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itsatorchwoodthing · 11 months ago

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#how i’ll be sleeping tonight #torchwood #doctor who #jack harkness #captain jack harkness #mine #ianto jones #janto #torchwood serenity #torchwood audiodramas

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seawaveleo · 10 months ago

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enjoying season 10 immensely

#keralis #impulsesv #xbcrafted #hermitcraft #hc s10 #hc10 #mcyt #fanart #digital art #art #waveleoart #(how is this my first actual fanart of something that happened in game (not presaved art))#(probs bc of school lol - i’m trying not to procrastinate on film this year like last year by doing fanart but…)#(since my sleep schedule is so royally effed up tonight i will draw)#(it’s 4:23am when i’m writing this so if i get the time i’ll add the id tomorrow.. hopefully)

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getosugurusbangs · 1 year ago

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i desire him carnally

#definitely gonna need to go to bed early tomorrow with how little sleep i’ll be getting tonight #oopsies!#kinda sad that i won’t be drawing more geto portraits but… alas #i have other more important stuff to work on so 😔#uhhh enjoy these i guess #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jjk art #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jujutsu kaisen art #geto suguru #suguru geto #suguru geto fanart #geto suguru fanart #digital art #my artwork

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yakultii · 6 months ago

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I think the only form of nothing is in death, which even then is not nothing to other people, but it is for us, so maybe nothing is a feeling that can’t be felt.

#I should have written a poem about this #but I’m too tired #know this is how all my poems begin #a simple thought in simple language such as this then redesigned for artistic appeal #or at least an attempt to #maybe I’ll write it at one 4am but tonight I will be sleeping

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kimetsu-chan · 4 months ago

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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted

I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people

I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;

so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)

#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning #But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately #Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel #Idk I’m just messed up man #Feel like crap #eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse #I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help #And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing #And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font #I think I’m breaking down #Yeah I’m breaking down #<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry #Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day #Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people #I hate this so much #i wish I could just poof into nonexistence #🌾#<- atp it’s a vent #Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working

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trans-axolotl · 7 months ago

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if I end up having to do six months in solitary bc of the “protective housing policy for trans people in dc jail” I think I will just start screaming and screaming and screaming

#personal #I can’t sleep tonight.#haven’t been sentenced yet so like this is very much worst case scenario #but I’m. stressed #trying to start planning for some of the things I’ll need to do to prep for that #like if that is how this goes #also being a wheelchair user in jail. like. and having seizures. and dietary needs #I will manage it will be survivable it will it will but. screaming #6 months is not that bad. I’ve been institutionalized for four months and it’s only two months more

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supercalime · 2 months ago

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I’m sorry WHAT THE FUCK

#i’m actually heartbroken #truly #I was so excited for what was to come #and unless they pull a bait and switch for the next few episodes I’m not talking about this show #it was fun as it lasted I guess #the world is going to shit #the biphobia was showing and everything sucks #I don’t even know how I’m gonna sleep tonight #this sucks #also those fans will be so insufferable it’s going to be unbearable #I think I’ll step away from this fandom for the time being #the choices made were bad and I hate it #911 #bucktommy #911 abc #tevan

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seventh-district · 7 days ago

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#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw negative #cw health issues #‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You #like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want #‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT #if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it #dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache #i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting #food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick #but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault #everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough #for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need #cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either #i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position #my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired #god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain #That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night #the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis #well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify #and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but #there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.

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loopystar · 7 months ago

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Honestly i don’t know how have i managed to stay so consistent with posting a weekly chapter, like this is so out of character of me lol

Anyways next chapter we have POV shift again, can’t wait for you guys to read it once is ready!

