#how about i jump off a cliff?
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i’m never gonna get ahb out of my head
#art heist baby#ahb#james potter#regulus black#jegulus#hang painting here?#how about i jump off a cliff?#marauders#marauders fics#marauders fandom
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so I've made a chart
#itadori yuuji#ryomen sukuna#fushiguro megumi#yuuji you're the only character I don't have to worry about I know you'll keep my heart happy.... as for the other two (side eye)#suku gives me the biggest rollercoaster of emotions I'm happy when he's happy I'm sad when he's sad#...and all this time he tried to stifle his own misery :")) I need to jump of off a cliff#megumi... no. I refuse hes safe and loved now and thats all that matters I refuse to think about how much he had to go through to reach#this point... I've cried ENOUGH for him now its happy times#shitpost
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Adventurer Zenos and G'raha cause I had to draw my silly guys. I just enjoy the idea of Zenos hanging out with fellow bookworms and being begrudgingly (though occasionally willingly) helpful.
#ffxiv#sketch#concept#fan art#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#g'raha tia#man my mind really just said zenos is going “begone simp” to raha#which is ironic yes#but I love the idea that student of baldesion zenos is just an over observant dork#“my taxes now catboy”#though I write adventurer zenos- or at least this point in time for him before DT as him being a bit more reflective and way more reserved#just trying to figure out what exactly he actually enjoys doing while not relying on the WoL for it#I promise this means that down the line writing wise he's gonna treat the students and scions as his dragon hoard#toning down? hell no#this man doubles down- just with more people#-I dont actually know how to explain it fully in words#basically hes protective over those he cares about but only to the point of when they're actually in mortal danger#undoubtedly the bad influence that in turn gets people out of trouble and will call people out for being dumb#all the while freefalling off of cliffs as one of the only people who could fly in the group#barring estiniens jumping#Also I just wanted to give Raha a character that would absolutely spend hours with him talking about history and the allagans lol
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"I'm here with you, aren't I? Because despite what I've seen, what makes sense, I trust you."
#how i about i just jump off a cliff#benrius#darius x ben#chaos theory spoiler#jurassic world chaos theory spoiler
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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:
rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)
i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.
donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.
#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea#also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor#because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws#fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go#doctor who#rose tyler#martha jones#martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god#the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well#i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me#from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy#donna noble#also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is#remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in#the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE#ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST#donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she#keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything#else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3
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I’m rewatching Wednesday and pouring over details because I’m #obsessive and I missed the first time around that Xavier says that visions are often triggered by emotions and A LOT OF WEDNESDAY’S VISIONS WERE TRIGGERED WHEN SHE BUMPED INTO TYLER AND HER WORST ONE SO FAR WAS THEN THEY WERE KISSING. SHE WAS SO HAPPY AND IN LOVE AND HER EMOTIONS TRIGGERED HER WORST VISION
#i literally had to stop the episode#I’m so sad#miss girl was so happy to be kissing this boy she was ready to fall in love with#AND HER EMOTIONS TRIGGERED THE WORST VISION SHE HAD#how about I jump off a CLIFF#I’m suing Tim Burton Miles Millar and Alfred Gough for emotional damages#because wtf is THATTTT#wednesday spoilers#wednesday netflix#Wednesday#wednesday addams#tyler galpin#Weyler#wyler#wednesday x tyler#tyler x wednesday
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♡ ♡ ♡ for @sockdooe
#Takashi Shirogane#Shiro#You're nothingness but shining and everywhere at once.#Voltron: Legendary Defender#Heart.#Mine.#I read a K/L fic that had Keith execute this maneuver on a hoverbike#- something he had never flown before because he was raised by the Blades in this fic's universe-#without ever having known Shiro#and I was livid to a preposterous degree.#The ONLY reason Keith knew how to pull this maneuver off is SHIRO.#I assume some people either don't realize this or remain willingly oblivious to it because their ship takes priority over everything else#but come on.#The shots of Keith and Shiro jumping over the canyon and diving right off of that cliff are exact mirrors of each other.#You can't just have Keith do something he canonically only knows how to do because of Shiro when he has no relationship with Shiro in your#fic.#You're just exposing how little Shiro actually matters to you.#But that's par for the course for these shippers.#Anyway I hope you like this little edit.#I always enjoy discussing Shiro with you and reading about your love for him.
