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hetamata · 2 years ago

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dead girls!!!

#trigun #pot.png #id in alt #wolfwood #rem savarem #tessla #i have 2 get up again in 4 hrs. but i wanted to finish this first heart emoji #i like to think that tessla haunts the shit out of rem in the afterlife and ww's there not understanding the dynamic between them at all #i like 2 think tessla hates rem partially bc rem is less threatening than the ppl who actually did hurt her but like.#after 150 years tessla is more messing around w rem than actually trying to scare her #300k fic in my head where tessla and rem watch knives take over the world while giving commentary and eating popcorn #holds nightows hands gently please let me see more of rem. shes such a fascinating character #when she's seen in flashbacks and not vash's idealized concept of her #meanwhile i am inventing tessla characterization from the ground up

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faaun · 7 months ago

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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao

#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her #and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that #bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control #AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern #which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have #become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and #then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see #the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then #immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now #hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him #she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women #bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely #fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are #capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the #like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond #or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to #feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe #months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time #its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like #there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she #wouldnt show up and ive been right each time #like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at #them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all #anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it #and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy #and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way #its just AUSHD AUGH #anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore

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ialwaysknewyouwerepunk · 8 months ago

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#had a tough day today bc i had to meet up with our hr manager for a 'talk' about my absence #i was so nervous for it that i was drained before it even began #i asked a colleague of mine to be there #an older man who i trust with these things bc he's very calm but often knows what to say at the right time #and is very sensitive #he could tell i wasn't doing well before i told anyone #he's dealt with his own darkness as well so i know that's why i gravitate to him #the conversation went okay. i said what i wanted to say #the hr manager clearly wanted to see me /wanting/ to come back on monday lol #expecting a quick fix like they always do #she did take away my main points so i really hope i see the results. and i asked to come back without my manager breathing down my neck #i hope that gets respected too #then afterwards. after already almost crying a million times my colleague asked if i wanted to bike with him to this statue #that got placed here today bc it's a traveling thing to raise awareness for suicide #he supports that cause bc his son is a victim of suicide #and i could tell he was having a hard time but then he also actually said it #i was crying man. he doesnt know how deep it goes for me but #i think i gave him a bit of comfort being there. showing i understand #when i got home he texted me to thank me for going with him bc he couldn't have done it alone.#im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight #my posts

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hauntedwoman · 8 months ago

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as badly as i want to avoid my mom she is making it extremely difficult

#i feel really bad that im so angry at her and she doesnt even know it #but my entire living situation is making me miserable right now and its her fault #she charges me $50 in rent every week and shes increasing it to $125 a week at the end of the month #the only reason this is happening is because she FORCED ME to drop out and the only other alternative was that i had to work full time + pa #rent.............. but like at my job even if im working 40 hrs a week ill only be making abt $900 a month #so i will barely have anything leftover for myself after rent #and i cannot get a second job bc i frankly can not handle it at all + what hours would i even work #and my mom refuses to understand that the reason i had to drop out is bc i am so depressed and so suicidal and i just dont want to live #she doesnt acknowledge that im disabled and severely mentally ill #every time i try to talk about my mental health she treats me like im such a burden to her even though i literally never tell her anything #personal anymore bc she just doesnt listen or care #ALSO she FORCED ME to move across the country and transfer schools when i really did not want (hence why i flunked all of my classes bc i d #not care) but like. everything thats wrong in my life rn is bc i do not want ot live where im living and theres no way for me to go back to #texas and also i dont rly wanna live w my dad either #but anyways. this whole situation would be better if my mom was using me paying rent as an actual lesson in adult respinsibility #but it's really just a punishment because i cant function the way she wants me to #and im over it #so fucking over it why am i such a pussy why cant i just die

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tchaikovskaya · 2 years ago

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why do we have to go over the whole "buildings in ireland and britain are built to trap heat and they don't have central a/c so 80℉/25℃ is really bad for them" thing every fucking summer lmao

#i think people (americans) are being obtuse when they just screenshot the weather and its in the high 70s like 'lol'#HOWEVER on the other side i really feel like brits dont fully understand what summers in the american south are like lmao #like i do think they would perish even with air conditioned buildings if they had to spend 2+ hrs outdoors #the whole 'but the uk is humid !!!!' thing doesnt work bc this isnt a desert either its MORE humid than the uk in fact #it is actually not legal to rent a housing unit to a tenant here if it doesnt have working a/c its as basic as plumbing.....

