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qwakque · 1 year ago

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cametotheshowinsd · 2 years ago

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Who would you be sad with? And who would you deal with when they were sad? Grey skies every day for months, would you still stay?

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night-triumphantt · 1 month ago

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I don’t Care about the ships WHERE IS JINX

#I’m so sad #I’m so sorry cai/tvi nation #I do not like that cop #I care about the siblings and the siblings alone #and ekko OBVIOUSly #Yk actually the ending was rlly good except the part where cait is still an enforcer b #and vi??? I don’t actually know if she is #ig she never quit #but she’s not wearing the blue so #idk #anyway I have a lot of thoughts #I’m really sad I was yelling in my room alone like a crazy person #AND MEL MY GOD HOW COULD I FOEGOR HER #I was blinded by the siblings im not gonna lie #but her arc was SO good #ok this got so rambly this was not meant to get like this #I wish we’d gotten like #1 more episode #to let the story breath a little bit #I think caits descent was brushed over tbh #I really fucked w the way they were going w it and then it just ended w a time skip #AND we don’t get Any resolution for it #I really hate the cop angle a lot #sorry I will never fuck w it #cait said and did terrible things and it’s really not… addressed #I would’ve loved to have seen her resign #I Wish vi could have dealt w how she betrayed her entire ideals and Became the very thing that tore her family apart in the first place #1-2 more episodes and more balls to go all in on the anti cop thing and I would have fucked w it meet #arcane spoilers

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vanillaspicedcrow · 1 month ago

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Squad photo! 1st day on copper 9! The boss was... unenthusiastic about the group photo, we're lucky Cyl had such quick reactions! Bareeeely saved this photo with her wings.

#my art #murder drones #murder drones art #murder drones oc #(crap I don't have names for them.)#(uhhh)#serial designation G #Serial designation B #serial designation Cyl #Serial designation Cyb #FINALLY!! I HAVE REVEALED ALL MY GOOBERINOS!! THIS WILL GET LIKE 2 LIKES!!!#I wish i knew how to shade.#ALSO got lazy w/ the background #didn't feel like making it super detailed.#ANYHOW. NUZI COMIC NEXT. I might ramble about these OCs more some other time #We'll see

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spaciebabie · 9 months ago

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does any other demiromantic (or arosepc doesnt rlly matter) feel like. extremely awful when they experience romantic attraction or is that just me.

#spacie spoinks #bruh #like. while im experiencing it i wish so badly that i wasnt 😭#i feel disgusted. is this what romantic repulsion is???#cuz like ill be experiencing all the lovey dovey stuff yk #''ooohb i wanna kiss dem oooh what if we help hands'' romantic crap but its like. anxiety inducing #like it feels awful??? is this normally how it feels?? i dont like it.#it like. doesnt feel right or natural and im assuming its b/c i just like?? barely feel it ever?? and thats why???#strange as hell.#i recently felt romantic attraction 2 someone (it has been 2 or 3 years since i last felt it) and it came on really strong for like #a week and that was like the worst week of my life #i couldnt think abt anything else but them like it wasnt even like. fantasies or anything just like.#the concept of them. my brain would just be like ''hey remember this guy''#I LIKE COULDNT SLEEP #HOW DO YOU PPL ENJOY THIS????#me; clutching my head for ~a week: AUUUGH!! THE PERSON!!! THE PERSON!!!!!#im so serious this is how it feels w/springtrap. hes like a blight on my psyche #the feelings have faded mostly i think. i think im normal abt them again (thank god)#its so strange. i think a romantic relationship would be fun but then i start feeling the feelings and its. awful.#so horrid #also like. im considering that maybe the relationship i would like some day isnt romantic but a qpr #idk. ive never been in any kind of serious relationship (never wanted 2 and have never been approached for it)#sometjing 2 think abt i guess?#anybeans. i tire.#hope i never experience that again #ik that like in 2-3 years ill be like: ''man. idk what past spacie was talking abt. would be nice 2 feel romantic attraction again''#NO SPACIE IT WONT!!! REMEMBER!!!!!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU WENT THRU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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deus-ex-mona · 7 months ago

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no thoughts, just the way the narumi sisters are so different yet fundamentally similar at the same time yk?

