I think the only form of nothing is in death, which even then is not nothing to other people, but it is for us, so maybe nothing is a feeling that can’t be felt.
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
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if I end up having to do six months in solitary bc of the “protective housing policy for trans people in dc jail” I think I will just start screaming and screaming and screaming
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Honestly i don’t know how have i managed to stay so consistent with posting a weekly chapter, like this is so out of character of me lol
Anyways next chapter we have POV shift again, can’t wait for you guys to read it once is ready!
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Guess which idiot just scalded her arm on steam from a kettle? This idiot
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Can’t sleep. Haunted by the most horrible HORRIBLE crackship, someone’s blasting music outside, and I’m trying to drown it out with the Doctor Who special episodes
Dude. Duuuude this is so sucks
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I WAS SUCH A BIATCH TODAY HHHHHHH
tw: self hate
Time stress kills me every time, I started shutting down people’s ideas saying we won’t have the time for it but me shutting down ideas meant less time for execution which caused us to whack last minute and my grand brain decided “guys I’m gonna change the entire idea of our video so we match the message we initially wanted to convey” AND THEN GOOGLE DRIVE JUST WOUDKBT WORK FOR US so I started saying I hated google drive and acting like a teen (well I am a teen but) and ugh everyone was actually such a nice person, yet I was there, the youngest in the group, acting like I knew better.
Seriously I have so so much self hate in myself and yeah I’m typing this down and maybe it’ll help but god it’s not that easy to expel especially since I know for a fact that I really was being the bad guy. I just, once again, panicked and assumed everyone else was too. Why don’t I ever learn??
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