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ourceliumnetwork · 18 days ago

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weirdly sexually charged stress dreams i did not need you actually. it gets very uncomfortable and confusing very fast when my family becomes suddenly involved.

#i used to get ''called back to work on a shift for my old hotel job'' dreams that were stressful and i usually was missing my shirt #last night was the first time i had a ''hey i don't work for YOU anymore why am i being pressured to do this Thing?''#about the job did for my dad #like contract work (again)#(i went from contractor to hourly to salaried and then i left and he offered contract work again through their company if i really wanted #to come back in a minimal capacity)#(which i might have taken him up on if i didn't need money to live and he paid better but living on $10.5/hr or less depending wasn't reall #doing it for me anymore in 2019-2020 and beyond actually)#(because this time i was starting from absolute zero and didn't have another job to supplement the income)#anyway... i'm somehow MORE tired and exhausted and upset being awake now than i was in my dreams #no sex no satisfaction no completed tasks and no one understands me - my favorite type of dreams #(sarcasm)

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jlf23tumble · 2 years ago

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Jen what do you think about the Louis ban on UK and US radio stations?

I think it demonstrates a singularly spectacular lack of reading comprehension and/or curiosity about current music played on UK and US radio stations

#even with a hella detailed view into the specifics around Louis that came out last week #the way someone's gonna read that as a ban??#so i guess we can just say anyone beyond the current top 20 artists/songs played ad nauseum on any radio station across the land is banned #nobody's banning people--your fave's not the flave #i challenge thee to listen to 8 hrs of radio on UK or US airwaves and jot down what you hear #do it for a full week #see if you can see the pattern lol #this reminds me of that article i saw linked on twitter #about the musical mush pervading most music providing platforms #that and the fact that the 'test' described in that louis piece are nothing new--same vibes (same test!) for 20+ years #it's only getting worse with actual algorithms taking out the guesswork but yes this is the music landscape #it's just a funny-ass way to frame it #almost as if people don't understand the actual definition of the word banned #if you want to keep it in the one direction realm #niall's about to be banned #zayn's banned #harry was banned for a fair bit #i highly doubt louis's going to change what he's doing to chase radio 1 #and so!#he's not!#if it makes people feel more heroic to say their fave is banned well...join the club of successful artists currently banned #yet still producing incredible music and touring etc #rakin' in tons of cash #idk man i'm totally happy with my faves being 'banned' off radio 1 #but i also know it's the world's stupidest false flag of a statement to make lmaoooooooo #i'm a big fan of this struggling indie artist--her name's beyonce #haven't heard of her? well that's because she's currently banned from radio play on UK and US radio stations

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gwynbleiddyn · 1 year ago

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jesus im so fucking tired of being the afterthought like no it's ok i dont need to watch this cool oneshot with my friends i can just get it later because it's my bad for having total reliance on captions yk yk

#like damn larian you def earn enough to provide a live captioner #ive had fucking months of fighting this shit in work and now my hobbies are proving to be inaccessible for no real good reason #not that there IS a good reason for anything to be inaccessible but yk come on at least have a leg to stand on #im extremely pissed and no it's not the end of the world that i cant watch a silly dnd game but im so angry about everything im being denie #and that's the lil icing on the cake #to be clear none of this is directed @ hr or the crew im just like make it make sense if you're doing things like this for a huge audience #critrole came through on this and it's been unreal to actually be able to enjoy content along with everyone else #i dont think ppl understand how much that's taken for granted #ANYWAY!!!#i'll burn this later but hrghrghrhgh

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opportunity-b · 1 year ago

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I'm On Bethesda's Side For Once

interacting with more gamers due to Starfield made me realise there are people who think Skyrim is genuinely a masterpiece and that nothing Bethesda releases now could ever compare

this is hilarious because I always thought the consensus in the TES/Bethesda community was "Skyrim is a mid game that was saved by mods and fandom enthusiasm". but people ACTUALLY think base Skyrim is a masterpiece and they're mad at Starfield because they want it to be more broken and shallow like Skyrim

"I can do SO MUCH in Skyrim I barely can do anything in Starfield" and by so much they mean there's 8 different combat systems that barely function, and they would prefer 8 barely functioning combat systems, instead of a game that's more contained but is way more balanced and polished