#i love the functionally dysfunctional relationship of the narumi sisters to an unhealthy degree i think…#i’ve just been thinking about how both sisters put each other up on a high pedestal while having a less than high opinion of themselves and.#aaaaaaa just the way sena calls mona her angel while thinking of herself as a useless/subpar older sis #a n d how the main source of mona’s depression is her constant comparisons with her beloved big sis sena is just. aaaaa #just!!!! the way sena pushes herself past her limits in her attempts to portray herself as an ideal big sis for mona #even at the expense of her own health sometimes (see also: the beach sisters honeypre event)#i really feel like the way sena thinks she isn’t good enough of a big sis to mona is pretty glossed over for the most part tbh.. man.#(i have many thoughts on this tbh. none of them coherent)#and just. aaaaaaaaaaaa im really happy that both of them have great support systems (their families + [midori for sena]/[monacas for mona])#like. even though they don’t personally think they’re good enough compared to their ideals…#at least they have people who are there to love them for who they truly are. their true selves (honto no watashi) if you will—#idk i just wish both of them could see themselves exactly how their sister sees them…#b ut man i really want idol sengen season 2 just so that we may be able to see how sena reacts upon finding out what happens to the bracelet #i doubt they’ll show it in an mv but. man. i really want to know how she’ll react…#im probably misremembering and misinterpreting a bunch of stuff about sena huh… i miss her thoughhh #i miss seeing the sisters together tbh. i think the gen 3 sibling pairs should sing together a la tokyo [season] session style

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

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kuromi-hoemie · 1 month ago

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hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™

but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.

#if u want the tea my imagination at the time was like i could space out and straight up just be another person POV doing every little #thing as if i were them for hours and the experience would come together without having to even think about it.#different times/places/contexts/conversations etc. forced 2 to to my mom's lil cult meetings for 2 hours twice a week #i would opt to do these imagination exercises instead to rly put myself in a character's perspective. every step‚ stumble‚#riding in a carriage together for the entirety from point A to B etc. WELL i was working on a horror anthology somewhere 18/19 #(that had a small local following 🫶🏾) and it its concept was like the Twilight zone but a lot darker. it was called interdimensional #and the main recurring character never actually shows up in the story. they r an omnipresent god of death who exists everywhere but #exists outside of our realm‚ and it picks random people to reveal itself to as a symbol. it can be apparent or just in passing that #the entry's MC sees it in‚ it will appear on something somewhere and once it's brought up it's a cue to the reader that this person #has just been sent to an alternate reality that leads towards their inevitable death. for the character nothing ever changes immediately #but the different starts to creep its way in‚ as does death's approach at its crescendo but the path's i took to get there were 😨#and after enough entries i started to see the symbol irl and hallucinate some other stuff from my stories and it really scared me #and made me stop 🫡 but i think in retrospect i just went too hard on the imagination exercises and wished i tried cultivating it instead #give myself time to settle and get in control.. but alas‚ she has not written seriously since. to this day it still flows out of me if #i just sit down to do it‚ but i don't think I'm at risk of something like that happening again anymore :3 so yeah ♡⁠ i am learning how to #draw and trying not 2 force it bc i want it to b fun as a little journey for me and i look forward to the day i can come back to actively #writing again too 🫶🏾 i miss it but i also want to b able to draw ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა #learn the hard thing first then do the stuff that comes naturally.... i also want to get back into music sometime but clearly i got a lot of #other stuff to work on 💀 i burnt myself out on it learning too many things and not having enough fun with it anymore‚#but i have a better healthier with art these days and i know it'll be great to come back to when I'm ready 😌💕#i have been considering getting an acoustic or bass guitar tho 🧐 the beauty of physical instruments.. they're just there ready 2 go..#I've been doing mostly digital the past few years‚ when i was making music. it was also rly hard to when i was w my ex ૮ – ﻌ–ა #that's a whole other rant lol. but ugh digital is like u gotta set it up u gotta make space and then u gotta be in one spot the whole time #i just wanna lay in bed and vibe or something yfm.. walk around maybe idk. do something less structured.#maybe.. hm. hmmm 🧐#I'm going to guitar center lol c ya ✌🏾 getting a bass and amp and maybe a guitar too depending on the price