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Your anon hate is now my anon hate this is sooooo romantic
HELLLOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭 btw i think the same anon sent me an ask too asghdgsaghdsaghdghas this really is romantic wow
#such a sillyh thing to be so pressed about#like don't you have anything else to do😭😭😭#oh my godddd i thought about 23yo megumi i should jump off a cliff now it's so bad#how dare i imagine a character in a totally different world at a totally different time this is insane actually#ashgdhgsahdgshgaghd#ANYWAY I'M SORRY YOU HAD TO DEAL WITH THAT ANGEL#ILYYYYY:33333333#meli <3#friends!!
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Hungry to write, not knowing what project to pick and work on.
#also straight up lonely rn#i know i'm not supposed to get tired of doing good but i am. i am tired of everything that goes wrong for my mom and the fact that she#can't even really do math or write legibly anymore and i think most of the reason i get so quick and short and to the point in those#situations is because i'm trying to pretend it's all fine when it is NOT but i don't know what to do i can't fix her i'm not a doctor#and i can't acknowledge to her face how bad it is because she is terrified of being 'sick' she hates this so much#nothing about my mom's situation makes sense i'm lost i want to go jump off a cliff and maybe find some peace on the way down#i don't even know what to pray for for her#just help#help God#raindrops#should i delete this#ugh#no one reads the tags anyway
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really funny when people talk about rotom devices like rotomphones and rotomdexes and rotomfridges and stuff and like they so obviously have no clue how they qctually work
if you put a rotom in a regular phone the rotom will brick it. it will overcharge the phone and just fuck it right up because theres nothing stopping it from doing that. same with any non rotom appliance or non rotomdex or the regular pc boxes not the ones they got in galar. like a rotom will fuck a normal fridge up
rotomdevices are SPECIFICALLY BUILT so that the rotom doesnt break it or do shit it shouldnt. hell by default a rotom is banned from all your apps except a text to speech app, calendar, notes app, stopwatch, photos, and a few other very limited apps on a rotomphone. you have to go into setings to allow other apps to be accessed by means other than the screen being touched and the screen being touched alone.
like i deliberately gave .zip tumblr privileges. your rotom cannot fuck with anything you have not given it permission to fuck with and theres certain shit you straight up cannot let it fuck with (they cannot access your settings app unless youre fucking with shit the manufacturers did not intend for you to fuck with so if your rotom gets into your settings its entirely ur fault because you cannot just fat finger the option for that)
most rotom appliances also come with remotes you can keep far away from the rotom so if it starts fucking around you can just. press a button and it boots the rotom out. some even allow you to LOCK your rotom out of it so it cant go in. rotomphones have similar functionality where you can just lock em out of your phone and provided it has leftover charge ur phone will work just fine
that brings me to the next point. depends on the device but rotomdexes have their more important features (like the actual dex) available to use without a rotom and rotomphones work entirely except for shit that would require a rotom like the floating stuff. as long as theyre properly charged up theyre fine.