Starfield is the first game in years where it feels like Bethesda actually put effort in and actually listened to fans, whereas Skyrim and FO4 were disappointing to anyone who had played FO3 and previous TES games. so many cut corners, such a bad job of balancing and implementing skills, so rushed, protag with no personality and barely any dialogue (Skyrim) or a voiced protag forced on you whose dialogue options were confusing, not intuitive, and still greatly limited (FO4)

Bethesda actually listened to these complaints. they brought back the unvoiced protag, they brought back depth and alternate choices even in mini quests, they made sure the combat and leveling system was contained, polished, and actually requires you to engage with it to keep leveling. all things we've been saying we wanted ever since Skyrim, but they're getting no credit for it and people are acting like Skyrim and FO4 were perfect and untouchable. lmao what

Starfield is also far from perfect. but it's a massive step in the right direction for Bethesda. their best game since Fallout 3. hands down. I feel like the only thing stopping people from admitting this is a combination of nostalgia and salt. because as much as gamers say we want new experiences, when devs actually attempt to give us that, we complain that it isn't like something else and harp on them about releasing a familiar title soon

I've rarely if ever been on Bethesda's side over the last decade but c'mon man. props where props are due

#I have 100s of hrs in S/kyrm btw #but it's modded to fuck #I played vanilla once just to experience it and the civil war/drago/nborn plotline is so bad and the quests are so broken #but now people are like #NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO THE SK/YRIM MAIN STORY #when that was the weakest part of the game and to this day is bugged to all hell #bethesda #starfield #trying to censor sk/yrim so it doesn't end up in that tag because I'm not trying to fight lol #I just don't understand this narrative from a section of Bethesda fandom at all #as if we hadn't spent the last 10 yrs complaining about the quality of Sk/yrim and FO/4 #but now they've actually listened to us and people want them to backtrack what

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xxswagcorexx · 2 years ago

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oooooh you wanna talk about fallen angel ash and red soo badly /nf

omg so i got 2 asks about them, so i’m gonna split my ramble into 2 asks ^_^ starting off with red and ash respectively and how they’re paradise lost coded! (get ready for a longgg post under the cut)

ok so i’m gonna. tldr paradise lost for a second but basically paradise lost is about satan’s fall from grace (but this is. literally bible fanfic so basically it explores more themes than the actual bible does) but red is soooo adam coded and ash is (semi) lucifer coded to me .

starting off with adam: the reason he ate the fruit from the tree of knowledge is because he loved eve so much that, in that moment, he couldn’t even begin to imagine the tragedy that was about to happen because of that. even if he knew it was wrong. the only thing that mattered in that moment was himself and eve and he the fact he was willing to do anything for her. and that was the tragedy of the fruit being eaten. because right after he ate it, all of the love he had for eve seemed to disappear away and be replaced with hate and bitterness. (and the love wasnt enough)

so uh. tying this back into reddoons. his guy is willing to follow people to the ends of the earth, even to the point of self destruction. so just. the idea of red being a fallen angel who just wanted to do what was right. but what he thought was right wasn’t the “right” choice because he wasn’t following the orders of god. he just did hat he thought was right in the moment, but it wasn’t really right. and as a result he lost everything he ever knew and became the thing he swore never to be. also insert team chaos parallel here and i am SOOOO bonkers over this ver of fallen angel red u DONT UNDERSTAND!!!

now. on the other hand, ash being a fallen angel is because of an entirely different reason. in my brain

i mentioned he’s (semi) inspired by lucifer and. well tbh a lot of themes Do match up with a lot of ash’s mantras and i just find it sooooo fascinating. MOVING ON basically the reason why lucifer was created even though god knew he was going to rebel and being his beloved humans into sin was because lucifer represented free will and without free will there wouldn’t be love. so like. his creation was kinda a needed sacrifice as a result. anyways eventually when gods son/jesus was created (dont. question the timing btw god is above time so Ignore the time) lucifer was extremely jealous because although he was the most powerful angel, he wasn’t Exactly on gods level. (also bc of this he invents sin and later death but that’s irrelevant to the inspiration i get for ash)

but eventually lucifer caused a rebellion and upon god INVENTING PAIN TO DEFEAT HIM, satan decided to jump off of heaven instead of facing god himself. (also bc he represents free will he Chose to fall as well as rebel against god which is very. ashswagcore. to me)

but yeah i am just. bc of that the idea of ash being a fallen angel by choice and as a rebellion against god is just. very Him i think yk? the jealously. the willingness to do the impossible because of his ego. the way he’s very tied into themes of freedom and rebellion i think. (basically all of lucifer’s only positive traits because. mfer invents sin and death and caused humanity to fall. uh)

so ya! thats the ideas of both of them i have rn. i have a Ton of thoughts abt their relationships which i will elaborate in the next ask but. man they make me soooooo. i am ill in the head abt their themes and how paradise lost plays into it . man.

