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cw// implied character death, double life nonsense
because you are love itself.
#my art#trafficblr#double life#divorce quartet#<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife.#this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done#so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar#himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i#with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off.#ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor#i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time#which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality#but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this.#hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender*#i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home*#cw implied death#cw implied violence#scott#pearl
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"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#cw blood#something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones#IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE....#THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU#do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule.#LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE#DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared#i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail#but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!!#i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time#i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS#soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz#i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss#have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES#I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn#annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE.#hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.
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eli moskowitz - "am i making you feel sick?"
#blu edits#cobra kai#eli hawk moskowitz#demetri alexopoulos#hawkmetri#binary boyfriends#binary brothers#sorry randomly got bonkers about their dynamic in my head again#i love when demetri is spiteful give him edge give him that streak of pettiness he's always been secretly proud of#hes 17 his only sources of true joy are schadenfreude and free food#he humiliated eli at that party and he enjoyed it and yea they make up but he gets his licks now bc he's owed and eli lets him bc he's owed#and eli's approach to redemption is all roll over puppy eyes im sorry i'll do anything 'just tell me im yours' like thatll make it better#like thats productive. but he cant build demetri a sparring deck out of this so if demetri says jump... if demetri says join my dojo...#and so demetri will run him through his paces ragged for penance but it doesnt make it better and he looks at hawk and still feels sick#(and yes he loves him ofc he loves eli but that just adds to his turning stomach every time he sees those eyes looking up at him like that)#(its worse bc its eli making him feel this. not hawk doing something evil but eli trying to do something good and demetri still feels sick)#(because who does that shit and then comes back belly up like letting demetri claw his guts out makes them even)#(because who can claim to love someone and still get a kick of satisfaction out of making eli bleed <- verbally emotionally metaphorically)#(not physically. never physically. obviously. that's eli's thing. and so demetri's a leg up on him.)#^ im promise im a fan of interpreting them where theyre happy too#this derailed from the edit#if ur for some reason reading this then however you first interpreted this is prolly correct. i went a little rogue here in the tags
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Does anyone have anything beautiful and true to say about gravity falls or are we just going to keep calling stanford pines the devil from hell for the decisions he made while being manipulated by the devil from hell
#feels like im in another dimension anytime i see anything gravity falls related rn. stanford pines get behind me#no but really does anyone have anything beautiful and true to say. ofc this hyperfixation comes back now…. in this point in time#post-its#want to talk about gravity falls so bad. however#does anybody have anything joyous to say of it…. lest another proshipper cough up muck in my inbox#ok to rb. idgaf…
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Hiii everyone, say, how do your Hawkes go go about sharing their estate? If they do it at all? Is everyone free to come and go or are they more private? Or do they only invite their LI to stay? I'm curious!! :)
#lay rambles#my ocs#oc: liam hawke#oc: lilian hawke#both my hawkes are very social w their friends but i love comparing their boundaries around it#theres variation in rules for specific ppl with both of them ofc but theres still general differences#with liam its all very open and everyone can p much come and go whenever#they dont get extra keys (theyll get lost and he doesnt want randos finding them lol) but they know where to find the spare key#and bodhan and sandal and orana know to let them in whenever#hes very lenient in this this regard but he does have rules abt what he does and doesnt want them to do#mostly its about not making too much of a mess lol bc liam prefers to clean himself#(he doesnt trust the crew with his household and also he has particular ways of doing things and Hates when theyre done differently)#so things like keep your dirty garb at the entrance dont cook by yourselves (this was banned after they did it one (1) time lol) etc#also no fucking allowed. do that somewhere else for the love of the maker he does NOT want to walk into that in his own house#(and it also comes back to liam not trusting them with cleaning but also Not wanting to clean that up lol)#also he is not fond of them going into his room uninvited. most of the house is chill but that is *his* space#he accommodates these rules by e.g. having spare slippers and a little washing basin in the entrance hall for dirty shoes/feet#always makes sure to have snacks in stock that he knows they like#food will have notes abt what to leave for leandra/orana/etc but otherwise food is prepared with his friends in mind#and in general he'll make sure to adjust the space/routine in little ways to accommodate them#(air out when fen isnt there cus he doesnt like drafts; keep curtains open cus anders prefers open spaces; etc)#lilian on the other hand doesnt like when her friends come into the estate without a heads up (cept for emergencies)#but once they have her 'ok' its basically mi casa es su casa#dont yknow. overdo it and get too rowdy but otherwise do whatever#however. she also expects everyone to clean up after themselves. she aint here to play maid and youre all adults#also liam has a general 'please try to not be too wild when leandra is here' and lilian doesnt#not cos she doesnt care but cos leandra is bothered by sth she can speak up herself#oh and lilian uses the basement space as temporary refuge for anyone who needs it (mostly escaped mages)#also side note: both offered gamlen to stay but he refused (out of pride/remorse)#...this got long and i ran out of tag space lmfao so this is it for now xD
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im just gonna say whats on my mind feel free to ignore this post its kinda petty but i just have to let it out
#i feel like simblr has become very picky and there's very obviously favourites#and while i do feel like this has always been the case ive noticed it a lot more recently#and i think like an example of this is the simblr question of the day and like while i know its just supposed to be a fun little thing#i do feel like its very picky#and i feel like it can make people feel excluded (myself included)#because ofc i understand its unrealistic to send it to everyone#however that still doesnt take away from the fact it excludes a lot of people#i feel like instead of just sending it to a select few people it could be more of an ask chain#like for instance “send this to 5 other simblrs”#because then it feels like more of a thing within the community#idk just#something thats been on my mind#anyway this is probably an unpopular opinion and im probably going to get a lot of people mad at me for this but#idk#butter's thoughts#delete later
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having adhd, i realized its such a silly jester disorder.. like what do you MEAN when i want to do something but someone else Tells me to do that thing i already wanted to do, my brain will turn around and be like 'fuck YOU in particular' and then i dont want to do it anymore. are you Kidding?!