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shima-draws · 1 year ago

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I’ve been playing Mario Galaxy again and it just occurred to me. I never 100%-ed this game? Like ever?? As a kid it’s understandable bc some of the later levels are p difficult (especially the comets) but even as an adult. I’ve played this game a few times and just never…..fully completed it nfndndn

Anyway I got 120 stars for the first time in my LIFE and I’m p jazzed about it actually. I probably won’t play through the game as Luigi for a while bc I’d rather not sit through all those levels all over again but when I come back to play it in a year or two! The Luigi run will be waiting for me.

I’m so so hyped to play Galaxy 2 I actually wanted to start with that but I figured I’d start with Galaxy 1 bc it’s a classic and also way shorter than 2 so (Literally. Beat it in 2 days). Lol

#I was chatting with my roommate and we both agreed 2 is better than 1 #1 is so classic but UGH GALAXY 2……MY BELOVED.#The fact that A. They revisited all the Favorite Galaxies from 1 and made them Better #B. The game is way longer and has more galaxies to explore #C. It has a special final world? With SUPER challenging levels?#And D. THE GREEN STAR HUNT IS SO SO SOOOO FUN. AGHHH #I love so many things about 2 I’m losing my mind getting hyped up to play it again #I really wish they ported it to the switch like they did with 1. Sugh #*Sigh #Maybe someday…..#Idk how I feel about playing the Wii again (since I played Galaxy 1 on the switch) but we’ll go for it I guess!!#Anyway childhood dream fulfilled. I Truly beat Mario Galaxy 1 #👏👏👏#Shima speaks

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gotta-bail-my-quails · 1 month ago

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man i thought i moved out to escape my family but it turns out i've jumped from the pan into the fire because holy shit my guys what the fuck??

#at least at home we have people competent enough to not flush wet wipes and tampons down the toilet #let alone FOOD???#and we don't leave our dishes out for so long by the sink that they start to RUST #like ok my lil brothers make a mess sometimes and accidentally shat on the floor a few times but at least they're fucking children why tf #should i deal with shit water because of your incompetence #and yknow i can deal with noise. im the noisiest at night at home b/c i always go shower late but im not fucking SCREECHING and chatting #so loudly you'd think i was at a concert or some shit #and this bitch?? can't comprehend i just want to not have crumbs all over the couch???#like girl. how did this become a slight against you. why would i ask you to keep the couch clean b/c you slept there once or twice #BITCH I CLEANED THE COUCH COVER ON MY OWN DIME *BECAUSE* I KNEW YOU MIGHT SLEEP THERE AGAIN & WANTED IT TO BE CLEAN FOR YOU #YOU NOT ONLY INSULT ME BUT ENTIRELY MISCONSTRUE MY KINDNESS TOWARDS YOU??? WHY WOULD IT BE DIRTY B/C YOU SLEPT THERE???#you can't make this shit up i hate having roommates holy hell #only slightly made up for by the fact i get a room to myself these days #the other one smells like weed all the time and the other other one doesnt wash her hands properly after using the toilet + keeps her dishe #out by the sink + doesn't pick her hair up #also i'm the youngest so that's just even sadder #i was also the youngest last year and bitch. you have no idea #this is what being the eldest sibling does to a mf #not really related but they made the ugliest doormat ever i wish i had been there to stop them from that atrocity #and why do they not take their shoes off. girl i mop the floors like every 2 weeks #it's fucking clean trust me just take them off bitch #am i being holier than thou? probably but fucking DESERVED #i can't be taking care of people two years older than me like this. yall have too much fucking drama

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ranvwoop · 6 days ago

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i try to avoid my acc being Just vntposting . in this world. but man is it going