#ashswag #reddoons #tw caps #media.warning.caps #religious themes #<- just in case someone doesn’t wanna. see that #anyways. yeah #also i should mention i didn’t actually read paradise lost bc i am really bad at understanding old texts </3 #BUT there’s a great summary on youtube about it #its by w.endigoon ^_^ just look up paradise lost and then his name #and u should find it #its around 2 hrs long but its such a good story i rec it so much if u have the time #but ya ^_^ swagdoons relationship as fallen angels in the next post!!!#idk if this is what u bargained for but. yk. more food for u anon!!#ty for the ask :] <3 #mailbox.core #swagdoons #asshole roommates #scam duo

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welcometogrouchland · 2 years ago

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I think the disconnect between canon Belos and (a certain genre of) fanon Belos is that in canon he is pathetic (in the dramatic sense) not sympathetic.

#ramblings of a lunatic #like that's the thing he's a tragic character in a sense but he's pitiable in the dramatic sense more than anything else #you pity his codependency and his hypocrisy and his refusal to ever change and his borderline stupidity #(like I get it he's good at machines and hes good at manipulating ppl! but his plans are also kinda stupid and that's on purpose)#(he is a conservative he is charismatic not machiavellian)#but you fully understand that his refusal to ever grow or learn (which is the crux of his. Everything) is his fault #i don't know man I'm just kinda over the fandom conversations around Belos after watching and dreaming #even if it wasn't my first choice or instinct I've made the effort to understand why the writers did his ending the way they did #and i see their pov and I've decided actually. yeah i can see how that works #bc fundamentally while a very important character philip has never been the crux of this story #it has always always been Luz King and Eda. and the amount of ppl who are. deeply pissy about that fact #idk man i don't consider myself like. knowledgeable and conscious enough to accurately identify white bias in fandom #and I'm fully aware that fandom is not praxis and it's generally shitty to insist ppl spend more or less time on certain aspects of media #as if fandom is about filling quotas for HR #but also i can't ignore the fuckin. itchy feeling that ppl really took this man at his word when his main character trait is being A Liar #all bc he's a white guy with long hair #he's cool! i like him! especially now that i remembered the vocabulary featured in this post! i have words to describe my feelings on him!#and also none of this matters bc He Is Not Real and the toh writers are not sniffling and sobbing rn bc some ppl think they did belos dirty #i just have ''opinionated on characters'' disease #and my opinion of philip is that he's a great villain #but ppl willfully ignore WHY he's a great villain (He Is An Interesting Depiction of a Religious Conservative)#in order to invent different and more traditionally sympathetic reasons why he's great (he's just afraid and alone and he feels bad and he)#(you get it)#okay. I'm done #Do Not Read The Fucking Tags

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valodia · 1 year ago

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Ok so. In my line of work. I am a bi-departmental referral for many public admins so they reach out to me and get advice on public retirement laws. Bc im specialized in it bc im very smart and remember information and can also use google <3 And. In that context- over 2 months ago i gave a day long training to my subordinates and several ppl from other public admins- And. Bc im training ppl on behalf of the national public retirement fund admin- they owe me 150€ for that day. So i sent it to my rep from that admin- which honestly shes sweet bless her heart but overworked and i get the sense that shes a bit underqualified for her position. Anyway shes hasnt replied to my email requesting to be compensated. Come onnnnn im planning to use this money for buying Eleanor Forte voicebank for SynthV so i can sell my cringe musiccc <3 and put the remaining money on my savings account to afford a mortgage in 10 years. Come onnnn

#lodia sayings #music tag #sort of #work tag #you wouldnt believe my line of work and the position i have given the amount of cringe i post on the daily #ah i forgot to mention bc this gives the wrong idea on what i do. i actually work in HR and the public retirement referral stuff is #like completely aside from that. its a mission they gave me bc im the only one in this admin with a braincell to understand these laws.

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bigbuffelves · 1 year ago

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One thing I love about Wyll's dance scene though, is that you can go through the whole thing without Tav uttering a word.