because they dont?? sell rotom with the phone??? that would be fucked up and cruel while the rotomphone is a modified pokeball you arent just buying a rotom. there are breeders associated with most companies that sell rotom devices like the rotomphone company and will sell rotoms for the phones for cheaper provided they do an adequate background check, you can also just catch a rotom or just use the phone without ever getting a rotom. .zip has zero brand loyalty because my mom personally nabbed him from the wild
idk its wild how many of you think rotom devices are like. shit powered by unwilling rotom slaves and outclassed by all other devices when in actuality a better term for them is rotomproof devices like dont get me wrong android is 100% better if you dont work with electric types regularly or dont have a mischievous creature that wants to play candycrush but like they have their usage and are popular for a reason
#//based on my hcs and a convo me and my brother had on the bus about how rotomphones would realistically work forbthem to be as successful#//as we see them in canon#//cause if they REQUIRED a rotom to work or didnt have ways to keep a mischievous ghost in check they would not be anywhere near as common#//than they are in all the medias and stuff theyre in#//alsp pokemon is a semi utopia and i like to think theres actually a reason to use the fancy new pokemon tech they show us#//other than letting my character jump off cliffs and for flexing on poor people#//penny is a tech nerd she would not have a rotomphone if they were shitty#// if rotomphones were ass shed have a decked out phone she built from scratch. hell she probably customized her rotomphone but like its#//still a rotomphone#maple moment#pkmn irl#pokeblogging#rotomblr
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can someone plz cry with me
#txt#so overwhelmed#and dreading work#I am so nervous about my future#I don’t see a point in working towards a career that isn’t based on passion#and I’m so tired of the advice I get being “do something you can tolerate that pays well so you can focus on hobbies outside of work#bcuz like where? how? I can’t do anything without a degree. and degrees are expensive. and even if I had a degree. I’ll need to have years#of experience#I don’t want to do something boring even if it gets me by#and there probably aren’t that many jobs available any#so I’m in this limbo where I can quit work yet cuz I don’t fucking know what I should have lined up#and I wanna go back to school but the only in person classes I can take are 2 hours from me#and I can do it online but I won’t get the same connections#so I just have to exist in this state of unhappiness and know in the back of my mind that no job will ever satisfy me#bCUZ WORK FUCKING SUCKS UNLESS ITS SLEMTHING YOU LOVE AND TJAHS HARD TTO COME BY#thank you this is my rant. if you don’t like it jump off a cliff. it’s my blog and I’m blogging dumb a as
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wolfstar as described by bizarrestars.
#don’t mind me i’m just gonna jump off a cliff because of how painfully true this is#i could write a whole book about how much they mean to me#wolfstar wolfstar wolfstar wolfstar#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#crimson rivers
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ough i reread intkot again and im having so much thoughtsssss mild spoilers below the cut!
I can't stop wondering about deon's family during his time in the eight years war. We know that when they first find out they're absolutely horrified and devastated, begging to meet the empire and see deon again. But the war lasted eight years, and there's so much time in between, i really wonder how the family changed. Like they had to have heard about the rumors about deon once he had become so ruthless and merciless he gained the status of a hero and became the 'vanguard of the eight years war' right? His reputation alone is enough to keep armies at bay and the simple fact of his being wounded is enough to encourage whole countries to view the empire as being weaker, those in the empire must have recieved some news about the frontlines. Did his parents obsess over any news? Did they hunt for any last scrap of information, any sign on how their beloved son was doing? Were they horrified at the brutality he enacted? Did they know the extent of the brutality? or was it only passing rumors that they managed to catch? Was their first reaction relief that he was alive? did horror trump that feeling or did they feel more grateful than disgusted by deon's actions? how would they have felt, knowing their beloved child, who had always been so weak, had become such a ruthless force at war? Would that have burdened them with so much more guilt? or fear? Did they spend their days lying awake, cataloguing everything they learned and praying for his survival? Or was everything too much? After all, eight years is a long time. Did they give up after years of begging to no avail? Did they turn away from any news of the war out of fear of what they might hear? that their precious son was dead? that his body was trampled, or he was crushed and left for the vultures? Did they close their eyes and desperately pray that deon was alive, whilst refusing to know if he truly was? What about cruel? Did he track the newspapers so closely, or was information on the war not detailed enough? I want to know so badly just how deon's family felt. They were the people who had truly loved deon. And when deon returned, and they wake up in the middle of the night to the carnage in their estate, and deon opens the door, and he drops the corpse, and points a knife at them. Did they first feel shock? disbelief? that they were dreaming? Or were they overcome with even that momentary relief, that they could see their baby again? were they overjoyed for even that one second, before reality set in? Or was horror the first thing they felt, unfamiliarity, at the sight of someone they could barely recognize as their son? Or was it relentless guilt? When they called his name, was it in confusion? Desperation? To reach out, to hold him, to ask him what was happening, why he was doing this? When deon shoved that knife into their bodies, how did they feel? What was their last thought, their last emotion, towards deon? towards the person he had become, the child he still was? In the end, could they ever truly bring themselves to resent him for it?
#deon hart#cruel hart#hart family#intkot#i'm not that kind of talent#radio's rambles#AUGH HART FAMILY HOW I WONDER ABOUT YOU SO#EIGHT YEARS IS SO LONG#SO. LONG.#I WANT TO KNOW SO BADLY#HOW DID THEY FEEL???????#HOW DID THEY ACT WHO DID THEY BECOME#OUGHT#SALDKGJSDG#THEY MAKE ME SO SAD. UGH#im going to do jumping jacks off a cliff#anyways everyone read the manhwa NEOWW!!!!!! (/nf)#i need to find the novel somewhere.......................#where do people read it.................................................