#this might not be part of adhd for everyone ofc#but its like. i still want to do the thing. but. everything in me screams we WILL put this off however long we can#saturn says#adhd#also dont come for me this post is intentionally silly ofc there is other much harder things me and other ppl with adhd struggle with#just covering my bases
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radfem question!!
i'm having a conversation with someone about female only spaces (this specifically pertains to bathrooms) and they said that the rule of having female-only bathrooms would "act more like an enforcement of femininity more than anything else."
I think their point is about butch lesbians and/or women who present "masculinely," and so because there is ofc no female identification at the door, and policy would likely just make it more acceptable for women and girls to report if there was a male in the bathroom (without having to determine if the male identifies as a woman), this could end up hurting "masculine"-presenting women (implying that they could be mistaken as male), and in turn just reinforce femininity. Thoughts? (mine are in tags)
#I understand that this has happened a few times before actually. i think my main point would just be that dressing masculinely does not#actually make you look male and like its evolutionarily advantageous for humans to be able to spot the opposite vs same sex#and so this i dont believe is going to be a huge problem based off of mistakenly seeing female ppl as male HOWEVER#because (from my very limited knowledge) it seems that the few times it has happened it has been lesbophobia#could this be a tool to enforce femininity on females? my last point is just that ofc ideally (imo) many single-stall bathrooms with like#complete complete privacy is ideal but also financially that is very hard to impliment and is not practical. but also! kathleen stock spoke#abt how TRAs cant simultaneously claim that TW being able to use the womens bathroom is so important and also not think its important enoug#to shell out money on?? so maybe the financial practicality COULD be possible?? but also maybe not idk.! im just curious what yall think#thanks!!#radfem#radblr#radical feminism#gender critical#radical feminists do interact#terfblr#rad fem#gender criticism#terfsafe#questions tag
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listeeeeen my bartylily are the ultimate fail marriage and i love them for it !!!!
#they just keep cheating on each other#tbh they both know#its amusing atp#just wait until lawyer dorcas finalizes the divorce#and barty asks her for a discount for fucking his wife#and evan is just laughing truly#and lily is like?? cool evan what can youuu give me discount for fucking my husband??#they will however spend christmas together#FOR THE KIDS OFC!! (the dogs)#barty crouch junior#lily evans#bartylily#rosekiller#dorlily#evan x barty#dorcas x lily#barty x lily#evan rosier#dorcas meadowes
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just saw a video on twitter of someone taking their csm manga off of their shelf and putting them in a trashbin because the latest chapter of said story contains a scene of sa. in a story thats largely about abuse and intimacy and has tackled said topic before too. whatever. but then they replaced it with a fucking jojo book so i started laughing
#I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE ITS A BIT. IN WHICH CASE ITS FUNNY.#like yeah man i hate it when sa of minors is portraid in stories. anyway i love jojos bizarre adventure#am i as a victim myself upset that the mere addition of the topic of sa into stories has people going crazyy#even when its invoked to explore the effects it has on victims? yes….. however i understand how its a topic that will upset people ofc. but#the whiplash however is crazy like BROTHER YOURE NOT GONNA BELIEVE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT HOW JOJO WRITES SA IN CONTRAST TO CSM
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xabungle is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking good !!!!!!!!!!!!!