Non-verbal Tavs rise up.

#one of the reasons I wish that scene was better animated and given the proper love and care it deservveeed #my elf Tav who is romancing Wyll prefers to speak very little #to the point that sometimes he'll say the shortest line available even if he doesn't actually believe what he's saying #he just wants to get the interaction over with #so having a scene where he could communicate purely non-verbally #and have wyll completely understand and be over the moon anyway #had me like yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees #that was some good shit it's too bad I had to wait 20 hrs for it and it was very badly animated #and now I have to wait another 20 hrs for another lackluster scene

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frostbite-the-bat · 1 year ago

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remembering old fandoms and rps and aus i had and im realizing this isnt the first time an au version of frostbite interacted a lot with someone who at least in text had a quirk that does something to the letter s which is ironic considering their name

#...........im talking about hr again sorry my condition gets worse each day especially when im more open about it #the previous/other one was a few years back.#it was . my gorillaz days...! and my gangreen gang specific hyperfix...! (never actually watched ppg)#they were besties with snake and there was a joke they adopted him and that he was their “sssson” even if they were only like a year older #our au ggg was very different bc it was like 4-3 ppl rping our own shit but it was very found family and backstories were Angsty #and obviously snake hisssssesss hisss letter sss #then hr haff hiff liffp #fun fact i used to have a pretty nasty lisp when i was younger before i got my teeth fixed up a bit so i honestly unironically love #characters with any kind of lisp even if its the daffy duck kind (who may be a bit hard for me to understand when voice acted like that but #i still Enjoy)#(i need subtitles for literally anything anyway)#anyways ggg au frostbite is also the edgiest of all the au frostbites that exist #least developed/just cool design is glamrock frost #most developed as a character and MOST goofy is toontown frost #anyways back on the lisp whoever put the letter s into the word lisp genuinely needs to die. and the word stop. yes i got bullied about #my lisp why do you ask #ok since im rambling heres a bigger ramble #both gorillaz and hr make me feel better abt my teeth #all the band members in gorillaz have mad fucked up teeth and i didnt have access to a good dentist until like 2020. i was endlessly #bullied for my teeth and i had difficulities eating some things and other health issues because i had horrid teeth bc of genes + my parents #didnt teach me to clean my teeth properly like wow you gotta go BETWEEN the teeth. the white stuff that covers your teeth ISNT GOOD ACTUALL #and hr has a mad overbite and i have that too so that makes me feel better..ive been rlly subconscious abt that lately actually #still wondering why nobody bothered gettin that fixed but i guess everything else was a bigger issue #and the fact i was missing my front teeth #yeah my health back then wasnt the best ! and i was bullied abt it even by my own best friends parents! no good! but seeing silly band #members who r fictional who i was hyperfixated on helped me feel better #man wish i could hide stuff from appearing in tag searches bc i just like rambling in the tags #but then i say one word and it appears in the tags and im super subconsious about it now bc i made one ramble and boom why is it in the #hr tag :sob: :skull:#OH WELL.

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backtothen · 1 year ago

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Day three with, officially, three kiddos. Never been punched before but now know a second grader can pack a wallop like no other and have really strong lil legs for kicking. Also spent the first half of the day with the same kid in his fort, so, still a win.

#Teaching year 1 #woof #work cut out for me and yada yada #Going from hr to teaching is dealing with the same behaviors but actually being able to understand why a seven year old would act that way

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lesbianlenas · 1 year ago

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i have this one friend where whenever we walk out of class when we make eye contact we look at each other like this

#michelle speaks #it’s so funny…….we r both haters that’s for sure 😭#my other friends are all like isn’t this great :) and stay on campus for HRS after class & go on the weekends 😭#she isn’t friends w my other friends lol we have different friends but r friends w each other #and the second we start talking we r always just like that made me want to die so badly lmfao 😭#it was soooo funny bc my friends were like isn’t it great how our property professor facilitates discussion :)#& i was thinking to myself actually i HATE how he takes 5 mins 2 answer every question by asking that person 10 questions that don’t matter #and then after we had class i was talking to this friend and she was like i HATE property and i was like SAME 😭😭😭😭😭#we both get so annoyed by the questions ppl ask if u were there u would understand……#ppl either ask questions that r inane or they want like a tutoring session in the middle of class. go to office hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it’s even funnier bc in our writing class we sit next to each other & during the presentation we will like make eye contact w that face 😭

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