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whumpy-wyrms · 10 months ago

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love being wide awake at 2am on a school night. good news is i’m almost done with tllr chapter 15

#feeling super inspired #like wooow wow #cannot express how inspired and motivated i feel rn #i wrote soo much #i’m having so sooooo many thoughts. i bet you’ll never guess who it’s about #it’s anton yeah #if i start talking i won’t shut up so i should probably sleep. or keep writing actually #i am a creature of the night after all #wyrms says stuff #anton oc #dreams are crazy one day i’ll be like all normal and the next i’ll be thinking so much about anton and vampires and anton being a vampire #and me being his thrall #normal stuff yk. normal people thoughts obviously #hey okay but if i actually was vampire anton’s thrall he would sooo help me sleep tonight #and like anton reminds me soo much of alexander. yes i’ve read ahead okay #i need to stop talking holy shit my brain #my brain has the zoomies tonight after binging that series #brain zoomies. vampire anton can u hypnotize me pls can u enthrall me i need to sleeep

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theflagscene · 18 days ago

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Fasting for medical tests when you haven’t had a decent cup of coffee in a week and have only been eating one meal a day already due to poverty, really freaking sucks. Because of course the day I’m told to live on nothing but water, is the day I’ll be able to visit my family and actually get fed! But noooo, gotta do the medical shit first. Blah, hopefully by tomorrow afternoon I’ll be able to have a coffee—or seven—and finally get rid of this week long headache.

#medical tests during the holidays always suck #but considering how much I dislike the holidays #it just makes everything worse #and I of course started my 🩸 today so I have cravings for food I don’t have can’t afford and can’t eat for 18 hrs anyways!#excuse me while I whine like a child #😫😫😫😫#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep tonight #wish me luck

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chucklechampion · 2 months ago

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just succinctly wrote my feelings in the tags of a blank post and tumblr fucking deleted it when i tried to post it, i think i will stop trying to vent post on here

#just #fuck #i’m supposed to be asleep #i cant sleep because i know that i’m going to have to figure some heavy stuff out like real soon #how to keep myself and my loved ones safe #too tired to retype it all out #not sleepy. just tired #in my bones #everyone may feel better in the morning but tonight i’m in fucking hell #i cant get drunk or high enough to make it go away #i just want to say that if you voted for this outcome i hope you burn in hell #if you’re right about what god says about me i’ll see you there

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fentybucky · 3 months ago

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also, fagiolino’s back too i’m the happiest right now

#i dont know how i’ll sleep tonight i have so much adrenaline going on #juventus #juve #ucl nights

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exopelagic · 5 months ago

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okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy he’s actually just really cool

#okay so I came to this flat and he wasn’t here. greeted by a very dirty flat with shit all over the kitchen counters over cling film #I meet first my other flatmate who told me he stays in his room constantly bc of previous bad flatmates #has literally just a saucepan and some salt in the kitchen. so I’m like okay spaghetti guy potentially not great but could just be #how this guy is yknow #on Tuesday I get an email back saying he’s coming back from Norway tonight looking forward to seeing you feel free to use the kitchen sauces #rlly friendly message that I wasn’t expecting. I also didn’t know he’d been on a trip i just knew he wasn’t there bc his door was open #(to a REALLY nice room. multiple rlly nice plants (which he has little care labels for!!!) and it’s tidy and pretty #and he’s got a sheep teddy on the bed)#meanwhile I am in my own head bc I don’t wanna cook in the kitchen until I can clean it and I can’t clean it without moving his shit and #I haven’t seen him yet to talk abt it and I can’t bring myself to talk to him immediately bc I’m dying #and embarrassed as hell by how I’ve been cooking in my room with a microwave and air fryer (loud) and sneaking my shit out of the kitchen #but then yesterday I DO talk to him!! and he’s super friendly!! actually interested in having a conversation and Good at it.#and then he’s cooking and like. spaghetti burns but I’m not there for long and seems to be a mistake (he made the same thing for lunch today #and did Not burn the spaghetti) and is otherwise clearly competent bc the food smells Good and despite leaving a few things out it’s like #washed up stuff isn’t dirty and the sides are better despite still under cling film. more a case that he’s spread out than he’s messy #and now today we talked and i offered to hold onto some shit over summer bc complicated situation that boils down to he’s flying back home #and he cant take all his stuff and had to choose between chucking stuff/having literally nothing this weekend. like sleeping on the sofa etc #and then cleans the whole flat?? which I’m assuming a good chunk is his mess? but he did not need to do that. could’ve easily left #bc there are two people still living here who would’ve had to deal with it and he doesn’t know either at all #and THEN tonight we talk abt food which is fun bc we both ordered stuff. and he offers me some honeydew melon bc he’s been gorging himself #these past two days to finish it before it goes bad/he leaves which is also really sweet #and JUST NOW. I take my headphones out after finishing dinner and hear the sweetest fucking guitar #he plays the gentlest like dreamy sounding acoustic guitar I’ve heard in my life in his room (door closed by the time I leave)#this is actually just a really cool dude #now that the kitchens clear I’m gonna cook tomorrow and will probably offer him some bc otherwise he’s gonna be eating out all weekend #he has extra takeout for tomorrow night but might want smth Sunday #regardless I am just. huh??? left a bit stunned bc of the u turn my opinion of this guy has taken. bc my opinion of him was a reflection #of my discomfort moving to this weird dirty basement flat with two people I didn’t know #well. idk where to go from here. I think I’ll start by talking to him more this weekend. bc holy fucking shit.#luke.txt

