drip and I felt him behind me holding me close to him as if he wished to hold me in his arms and his son was purring and clicking away in his sleep.
I felt his arthropod-like mandibles clicking away above my head as he nuzzles into my body and I sort of felt safe in Scar's arms like something told me he was meant to be by my side.
But I know it's a foolish feeling to have and I know when this is all over he'll leave with Kat'ei and then I have to start again somewhere alone and that's okay.
Now tomorrow is another day, and I plan to maybe help fight back and create new inventions and communication systems for the world not that anyone would appreciate it.
Little did I know, I had to fight and protect but I'm sure it will be a worthy battle and hopefully end to this three year terror.
Part 5 is here!
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g0at0ad · 1 year
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HOLLOW KNIGHT TIERLIST: NPC HUGGABILITY
remember 100 years ago when i made an npc huggability tierlist for hollow knight that i never finished? well here’s the final version! this time we’re starting from the bottom rather than the top.
#42. midwife
hornet can probably attest to how creepy midwife’s hugs are. she uses her many tiny skittering arms to pull you in, whether you like it or not. there’s a 50/50 chance that she’s just going to eat you. 0/10, would not recommend.
#41. leg eater
he’ll probably make you pay to hug him, and it won’t even be a good hug! his bony, sharp limbs will dig into your back, and his disgusting smelling breath will blow under your ear as he giggles ominously, making you shiver uncomfortably. all around a bad experience, but there’s little chance of him eating you so he goes ahead of midwife.
#40. snail shaman
i love you snail shaman, but slimy hugs are a NO GO. if he wasn’t slimy, the hug would be perfectly pleasant! but as it stands, a hug with the shaman would leave you covered in sticky snail slime. gross and uncomfortable. sorry dude. originally waffled on snail shaman and leg eater’s placement, but in the end decided that slime can be washed off, but nightmares can’t.
#39. godseeker
no arms to hug with, and will probably be very resistant to a hug.
#38. little fool
also no arms to hug with, but they’ll appreciate it!
#37. mister mushroom
mister mushroom
#36. steel soul jinn
unfortunately, jinn is covered in, well, steel. hugging her would be cold and very uncomfortable. she does not have much experience with hugs, and her metallic arms willy very rigidly wrap around you in an awkward way. she won’t know when to end the hug so you will have to tell her.
#35. tuk
tuk lives in the sewers and thus is very unsanitary, and also likely has bad breath due to all the rotten eggs she consumes. sanitary issues aside, she’s also pretty antisocial and reluctant to hugs. not a bad hugger though, taking into account the purely technical side. very big, so her hug will envelop you.
#34. fluke hermit
similar problems to tukk in that she lives in the sewers and likely isn’t very sanitary. also probably doesn’t have much experience in hugs, but hypothetically due to her squishiness would be very fun to squeeze.
#33. dung defender/ogrim
i am SO sorry ogrim, you’re one of my favourites, but i would not hug a man covered in shit. if you were not covered in shit, you would be near the top, but alas. you are covered in shit. hypothetically, a non shitty hug would have ogrim picking you up, swinging you around, and then squeezing you to his chest. he’s very enthusiastic about it. 3/10, take a shower dude.
#32. willoh
look, no one likes willoh, but if they don’t decide to eat you, their hugs aren’t actually that bad! imagine hugging a giraffe. doesn’t that sound nice?
#31. divine
a little less creepy than leg eater! also probably more sanitary! you might have to go on your tippy toes and wrap your arms around her neck and bury your face in her ruff. her claws might be a little uncomfortable around your back, but the hug wouldn’t be too terrible.
#30. confessor jiji
her breath’s very stinky, but if you don’t breathe in through your nose, it won’t be too bad! has very long arms that could probably double wrap around you. might rifle around in your pockets to see if you have a rotten egg.
#29. the hunter
extremely large and bony, but a surprisingly good hugger. long arms will wrap you in a hug, and you’ll be forced to shove your face in a bunch of leaves, but the hug is secure and makes you feel safe. then he follows it up by explaining how he uses a similar technique to strangle his victims, and you feel decidedly less safe.
#28. the hollow knight
it’s quick, you have to get in their mind to defeat the infection, but you spare a moment to wrap your hands around their neck as they struggle under hornet’s needle. you can’t tell, but they seem to relax a little. you’re hurt, and it’s hot, and they can’t hug you back, and it’s over too soon. but you will treasure this.
#27. tiso
very, very difficult to get him to hug you. he only way to get him to hug you is to challenge his ability to hug and mock him if he refuses, telling him that even elderbug is better at hugging than him. tiso will pick you up and squeeze you as tight as possible. you may lose a life from this. his armor is heavy and cold, but you appreciate his effort.
#26. zote
grumbles and complains about the offer, but ultimately needs the hug WAY more than you do, and might secretly cry a bit. hug lasts a little too long, but you won’t mention it because it looks like the guy really needed a moment. he pulls away discreetly wiping his eyes and stubbornly says that he won’t ever hug you again because you’re terrible at it.
#25. salubra
has a great big squishy hug, but it’s one of those hugs you might get from a grandparent or distant aunt that lasts just a bit too long and is just a bit too tight. she ends it by giving you a great big wet kiss that you didn’t ask her. still, it’s very enthusiastic and warm and loving.