#only seen six episodes so far but holy FUCK#a: xabungle#t.txt#i hope the girls fighting over jiron ends soon tho ofc. like its funny at times#however in srwz there was the ‘think of things that make you happy’ scene and while everyone was thinking of their romantic interests#jiron was thinking of eating a rat for dinner 😩 my GUY
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While the World's Slowest Slowburn makes the most logical sense, between Kiran and Alfonse. In my heart. Moe manages to find a way to get in an overly handsy way too intimate WAY too soon I just got my ass ghosted or perhaps dumped situationship with Alfonse. In a demisexuality and trust issues honoring way. ALL under Moe's assumption, that "Well he's Not gonna get attached to me so It's Fine."
#moe tag#moe lore#BUT. A BIG DISCLAIMER PERHAPS. is i can NEVER make up my mind on any 'official' sequence of events.#still i cannot resist. thinking what would be the funniest most unique form of torture to apply here#like moe sucking alfonse off before they even kiss. alfonse along the way getting to know moe#is making some fairly reasonable assumptions all things considered. given the information he has#and in a nonjudgmental way ofc ofc#only. as he slowly but surely unlocks more information from moe. the reality dawns on him.#the one relationship moe has ever been in was long distance. he doesn't quite grasp all of moe's explanation.#but they seemed to be something akin to pen pals. they never had a chance to meet.#moe's character is funky bc it IS very blunt and upfront and honest to a fault. HOWEVER.#DESPITE. ALSO being So Bad at hiding things. despite all of that. it still manages do this sort of thing.#like. so much. not telling him that it was moe who ghosted its old friend. him not even finding out#moe has a brother. it just straight up did not mention that until alfonse trying to comfort moe is like#'you must miss your sisters terribly... 😔' and moe is like. in the most autistic way possible. well yes.#but this isn't about them actually.#this is WELL into being friends w moe at this point. again no solid timelines but moe keeps Pulling This Shit#and then there's. gesturing broadly to all of mani#like i am ALWAYS caught between what would be the most piningful payoff or what would be just the Worst way to do it.#and EXTREMELY often. the funniest option wins. also alfonse is going to kill moe w hammers.#maybe the secret here though is. there's still a slowburn occurring here.
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me: yeah i’m sure that because of censorship, jlfx had to cut out fu rong kissing mo fang entirely, which is fine, i understand—
jlfx in the scriptwriting room: HOLD MY LAPTOP
#she is my mother. my lord and saviour. my queen. my hero.#yes this scene was still cut however THE FACT THAT IT EXISTS#AND SHE CHANGED ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FROM THE NOVEL EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT MO FANG ‘turned into a woman’#and ofc the lip kiss turned to a face kiss but everything else was kept???#like its literally word for word otherwise??? she was fighting WARS to keep her ship canon and i owe her my life for it#so now when watching the ep i know that this scene was supposed to happen. it was written and possibly even filmed. god i love it here#this is my translation btw thats my twt username#the legend of shen li#与凤行#anyway once again as a jlfx fan i NEVER LOSE
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u know surprisingly i don't have a very high tolerance for gore/horror i can watch zero horror movies and the scarier something is the less likely i will ever engage w it
#like through osmosis i knew what fnaf was as a kid bc my siblings were into it and it fucked me uppp#and dont even get me started on doctor who........#had a crushing fear of daleks through elementary school among other things bc of that show#like mannequins mirrors god not the mirrors i used to have a big fear of mirrors#and gore can leave me like out of commission even just reading abt it sometimes#this ofc can all be avoided if i sexualize it all enough (<-my number one coping mechanism)#thats why gore this kinktober has been workable. except like one fic i tried to read ive been good at it#trying to get to the level of being able to sexualize anything so i am no longer afraid of it and its lowkey been working#however i still cannot do horror movies. had to watch smth that i didn't know would be horror w my siblings the other night and#i was like haha! this is gonna fuck me uppppppp#and u know what. it has but to a lesser degree than i expected. perhaps there is hope for me yet
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Must be nice to be an adult right abt now,,... . (/hj /hj)
(this is abt Sparklecare Btw)
#me rambling in tags#I STARTED CRYING OVER THIS BRO. /SRS (/nm /lh)#Not exactly abt the age rating be raised-#it makes sense and im not mad abt it#I WAS HOWEVER upset abt how many members in the community im seeing just. Leave .#its good to respect KCs boundaries n stuff#but it just kinda feels like everything (around me atleast) is falling apart rn .#ive been fixated on this comic for so long#and seeing members ive grown familiar w/ in this community#just basically leave is so disheartening Even if it makes sense ;;#I don't know how else to put it into words-.#but I'm just disappointed ofc that im not allowed to read it anymore :‹#(that wont stop me tho)#(wont be interacting w the main blog but I'll still be reading it 💯)#(i also wont stop drawing my Sparklecare OCs either :v)#me rambling#text#I also may just be hella emotional rn bcuz im dealing w Other Stuff too#but y'all get the point of how im feeling 💯#Ill just be waiting 2 years for it Which hopefully won't feel very long#me venting#ig
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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