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korixae · 1 year ago

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my sister’s trying to finish doctor who before november 25th right and she’s fucking power watching, like she was literally on s10 LAST WEEK and tonight she’s just started s13. she’s been getting up at 6:30 everyday to watch it before school and then stealing the tv from the moment she gets home to the moment she goes to sleep. i haven’t seen her or the sofa in months

#i am enthusiastically encouraging her ofc #she expressed to me today how she doesn’t know what she’s going to do once she’s finished. she doesn’t know how to return to a normal life #where every waking moment isn’t consumed with doctor who #i’ll have to introduce her to the spin-offs and eu content #is 10 too young to watch torchwood? i’ll set her off on sja #actaully she turns 11 the day after the last special airs #she asked my mum if we had plans on the 9th and my mum was like NO you can’t have friends to sleep for ur birthday and we were just no no m #ther ofc that’s not what she’s asking we need that night free for the 60th you fiend #it’s been really convenient for me too bcs i’ve got a nice little recap #sooo lucky for her tho thats she’s timed it just right so she can finish it the day new content comes out #we watched the timeless children tonight and she was all ‘>:( the masters so evil’ while i was kicking my feet and going aww arent they so #cute so in love hehehe la la la #she’s deeply invested in thasmin #i cant wait for her to watch s13 cus damn she’s gonna love the thasmin-ness of it all #really just typed this all out on tumblr bcs i have no dw friends irl :( apart from her #i’ve really got her with dw she’s forcing her friends to watch it and for world book day they’re going as rose and the doctor #they’ve started a role play where they write letters as rose and ten to each other across universes #she made tea stained paper and everything #anyways stopping myself here goodnight 🫡#doctor who #kori shitposts #loubatania

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acourtofquestions · 6 months ago

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“Happy July 9th to those who celebrate” also known as “go cry in a corner Samlaena stans”😅😭because I don’t know about y’all but Last Kiss💜gets me🩶every🖤dang time☠️

#The Assassin’s Blade #The Assassin and the Empire #Sam Cortland #Celaena Sardothien #Samlaena #Aelin and Sam #Maasverse #Swifties #Last Kiss #July 9th #Speak Now TV #TOG series #TAB #I just miss him and them and her with him and before #songs that make me think of them cry over him & because it reminds me of fictional characters & asssociating characters with songs is danger #WHY DID IT END LIKE THIS #beloved #fangirl problems #WHY is it never I love you and ALWAYS I hate packing and THEN SHED LOVED SAM MORE THAN ANYONE ugh I blame booktok #I’ll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes and then QOS with her finding & wearing his shirts #all that I know is I don’t know how to be something you miss never thought we’d have a last kiss #Hope it’s nice where you are😭😭😭 and then he says get up Celaena with a smile AGHHHHHHHHHHHH #I need to go read Rowaelin EoS and regain my sanity again #but then it’s like her and Rowan going to the grave with the pebbles #I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep “can I sleep tonight yes #don’t mind me just crying over Sam again like a true Rowaelin Stan because even Aelin cried over it too with Rowan and ugh this series #I blame booktok for the I am Sam Cortland and I am not afraid audio making me think of him worried over her yet relieved she isn’t there #he didn’t even get to die w her just knowing in relief & grief she wasn’t there cause she was safe & she’d be furious but she’d live #she trusted him & he failed but he didn’t fail her & she’d lose him but she’d live & it was f-Arobynn & every piece of it kills me on repeat

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