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oh btw since i didn’t get to add him in the post earlier because i literally ran out of room: kaiser’s stability levels noticeably decrease even further when he misses me. he’s exponentially cuntier but also has moments where he’s so silent that people are like... afraid lmfao
he tries to throw himself into plays so extra hard until he’s overdoing it and/or having a meltdown because he screwed up until noa or someone calls me like “how quickly can we arrange to get you here???”
#ss: michael#i feel like this happens so often that he’s eventually just not allowed to be away from me for more than a specific amount of time#like i HAVE to be there. even if i’m not even totally near him or able to speak to him#everyone’s afraid he might actually kill someone. or himself.#it’s a progressive mental spiral of having every shitty thought about himself#because not only is he competing against everyone to be the best at soccer#but he also feels like he’s constantly competing against the entire world for ME. to be the one i see as no. 1#and if he’s not there to try and prove himself for like every waking moment then he’s eventually going to lose. and i won’t love him anymore#(this is false. but he literally doesn’t know how to do or think anything else)#it’s the deeply ingrained self-worth and abandonment issues <3 we’re working on it#he’s my little anxious cheetah. and i’m his emotional support golden retriever. lover. mother. thing#like i don’t even really have to say or do anything he can just look at me and be like ‘ah. yes. i am Normal.’#(as normal as possible for him)#anyways. if you need me i’ll be jumping off a cliff
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magical interaction i witnessed on a 3d mlp rp game
#mlp#my little pony#princess luna#roblox#luna to luna communication#look at luna go!!! she's so silly :3#i also saw this person just jumping like this at the edge of a cliff#they didn't jump off or anything#they were just. jumping.#i absolutely love how the models in this game just have no animations so they just kinda see-saw around like rocking horses#they're also models ripped straight from the mlp gameloft mobile game so it makes it better#they're extremely low poly and don't have cel shading and it's really funny just seeing them bumble around like that#i loved playing games like this all the time when i was a kid#like i used to go around in mlp tpt and have the stupidest rps#one time i played as eqg rainbow dash and went around following this random mlp oc and had dash pine for her#like i was just following this person as rd serenating her with minecraft parodies about her and dash#it was really funny#i was here making silly queer roleplays on roblox long before i even realised i'm queer myself and i think that's so beautiful
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ethubs to me is like. tfw you kill and die for someone so many times that you can't even grow tired of it. it's mundane, sure, but in the way that loving someone is mundane. blood becomes like waking up to them every morning- an expected but beautiful nonetheless way of things being. it doesnt matter if they're killing each other or their enemies or pretending to do one and actually doing the other to them it is an act of devotion. and not the dramatic kind. tfw you die and kill for someone so often that instead of loosing meaning it gains sentiment. this is not a tragedy anymore!!! they are ripping it apart with their hands and laughing!!! is there anymore power to an actor than that? than turning the story to a comedy? they're sooo sitcom core. of course they love violence- there's no reason to be afraid of dying when it's not the end. they'll have another go at it, and another and another and another and another. the grief is real, sure, as real as the bloodlust- it's just not the thing that lasts
#idk if im saying this well. got them on the brain tonight but like.#eugh. words.#i just think that. ok the central problem to the life games is that the death ISNT permanent.#the stakes feel real#especially in the moment#but if you take a step back. there's been four games. can you really say jimmy's died first everytime if he's done it four times?#the thing about death is that you can only really do it once. anything else is just a mockery of it#you have to balance the feeling of jumping off a cliff after murdering your partner#with the fact that they met again in last life. they remembered that. how do you reconcile that?#to me. personally. the life series works best when you treat it as the game it is#a choice. yaknow? they're choosing to play this with the knowledge that it will feel real.#and yeah its more fun to write fic where the deaths matter i guess#but i sort of feel like that's missing the point#ethubs. are they even ethubs if they dont have that history?#i dont really think so#ykanow? i dont think that its really the same without the 'dying;#not that they did. i mean. the blood was there. but then they kept being. oh im out of tags ok bye
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