#vwoop.noises #rest of tags is a lil heavy one #I am just so like. baseline unhappy with my life #and i can't be distracted all the time because like A) I have to be a person and B) World Cannot Revolve Around Me #and even a bit of those distractions have been Also caked in misery bc i am. difficult #so like what even is the point #And then. school .#did not go to my exams. my parents are mad and sayign i can't take a semester off because this was my write off and its like. NO. NOT REALL #they do not care how much of a mental breakdown i have visibly because they do not believe anything I have Not had any sort of rest .#and also like. they have their own problems. but one of these problems is telling me i wouldn't Really act like this #bc. and i really do like. wish that ppl would get help but we've tried but. over the last couple years my mom has believed that things #have been replaced / altered. and constantly brings up like. Oh yr dad NEVER ate pizza before :/ / you would've never said that / etc #Which like. it's such a genuine mental health thing like I deeply fully understand but I've been the only one taking it on and I am like.#21yo and very useless. And Also She's Mean 2 Me Now. I don't know what to do /shrug #And that's my storey . Kind of why it's been a constant stream of negativity we are doing :heart: Bad #like a year and a half ago: haha it's okay i'll just lock in next semester #the horrors: Hello. You are never doing an assignment again #sorry for the lore drop . thx if youve read this far idc if not. it's nice to get off my chest for real.#i gotta. make something soon idk #i can pretend that it will fix me :D #i am doing okay for the record uhhh we persist or whatever. if u are concerned of my absence my other blogs r in my pinned :]#I am still chronically online believe this. this is just my original posts blog. n mncrft sometimes still #after typing this out i left it on my puter to go search for food #and i had a huge rant sesh with my brother and this did kinda fix me ngl . Still posting tho.

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itsalwaysdark · 29 days ago

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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms

#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww #i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces #but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this #video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one #supposes the point of all of this but idk #its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no #anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when #the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein #like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale #i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to #me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to #refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i #was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing #game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking #regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have #shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i #come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking #to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond #which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the #i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed #with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this #and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have #like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i #dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti #off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh

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phinjeet · 1 month ago

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* dont want 2 b needlessly mean in pnf post tagz but damn i do not care 4 the doof/perry plot in primal perry at ALL , what do u MEAN ppl dont think of it az the Army Of Baljeetz episode u guyz r so BORING

#phinz wordz #like YES i already UZUALLY dont care abt the doof/perry plot #but like . i feel like ppl oversell primal perry a bit like ‘WOAG this episode is SO BIZARRE this AUSTRALIAN GUY HUNTS DOOF AND PERRY 4 #SPORT ????? LIKE HE ACTUALLY TRIES 2 KILL THEM’ when like . iz that actually a good plot or iz it just weird n shocking b honest #uzually thoze plotz r at least KINDA FUNNY . but i am SO bored by primal perry i cant lie #not the backyard kidz plot ofc that slapz . i LOVE baljeet im baljeetz number 1 fan and supporter #wish ppl were more willing 2 look at bujeet critically also bc that episode showing how jeet iz powerless against him #unless therez literally an Army of him (‘put together thirty nerds and you can make a giant bully’ and all that)#2 me showz just how unbalanced their relationship iz n how when jeet iz prezented w the power and the opportunity 2 stand up 4 himself #he choozez 2 Become The Bully #like i DONT THINK THIS RELATIONSHIP IZ HEALTHY 4 HIM . I DONT THINK ITZ TEACHING HIM GOOD THINGZ #the way he haz 2 cower and submit again once hez back 2 normal n every1 acting like hiz anger waznt justified but just The Mob Mentality #idfk it fuckz me up . can some1 check on baljeet PLEAZE

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 2 months ago

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annoyed with my roommate >:(