#24. millibelle
i hate her. you hate her. we all hate her. that said, from a purely objective lense, she’s a pretty good hugger. it’s nothing too special, but she’s gentle and sweet about it, and it’s all around a good experience. there’s a non-zero chance of her pickpocketing you, though.
#23. eternal emilita
if you ignore her eternal laughter, it’s not a bad hug! doesn’t last too long, but it’s a perfectly fine, normal hug that you’d get from a friend. a friend who laughs about everyone being dead.
#22. grimm
chuckles ominously, but agrees to give you a hug. it’s pretty good, actually. very warm. a little too warm, actually. it has to be over sooner than you’d like because of how hot it is, but he pats you on the head and disappears.
#21. white lady
also does not have arms, but there’s something about sitting in your mother’s lap that makes you feel safe and loved, despite everything she’s done to you. later you will curse her for what she did to you and your siblings, but when you sit in her lap as she hums a lullaby, it’s very hard not to forgive her.
#20. mask maker
so many arms to hug you with!
#19. oro
you’ll have to pay him, and he’s very reluctant about it, but he’s actually a very good hugger, and you can tell he misses hugging someone. it ends too soon and he scoffs at you to leave. you know he liked it, though. you can tell by the flower he put in a vase.
18. grubfather
very short and stubby arms that can’t exactly hug you, but he’s very squishy and pleasant to squeeze.
#17. bardoon
it’s a little difficult to hug someone so big, but he appreciates the effort! his very big yet stubby arms will pull you in, and it’s like hugging an enormous pillow.
#16. relic seeker lemm
he’s reluctant and suspicious about it, probably worried that this is a ploy to steal his stuff. but once he agrees to it, it’s a pretty good hug! his beard is soft and lovely and he’ll give you an awkward pat on the back.
#15. hornet
part of what’s great about hugging hornet is that it’s an achievement. it’s very hard to hug hornet. she’s very fast and antisocial and will turn her nose up at any sign of casual affection. that said, if you earn her trust enough to get a hug from her, her muscles will relax in a way they haven’t for a very long time. the hug is quick, just a few moments, but long enough for you to catch how she sags with relief after not being hugged for many years.
#14. grey mourner
she’s wreathed in soft, flowing silks, and her hug is very gentle. maybe a little too gentle, but it’s very nice nonetheless. she might weep softly, and then you might weep too, and you’ll cry together, shrouded in silvery silks, and she appreciates this one bit of physical affection she hasn’t had since her fiance died.
#13. iselda
she laughs and easily agrees to give you a hug. she’s tall, and has to lean down so you can wrap your arms around her neck. it’s a gentle hug, and she ends it by giving you a pat on the head.
#12. sly
very small little grandpa. pick him up like a teddy bear!
#11. myla
also very small, but is much more enthusiastic about the hug. she has such a sweet giggle. you cry a little. maybe you can save her this time.
#10. cornifer
he’s a little distracted so he won’t see your request at first, but he’ll gladly give you a hug! it’s a perfect hug, not too tight, not too long.
#9. nymm
puts down his accordian and goes down on one knee to give you a warm, friendly hug. your face gets buried in his ruff. he’s happy, and you know that you did the right thing.
#8. bretta
she’s a little flustered and nervous about it, but the hug she gives you is warm and squishy and lovely. she blushes, and perhaps it lasts too long, but it’s such a nice hug that you don’t care.
#7. sheo
he squeezes you tightly, and it’s a lovely hug, but once he steps away you realize there you’re covered in paint stains! what a mess.
#6. old stag
also can’t hug you back, but he’s very grateful for the attempt. you reach up to wrap your arms around his neck, and he’s so fluffy you can’t help but stroke his fur.
#5. nailsmith
winner of the beard award! best beard! he’ll gladly give you a hug, thanking you for not killing him. he’s a lot happier than he used to be, and you’re happy for him.
#4. elderbug
a perfect old grandpa hug. he tears up a little at the offer, and squeezes you tightly. rubs circles into your back. you’re a little sad when it’s over.
#3. seer
a perfect old grandma hug. she’s soft and feathery, and smells like dust, but it’s such a lovely hug.
#2. quirrel
look, i just really like quirrel. he picks you up and squeezes you tightly, and it’s like seeing an old friend you haven’t spoken to in a while. he laughs joyfully. you don’t want to let him go. maybe you can make this moment last forever. maybe he won’t leave.
#1. mato
possibly the best hugger there has ever been. he enjoys it more than he enjoys nailfighting. he picks you up, swings you around one time, and squeezes you tightly, your face squishing against his cheek. he laughs like he hasn’t hugged you in years, but you saw him earlier today.
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pastelearthling65 · 3 months
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100 reasons to stay alive
1. to make your parents/others/yourself proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family/friends again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children 
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. To hear “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious) 
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong
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alpaca-clouds · 1 year
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Xenk's Aging
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So, something with a lot of whump potential: Sasz Tamm took over the Thay 100 years ago, when Xenk was a kid. (Like maybe between 10 and 12 years old, I would say.) While he was fleeing the Beckoning Death, he got touched by it, giving him the sigils of Sasz Tamm. Which slowed his aging.
Going by Regé-Jean Page's age, he is physically 35 right now. So, he aged something between 23 and 25 years in a hundred years.
So... Was he a kid for like 20 years of that? Like, just imagine going to puberty that slowly. And also... being a kid without a home for that amount of time.
Like, wow. Give this man a hug.
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