#B and I share pizzas but I need the pizzas more (safe food) and I buy most of them #so the rule is supposed to be that B keeps track of how many they eat vs how many I’ve bought and buys replacements #Ex: I bought 7 pizzas. B bought 3. B ate 5 pizzas; now B needs to buy 2 replacement pizzas.#this is a rule bc I have a lot of food restrictions and trauma around going hungry and B knows this. and B agreed to buy me replacements.#generally he’s been pretty good about it! but we were both leaving for trips this past weekend and I specifically asked him to replace #my pizzas bc I knew I was gonna be hungry when I got home #and he did not do that. so yesterday I ordered chipotle for dinner bc I could not go shopping bc energy GONE #and now I’m sitting here after class like >:( I wanted to eat lunch and now I can’t #I’ll go shopping after class today I’m just Annoyed. I’ve been spending a lot of money this week bc of trip and I can’t super afford to #order DoorDash or go shopping more than once a week. bc I am unemployed and living off of savings rn.#*screams*#and now I’m sitting here trying to find foods I can eat and reassure myself that it’s okay and I won’t starve #bc body is convinced that me being hungry means that I’m gonna be hungry for a long time #I’m gonna go make some popcorn. I ate the pumpkin brownies Beck gave me so that helps.#I wish I’d thought to ask Hobbs for the leftover pizza slices from Saturday night. ah well.#I’m safe and I will be able to buy groceries after class and I will eat dinner and I’m not in trouble for needing food #it’s okay

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sad--tree · 6 months ago

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ghost movie was really excellent !!!! got me all hyped up and wanting 2 see ghost again except like. im seeing rammstein tomorrow so. minor wires crossed there. ALSO i rlly liked the end credits w/ the new song im glad i waited n didn't listen when it dropped bc it really hit hearing it 4 the first time during the credits w/ that imagery n stuff...

#GHOST COME BACK TO CANADA WHENNNNN #also dyinggggg at the mention of future album cycles..... pls.... neww musicccc #gonna b real w/ yall tho i only mostly followed the whole lore and story asides.....#like ive seen all the lore videos on yt (its been a lil while but still)#but actually it mightve been me just not catching everything that was said since theres a lotta of accents and mumbling etc.#still not over how i didnt make it thru the last ghost concert i went 2 bc of electrolyte crash or delayed heat exhaustion sickness or w/e #total bummer :( what IS it w/ me and heat-related illness causing puking....... me n my delicate constitution ig 🙄💀#rite here rite now #ghost rhrn #ANYWAYS guess im a ghost girlie (...ghoulie? lol) again #just in time 2 see a totally diff band in concert #wish i couldve seen the movie at home tho just 4 comfort reasons. i think it was only playing on the other end of the city at home tho #ALSO physical release? pls? pls physical release? dvd or blu ray or w/e idcccc #tho home sound system will never compare 2 movie theatre one 4 a concert movie.....

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dragontamer05 · 2 years ago

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Reason #???? Why Iruma is great,

They take the whole trope of a character choosing not to tell others about a thing only to later be shamed for it and treated like it’s a bad thing and chuck it out the window.

Instead saying that it is perfectly alright not to tell everyone (yes even your closest friends) everything. You’re allowed your secrets and being respected for that choice.

That being friends can mean both being able to tell them anything you want/need to but also equally means being able to feel comfortable not having to share in everything and keep secrets.

Which is especially important given a big part of the series is our main character Iruma dealing with having to keep the big secret that he’s actually human and not a demon (and being terrified of what may happen should they find out)

Which comes to conflict when he starts to consider should he tell his friends the truth? Leading to him having a talk with Azz’s mom who basically questions and brings up the whole idea of ‘is a friend someone you HAVE to tell everything too?’

Some good shit right here.

#like I get the point that at least sometimes when written wanting to get across by keeping X thing secret how it say ended up hurting others #or at least feel hurt by it #which is valid but also just gets irritating how it also like always ends up painting the other in the wrong even if there was a valid reaso #but not here #like sure I could still see one of the characters comment on how they wished they'd been told sooner but would never #harp on them for it and still be understanding as to why they did it #m!ik #irumakun #like I can imagine even if they were to feel a bit down or upset at not being told sooner 100% Clara n Azz wouldn't be mad #(if anything Azz at least might be more mad at himself for how could he have not realized these things sooner maybe hecould have been-#a btter help to master Iruma or something)#but they'd for sure just be glad to that they know now and he felt he could tell them #-and just Nishi's general writing style even if she did write a moment of character reveals a secret upsetting B #I'm sure she could write it in away that'd 1 still subvert expectations 2 over all makes sense in context and for whoever is involved #and also likely wouldn't drag it out the conflict part #or something idk

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